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me,<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
Sen da...<br />
Tbilisi<br />
2013<br />
leqsebi
***<br />
zecam TmebSi sveli mTvare Caiwna,<br />
tirifs welze moexvia qari,<br />
gakvirvebas ver malavda wvima-isev<br />
warsuls mistiriso qali.<br />
sulSi isev aqviTinda grZnoba,<br />
martoobam gadaTela gzebi,<br />
eWvma isev damikawra guli,<br />
nuTu marTla aRar dabrundebi?!<br />
sveli mTvare zecam TmebSi Caiwna,<br />
qari welze moexvia tirifs,<br />
vici, unda dagiviwyo, magram<br />
am RamiTac ver vikaveb tirils.<br />
1998 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
3
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
4<br />
***<br />
aSari qari rtoebs waecekva,<br />
morcxvad dabla xridnen Tavebs yvavilebi...<br />
uSenod, albaT, sevda wamlekavda<br />
da Sen rom ar iyo, albaT, daviRlebi.<br />
wuxel im sizmarmac rogor gamaogna!<br />
yurSi Camkiodnen raRacas giJebi...<br />
mere ki gavrbodi... TiTqos meSinoda...<br />
o, Sen rom ar myavde, albaT, gavgiJdebi.<br />
xo, kidev ra iyo.... TiTqos aRarc maxsovs...<br />
rogor usaSvelod ymuodnen ZaRlebi...<br />
mere Sen moxvedi da gadamarCine.<br />
o, Sen rom ar myavde marTla ver gavZlebdi.<br />
... aSari qari rtoebs waecekva,<br />
morcxvad dabla xrian Tavebs yvavilebi.<br />
1998 w.
nu waxvalT<br />
Rame moawyda Cems sarkmels Cumad,<br />
saxlSi qaosi dgas saSineli,<br />
Cemi fiqrebi edeba quCas<br />
da grZnoba mipyrobs me maSindeli.<br />
vici, arasdros damibrundeba<br />
Zveli elferi da sixalisec<br />
rac iyo, iyo! axla asea -<br />
mSvidad sikvdili mainc maRirseT!<br />
Tumca... nu waxvalT, nu mimatovebT,<br />
me qariSxlebis ar maqvs imedi.<br />
Zlier maSinebs es simartove...<br />
ara! nu waxvalT, nu mimatovebT!<br />
1998 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
5
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
6<br />
***<br />
wuTiT gavyvebi sevdisfer „dalands“<br />
da warsuls wuTiT davuxSob karebs...<br />
iqneb aRarc Rirs imaze dardi, -<br />
Tu rogor gahyva is wamTa jarebs.<br />
Tu rogor gaqra ocneba Cumi<br />
da rogor Cakvda bavSoba wrfeli.<br />
iqneb arca Rirs imaze fiqri, -<br />
rogor icvleba naTeli bneliT.<br />
wuTiT gavyvebi mwuxrisfer „dalands“<br />
da warsuls wuTiT davuxSob karebs,<br />
ukidegano sivrceSi gaval<br />
da mjera, isev gamoidarebs.<br />
1998 w.
mSoblebs<br />
xeTa tevrSi ailanZa mogoneba,<br />
mTvare wamiT CaiZira tbaSi.<br />
wlebma Tqvenzec imoqmeda Turme -<br />
he, WaRara SegparviaT TmaSi.<br />
ra tkbilia dedis siTbo da alersi,<br />
ra saTuTi - mamis gamoxedva!<br />
wlebi gadis, mec vizrdebi, magram<br />
am samyaros mainc TqveniT vxedav.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
1998 w.<br />
7
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
8<br />
***<br />
axla Ramea da me var marto,<br />
saaTi isev miaTrevs wuTebs.<br />
netavi, male isxivciskaros,<br />
vnatrob da gulSi sevda ibudebs.<br />
CemTvis mze Caqra, ukve qaria,<br />
Cemi cxovreba Cumi wamia...<br />
vici, es qaric Cadgeba male<br />
da axla Cemi kvdomis Jamia.<br />
Ramea, vici, male movkvdebi,<br />
minda quCaSi gavide marto.<br />
aRar qris qari…, vmSviddebi TiTqos…<br />
Tumca, sibnele ratomRac makrTobs.<br />
da mainc bindSi davdivar TrTolviT,<br />
vici, cxovreba mxolod wamia!<br />
ukanasknelad vfiqrob yofnaze,<br />
radgan dRes Cemi kvdomis Jamia.<br />
1999 w.
axloblebs<br />
xmeli foTlebis mxiblavs Sriali<br />
da wynari Ramis idumaleba...<br />
momwyinda bedis mkacri triali,<br />
sulSi sevdaa da mdumareba.<br />
mombezrda drois uazro srbola,<br />
wami wams ukan bativiT misdevs.<br />
me SegavedrebT am sulis glovas,<br />
gamigeT, vcocxlob vidre.<br />
1999 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
9
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
10<br />
***<br />
gadamixdian wiTel panaSvids,<br />
atirdebian Svinda vardebi<br />
da sinanuli agiwvavs Tvalebs,<br />
roca moxval da me ar dagxvdebi,<br />
roca sibnele daaRebs Tvalebs<br />
da simartove Semogsisinebs,<br />
Semogiyefebs Zukna ZaRliviT,<br />
aelvardeba sulSic sicive.<br />
roca bolomde damlevs sikvdili,<br />
damasamarebs saxli warsulTa,<br />
moxval, agiwvavs Tvalebs cremlebi -<br />
aq xom sicocxle Cemi dasrulda!<br />
gadamixdian sevdis panaSvids,<br />
atirdebian TeTri titebi.<br />
arvis egona, Tuki siyvaruls,<br />
Tuki siyvaruls daitirebdi.<br />
20 aprili, 2000 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
tkivili fantavs daglejili fiqrebis grovas<br />
da kvlav dageZeb monatrebiT daRlilis cremliT...<br />
TvaldaxuWuli vuerTdebi Rameul Crdilebs,<br />
rom gardmovsaxo ocnebidan xateba Seni.<br />
guls mtanjvel Zewkvad sinanuli aekviata,<br />
daborialobs SeSliliviT suli sivrceSi<br />
da Tu samyarom bediswerad es damawera,<br />
me male albaT molandebad gadaviqcevi.<br />
wuTebma lodins Caatanes amaoeba,<br />
mosaRamobda, ai, ukve, magram ar Canxar...<br />
rogor gelodi, ra imediT SemomaRamda!<br />
Tumca, ra vuyoT, Tuki Sen sxvebs sulac ar gavxar!<br />
8 marti, 2000 w.<br />
11
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
12<br />
Senc male albaT...<br />
quCis kuTxeSi uwesrigod mimofantulan<br />
am gazafxulis gacrecili TeTri kvirtebi.<br />
aSari qari rogor fleTavs umweo yvavilT,<br />
gulSi tkivili mepareba, rom vakvirdebi.<br />
mTaT mxrebze igdes nabadiviT fafuki nisli,<br />
Senc male, albaT, Cveneuli sevda gewveva!<br />
samyaros Tavze gawolili Rrublebi lega<br />
saRamos, albaT, daiRvreba wvimis wveTebad.<br />
ucxo naRveli Camorekes taZris zarebma,<br />
gaucxoebul grZnobas ukve ver uZlebs qari...<br />
Senc male, albaT, mimatoveb bedis amara<br />
da sxva iraos usaxsovreb zecis kamaras.<br />
12 maisi, 2000 w.
godeba<br />
vuZRvni axloblis<br />
meuRlis, Sorenas xsovnas<br />
gaZarculia suli, Zvirfaso,<br />
mas Semdeg, rac me damtove kentad!<br />
Sen mand samoTxis karebTan idge<br />
da me aq pirSi kvlav suli medgas?!<br />
dResac sikvdilis TamaSs avyvebi.<br />
zogjer mgonia, Tu movkvdi gnaxav,<br />
magram, Zvirfaso, Tavs Tu moviklav,<br />
vici, samoTxis ver moval karTan.<br />
arada, ise Zlier maklixar,<br />
verafers vamCnev, verafers vxedav.<br />
ase cxovrebac Zalian mimZims,<br />
guls moswolia mtanjveli sevda.<br />
gaZarculia suli, Zvirfaso,<br />
kvlavac kelaptrad minTixar sulSi<br />
da mdgari Seni xatebis wina,<br />
Sensken momaval gabriels vucdi.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
25 noemberi, 2001 w.<br />
13
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
14<br />
kvlavac Sen getrfi<br />
isev Sorenas naTel xsovnas<br />
ukve meramdened ayvavda nuSi,<br />
rac bedma mwared dagvadga fexi!<br />
xom ase didi xani gavida<br />
da mainc isev Sens saxels vetrfi.<br />
kvlavindeburad ayvavda nuSi,<br />
xom lamazia irgvliv garemo?<br />
magram me TiTqos verafers vamCnev,<br />
(radgan odesRac gabro gaerTo).<br />
ara, ar miyvars me gazafxuli,<br />
am silamazem dagasamara,<br />
gulSi Cagikres ancma foTlebma,<br />
me ki mimagdes bedis amara.<br />
ormoci Rame Sen mogelodi,<br />
Tanac mikvirda, rom ver gxedavdi.<br />
bolos gavige, Turme uSenod<br />
unda mewia cxovrebis bargi.<br />
o, aRarc minda, davfiqrde wamiT,<br />
xsovnam gaglija gulis faraja:<br />
me gazafxuli koSmarad meqca<br />
da nostalgia midgas darajad.<br />
kvlav Sens suraTTan vdgavar mdumari,<br />
zogjer mgonia, isev gixilav,<br />
momeCveneba TiTqos moxvedi<br />
da realuri mgonia xilva.<br />
Tumca vici, rom verasdros moxval,<br />
verasdros gnaxav, sanam aqa var.
sofio qistauri<br />
sikvdili minda, magram ar vkvdebi,<br />
TiTqos samyaro jibrSi Camidga.<br />
es meramdened mokvdnen foTlebi,<br />
es meramdened ayvavda nuSi...<br />
dResac me ise cocxlad maxsovxar,<br />
jvriswera TiTqos CaTavda guSin.<br />
o, ra Zlieri tkivili damrCa,<br />
xsovnis koconTan sanTliviT vdnebi.<br />
Cemo Zvirfaso, odesme moval<br />
da mogexvevi faruli sevdiT.<br />
vici, verasdros ver mapatieb,<br />
amdeni xani rom galodineb,<br />
sicocxle aRarc CemTvisa fasobs,<br />
vebRauWebi sikvdilis imeds.<br />
dRes unugeSo cxovrebis kvalze<br />
kvlav Sens aCrdilTan viyuCeb tkivils,<br />
cremliT iarebs Tu ver Camovban,<br />
maSin jandabas tkiviliT vivli.<br />
simartoveSi minda daviwve,<br />
kvlav Seni xsovnis kalTa mefaros.<br />
nebismieri sxva qalis alerss,<br />
is mirCevnia, miwa meyaros!<br />
25 noemberi, 2001 w.<br />
15
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
16<br />
***<br />
`me Tu isev davubrundi leqsebs,<br />
albaT, marto Seni brali aris~.<br />
goCa saxvaZe<br />
saRamoa, vnebiT awvims minebs,<br />
roiali siSoreze kvnesis.<br />
atirebul zecas Tvals rom vavleb,<br />
gulic tiris, netav, rad ar gesmis?<br />
„me Tu isev davubrundi leqsebs,<br />
albaT, marto Seni brali aris“.<br />
Tumca sevdis ver wavSale kvali,<br />
isev ise grgvinavs cremlis zari.<br />
wvimis wveTebs ver gaurbis miwa,<br />
mec verafriT gaveqeci weras.<br />
gana qali - qveyana dgas Sua,<br />
esec, albaT, bedma dagvawera.<br />
saRamoa. tiris, oxravs zeca,<br />
roialic siSoreze kvnesis.<br />
albaT, marto Seni brali Tua, -<br />
me rom isev Seviyvare leqsi.<br />
30 aprili, 2000 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
aha, moipara baci Semodgomac,<br />
Wknoba Seepara ocnebis yvavilebs<br />
da Tu axla mainc ar moxval, Zvirfaso,<br />
gacrecil mimozebs niavi waiRebs.<br />
da SemorCenili Tovlze Ria feris<br />
TandaTan gaqreba es nafexurebic,<br />
gaivlis wlebi da Tuki Seinaneb,<br />
Zvirfaso, me nuRar, nu damemdurebi.<br />
ra vqna, Tu dedo zars Tavad Sen Camohkar,<br />
suli ver inelebs gaTelil Rirsebas.<br />
ar vici, maSin ki beds rogor auvli,<br />
guli Tu bolomde SxamiT aivseba.<br />
2000 w.<br />
17
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
18<br />
me meZaxian...<br />
TiTqos momixmes RmerTebma cidan,<br />
ise azvirTda sxeulSi suli,<br />
sikvdilis karTan muxlmodrekili<br />
dResac ar vici, aq raRas vucdi.<br />
me meZaxian mkvdrebi, Zvirfaso,<br />
da sulic maTebr gafrenas iTxovs.<br />
me meSinia, magram ise Cans,<br />
ar meSinia sikvdilis viTom.<br />
wamsvleli unda wavides, vici,<br />
damrCeni aRar unda datanjos!...<br />
nu geCqarebaT, me male waval<br />
da gabrielTan vicekveb tangos.<br />
7 agvisto, 2000 w.
me poeziis cecxliT viwvebi<br />
dardiT bunebam lamis itiros,<br />
CamouSviaT naZvebs wiwvebi<br />
da siCumeSi minda viyviro -<br />
me poeziis cecxliT viwvebi.<br />
o, mapatieT, dido mgosnebo,<br />
Tuki Tqvens Soris visurve dgoma,<br />
Tu aRar damrCa ram saocnebo<br />
da marto muzis mivende Tovas.<br />
Tumca... Sendoba raSi mWiria,<br />
me xom ar vCemob arc erTis sityvas?!<br />
da Tu ram dRemde damiweria,<br />
Cemi samyaros gancda Tu miTqvams.<br />
es striqonebi am gulis xmaa<br />
da azvirTebul grZnobaTa TqeSi,<br />
zogjer zvaviviT rom momawydeba<br />
da ixveweba gulis siRrmeSi.<br />
dazamTrebula. lamis vitiro.<br />
fiqrebi mCxvleten, rogorc wiwvebi.<br />
qveynis winaSe minda viyviro:<br />
me poeziis cecxliT viwvebi!<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
19
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
20<br />
im vardebs<br />
k-s<br />
Seni Ralatis suni rom dahkravs,<br />
im vardebs dResac tkivilebs vucxrob.<br />
garSemo sivrces simuqe akravs<br />
da am sivrceSi me Tavs vgrZnob ucxod.<br />
TiTqos davibade sul sxva samyaroSi<br />
da am samyaroSi gzebi ameria,<br />
TiTqos stumrad moved am wuTisofelSi<br />
da daucxromeli dardi dameria.<br />
mainc rogor SesZel amxela sivrceSi<br />
warbSeuxrelad kentad rom damagde?!<br />
da dRes romc moxvide, guls aRar scalia,<br />
Cavketav yvela gzas Senidan - aqamde.<br />
Sen rom miatove odesRac, Zvirfaso,<br />
im vardebs dResac tkivilebs vucxrob.<br />
ase Zvirfasi da axlobeli<br />
dRes ukve CemTvis ucxo xar, ucxo.<br />
ianvari, 2001 w.
ogor dagwyevlo...<br />
isev k-s<br />
Tovlisferia irgvliv midamo,<br />
qari awewil fiqrebs axelebs<br />
da siTeTreSi xeebi hgvanan<br />
locvad damdgarTa cad awvdil xelebs.<br />
fiqrTa almurSi nazad gexebi,<br />
vici, warsuli aRar ialebs,<br />
vici da mainc ar vnanob TiTqos,<br />
magram sisvele SemorCaT Tvalebs.<br />
Tumca es SeniT ar aixsneba,<br />
guls sxva tkivili akvnesebs axla...<br />
rogor dagwyevlo - sisxli da xorci<br />
Seni xom axla Cems sulsac axlavs.<br />
rogor dagwyevlo... da mainc mebrZvis<br />
am RalatiT Casaxuli boRma<br />
da Tu erTxel guli sul ar davicale,<br />
meorejer uTqmeloba momklavs.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
ianvari, 2001 w.<br />
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me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
22<br />
***<br />
cis horizontze kvlavac gamoCnda,<br />
magram amjerad Savi savane...<br />
Sen waxvedi da amiT, Zvirfaso,<br />
grZnobaTa eSxi daasamare.<br />
gauferulda es gazafxulic<br />
xaliCasaviT amonaqargi.<br />
Sen, imodena siTboTi savse, _<br />
ucnauria, rogor gaqvavdi.<br />
Tumc damiviwye, me mainc mebrZvis<br />
guls mowolili Seni saxeba.<br />
Tu sizmaria, vici, Zvirfaso,<br />
es martoobac uceb gaqreba.<br />
magram Znelia WeSmariteba<br />
sizmrad aqcio, rogorc gindodes,<br />
Sen waxvedi da dRes Tu ar naRvlob,<br />
mainc inaneb bolos, icode.<br />
ase, amgvarad kvlav marto vrCebi,<br />
suli iseve qarSi qanaobs<br />
da vici, rom Sen arasdros moxval,<br />
rom es lodini aris amao.<br />
5 ivnisi, 2001 w.
