sxvanairi wigni, gzavniliT: `daberde axalgazrdad - Litsakhelebi.ge

martoobis gancda parizSi, elen laroSis mSvenier
saxlSi, mis baRSi, romliTac gangebam damasaCuqra.
“am jojoxeTis da bodvis gamo gTxov, sibereSi
baRi maCuqe, baRi, euli, rogorc me TviTon”, - es iyo
marina cvetaevas ocneba, romelsac aRsruleba ar
ewera. me ki ai, baRic marguna bedma. axla, am gazafxulze,
roca yvela yvavili erTdroulad yvavis, is
namdvil walkotad aris qceuli, da mec yoveli axali
kvirti sixaruliT mavsebs... da kidev, arseboba
erT momxibvlel qalaqSi, romlis yoveli ubani, yoveli
quCa, yoveli xidi yovel wuTas gTavazobs aRmoCenebs,
sadac aseTi cocxalia kulturuli cxovreba
Tavisi speqtaklebiT, gamofenebiT, filmebiT,
koncertebiT... da mainc, martooba, ucnauri arseboba
Svilebis gareSe, SviliSvilebis gareSe, namdvili
megobrebis gareSe, anu imaT gareSe, vinc Sen cxovrebas
Seadgens. arseboba uTbilisod, uyazbegisquCod,
uTavbolo, ganuWvreteli, areul-dareuli
politikis miRma, mudmiv stresSi myofi sazogadoebis
miRma, arseboba Seni miwis surnelis gareSe.
da martoobaSi gamZafrebuli fiqri - risTvis movediT
am qveynad, saidan movediT an saiT mivdivarT.
adamianis maradi miswrafeba - gaiazros, axsnas
da sityvierad Camoayalibos Tavisi arsebobis
saidumlo.
... me ki verafriT ver mipovnia
sityva, romelic axsnis yvelafers.
es oTar WilaZis striqonebia. Zieba arsis da misi
gamomxatveli sityvis, naTqvami poetis mier da amitomac
gulSi Camwvdomi. rogor vipovoT “sityva,
romelic axsnis yvelafers”?
am leqsSi aseTi striqonebic aris:
da rasac vxedav, pirvelad vxedav,
ar arsebobda TiTqos aqamde,
arc gza, romelic gvirabSi Sedis,
arc xe, romelic unda ayvavdes...
da kidev:
pirvelad iyo sityva
me ki davrwmundi, rom Seni xeli
Cems daRlil xelze SecdomiT ido,
SecdomiT ido da nela-nela
Tavis Secdomas xvdeboda TviTon...
sityvis Zala, an sityvis magia. qalis xeli, romelic
SecdomiT devs kacis daRlil xelze da romelic
TviTon xvdeba Tavis Secdomas. radganac yve-
laferi ukve iyo da dasrulda, radganac veRarafers
mosTxov vnebebs, “romlebmac yvela sasmisi Sesves”.
igive azri bloks sxva sityvebiT aqvs Tqmuli:
Bñå ýòî áûëî, áûëî, áûëî,
Câåðøèëñÿ äíåé êðóãîâîðîò,
Kàêàÿ ëîæü, êàêàÿ ñèëà,
Tåáå ïðîøåäøåå âåðí¸ò.
bavSvobidan ase iyo: uecrad romelime poeti SemoiWreboda
CemSi da raRac xniT mTel sulier sivrces
epatroneboda. bavSvobaSi es Cveni “literaturuli
wris” bavSvebis koleqtiuri gatacebebi iyo,
erT-erTi Cvengani aRmoaCenda romelime poets, da
mere yvelani ramdenime Tvis manZilze gareT da Sin,
erTad da cal-calke mas vkiTxulobdiT. ufro sworad,
ubralod vkiTxulobdiT ki ara, es poeti garkveuli
droiT Cveni arsebobis ganmsazRvreli xdeboda.
ase gvqonda erTi didi periodi - blokis, mere
- galaktionis, mere - sul axalgazrda, da amitom
CvenTvis aseTi axlobeli ana kalandaZis; mere,
TandaTan es gatacebebi ufro individualuri da
intimuri gaxda. uitmeni, Tagori, vaJa-fSavela, mere
- pasternaki, axmatova, ufro gvian - cvetaeva, mere
- verleni, bodleri, eluari. dRes SemiZlia vTqva,
rom es poetebi Cemi cxovrebis garkveul etapebs asaxiereben.
da ai, axla dadga axali etapi - apolineris! es frangi
poeti raRac gansakuTrebiT axlobeli gaxda CemTvis.
TiTqos is Cemi Tanamedrovea, Cemi toli da
Cem saTqmels ambobs, Tumca realurad, is 1918 wels,
38 wlis asakSi omSi miRebuli Wrilobisa da trepanaciis
mere dasustebuli, “ispankiT” gardaicvala.
poeti - novatori, romelmac pirvelma Semoitana
frangul poeziaSi verlibri da leqsi punqtuaciis
gareSe da romelsac Zegli perlaSezis sasaflaoze
pikasom daudga. vkiTxulob da vTargmni, vTargmni
da vkiTxulob... da rogorc sxva drosac momxdara
Targmnis dros, miCndeba arcTu Zalian mokrZalebuli
fiqri, rom am striqonebs ki ar vTargmni, aramed
TviTon vwer, rom es leqsebi sul ubralod CemSia
dabadebuli da xorcSesxmuli!
da ratom feTqav Sen gulo Cemo
viT naRvliani meTvalyure
me Tvals vadevneb Rames da sikvdils
“viT naRvliani meTvalyure me Tvals vadevneb Rames
da sikvdils”... es namdvilad Cemi dRevandelobis
gancdaa! an gaazreba siyvarulis, rogorc yov-
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