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112 oRond Cvens ganaxlebul megobrobaSi misTvis Cveuli gznebiT da siTboTi CaerTo inga da yazbegis quCa nomer 17-Si aRdga is raRac, rac mxolod bavSvobaSi erTad gancdiliT SeiZleba iyos ganpirobebuli da rasac, albaT, sulTa erToba hqvia. da ai, rezis bolo xati Cems aRqmaSi: wignebSi Cafluli, sawer magidasTan an savarZelSi Camjdari, Semodgomidan moyolebuli gvian gazafxulamde - raRac ucnaurad CaTbiluli, aucilebeli Tbili `bezrukavkiT~ (es xom sayovelTaod cnobilia, ra panikurad eSinia gacivebis), da Tavaziani, Tavaziani, raRac Zvelmodurad Tavaziani... da Cven isev vlaparakobT, vlaparakobT, rogorc maSin, bavSvobaSi, xandaxan vkamaTobT kidec, magram bavSvobisgan gansxvavebiT, Zalian rbilad, sxvisi azris pativiscemiT, me mas xandaxan retrograds ve- Zaxi, es, cxadia, mis yofiT ` principebs~ exeba, is iRimeba da ar uarobs, da me maocebs, ramdeni rame icis rezim da ra saintereso da Taviseburi azrebi aqvs yvelaferze... kidev Tvalwin midgas, rogor ubrwyinavs Tvalebi, rodesac misi Svilis - sandros axlad gamocemul wigns maCvenebs da ra TavSekavebulia Tavis bunebriv siamayeSi. da kidev, da iqneb, yvelaze metad, vixseneb, rogori mzrunveli da Tbili iyo ingas mimarT, rodesac mas ukurnebeli seni Seeyara, Tumca, cxadia, am zrunvasac misTvis Cveuli Rirseuli TavSekavebiT amJRavnebda. naRdi kaci. iseve, rogorc yvela bunebiT mdidari adamiani, rezic paradoqsebisgan Sedgeboda, anu Tavis TavSi TiTqos erTmaneTis gamomricxav Tvisebebs aerTianebda: ukiduresad zrdilobiani da amave dros Seuvali, uxeSobamde Seupovari Tavisi, didi Tu patara principebis dacvisas; arsebiTad martosuli, sakuTar TavSi Caketili, gulCaTxrobili kaci da lxinis, sufris, megobrebTan erTad drostarebis uzomod moyvaruli. `bi- Wuri sufra, biWuri qeifi, romelsac ukve gauge gemo da Sens sicocxleSi veRar Seelevi: Rvino, Savi puri, cotaodeni yveli da Zmobis fici gaciskrebamde~... - aseTia misi siyvarulis axsna biWuri, Semdeg ki kacuri sufrisadmi. vinmes rom ekiTxa CemTvis, rogor mgonia, raze fiqrobda rezi dReniadag, me ase vupasuxebdi: qarTul sulierebaze, mis mSvenierebaze. da rom es mSveniereba dafaruli ar darCeniliyo sxvebisTvis. misi mizani - qarTuli sulierebis ara mowyvetiT, aramed saerTo konteqstSi danaxva iyo, rac me Zalian mniSvnelovnad me- Cveneba dRevandeli saqarTvelosTvis. literaturis istoriasac ase ganixilavda, rogorc sulis istorias. swored amitom aris misi wigni `qarTuli literaturis istoria~ aseTi Taviseburi da amaRelvebeli. am sulierebidan rezis yvelaze metad qarTvelTaTvis damaxasiaTebeli `arsebobis sixaruli” xiblavs. misi azriT, rusTavelis mTeli poemac am gancdiT aris gamsWvaluli. `renesansuli mzeriT danaxuli xiluli qveyniereba, RvTaebrivi naTeliT Suqfenili, sadac adamianic