***<br />
mTebi danisluli nisliT<br />
gorozad moCanan Sors.<br />
axla arc ki vici, sad mivdivar,<br />
guli kvlav siyvaruls mTxovs.<br />
tyeSi dawolili nisli<br />
civad SemoeWdo guls.<br />
visac siyvarulSi gaumarTla,<br />
marto imisi Tu mSurs.<br />
mTebi danisluli nisliT<br />
gorozad moCanan Sors.<br />
vici, aRarasdros gamimarTlebs,<br />
guli ki siyvaruls mTxovs.<br />
17 ivnisi, 2001 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
23
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
24<br />
nuTu sulerTia<br />
me erT aTeul wels ukve gavcdi,<br />
axla meore aTeuls vebrZvi,<br />
magram vici, rom didxans ver gavtan,<br />
Camomiqrolebs sikvdilis verZi.<br />
iqneba cxramets veRarc moveswro...<br />
es demonebic rogor merCian!<br />
ase mgonia, Tavs TviT moviklav<br />
da mikvirs, CemTvis rom sul erTia.<br />
o, am bolo dros sikvdilze fiqri,<br />
rad momeCvia, ver Semityvia...<br />
azri ara aqvs brZolas uazrod,<br />
demoni ukve mimzadebs tyvias.<br />
28 ivnisi, 2001 w.
***<br />
ucnauria, bunebac tiris,<br />
iqneba rames miqadis axla?!<br />
wvimasac Seni surneli asdis<br />
da ganSorebis tkivili axlavs.<br />
qars saidanRac sikvdili moaqvs,<br />
ar vici, ratom mafiqrebs ase.<br />
wvima saxeze mawvims uazrod<br />
da isev Seni surneliT mavsebs.<br />
vzivar da geli, sivrces gavcqeri,<br />
Seni aCrdilis danaxvas vlamob.<br />
magram ar Canxar da kvdeba guli,<br />
ase mgonia, verc gnaxav, kargo.<br />
wvims, magram suli Seni lodiniT<br />
gadaqanculi dageZebs mindor...<br />
wvimam Sens nacvlad Camikra gulSi,<br />
magram me isev Sens povnas vcdilob.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
19 ivlisi, 2001 w.<br />
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me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
26<br />
***<br />
qariviT SemoiWeri<br />
Cemi leqsebis kvalSi,<br />
Semiyvare da xedav?<br />
arc me ar dagrCi valSi.<br />
Tu moxvel, nuRarsad waxval,<br />
iyavi, CemTan darCi<br />
da momatare qveyana<br />
trfobis feradi zRapris.<br />
10 agvisto, 2001 w.
kvlav SeniT mavsebs<br />
mealerseba wvima,<br />
Seni surneliT mavsebs,<br />
uSenod raa wuTi,<br />
anda cxovreba ase.<br />
Sens gverdiT yofna minda,<br />
Seni amboris gancda,<br />
Seni sxeulis siTbo<br />
samaradJamod damyva.<br />
davxetialob uxmod,<br />
Tbilisis quCebs vqelav,<br />
Seni siTbo da wvima<br />
Tavze damatyda elvad.<br />
mealerseba wvima<br />
da uSenobas mivsebs,<br />
vici, kvlav Cemze fiqrob,<br />
gana giyvarvar, ise!<br />
16 agvisto, 2001 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
27
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
28<br />
da mainc...<br />
wuTebs TiTebze viTvli:<br />
netav, ramdeni damrCa?!<br />
o, axla sikvdilze fiqri<br />
namdvilad ar Rirs albaT.<br />
da mainc arafrad miRirs<br />
sicocxle - damWknari vardi!<br />
TiTqos gabacda are,<br />
vici, Cemi dro gadis.<br />
wuTebs TiTebze viTvli:<br />
kidev ramdeni damrCa?!<br />
o, axla sikvdilze fiqri<br />
namdvilad ar Rirs albaT.<br />
da mainc miwyreba RmerTi,<br />
isev gaqcevas vlamob.<br />
RmerTis imedad STenils<br />
kvlav karTan micdis gabro.<br />
18 agvisto, 2001 w.
ver daiviwyeb<br />
mTvare Camekona mkerdSi,<br />
guli ucnaurad darobs,<br />
vici, verasodes daiviwyeb<br />
Cemeul saTuT ambors.<br />
xsovnis movixvie labada,<br />
warsuls gavuxseni kari:<br />
yvela momecala Cumad<br />
da dRes marto SenRa damrCi.<br />
Citebi ugaloben erTurTs,<br />
gulic isev ise darobs,<br />
vici, verasodes daiviwyeb<br />
Cemeul saTuT ambors.<br />
19 agvisto, 2001 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
29
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
30<br />
***<br />
axla sikvdili ise momwyurda,<br />
viT uhaerod STenils - haeri...<br />
vici, am nabijs ar momiwonebs<br />
xalxi Wreli da raRacnairi.<br />
RmerTebi zemoT awyoben gegmebs,<br />
gamomitanen male ganaCens.<br />
vici, cxovreba, Tu ar wavedi,<br />
kidev uamrav tkivils damaCnevs.<br />
suli dRes kidev ufro ganazda,<br />
krZalviT Sevyureb qaTqaTa Rrublebs,<br />
me davamTavre da suli Cemi<br />
male RmerTebTan gaisaubrebs.<br />
23 agvisto, 2001 w.
***<br />
axla yvelaferi ise gviania,<br />
aRarc Rirs mermisze fiqri.<br />
iqneb sikvdili gamosavalia,<br />
suli ufskrulisken miqris.<br />
xalisi, ocneba - giJuri, naTeli<br />
sadRac iq warsulSi darCa.<br />
vici, aRarasdros aRar gaiRviZebs<br />
foTlebis Cakluli farCa.<br />
da dRes me leqsic veRar mamxnevebs,<br />
kvlav ufskrulisken gaswia sulma.<br />
RmerTo, ra Segcode netav amisTana?<br />
me xom marto siyvaruli msurda!<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
5 seqtemberi, 2001 w.<br />
31
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
32<br />
***<br />
verxvis foTolTa Cumi Sriali<br />
axla iseTi sinaziT mwvdeba...<br />
landiviT damdevs dRes Seni saxe,<br />
erTxelac, albaT, wamlekavs vneba.<br />
risTvis mogendo suli amdenad,<br />
(iqneb es ukve grZnobis bralia)?!<br />
WiqaSi yavis - Cans Seni saxe,<br />
aq sxeulSi ki saso amSlia.<br />
bindgadakruli quCebis fonze<br />
uSenod unda Seveswro aiss.<br />
kargad vici, rom Sen aRar moxval,<br />
asec da isec, dagicdi mainc.<br />
Zvel eklesias Sevekedlebi,<br />
exlac Tu isev gacruvda guli.<br />
ar mjera, rom Sen arasdros moxval<br />
da gulis nadebs boSa qals vuSli.<br />
22 dekemberi, 2001 w.
***<br />
Wirisufali dRes aRara myavs,<br />
aseT cxovrebas sikvdili mijobs!<br />
bindi Tu isev Camowva gulSi,<br />
uSenod qali rogorRa viyo.<br />
kargad vixseneb galeul wuTebs,<br />
axla xsovnaRa Tu damrCenia.<br />
Zvirfaso, nuTu Sen aRar moxval?<br />
es, albaT, Cemi ganaCenia.<br />
24 dekemberi, 2001 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
33
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
34<br />
***<br />
kvlav CamobrZanda saRamo nazi<br />
da molodinic gaxda amao,<br />
sevda uecrad gadaiSala,<br />
gadaiSala, rogorc marao.<br />
Sen Tuki Cemsken aRar moiltvi,<br />
maSin rad ginda sicrue TeTri,<br />
ubralod Tqvi, rom wasvla gwyuria,<br />
mec damasvene, Tuki gwams RmerTi.<br />
Tuki gwams RmerTi, nuRar mawameb,<br />
es monatreba Zlier Znelia,<br />
albaT, me veRar davitev amdens,<br />
gveliviT gawva melanqolia.<br />
mainc ra Zlier momesurvile,<br />
uazrod vWvretdi gasudrul sivrces,<br />
Sens molodinSi gamicvda mzera,<br />
izoldasaviT mumiad viqec.<br />
isev mewvia saRamo nazi<br />
da es lodinic gaxda amao.<br />
sevdam uecrad gaSala freTebi,<br />
gaSala frTebi, rogorc maraom.<br />
16 Tebervali, 2002 w.
***<br />
suli TavisTavad gixmobs,<br />
uSnod awowila sevda.<br />
Tuki mosvla ginda guliT,<br />
maocebs, rad ver bedav.<br />
suli TavisTavad gixmobs,<br />
Seni monatreba stanjavs.<br />
Senc ase gulcivi rom xar,<br />
albaT, Cemi Tua dasja.<br />
suli geZaxis da gixmobs,<br />
ukve veRar vitev sevdas.<br />
Tuki mosvla ginda guliT,<br />
maocebs, rad ver bedav.<br />
18 Tebervali, 2002 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
35
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
36<br />
***<br />
kvlav amitirdnen sulSi grZnobebi,<br />
amielvardnen cecxlis enebad,<br />
Sen ki, Zvirfaso, Sori-Sor mivli<br />
da Senze fiqric aRar mnebdeba.<br />
mikvirs, amden xans ar gamixsene,<br />
nuTu Cabarda warsuls gancdili?!<br />
arada, maSin ra cecxli gwvavda,<br />
sulis moTqmasac aRar macdidi.<br />
arada, TiTqos daabijebdi<br />
gaafTrebuli, rogorc avaza!...<br />
Seni bralia, Tuki dRes CemTvis<br />
mTelma samyarom kari Caraza.<br />
18 Tebervali, 2002 w.
***<br />
RmerTo, es Rame rogor damatyda,<br />
kvlav ameSala fiqrTa kvirtebi.<br />
Tuki aqamde ar maRelvebdi,<br />
axlaRa vxvdebi, rogor mWirdebi.<br />
Tuki odesme sxvagvar gimzerdi,<br />
dRes sul sxva rames mpirdeba zeca,<br />
vxedav, wyvdiadSi rogor iWrebi<br />
da Rame ucxo siyvaruls Zerwavs.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
19 Tebervali, 2002 w.<br />
37
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
38<br />
***<br />
wuxel TeTrad gavaTene Rame,<br />
Rame iyo nazi, dardiT savse.<br />
rom megona, warsuls Cagabare,<br />
Seni landi wamomadga Tavze.<br />
wuxel TeTrad gavaTene Rame,<br />
dardiT savse ver vitevdi iarebs,<br />
rom megona, ukve aRar maxsovdi,<br />
swored maSin talRad gadamiare.<br />
wuxel TeTrad gavaTene Rame,<br />
gulze xsovnis momwoloda fuTa.<br />
Tuki Seni daviwyeba mwyuria,<br />
mec sxvebiviT davsamarde unda.<br />
20 Tebervali, 2002 w.
***<br />
avTo feiqriSvils<br />
wuxel rogor ucnauri damesizmre,<br />
dardiT feri gadagSloda saxidan,<br />
modiodi da veRarc ki modiodi,<br />
TiTqos tani samyaroSi gaxevda.<br />
modiodi da SeSlili TvalebiT<br />
mocaxcaxes Sens win makvirdebodi,<br />
modiodi gulze cecxlis alebiT<br />
da vaJkaci sanTeliviT dnebodi.<br />
wuxel rogor ucnauri mzera gqonda,<br />
modiodi, TiTqos veRarc modiodi,<br />
TiTqos guli gzadagzave tydeboda<br />
da TvalTagan simwris cremli gdioda.<br />
modiodi susti, neli nabijebiT<br />
da daWrili guli mkerdiT mogqonda,<br />
sayveduriT savse iyo Tvalebi,<br />
(guliT gsurda Cemi mtrobis mospoba).<br />
modiodi, magram dagigvianda,<br />
gzadagzave dardis eSmam daglia.<br />
me ki vici, ase ratom gamxdarxar,<br />
es xom Cemi ugulobis bralia.<br />
wuxel rogor ucnauri damesizmre,<br />
dardiT feri gadagSloda saxidan,<br />
modiodi da veRarc ki modiodi,<br />
TiTqos tani samyaroSi gaxevda.<br />
20 Tebervali, 2002 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
39
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
40<br />
***<br />
me CaviZire leqsebis zRvaSi,<br />
isev leqsebTan miwevs Widili...<br />
es Tu arasdros gamWirvebia,<br />
ucnauria, Sen rad miWirdi.<br />
Sen CemTvis mudam tanjva iyavi,<br />
miuwvdomeli ocneba lurji...<br />
Tuki odesme rames vnatrobdi,<br />
dRes sakuTar suls panaSvids vuxdi.<br />
Tuki odesme rame mxiblavda,<br />
dRes mosilia bilwi ferebiT,<br />
vnanob da Cumi vdgavar sarkesTan,<br />
axla sakuTar lands veferebi.<br />
sarkidan sevdiT momCerebia<br />
Camoleuli Cemive landi,<br />
mainc ra bavSvi vyofilvar Turme,<br />
SenSi angelozs rogor vxedavdi.<br />
rogor vxedavdi, axlaRa mikvirs,<br />
maSin arafris Secvla ar msurda,<br />
dRes ki Tu rame SemomrCenia, -<br />
marto naRvelis da xsovnis fuTa.<br />
me CaviZire leqsebis zRvaSi,<br />
TiTqos momqanca leqsTan Widilmac.<br />
aqamde me Tu rame mxiblavda,<br />
axla sicocxlec ki gamiWirda.<br />
21 Tebervali, 2002 w.
gamosaTxovari<br />
eZRvneba dodo bicolas<br />
naTel xsovnas<br />
mze samyaroSi nazad iWreba,<br />
kvirtebs Zalumad awvalebs qari,<br />
irgvliv sicocxle yvavis da xarobs,<br />
Sen ki vin icis, sad miiCqari.<br />
sad miiCqari, saiT midixar...<br />
qvac aatira SvilTa godebam.<br />
ar mjera, marTla Tu geTxovebiT,<br />
Sens samaresTan xalxi grovdeba.<br />
dRes martis susxma gulebi Cakla,<br />
wuTebma glovis Sesves fiala<br />
da qarma TeTri sudara nazi<br />
sxva qveyanaSi waafriala.<br />
waafriala, aq ki datova<br />
cremlebi, glova, tanjvis ZeZvebi.<br />
Sen kvdebodi da mainc, Zvirfaso,<br />
isev sicocxlis pwkarebs eZebdi.<br />
mainc ra giTxra zecisken mavals,<br />
Sen daikaveb, albaT, sauflos.<br />
vin icis ukve, Zvirfaso, Seni<br />
daRlili suli RmerTTan saubrobs.<br />
15 marti, 2002 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
41
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
42<br />
***<br />
Rame urcxvad Caekona mTvares,<br />
unda misi moipovos ndoba.<br />
vici, veRar vumaspinZleb sikvdils,<br />
siyvaruli Tuki kvlavac mova.<br />
Tuki kvlavac damibrundnen Cemi<br />
ocnebebi gafrenili qarSi,<br />
Tuki isev amomavsebs vneba<br />
da gamocdil yvela tkivils waSlis,<br />
martoobas gaistumrebs SoriT,<br />
guls sixaruls mianiWebs grZnoba.<br />
vici, veRar vumaspinZleb sikvdils,<br />
siyvaruli Tuki kvlavac mova.<br />
2 marti, 2002 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
CemTvis iseTi damRleli aris<br />
cad atyorcnili xeTa siSiSvle,<br />
iseT SegrZnebas mitovebs gulSi,<br />
TiTqosda sevdis bartyi viSvile.<br />
ver davaRwie am gancdas Tavi,<br />
dRes CemTvis, kargo, Senc ganacrisfrdi.<br />
xeTa siSiSvle nervebs miwiwknis<br />
da sadRac totze kankalebs fiTri.<br />
sikvdilis feri dahkravs garemos,<br />
SensaviT axla isic icvleba...<br />
sikvdilis wvimas mpirdeba urcxvad<br />
caze garTxmuli Rrubeli lega.<br />
16 marti, 2002 w.<br />
43
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
44<br />
***<br />
dgas gazafxuli da enZelebic<br />
amocqrialda miwis tiloze,<br />
me ki vkvdebi da male Cems saxels<br />
amokveTaven marmariloze.<br />
aq darCenaze fiqric ar minda,<br />
kidev ramdeni Sxami davlio?<br />
me vekonebi gabriels mkerdSi<br />
da veTxovebi Cumi alions.<br />
16 marti, 2002 w.
