sxvanairi wigni, gzavniliT: `daberde axalgazrdad - Litsakhelebi.ge

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62 da Tvalwin damidga lunginebis saxli kalininis prospeqtze, sadac vCerdebodi moskovSi Casvlisas - maTi dauviwyari samzareulo, kuTxeSi midgmuli Zveleburi magidiT, romlis garSemo saaTobiT visxediT da vlaparakobdiT, da vkamaTobdiT, da varCevdiT yvelafers, risi garCevac SeiZleboda. es `samzareulos saubrebi~ SemdgomSi sabWoTa yofis yvelaze damaxasiaTebel niSnad iqna aRiarebuli. Cveni saubrebis umTavresi Tema mainc `samizdati” iyo - vin, sad da romel xelnawers gadaawyda, vin ra waikiTxa ukve; iyo xelnawerebis erTmaneTSi gacvla da Relva yovel axal aRmoCenasTan dakavSirebiT. da kidev - leqsebis kiTxva. sima, cnobili scenaristi, gaxmaurebuli scenarebis avtori da lila, ramdenime evropuli enis mcodne, `karlsonis” da “pepi grZeli windas” mTargmneli, es ori uniWieresi adamiani, romlebic yvelafers sinqronulad akeTebdnen, da yovelTvis ramiT iyvnen sinqronulad aRfrTovanebulni, Zalian amayobdnen imiT, rom me, qarTvelma, maTma stumarma da megobarma, zepirad vicodi pasternaki Tu cvetaeva, da yvela axali adamianis mosvlisas, rac maT stumarTmoyvare saxlSi TiTqmis yoveldRiurad xdeboda, orxmad da enTuziazmiT mTxovdnen, wamekiTxa romelime leqsi, Tu leqsebi, me ki araviTari Txovna ar mWirdeboda, vinaidan leqsebis kiTxva bavSvobidan Cemi udidesi gataceba iyo, msmenels ki verc ise iolad vpoulobdi. da ase iwyeboda es rituali - me vkiTxulobdi Cem sayvarel leqsebs, sima da lila Tavmomwoned Tvals adevnebdnen stumrebs, isinic - zogi namdvili interesiT da zogi zrdilobis gamo - ismendnen. xandaxan es SuaRamemde grZeldeboda. yvelaze did enTuziazms axmatovas “rekviemi” iwvevda, romelic maSin mxolod xelnawerebiT iyo gavrcelebuli. arkadi vaqsbergsac, cnobil Jurnalistsa da mwerals, yvela disidentis mxardamWersa da megobars, swored lunginebis samzareuloSi Sevxvedrivar... da ai, axla vzivar mis pirispir, parizSi, `qarTul saxlSi~, me ukve wakiTxuli maqvs misi statia, romelic Tqvenc SemogTavazeT, da amitom Cvens Soris Tavidanve ndobis ganwyoba isadgurebs. Cveni poziciebi ruseTSi mimdinare procesebis da saqarTvelosadmi damokidebulebis mimarT srulad emTxveva erTmaneTs. me es Zalian maxarebs, vinaidan didi xania, aRarc erT Zvel rus megobarTan aRar mqonia urTierToba. “Èíûõ óæ íåò, à òå - äàëå÷å”, rogorc ambobda cnobili rusi disidenti galiCi. vaqsbergi dRemde rusuli penklubis vice-prezidentia, aqvs mWidro urTierToba frangul penklubTan, da amasTan dakavSirebiT mimxels aseT gegmas - gazafxulze franguli penklubi apirebs mrgvali magidis Catarebas Temaze “qarTul-rusuli urTierTobebi”. maTi mizania, ilaparakon am urTierTob- ebze ara politikis, aramed kulturis WrilSi. apireben mwerlebis mowvevas ruseTidan (“maT Soris kidev arian naRdi adamianebi”, - meubneba vaqsbergi), saqarTvelodan, safrangeTidan da albaT evropis sxva qveynebidan. movilaparakeT, rom mec aqtiurad CaverTvebi am saintereso Canafiqris xorcSesxmaSi. `im” Cveni zRvis monatreba. ase mgonia, es zRvis Tvisebaa - raRac saSinlad, autanlad moganatros Tavi. kidev mgonia, rom araferi ar izidavs adamians ise, rogorc zRva. “Cemi gulia dRes es Savi zRva, Tavmidebuli aWaris kalTebs”, - ase ambobs galaktioni. “zRva iyo maSin iseTi wynari, rom arc ki maxsovs, iyo Tu ara”, - es tician tabiZea. es gancda mec xSirad mqonia, uyureb zRvas da gikvirs, is iseTi gayuCebuli da gamWvirvalea, ise naTlad Cans mis fskerze yoveli kenWi, rom Tvi- Ton TiTqos aRarc arsebobs da am moCvenebiTi ararsebobiT kidev ufro mimzidveli xdeba. uitmeni ase mimarTavda zRvas: Seni gulisTqma gavige da Seni var, zRvao, vici, Sen ar gsurs gabruneba, vidre Cem sxeuls ar Seexebi, wavideT erTad, me movdivar, Sors wamiyvane, momaSore am miwis landebs, rbilad damige logini da Seni Cumi xmiT damarwie, masxure zvirTi siyvarulisa da me mogizRav samagieros... qariSxlis Semdeg usasrulod mRelvare zRvao, Sen anavardeb, azuzuneb yvela qariSxals, liZava. qeTi da lado aleqsi-mesxiSvilebi