am naTelis matarebelia... sofeli da zesTasofeli ganuyofel, harmoniul mTlianobad aris danaxuli,~ - vkiTxulobT wignSi. da am harmoniis mere - erovnuli katastrofa. rogorc pirad, gausaZlis tkivils, ise ganicdida `saqarTvelos istoriis im sazarel texils, monRol- Ta SemoWras rom mohyva”. am Semzarav movlenas ori saukuniT adre dawerili, Tamar mefis mematianes sityvebiT gadmoscemda: `dReman iwyo midrekad da mzemad - dasvlad da haerman sxva ferad uferuloba da ciskarsa dRisasa zeda iwyes Semosad bnelTa RrubelTa. icvala feri qarTvelTa mxiarulebisa”. vfiqrob, es namdvili mxatvruli mignebaa - monRol- Ta Semosevas Tamar mefis sikvdilze Tqmuli es marTlac mSvenieri sityvebi miusadago! `dReman iwyo midrekad da mzeman - dasvlad”... mas Tan sdevda mudmivi wuxili unaTesao erze - obol erze. awuxebda qarTvelTa `saarako daudevroba”. Tavis Tavs romelime Tvalsazrisis - vTqvaT, qarTuli anbanis warmomavlobis Sesaxeb - `Tavgadaklul momxres~ uwodebda. me yovelTvis momwonda rezis es principuli subieqtivizmi filosofiis, literaturis, religiis problemebis kvlevisas. `esa Tu is filosofosi an gxiblavs, giyvars, an ara”, - wers rezi. ase, magaliTad, mas ar uyvarda aristotele da uyvarda platoni! da me mgonia, rom mecnierul kvlevaSi grZnobis amgvari CarTva mkvlevaris niWierebis gamosxivebaa da TviT kvlevas mxatvrul qsovilTan aaxlovebs, Tu, ra Tqma unda, is amave dros namdvilad Rrma da seriozulia. ar vici, es riTi aixsneba, magram Cven bavSvobidanve bevrs vfiqrobdiT sikvdilze. maSin universitetis studentebi viyaviT. me TavdaviwyebiT vTargmnidi Tagors, - im dros Tagori Cveni saerTo gataceba iyo. erTi saRamo maxsovs, rezi ijda CemTan d aim dReebSi Targmnils Cahkirkitebda. me vigrZeni, mas gansakuTrebiT is leqsebi ainteresebda, sadac sikvdilze iyo saubari. es vuTxari rezis, daufiqreblad. is ki ise aRelda, TiTqos me Cemi replikiT misi Rrmad dafaruli saidumlo gavamJRavne. mere darcxveniT Tqva, Turme misTvis Zalian axlobeli iyo sikvdilis Tagoriseuli aRqma. amas rom ambobda, is imdenad gulwrfeli da bunebrivi iyo, me kamaTis survilic ar gamiCnda. magram, marTali giTxraT, dRemde mikvirs, ratom an saidan aRiqvamda 18 wlis qarTveli biWi, sabWoTa saqrTvelos mkvidri, sikvdils indoeli filosofosisa da poetis msgavsad? gayris Jami, romelic sikvdili ki ar aris, aramed `mSvenieri dasasruli”. dRes gamiCnda survili Cvengan zesTasofelSi gadasaxlebul Cems megobars es leqsi gavaxseno: iyuCe, gulo, de geamos es gayris Jami, de, mas sikvdili ki ar erqvas, aramed bolo, de, siyvaruli gadaiqces mogonebad, tanjva-simRerad. de, cis TavanSi laRi frena dasruldebodes Cum budeSi frTebis dakecviT, o, mSveniero dasasrulo, Sesdeqi wamiT da bolo sityva Tqvi siCumeSi. me Tavs vxri Sens win da lampari miWiravs maRla, rom gaginaTo gza.

