sxvanairi wigni, gzavniliT: `daberde axalgazrdad - Litsakhelebi.ge

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110 goderZi Coxeli goderZi... kidev erTi samudamo tkivili CemTvis... me is gudamayris kldis natexi megona, is ki imave xeobis balaxis Reri iyo Turme. goderZi – vaJa fSavelas deka Tu Rvia... cxovrebis qariSxlebs ver gauZlo, gulma ver gauZlo... raRacam, risi dasaxelebac Zalian Znelia, waaqcia da waleka. ra iyo is raRac? politikuri Tu socialuri kataklizmebi yvelas dagvatyda Tavs, magram is mTis miamiti Svili iyo da sxvebze metad daibna. ver gaigo, am misTvis saocnebo damoukidebel saqarTveloSi ratom daiyo uceb sazogadoeba mtrebad da moyvareebad, ratom gabatonda irgvliv siZulvili, - arc esmoda, rogor unda sZuleboda vinme – es vinme xom, misi gagebiT, `moyvasi” iyo, - kinos gadaRebac miuwvdomeli gaxda, mujlugunebiT gzis gakvlevac ar SeeZlo. amas, albaT, adamianTa gulgrilobac daemata. ase, nelnela, Tavi gariyulad igrZno da martoobaSi da uimedobaSi CaiZira. da gulic gaskda. amoiZirkva deka Tu Rvia. is movida Teatralur institutSi pirdapir gudamayris xeobidan, Tavisi Coxidan, - rac kargebi varT, sul Coxlebi varTo, ambobda siciliT, - patara gamxdari biWi, romelic srulebiT ar hgavda stereotipul mTiels da maSinve miipyro Cemi yuradReba Tavisi araaxalgazrdulad dakvirvebuli mzeriT, sxvebisgan ganc- alkevebisa da siCumisadmi midrekilebiT da, rac mTavaria, weris RvTiT momadlebuli niWiT. es me maSin vigrZeni, roca Cemi davalebiT - pirveli kursis studentma – Tavisi pirveli moTxroba dawera xevsuruli soflis – anatoriis tragikuli bedis Sesaxeb. ukve maSin, am aSkarad gamoucdeli xeliT nawerSi, sityvis iseTi Zala igrZnoboda, warmosaxvis iseTi unari, rom me uceb suli SemexuTa, radganac mivxvdi - am morcxvi da Taviseburad faqizi mTielis saxiT saqarTvelos WeSmariti mwerali moevlina! goderZi mesame kursze iyo, roca misi sakurso filmi `adgilis deda” oberhauzenis moklemetraJiani filmebis saerTaSoriso festivalze miiwvies mTavar konkursSi. es ukve TavisTavad iyo warmateba – studenturi filmis monawileoba erTerT yvelaze prestiJul saerTaSoriso festivalSi. magram is, rac mere moxda... me Jiuris wevri viyavi da Cemi TvaliT vnaxe, rogori TanagrZnobiT ganimsWvala germaneli mayurebeli am 80 wlis gudamayreli qalis mimarT, romelic topmodelis mixra-moxriT daqroda xeobis ferdobebze, da rogori sicilnarevi tiriliT Sescqerodnen am sofelSi martod-marto darCenili, yulfSi Tavgayrili moxucis ZroxasTan gasaubrebas. Sedegi ki is iyo, rom mesame kursis studentis filmma festivalis `gran pri” daimsaxura. patara biWi – goderZi am warmatebas Cumi sixaruliT da filosofiuri simSvidiT Sexvda. ramdenime striqoni Cemi 80-iani wlebis Canawerebidan: `goderZi Coxeli ukve arsebobs, rogorc movlena. is Camovida gudamayris xeobidan da Tan moiyola: beri jRuna, dardebis Semgrovebeli, abaidu abaida durxani, gudamayreli dedakacebi da maTi sevda, vardisferi kaci – ambrosukuna da kidev bevri sxva vinme. is siuJetebiT da istoriebiT aris datvirTuli. intuiciiT uamravi rame icis. mis moTxrobebsa da filmebSi erTad arsebobs sasacilo da satirali, groteski da tragedia, bufonada da Cveulebrivi yofa. amgvari stili mas did Tanamedrove mwerlebTan aaxlovebs. misi dardebis Semgrovebeli dadis sofel-sofel, kardakar, agrovebs dardebs, yris maT gudaSi da awers nomrebs; dardi nomeri aTas samas ormocdaSvidi, ormocdarva da a. S. ase Cndeba wignis furclebze saocari saxe: soflidan sofelSi, kardakar moxetiale kaci, zurgze mokidebuli dardebiT savse gudiT...” dRes, rodesac goderZi samudamod dagvemSvidoba, me miCndeba gancda, rom es ucnauri arseba - dardebis Semgrovebeli - TviTon goderZia, rom Tavis warmosaxvaSi is TviTon dadioda ase, xeobidan xeobaSi, mTidan barSi da baridan mTaSi, esaubreboda sul sxvadasxvagvar adamianebs da maT dardebs da tkivilebs iTavisebda. da marTlac, rogor Seegueboda qveynis dardebis gamziarebeli misTvis sayvarel adamianTa urTierT siZulvils? da me mgonia: ase ivlis sul, Cvens Soris, momcro tanis, morcxvi, mokrZalebuli biWi zurgze mogdebuli dardebiT savse gudiT da Cvenc Cagvaxedebs am dardeb- Si, Cagvaxedebs imisaTvis, rom Cven, adamianTa modgmam, ufro bunebrivad mivitanoT gulTan sxvaTa wuxili.