***<br />
ra lamazia cxovreba<br />
Seni Tvalebis darad<br />
da am SoreTSic, Zvirfaso,<br />
Senze fiqrebi maxlavs.<br />
nuTu arasdros mixseneb,<br />
nuTu ar gsurvar isev?<br />
Sen ar modixar da monatreba<br />
suls mwuxarebiT mivsebs.<br />
17 marti, 2002 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
45
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
46<br />
***<br />
gareT qari daseirnobs laRad,<br />
usaxlkaro, uTvistomo qari.<br />
TiTqos wvimac wamovida, TiTqos,<br />
me ki Cumad Sensken moviCqari.<br />
ar maSinebs sicive da wvima,<br />
me xom Seni siyvaruliT vTbebi?<br />
a, cotac da SemogiReb karebs<br />
qaris mier awewili TmebiT.<br />
21 marti, 2002 w.
***<br />
mTvaris dalalze gagiJebuli<br />
fanjrebze cekvavs veluri wvima.<br />
gaxsovs? erTmaneTs roca davSordiT,<br />
maSinac ase giJurad wvimda.<br />
Cven davSordiT da axla, Zvirfaso,<br />
uSenod vxvdebi cisfer aisebs.<br />
minda mjerodes, rom mova dro<br />
da Cems horizontzec gaimaisebs.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
23 marti, 2002 w.<br />
47
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
48<br />
***<br />
mainc sad gaqra bavSoba Cemi,<br />
ase Zvirfasi, ase namdvili?!<br />
dReidan bedis oromtrialSi<br />
vin icis, ramden biliks gavivli.<br />
vxedav, TandaTan rogor icvleba<br />
odesRac cicqna, umweo kvirti...<br />
gvsurs, wamiT mainc SeCerdes Jami,<br />
is ki awyvetil raSiviT mirbis.<br />
mirbis, migvafrens da sadRac male<br />
wamogveweva kidec sibere<br />
da Separuli WaRariT TmaSi<br />
Cvens bavSvobaze Svilebs vumRerebT.<br />
23 marti, 2002 w.
***<br />
ra ucnauri zmaneba iyo,<br />
ver vaxerxebdi Tavis daRwevas.<br />
mivdiodi da cxovrebis gzaze<br />
viRac geslian sityvebs mawevda.<br />
ra saocari idga siCume,<br />
TiTqos viyavi da TiTqos arc ki.<br />
me gamarjvebas veltvodi, magram<br />
iq ganvicade mtanjveli marcxi.<br />
ra ucnauri zmaneba iyo,<br />
sikvdilis etli qarSi marwevda,<br />
aqeT demoni, iqiT demoni<br />
da ar SemeZlo Tavis daRweva.<br />
23 marti, 2002 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
49
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
50<br />
***<br />
mTvare dRes ise ucnauria...<br />
ra usaSvelo mipyrobs naRveli...<br />
ra netarebiT daggmobdiT yvelas<br />
da sasikvdilo badags davlevdi.<br />
minda, ar minda - demoni mZalavs,<br />
(RmerTi ki gamo codvebis mrisxavs)...<br />
mainc ar vkargav imeds momavlis<br />
da naRvliani Sevyureb ciskars.<br />
23 marti, 2002 w.
arlis cis qveS<br />
moRrublulia ca am guliviT<br />
CaSavebuli da dardiani!<br />
vai, ra uceb gakenwles mkerdi<br />
eniT mwariT da avdrianiT.<br />
vai, ra urcxvad daadges fexi<br />
sulis siwmindes da gulis siTbos<br />
da am boroti enis patronebs<br />
dRemde ramoden siaves vuTmob.<br />
mainc rodemde gauZleb, gulo,<br />
gulo tialo, am sastik Worebs?!<br />
amdeni tanjva, vici, erTxelac<br />
am wuTisofels rom gangaSorebs.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
51
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
52<br />
***<br />
gaiTanga guli<br />
amodena tanjviT,<br />
Jruanteli mivlis<br />
erTianad tanSi.<br />
vici, veRar gavuZleb<br />
bedis amden tkivils,<br />
ukve veRar gavivli<br />
am eklian biliks.<br />
albaT, male eSmanic<br />
momisjian sikvdils,<br />
ai, mere zecaSi<br />
bednieri vivli.<br />
23 agvisto, 2002 w.
***<br />
axla mTvaris sinazes<br />
Cemi cremli ereva.<br />
vai, ra Sors wavida<br />
Cemi bedniereba.<br />
dRes samyaros silaRes<br />
kvdomisferi axlavs,<br />
Cems suls angelozebi<br />
waiReben maRla.<br />
27 agvisto, 2002 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
53
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
54<br />
***<br />
gaicrica yvelaferi irgvliv<br />
da Cvens Suac daiwrita grZnoba,<br />
rogor vwuxvar, magram mainc ver Sevcvli, -<br />
ganSoreba usaTuod mova.<br />
vai, rogor ucabedad momecale!<br />
axla ukve sevdisferad virTvebi.<br />
vai, rogor oxrad darCa, Zvirfaso,<br />
Cemi kaba, sapatarZlo mziTevi!..<br />
28 agvisto, 2002 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
musika, musika, musika,<br />
dinamiks xeTqavs basebi...<br />
hangebi, hangebi, hangebi,<br />
cekviT gaTanguli masebi.<br />
Wiqebi, Wiqebi, Wiqebi,<br />
SampaniT savse Wiqebi...<br />
vcekvavdi, gimzerdi da vwuxdi,<br />
raRac daRvremili ijeqi.<br />
vcekvavdi, gimzerdi da vwuxdi,<br />
wuxils ver miklavda hangebi.<br />
vai, rom SemeZlos, Zvirfaso,<br />
yvela Sxams Sens nacvlad davlevdi.<br />
30 agvisto, 2002 w.<br />
55
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
56<br />
***<br />
sxivebma aikrifes kalTa,<br />
cam Rame Caiwna TmaSi.<br />
vici, aRarasdros dabrundebi<br />
grZnobis cecxlovani marSiT.<br />
waxvedi da Tan waiyole<br />
guli imedebiT savse<br />
da dRes TviTeuli wami<br />
dardiT da wuxiliT mavsebs.<br />
ar Semomedavo am saqciels,<br />
dards gavexiznebi mTaSi:<br />
Sen xom aRasdros dabrundebi<br />
grZnobis cecxlovani marSiT.<br />
7 oqtomberi, 2002 w.
***<br />
miyvarxar! - dacda svel bages<br />
da gadaiara cxra veli,<br />
vocnebob, CemTan moxvide,<br />
ambori maCuqo cxoveli.<br />
mklavs Seni naxvis survili<br />
da amouTqmeli grZnobebi.<br />
miTxar, nu dumxar, Zvirfaso,<br />
vitanjo unda rodemdi.<br />
mklavs Seni naxvis survili<br />
da Cumi trfiali cxoveli<br />
da sveli bage CurCulebs:<br />
mogeli! mogeli! mogeli!<br />
21 marti, 2003 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
57
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
58<br />
***<br />
me gamaxsenda Seni Rimili<br />
da areuli gavuyev beqobs.<br />
mikvirs, ramdeni xani gavida<br />
da Seni saxe gulSi kvlav mefobs.<br />
kvlavindeburad geZaxi qarSi,<br />
es trfoba isev CemSi anTia,<br />
magram Sen ukve aRar xar CemTan<br />
da mowyenili vxvdebi ganTiads.<br />
2003 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
Savi Tvalebis eSxiT damwvari<br />
dRes aRma-daRma daviarebi<br />
da mkerdiT damaqvs guli daWrili<br />
Seni trfialiT naiarevi.<br />
iqneb, Zvirfaso, ase rom makrTobs<br />
ganSorebis da kvdomis wamia,<br />
iqneb vgrZnob, rom xval gadamiviwyeb<br />
da Cveni gzebic sxva gziT wavlian.<br />
iqneba vgrZnob, rom sxva qalSi gamcvli,<br />
Tumc me am Ralats SevamCnev gvian!<br />
Sen ki mis gverdiT gaivli Saras,<br />
Saras, romelsac cxovreba hqvia.<br />
2 maisi, 2003 w.<br />
59
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
60<br />
***<br />
msurs SenTan erTad gavlio wami<br />
da SeveWido trfobis aRmarTebs.<br />
mag Sens lurjsa da umanko mzeras<br />
netav icode, rogor vaRmerTeb.<br />
msurs, SenTan erTad gaviziaro<br />
tkivilic, vnebac, lxinic da Wiric,<br />
Seni trfiali Tu movipove,<br />
maSin am qveynad aRara miWirs!<br />
14 maisi, 2003 w.
***<br />
Ramea, CemSi mokvda sinaze,<br />
Camsafrebia sikvdili karTan.<br />
axla iseTi SegrZneba mipyrobs,<br />
TiTqos Cems nabijs viRaca marTavs.<br />
wamis tolia Cemi cxovreba,<br />
ar vici, rodis Caqreba mzera<br />
da guli mwydeba, rom ar xar CemTan,<br />
ver dagiviwye, Zvirfaso, jerac.<br />
uSenod gavlev am wuTisofels<br />
da im qveynadac uSenod waval!<br />
arada, Seni trfoba sxeulSi<br />
CameRvreboda, Zvirfaso, wamlad.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
9 ivnisi, 2003 w.<br />
61
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
62<br />
***<br />
saRamos, „roca daberavs qari“<br />
da Camowveba mTebze nislebi,<br />
vici, siyvaruls gaveurCebi<br />
da simartoviTRa avivsebi.<br />
damaviwydeba Tvalebi Savi<br />
aelvebuli, rogorc sanTlebi.<br />
uaryofili SeniT, Zvirfaso,<br />
sxva siyvarulSi gadavsaxldebi.<br />
damaviwydeba Seni alersi,<br />
Seni nazi da Tbili xelebi,<br />
da arsebobas Sensas, gpirdebi<br />
aRarasodes ar Sevexebi.<br />
saRamos, `roca daberavs qari,~<br />
moaxlovdeba mzis Casvlis wami,<br />
damaviwydeba im kocnis gemo,<br />
damaviwydeba, ra Zlier mwamdi!<br />
16 ivnisi, 2003 w.
***<br />
zed wamwamze amococda<br />
Seni gluvi xateba,<br />
mere gulSic SeiWra da<br />
mis siRrmeSi gaxevda.<br />
damaxvia Tavbru da<br />
guli amifriala,<br />
mivxvdi, Sevsvi, Zvirfaso,<br />
siyvarulis fiala.<br />
2003 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
63
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
64<br />
***<br />
tanjvis cremlebi swydeba wamwamebs,<br />
viTarca wvimis msxvili wveTebi,<br />
mivdivar SeniT uaryofili<br />
da Robe-yores uxmod vedebi.<br />
me gavuZeli bevr rames dRemde,<br />
uSenobasac gavuZlo unda!<br />
arada, qveynad yvelaze metad<br />
mxolod Sens gverdiT sicocxle msurda.<br />
2003 w.
***<br />
Sen moxval CemTan, SemomanaTeb<br />
mgzavrobiT daRlil, mibnedil Tvalebs<br />
da Seni siTbo uceb gadaSlis<br />
lodiniT aSlil usazRvro naRvels.<br />
momesurveba datuqsva Seni,<br />
albaT, saTqmelic bevri meqneba!<br />
magram,Zvirfaso, rogor geCxubo,<br />
roca modixar, rogorc Teneba?!<br />
ros Semodixar sulSi mzesaviT<br />
da monatrebuls mikocni bages?...<br />
miTxar, Zvirfaso, rogor geCxubo,<br />
ros siyvarulis siTboTi mavseb?!<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
5 Tebervali, 2004 w.<br />
65
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
66<br />
***<br />
gamaxsendi da uceb daveWvdi:<br />
neta, rogor Zlebs uCemod amdens?!<br />
gamiWirdeba, Zvirfaso, marTla,<br />
Cvens Soris ucxo qali rom gaCndes!<br />
ver Sevigueb aseT simarTles,<br />
gulSi isedac bevri davtie.<br />
me gapatieb albaT yvelafers,<br />
magram Ralats ki ver gapatieb.<br />
me uSenobas sikvdili mijobs,<br />
am siyvarulma yvela daCrdila.<br />
maTxovaric rom yofiliyavi,<br />
meyvarebodi albaT maSinac!<br />
7 Tebervali, 2004 w.
***<br />
ise miiwevs, guli trfobisken<br />
rogorc tbisaken Savi gedebi...<br />
Tuki gipove, albaT imitom,<br />
mTeli cxovreba rom dageZebdi.<br />
CamoiSrita lodinSi suli<br />
da daiwura, rogorc mtevnebi!<br />
romc ar gamiRo, Zvirfaso, kari,<br />
Sens aCrdils mainc avedevnebi.<br />
gavekidebi Sens nafexurebs,<br />
dageuflebi sadme lelians<br />
da maSin getyvi, rac me aqamde<br />
jer aravisTvis gamimxelia.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
27 ianvari, 2004 w.<br />
67
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
68<br />
***<br />
Seni trfiali saswaulad darCeba CemSi<br />
da martosuli movlenili wamebad barad<br />
Sens siyvarulSi daferflili usinanulod<br />
„mivebarebi erTxel miwas, Tu mimibara“.<br />
ukanaskneli amosunTqvac Sens saxels ityvis,<br />
gaiSrialebs mogoneba Tvalwin feradi,<br />
damekawreba ekliT guli, Zvirfaso, roca,<br />
gamaxsendeba trfobiT savse rogor elavdi.<br />
rogor miminde, damajere, damaimede...<br />
mere ki, rogor CamomiWkne sulSi SroSnebi!<br />
da ai, axla gatanjuli SeniT, Zvirfaso,<br />
usinanulod, usityvod da Cumad gSordebi.<br />
Seni trfoba ki saswaulad darCeba CemSi,<br />
bolo wuTamde mexsomebi, rogorc zRapari.<br />
Sens siyvarulSi daferflili Cumad movkvdebi<br />
da imedi maqvs, muWa miwas mainc damayri.<br />
19 ianvari, 2004 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
Sens siTbos, alerss vigoneb TrTolviT,<br />
veRar verevi xsovnis mdinares.<br />
viRac gamoCnda da Cvens siyvaruls<br />
dilis namiviT auCinarebs.<br />
gaminapires Senma Tvalebma,<br />
mivdev bilikebs klde-Rre-xevians<br />
da monatreba Seni, Zvirfaso,<br />
tanze TalxiviT Semomxvvevia.<br />
Semomxvevia Tan ise Zlier,<br />
(veRar verevi sevdis xveulebs).<br />
Sen arc ki ici, Seni siSore<br />
yovel dRes rogor miudReurebs.<br />
27 ianvari, 2004 w.<br />
69
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
70<br />
***<br />
gi-s<br />
gaizmoreba ferTa cialiT<br />
aw nazamTrali dReebis wyeba,<br />
am gazafxuls rom uSenod vxvdebi,<br />
vxedav da guli Zalian mwydeba.<br />
ra iqneboda erTad gvesunTqa<br />
gacocxlebuli miwis surneli...<br />
rad SevaqcieT erTmaneTs zurgi?<br />
dagvrCa iara ganukurneli.<br />
nuTu me Seni sul ar mesmoda?<br />
an iqneb, kargo, Sen ver migebdi?...<br />
ra iqneboda erTad gvecqira, -<br />
rogor axelen Tvalebs iebi?!<br />
14 aprili, 2004 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
TiTqos satana Casaxlda sulSi,<br />
ise mZuls axla irgvliv yoveli...<br />
sadRac davkarge imedis simi<br />
da kargs arafers aRar moveli.<br />
Ramis bind-bundSi maTrTolebs raRac,<br />
aborgebulan sulSi landebi...<br />
rad mezizReba, neta, yoveli?<br />
an ase Zlier razed vwvaldebi?!<br />
rad aris, neta, aseTi mZime<br />
Cemi cxovrebis gza da dilema!...<br />
me mezizReba axla sicocxlec<br />
da CemSi dardi aRar ileva.<br />
CemTn mosulma stumrad satanam<br />
gadaurbina, mgoni, velebsac...<br />
me meSinia axla yvelafris<br />
da aRar vici, ra meSveleba.<br />
magram imedi makavebs imis,<br />
rom Rame male kvlav miileva<br />
da xvalindeli dRiT daiwyeba -<br />
sxva bediswera da sxva dilema!<br />
2004 w.<br />
71
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
72<br />
***<br />
moxvel, Semxede mwveli TvalebiT<br />
da kvlav mewvia vneba veluri...<br />
ase Zlierad rom Semiyvardi,<br />
am qveynad mxolod amas gemduri.<br />
Tu Sens siyvaruls veRar gavuZleb,<br />
guls gavigmirav alesil daSniT,<br />
da Tu amasac ver movaxerxeb,<br />
am tkivils isev leqsi Tu waSlis.<br />
8 maisi, 2004 w.
