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14 literaturuli gazeTi proza 2 agvisto - 5 seqtemberi 2013 orsarTuliani saxli iyo. Cveulebrivi orsarTuliani saxli, romelsac moajirebi ar hqonda. Zveli xis kari WrialiT iReboda da Cabnelebul derefanSi da oTaxebSi Sediodi. oTaxebi erTmaneTSi gadioda. Ria fanjreb- Si TeTri, WuWyisgan Camuqebuli fardebi frialebda. ferebi mxolod axsovda im droidan, rodesac jer kidev xedavda. bevri feri daaviwyda, magram TeTri, Savi da mkveTri ferebi axsovda. rodesac ixsenebda an esizmreboda, am ferebs TiTqos Signidan vinme anaTebda. saxlSi xan visTan erTad iyo xan _ visTan, zogjer Tavis ZmakacebTan er- Tad aRmoCndeboda iq, zogjer biZaSvilTan, zogjer Tavis SeyvarebulTan, xan viRac, sruliad ucxo tipebTan. erTxel kamilo senfuegosmac Semoiara kubidan Tu saiqiodan. Savi beretidan Tma CamoSloda, grZeli wveri hqonda da xelSi `Tompsonis~ avtomati eWira. jeims braunTan erTad movida. jeims brauni icinoda, icinoda, kvdeboda siciliT. Sav saxeze TeTri kbilebi ukrialebda. rodesac jeims brauni icinoda, misi simRera ‘It‘s a man‘s world~ irTveboda. magrad uberavda. kamilo senfuegosi ar icinoda. magari naRvliani iyo. etyoba TviTmfrinavSi rom daiwva, imitom. erTi eg iyo, drodadro avtomats gadaidebda xolme mxarze da sevdianad iyureboda beretis qveSidan. iaraRi ki mainc xoSianad eWira, Cveneburad, gamarTulad da mariaJulad, rogorc samxreTel biWs da laTinoss Seefereba da ekadreba, magram sevda da naRveli mainc didi edga TvalebSi. Cveulebrivi saxli iyo, Cveulebrivi orsarTuliani saxli. TiTqos xo araferi, magram raRac mainc ver iyo rigze am saxlis garSemo. yovelTvis bneloda. yovelTvis, raRacnairi murtali, mrume bindi iyo Camowolili da gamudmebuli siCume. araferi, CamiCumic ki ar ismoda. TeTri WuWyiani fardebic ki sruliad uxmaurod frialebdnen Sav, ukun sibneleSi. imis miuxedavad, rom ganuwyvetliv frialebdnen, erTxelac ar gatylaSunebulan. Srialic ki ar ismoda. ara, arc satana, luciferi da belzebeli gamoCenila. arc erTxel. ukuneTis Tavads, qvesknelis meufes da dacemul angelozs vin Civis, azazelosac ki ar Semouvlia, koWlobiT ar amoClaxunebula kibeze da wiTuri Tavi ar Semouyvia karSi, rom saxlis binadarTaTvis Tavisi ganTqmuli yviTeli Roji eCvenebina. arc iaraRis xmarebis masterklasi Cautarebia, baliSis ukan amodebuli aguris SvidianiT. ara, arc erTxel. fui eSmaks da aruli kudianebs, magram xom ar mougoneb, magas raRa dabraleba unda, Tavisi hyofnis. ara, magram raRacnairi mZime saxli iyo. ramdenjerac daesizmra, imdenjerve iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, rom aq cxadSic namyofi iyo. rom iRviZebda, mere ixsenebda, marTla yofila Tu ara iq. xan romel saxls amsgavsebda, xan romels. Cveulebrivi saxli ki iyo, magram arc erTs hgavda. verc emsgavseboda, imitom, rom ararsebuli saxli iyo. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aq ar arsebobda. iq ki, sadac iyo, namdvilad idga Tavisi umoajiro qvis kibiT, SiferiT gadaxuruli, erTmaneTSi gamavali oTaxebiT da afrialebuli TeTri, Wu- Wyiani fardebiT _ ukun, mrume, cud sibneleSi rom Srialebda. iRviZebda da mere didxans fiqrobda – ratom esizmreboda maincdamainc es saxli. erTi da igive adgili, situacia da adamianebi xSirad dasizmrebia, magram isini absoluturad realuri, cxadSic arsebuli adgilebi da adamianebi iyvnen. ixsenebda, sad SeiZleboda enaxa, rodis SeiZleba moxvedriliyo am saxlSi. wamis measedSi TiTqos afiqsirebda kidevac: `ai aq, am dros, ai es~... magram im wamsve qreboda yvelaferi, saxli Tavis adgilas brundeboda da kvlav damcinavi sicariele rCeboda. ixsenebda, wrialebda, itanjeboda. gamwarebuli cdilobda, zustad da detalurad aRedgina yvelaferi. cdilobda, miswvdenoda im dros, rodesac ukeTesad xedavda da jer kidev ar hqonda TvalebSi Camdgari es mtanjveli da mouSorebeli sibnele. lamis fizikurad miswvdenoda, orive xeliT epotineboda, magram vera, es SeuZlebeli iyo. imisTvis, rom Wkuaze ar Semcdariyo da ar gagiJebuliyo, erTaderTi gamosavali rCeboda, unda daejerebina, sabolood unda daerwmunebina Tavi, rom es saxli aq, dedamiwaze, ar idga. arsad arsebobda da mxolod iq iyo, sadac mas xedavda. iq, erTaderT adgilas, sadac mas kvlav SeeZlo, Tvalxiluli yofiliyo da daenaxa yvelaferi, TviT umciresi detalic ki, rasac aq verasdros axerxebda. maSinac beqa qurxuli galaquli, Savad gaprialebuli kubo TeTri, gaqaTqaTebuli, kargad, guldasmiT da sindisierad gauToebuli sudariT da marmaSebiani da furfuSelebiani, patara, TiTqos saTamaSo aseve TeTri