gogi aleqsi-mesxiSvili

cremliani saTvale
cixidan rom gamovida, samoTxidan gamoZevebuls hgavda.
roca ”suramis cixe” moskovSi umtkivneulod Caibares, gabrazebula,
cudi kino gadamiRiao, xolo roca 88 wlis gazafxulze,
parizSi, pompidus centrSi qarTuli filmebis festivalze
monawileobis ufleba misces, erTi baraqianad daamTqnara da
Tavis qurT mezobels, iura mgoians SesZaxa, gaixare, gaixare
biWo, fransuaza sagans gagacnobo (iura aSuRis rols Tama-
Sobs filmSi).
gacnobaze gamaxsenda. rogorc ki delegaciis Semadgenloba
dazustda, Cemi disertaciis oponentma, ira Zucevam maestros
uTxra, SenTan erTad, parizSi gvaxaria modis, is biWi, Sens
gamo rom cemes, ar ginda gagacnoo?
daumTqnarebia da swored maSin
uTqvams, Tu undaT, dauxociaT erTmaneTi
qarTvelebs, ra Cemi saqmeao.
ho, ase moxda, rom Svidkacian delegaciaSi
CamrTes. farajanovisgan gansxvavebiT,
davamTqnare ki ara, mas Semdeg,
rac es ambavi gavige, siarulis manerac
ki Semecvala... zamTarSi, roca pompidus
centris gamomcemloba daTanxmda qar-
Tuli kinosadmi miZRvnili wignis gamocemasa
da ”boburSi” asi qarTuli filmis
samTvian Cvenebaze, parizidan Setyobineba
miviRe. Semodgomaze safrangeTSi! siarulis
magivrad, frena daviwye. da ara
marto imitom, rom es iyo Cemi pirveli
gasvla ”kapitalistur” qveyanaSi (am sityvas, ”kapitalisturi”
yovelTvis brWyalebSi vsvam). mTavari mainc safrangeTi iyo _
”La douce France”, ”tkbili safrangeTi”, romelmac Cemi horoskopis
Tu frangulis somexi maswavleblis xelSewyobiT, Tavadac
samrekloze Semjdar mamlad maqcia. ho, ho, im mamlad,
jer xma rom aayola samreklos zarebs, mere ki, am yiyliyo-yiyliyoSi
mada mouvida da gadawyvita Tavad gamxdariyo xalxis
gamomRviZebel-gamomfxizlebeli.
es franguli mamali, qveynis simbolo, romelmac samyaros
mzis amosvla unda amcnos, pirvel rigSi mzis sistemis asociacias
qmnis. mzis garSemo trialze agebulia qveynis struqtura
da am xalxis mentalitetic. okeanis napirze gaSlili safrangeTi
vera da ver iqca ”mezRvaurebis qveynad”, rogorc, magaliTad,
didi britaneTi. safrangeTi centriskenaa mimarTuli.
aq yvela parizSi garbis. mTeli msoflio garbis parizSi.
Tavad parizia wertili, romlis garSemo dedamiwa ar
trialebs, magram is yvelaferi ki trialebs, rasac ”kultura”
hqvia.
kultura ki Tavadac samrekloze afofxebul mamals hgavs
_ uxeSad, uzrdelad, zogjer, ubralod, usindisod ereva
imis saqmeSi, vinc Seqmna es samyaro; ”me mainc SevZleb am
xalxis gakeTilSobilebas, mainc gavanaTeb wyvdiads, mainc
gadavaqcev dedamiwas samoTxis baRad!” _ aCemebuli aqvs am
franguli mamaliviT.
”adamiani _ bunebiT keTilia!” _ gvimtkicebda ruso. es Tqva da
Tanasworobis idealizaciac daiwyo. ”mamlis kulturam” Seqmna
sazogadoeba, romelic ar cnobs zeadamianebs (germanelebisgan
gansxvavebiT), romlisTvisac sococxle ufro mniSvnelovani da
faseulia, vidre yvelaferi, rac ”RrublebSi” xdeba; romelic
mzadaa sisxli daRvaros, giliotinaze gauSvas mteri, oRondac
”Zmobisa da Tanasworobis” idea rogorme SeinarCunos.
142 cxeli Sokoladi
ho, swored giliotina axsena sergo farajanovma, rogorc ki
parizSi dadga fexi.
”amaT piridan erTi hamburgeri rom gamoglijo, egreve revolucia
daiwyeba” _ es Tqva da isev sayvarel Temaze gadavida
_ moskovis maRaziebis dacarielebul vitrinebze daiwyo laparaki.
maestro cud xasiaTze iyo. moskovSi aSuRis rolis SemsruleblisTvis
sazRvargareTuli pasportis gacemaze
moulodnelad uari uTxres. arada, moskovamde mgzavrobisas
tvini gagviburRa _ naxavT, ra mouvaT frangebs, iuras
rom dainaxaveno... Cemi iura xom axali helmut bergeriao.
frangebi zomierebaze kargaven Wkuas.
farajanovs ki yvelaferi SeiZleba
daabralos kacma, zomierebis garda.
am gamousworebeli narcisis filmebSi
plastikuri simdidre, plastikuri sixarbe,
pirvel rigSi, `kulturuli xalxis~
gaRizianebas emsaxureba.
oxunjobda da franguli mamlisa ar iyos, yvelas yuradRebis
mipyrobas cdilobda. roca ar gamosdioda, iZulebuli
iyo, provokaciaze gadasuliyo.
moskovis aeroportidan sastumroSi mimaval gzaze, verafriT
Semoiyvana kontaqtSi taqsis mZRoli. xan parizze elaparaka,
Tavis megobrebze, fransuaza sagansa da iv sen loranze
uambo (trabaxobda, aeroportSi damxvdebiano), xan nina
andreeva aSayira (am andreevam ”pravdaSi” werili gamoaqveyna,
saTauriT ”Cems principebs ar davTmob”, romelSic gorbaCovis
winaaRmdeg gailaSqra. imxanad es statia ”perestroikaze”
Tavdasxmad aRiqves)... ara da ara. taqsis mZRoli xmas ar
iRebda. ukan mxolod maSin motrialda, roca farajanovma
uTxra, ver icani, biWo? manqanaSi yvelaze lamazi qali, lika
qavJaraZe giziso.
motrialda da daamTqnara.
maestro, cxadia, amas ver gadaitanda:
_ “Ты знаешь кто я? Я Сережа Параджанов! ”
_ ”Не знаю такого.”
aseTma pasuxma saerTod gaacofa.
”Я в тюрьме сидел. Знаешь за что? За мужеложство!”
amis mere mZRolma kidev erTxel gamoixeda ukan da ufro yuradRebiT
SegvaTvaliera. verafriT gaego, ratom vicinodiT.
_ ”axvaria. etyoba, ”lazurniT” gaivso muceli!” _ ganmarta
farajanovma.
”lazurni” _ gadamdnari yvelis saxelia. moskovis gastronomebis,
maT Soris yvelaze grandiozuli maRaziis, brolis
WaRebiT morTuli ”eliseevskis” vitrinebi swored am ”lazurniT”
iyo gaformebuli. ocdaaTkapikiani yvelis miniaturuli
kolofebisgan sxvadasxva saxis konstruqciebi aages _ piramidebi,
samkuTxedebi... 88 wels sabWoTa proletariati ”lazurnis”
Wamaze gadavida... umuSevari mawanwalasaviT pazoli