***<br />
me maxsendeba Seni Rimili<br />
da anTebuli kocniT tuCebi,<br />
Sen albaT isev moxval Cemamde<br />
da mec cxovrebis qars gadvurCebi.<br />
mTeli cxovreba dagyvebi fiqriT<br />
da ase guli davisneule.<br />
me maxsendeba Seni Tvalebi<br />
da Jruanteli mivlis sxeulze.<br />
Tu mimatoveb isev uRmerTod,<br />
me ver gavuZleb uSenod wvimebs...<br />
mo, damejibre, Zvirfaso, grZnobiT -<br />
Sen Cemi guli duelSi giwvevs.<br />
6 ivlisi, 2004 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
73
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
74<br />
***<br />
Camosxdebian feriebi cis sasTumalze,<br />
momiyvebian siyvarulze uZveles igavs<br />
da me vityvi, rom Cveni grZnobebic<br />
ara miwiers, zeciurs mihgavs.<br />
me mudam ucxo trfials vnatrobdi<br />
da natvra, mgoni, ukve amixda -<br />
Sen Semeyare sadRac SemTxveviT<br />
da davibade, TiTqos, Tavidan.<br />
TiTqos samyaro gaxda sxvagvari,<br />
TiTqos zamTarSi ayvavda ia<br />
da maSin mivxvdi, rom simarTlea, -<br />
trfoba arasdros ar aris gvian.<br />
ianvari, 2004 w.
***<br />
iyo dro, roca CemTan ar iyav<br />
da uSenoba tkivilad mdevda,<br />
ros sixarulma maqcia zurgi<br />
da megobari gamixda sevda.<br />
ros araferi ar maRelvebda,<br />
TiTqos viyavi Tojina SuSis!<br />
me mkvdari viyav aprilis TveSi,<br />
roca yvaoda vardisfrad nuSi.<br />
iyo dro, roca sunTqva miWirda,<br />
roca Sen uxmo tkivilad mdevdi.<br />
maSin buneba qorwils ixdida,<br />
me ki panaSvids mixdida bedi.<br />
18 ivlisi, 2004 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
75
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
76<br />
***<br />
Sen waxvedi da uceb dabnelda,<br />
zecaze gawva Savi Rrublebi<br />
da mominelebs me male sevda,<br />
radgan vici, rom ar dabrundebi.<br />
ukve ipove sxva qali albaT,<br />
vin icis, mklavze ramdenjer gewva!<br />
Cems nacvlad sul sxvas uTeneb Rames,<br />
sxva siyvaruliT uRimi zecas.<br />
me ki kvlav Seni trfobiT vilevvi,<br />
cru imedebiT vineleb tkivils,<br />
rom dabrundebi aucileblad<br />
da wuTisofels erTad gavivliT!<br />
2004 w.
***<br />
vTvlidi, dagkarge da meSinoda,<br />
rogor mecxovra uSenod awi?!<br />
me xom am qveynad arra mjeroda,<br />
mxolod da mxolod Sen erTi mwamdi.<br />
lamis momiRo bolo wuxilma,<br />
Camoleuli mumias vgavdi.<br />
dageZebdi da geZaxdi mudam,<br />
Sen ar gesmoda da mklavda dardi.<br />
ar mqonda Seni mosvlis imedi<br />
da satanjveli damqonda cimcim,<br />
magram dRes isev moxvedi CemTan<br />
da siyvarulis damide fici.<br />
2004 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
77
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
78<br />
***<br />
mTebze TeTri Tovli dawva,<br />
gulSi ki - Seni saxe!<br />
albaT arasodes moxval,<br />
Cemi meufe rom gaxde.<br />
TeTri fantelebis marSSi<br />
koWli qalwuliviT daval,<br />
caze gakideben male<br />
Cemi mwuxarebis alams.<br />
albaT arasodes moxval,<br />
rom trfobis damido aRTqma...<br />
mTebma Caixutes Tovli,<br />
gulma Seni saxe STanTqa!<br />
ivlisi, 2004 w.
***<br />
Cvens Soris imxela manZilia,<br />
Senamde veRarasdros movaRwev.<br />
Seni mofereba maxsendeba,<br />
rogor mikocnidi am Rawvebs.<br />
vici, usaSvelod Sori xar<br />
da es uSenoba mawamebs!<br />
vxedav, araferi gamaCnia<br />
da cremli misvelebs wamwamebs.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
ivlisi, 2004 w.<br />
79
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
80<br />
***<br />
ukve wavida aprilic, martic,<br />
axla ivlisi batonobs xvneSiT,<br />
me ki verafriT ver vbedav kvlavac,<br />
rom vaRiaro trfiali Seni.<br />
me Sens winaSe Tavs vxridi mudam,<br />
viTarca savse xorbliT TavTavi<br />
da ver vbedavdi, gamendo grZnoba,<br />
am uTqmelobiT lamis gavTavdi.<br />
nu msayvedurob, ra vqna, qali var,<br />
ar mexerxeba grZnobis gamxela...<br />
Tumca, vin icis, iqneb Tvalebma<br />
Cemma, Zvirfaso, ukve mamxila?!<br />
23 ivlisi, 2004 w.
***<br />
CamoviRale dRes Senze fiqriT,<br />
netav icode, rogor mwyurdebi...<br />
lamis lodini xdeba amao,<br />
Camouyria imeds yurebi.<br />
aRar movao, ambobs niavi,<br />
mzec ironiiT mayris nawnavebs.<br />
me davaSave, albaT, raime,<br />
radgan cxovreba ase mawamebs.<br />
me ar mWirdeba sxva siyvaruli,<br />
ase inebes, albaT, misnebmac.<br />
Cemi saflavTan mimcilebeli<br />
mxolod Sendami trfoba iqneba.<br />
23 ivlisi, 2004 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
81
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
82<br />
***<br />
damanatrula bedma Seni xma,<br />
guls Zmobilobas uwevs varami,<br />
male me albaT veRar SevniRbav,<br />
rasac aqamde gulSi vmalavdi..<br />
Sen axla ise Sorsa xar Cemgan,<br />
vcdilob, rogorme ocnebiT mogwvde,<br />
sxva rom arasdros ar maRelvebda,<br />
Cemi mwuxare gulia mowme.<br />
vici, siyvaruls ar unda fici<br />
da mainc minda xmamaRla giTxra,<br />
rasac aqamde gulSi vmalavdi,<br />
rac SenTvis, kargo, arasdros miTqvams:<br />
Sen erTaderTi dardi xar Cemi,<br />
Cemi sunTqva da Cemi zmaneba<br />
da Senze locva, Zvirfaso Cemo,<br />
me arasodes damezareba.<br />
12 agvisto, 2004 w.
***<br />
Sen me leqsebad damRvare,<br />
gamisaTuTe suli.<br />
miyvarxar! - minda viyviro,<br />
am survils gverds ver vuvli.<br />
miyvarxar! - sxeulSi mburZglavs<br />
Seni amboris gemo.<br />
vici, ara xar Cemi,<br />
vici da mainc gCemob.<br />
2004 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
83
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
84<br />
***<br />
Sen axla ukve aRar xar CemTan<br />
da maTendeba fiqrsa da dardSi...<br />
jer Seni mosvlac ver SevigrZeni,<br />
rom martis susxSi kvlav marto davrCi.<br />
TiTqos damemxo samyaro Tavze,<br />
TiTqos momaWres sayrdeni fesvi...<br />
momeCvena, rom ar Rirda yofna<br />
da sawamlavi bolomde Sevsvi.<br />
Tumca ubedos bedma mimtyuna<br />
da am qveyanas cocxali SevrCi,<br />
sikvdilze fiqrma gadaiara,<br />
magram tkivili Casaxlda CemSi.<br />
uferuldeba TandaTan grZnoba<br />
siyvarulis da monatrebisa,<br />
magram tkivilis gadaviwyeba<br />
ratomRac tanjuls aRar meRirsa.<br />
da axla, roca ara xar CemTan,<br />
me maTendeba fiqrsa da dardSi...<br />
vfiqrob imaze, rom ase jobda:<br />
Sen rom Soreul warsulSi darCi.<br />
7 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
acocebula caze<br />
aTrTolebuli mTvare<br />
da Tan TeTri TiTebiT<br />
Cems gulsac Tan miaTrevs.<br />
netav, Cemgan ra unda,<br />
an Sen rad gecileba?!<br />
iqneb gulSi Cahvarda<br />
Cemi xma-siciloba?<br />
iqneb veRar gauZlo<br />
Soridan Cems TvalTvalsa?!<br />
mere, roca trfiali<br />
gulma veRar damala,<br />
momepara uCumrad<br />
da Sen Semogecila.<br />
guli maSin mompara,<br />
roca mSvidad gveZina.<br />
mere ki im veragma<br />
migvatova orive<br />
da kvlav cas daubrunda<br />
Ramiseul moriged.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
10 Tebervali, 2009 w.<br />
85
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
86<br />
***<br />
iebiT xelSi gamoCndi velad,<br />
qorwils ixdida aprili mTaSi.<br />
videqi, CemTan moxvedi nela<br />
da Camawani iebi TmaSi.<br />
kocniT amivse marwyviviT tuCi,<br />
gadauara siwiTlem Reles...<br />
miZinebuli saTuTad gulSi<br />
grZnoba Tavidan rad gamixele?<br />
Seni tuCebis almurma damwva,<br />
satrfos uari veRar Segbede!<br />
vneba iebad moedo mindors<br />
da waekida koconad qedebs.<br />
me gikocnidi sxeuls giJiviT<br />
da siyvaruli guls patarobda...<br />
ar velodi, Tu ase tkbil iyo<br />
siyvaruliT da alersiT Troba.<br />
10 Tebervali, 2009 w.
***<br />
Tu gamaxsenebs Tavs mogoneba,<br />
ver daviviwyeb Sens saTuT alerss,<br />
maSin avdgebi mowamlul siTxes<br />
sulmouTqmelad bolomde davlev.<br />
Tu gamaxsendi, grZnobamoreuls<br />
dardi wamlekavs, rogorc mewyeri<br />
da mowolil dards gulze zvaviviT<br />
Tuki verafriT ver gaveyrebi, -<br />
maSin avdgebi mowamlul siTxes<br />
sulmouTqmelad bolomde davlev,<br />
(ar dainanebs sikvdilic am guls<br />
da samudamod davxuWav Tvalebs).<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
10 Tebervali, 2009 w.<br />
87
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
88<br />
***<br />
moedo yanas mzisferi cecxli,<br />
amdeni xani sad damekarge?!<br />
icode, dResac Tu ar moxvedi, -<br />
Cavrazav xvale sasaxlis karebs.<br />
da roca moxval, aRar dagxvdeba,<br />
aRar dagxvdeba karebi Ria...<br />
mosvlac - ar mosvlac iqneba erTi<br />
da sinanulic iqneba gvian.<br />
2005 w.
***<br />
Cavikargebi Ramis dumilSi<br />
da gavuyvebi zecisken biliks.<br />
es monatreba ise Znelia, -<br />
rom aRar vici, ra vuyo tkivils.<br />
tkivils, romelmac ukve damiWkno<br />
jer ar gaSlili sulSi SroSnebi.<br />
vcdilob, Senze fiqrs gaveqce sadme<br />
da mikvirs mainc rom ar mSordebi.<br />
es monatreba kvlavac Znelia,<br />
arada, ukve wlebia Sors xar!<br />
Tumca verafriT giviwyeb dResac<br />
da vemsgavsebi CamomWknar SroSans.<br />
...me vikargebi Ramis dumilSi<br />
da mivuyvebi Soreul biliks,<br />
es monatreba ise didia, -<br />
rom aRar vici, ra vuyo tkivils.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