baliSiT? kargi vardisferi iyos ha. . . ras gadaekidnen am saxls? Tu saxli gadaekida? Tu Tavad gadaekida im saxls? ra iyo es _ gafrTxileba, muqara, Tu iqneb nugeSi iyo... ra Cemi fexebi unda gaigo kacma?! sizmari ganuwyvetliv brundeboda, TiTqos raRac periodulobiTac ki, rasac, ra Tqma unda, ver imaxsovrebda. SeiZleba raRac kanonzomierebac iyo amaSi, Tu drois da periodulobis ara, maSin sxva gacilebiT ufro idumali ramis. meordeboda da brundeboda, rogorc dedamiwa iwebebs drodadro ucxo kosmiur sxeuls, axlos mouSvebs, mere Sors gastyorcnis erTi 39 wliT, mere isev uaxlovdeba, mere 74 wliT moisvris, mere isev mere 150 wliT gahkravs sadRac, magram sabolood mainc ver iSorebs, ver icilebs, rogorc avstralieli aborigeni Tavis bumerangs, vidre bolos am beber dedamiwas sulel gograSi ar gaadens xolme eg raRac kosmiuri sxeulis rakvans, rom kinkrixodan karga did simaRleze bdRviri aadinos da magiTi mTavrdeba. an mTavrdeba, an _ ara. amboben, ege- Ti ram ukve momxdarao meqsikis yure- Si. iukatanis naxevarkunZulze. sxvaganac. mecnierebi amboben. ar sjeroda mecnierebis. kidev ufro metad ar sjeroda warsulis. iukatani ki ara, imasac ki veRar ijerebda, rom odesme xedavda. sinamdvileSi mxolod dRevandeli dRe arsesizmrad vnaxe vebze, yovelTvis sibnelis – rogorc yvelaze mtkice da saimedo safarvelis _ miRma rCeboda. ratom es saxli?.. Cveulebrivi SiferiT gadaxuruli orsarTuliani saxli, qvis umoajiro kibiT da erTmaneTSi gamavali, gaficxebuli oTaxebiT, TeTri WuWyiani afrialebuli fardebiT... da ratom iyo es saxli ase- Ti saSiSi? sad iyo Casafrebuli safrTxe? da Tu saSiSis da saxifaTos warmoCena undoda Tu undodaT, ratom saxli? yovelTvis saxli da ara sasaflao, mkvdrebi, morgi, mitovebuli eklesia, jojoxeTi, vulkani, miwisZvra, tornado, Stormi, meteori, kometa, asteroidi, an Tundac yvelaze Semzaravi, daxuruli sivrce, an kargi, bobda. awmyo. dRes. dRes ki ver xedavda. odnavadac, sinaTlis namcecsac ki. mxolod sizmarSi. amitom sizmris sjeroda da awmyosi. dRevandeli dRis. ufro sworad, dRevandeli Ramis, radgan sibneleSi dRec Ramea. absolutur sibneleSi dro Cerdeba da aRar iZvris. amitom sityvebi – warsuli, momavali _ ukve didi xania, mxolod gaurkveveli, lamazi, poeturi metafora da filosofiuri cneba iyo misTvis da meti araferi. mxolod dRevandel dRes, am diliT SeiZleba, axalgaRviZebuli xelebis cecebiT wamodge nela, frTxilad da nabij-nabij gaikvlio tualetisken gza. drodadro sruli SegrZneba hqonda, rom mokvda. mokvda da jojoxeTSi moxvda. saqme ki gacilebiT ufro uaresad iyo. nebismieri yofiTi ram _ sawolidan wamodgoma, kbilebis gaxexva, saWmlis Wama, wylis daleva _ warmoudgenel tanjvas ayenebda. fizikurad imdenad ara _ Tavisi saxlis yoveli kunWuli zepirad iswavla, xelis Sevlebac ki aRar sWirdeboda. yvela SegrZneba da refleqsi aTmagad hqonda gamZafrebuli. ara marto smena da ynosva, aramed kanis mgrZnobelobac ki. xumrobda kidec – mgoni, Tvalebi TiTebze gamomividao. nebismieri moZraoba da mdgomareoba awuxebda _ sawolSi wola, saxlSi yofna, xmauri, siCume, quCaSi gasvla, adamianebi, martooba. sulieri tkivili fizikur tkivilSi gadadioda. cdilobda, raRac wesebi da reJimi SeemuSavebina, rom formaSi yofiliyo, garkveuli saqmeebiT da movaleobebiT mainc daecva Tavi sakuTari Tavisgan. cdilobda, raRacebi gaxareboda, Tundac is, rom diliT swrafad dgeboda sawolidan, akeTebda imas, rasac yoveli adamiani akeTebs, hqonda yofiTi sazrunavi, interesdeboda garemoTi, garSemomyofebiT, imiT, rac garSemo xdeboda. misi yoveli, didi Tu patara, saqme, sazrunavi Tu problema, yvela is Tviseba da Cveva, romelic am wlebSi gamoimuSava, arsebobisTvis brZola iyo. amas yvelaze ukeTesad Tavadve grZnobda. grZnobda, rom cnobierad Tu qvecnobierad am barikadebs Tavis saSvelad agebda da rom es yvelaferi, saboloo jamSi, mainc xelovnuri iyo Tundac imitom, rom bunebrivi barikadebi ar arsebobs. da uceb es yvelaferi saSinlad bezrdeboda da sikvdilamde ezareboda _ rom unda adge, Caicva, xel-piri daibano, Tavi moiwesrigo, isauzmo, gaiseirno. iyo am naZaladev yoveldRiurobaSi raRac saSinlad Seuracxmyofeli. gamwarebuli fiqrobda: `ara, aRar minda. davi- Rale, morCa, aRar minda es Tavis gadarCena da amisTvis raRacebis mogoneba, raRac idioturi Zalisxmeva, nebisyofa da egeTi sityvebis braxuni imisTvis, rom kidev ori dRe visunTqo. rodemde unda vebRauWo _ danis piriviT alesili cxovrebis kedelze TiTebis da frCxilebis dasisxlianebamde? aRar minda, morCa. mere iwyeboda `sulieri Zliereba~ _ `Zlieri~, `susti~... aTasi erTmaneTze ufro uazro da suleluri magaliTis moyvana. `ee, wadi Tqveni bi- Turi dedac!.. aRar minda! davamTavre! wavage! morCa!..