sergo farajanovi, serJika, rogorc mas Tbiliseli megobrebi veZaxdiT, didi damdgmeli reJisori, da marto filmebis ki ara, aramed mTeli Tavisi cxovrebisa. is Txzavda am cxovrebas da arsebobda masSi, exeTqeboda napiridan napirs, itanjeboda da netarebda. dgamda speqtaklebs, yovel- Tvis da yvelgan, gadaRebis moedanze, Tu yoveld- RiurobaSi, TavisTan saxlSi Tu quCaSi, Tu kinostudis ezoSi, yvelgan, sadac poulobda mayurebels. erTxel masTan stumrad viyaviT, kievSi, is gatacebiT gvaCvenebda qalaqs, romelic uyvarda, vxetialobdiT ucnob quCebSi - serJika, msaxiobi Tea gabunia da me; uecrad is gaCerda qvis uzarmazar TasTan, romelic amSvenebda patara moedans, me fotoaparati momaCeCa, Teas aiZula xelebi SemoeWdo TasisTvis, TviTon daimala postamentis ukan, Tavi ki Tasze Semodo da maniSna gadaiReo. da gamovida raRac saocreba - Tanamedrove kievis fonze mSvenier salomeas xelT upyria Tasi, romelzec ganisvenebs ioqanaanis mokveTili Tavi! da am dadgmas sul xuTiode wuTi dasWirda. TamaSi, provokacia, epataJi misi stiqia iyo. sakvirveli TanmimdevrobiT Tavs itexda ama qveynis ZlierTa risxvas. iyo periodi, mis pirvel dapatimrebamde, roca is praqtikulad yoveldRe ugza- farajanovi vnida depeSebs saxkinos Tavmjdomares - romanovs, daaxlovebiT aseTi Sinaarsisas: vkvdebi SimSiliT, moviklav Tavs, Tu dauyovnebliv ar gadamaRebinebT films da a. S. Cinovnikebs goneba ekargebodaT, - depeSebi marTlac yoveldRe misdiodaT, - mis- Tvis ki esec TamaSi iyo, romelic amave dros namdvili sasowarkveTidan momdinareobda, - gadaRebis uflebas ar aZlevdnen da arsebobis saxsaric ar gaaCnda, magram is am situaciaSic erToboda, nomenklaturas ki ar esmoda da ivseboda siZulviliT. me mgonia, rom swored es SeuTavsebloba iyo misi daWerebis namdvili mizezi. imitom, rom is ar iyo disidenti. politikis mimarT sruliad gulgrili iyo, mis filmebs ar amZimebda politikuri qveteqstebi, magram misi kadrebis daucxromel silamazeSi imaleboda sulis iseTi SeuzRudavi Tavisufleba, romelic ukve Tavisi arsebobiT uaryofda totalitaruli reJimis arsebobis faqts. re- Jimis warmomadgenlebi mSvenivrad grZnobdnen am safrTxes da amitom mas drodadro Tavs ukravdnen xolme cixeSi sxvadasxva yofiTi braldebebiT. ase, meored is daapatimres TbilisSi dabrunebis mere, is ki am dros ukve xanSi Sesuli iyo da janmrTelobac Seryeuli hqonda. Cven, mis megobar re- Jisorebs gvesmoda, rom situacia dramatul xasi- 113

