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samSabaTi, 4 aprili, 1944Zvirfaso kiwi!am bolo dros aRar vici, risTvis vmuSaob. oms bolo ar uCans,zRaprulad Sorsaa. Tu omi seqtembramde ar damTavrda, skolaSi aRar waval,radgan ori wliT CamorCena ar minda. mTeli dReebi peterze vfiqrob, mxolodpeterze. is mudam CemTanaa, ZilSic, cxadSic, SabaTs ki vigrZeni, rom metisatana aRar SemiZlia, rom saSinlad ubeduri var. jer peterTan vijeqi dacremlebi maxrCobda, mere qalbaton van daanTan erTad limonis punSs vwrupavdida vxarxarebdi, agznebuli, aRelvebuli viyavi, magram rogorc ki marto davrCi,vigrZeni, rom tiriliT guli unda vijero. Ramis perangis amara iatakze davemxe,didxans vloculobdi gulmodgined, bolos TaviT xelebs daveyrdeni dacariel iatakze muxlmoyrili, erTianad mokuntuli vtirodi.gons isev Cemma saSinelma slukunma momiyvana. Cemi xma rom mezobeloTaxSi ar gaegonaT, vcdilobdi, cremlebi Semekavebina. vamxnevebdi, vamSvidebdiCems Tavs, ganuwyvetliv vimeorebdi: `valdebuli var, valdebuli var,valdebuli var...~uxerxulad jdomam gamaSeSa da sawolis kideze daveci. gunebaamRvreulididxans vebrZodi sakuTar Tavs, xolo TerTmetis naxevarze loginSi Cavweqi.yvelaferi gaqra! gaqra ukvalod... imisaTvis, rom ar gamovsulelde, ar CamovrCe,Jurnalisti gavxde, unda vimuSao; Jurnalistoba ki Zalian minda. vici, rom weraSemiZlia. ramdenime moTxroba kargi gamovida, Cveni TavSesafari humoristuladaRvwere, Cems dRiurSic bevri ramaa saintereso, magram... mainc gamosarkvevia,maqvs Tu ara talanti. Cemi saukeTeso zRaparia `evas sizmari~, xoloyvelaferze ucnauri da gasaocari isaa, rom TviTonac ar vici, ram damawerina.`gedis cxovrebaSic~ bevri kargi adgilia, magram mTlianad ar varga.Cemi naweris saukeTeso da umkacresi kritikosi TviTon me var. vici, raaris kargad dawerili da ra ara. visac ar uweria, ver gaigebs, ra sasiamovnoawera. uwin imas vdardobdi, kargad ver vxatav-meTqi, magram axla usazRvrodbednieri var, radgan wera mainc SemiZlia. da Tu sagazeTo werilebis dawignebis dasawerad niWi ar meyofa, ra gaewyoba, CemTvis mainc davwer.minda bevr rames mivaRwio. ver warmomidgenia, rogor SeiZleba isecxovreba, rogorc deda, qalbatoni van daani da sxva qalebi cxovroben,romlebic Tavis saqmes akeTeben, magram amqveynad arafers datoveben daukvalod gaqrebian. me qmrisa da bavSvebis garda, kidev unda mqondes raRaciseTi, rasac mTlianad mivecemi. me sikvdilis Semdegac msurs viarsebo, amitomvemadlierebi RmerTs, romelmac momaniWa Zala ganmeviTarebina goneba da kalmismeSveobiT gamomexata is, rac CemSi suldgmulobs.roca vwer, yvelaferi TavisTavad irkveva, dardi mSordeba, mxneobamemateba. magram CemTvis mainc mTavaria vicode, davwer Tu ara odesme raimemniSvnelovans, SevZleb Tu ara, mwerali an Jurnalisti gavxde? vimedovneb, romSevZleb, mTeli guliT vimedovneb! roca vwer, yvelafris axsna SemiZlia, Cemiazrebis, idealebis, fantaziis. karga xania `gedis cxovrebisaTvis~ xeli armixlia. TiTqos kargad vici, ra unda moxdes Semdeg, magram roca kalamsmokideb xels, nawarmoebi arc ise iolad da swrafad miiwevs win. SeiZleba vercdavamTavro da xelnaweri saqaRalde kalaTSi an RumelSi aRmoCndes. amgvarifiqrebi maincdamainc sasiamovno araa, magram Semdeg gadavwyvite: `ToTxmetiwlis asakSi, roca TiTqmis araviTari gamocdileba ara gaqvs cxovrebaSi,filosofiuri wignis dawera SeuZlebelia!~anaxuTSabaTi, 6 aprili, 1944Zvirfaso kiwi!Sen SemekiTxe, ra mainteresebs, ra mitacebs yvelaze metad da axla mindagipasuxo. gafrTxileb, nu SeSindebi, uamravi ram.upirveles yovlisa, wera, magram es ar SeiZleba Cveulebriv gatacebadCaiTvalos.