~ da iwva mere mTeli dRe gaunZrevlad da am dros uCndeboda yvelaze saSineli, murtali kiTxva: `ras niSnavs es gadarCena? ratom ibrZvis kacobrioba, adam da evadan moyolebuli, yvela _ usinaTlo, Tvalxiluli, munji, ybedi, Wkviani, suleli, loginad Cavardnili Tu fexmardi _ Tavis gadasar- Cenad da ratom unda gadairCino Tavi? ratom unda ibrZolo, ifiqro, iomo, izruno, idardo, aSeno, aCino, akeTo, angrio, waago, Seqmna amisTvis da ra?.. da iqneb swored amisTvis Seqmna da iwama adamianma RmerTi, iseve, rogorc RmerTma adamiani, Tavis gadasarCenad?~ iwva mere, aRar dgeboda. camde marki, rodesac jer kidev xedavda. oTaxebs, romlebic erTmaneTSi gadioda, xis ficruli iataki hqonda. is odesRac wiTlad SeeRebaT da axla yavisferi dasdeboda. kedlebi ucnaurad gamomSrali, xmeli, TiTqos cxeli da mxurvalec ki iyo. amis miuxedavad, WerTan, oTxive kuTxeSi, nestis nakvalevi, didi, ucnauri formis, mixveulmoxveuli laqebi Canda, romlebic, kedlebis da Weris simxurvalisgan gamomxmari da alag-alag daxsnili, dabzaruli iyo. bnel ezoSi Savi xeebi ilandebodnen. mezoblad mdgari saxlebic Candnen, magram saxlebi xSirad icvlidnen adgils. xan sad idgnen, xan _ sad. metic, drodadro saerTod qrebodnen da mere isev Cndebodnen, rogorc moeprianebodaT, an imas rogorc moundeboda, vinc aqaurobas ganagebda. saxlebi, TviTon es saxli, mxurvale kedlebi, ukuni sibnele, umoajiro kibe, fanjaraSi gafrialebuli TeTri, WuWyiani fardebi, kuTxeebSi dalaqavebuli, laqebiT ucnaurad moxazuli, rukebiT moxatuli Weri, erTmaneTSi gamavali oTaxebi an Tavis nebaze iyvnen da Tvi- Ton rasac undodaT, imas akeTebdnen, imas maspinZlobdnen, imaT aCendnen da aqrobdnen an aqaurobas sxva marTavda an sxvebi marTavdnen, an, an... sinamdvileSi ra xdeboda _ vin? erTi Tu ramdenime? Tu arcerTi? Tu aravin? _ am kiTxvebze pasuxi, imis miuxedavad, rom sizmari yovelTvis jiutad meordeboda, Tavisi saxliT da misi droebiT binadrebiT, gamqrali da isev saidanRac aRmocenebuli samezoblo kar-midamoebiT, sibneliT, Savi, Savtotebiani xeebiT da saSiSi idumalebiT, arasodes Canda. pasuxi kiTx-
2 agvisto - 5 seqtemberi 2013 Tali iyo. iwva, cdilobda, daeZina, ZilSic ki eSinoda gaRviZebis. naxulobda sizmrebs, eloda orsarTulian, SiferiT gadaxurul saxls, magram saxli yovelTvis moulodnelad modioda, rodesac Tavad miiCnevda saWirod maSin. an sulac SemTxveviT. misi neba iyo. iwva da itanjeboda. da is, rom camde marTali iyo, odnavac ver exmareboda. ratomRac umoqmedoba mainc gacilebiT ufro mtanjveli iyo, vidre is naZaladevi, mtkivneuli da uazro, yoveldRiuri, yofiTi sazarunavi. bolosdabolos, rodesac urCxuli mogdevs, nebismier SemTxvevaSi, sjobs, gaiqce, sadamdec gaeqcevi, vidre ase uZravad daxvde, felamuSis naWeriviT. cota xans kidev eloda saxls. icoda, rom tyuilad eloda, magram iwva da eloda. am bolo dros ukve ise eloda sizmris saxlSi wasvlas, rogorc saxelmwifo samsaxuriT gadaRlili moqalaqe eSureba xolme zafxulSi Svebulebis aRebas da agarakze asvlas dasasveneblad da sulis mosaTqmelad. da ara mxolod imitom, rom iq Tvali exileboda da yvelafers xedavda, arc imitom, rom cudi saxli iyo, saSi- Si da yovel wams SeiZleboda, rame momxdariyo. roca rame xdeba, Tundac saSiSi da saSineli, TviT amis molodinic ki gacilebiT ukeTesia, vidre rodesac araferi xdeba da am afTariviT pirdaRebuli araraobis winaSe dgaxar, xelebCamoyrili da ganiaraRebuli. mTavari is iyo, rom grZnobda, im saxlSi raRac xdeboda, raRac Zalian saintereso da erT mSvenier da saSinel Rames yvelaferi gacxaddeboda, an mTavari maspinZlebi daxvdebodnen, an piriqiT _ stumrad movidodnen an Tavad saxli etyoda da aCvenebda rames... rame iseTs _ mTavars! aba, ase tyuilad saxlebi sizmrebSi ar daiarebian. eg zustad icoda. SemTxveviT SeiZleba erTxel Semoxetebuliyo, orjer... mere ukve Saria. da swored es Sari iyo, rasac eloda da rac aZlebinebda. xvdeboda, rom iq raRac iseTi xdeboda, mniSvnelovani. an iqneb samudamod dasaxlebuliyo kidec am saxlSi. vin icis, sinamdvile- Si sad aris sizmari? aq Tu iq? vin daadgens? cxadi mainc iq aris, sadac xedav... mainc Zalian uWirda. adgoma yvelaze ufro metad, mere nel-nela, nel-nela imarTeboda, magram pirveli nabiji mainc saSineleba iyo. yvelaze mtanjveli da mtkivneuli, rogorc alesil samarTebelze gaiaro fexSiSvelma. sakuTari gamocdilebiT icoda, rom sjobda, wamomdgariyo, rogorme gaeZlo da Tu saxlidan gaRwevis Zalac eyofoda, mTlad