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МаЩНЫ ЗЯНЭАНЛЫ<br />
sayqыlar vя sevgиlяr<br />
mяn Mahnы Zяnganlы Gцney Azяrbaycanыn Zяngan шяhrиndяn bиr vяtяndaшыnыzam. 1976 doьumlu vя Fars dиlи vя<br />
яdяbиyatы mяzunuyam. Bиr necя яdяbи vя шer kиtabы kиrиl alfabesиndяn яrяb alfabesиnя kючцrmцш vя yayыnlamышam. Юz<br />
kиtabыm tяяssцflяr olsun kи yayыnlanmamaьa devlяt tяrяfиndяn mяhkum oldu. 8 sяnя jurnalиst olaraq Tцrk gяzetяlяrиndя<br />
чalышandan <strong>son</strong>ra 4 иldи Tцrkиyяdя yaшamaq mяcburиyyяtиndяyяm.<br />
Gяl, bяrи gяl<br />
baxышыnыn шыdыrыьы<br />
bиrdяn-bиrя gюyцzlяrиmи bцrцdц<br />
baxышlarыmы duman aldы,<br />
buludlandыgюrяmяdиm,<br />
daha nя sяnи,<br />
nя dя -<br />
gюzlяrиndя olan...<br />
gюrяmяdиmmm!!!<br />
yasaq bиr xяyala fи<strong>kr</strong>иmdя cumdum.<br />
mяn udurdum baьыrtыlarыmы,<br />
yarыrdыm sцkutumu,<br />
чaьыrыrdыm nяhayяtиmи,<br />
dumanlы baxышlarыm da gюrя bиlmиrdи,<br />
baxышlarыn mяndяn qaчыrdы,<br />
nцtfяdя boьulmuш nяfяslяrиmи,<br />
mяnиmkиdи deyя<br />
sovururdu.<br />
mяndя<br />
bиr yazыq qыzыn taleyи kюzяrиrdи,<br />
alovlanыrdы,<br />
yanыrdы,<br />
vя dиrиlmяyя can atыrdы...<br />
sяn ,<br />
heч zaman<br />
ичяrиmdя can atan<br />
dиrиlиyи seчя bиlmяzsяn ,<br />
gюrя bиlmяzsяn,<br />
duya bиlmяzsяn.<br />
mяn цrяyиmиn чяrчиvяsиnя<br />
sancыlan sevgиnи<br />
юmцr boyudu bяslяmишяm,<br />
sяn dя nяhayяtsиz boyaqlы qanunlarda<br />
hяlя dя цzцrsяn...<br />
xяyal saчlarыnы da hюrmяkdя<br />
tяkcя bиr ucuz satыlmыш цrяyя uymusan.<br />
demяmишdиm:<br />
demяmишtиm: bиr gцn damarlarыn<br />
donacaqdыr,<br />
demишtиm dahada ruhun olmayacaq cиsmиn<br />
olan yerdя<br />
vя bиr cиsmиsиz mяzar adlanacaq sяn adda.<br />
yox,<br />
mяn demишdиm<br />
ama sяn иnanmamышdыn.<br />
gяl,<br />
bяrи gяl,<br />
qoy yaslanmыш bиr toyun<br />
чalqыlarыnda цzdцrцm sяnи<br />
qoy yaslanmиш bиr toyun<br />
чaxыrыn dadыzdыrыm sяnя.<br />
gяl -<br />
bяrи gяllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
***<br />
sяnи,<br />
юzцmdя yerlяшdиrиrdиm<br />
чиban kиmиdиr<br />
quduz baxышlardan yapыlan gюzlяrиmя<br />
yalan mяhяbbяtlяr.<br />
mяn иsя kюlgяm<br />
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АЛАТОРАН № 12, ЙАНВАР 2008
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