112<br />

oRond Cvens ganaxlebul megobrobaSi misTvis Cveuli<br />

gznebiT da siTboTi CaerTo inga da yazbegis quCa nomer<br />

17-Si aRdga is raRac, rac mxolod bavSvobaSi erTad<br />

gancdiliT SeiZleba iyos ganpirobebuli da rasac, albaT,<br />

sulTa erToba hqvia.<br />

da ai, rezis bolo xati Cems aRqmaSi: wignebSi Cafluli,<br />

sawer magidasTan an savarZelSi Camjdari, Semodgomidan<br />

moyolebuli gvian gazafxulamde - raRac ucnaurad<br />

CaTbiluli, aucilebeli Tbili `bezrukavkiT~<br />

(es xom sayovelTaod cnobilia, ra panikurad eSinia gacivebis),<br />

da Tavaziani, Tavaziani, raRac Zvelmodurad<br />

Tavaziani... da Cven isev vlaparakobT, vlaparakobT,<br />

rogorc maSin, bavSvobaSi, xandaxan vkamaTobT kidec,<br />

magram bavSvobisgan gansxvavebiT, Zalian rbilad, sxvisi<br />

azris pativiscemiT, me mas xandaxan retrograds ve-<br />

Zaxi, es, cxadia, mis yofiT ` principebs~ exeba, is iRimeba<br />

da ar uarobs, da me maocebs, ramdeni rame icis rezim<br />

da ra saintereso da Taviseburi azrebi aqvs yvelaferze...<br />

kidev Tvalwin midgas, rogor ubrwyinavs Tvalebi,<br />

rodesac misi Svilis - sandros axlad gamocemul<br />

wigns maCvenebs da ra TavSekavebulia Tavis bunebriv<br />

siamayeSi. da kidev, da iqneb, yvelaze metad, vixseneb,<br />

rogori mzrunveli da Tbili iyo ingas mimarT,<br />

rodesac mas ukurnebeli seni Seeyara, Tumca, cxadia,<br />

am zrunvasac misTvis Cveuli Rirseuli TavSekavebiT<br />

amJRavnebda.<br />

naRdi kaci.<br />

iseve, rogorc yvela bunebiT mdidari adamiani, rezic<br />

paradoqsebisgan Sed<strong>ge</strong>boda, anu Tavis TavSi TiTqos<br />

erTmaneTis gamomricxav Tvisebebs aerTianebda:<br />

ukiduresad zrdilobiani da amave dros Seuvali, uxeSobamde<br />

Seupovari Tavisi, didi Tu patara principebis<br />

dacvisas; arsebiTad martosuli, sakuTar TavSi Caketili,<br />

gulCaTxrobili kaci da lxinis, sufris, megobrebTan<br />

erTad drostarebis uzomod moyvaruli. `bi-<br />

Wuri sufra, biWuri qeifi, romelsac ukve gau<strong>ge</strong> <strong>ge</strong>mo<br />