ukeTesi, imitom, rom Tu sawolSi darCeboda, dRis bolomde garekavda da mere, mborgavi, ofl- Si gaxviTquli da nervebdawyvetili erTaderT nugeSad Zils, rogorc sikvdils, ise daelodeboda... wyali gadaivlo da SedarebiT ukeT igrZno Tavi, misTvis winaswar gamzadebuli TeTreuli da tansacmeli naxa da Caicva. verasodes itanda usufTaod da ugemovnod Cacmul adamianebs. Cacma magrad uyvarda, gansakuTrebiT fexsacmelebis. axlac ki xelis TiTebiT amowmebda fexsacmels da TiTqmis arasdros cdeboda. Savi saTvale gaikeTa. xeljoxi aiRo da saxlSive gaSala. Zalian kargi xeljoxi iyo, lamazi, mokle da Zalian kargi. rom gaSlidi, or metrze iSleboda, rac gamocdili da usinaTlobas miCveuli adamianisTvis sruliad sakmarisi iyo. erTaderTi, rasac ver Seegua, xeljoxis monotonuri da gulisgamawvrilebeli kakuni iyo. iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos pirdapir mis nervebze ukravdnen da Tavidan lamis Rriali daiwyo. mere TandaTan mieCvia. isic daamxeca, rom joxi trotuaridan, asfaltidan an miwidan odnav maRla daeWira da mxolod drodadro moesinja win sivrce... es xeljoxi da kakuni bavSvobisas wakiTxul `ganZis kunZuls~ axsenebda, beberi brma mekobre piu, dametkil baraTs rom miutans Tavis kapitan bili bonss da is kidev daRunuli mezRvauruli kortikiT gamouxteba, magram moqnevis dros sastumros abras wamosdebs da beberi oxeri piu gadarCeba, gaaswrebs. eRimeboda, magram es mogoneba mainc didxans ver mihyveboda, ver arTobda. ‘ras vifiqrebdi, rom bavSvobaSi mec beberi mekobre piusaviT vivlidi, Tan ise, rom dametkil baraTsac aravin gamatanda bili bonsTan – Seni kapitnoba damTavrdao. aravin icis, win ra elodeba da verc verasdros gaigebs, sicocxlec xom swored magiT mTavrdeba, SeucnobelSi wasvliT, saidanac jer ambavi aravis moutania da arc Sen ici, win ra gelis – gansawmendeli, sazvereebi, angelozebi, eSmakebi, kupris mdinare, sadac mxolod erTi bewvis xidia, Tu kargad moiqcevi da bevr sikeTes Caiden, Seni suli gamsubuqdeba da gaxval kupris mdinareze, Tu codvebiT xar damZimebuli, Cavardebi. saSineli, aduRebuli, kupris mdinare, romelic Tavis Sav-wiTeli cecxlisgan daxeTqil talRebs moagorebs da ubedur codvilebs abrunebs Tavis almodebuli zvirTebiT. kupris mdinaris mTeli kalapoti codvilebis moTqmagodebiT aris azrilebuli... kupris mdinare da zed bewvis xidi. ra sikeTe unda gqondes egeTi Cadenili, bewvis xidma rom gagiZlos? an kidev kupris mdinareze da bewvis xidze gacilebiT uaresi. araferi rom dagxvdes. sicariele. Savi, bneli sicariele, zustad iseTive, saidanac moxvedi... xo egreve mogenatreba bewvis xidi... `aravin icis, win ra elodeba~... amaze yovelTvis Tavisi Svilis naTqvami axsendeboda, romelic axla stokholmSi swavlobs da Zalian didi xania, ar unaxavs. maSin ki Svidi wlis gamxdari, awowili biWi iyo. raRac magari saTamaSo moutana. biWma Zalian gaixara, magram mere moiwyina da Tqva: `kacs roca raime sasixarulo SeemTxva, unda gauxardes, Torem vin icis, win ra saxifaTo ambebi moelodebao~... saxlidan gasvlisas kars arasdros ketavda. saSineleba iyo xelis cecebiT gasaRebis saketSi mortyma. axlac ubralod gamoixura rkinis TeTri kari da kibeze daeSva. aq ki uwevda xeljoxis kakuni. misi saxlis kibe iyo, zepirad icoda, magram mainc didi sifrTxile sWirdeboda. erTi-orjer mainc wamohkravda xolme fexs, an Caucdeboda veragulad Catexil safexurze. yvelaze metad am dros mezoblebTan Sexvedras ver itanda, gamoqandebodnen, amosdebdnen idayvSi xels da dafacurdebodnen. sikeTiT mosdiodaT, aba, ra, magram mainc Zalian Zneli iyo. Sua gazafxuli idga, aprili. rogorc iqna, daTba. ezos bavSvebis yiJina iklebda: `dedaa, xuTTeTriani Camomigde, dedaaa!.. pasi, ei, pasi Zmurad, au, Sen vina xar raaa!.. mama, ar literaturuli gazeTi hqondaaaaT!.. gool!.. SeiZleba, kidev viyido nayiniii! ar iyo goliii... araa! yeli gagicivdebaa! mTeli zamTari iweqi! ra ar iyo biWooo!.. dedaaa!.. uceb Tavbru daexva. xmebi, gazafxulis suni, mze, romelsac mTeli sxeuliT grZnobda da isrutavda. igrZno, mTvraliviT rogor aeria fexi. saukune iyo, aRar daulevia, ukve didi xnis daviwyebuli hqonda simTvralis SegrZneba da axla yvelaferi datrialda. welSi gaimarTa, Tavi aswia da odnav fexareuli sakaifo rweva-rweviT wavida, rogorc adre Tavis biWobaSi dadioda, RviniT mTvrali... manqanis muxruWis Wriali gaisma! _ gadadi ra droze, to! _ wadi erTi, Seni dedac!.. _ raa?.. _ ver gaige? gagimeoro? _ Savi saTvale Seabruna iqiT, saidanac xma modioda. mZRolma mxolod axlaRa SeamCnia da xmis amouReblad daZra manqana. midioda