13 Tebervali, 2009 w.<br />
89
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
90<br />
***<br />
Seyvarebuli qalis ancobiT<br />
mTeli cxovreba Sens aCrdils mivdev;<br />
Seyvarebuli qalis ancobiT<br />
gadauara niavmac mindvrebs.<br />
gadauara niavmac mindvrebs,<br />
rom ealersa da Caekocna!<br />
me ki verafriT mogigde xelSi,<br />
rom Tundac mxolod erTxel mekocna.<br />
13 Tebervali, 2009 w.
***<br />
me momenatra Seni alersi,<br />
almodebuli mwveli Sexeba.<br />
axlac vgrZnob, Seni nazi TiTebi<br />
sxeulze nazad rogor mexeba.<br />
rogor saTuTad mikocni Tvalebs,<br />
vgrZnob, ra sinaziT mealersebi...<br />
me da Sen albaT Tu gagvigeben<br />
mxolod da mxolod Cemi leqsebi.<br />
me im SexebiT, rom maxsendeba,<br />
axlac medeba almuri mwveli<br />
da Cvens akrZalul Sexvedras ufro,<br />
ufro veluri vnebiT moveli.<br />
7 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
91
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
92<br />
***<br />
me gamaxsenda Seni ambori<br />
da amatira sulel balRiviT.<br />
ise damRala Senze ocnebam,<br />
ar megona, Tu ase damRlidi.<br />
axla imaze fiqri mawamebs,<br />
kvlav rodis vigrZnob Sens gulis feTqvas;<br />
an rodis getyvi, Zvirfaso, imas,<br />
wina xilvisas rac unda meTqva.<br />
ise damRala Senze ocnebam,<br />
ar megona, Tu ase damRlidi.<br />
me gamaxsenda Seni ambori<br />
da avqviTindi sulel balRiviT.<br />
8 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
di-s<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
lamisaa gamagiJos Senze fiqrma,<br />
vnebis ali mepareba sulSi cocviT.<br />
vdgavar axla Sens winaSe Tavdaxrili<br />
da saTuTad, siyvaruliT Sens mkerds vkocni.<br />
mkerds, romelSic didi guli feTqavs krZalviT,<br />
mkerds, romelSic suli saxlobs nazi, wminda,<br />
Senc bevr tkivils gauZeli cxovrebaSi,<br />
cxovrebaSi SenTvisac xom bevrjer wvimda.<br />
magram mainc suli SegrCa nazi, wminda,<br />
uangaro, didi guli mogyva dRemde.<br />
amitomac Segiyvare mTeli guliT,<br />
gierTguleb, ar gimtyuneb, Tuki mende.<br />
lamisaa gamagiJos Senze fiqrma,<br />
vnebis ali mepareba sulSi cocviT,<br />
vdagavar axla Sens win Seni motrfiale<br />
da saTuTad, siyvaruliT Sens mkerds vkocni.<br />
8 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
93
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
94<br />
***<br />
Cemi tkivili arvis anaRvlebs,<br />
martoden mTvare Tu iziarebs,<br />
axla is aris Cemi dobili,<br />
is damiamebs uxmo iarebs.<br />
zurgi maqcia yvela nacnobma,<br />
gulSi vinaxav uTvalav naWdevs.<br />
Zvirfaso, yvela tkivilTan erTad<br />
ar minda, Seni tkivilic maCndes.<br />
ar minda, gulSi dardad rom mawve,<br />
minda, maxsovde, rogorc Rimili.<br />
ara - tkiviliT, ara - wuxiliT,<br />
damamaxsovrde mxolod RiRiniT.<br />
da Cemi dardi arvis anaRvlebs,<br />
mxolod da mxolod mTvare Tu mivlis.<br />
axla is aris Cemi dobili,<br />
is damiamebs Seneul tkivils.<br />
10 aprili, 2009 w
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
isev Rame gadaekra fanjrebs,<br />
cremli swydeba saukunis Wadrebs...<br />
isev sevda aedevna wamebs,<br />
qari rtoebs daundoblad arxevs.<br />
gulSi ratom Semepara sevda,<br />
Seni saxe Tuki yvelgan mdevda,<br />
Tuki Seni siyvaruli bedad<br />
qveyanaze mxolod me erTs Semxvda?!<br />
sevda ratom aedevna wamebs,<br />
cremli Tvalze rad Camosdis Wadrebs?...<br />
qari kvlavac daundoblad marwevs...<br />
ras miqadi, Ramev, netav aseTs?!<br />
10 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
95
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
96<br />
***<br />
saRamos zRvidan dabera qarma<br />
da gaitaca norCi kvirtebi...<br />
dRes me viRacis coli merqmeva,<br />
dRes sapatarZlo kabiT virTvebi.<br />
vdgavar sarkis win, rogorc saklavi, -<br />
kiserze madgams sxva viRac uRels.<br />
ratom ara maqvs bedi sxvagvari?rom<br />
vyofiliyav Seni meuRle.<br />
dRes veTxovebi Tavisuflebas<br />
da Sen... momarTviT glovis titebi:<br />
dRes sxvis qorwilSi dedofali var<br />
da sapatarZlo kabiT virTvebi.<br />
10 aprili, 2009 w
***<br />
avyvebi wuTiT mzis ferad isrebs,<br />
rom daviviwyo Zveli iara.<br />
Cemi cxovrebis bavSurma rwmenam<br />
didi xania gadaiara.<br />
Turme cxovreba mxolod vardia,<br />
lamazi vardi, mware eklebiT.<br />
siyvarulia mxolod is raRac,<br />
rasac verasdros ver Sevelevi.<br />
siyvarulia mxolod is raRac,<br />
ris gamoc eklis atana miRirs<br />
da cxovrebaSi xelis Caqnevis<br />
an gametebis ar aris Rirsi.<br />
avyvebi wuTiT mzis ferad isrebs,<br />
rom daviviwyo Zveli velebi.<br />
siyvarulia mxolod is raRac,<br />
rasac verasdros ver Sevelevi!<br />
10 aprili, 2009 w<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
97
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
98<br />
***<br />
gulSi tkivili ver davayuCe,<br />
ros sibnelidan Seni xma mesma<br />
da monatrebiT nakarnaxevi<br />
sityva amohyva gulidan kvnesas.<br />
sityva amohyva SenTvis saTqmeli<br />
da gadmoinTxa furcelze leqsad.<br />
me karTan momdgar siyvaruls Cvensas<br />
erTgulebisTvis vawrTob da vlesav.<br />
qarSi gabneul imedebs Cvensas<br />
vagroveb erTad da mZivad vkemsav.<br />
Sen momenatre da sityva gulma<br />
amoayola striqonad kvnesas.<br />
10 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
vdgavar, vixseneb als Seni bagis<br />
da Seni kocnis surviliT viwvi.<br />
pirdapir velze gavSlidi sabans,<br />
rom erTad gvegrZno surneli miwis.<br />
Cagekvrebodi mkerdSi Zlierad,<br />
dagitovebdi ambors bageze...<br />
erTaderTi xar, vinc Cems sxeulSi<br />
vnebas aseTi ZaliT aqezebs.<br />
vdgavar, vixseneb als Seni bagis<br />
da meCveneba Senad midamo.<br />
Sen saxlob CemSi Seni trfobiT da<br />
amaze meti sxva ra viwamo.<br />
11 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
99
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
100<br />
***<br />
Sen momenatre sizmarSi ucbad<br />
da monatreba amoskda leqsad,<br />
modis kalami, rogorc mqargveli<br />
da lamaz mZivad furcelze kemsavs.<br />
Sen momenatre sizmarSi ucbad<br />
da monatrebam dawva goneba.<br />
Sen gemoneba dRes Cemi gulic<br />
da Cemi leqsic Sen gemoneba.<br />
11 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
Tumca waxvedi, Zvirfaso, magram<br />
roca naRveli bolomde SegSlis,<br />
Sen kvlavac CemTan moxval uTuod,<br />
„rogorc wyarosTan mwyurvale Sveli“.<br />
mixvdebi, roca rom arvin gidgas<br />
gverdSi Cemeul simtkiciT qvaTa<br />
da darwmundebi imaSi, roca,<br />
rom me idumals arasdros gavTqvam.<br />
roca gakawravs guls sinanuli<br />
da sulis tkivils veRar uSveli,<br />
Sen kvlavac CemTan moxval uTuod,<br />
„rogorc wyarosTan mwyurvale Sveli“.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
11 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
101
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
102<br />
***<br />
im oTx wliani pauzis Semdeg<br />
me vubrundebi kvlav Cems samyaros.<br />
msurs gavimarjvo leqsTan WidilSi<br />
da bedma Sengan veRar gamyaros.<br />
dRes imis codna, rom Sen giyvarvar,<br />
gulze medeba, rogorc malamo.<br />
is, rasac me vgrZnob SenTan da leqsTan<br />
aba, miTxari, rogor davmalo.<br />
msurs, ar davmarcxde leqsTan WidilSi<br />
da bedmac Sengan veRar gamyaros.<br />
me mixaria, rom kvlav TqvenTan var,<br />
rom davubrundi Zvirfas samyaros.<br />
11 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
Sen Seni dinji, zviadi suliT,<br />
amayi fiqriT mohgavxar myinvars<br />
da es is aris, rac SenSi mxiblavs,<br />
rac me yvelaze Zlierad miyvars.<br />
xar udrekeli, rogorc sali klde<br />
da gaulRobi, rogoc myinvari.<br />
dResac iseve Zlier miyvarxar,<br />
rogorc mravali wlis win miyvardi.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
14 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
103
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
104<br />
***<br />
xanac mwarev, xanac tkbilo badago,<br />
siyvarulo - SeniT moSxamuli var!<br />
mxolod Senma vnebis cecxlma damdagos,<br />
(geficebi, SeniT moxibluli var!)<br />
me veravin ver damZlios verasdros,<br />
mxolod Senma Caxutebam damnacros!<br />
ise getrfi, ise geTayvanebi,<br />
ar moviTxov Sengan arra sanacvlos.<br />
siyvarulo - Cemo tkbilo badago!<br />
mxolod Senma netarebam damaTros,<br />
mxolod Senma vnebis cecxlma damdagos,<br />
ara vnatrob qveynad sxva ram sanatros!<br />
21 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
gadaRlils tanjviT arc ki megona,<br />
gamoCndebodi Tuki odesme.<br />
magram gamoCndi da rogorc mrevli<br />
sakuTar moZRvars, ise mogende.<br />
ise mogende mTeli arsebiT<br />
da saidumlo Cemi gagande.<br />
axla Senc ici, `Cemo moZRvaro,~<br />
rogori tanjviT movel aqamde.<br />
28 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
105
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
106<br />
***<br />
Tavze madgeba viRacis landi<br />
da sibneleSi SiSisgan vkrTebi...<br />
movfrindebodi,Zvirfaso, SenTan,<br />
rom mqondes axla patara frTebi.<br />
Cagekvrebodi mkerdSi saTuTad,<br />
gamiqreboda mtanjveli SiSic!<br />
Sen albaT ase Zlieri, wminda<br />
gadasarCenad Cemi Tu iSvi.<br />
Sen xar is erTi naTeli sxivi,<br />
me sibneleSi gzas rom minaTebs,<br />
rom maimedebs kargis imediT<br />
da Semosula CemSi sinaTled.<br />
movfrindebodi SenTan, Zvirfaso,<br />
da gaqreboda mtanjveli SiSic.<br />
Sen albaT ase Zlieri, wminda<br />
gadasarCenad Cemi Tu iSvi!<br />
24 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
ise Zlierad momwyurdi axla,<br />
vgavar apriliT afeTqil rtoebs<br />
da is faqti, rom Cems gverdiT ar xar,<br />
gulSi usazRvro sinanuls tovebs.<br />
imaze fiqriT, rom ar xar CemTan,<br />
„dardi mezrdeba gulze eklebad“.<br />
ra iqneboda, rom mosuliyav,<br />
warmovidgen da sunTqva mekvreba.<br />
gamiSiSvlebdi sxeuls alersiT<br />
da amivsebdi cxeli kocnebiT<br />
da mec uzomod Seyvarebuli<br />
Tuki rame maqvs, sul Sen mogcemdi.<br />
siTbos, siyvaruls, alerss, ocnebas, -<br />
daviSurebdi, merwmune, arras...<br />
magram Sen axla Cems gverdiT ar xar<br />
da sinanuli guls ufro bzaravs.<br />
24 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
107
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
108<br />
***<br />
am gamefebul mdumar bneleTSi<br />
agorda sevdis Zlieri talRa.<br />
o, naRalatev gulSi, Zvirfaso,<br />
Zveli yinuli verafriT galRva.<br />
gkiTxav - vuSvelo, riT Zvel iaras,<br />
viT moviSuSo Wriloba didi?<br />
magram Sen kvlavac arafers ambob<br />
da am dumilSi cxovreba midis.<br />
zogjer jobia, araferi Tqva,<br />
zogjer ki swored dumiliT kargav<br />
imas, rac ase Zlier gxiblavda,<br />
masac, visTanac Tavs grZnobdi kargad.<br />
iqneba dumils jobda geyvira,<br />
SenTvis da CemTvis gebrZola jobda?!<br />
maSin SevqmnidiT Taobas axals,<br />
ar SevrCebodiT qveyanas oblad.<br />
ar davrCebodiT martosulebad<br />
da ar vivlidiT bedis CarCebad,<br />
kacobriobis winaSe valic<br />
gadauxdeli ar dagvrCeboda.<br />
27 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
mTvaresTan erTad miaxlovdebi<br />
aTrTolebuli cxeli TiTebiT.<br />
vgrZnob, rogor giTrTis mTeli sxeuli<br />
da sibneleSi vnebiT vinTebi.<br />
momiaxlovdi, nazad momepyar,<br />
amielvare kocniT bageni!...<br />
Sena xar axla CemTvis RmerTiviT<br />
da mixaria, rom mogageni.<br />
28 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
109
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
110<br />
***<br />
SemorCenili zamTrisgan Tovli<br />
ver moulRviaT jerac myinvarebs.<br />
sxva araferi minda am qveynnad,<br />
netavi, mxolod Sen erTs giyvarde.<br />
arras daveZeb, merwmune, qveynad,<br />
arc fufunebas da arc ram sibrZnes,<br />
mxolod is grZnoba minda SemomrCes,<br />
Sens danaxvisas gulSi rom vigrZne.<br />
zamTris yinvisgan damzrali guli<br />
ver moulRviaT jerac myinvarebs.<br />
me gavuZlebdi, albaT, yvelafers,sxvas<br />
ara, mxolod Sen rom giyvarde!<br />
28 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
Sen siyvaruliT gadamigore<br />
gulidan didi wuxilis belti,<br />
makoce Tbilad da mec mas Semdeg<br />
gauTaveblad mag tuCebs veltvi.<br />
minda dRedaRam kocniT mavsebde,<br />
am guls usazRvrod swyurixar axla,<br />
mZinavs Tu mRviZavs, Zvirfaso, mudam<br />
Tan Seni kocnis survili maxlavs.<br />
ase netari da bednieri<br />
sxva qali qveynad arc erTi dadis,<br />
magram Tqves - kocna codvaa ujvrod<br />
da raRa vuyo am gulis wadils?!<br />
29 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
111
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
112<br />
***<br />
Sen Cemi nazi, saTuTi kocnis<br />
SemogrCenia kvali bageze.<br />
sadac ar unda waxvide, mainc<br />
gpoulob maSin, roca dageZeb.<br />
rogorc ar unda gikvirdes, kargo,<br />
Sen axla gqvia Cemi sabedo<br />
da romc ar msurde, aba miTxari,<br />
sxva siyvaruli rogor gavbedo?!<br />
29 aprili, 2009 w.
***<br />
zamTari gaqra, gamozafxulda<br />
da mze oqrosfers mayris nawnavebs,<br />
ver gagatane zamTars verafriT<br />
da Senze fiqri isev mawvalebs.<br />
isev mawvalebs auracxeli<br />
da saswauli fiqrebis wyeba;<br />
da rac aqamde ar dawyebula,<br />
mgoni, Zvirfaso, axla iwyeba.<br />
ver gagatane zamTars verafriT,<br />
mze oqrosferi mafrqvevs imedebs.<br />
ise Zlierad miyvarxar, kargo,<br />
dasaviwyeblad ver gagimeteb.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
29 aprili, 2009 w.<br />
113
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
114<br />
***<br />
ivliss veli mouTmenlad, ivliss veli...<br />
aRar moCans sanukvari buCqnar-veli,<br />
aRarc Seni Taflisferi mzera mwveli,<br />
aRarc Cveni sayvareli oda Zveli.<br />
vdgavar ase uTvistomo da euli,<br />
viRac ucxo qveyanaSi areuli...<br />
menatreba yvelaferi Seneuli,<br />
Rameebi - Sens alersSi galeuli,<br />
eg TiTebi - Cems nawnavSi gabneuli,<br />
Cems sxeulze - kocna mZivad dabneuli,<br />
eg butbuti - xan uazro, abneuli,<br />
xan alersad, siyvarulad daleuli...<br />
. . .<br />
menatreba, menatreba yvelaferi,<br />
yvelaferi - Zvirfasi da Seneuli.<br />
3 maisi, 2010 w. antalia
***<br />
Sens ambors monatrebuli<br />
suli xelebSi Camadna,<br />
davdivar, davexetebi,<br />
bedi miRimis avada.<br />
avadobs, fsixobs maisic,<br />
dRedaRam cremlad iRvreba.<br />
manac Tu satrfo dakarga,<br />
sxva ra mizezi iqneba?!<br />
uSenod arra maxarebs,<br />
davkarge, mgoni, Rirsebac!<br />
Sens ambors monatrebuli<br />
guli cremlebiT ivseba.<br />
3 maisi, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
115
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
116<br />
***<br />
caze aenTo cecxlad ciskari,<br />
gauferuldnen Ramis landebi.<br />
Sen mimatove, magram me mainc<br />
yvelgan, yovelTvis Sen melandebi.<br />
samyaros am mTel aurzaurSi<br />
mxolod Seni xma Camesmis isev<br />
da axla, Sen rom ara xar CemTan,<br />
gacrecil dReebs veravin mivsebs.<br />
aenTo kvlavac cecxlad ciskari<br />
da ca moxata lamaz ferebiT,<br />
rogorc ar unda matkino guli,<br />
Sens aCrdils mainc moveferebi.<br />
4 maisi, 2009 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
mogoneba tkivilebiT mavsebs,<br />
xsovna Seni sizmarSiac Camyva;<br />
mTeli Rame SenTan erTad vseirnobdi,<br />
gavcqerodiT mobibine yanas.<br />
vzivar axla da is Rame maxsendeba,<br />
SenTan erTad gvirilebs rom vkrefdi.<br />
sizmaria, magram ufro cxadi,<br />
vidre Cemi cxovreba da bedi.<br />
siyvaruliT mikocnidi saxes,<br />
SenTan erTad sizmrad gvirgvins vwnavdi...<br />
gameRviZa da dabrunda ukan<br />
realoba - dakarguli wamiT.<br />
6 maisi, 2009 w. antalia<br />
117
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
118<br />
***<br />
mTeli cxovreba CemTvis, Zvirfaso,<br />
nisliT moculni iyvnen sivrceni.<br />
roca Semomxvdi gzaze - xalisi<br />
sicocxlis mxolod maSin vigrZeni.<br />
maSin vigrZeni, rogor yvaodnen<br />
gazafxulebze norCi rtoebi;<br />
vigrZeni isic, rom qveyanaze<br />
me sasargeblos arras vtovebdi;<br />
maSin vigrZeni cxovrebis xibli,<br />
netari sunic mSobliur miwis<br />
da amis gamo rogor miyvarxar -<br />
Cems garda qveynad aravin icis.<br />
6 maisi, 2009 w.
