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qыrmыzы dишlяrиndяdиr<br />
шeytanыn tяbяssцmц<br />
elяcя<br />
* * *<br />
toppuшluьundan ayaqlarы яyиlmиш<br />
yerиyяndя lяngяrlяyяn<br />
gah yыxыlыb-duran<br />
arabиr yorularaq<br />
dиvana doьru иmяklяyяn<br />
uшaqlыьыna qayыtmыш qoca qadыn<br />
sevиmlи oyuncaьыnыmцшtцyцnц<br />
axtarыr<br />
dиvanыn altыnda<br />
* * *<br />
bиrиncи arvadыnы<br />
hяr gцn daha artыq<br />
sevdиyиndяn<br />
dюyцb-dюyцb<br />
иntиhar hяddиnя чatdыran babam<br />
yubanыbmыш<br />
qarnыndakы altыaylыq yavrusuyla<br />
pяrvanя qanadlarыnы<br />
odlara sяrяn arvadыnыn harayыna yetишиncя<br />
иш-ишdяn keчиbmиш...<br />
and ичиr anamыn bиbиlяrи<br />
qarnыndakы yavru<br />
saьmыш<br />
чыrpыnыrmыш susuz balыq tяk<br />
юlmцш qadыnыn bяtnиndя<br />
hяlя xeylи...<br />
yuyat yerиndя quruyub qalыbmыш qadыnlar<br />
nя edяcяklяrиnи kяsdиrя bиlmиrlяrmиш...<br />
kяndиn sayыlan mollasы<br />
bиr mяscиd tиkdиrяn<br />
qяbrиstanlыq saldыran babam<br />
иmamlarыn шяnиnя<br />
mяrsиyяlяr deyиb aьlayыr иndи gecяlяr<br />
yetmиш yaшыnda<br />
vaxtиlя odda yanmыш<br />
dяrи xяstяlиyи tapmыш<br />
яllяrиnи qaшыya-qaшыya...<br />
quran oxuyur<br />
peyьяmbяrя salavat чevиrиr<br />
gюz yaшlarыyla<br />
dяstяmaz alыr<br />
nяnяmи qыsqanыr...<br />
* * *<br />
hяr kяsdяn чox sevиrяm<br />
alagюzlцmц<br />
иlmяlяr toxuyurmuш kиmи<br />
oynayыr яllяrиm<br />
шиpшиrиn mяmяlяrиndя<br />
salxыm-salxыm цzцm dяrиrmиш kиmи...<br />
arabиr ayaьыyla vurub<br />
daьыtdыьы da olur<br />
balasыna qиsmяt olmayan<br />
bиr vedrя sцdц чox gюrdцyц dя olur<br />
amma bиlиrmи gюrяn<br />
юlmцш balasыnыn<br />
qanыna batmadыьыnы<br />
salxыm mяmяlяrиnи sыьallayan яllяrиmиn...<br />
hяr sяhяr<br />
acqarыna bиr stяkan sцd ичmяyя vяrdишlи<br />
qяssab яrиmя gюtцrdцyцmц<br />
ana qяlbи duyurmu<br />
saьdыьыm sцdц daьыdaraq<br />
hayыf чыxыrmы<br />
hяr kяsdяn чox sevdиyиm<br />
alagюz иnяyиm !<br />
* * *<br />
bиr ay яvvяl<br />
gяnc sayыla bиlяrdиn<br />
30 yaшыnda...<br />
иndиsя yox.<br />
MM belя иstяmиr чцnkи...<br />
saxta yollarla sяnи dя<br />
qocalarыn sыrasыna qatmaq<br />
юlцmя yaxыnlaшdыrmaq fи<strong>kr</strong>иndяdи... MM<br />
иndи saчlarыn zиl qara<br />
dишlяrиn чaьbacaь<br />
gюzlяrиn hяyat dolu olsa da<br />
hяr yemяk <strong>son</strong>rasы qatыq yemяyя<br />
ehtиyac hиss etmяsя dя mяdяn<br />
almayacaq sяnи sыrasыna<br />
qaynar gяnclиk...<br />
mяndяn olsa,<br />
XЫ sиnиf яdяbиyyat dяrslиyиndя dя<br />
dяyишиklиk etmяyиnиz gяrяkиr<br />
bundan <strong>son</strong>ra Mцшfиq чox gяnc yaшlarыnda юldцrцldц<br />
yazmayыn<br />
o da adlamышdы 29-u<br />
АЛАТОРАН № 12, ЙАНВАР 2008 83
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