welSi gamarTuli, Tavaweuli da fexareuli _ Savi saTvaliT da xelSi TeTri, lamazi xeljoxiT. eklesiis WiSkari mowyalebis saTxovnelad gamosuli adamianebis xmiT icno, mixvda, rom movida. pirjvari gadaiwera. jibidan specialurad maT- Tvis Senaxuli blomad TeTri fuli amoiRo da gaSlili xelisguliT gauwoda. _ Tqven TiTon aiReT, visac ramdeni gindaT da gWirdebaT. da rodesac igrZno, rom ukanaskneli xurdac aiRes misi xelisgulidan, xmebs, romlebic madlobas uxdidnen da locavdnen, calybad, keTilad gauRima da TeTri xeljoxis kakuniT ganagr- Zo gza. beberi mekobre piusaviT... orsarTuliani Cveulebrivi saxli ki iq idga, sadac idga _ qvis kibiT, umoajirod, SiferiT gadaxuruli, xis wiTlad SeRebili da axla gayavisferebuli iatakiT, erTmaneTSi gamavali oTaxebiT, gamSrali, gaxurebuli kedlebiT da fanjrebidan Sav, murtal sibneleSi gafrialebuli TeTri, WuWyiani fardebiT. fanjarasTan ki TviTon idga jibeSi xelebCawyobili da uyurebda manqanebis zrialSi, erTmaneTSi areul, gamwarebul da gadareul xalxSi, gamonabolqvis suniT da buRiT amomxrCval quCaSi mimaval sakuTar Tavs. rogor miirweoda welgamarTuli da Tavaweuli, Savi saTvaliT da xelSi TeTri xeljoxiT. rogor miikvlevda amden ucnob da ucnaur xalxSi gzas ise, rom veravis da verafers xedavda. fanjarasTan idga, jibeSi xelebCawyobili, uyurebda da eloda. e, marTla, netavi mag orsarTuliani saxlis pirvel sarTulze ra xdeba? jer iq aravin Casula. arc erTxel. da arc TviTon gamoCenila... Canawerebi 15 giorgi lobJaniZe Cemi fanjrebidan dasasruli erTi kia, muclidanve raRac saswauliT gadavrCenilvar da amasTanave amcdenia ori uxerxuli saxeli _ serafioni, dedaCemis mamisa, da ufro ki, erasti, mamaCemis mamisa, romlis darqmevasac, rom ara wminda giorgis neba, Turme seriozulad mipirebdnen. irmas ki Cems mexsierebaSi ukavSirdeba kidev erTi mistikuri ambavi, romelic rakiRa olika qadagis ambebisagan gansxvavebiT, SesaniSnavad maxsovs, Cemze dRemde pirvandeli sicxadiT moqmedebs. raxan maSin me skolaSi jer ar davdiodi, ese igi, irma iyo daaxloebiT meSvide klasSi, ucnauri xilvebi rom daewyo. jer Tavidan mSoblebs ar umxelda, mere ki, roca Tavsdatexilma ucnaurobam Zalian Seawuxa, ra Tqma unda, dedas uTxra, rom saRamoobiT an gamTeniisas, viRac SavebSi Cacmuli kaci ecxadeboda da davalebebs aZlevda. dedaCemi morwmune iyo, magram Tavidan, etyoba, es yvelaferi irmas fantazias miawera. droTa ganmavloba- Si ki Cems das seriozuli SiSi rom Seni- Sna, daujeres, dasves da yvelaferi moayoles. irmam Tqva, rom maRali, wamosasxam- Si gaxveuli ucnobi kaci yvelasagan uCumrad modis da aSinebs. atyda erTi aliaqoTi. jer egonaT, viRac Cveni sofleli avazaki aSinebda. daudarajdnen, magram veraferi rom ver gaawyves, daiwyes eqimbaSebsa da mkiTxavebSi, ufro sworad, mlocvelebSi siaruli. Sors wasvla ar dasWirvebiaT. maSin jer kidev cocxali iyo mamaCemis deda, olika babo, romelmac uebari Selocva icoda. hoda, daawvines es irma da olika babom koWobi gadmoabruna. vinc ar icis, ra aris koWobis gadmobruneba, imisTvis albaT saintereso iqneba am ritualis sagangebo aRwera: Sepyrobils an SeSinebuls mlocveli taxtze daawvens, gulze an TavTan wyliT savse xis varcls daadebs da gareSemo Semovlas iwyebs. Tan WinWars scems wyals da ferad-ferad magiur Selocvas butbutebs. ar vici, WinWris cemiT Tu ar vici, Selocvis ZaliT, civi wyali TandaTan xurdeba, duRils iwyebs da haerSi orTqlad ifanteba. Cemi TvaliT rom ar mqondes nanaxi, ver davijerebdi, magram swored ase moxda maSin da am ambavma Cemze Semaryevlad imoqmeda. mTeli varcli wyali erT saaTSi aorTqlda. babos saxlidan wamosulebs eWvi aRar gvepareboda, rom irma srulebiT ganikurna da is `stumaric~ marTla kargaxans ar gamoCenila, sanam erT dResac diliT samzareulodan irmas ganwiruli Rriali ar Semogvesma. samzareulo ezoSi gvedga. saxlidan saswrafod CavcvivdiT qvemoT da samzareuloSi irma davinaxeT, romelic idga da dafeTebuli Tvalebs atrialebda, xelSi ki raRac Savi naWeri eWira. mere hyveboda: isev movida is kaci, me Tavidan Zalian SemeSinda, magram Zala movikrife da saxidan naWeri Camovglije, rom damenaxa. is ki uecrad gaqra da xelSi es Savi naWeri Semomr- Cao. is naWeri baboCemis rCeviTa da locviT dawves da Cems das imis mere frCxilic aRar wamostkenia. xalisiani, CaxCaxa, cxovrebisa da siyvarulis ndobiT aRsavse adamiani dadga, romelmac swored am ndobisa da siyvarulis gamo imdeni ram gadaitana xorcSesxmuli adamianebisagan mere, rom albaT ymawvilobis droindeli xilvebi imas- Tan SedarebiT axla aRarafrad eCveneba.
