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Hяyat bиr dиl sцrцшmяsиydи bиzиm цчцn<br />
Durub цzяrиnя basa-basa tяkrarladыьыmыz bиr kяlmя<br />
Prц-pаk edяrdи dиlиmиzи damaьыmыzы<br />
Hяm sяhиv sяcdяsи nяdиr bиlmяzdиk bиz<br />
Deyиlmи kи gюvdяmиz<br />
Yaratmanыn sцrяtиndя yapыlmыш bиr чыnqы<br />
Sычrayan bиr atяшdиk danышarkяn, yцrцrkяn<br />
Bиr tяk qыzlara baxarkяn topallardыq<br />
Sanыrdыq kи bиr oьlan bиr qыza baxыnca topallar<br />
Bunun bиr yanыlqы olduьunu anladыq чox sonradan<br />
Иndи arxadaшlыq bиtdи, budur шeиrи bиr<br />
Aьыl aчыqlыьы, bиr dяrиn qavrayыш, bиr dиsиplиn, bиr vиcdan vя<br />
mяrhяmяt olaraq<br />
Danышыram sadяcя bиr axlaq vя яdalяt<br />
Юnцmя qoyub dяrgиlяrи<br />
Tap-tarap oxuyuram hamsыnы<br />
Шeиrlяrиnиzи oxuyarkяn qяlяmиmdяn qarьыdalы partlamasы<br />
sяslяrи<br />
O saat baшlayыb o saat bиtяn sяslяrи<br />
Gяlиr bиr neчя dяqиqяlиk юmrцnцz<br />
Bu bиr neчя dяqиqя mяnя nя komиk<br />
Nя dayanыqsыz bиr hяyat bиr bиlsяnиz<br />
Bиr neчя dяqиqalиk bиr geyrи шяxsи иradя<br />
Yetиr bax sиzиn ruhunuzu oxumaьa<br />
Amma qolay ruhunuz, amma qolay<br />
Suyunuz, sцrahиnиz, bardaьыnыz, varoluшunuz<br />
Bцtцn zяkamы, yumor gцcцmц toplayыram genя dя<br />
Bunu necя, sиzи bu qяdяr qыsacыq yapan<br />
Yetяnяk nяdиr<br />
Bяlkя dя mяndиm arxadaшlarыma bиr saflыq qatan<br />
Ичlяrиndяkи яn cиn, яn fыrlama<br />
Hяr yemяk nюvbяtиndя<br />
Яlиnи uzadыb kцs yapan, oyun pozan<br />
Чцnkц mяn bиr uьursuzluqdan<br />
Dua yazdыrmыш mavи muncuq taxan<br />
Gцndцzlяrи uyuyub gecяlяr fala baxan<br />
Yuxularыna ahяngsиz bиr шeylяr qatan<br />
Kцчяyя чыxыb hяr gecя<br />
Bиr kюpяyи qulaьыndan dишlяyяn<br />
Balыьыn evи sulardandы, bиzиmkи havadan<br />
Amma bиr gцn havadan<br />
Saf saf enяn mяlяklяr kиmи<br />
Ишя gиrdиk, dцkkan aчыb sarышыn<br />
Vя чыn-чыn edяn qыzlarla evlяndиk<br />
Sandыq kи bu tиcarяt bиzя gerчяk<br />
Xяta pozan иstиsna иdиk чцnkц hamыmыz<br />
Tаdиl-и яrkаn цzяrя namaz qыlardыq<br />
Yalan цzяrиnя иttиfaq etmяlяrи иmkansыz bиr topluluq<br />
"Bax burda!" deyяrdиk hяr kяsиn statиstиk etdиyи bиr чaьda<br />
Halbukи gerчяk 1. Mяn иndи bиr bиnanыn 5-cи qatыnda otururam.<br />
Gerчяk 2. Evиmиn qapыsы qяhvя rяngиdиr.<br />
Gerчяk 3. Qapы zиlиndя adыm yazыlmayыb.<br />
Gerчяk 4. Mяnя qapыnы arvadыm aчar.<br />
Gerчяk 5. Qыzыm boynuma atыlar.<br />
Gerчяk 6. Mяn gяlmяdяn arvadыm sцfrя sяrmяz.<br />
Gerчяk 7. Qыzыmыn sяs чыxaran kuklalarы var.<br />
Gerчяk 8. Mяnиm kиtablarыm, kasetlяrиm, dяrgиlяrиm var.<br />
Gerчяk 9. Mяn bиr gцn evlяndиm.<br />
Gerчяk 10. Bиr gцn arvadыma<br />
"Mяnя dцшцnmяdяn yapabиlяcяyиm bиr шey sюylя," dedиm<br />
"Bиr yumruqda bиr daьы devиrmяk!"<br />
"Qыrmыzы bиr yangыn kцrяyиylя bu<br />
qara baxtыmыzы tam ortadan иkиyя<br />
ayыrmaq иstяyиrяm..."<br />
Bиr gцn, sяrt bиr gцndц, bиr kюpяk ulamasы eшиtdиm<br />
Ulama durdurmuшdu mяnи. "Uuuuuuu!" etdиm kюpяyя;<br />
чцnkц яl fиkrиylя gяlишяn bиr шeиr<br />
yazmaq иstяdиyиm gцnц xatыrlatmышdы mяnя ulama!<br />
Bяn "Uuuuu!" edиncя kюpяk susdu. Rцzgаr da qыpыrdamadan<br />
durdu<br />
bцtцn otlar vя aьaчlar vя evlяr vя иnsanlar vя чoluq чocuk<br />
vя hяrkяs susdu<br />
kиmsя danышmayыrdы, kиmsя qыpыrdamayыrdы<br />
"Hяr kяs mяnи eшыtmяk иstяyиr," dedиm<br />
Danышmaq цчцn yumruqlarыmы sыxыnca<br />
Yumruqlarыmыn yoxsulluqdan daha sяrt olduьunu<br />
anladыm<br />
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АЛАТОРАН №8, ОКТЙАБР 2006
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