Sen TviTneba da saTuTo zRvao, da mec SenTan var, Senebr erTi da yvelaferi... CemSi SevigrZnob moqcevas da ukuqcevasac... da pasternaki? Ïðèåäàåòñÿ âñå. Ëèøü òåáå íå äàíî ïðèìåëüêàòüñÿ, Äíè ïðîõîäÿò, è ãîäû ïðîõîäÿò, è òûñÿ÷è, òûñÿ÷è ëåò... da kidev: Ïåðåäî ìíîþ âîëíû ìîðÿ, Èõ ìíîãî, èì íåìûñëèì ñ÷åò, Èõ òüìà, îíè øóìÿò â ìèíîðå, Ïðèïîé,êàê âàôëè, èõ ïå÷åò ... Ãóðòîì,ñâîðà÷èâàÿñü â òðóáêè, Âî âåñü ðàçãîí ìîåé òîñêè Êî ìíå áåãóò ìîè ïîñòóïêè, Èñïèòàííîãî ãðåá¸øêè... sxvaTa Soris, es sityvebi Cvens zRvas ekuTvnis, ufro konkretulad, qobuleTis zRvas... Òû â ãîñòÿõ ó äåòåé... pasternakma Seqmna es saocari poeturi saxe: zRva, mosuli stumrad bavSvebTan. rogori zusti da metyveli sityvebia! kidev maxsendeba cvetaeva, romelic acxadebda, rom ar uyvarda zRva da amave dros dawera aseTi striqonebi: vin iSva qvisgan da vin iSva qarisgan, me ki zRvas sicils gavatan, me yvelas vRalatob, me mqvia marina, me var zRvis qafi qaTqaTa. vinc iSva Tixisgan, vinc xorci aisxa, mas elis miwa da samare, meki zRvam momnaTla da sulSi Camisxa trfiali zecis kamaris... Tqvens kldovan zurgebs da muxlebs vexeTqebi da talRas sicils gavatan, vCndebi yovel wuTas TeTrad nafeTqebi, me var zRvis qafi qaTqaTa. (Targmani Cemia). radganac ar mesmis, rogor SeiZleba ar giyvardes zRva da amave dros Seni Tavi zRvis qaTqaTa qafad warmoidgino, amitom vuSveb aseT SesaZleblobas: giJmaJ marinas zRva xan uyvarda da xan sZulda da es striqonebi siyvarulis periodSi dawera. anaklia. Cemi pirveli filmis gadaRebebi. “Tavadis qali maia”. Tvaluwvdeneli qviSiani sanapiro. yovel dilas qviSaze CvenTvis mosawoni “naxatebis” gauTavebeli Zieba. levan paataSvilTan da koka ignatovTan erTad. liana asaTiani-Tavadis qali. misi momnusxveli silamaze. Cemi saxumaro “leqsi”: anaklias ra aklia? Cemi sevda. anaklias ra aklia? Cemi guli. anaklias ra aklia? siyvaruli. da, rac mTavaria, zRva, romelic novelis mTava- boris pasternaki marina cvetaeva