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14 literaturuli gazeTi<br />
proza 2 agvisto - 5 seqtemberi 2013<br />
orsarTuliani saxli iyo. Cveulebrivi<br />
orsarTuliani saxli, romelsac<br />
moajirebi ar hqonda. Zveli xis<br />
kari WrialiT iReboda da Cabnelebul<br />
derefanSi da oTaxebSi Sediodi. oTaxebi<br />
erTmaneTSi gadioda. Ria fanjreb-<br />
Si TeTri, WuWyisgan Camuqebuli fardebi<br />
frialebda. ferebi mxolod axsovda<br />
im droidan, rodesac jer kidev xedavda.<br />
bevri feri daaviwyda, magram<br />
TeTri, Savi da mkveTri ferebi axsovda.<br />
rodesac ixsenebda an esizmreboda,<br />
am ferebs TiTqos Signidan vinme anaTebda.<br />
saxlSi xan visTan erTad iyo xan _<br />
visTan, zogjer Tavis ZmakacebTan er-<br />
Tad aRmoCndeboda iq, zogjer biZaSvilTan,<br />
zogjer Tavis SeyvarebulTan,<br />
xan viRac, sruliad ucxo tipebTan.<br />
erTxel kamilo senfuegosmac Semoiara<br />
kubidan Tu saiqiodan. Savi beretidan<br />
Tma CamoSloda, grZeli wveri<br />
hqonda da xelSi `Tompsonis~ avtomati<br />
eWira. jeims braunTan erTad movida.<br />
jeims brauni icinoda, icinoda, kvdeboda<br />
siciliT. Sav saxeze TeTri kbilebi<br />
ukrialebda. rodesac jeims brauni<br />
icinoda, misi simRera ‘It‘s a man‘s world~<br />
irTveboda. magrad uberavda. kamilo<br />
senfuegosi ar icinoda. magari naRvliani<br />
iyo. etyoba TviTmfrinavSi rom<br />
daiwva, imitom. erTi eg iyo, drodadro<br />
avtomats gadaidebda xolme mxarze da<br />
sevdianad iyureboda beretis qveSidan.<br />
iaraRi ki mainc xoSianad eWira, Cveneburad,<br />
gamarTulad da mariaJulad,<br />
rogorc samxreTel biWs da laTinoss<br />
Seefereba da ekadreba, magram sevda da<br />
naRveli mainc didi edga TvalebSi.<br />
Cveulebrivi saxli iyo, Cveulebrivi<br />
orsarTuliani saxli. TiTqos<br />
xo araferi, magram raRac mainc ver iyo<br />
rigze am saxlis garSemo. yovelTvis<br />
bneloda. yovelTvis, raRacnairi murtali,<br />
mrume bindi iyo Camowolili da<br />
gamudmebuli siCume. araferi, CamiCumic<br />
ki ar ismoda. TeTri WuWyiani<br />
fardebic ki sruliad uxmaurod frialebdnen<br />
Sav, ukun sibneleSi. imis miuxedavad,<br />
rom ganuwyvetliv frialebdnen,<br />
erTxelac ar gatylaSunebulan.<br />
Srialic ki ar ismoda.<br />
ara, arc satana, luciferi da belzebeli<br />
gamoCenila. arc erTxel. ukuneTis<br />
Tavads, qvesknelis meufes da<br />
dacemul angelozs vin Civis, azazelosac<br />
ki ar Semouvlia, koWlobiT<br />
ar amoClaxunebula kibeze da wiTuri<br />
Tavi ar Semouyvia karSi, rom saxlis<br />
binadarTaTvis Tavisi ganTqmuli<br />
yviTeli Roji eCvenebina. arc iaraRis<br />
xmarebis masterklasi Cautarebia, baliSis<br />
ukan amodebuli aguris SvidianiT.<br />
ara, arc erTxel. fui eSmaks da aruli<br />
kudianebs, magram xom ar mougoneb, magas<br />
raRa dabraleba unda, Tavisi hyofnis.<br />
ara, magram raRacnairi mZime saxli<br />
iyo. ramdenjerac daesizmra, imdenjerve<br />
iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, rom aq<br />
cxadSic namyofi iyo. rom iRviZebda,<br />
mere ixsenebda, marTla yofila Tu ara<br />
iq. xan romel saxls amsgavsebda, xan<br />
romels. Cveulebrivi saxli ki iyo, magram<br />
arc erTs hgavda. verc emsgavseboda,<br />
imitom, rom ararsebuli saxli<br />
iyo. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aq ar arsebobda.<br />
iq ki, sadac iyo, namdvilad idga<br />
Tavisi umoajiro qvis kibiT, SiferiT<br />
gadaxuruli, erTmaneTSi gamavali<br />
oTaxebiT da afrialebuli TeTri, Wu-<br />
Wyiani fardebiT _ ukun, mrume, cud<br />
sibneleSi rom Srialebda.<br />
iRviZebda da mere didxans fiqrobda<br />
– ratom esizmreboda maincdamainc<br />
es saxli. erTi da igive adgili, situacia<br />
da adamianebi xSirad dasizmrebia,<br />
magram isini absoluturad realuri,<br />
cxadSic arsebuli adgilebi da adamianebi<br />
iyvnen. ixsenebda, sad SeiZleboda<br />
enaxa, rodis SeiZleba moxvedriliyo am<br />
saxlSi. wamis measedSi TiTqos afiqsirebda<br />
kidevac: `ai aq, am dros, ai es~...<br />
magram im wamsve qreboda yvelaferi,<br />
saxli Tavis adgilas brundeboda da<br />
kvlav damcinavi sicariele rCeboda.<br />
ixsenebda, wrialebda, itanjeboda.<br />
gamwarebuli cdilobda, zustad da<br />
detalurad aRedgina yvelaferi. cdilobda,<br />
miswvdenoda im dros, rodesac<br />
ukeTesad xedavda da jer kidev ar<br />
hqonda TvalebSi Camdgari es mtanjveli<br />