da Sens sicocxleSi veRar Seelevi: Rvino, Savi puri,<br />

cotaodeni yveli da Zmobis fici gaciskrebamde~... - aseTia<br />

misi siyvarulis axsna biWuri, Semdeg ki kacuri<br />

sufrisadmi.<br />

vinmes rom ekiTxa CemTvis, rogor mgonia, raze fiqrobda<br />

rezi dReniadag, me ase vupasuxebdi: qarTul sulierebaze,<br />

mis mSvenierebaze. da rom es mSveniereba dafaruli<br />

ar darCeniliyo sxvebisTvis. misi mizani - qarTuli<br />

sulierebis ara mowyvetiT, aramed saerTo konteqstSi<br />

danaxva iyo, rac me Zalian mniSvnelovnad me-<br />

Cveneba dRevandeli saqarTvelosTvis. literaturis<br />

istoriasac ase ganixilavda, rogorc sulis istorias.<br />

swored amitom aris misi <strong>wigni</strong> `qarTuli literaturis<br />

istoria~ aseTi Taviseburi da amaRelvebeli.<br />

am sulierebidan rezis yvelaze metad qarTvelTaTvis<br />

damaxasiaTebeli `arsebobis sixaruli” xiblavs. misi<br />

azriT, rusTavelis mTeli poemac am gancdiT aris<br />

gamsWvaluli. `renesansuli mzeriT danaxuli xiluli<br />

qveyniereba, RvTaebrivi naTeliT Suqfenili, sadac adamianic<br />

am naTelis matarebelia... sofeli da zesTasofeli<br />

ganuyofel, harmoniul mTlianobad aris danaxuli,~<br />

- vkiTxulobT wignSi.<br />

da am harmoniis mere - erovnuli katastrofa.<br />

rogorc pirad, gausaZlis tkivils, ise ganicdida<br />

`saqarTvelos istoriis im sazarel texils, monRol-<br />

Ta SemoWras rom mohyva”. am Semzarav movlenas ori saukuniT<br />

adre dawerili, Tamar mefis mematianes sityvebiT<br />

gadmoscemda: `dReman iwyo midrekad da mzemad -<br />

dasvlad da haerman sxva ferad uferuloba da ciskarsa<br />

dRisasa zeda iwyes Semosad bnelTa RrubelTa. icvala<br />

feri qarTvelTa mxiarulebisa”.<br />

vfiqrob, es namdvili mxatvruli mignebaa - monRol-<br />

Ta Semosevas Tamar mefis sikvdilze Tqmuli es marTlac<br />

mSvenieri sityvebi miusadago! `dReman iwyo midrekad<br />

da mzeman - dasvlad”...<br />

mas Tan sdevda mudmivi wuxili unaTesao erze - obol<br />

erze. awuxebda qarTvelTa `saarako daudevroba”.<br />

Tavis Tavs romelime Tvalsazrisis - vTqvaT, qarTuli<br />

anbanis warmomavlobis Sesaxeb - `Tavgadaklul momxres~<br />

uwodebda. me yovelTvis momwonda rezis es principuli<br />

subieqtivizmi filosofiis, literaturis, religiis<br />

problemebis kvlevisas. `esa Tu is filosofosi<br />

an gxiblavs, giyvars, an ara”, - wers rezi. ase, magaliTad,<br />

mas ar uyvarda aristotele da uyvarda platoni!<br />

da me mgonia, rom mecnierul kvlevaSi grZnobis amgvari<br />

CarTva mkvlevaris niWierebis gamosxivebaa da<br />

TviT kvlevas mxatvrul qsovilTan aaxlovebs, Tu,<br />

ra Tqma unda, is amave dros namdvilad Rrma da<br />

seriozulia.<br />

ar vici, es riTi aixsneba, magram Cven bavSvobidanve<br />

bevrs vfiqrobdiT sikvdilze. maSin universitetis studentebi<br />

viyaviT. me TavdaviwyebiT vTargmnidi Tagors,<br />

- im dros Tagori Cveni saerTo gataceba iyo. erTi<br />

saRamo maxsovs, rezi ijda CemTan d aim dReebSi Targmnils<br />

Cahkirkitebda. me vigrZeni, mas gansakuTrebiT<br />

is leqsebi ainteresebda, sadac sikvdilze iyo saubari.<br />

es vuTxari rezis, daufiqreblad. is ki ise aRelda,<br />

TiTqos me Cemi replikiT misi Rrmad dafaruli saidumlo<br />

gavamJRavne. mere darcxveniT Tqva, Turme misTvis<br />

Zalian axlobeli iyo sikvdilis Tagoriseuli aRqma.<br />

amas rom ambobda, is imdenad gulwrfeli da bunebrivi<br />

iyo, me kamaTis survilic ar gamiCnda. magram, marTali<br />

giTxraT, dRemde mikvirs, ratom an saidan aRiqvamda<br />

18 wlis qarTveli biWi, sabWoTa saqrTvelos<br />

mkvidri, sikvdils indoeli filosofosisa da poetis<br />

msgavsad? gayris Jami, romelic sikvdili ki ar aris,<br />

aramed `mSvenieri dasasruli”.<br />

dRes gamiCnda survili Cvengan zesTasofelSi gadasaxlebul<br />

Cems megobars es leqsi gavaxseno:<br />

iyuCe, gulo, de <strong>ge</strong>amos es gayris Jami,<br />

de, mas sikvdili ki ar erqvas, aramed bolo,<br />

de, siyvaruli gadaiqces mogonebad,<br />

tanjva-simRerad.<br />

de, cis TavanSi laRi frena dasruldebodes<br />

Cum budeSi frTebis dakecviT,<br />

o, mSveniero dasasrulo, Sesdeqi wamiT<br />

da bolo sityva Tqvi siCumeSi.<br />

me Tavs vxri Sens win da lampari miWiravs maRla,<br />

rom gaginaTo gza.

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