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Wrinkles<br />

Grinze<br />

A flaccid body is never<br />

attractive. I had a nanny, when I<br />

was little, she must have been<br />

seventy, but she seemed very old<br />

to me. Occasionally we would take<br />

a nap on the big bed, both of us<br />

together.<br />

While sleeping, if I happened to<br />

brush against her legs or her<br />

lap, I would jerk awake and pull<br />

back horrified. And yet I like<br />

wrinkles, those from expression I<br />

mean, belonging to people who<br />

carry their years with pride,<br />

displayed on their foreheads or<br />

around their lips.<br />

But a wrinkly body, soft, flabby<br />

is something that I can’t stand.<br />

It literally horrifies me.<br />

I would do anything to avoid it,<br />

even die young. Those sagging<br />

thighs and thin skin, those<br />

bodies that are no longer toned<br />

remind me of the inevitability of<br />

death. Death doesn’t scare me as<br />

much as the idea of ending up<br />

with a sea of wrinkles on my<br />

body. My nanny died when she was<br />

over ninety, happy and wrinkled.<br />

Maybe she was right.<br />

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Un corpo flaccido non è mai<br />

attraente. Avevo una tata,<br />

quando ero piccolo, sarà stata<br />

sui settanta, ma a me pareva<br />

vecchissima. Ogni tanto capitava<br />

che andassimo a fare il pisolino<br />

nel lettone, lei ed io insieme.<br />

Se nel sonno mi capitava di<br />

sfiorare le sue gambe, o il suo<br />

grembo, mi svegliavo di<br />

soprassalto e mi ritraevo<br />

orripilato. Eppure le rughe mi<br />

piacciono, quelle d’espressione<br />

intendo, di chi si porta gli<br />

anni con orgoglio esibiti sulla<br />

fronte o sul contorno delle<br />

labbra. Ma il corpo grinzoso,<br />

molle, sfatto è qualcosa che non<br />

sopporto. Mi fa letteralmente<br />

orrore. Farei qualsiasi cosa per<br />

evitarlo, anche morire giovane.<br />

Quelle cosce cadenti, quella<br />

pelle sottile, quei corpi non più<br />

sodi mi ricordano inevitabilmente<br />

la morte. La morte non mi<br />

spaventa quanto la prospettiva di<br />

finire con un mare di rughe sul<br />

corpo. La mia tata è morta a più<br />

di novanta anni, felice e rugosa.<br />

Forse aveva ragione lei.<br />

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