da mouSorebeli sibnele. lamis<br />
fizikurad miswvdenoda, orive xeliT<br />
epotineboda, magram vera, es SeuZlebeli<br />
iyo. imisTvis, rom Wkuaze ar Semcdariyo<br />
da ar gagiJebuliyo, erTaderTi<br />
gamosavali rCeboda, unda daejerebina,<br />
sabolood unda daerwmunebina<br />
Tavi, rom es saxli aq, dedamiwaze,<br />
ar idga. arsad arsebobda da mxolod<br />
iq iyo, sadac mas xedavda. iq, erTaderT<br />
adgilas, sadac mas kvlav SeeZlo,<br />
Tvalxiluli yofiliyo da daenaxa yvelaferi,<br />
TviT umciresi detalic ki,<br />
rasac aq verasdros axerxebda. maSinac<br />
beqa qurxuli<br />
galaquli, Savad gaprialebuli kubo<br />
TeTri, gaqaTqaTebuli, kargad, guldasmiT<br />
da sindisierad gauToebuli<br />
sudariT da marmaSebiani da furfuSelebiani,<br />
patara, TiTqos saTamaSo<br />
aseve TeTri baliSiT? kargi vardisferi<br />
iyos ha. . . ras gadaekidnen am saxls?<br />
Tu saxli gadaekida? Tu Tavad<br />
gadaekida im saxls? ra iyo es _<br />
gafrTxileba, muqara, Tu iqneb nugeSi<br />
iyo...<br />
ra <strong>Cemi</strong> fexebi unda gaigo kacma?!<br />
sizmari ganuwyvetliv brundeboda,<br />
TiTqos raRac periodulobiTac ki,<br />
rasac, ra Tqma unda, ver imaxsovrebda.<br />
SeiZleba raRac kanonzomierebac iyo<br />
amaSi, Tu drois da periodulobis ara,<br />
maSin sxva gacilebiT ufro idumali<br />
ramis. meordeboda da brundeboda,<br />
rogorc dedamiwa iwebebs drodadro<br />
ucxo kosmiur sxeuls, axlos mouSvebs,<br />
mere Sors gastyorcnis erTi 39 wliT,<br />
mere isev uaxlovdeba, mere 74 wliT<br />
moisvris, mere isev mere 150 wliT gahkravs<br />
sadRac, magram sabolood mainc<br />
ver iSorebs, ver icilebs, rogorc avstralieli<br />
aborigeni Tavis bumerangs,<br />
vidre bolos am beber dedamiwas sulel<br />
gograSi ar gaadens xolme eg raRac<br />
kosmiuri sxeulis rakvans, rom kinkrixodan<br />
karga did simaRleze bdRviri<br />
aadinos da magiTi mTavrdeba.<br />
an mTavrdeba, an _ ara. amboben, ege-<br />
Ti ram ukve momxdarao meqsikis yure-<br />
Si. iukatanis naxevarkunZulze. sxvaganac.<br />
mecnierebi amboben.<br />
ar sjeroda mecnierebis. kidev<br />
ufro metad ar sjeroda warsulis.<br />
iukatani ki ara, imasac ki veRar<br />
ijerebda, rom odesme xedavda. sinamdvileSi<br />
mxolod dRevandeli dRe arsesizmrad<br />
vnaxe<br />
vebze, yovelTvis sibnelis – rogorc<br />
yvelaze mtkice da saimedo safarvelis<br />
_ miRma rCeboda.<br />
ratom es saxli?.. Cveulebrivi<br />
SiferiT gadaxuruli orsarTuliani<br />
saxli, qvis umoajiro kibiT da erTmaneTSi<br />
gamavali, gaficxebuli oTaxebiT,<br />
TeTri WuWyiani afrialebuli<br />
fardebiT... da ratom iyo es saxli ase-<br />
Ti saSiSi? sad iyo Casafrebuli safrTxe?<br />
da Tu saSiSis da saxifaTos<br />
warmoCena undoda Tu undodaT, ratom<br />
saxli? yovelTvis saxli da ara sasaflao,<br />
mkvdrebi, morgi, mitovebuli<br />
eklesia, jojoxeTi, vulkani, miwisZvra,<br />
tornado, Stormi, meteori, kometa,<br />
asteroidi, an Tundac yvelaze<br />
Semzaravi, daxuruli sivrce, an kargi,<br />
bobda. awmyo. dRes. dRes ki ver xedavda.<br />
odnavadac, sinaTlis namcecsac ki.<br />
mxolod sizmarSi. amitom sizmris<br />
sjeroda da awmyosi. dRevandeli dRis.<br />
ufro sworad, dRevandeli Ramis, radgan<br />
sibneleSi dRec Ramea.<br />
absolutur sibneleSi dro Cerdeba<br />
da aRar iZvris. amitom sityvebi –<br />
warsuli, momavali _ ukve didi xania,<br />
mxolod gaurkveveli, lamazi, poeturi<br />
metafora da filosofiuri cneba<br />
iyo misTvis da meti araferi. mxolod<br />
dRevandel dRes, am diliT SeiZleba,<br />
axalgaRviZebuli xelebis cecebiT wamodge<br />
nela, frTxilad da nabij-nabij<br />
gaikvlio tualetisken gza.<br />
drodadro sruli SegrZneba hqonda,<br />
rom mokvda. mokvda da jojoxeTSi<br />
moxvda. saqme ki gacilebiT ufro uaresad<br />
iyo. nebismieri yofiTi ram _ sawolidan<br />
wamodgoma, kbilebis gaxexva,<br />
saWmlis Wama, wylis daleva _ warmoudgenel<br />
tanjvas ayenebda. fizikurad<br />
imdenad ara _ Tavisi saxlis<br />
yoveli kunWuli zepirad iswavla, xelis<br />
Sevlebac ki aRar sWirdeboda. yvela<br />
SegrZneba da refleqsi aTmagad<br />
hqonda gamZafrebuli. ara marto smena<br />
da ynosva, aramed kanis mgrZnobelobac<br />
ki. xumrobda kidec – mgoni, Tvalebi<br />
TiTebze gamomividao. nebismieri<br />
moZraoba da mdgomareoba awuxebda _<br />
