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First communion<br />

Prima comunione<br />

I look at my son the day of his<br />

first communion. His surprised look,<br />

curled up on one of the kitchen<br />

chairs, surprised by so much<br />

happiness. My son is seven years old<br />

and he still has his milk teeth that<br />

he flaunts in the most radiant smile<br />

in the world.<br />

It is his day of glory. I watch him<br />

as he flaunts his red bow-tie and I<br />

don’t know why but it makes me<br />

melancholy. The television sends out<br />

its usual commercials, between one<br />

soap opera and another. I don’t have<br />

the strength to change for the<br />

ceremony, his joy is not my joy.<br />

I see myself at his age, but I never<br />

had a ceremony with a red bow at my<br />

neck. There was the revolution and<br />

the only festive outfit was the one<br />

of the military parades on Saturday<br />

morning.<br />

In reality, what I would really like<br />

to do today is to stay here and<br />

watch my soap operas, without lunches<br />

and ceremonies. But I can’t, I owe<br />

it to him. I will get changed, I<br />

will put on make-up and I will<br />

accompany him to the altar. I will<br />

force myself to smile. I don’t know<br />

if I will be able to.<br />

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Guardo il mio bambino il giorno<br />

della sua prima comunione. Lo guardo<br />

sorpresa, rannicchiata su una sedia<br />

della cucina, sorpresa da tanta<br />

felicità. Mio figlio ha sette anni e<br />

ancora i denti da latte, che sfoggia<br />

nel sorriso più radioso del mondo.<br />

E’ il suo giorno di gloria. Lo<br />

guardo mentre sfoggia il suo papillon<br />

rosso e a me, non so perché, fa<br />

tanta malinconia. La televisione<br />

manda i soliti commercials, tra una<br />

telenovela e l’altra. Io non ho la<br />

forza di cambiarmi per la cerimonia,<br />

la sua gioia non è la mia gioia.<br />

Mi rivedo alla sua età, ma io non ho<br />

avuto una cerimonia col fiocco rosso<br />

al collo. C’era la rivoluzione e<br />

l’unico abito della festa era quello<br />

delle parate militari del sabato<br />

mattina.<br />

In realtà, quello che vorrei fare<br />

oggi, sarebbe starmene qui a guardare<br />

le mie telenovelas, senza pranzi e<br />

cerimonie.<br />

Ma non posso, glielo devo. Mi<br />

cambierò, mi truccherò e lo<br />

accompagnerò all’altare. Mi sforzerò<br />

di sorridere. Non so se ci riuscirò.<br />

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