62<br />

da Tvalwin damidga lunginebis saxli kalininis<br />

prospeqtze, sadac vCerdebodi moskovSi Casvlisas<br />

- maTi dauviwyari samzareulo, kuTxeSi midgmuli<br />

Zveleburi magidiT, romlis garSemo saaTobiT visxediT<br />

da vlaparakobdiT, da vkamaTobdiT, da varCevdiT<br />

yvelafers, risi garCevac SeiZleboda. es<br />

`samzareulos saubrebi~ SemdgomSi sabWoTa yofis<br />

yvelaze damaxasiaTebel niSnad iqna aRiarebuli.<br />

Cveni saubrebis umTavresi Tema mainc `samizdati”<br />

iyo - vin, sad da romel xelnawers gadaawyda, vin<br />

ra waikiTxa ukve; iyo xelnawerebis erTmaneTSi gacvla<br />

da Relva yovel axal aRmoCenasTan dakavSirebiT.<br />

da kidev - leqsebis kiTxva. sima, cnobili<br />

scenaristi, gaxmaurebuli scenarebis avtori da<br />

lila, ramdenime evropuli enis mcodne, `karlsonis”<br />

da “pepi grZeli windas” mTargmneli, es ori uniWieresi<br />

adamiani, romlebic yvelafers sinqronulad<br />

akeTebdnen, da yovelTvis ramiT iyvnen sinqronulad<br />

aRfrTovanebulni, Zalian amayobdnen imiT,<br />

rom me, qarTvelma, maTma stumarma da megobarma,<br />

zepirad vicodi pasternaki Tu cvetaeva, da yvela<br />

axali adamianis mosvlisas, rac maT stumarTmoyvare<br />

saxlSi TiTqmis yoveldRiurad xdeboda,<br />

orxmad da enTuziazmiT mTxovdnen, wamekiTxa romelime<br />

leqsi, Tu leqsebi, me ki araviTari Txovna<br />

ar mWirdeboda, vinaidan leqsebis kiTxva bavSvobidan<br />

Cemi udidesi gataceba iyo, msmenels ki verc<br />

ise iolad vpoulobdi. da ase iwyeboda es rituali<br />

- me vkiTxulobdi Cem sayvarel leqsebs, sima da lila<br />

Tavmomwoned Tvals adevnebdnen stumrebs, isinic<br />

- zogi namdvili interesiT da zogi zrdilobis<br />

gamo - ismendnen. xandaxan es SuaRamemde grZeldeboda.<br />

yvelaze did enTuziazms axmatovas “rekviemi”<br />

iwvevda, romelic maSin mxolod xelnawerebiT<br />

iyo gavrcelebuli. arkadi vaqsbergsac, cnobil<br />

Jurnalistsa da mwerals, yvela disidentis mxardamWersa<br />

da megobars, swored lunginebis samzareuloSi<br />

Sevxvedrivar...<br />

da ai, axla vzivar mis pirispir, parizSi, `qarTul<br />

saxlSi~, me ukve wakiTxuli maqvs misi statia, romelic<br />

Tqvenc SemogTavazeT, da amitom Cvens Soris<br />

Tavidanve ndobis ganwyoba isadgurebs. Cveni poziciebi<br />

ruseTSi mimdinare procesebis da saqarTvelosadmi<br />

damokidebulebis mimarT srulad emTxveva<br />

erTmaneTs. me es Zalian maxarebs, vinaidan didi<br />

xania, aRarc erT Zvel rus megobarTan aRar mqonia<br />

urTierToba. “Èíûõ óæ íåò, à òå - äàëå÷å”, rogorc<br />

ambobda cnobili rusi disidenti galiCi.<br />

vaqsbergi dRemde rusuli penklubis vice-prezidentia,<br />

aqvs mWidro urTierToba frangul penklubTan,<br />

da amasTan dakavSirebiT mimxels aseT <strong>ge</strong>gmas -<br />

gazafxulze franguli penklubi apirebs mrgvali<br />

magidis Catarebas Temaze “qarTul-rusuli urTierTobebi”.<br />

maTi mizania, ilaparakon am urTierTob-<br />

ebze ara politikis, aramed kulturis WrilSi. apireben<br />

mwerlebis mowvevas ruseTidan (“maT Soris kidev<br />

arian naRdi adamianebi”, - meubneba vaqsbergi),<br />

saqarTvelodan, safran<strong>ge</strong>Tidan da albaT evropis<br />

sxva qveynebidan. movilaparakeT, rom mec aqtiurad<br />

CaverTvebi am saintereso Canafiqris xorcSesxmaSi.<br />

`im” Cveni zRvis monatreba.<br />

ase mgonia, es zRvis Tvisebaa - raRac saSinlad, autanlad<br />

moganatros Tavi. kidev mgonia, rom araferi<br />

ar izidavs adamians ise, rogorc zRva. “Cemi gulia<br />

dRes es Savi zRva, Tavmidebuli aWaris kalTebs”,<br />

- ase ambobs galaktioni. “zRva iyo maSin iseTi<br />

wynari, rom arc ki maxsovs, iyo Tu ara”, - es tician<br />

tabiZea. es gancda mec xSirad mqonia, uyureb zRvas<br />

da gikvirs, is iseTi gayuCebuli da gamWvirvalea,<br />

ise naTlad Cans mis fskerze yoveli kenWi, rom Tvi-<br />

Ton TiTqos aRarc arsebobs da am moCvenebiTi ararsebobiT<br />

kidev ufro mimzidveli xdeba. uitmeni<br />

ase mimarTavda zRvas:<br />

Seni gulisTqma gavi<strong>ge</strong> da Seni var, zRvao,<br />

vici, Sen ar gsurs gabruneba,<br />

vidre Cem sxeuls ar Seexebi,<br />

wavideT erTad, me movdivar,<br />

Sors wamiyvane, momaSore am miwis landebs,<br />

rbilad dami<strong>ge</strong> logini da Seni Cumi xmiT<br />

damarwie,<br />

masxure zvirTi siyvarulisa da me mogizRav<br />

samagieros...<br />

qariSxlis Semdeg usasrulod mRelvare zRvao,<br />

Sen anavardeb, azuzuneb yvela qariSxals,<br />

liZava. qeTi da lado aleqsi-mesxiSvilebi

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