sawolSi wola, saxlSi yofna, xmauri,<br />
siCume, quCaSi gasvla, adamianebi, martooba.<br />
sulieri tkivili fizikur<br />
tkivilSi gadadioda. cdilobda,<br />
raRac wesebi da reJimi SeemuSavebina,<br />
rom formaSi yofiliyo, garkveuli<br />
saqmeebiT da movaleobebiT mainc daecva<br />
Tavi sakuTari Tavisgan. cdilobda,<br />
raRacebi gaxareboda, Tundac is, rom<br />
diliT swrafad dgeboda sawolidan,<br />
akeTebda imas, rasac yoveli adamiani<br />
akeTebs, hqonda yofiTi sazrunavi, interesdeboda<br />
garemoTi, garSemomyofebiT,<br />
imiT, rac garSemo xdeboda. misi<br />
yoveli, didi Tu patara, saqme,<br />
sazrunavi Tu problema, yvela is<br />
Tviseba da Cveva, romelic am wlebSi<br />
gamoimuSava, arsebobisTvis brZola<br />
iyo. amas yvelaze ukeTesad Tavadve<br />
grZnobda. grZnobda, rom cnobierad<br />
Tu qvecnobierad am barikadebs Tavis<br />
saSvelad agebda da rom es yvelaferi,<br />
saboloo jamSi, mainc xelovnuri iyo<br />
Tundac imitom, rom bunebrivi barikadebi<br />
ar arsebobs. da uceb es yvelaferi<br />
saSinlad bezrdeboda da<br />
sikvdilamde ezareboda _ rom unda<br />
adge, Caicva, xel-piri daibano, Tavi<br />
moiwesrigo, isauzmo, gaiseirno. iyo am<br />
naZaladev yoveldRiurobaSi raRac<br />
saSinlad Seuracxmyofeli. gamwarebuli<br />
fiqrobda: `ara, aRar minda. davi-<br />
Rale, morCa, aRar minda es Tavis gadarCena<br />
da amisTvis raRacebis mogoneba,<br />
raRac idioturi Zalisxmeva, nebisyofa<br />
da egeTi sityvebis braxuni imisTvis,<br />
rom kidev ori dRe visunTqo. rodemde<br />
unda vebRauWo _ danis piriviT alesili<br />
cxovrebis kedelze TiTebis da<br />
frCxilebis dasisxlianebamde? aRar<br />
minda, morCa. mere iwyeboda `sulieri<br />
Zliereba~ _ `Zlieri~, `susti~... aTasi<br />
erTmaneTze ufro uazro da suleluri<br />
magaliTis moyvana. `ee, wadi Tqveni bi-<br />
Turi dedac!.. aRar minda! davamTavre!<br />
wavage! morCa!..~<br />
da iwva mere mTeli dRe gaunZrevlad<br />
da am dros uCndeboda yvelaze<br />
saSineli, murtali kiTxva: `ras niSnavs<br />
es gadarCena? ratom ibrZvis kacobrioba,<br />
adam da evadan moyolebuli, yvela<br />
_ usinaTlo, Tvalxiluli, munji,<br />
ybedi, Wkviani, suleli, loginad Cavardnili<br />
Tu fexmardi _ Tavis gadasar-<br />
Cenad da ratom unda gadairCino Tavi?<br />
ratom unda ibrZolo, ifiqro, iomo,<br />
izruno, idardo, aSeno, aCino, akeTo,<br />
angrio, waago, Seqmna amisTvis da ra?..<br />
da iqneb swored amisTvis Seqmna da iwama<br />
adamianma RmerTi, iseve, rogorc<br />
RmerTma adamiani, Tavis gadasarCenad?~<br />
iwva mere, aRar dgeboda. camde marki,<br />
rodesac jer kidev xedavda.<br />
oTaxebs, romlebic erTmaneTSi gadioda,<br />
xis ficruli iataki hqonda. is<br />
odesRac wiTlad SeeRebaT da axla yavisferi<br />
dasdeboda. kedlebi ucnaurad<br />
gamomSrali, xmeli, TiTqos cxeli da<br />
mxurvalec ki iyo. amis miuxedavad,<br />
WerTan, oTxive kuTxeSi, nestis nakvalevi,<br />
didi, ucnauri formis, mixveulmoxveuli<br />
laqebi Canda, romlebic,<br />
kedlebis da Weris simxurvalisgan gamomxmari<br />
da alag-alag daxsnili,<br />
dabzaruli iyo.<br />
bnel ezoSi Savi xeebi ilandebodnen.<br />
mezoblad mdgari saxlebic Candnen,<br />
magram saxlebi xSirad icvlidnen<br />
adgils. xan sad idgnen, xan _ sad. metic,<br />
drodadro saerTod qrebodnen da<br />
mere isev Cndebodnen, rogorc moeprianebodaT,<br />
an imas rogorc moundeboda,<br />
vinc aqaurobas ganagebda. saxlebi,<br />
TviTon es saxli, mxurvale kedlebi,<br />
ukuni sibnele, umoajiro kibe, fanjaraSi<br />
gafrialebuli TeTri, WuWyiani<br />
fardebi, kuTxeebSi dalaqavebuli,<br />
laqebiT ucnaurad moxazuli, rukebiT<br />
moxatuli Weri, erTmaneTSi gamavali<br />
oTaxebi an Tavis nebaze iyvnen da Tvi-<br />
Ton rasac undodaT, imas akeTebdnen,<br />
imas maspinZlobdnen, imaT aCendnen da<br />
aqrobdnen an aqaurobas sxva marTavda<br />
an sxvebi marTavdnen, an, an...<br />
sinamdvileSi ra xdeboda _ vin?<br />
erTi Tu ramdenime? Tu arcerTi? Tu<br />
aravin? _ am kiTxvebze pasuxi, imis miuxedavad,<br />
rom sizmari yovelTvis<br />
jiutad meordeboda, Tavisi saxliT da<br />
misi droebiT binadrebiT, gamqrali da<br />
isev saidanRac aRmocenebuli samezoblo<br />
kar-midamoebiT, sibneliT, Savi,<br />
Savtotebiani xeebiT da saSiSi idumalebiT,<br />
arasodes Canda. pasuxi kiTx-
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