***<br />
daukiTxavad moxvedi CemTan<br />
da damitove kocna bageze.<br />
Sen SeiZleba arc ki gindoda,<br />
magram mas Semdeg Senze damgeSe.<br />
aanTe sulSi raRac sxvagvari,<br />
manamde CemTvis ucnobi cecxli<br />
da ai, axla gauTaveblad<br />
SenTan Sexvedris survili mebrZvis..<br />
veRar vaokeb sxeulSi grZnobas,<br />
gamoveTxove sulis simSvides<br />
da iqneboda Zalian kargi,<br />
bedi siyvaruls rom ar miSlides.<br />
rom ar miSlides SenTan Sexvedras,<br />
rom ar gCemobde, ros ar xar Cemi,<br />
magram me mainc, romc gamamtyunon,<br />
am siyvarulis erTguli vrCebi.<br />
daukiTxavad moxvedi CemTan<br />
da Cemi suli Senze dageSe,<br />
roca Camxede alersiT sulSi<br />
da meambore nazad bageze.<br />
6 maisi, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
119
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
120<br />
***<br />
Tvalebi sulis anareklia,<br />
Seni diadi, keTili sulis...<br />
rom ar miyvarde, ar SemiZlia<br />
da Sens siyvaruls CviliviT vuvli.<br />
gulSi vinaxav, rogorc xatebas<br />
da raRac ucxo, sxva netarebas!<br />
rom ar miyvarde, ar SemiZlia,<br />
rom ar miyvarde, ar mekadreba.<br />
10 maisi, 2009 w.
***<br />
leqsTa, riTmaTa koriantelSi<br />
me davabijeb, rogorc genia.<br />
mTeli cxovreba TvalTagan, mgoni,<br />
cremlebis nacvlad leqsi mdenia.<br />
Tuki odesme TiTi gamiWravs,<br />
sisxlis nacvladac leqsi mdenia.<br />
dabadebula vici Cemamdec<br />
bevri CemsaviT giJi genia.<br />
magram me mainc, albaT, sxvagvari<br />
TvalTagan Cumi cremli mdenia<br />
da dRes riTmaTa korianteliT<br />
daviarebi sul sxva genia!<br />
22 dekemberi, 2009 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
121
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
122<br />
***<br />
menaneba ganSoreba SenTan,<br />
monatreba gamagiJebs Seni.<br />
(axla, roca Sen ara xar CemTan),<br />
geficebi, araferi mSvelis.<br />
araferi mixaria ise -<br />
Sens mklavebSi mixaroda rogorc.<br />
SenTan erTad rom momwonda ise -<br />
araferi, araferi momwons.<br />
araferi me ar minda ise,<br />
rogorc Seni Caxuteba gulSi.<br />
meSinia saswaulad, magram<br />
vai me, rom guls veravis vuSli.<br />
menaneba, menaneba SenTan<br />
ganSoreba, menatreba Seni<br />
Caxuteba, Caxuteba gulSi<br />
da veravin, veraferi mSvelis!<br />
7 maisi, 2010 w. antalia
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
menatrebi, sigiJemde menatrebi<br />
da TiTebze wuTebsac ki viTvli.<br />
Sexvedramde kidev bevri darCa,<br />
mouTmenlad velodebi ivliss.<br />
ivlisis Tve damabrunebs ukan,<br />
damaxvvedrebs Sens trfobas da siTbos.<br />
genacvale sikvdilamde, kargo,<br />
imisaTvis, guls rom ase miTbob.<br />
Sexvedramde kidev bevri darCa,<br />
mouTmenlad velodebi ivliss.<br />
menatrebi, saswaulad menatrebi<br />
da TiTebze wuTebsac ki viTvli.<br />
15 maisi, 2010 w. antalia.<br />
123
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
124<br />
***<br />
levan mumlaZes<br />
guls moswolia nisli,<br />
mlekavs fiqrebis rema,<br />
waxvel da saimedod<br />
aRaraferi mrCeba.<br />
guSin rom cecxli iyav,<br />
dRes yvelaferi miqra,<br />
sicarieled damrCi<br />
da tkivilnarev fiqrad.<br />
ra iqneboda, neta,<br />
dabrundebode isev!<br />
guls uxaria metad,<br />
roca gxedavs da gismens.<br />
25 oqtomberi, 2010 w.
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
Sen Tu arasdros moxval,<br />
guls wamilekavs sevda.<br />
gficav, sicocxle ar msurs,<br />
roca Sen vera gxedav.<br />
roca Cems gverdiT ar xar,<br />
roca sadRac xar Sors, -<br />
guls uxaria arra,<br />
guls usiamod Tovs.<br />
Sen Tu arasdros moxval,<br />
wamlekavs, albaT, sevda.<br />
gficav, sicocxle ar msurs, -<br />
roca Sen vera gxedav.<br />
25 oqtomberi, 2010 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
125
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
126<br />
***<br />
me movawydebi kvlav Sens karibWes<br />
trfobiT SeSlili sulis feTebiT,<br />
getyvi, rom kvlavac Cemi sunTqva xar<br />
da rom yovelTvis CemSi enTebi.<br />
CemSi enTebi cecxlad Tu sanTlad<br />
Znelad saTqmeli trfobis feTebiT<br />
da am SeSlili sulis salbunad<br />
mudam alersad dageRvenTebi.<br />
getyvi, rom kvlavac Cemi sunTqva xar<br />
da rom yovelTvis CemSi enTebi,<br />
ros movawydebi kvlav Sens savanes<br />
trfobiT SeSlili sulis feTebiT.<br />
25 oqtomberi, 2010 w.
***<br />
ukve mamali ayivlda sadRac,<br />
damTenebia Tavze malulad.<br />
ise gaverTe leqsis jRabnaSi -<br />
ver mivxvdi, Rame rogor ganulda.<br />
rogor ganulda, rogor miCumda,<br />
rogor wamodga mTaze mnaTobi.<br />
veRar gavige, leqsi mTeli Ram<br />
me marTobda Tu me mas varTobdi.<br />
Sexe, mamali ayivlda sadRac,<br />
damTenebia Tavze uCumrad,<br />
ise gaverTe leqsis jRabnaSi, -<br />
ver mivxvdi, Rame rogor miCumda.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
25 oqtomberi, 2010 w.<br />
127
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
128<br />
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
Sen gamirbodi, xels mkravdi,<br />
Sens gzas movdevdi me kidev.<br />
xels mkravdi, magram me mainc<br />
trfobiT brmas cecxlad mekide.<br />
Sens iqiT arra maxsovda,<br />
Sens iqiT verras vxedavdi,<br />
mzad viyav, ise miyvardi, -<br />
samsala mesva xeladiT.<br />
magram gasrulda, gaTavda,<br />
brmas amexila Tolebi -<br />
Sens biliks aRar gavcqeri,<br />
aRarc Sens mosvlas moveli.<br />
Sen Tu arafriT gindivar,<br />
arc me mWirdebi rameSi!<br />
gasrulda Cemi sibrmave,<br />
cidan miwaze daveSvi.<br />
27 oqtomberi, 2010 w.
***<br />
levan mumlaZes<br />
Sen usaSvelo tkivili gqvia,<br />
bolo ar uCans gulis samduravs.<br />
kvlav mexvewebi, raime giTxra,<br />
magram nawyeni jiutad vdumvar.<br />
anda ra giTxra, roca saTqmeli<br />
ar damrCa rame, garda erTisa:<br />
Sen ukve Cemi warsuli gqvia,<br />
guli Sens Ralats ver SeeTvisa.<br />
ver SeeTvisa, ver gapatia,<br />
Sen Seni gzebiT iare awi.<br />
arada, RmerTma xom mainc icis,ra<br />
uRalatod miyvardi, mwamdi.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
16 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
129
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
130<br />
***<br />
leqsiT gavivli am wuTisofels,<br />
mxolod Sendami trfobiT damwvari<br />
da saukuno trfobis msurveli<br />
swored rom Seni trfobiT gavwvaldi.<br />
dRes Sen am Cemi muzebis mizezs<br />
gamogicxadeb omsa da mtrobas!<br />
(SeSfoTebuli Seni RalatiT<br />
am Cemi leqsis gulic ki borgavs).<br />
xval sxvas gavixdi leqsebis muzad,<br />
Cems xelT araa mTeli samyaro?!<br />
o, damijere Senma Ralatma<br />
me da Cems leqsebs verra dagvaklos!<br />
16 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
gamoviqeci, rom kvlav mexila<br />
es baTumuri SemoRameba,<br />
da SenTan, Tundac ukanasknelad<br />
tkbili baasi kidev gameba.<br />
kidev SemegrZno Seni alersi,<br />
sxvam rom aravin icis - egeTi;<br />
Semogverbina quCa, romelsac<br />
Cveni nakvlevi mZivad ekeTa.<br />
dagvZineboda zRvis wvril kenWebze<br />
iseve, rogorc SarSan zafxulSi...<br />
da mxolod axla, roca imedi<br />
maqvs Seni naxvis, gamovzafxuldi.<br />
gamoviqeci, rom kvlav mexila<br />
es baTumuri SemoRameba<br />
da SenTan, Tundac ukanasknelad<br />
kvlavac alersis Rame gameba.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
16 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
131
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
132<br />
***<br />
Sen siyvarulSi leqsi gjobia,<br />
uRalato da erTguli leqsi.<br />
ar mesmis Seni, arc aravisi,<br />
magram leqsis ki bolomde mesmis.<br />
mesmis, Tu rogor ufeTqavs riTma,<br />
ZarRvebSi rogor uSxuis sisxli,<br />
rogor enTeba xan cecxlad, xan mzed,<br />
xan ki anTebul kelaptrad mirbis.<br />
xan uerTgules trfobiT iwveba,<br />
xan ki mijnuris sayvedurs erTvis.<br />
Tumca Ralati ara sCvevia<br />
Tavisi mgosnis - mijnuris erTis.<br />
Sen siyvarulSi leqsic gjobia,<br />
uRalato da erTguli leqsi!<br />
arc Seni mesmis, arc aravisi,<br />
magram leqsis ki yovelTvis mesmis.<br />
16 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
guSin daTroba mominda,<br />
davcale Rvino vedrebiT.<br />
es erTi cida gogona<br />
guliT goroz mTas vedrebi.<br />
kargad dafiqrdi, vaJau,<br />
sanam mTlad SemiZulebde.<br />
nu daujereb sxvis enas<br />
da nu ahyvebi sulelebs.<br />
iwame Cemi sityvisa<br />
da Cemi Cumi vedrebis,<br />
me Seni trfobiT nawamli<br />
guliT goroz mTas vedrebi.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
133
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
134<br />
***<br />
me araferi mqvia uSenod,<br />
zecas Sevyureb krZalviT, vedrebiT<br />
da yvela mijnurs erTad aRebuls<br />
Cemi uryevi trfobiT vedrebi.<br />
Cemi uryevi trfobiT Sendami!<br />
me araferi mqvia uSenod<br />
da Sengan gayrils Cveni warsuli<br />
mtkiva da miTxar, ram manugeSos?!<br />
ram manugeSos kentad mavali,<br />
zecas gavcqeri natvriT, vedrebiT<br />
da yvela mijnurs erTad aRebuls<br />
Cemi Sendami trfobiT vedrebi!<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
ca Camoiqces lamis miwaze<br />
da gaabnios wvima natvrebad;<br />
me axla rogorc SenTan Sexvedra,<br />
ise aravin ar menatreba.<br />
sxva araferi ise ara msurs,<br />
rogorc Sens mkerdSi Cakvra, Cakonva.<br />
am siSorem da am uSenobam<br />
sabralo guli eWviT dakoda:<br />
iqneb Sen ukve sxva cecxli gdaRavs,<br />
sxvisTvis mzeoben Seni Tvalebi?<br />
magram ra Sorsac unda waxvide,<br />
icode, versad damemalebi!<br />
icode, arvis ar davanebeb<br />
Sens alerss, Tundac wamis nafleTad...<br />
da Tuki vinme Semecileba,<br />
arc davfiqrdebi, ise gavfleTav.<br />
ra ucnaurad borgavs riJraJi,<br />
ca Camoiqces lamis natvrebad.<br />
me ki kvlav mxolod SenTan Sexvedra -<br />
sxva araferi ar menatreba.<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
135
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
136<br />
***<br />
levan mumlaZes<br />
TiTqos minda, rom raRaca giTxra,<br />
ver ki amovTqvi sityva gulidan...<br />
arada, TiTqos Senma mesijma<br />
jariskaciviT gamagulisa.<br />
TiTqos msurs, marTla raRac giambo,<br />
mogiyve, ra var axla uSenod;<br />
CemTvis ra moaqvs yovel gariJraJs,<br />
dakentebuli riTi vnugeSob:<br />
SenTvis namReri leqsebiT mxolod<br />
da kvlavac Seni naxvis imediT<br />
da yovel diliT koxtad, lamazad<br />
SenTan Sexvedris natvriT virTvebi.<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
koWlobiT daval qveynis Saraze,<br />
TiTqos koWlobiT momyveba leqsic.<br />
me gaviblande riTmaTa qselSi<br />
da muza gulSi sabralod kvnesis.<br />
ver gamovuRe gulis karebi<br />
gabmulma riTmaT sazarel qselSi<br />
da mebraleba dauwereli<br />
striqoni - muzis uxorco leSi.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
137
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
138<br />
***<br />
isev levan mumlaZes<br />
Sen rom Tvals miefare,<br />
miTxar, viT ar metira...<br />
mxolod SenTan yofna msurda,<br />
ar mindoda meti ram.<br />
magram nislma dagbura da<br />
xevma gSTanTqa sadRaca.<br />
gamarjvebis imedSi<br />
guli mwared damarcxda.<br />
Sen waxvedi, waxvedi,<br />
arc gindoda meti ram.<br />
da rom Tvals miefare<br />
miTxar, viT ar metira?!<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
neta, kiviliT Tu gahkveT sivrces,<br />
Camowretilo leqso ZarRvidan;<br />
Tu aaldebi an cecxlad, neta,<br />
Sen dalocvilo RmerTiT maRlidan;<br />
Tu gavardebi mexiviT anda<br />
Tu gaibnevi xalxSi Zaxilad;<br />
neta, zariviT Tu gahkveT sivrces,<br />
Camowretilo leqso ZarRvidan?!<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
139
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
140<br />
***<br />
xval rom suleTSi gadavibargo,<br />
netavi, Cemze Tu daRondebi?<br />
da erTxel mainc sulTa qveyanas<br />
Tu gadmomwvdebi TvaliT gonebis?<br />
da cremls erTxel Tu mainc damafrqvev<br />
gulidan mosuls - spetaks da wmindas?<br />
dRes mxolod amis codna, mere ki<br />
amis naxva da SegrZneba minda!<br />
xval rom im qveynad gadavibargo,<br />
netavi, Cemze Tu daRondebi?<br />
da erTxel mainc saflavze Rames<br />
Tu gamiTeneb mware godebiT?!<br />
17 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
levan mumlaZes<br />
am qveynad mxolod Sen Tu mewade,<br />
magram dRes Senic aRara mesmis.<br />
daqufrulia Cems Tavze zecac<br />
da Semomwyrali Cems gulSi leqsic.<br />
verafriT vigeb mag dumils Sensas,<br />
ra gaZlebinebs amden xans utyvad?!<br />
modi, miwamle Seni alersiT<br />
me Seni gulis monas da tusaRs.<br />
mo, Torem leqsi gadameria,<br />
aRar mohyveba kalams madlians:<br />
me xom am qveynad Seni trfobis da<br />
leqsebis garda arra mwadia!<br />
modi, miwamle, Torem, Zvirfaso,<br />
davikargebi qalic, poetic<br />
da Seni brali iqneba mxolod -<br />
moRalates rom gavutoldebi.<br />
18 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
141
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
142<br />
***<br />
auxdeneli survili Tua<br />
da ara trfoba, rogorc me mjera:<br />
is, rac Sendami maxelebs ase<br />
da ver momiklavs, Zvirfaso, jerac!<br />
iqneb ubralod Jinia mxolod<br />
da ara wrfeli grZnoba trfialis?!<br />
grZnoba, romelic me ar masvenebs<br />
da gulSi isev cecxlad ialvis?!<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
wuxelac Tavze fiqrad damTendi,<br />
rad ar mexsneba Seni aCrdili?<br />
