gamocdili maswavlebeli

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meore dRes marTlweris davalebis Sesrulebisas, roca erT-erTma moswavlem karls
samuSaos gadaweraze uari uTxra, karli gabrazda. is Tanaklasels cemiT daemuqra.
maswavlebelma karli isev saxlSi gagzavna, sadac darCenili dRe Tavis oTaxSi
gaatara. momdevno ori dRe karli kargad iqceoda. mesame dRes Tavisufali arCevanis
dros maswavlebelma SeamCnia, rom is gabrazebuli aginebda da uyviroda gogonas,
romelmac saTamaSo asawyobi naxati ar aTxova, radgan TviTon TamaSobda. maswavlebelma
isev mSvidad acnoba karls misive usaqcielobis Sesaxeb da isic, rom cudi
saqcieliT man saxlSi wasvla airCia. karli pirvelad daRonda, daiwyo tirili imis
gamo, rom ar undoda saxlSi wasvla. maswavlebelma isev mSvidad uTxra, rom `Tavad
gaakeTa arCevani~ da saxlSi unda wasuliyo.
rogorc ityvian, mesame da samarTalio _ maswavleblis Seupovrobam, moswavle daarwmuna,
rom mis cud saqciels ar moiTmendnen. amgvarad, karlma airCia sakuTari Tavis
kontroli da sxva moswavleebTan kargad moqceva.
am TavSi es, albaT, yvelaze mniSvnelovania. Sedegebis gatareba, roca saqcieli grZeldeba,
mizandasaxulobasa da simtkices moiTxovs. am simtkicis gareSe moswavleebi ar daijereben,
rom maswavlebeli seriozulad ekideba sakuTar molodins. kanteris azriT, wlis dasawyisSi
SemuSavebuli gegmebis Sesrulebas (im varaudiT, rom gyavT moswavle, romelsac aseTi mkacri
gegma sWirdeba) yuradRebiT daakvirdeba mTeli klasi da darwmundeba, rom rasac ambobT, imas
akeTebT. saswavlo wlis dasawyisSi araTanamimdevruloba da SemuSavebuli gegmis ugulebelyofa
disciplinis problemebis xSiri mizezia.
bavSvebma SeiZleba ar idardon, Tu gakveTilebis Semdeg erTxel datovebT, xandaxan
skolaSi ar miuSvebT an iSviaTad kuTxeSi daayenebT. magram cotaa iseTi moswavle,
romelic ar inaRvlebs Tu ecodineba, rom, cudi saqcielis arCevis SemTxvevaSi,
gakveTilebis Semdeg darCena yoveldRe (Tundac mTeli kviris ganmavlobaSi) mouwevs;
romelic ar inaRvlebs, Tu ecodineba, rom cudad moqcevis SemTxvevaSi skolaSi
ar miuSveben, Tundac es skolaSi ardaSvebis sam dRes niSnavdes; romelic ar inaRvlebs,
Tu ecodineba, rom cudi saqcielis gamo kuTxeSi daayeneben yovel jerze, Tundac
dReSi xuTjer.
amrigad, Tu TqvenTvis es namdvilad mniSvnelovania, bavSvebisTvisac namdvilad
mniSvnelovani iqneba. Tu mzad xarT gamoiyenoT nebismieri saWiro da Sesaferisi sa-
Sualeba bavSvebze gavlenis mosaxdenad da araswori saqcielis aRmosafxvrelad, isini
igrZnoben Tqvens mizandasaxulobas da izruneben im Sedegebis Tavidan acilebi-
sTvis, romelTa winaSec mudam aRmoCndebian, Tu arasworad moqcevas airCeven (Canter
1977, gv. 109-110).
Cven SegviZlia mivaRwioT TiTqmis nebismier saqciels, romlis miRwevac namdvilad gvsurs,
Tu mizandasaxulebi viqnebiT, radgan Cven Zalaufleba gvaqvs.
niSnavs Tu ara es imas, rom Tu gamudmebiT vaxorcielebT Sedegebs, saqcieli ueWvelad
Seicvleba? pirveli, SesaZlebelia Sedegi Tanamimdevrulad da gamudmebiT ganvaxorcieloT
da aranairi Sedegi ar gvqondes. es maSin xdeba, roca Sedegs sakmarisi gavlena ar aqvs an rogorRac
jildod iqceva bavSvisTvis. igive SeiZleba moxdes, Tu saqcieli gamowveulia fizikuri
mizeziT, ucodinrobiT an RirebulebaTa konfliqtiT. meore, kanteriseul scenarSi
Sedegis ganxorcieleba bevradaa dakavSirebuli mis warmatebasTan. maswavlebelma moswavle
ar daadanaSaula, ar gaakritika an ar daamcira; is mSvidad (magram swrafad) mivida masTan,
miuTiTa saqcielze (`Sen xeli hkari sols~) da ganaxorciela Sedegi (`Sen airCie saxlSi wasvla~).
man aRniSna, rom saxlSi wasvla iyo bavSvis arCevani am SemTxvevaSi, vinaidan man winaswar
icoda, rom solisaTvis xelis kvras es Sedegi mohyveboda. amrigad, maswavleblis reaqcia
brazi ki ar aris, aramed faqtebze damyarebuli simSvide. aseTi reagireba ufro advilia,