ezi TvaraZe pirquSi romantikosi rezi TvaraZe gardaicvala. ramdenadac vici, aseTi tevadi da mravlismTqmeli sityva mxolod qarTul enaSi arsebobs. ara sikvdili, ara am qveynidan wasvla, aramed swored gardacvaleba aris is erTaderTi sityva, romelic zustad gamoxatavs imas, rasac vgrZnob rezis zesTasofelSi (misive terminologiiT rom vTqvaT) gadasaxlebis mere. rezi gardaicvala, anu sabolood SeiZina is misia, romelic gangebas hqonda gankuTvnili misTvis. Cemi siyvaruli, ufro metic, Cemi sinaze rezisadmi Cveni saerTo bavSvobidan modis. is erTerTi iyo biWebis im mSvenieri kohortidan, romelTac omisdroindeli pionerTa sasaxle - paradoqsulad, Tavisufali azris savane - aerTianebda. es biWebi TavisTavs, zedmeti Tavmdablobis gareSe, `poeziis oazisTan Semokrebul beduinebs~ uwodebdnen. dResac Tvalwin midgas es `beduinebi~: guram asaTiani, Tamaz Cxenkeli, ramaz patariZe, rezo TabukaSvili, zura kakabaZe, melor sturua, arCil begiaSvili, rezi TvaraZe... gaZvaltyavebulni, mSiermwyurvalni, magram sulierebaSi, anu poeziaSi CanTqmulni da maRali mizniT gulanTebulni! Cven yvela vwerdiT leqsebs, sakuTar Tavs da erTmaneTs mxolod baironsa da safos vadarebdiT, kritikis qarcecxlSi vatarebdiT yvelas da yvelafers, amave dros namdvili poeziac gviyvarda da gvesmoda. am cota xnix win rezim miTxra: gaxsovs, ra sastikad gaakritike Cemi leqsebio? me es srulebiT ar maxsovda, magram rezim utyuari sabuTi momiyvana: Seni werili `patara eJvanSi~ aris `dabeWdilio~. (`patara eJvani~ xelnaweri Jurnalia, romelsac Cven farulad `gamovcemdiT~).me si- ndisis dagvianebuli qenjna vigrZeni, rezi ki xiTxiTebda, garwmuneb, Seni kritika savsebiT samarTliani iyoo da iqneb iman gadamarCina ubadruki poetebis ricxvSi Cadgomaso. da me uceb gamaxsenda patara rezi, dafiqrebuli da SublSeWmuxnili, romelic im drosac ki, erTmaneTSi saerTo aTqvefilobis da usaTuod jgufuri misvla-mosvlis miuxedavad, yovelTvis cota ganze idga da imTaviTve garkveul distancias amyarebda Tavis Tavsa da sxvebs Soris. TiTqos monawileobda kidec Cvens mudmiv Jivil-xivilSi da garedanac Sescqeroda mas. albaT imitom, rom Cvens Soris yvelaze mokrZalebuli da Tavmdabali iyo da Tavisi Tavis garedan danaxvis arabavSvuri unaric hqonda imTaviTve. arasdros ar cdilobda pirvel planze yofnas. kidev erTi xati, bavSvobidan gamoyolili: rezi da Tamazi (Cxenkeli), ganuSorebeli wyvili. isini yovel- Tvis erTad modiodnen CemTan, da Semovidodnen Tu ara, sulmouTqmelad viwyebdiT kamaTs, TiTqos es aucilebloba iyo, TiTqos gangebam dagvwesa ase: gvekamaTa, gvekamaTa yvelaferze, magaram ZiriTadad, poeziaze. xolo es saxe ki rezis mogonebaTa wignidan amekviata: rogor sxedan Rame, xSirad gaTenebamde, TavianTi saxlis aivanze rezi da Tamazi, ori meocnebe biWi, da CurCuliT, rom aravin gaigonos da ` iq~ ar daasminos, saubroben... raze? yvelaferze... galaktionze da `zaratustraze~, `gvelis perangze~ da `dorian greis portretze~ da kidev aTas sxva rameze. mere bavSvobac miilia, axalgazrdobac, me rezis Sem- TxveviT Tu Sevxvdebodi sadme, raime Tavyrilobaze... da uecrad gangebam uaxloesi mezoblobiT dagvasaCuqra! 111