sizmarSiac rom ar momec Sveba!<br />
Tavze aTasgvar kiTxvebs mayridi.<br />
gsurda gagego, gcodnoda, meTqva,<br />
Tu giyvarvaro isev? - mkiTxavdi.<br />
miyvarxar isev, isev miyvarxar,<br />
amas rad unda, neta, mkiTxavi.<br />
Tumca es SenTvis wuxel ar miTqvams<br />
da mTeli Rame ar momec Sveba<br />
da isev pasuxs elodi Cemgan,<br />
roca mze ukve ukuneTs xevda.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
143
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
144<br />
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
gvirilasaviT susti, naTeli<br />
Seni Rimili miyvarda Zlier.<br />
Sengan darCenil xsovnis am morevs<br />
Senma zvarakma verafriT vZlie.<br />
Seni aCrdili kvlavac mimonebs,<br />
netavi, Senc Tu ase migoneb?<br />
fiqrSi alersiT gexvevi isev<br />
da gulSi vikrav gvirilis konebs.<br />
gvirilasaviT susti, naTeli<br />
Seni Rimili Zlier miyvarda!<br />
ra bednieri viyavi maSin!<br />
Sen rom giyvardi, albaT, imada!<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
lamis gaskdes es guli,<br />
am casaviT atirdes!<br />
vfiqrob, Sevsva Tu ara<br />
SxamiT savse saTiTe.<br />
RmerTo! aRar giyvarvar,<br />
Sen ukve damiviwye,<br />
fexiT gadauare<br />
Cemi gulis siwmindes.<br />
es ra Wiri mewvia,<br />
ra samsala aseTi!<br />
menatreba dro, roca<br />
siyvaruliT mavsebdi.<br />
magram aRar giyvarvar,<br />
Sen me gadamiviwye<br />
da fexiT gadaTele<br />
Cemi gulis siwminde.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
145
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
146<br />
***<br />
maTrobelaa ese sofeli<br />
Tavisi yvela mSvenierebiT<br />
da Senc, cdunebav, dRiTidRe ufro,<br />
ufro izrdebi da Zlierdebi.<br />
o, ra Znelia Widili SenTan,<br />
daxSoba gulis, daxSoba gonis...<br />
maTrobelaa ese sofeli<br />
da mec damaTrobs odesme, mgoni.<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
kaxaber kiknaveliZis xsovnas<br />
ar arsebobda mteri, moyvare,<br />
Sen erTianad giyvarda yvela<br />
da saTuTad rom ambobdi sityvas,<br />
is sityva dResac gulebSi elavs.<br />
aravis SiSi ar gqonda qveynad,<br />
aravis SiSi, garda RmerTisa<br />
da verc tkivilma ver SegaSina,<br />
Sens suls boroti ver SeeTvisa.<br />
sulTa sauflos mimavalic ki<br />
muxlmodrekili locvad ideqi!<br />
diadi iyo Seni mzera da<br />
ufro diadi - Seni fiqrebi.<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
147
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
148<br />
***<br />
levan mumlaZes<br />
mec aRar vici ra minda,<br />
ra minda, saiT miviltvi...<br />
gadaviwyebac meZnela<br />
da patiebac - tkivilis.<br />
Tan SenTan mosvla mwadia,<br />
bagis bageze dakonva,<br />
Tan fiqri mosvlas ar miSvebs,<br />
ambobs: sxva vinmes Cakonav!<br />
daval da beds vemdurebi,<br />
mec aRar vici, ra minda.<br />
Tan SenTan mosvla mwadia,<br />
Tan patiebac ar minda!<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
isev k. kiknaveliZis xsovnas<br />
me vici, yvela sanTelSi Sen xar,<br />
es Seni suli cialebs ase.<br />
dgaxar Cvens Soris kvlavac locvebiT,<br />
locvebiT xelSi da madliT gvavseb.<br />
ar SeiZleba Sen mkvdari iyo,<br />
Sen albaT mxolod saxe icvale.<br />
es albaT Seni cremlebi Tua, -<br />
sanTlebs rom SerCaT tanze sisvele.<br />
Sen axlac dgaxar Cvens Soris locviT<br />
da Zveleburad siwmindiT gvavseb.<br />
me vici, yvela sanTelSi Sen xar,<br />
Sens taZarSi rom cialebs ase.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.<br />
149
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
150<br />
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
Sens werils gamTbars Tbili sityvebiT<br />
me Tbilisidan dResac moveli.<br />
gareT wvimaa da ukuneTi<br />
da mdumarea ese sofeli.<br />
Sen mainc ase ram dagaduma?<br />
nuTu aRar krTis eg guli CemTvis?<br />
wvimis wkapunTan erTad, Zvirfaso,<br />
guls saSineli fiqrebi erTvis.<br />
iqneb damixSe gonebis kari<br />
da gulis karic gadamiraze?<br />
SeSlili saxiT vucqeri wyvdiads<br />
da wvimis nakvlevs vxedav minaze.<br />
visac ra unda, is Tqvas, Zvirfaso,<br />
me fiqrebs mainc Sensken mivyvebi<br />
da Tbilisidan dResac moveli<br />
Sens werils savses Tbili sityvebiT.<br />
19 ianvari, 2011 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
varskvlavs fexqveS xaliCebad gadagifen,<br />
an dagamkob gulis jibes yvavilebad,<br />
an movxvetav yvela Rrubels cidan SenTvis<br />
da garSemo Semogawyob baliSebad,<br />
an Segikrav samajurad oqros sxivebs,<br />
mTvaris Suqs da zecis uxmo gaRimebas,<br />
lerwamiviT avakvneseb anda niavs,<br />
zamTars karTan agiyvaveb maisebad...<br />
o, gpirdebi Cemi guli tkivilebSic,<br />
sixarulSic SenTan erTad Caefloba, -<br />
Sen rom gulSi siyvaruliT Camikra da<br />
(Tundac erTxel magrZnobino dedofloba)!<br />
19 seqtemberi, 2011 w.<br />
151
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
152<br />
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
bulvar-bulvar, nabij-nabij<br />
kvlav Seniv gzas gavdivar<br />
da cxovreba ase rTuli<br />
meCveneba martivad.<br />
lamazia mze SeniT<br />
amosuli adrian,<br />
daval SeniT gabadruli<br />
da dedofals madrian.<br />
SeniT savse, SeniT savse<br />
vgavvar ias, enZelas.<br />
sadRac gaqri mxolod wamiT<br />
da cxovreba meZnela.<br />
bulvar-bulvar, nabij-nabij<br />
gzas Sens erTad gavdivar<br />
da cxovrebac ase rTuli<br />
meCveneba martivad!<br />
19 seqtemberi, 2011 w.
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
sulSi rCeba tkivili,<br />
gulSi - didi iara,<br />
Senze fiqrma da dardmac<br />
aRar gadamiara.<br />
rom trialebs wisqvilis<br />
qva, me ase mgonia,<br />
Cems Tavze Tu trialebs<br />
viT tanjvis agonia.<br />
davikarge, Cavnacrdi<br />
da qarSi vifantebi,<br />
Tan imedi Seni mosvlis<br />
maTovs, rogorc fanteli.<br />
momenatra Sens mklavebSi<br />
siyvaruliT lacici...<br />
giyvarvar Tu giyvarvar -<br />
vficav, ukve ar vici.<br />
suls - wameba, guls ki - dardi,<br />
Wrilobebi ulevi,<br />
Sen miSoreb, me ki mainc<br />
Senze fiqriT vilevi.<br />
7 noemberi, 2011 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
153
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
154<br />
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
Sen Semogwire yvelaferi, rac ki gamaCnda:<br />
Cemi leqsebic, Cemi gulic, Cemi gonebac!<br />
Tumc miRalate, me ar vnanob mainc arafers<br />
da Cemi sulic sikvdilamde dagemoneba.<br />
Tumc ganZarculi suli, neta, raSi gWirdeba?!<br />
Seni xeliTve ganZarculi suli udreki...<br />
dakargulia dRes xom ukve, rasac odesme,<br />
rasac odesme imediT da rwmeniT vumRerdi!<br />
me aRar vici, aRar vici - riRasi mwamdes,<br />
gulgatexilma ra vadido, raRas vumRero...<br />
uyoymanod da uRalatod rom dagemone,<br />
albaT, amisTvis Tu gamwire ase uRmerTod.<br />
15 dekemberi, 2011 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
o, ra saSinlad Seimusra Sengan yoveli!<br />
TviT Cemi leqsic ase nazi gaxda Savbneli,<br />
masSi aRar Cans Zveleburi trfobis elferi...<br />
ras vifiqrebdi, Tu odesme ase damlevdi!<br />
ase damlevdi, Seni xeliT miwas damcemdi<br />
da sxvaTa TvalSi ase amays damamdablebdi.<br />
gind megobrebi, gindac mtrebi uwode imaT -<br />
Sen autanlad Semarcxvine imaT TvalebSi.<br />
dResac ki mewvis Seni xelis mZime nakvlevi!<br />
sad gaqra, netav, siyvaruli an (ndobis aRTqma?)<br />
saxidan kidev waiSleba lurji laqebi,<br />
magram ra vuyo im iaras, sulSi rom damrCa?!<br />
16 dekemberi, 2011 w.<br />
155
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
156<br />
***<br />
rad gangadide, gagaRmerTe anda didebis,<br />
anda didebis rad gimose gvirgviniT Tavi?<br />
an rad gikrife yvavilebi nairferebi,<br />
an rad gabnie varskvlavebi, cas rom wavarTvi?<br />
nuTu imisTvis, CemTvis suli ase getkina,<br />
gamogenaskva gulSi miznad Cemi dacema?!<br />
veRar vixseneb veRarafers im wuTis garda -<br />
Seni xeli rom Cems saxeze mZimed daeSva.<br />
mgoni, tkivilic ar migrZvnia imdenad mwared,<br />
ramdenad Cemi damcireba sxvaTa winaSe!<br />
Sen RmerTis tolo, siyvarulis sazRaur<br />
bolos<br />
mware Ralati da sxeulis gvema misagzle.<br />
16 dekemberi, 2011 w.
***<br />
Sen me verasdros damamxob, momklav,<br />
sxeuli didi araferia.<br />
mTavari Cemi sulia, kargo,<br />
suli - leqsebiT danaferia.<br />
Sen ki sworedac sulis kidemde<br />
verasdros moxval, ecado Tundac!<br />
dgaxar giWiravs sxeuli nazi,<br />
broliviT yeli xelSi da gudav.<br />
is ki ar ici, sulis gafrenac<br />
me rom veradros damamxobs mainc:<br />
Cemi suli xom Cemi leqsia,<br />
kiviliT rom kveTs aiss Tu daiss.<br />
Sen maSin unda TviT leqsi Cakla,<br />
TviT leqsi, azri, striqoni, riTma!<br />
Sen sisuleles sCadixar, magram<br />
SenTan Widilic raRacad Rirda.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
17 dekemberi, 2011 w.<br />
157
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
158<br />
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
Sen fizikurad Zlieri xar, me ki am suliT,<br />
am ideebiT, am leqsebiT, am naxatebiT.<br />
me yvelas gulSi patara da momcro bina maqvs,<br />
Sen ki ukvalod aRma daRma daexetebi.<br />
xar mxolod erTi ubadruki mokvdavTagani,<br />
romlis sicocxlec mis mzerasTan erTad<br />
Caqreba.<br />
Tumca mec Senebr mokvdavi var, mainc, Zvirfaso,<br />
Cemi sicocxle gaagrZelebs marad naTebas.<br />
garda amisa, roca ukve aRar viqnebiT,<br />
rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes, mainc iwame:<br />
me mTawmindaze vpoveb binas, myudro akldamas,<br />
Sen ki Senive mSobliuri soflis miwaze.<br />
18 dekemberi, 2011 w.
***<br />
modis ager viRac ucxo,<br />
Tavze gvirgvins madgams.<br />
Cemi kabac moitanes,<br />
saqorwilo kaba.<br />
mivixede-movixede,<br />
arsad Canxar, ara!<br />
netav, ratom memalebi,<br />
netav, axla sad xar.<br />
ager, ukve ucxo kaci<br />
wasayvanad micdis,<br />
me ki nabijs ver gadavgam,<br />
ver gavxdebi misi.<br />
Sens lodinSi sulSi mxolod<br />
es survili miTrTis:<br />
movkvde, vidre vatarebde<br />
sxvisi colis gvirgvins!<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
18 dekemberi, 2011 w.<br />
159
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
160<br />
***<br />
mowyenili var, o, saSinlad mowyenili var!<br />
nuTu, mowyena siamayis Selaxvas niSnavs,<br />
an sakuTari grZnobebis da dardis gamxela<br />
me sxvaTa TvalSi damcirebis mafarebs niRabs?!<br />
Tu gulwrfelobas aRar aqvs fasi mciredic,<br />
Tu adamians aRar ZaluZs grZnobebs miemxros<br />
da Tu tyuili, TvalTmaqcoba ganZia kacTa, -<br />
raRa azri aqvs maS cxovrebas, RmerTo Zliero!<br />
20 dekemberi, 2011 w.
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
ra ubadruki meCvenebi, ra ugunuri -<br />
Sen vinc me ase ganusjelad miyvardi erTdros!<br />
ra sibece da sitlanqea Sens saqcielSi,<br />
Sens, visac leqsis dedofalis trfiali gergo.<br />
ra uvicoba - Sens TviToeul naTqvam sityvaSi!<br />
oh, vaRiareb, siyvaruli marTlac brma ari!<br />
Tumca miyvardi, bolos mainc mivxvdi<br />
Secdomas<br />
da sinanuli axmaurda sulSi mgrgvinavi.<br />
. . .<br />
Sen ver SeZeli dafaseba im saCuqaris,<br />
gangebam mxolod Sen erTaderTs rom moganiWa!<br />
me ki vzeimob gamarjvebas dRes imis gamo,<br />
Sens monobas rom damaRwia Cemive niWma.<br />
20 dekemberi, 2011 w.<br />
161
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
162<br />
***<br />
vnebebis tyve var, grZnobebis mona,<br />
Tu miyvars, momwons - yovelTvis minda<br />
yurTan SegrZneba cxeli sunTqvisa...<br />
cxovreba mxolod alersiT Rirda!<br />
mxolod! da dResac vnebas mindobils<br />
cxeli sunTqvebis macilebs qari.<br />
vinc ki gamiRo alersiT kari -<br />
xeli aravis, aravis vkari.<br />
modiT, memTxvieT, SemomexvieT<br />
tanze pawawa cecxlis enebad.<br />
vnebebis tyve da alersis mona<br />
mxolod cxel sunTqvas Tu minebdeba.<br />
mxolod alersis - vnebiT avsilis<br />
da cxeli sunTqvis msurs viyo mona!<br />
an raRad minda maSin cxovreba,<br />
Tu cxelma sunTqvam ver damimona?!<br />
11 ianvari, 2012 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
me, Sen da vneba erTad viweqiT<br />
zRvis piras cxeli qvebis fardagze<br />
da mivdiodiT samive erTad<br />
(maRal grZnobebiT damwvar aRmarTze).<br />
cecxli ekida irgvliv samyaros,<br />
suni alersis sdioda miwas<br />
da yvela grZnobaze Zlieri qveynad<br />
Cvens Soris Tavad amuri iwva.<br />
mefliTeboda sxeuli kvnesad,<br />
sagulec gulebs veRar itevda.<br />
viweqiT samni cxel-cxel qvebze da<br />
alerss vfantavdiT qarSi sityvebad.<br />
dRes veferebiT erTmaneTs, xval ki...<br />
arc erTma viciT, xval ra iqneba.<br />
qveynad es aris yvelaze didi -<br />
SeZlo yvelaze didis migneba!<br />
11 ianvari, 2012 w.<br />
163
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
164<br />
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
vin ras miagnebs, ar vici,<br />
me ki kvlav SenTan movedi.<br />
viaroT unda orivem<br />
godebiT, neta, rodemdi.<br />
es mxolod siyvarulia, -<br />
raic me Sensken meZaxis.<br />
vyidi sakuTar Rirsebas,<br />
rogorc patara meZavi:<br />
Sen sul sxvas umzer ocnebiT,<br />
Cemi dardic ki ara gaqvs,<br />
misdevs sxvas, vrCebi qveyanas<br />
naocnebaris amara.<br />
da mainc, vin ras miagnebs,<br />
ar vici, me Sen mogagen,<br />
mogagen da sul mkidia -<br />
Cems siyvarulTan modave.<br />
11 ianvari, 2012 w.