ezi TvaraZe<br />

pirquSi romantikosi<br />

rezi TvaraZe gardaicvala. ramdenadac vici, aseTi<br />

tevadi da mravlismTqmeli sityva mxolod qarTul<br />

enaSi arsebobs. ara sikvdili, ara am qveynidan wasvla,<br />

aramed swored gardacvaleba aris is erTaderTi sityva,<br />

romelic zustad gamoxatavs imas, rasac vgrZnob<br />

rezis zesTasofelSi (misive terminologiiT rom vTqvaT)<br />

gadasaxlebis mere. rezi gardaicvala, anu sabolood<br />

SeiZina is misia, romelic gan<strong>ge</strong>bas hqonda gankuTvnili<br />

misTvis.<br />

Cemi siyvaruli, ufro metic, Cemi sinaze rezisadmi<br />

Cveni saerTo bavSvobidan modis. is erTerTi iyo biWebis<br />

im mSvenieri kohortidan, romelTac omisdroindeli<br />

pionerTa sasaxle - paradoqsulad, Tavisufali azris<br />

savane - aerTianebda. es biWebi TavisTavs, zedmeti<br />

Tavmdablobis gareSe, `poeziis oazisTan Semokrebul<br />

beduinebs~ uwodebdnen. dResac Tvalwin midgas es `beduinebi~:<br />

guram asaTiani, Tamaz Cxenkeli, ramaz patariZe,<br />

rezo TabukaSvili, zura kakabaZe, melor sturua,<br />

arCil begiaSvili, rezi TvaraZe... gaZvaltyavebulni,<br />

mSiermwyurvalni, magram sulierebaSi, anu poeziaSi<br />

CanTqmulni da maRali mizniT gulanTebulni! Cven<br />

yvela vwerdiT leqsebs, sakuTar Tavs da erTmaneTs<br />

mxolod baironsa da safos vadarebdiT, kritikis qarcecxlSi<br />

vatarebdiT yvelas da yvelafers, amave dros<br />

namdvili poeziac gviyvarda da gvesmoda. am cota xnix<br />

win rezim miTxra: gaxsovs, ra sastikad gaakritike Cemi<br />

leqsebio? me es srulebiT ar maxsovda, magram rezim<br />

utyuari sabuTi momiyvana: Seni werili `patara eJvanSi~<br />

aris `dabeWdilio~. (`patara eJvani~ xelnaweri Jurnalia,<br />

romelsac Cven farulad `gamovcemdiT~).me si-<br />

ndisis dagvianebuli qenjna vigrZeni, rezi ki xiTxiTebda,<br />

garwmuneb, Seni kritika savsebiT samarTliani iyoo<br />

da iqneb iman gadamarCina ubadruki poetebis ricxvSi<br />

Cadgomaso. da me uceb gamaxsenda patara rezi, dafiqrebuli<br />

da SublSeWmuxnili, romelic im drosac ki,<br />

erTmaneTSi saerTo aTqvefilobis da usaTuod jgufuri<br />

misvla-mosvlis miuxedavad, yovelTvis cota ganze<br />

idga da imTaviTve garkveul distancias amyarebda<br />

Tavis Tavsa da sxvebs Soris. TiTqos monawileobda kidec<br />

Cvens mudmiv Jivil-xivilSi da garedanac Sescqeroda<br />

mas. albaT imitom, rom Cvens Soris yvelaze mokrZalebuli<br />

da Tavmdabali iyo da Tavisi Tavis garedan<br />

danaxvis arabavSvuri unaric hqonda imTaviTve. arasdros<br />

ar cdilobda pirvel planze yofnas.<br />

kidev erTi xati, bavSvobidan gamoyolili: rezi da<br />

Tamazi (Cxenkeli), ganuSorebeli wyvili. isini yovel-<br />

Tvis erTad modiodnen CemTan, da Semovidodnen Tu ara,<br />

sulmouTqmelad viwyebdiT kamaTs, TiTqos es aucilebloba<br />

iyo, TiTqos gan<strong>ge</strong>bam dagvwesa ase: gvekamaTa,<br />

gvekamaTa yvelaferze, magaram ZiriTadad, poeziaze.<br />

xolo es saxe ki rezis mogonebaTa <strong>wigni</strong>dan amekviata:<br />

rogor sxedan Rame, xSirad gaTenebamde, TavianTi<br />

saxlis aivanze rezi da Tamazi, ori meocnebe biWi, da<br />

CurCuliT, rom aravin gaigonos da ` iq~ ar daasminos,<br />

saubroben... raze? yvelaferze... galaktionze da `zaratustraze~,<br />

`gvelis perangze~ da `dorian greis portretze~<br />

da kidev aTas sxva rameze.<br />

mere bavSvobac miilia, axalgazrdobac, me rezis Sem-<br />

TxveviT Tu Sevxvdebodi sadme, raime Tavyrilobaze... da<br />

uecrad gan<strong>ge</strong>bam uaxloesi mezoblobiT dagvasaCuqra!<br />

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