***<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
yvelaferi sicruea qveynad,<br />
araferi aRar aris naRdi!<br />
sakuTar Tavs ase Zlier, albaT,<br />
arasodes, arasodes vgavdi.<br />
speqtaklia es cxovreba mxolod -<br />
pirze niRbiT moaruli gvami,<br />
furcels cremlad ase Zlier, albaT,<br />
arasodes, arasodes vaCndi:<br />
ZarRvSi sisxli gagveyina, mgoni,<br />
da gulebSi eSmakebi qrian!<br />
dRes Tu azrze ar movediT, xalxo,<br />
„xval iqneba ukve Zalze gvian“.<br />
11 ianvari, 2012 w.<br />
165
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
166<br />
***<br />
leqss vakowiweb xelis kankaliT,<br />
me SenTan erTad muzac Semomwyra.<br />
uerTgulesi da uRalato<br />
qveynad is mainc Tuki megona,<br />
ratomRac axla isic wavida,<br />
naTeli bneliT CamomaRama!<br />
ar vici, mainc ras ar mpatiobs -<br />
SenTan rom viyav, Tu rom aRar var?!<br />
12 ianvari, 2012 w.
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
mogoneba Seni<br />
sizmariviT damdevs.<br />
rom SemeZlos SenTvis<br />
Sxams davlevdi ramdens.<br />
ici? raRac bedad<br />
im dRes sizmrad gnaxe:<br />
gverdiT sul sxva gedga,<br />
maridebdi saxes...<br />
15 ianvari, 2012 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
167
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
168<br />
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
Ramea, wvims da saSinlad mciva,<br />
wvima garemos urcxvad asvelebs.<br />
meZineba da Tan ver viZineb,<br />
menatrebi da es ar masvenebs.<br />
msurs, axla gverdiT ggrZnobde sawolSi,<br />
Seni mkerdi ki baliSad medos,<br />
yurTan Sens sunTqvas vgrZnobde, tuCze ki -<br />
Seni tuCebis sanukvar gemos.<br />
1 Tebervali, 2012 w.
***<br />
fiala monatrebisa<br />
mTvarem amaRam Semasva,<br />
iqneb moxvide, Seadno<br />
Cemi sxeuli Sensasa.<br />
iqneb, damRalo kocnebiT,<br />
gaverTsxeuldeT orive.<br />
ra moxda, iseTs ras vizamT?<br />
erT lamaz Rames movigebT.<br />
gabede, modi, Seadne<br />
Cemi sxeuli Sensasa,<br />
didi xnis nanatrs, naferebs<br />
ocnebas frTebi SevasxaT.<br />
4 Tebervali, 2012 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
169
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
170<br />
***<br />
iqneb, rogorme Cemamde<br />
moxvide siTbod, alersad.<br />
guli natanji amboriT<br />
da siyvaruliT amivso.<br />
Semivso sicariele,<br />
boRmas ase rom aqezebs<br />
da damitovo ambori<br />
yelze, Tvalebze, bageze.<br />
iqneb, rogorme Cemamde<br />
mTvaresTan erTad moxvide,<br />
moxvide siyvarulad da<br />
alersiT Svebas momgvride.<br />
4 Tebervali, 2012 w.
***<br />
uazrod ikargeba raRac,<br />
raRac wminda da wrfeli -<br />
megobrobaze meti,<br />
siyvaruliviT mwveli.<br />
TiTqos siyvarulze cota,<br />
megobrobaze ki meti -<br />
uazrod gvekargeba raRac,<br />
raRac Tbili da wrfeli...<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
5 Tebervali, 2012 w.<br />
171
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
172<br />
***<br />
isev levan mumlaZes<br />
baTums Seni suni SerCenia,<br />
Seni valebi da sityva,<br />
qarsac Seni xma aqvs TiTqos -<br />
albaT, amitomac miyvars.<br />
wvima cremlebia Seni,<br />
mze - Rimili da siTbo<br />
da aq Sens siSores ver vgrZnob,<br />
isev gverdiT myavde TiTqos...<br />
20 aprili, 2012 w.
***<br />
l. mumlaZes<br />
daval mdidari SeniT<br />
da poeziiT kidev!<br />
ra damaviwyebs im dRes<br />
Tvali Sens Tvals rom vkide.<br />
iseTi elda meca,<br />
TiTqos damefSvna koka,<br />
TiTqos SemRima zecam -<br />
Tvali Sens Tvals rom movkar.<br />
ra damaviwyebs im dRes, -<br />
Tvali Sens Tvals rom vkide.<br />
daval mdidari SeniT<br />
da poeziiT kidev.<br />
10 maisi, 2012 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
173
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
174<br />
***<br />
momkla Senma lodinma,<br />
mclis sisxlisgan wuTebad.<br />
netav, sad xar aqamde,<br />
cotac da mimwuxrdeba.<br />
cotac da mze zRvisaken<br />
gauyveba bilikebs,<br />
Sen ki isev ar Canxar,<br />
dro dumilSi livlivebs...<br />
3 noemberi, 2012 w.
***<br />
isev l. mumlaZes<br />
mova da momaskdeba zvaviviT<br />
leqsi - monatrebis naSobi,<br />
axla gadidguldi, azvirTdi<br />
da kvlav ucxosaviT gamSordi.<br />
ukve meramdened momixure<br />
karebi gulisa Tu saxlis,<br />
me ki meramdened gexvewebi,<br />
imedi ar wamarTva xvalis...<br />
28 noemberi, 2012 w.<br />
sofio qistauri<br />
175
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
176<br />
sarCevi<br />
*** zecam TmebSi sveli mTvare Caiwna ...................................3<br />
*** aSari qari rtoebs waecekva ...............................................4<br />
nu waxvalT ....................................................................................5<br />
*** wuTiT gavyvebi sevdisfer „dalands“ ............................6<br />
mSoblebs .......................................................................................7<br />
*** axla Ramea da me var marto ................................................8<br />
axloblebs ....................................................................................9<br />
*** gadamixdian wiTel panaSvids ..........................................10<br />
*** tkivili fantavs daglejili fiqrebis grovas .........11<br />
Senc male albaT... .....................................................................12<br />
godeba ..........................................................................................13<br />
kvlavac Sen getrfi ..................................................................14<br />
*** saRamoa, vnebiT awvims minebs ..........................................16<br />
*** aha, moipara baci Semodgomac .........................................17<br />
me meZaxian... ................................................................................18<br />
me poeziis cecxliT viwvebi...................................................19<br />
im vardebs ...................................................................................20<br />
rogor dagwyevlo... .................................................................21<br />
*** cis horizontze kvlavac gamoCnda ..............................22
sofio qistauri<br />
*** mTebi danisluli nisliT ................................................23<br />
nuTu sulerTia .........................................................................24<br />
*** ucnauria, bunebac tiris .................................................25<br />
*** qariviT SemoiWeri .............................................................26<br />
kvlav SeniT mavsebs ..................................................................27<br />
da mainc... .....................................................................................28<br />
ver daiviwyeb ..............................................................................29<br />
*** axla sikvdili ise momwyurda .........................................30<br />
*** axla yvelaferi ise gviania .............................................31<br />
*** verxvis foTolTa Cumi Sriali ......................................32<br />
*** Wirisufali dRes aRara myavs ........................................33<br />
*** kvlav CamobrZanda saRamo nazi ......................................34<br />
*** suli TavisTavad gixmobs ................................................35<br />
*** kvlav amitirdnen sulSi grZnobebi ..............................36<br />
*** RmerTo, es Rame rogor damatyda .................................37<br />
*** wuxel TeTrad gavaTene Rame ..........................................38<br />
*** wuxel rogor ucnauri damesizmre ...............................39<br />
*** me CaviZire leqsebis zRvaSi ............................................40<br />
gamosaTxovari ...........................................................................41<br />
*** Rame urcxvad Caekona mTvares .......................................42<br />
*** CemTvis iseTi damRleli aris ........................................43<br />
*** dgas gazafxuli da enZelebic ........................................44<br />
*** ra lamazia cxovreba .........................................................45<br />
*** gareT qari daseirnobs laRad .......................................46<br />
*** mTvaris dalalze gagiJebuli ........................................47<br />
*** mainc sad gaqra bavSoba Cemi ...........................................48<br />
*** ra ucnauri zmaneba iyo ....................................................49<br />
177
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
*** mTvare dRes ise ucnauria... ............................................50<br />
arlis cis qveS ...........................................................................51<br />
*** gaiTanga guli .....................................................................52<br />
*** axla mTvaris sinazes ........................................................53<br />
*** gaicrica yvelaferi irgvliv .........................................54<br />
*** musika, musika, musika ........................................................55<br />
*** sxivebma aikrifes kalTa ..................................................56<br />
*** miyvarxar! - dacda svel bages ........................................57<br />
*** me gamaxsenda Seni Rimili ................................................58<br />
*** Savi Tvalebis eSxiT damwvari ........................................59<br />
*** msurs SenTan erTad gavlio wami ...................................60<br />
*** Ramea, CemSi mokvda sinaze ...............................................61<br />
*** saRamos, „roca daberavs qari“ .......................................62<br />
*** zed wamwamze amococda ....................................................63<br />
*** tanjvis cremlebi swydeba wamwamebs ............................64<br />
*** Sen moxval CemTan, SemomanaTeb .....................................65<br />
*** gamaxsendi da uceb daveWvdi ..........................................66<br />
*** ise miiwevs, guli trfobisken ........................................67<br />
*** Seni trfiali saswaulad darCeba CemSi ......................68<br />
*** Sens siTbos, alerss vigoneb TrTolviT ....................69<br />
*** gaizmoreba ferTa cialiT ..............................................70<br />
*** TiTqos satana Casaxlda sulSi......................................71<br />
*** moxvel, Semxede mwveli TvalebiT ................................72<br />
*** me maxsendeba Seni Rimili ................................................73<br />
*** Camosxdebian feriebi cis sasTumalze ........................74<br />
*** iyo dro, roca CemTan ar iyav .........................................75<br />
*** Sen waxvedi da uceb dabnelda ........................................76<br />
178
sofio qistauri<br />
*** vTvlidi, dagkarge da meSinoda .....................................77<br />
*** mTebze TeTri Tovli dawva .............................................78<br />
*** Cvens Soris imxela manZilia ...........................................79<br />
*** ukve wavida aprilic, martic ..........................................80<br />
*** CamoviRale dRes Senze fiqriT .....................................81<br />
*** damanatrula bedma Seni xma ............................................82<br />
*** Sen me leqsebad damRvare ................................................83<br />
*** Sen axla ukve aRar xar CemTan ........................................84<br />
*** acocebula caze .................................................................85<br />
*** iebiT xelSi gamoCndi velad ...........................................86<br />
*** Tu gamaxsenebs Tavs mogoneba ........................................87<br />
*** moedo yanas mzisferi cecxli ........................................88<br />
*** Cavikargebi Ramis dumilSi ..............................................89<br />
*** Seyvarebuli qalis ancobiT ...........................................90<br />
*** me momenatra Seni alersi .................................................91<br />
*** me gamaxsenda Seni ambori .................................................92<br />
*** lamisaa gamagiJos Senze fiqrma .....................................93<br />
*** Cemi tkivili arvis anaRvlebs ........................................94<br />
*** isev Rame gadaekra fanjrebs ..........................................95<br />
*** saRamos zRvidan dabera qarma .......................................96<br />
*** avyvebi wuTiT mzis ferad isrebs ..................................97<br />
*** gulSi tkivili ver davayuCe ...........................................98<br />
*** vdgavar, vixseneb als Seni bagis ....................................99<br />
*** Sen momenatre sizmarSi ucbad .....................................100<br />
*** Tumca waxvedi, Zvirfaso, magram .................................101<br />
*** im oTx wliani pauzis Semdeg .........................................102<br />
*** Sen Seni dinji, zviadi suliT .......................................103<br />
179
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
*** xanac mwarev, xanac tkbilo badago .............................104<br />
*** gadaRlils tanjviT arc ki megona .............................105<br />
*** Tavze madgeba viRacis landi .......................................106<br />
*** ise Zlierad momwyurdi axla ........................................107<br />
*** am gamefebul mdumar bneleTSi ...................................108<br />
*** mTvaresTan erTad miaxlovdebi ..................................109<br />
*** SemorCenili zamTrisgan Tovli ..................................110<br />
*** Sen siyvaruliT gadamigore ..........................................111<br />
*** Sen Cemi nazi, saTuTi kocnis .........................................112<br />
*** zamTari gaqra, gamozafxulda .....................................113<br />
*** ivliss veli mouTmenlad, ivliss veli... ..................114<br />
*** Sens ambors monatrebuli..............................................115<br />
*** caze aenTo cecxlad ciskari .......................................116<br />
*** mogoneba tkivilebiT mavsebs .......................................117<br />
*** mTeli cxovreba CemTvis, Zvirfaso ............................118<br />
*** daukiTxavad moxvedi CemTan .........................................119<br />
*** Tvalebi sulis anareklia ..............................................120<br />
*** leqsTa, riTmaTa koriantelSi ....................................121<br />
*** menaneba ganSoreba SenTan .............................................122<br />
*** menatrebi, sigiJemde menatrebi ...................................123<br />
*** guls moswolia nisli .....................................................124<br />
*** Sen Tu arasdros moxval ................................................125<br />
*** me movawydebi kvlav Sens karibWes ..............................126<br />
*** ukve mamali ayivlda sadRac .........................................127<br />
*** Sen gamirbodi, xels mkravdi ........................................128<br />
*** Sen usaSvelo tkivili gqvia ..........................................129<br />
*** leqsiT gavivli am wuTisofels ..................................130<br />
180
sofio qistauri<br />
*** gamoviqeci, rom kvlav mexila ......................................131<br />
*** Sen siyvarulSi leqsi gjobia .......................................132<br />
*** guSin daTroba mominda ..................................................133<br />
*** me araferi mqvia uSenod ................................................134<br />
*** ca Camoiqces lamis miwaze .............................................135<br />
*** TiTqos minda, rom raRaca giTxra ..............................136<br />
*** koWlobiT daval qveynis Saraze ..................................137<br />
*** Sen rom Tvals miefare ...................................................138<br />
*** neta, kiviliT Tu gahkveT sivrces ..............................139<br />
*** xval rom suleTSi gadavibargo ..................................140<br />
*** am qveynad mxolod Sen Tu mewade ................................141<br />
*** auxdeneli survili Tua .................................................142<br />
*** wuxelac Tavze fiqrad damTendi ................................143<br />
*** gvirilasaviT susti, naTeli ........................................144<br />
*** lamis gaskdes es guli ....................................................145<br />
*** maTrobelaa ese sofeli .................................................146<br />
*** ar arsebobda mteri, moyvare ........................................147<br />
*** mec aRar vici ra minda ....................................................148<br />
*** me vici, yvela sanTelSi Sen xar ...................................149<br />
*** Sens werils gamTbars Tbili sityvebiT ....................150<br />
*** varskvlavs fexqveS xaliCebad gadagifen .................151<br />
*** bulvar-bulvar, nabij-nabij .......................................152<br />
*** sulSi rCeba tkivili .......................................................153<br />
*** Sen Semogwire yvelaferi, rac ki gamaCnda ................154<br />
*** o, ra saSinlad Seimusra Sengan yoveli .....................155<br />
*** rad gangadide, gagaRmerTe anda didebis .................156<br />
*** Sen me verasdros damamxob, momklav ..........................157<br />
181
me, Sen da... leqsebi<br />
*** Sen fizikurad Zlieri xar, me ki am suliT ...............158<br />
*** modis ager viRac ucxo...................................................159<br />
*** mowyenili var, o, saSinlad mowyenili var! ..............160<br />
*** ra ubadruki meCvenebi, ra ugunuri ............................161<br />
*** vnebebis tyve var, grZnobebis mona .............................162<br />
*** me, Sen da vneba erTad viweqiT ......................................163<br />
*** vin ras miagnebs, ar vici .................................................164<br />
*** yvelaferi sicruea qveynad ..........................................165<br />
*** leqss vakowiweb xelis kankaliT .................................166<br />
*** mogoneba Seni .....................................................................167<br />
*** Ramea, wvims da saSinlad mciva .....................................168<br />
*** fiala monatrebisa ..........................................................169<br />
*** iqneb, rogorme Cemamde ...................................................170<br />
*** uazrod ikargeba raRac .................................................171<br />
*** baTums Seni suni SerCenia ..............................................172<br />
*** daval mdidari SeniT ......................................................173<br />
*** momkla Senma lodinma .....................................................174<br />
*** mova da momaskdeba zvaviviT .........................................175<br />
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