oca vTvalTmaqcob da Zveleburad aRar vaxli yvelas pirSi simarTles (Tumcamas aravin arafrad agdebs).magram zogjer sakuTar Tavs ver verevi. yovelgvari usamarTlobamacofebs da Semdeg mTeli kvira gaiZaxian, ufro uzrdeli gogo qvey<strong>ana</strong>ze armoiZebnebao. nuTu ar gecodebi? kidev kargi, rom sxvebiviT ar vwuwuneb, ToremdaZmarebul gunebaze viqnebodi da xalisiani ganwyobileba gamiqreboda.gadavwyvite, droebiT xeli aviRo stenografiaze. jer erTi, meti drodamrCeba sxva samuSaosaTvis, meorec, Tvalebi mtkiva. sakmaod arasasiamovnoambavia. am bolo dros Zalian axlomxedveli gavxdi da saTvale mWirdeba(albaT, bus davemsgavsebi), magram Sen xom ici, ris ufleba aqvs iatakqveSelebs,an ukeT, ris ufleba ara aqvT...yovel SemTxvevaSi, guSin saubris Tema mxolod Cemi saTvale iyo. dedamgadawyvita, qalbaton koophoisTan erTad Tvalis eqimTan gamgzavnos. roca esambavi Sevityve, Tavbru damesxa. xumroba xom araa: quCaSi unda gavide,warmogidgenia, quCaSi! pirvelad SiSisagan kinaRam movkvdi, mere ki gamexarda,magram am saqmis ganxorcieleba arc ise advilia. jer yvelaferi unda agvewondagvewona,yovelgvari safrTxe da siZnele gagveTvaliswinebina, magram isinstanciebi, romelTac amgvari sakiTxebis gadawyveta evalebaT, male rodiSeTanxmdnen. mips undoda, im wamsve waveyvane eqimTan, me kidec gamoviRekaradidan Cemi nacrisferi palto, magram ise dammoklebia, TiTqos umcros daseTxovebinos. cnobismoyvareobisagan aRar var, marTla wamiyvanen, Tu ara.SeiZleba es ganzraxva gadaidos.amas winaT ingliselebi siciliaSi gadmosxdnen da mama fiqrobs, rom omimale damTavrdeba. eli me da margos Tavis gasakeTebel samuSaos gvaZlevs. CvensiamovnebiT vuwevT am samsaxurs da elis saqmec ukeT midis. korespondenciebisCakereba da saSemosavlo wignis Sevseba yvelas SeuZlia, magram Cven amas ufrokeTilsindisierad vakeTebT.mipi lamis welSi gawydes. mudam sasapalne cxeniviTaa datvirTuli.TiTqmis yoveldRe Soulobs sadRac bostneuls, did CanTas gatenis davelosipediT moaqvs CvenTan. zrunavs imazec, rom biblioTekidan yovel SabaTsxuTi axali wigni gamoitanos. amitom yoveli SabaTis dadgomas im patarabavSvebiviT veliT, romelTac ician, rom saCuqars miiReben. adamianebi,romlebic normalurad cxovroben, verc ki warmoidgenen, ras niSnavs wigniCvenTvis, gamomwyvdeulebisaTvis. kiTxva, mecadineoba da radio — ai, mTeliCveni samyaro!<strong>ana</strong>samSabaTi, 13 ivlisi, 1943Zvirfaso kiwi!guSin nasadilevs, imis Semdeg, rac mamas nebarTva vTxove, dusels vkiTxe:xom araferi eqneba sawinaaRmdego (zedmiwevniT zrdilobiani viyavi), kviraSiorjer oTxidan eqvsis naxevramde Cvens oTaxSi dadgmuli magida gamoviyeno.axla me mxolod samis naxevridan oTxamde vmuSaob am magidasTan, anu m<strong>ana</strong>mde,s<strong>ana</strong>m baton dusels sZinavs, Semdeg ki magida da oTaxi CemTvis akrZalulizonaa. nasadilevs saerTo oTaxSi iseTi xmauria, rom muSaoba SeuZlebelia,garda amisa, zogjer mamasac sWirdeba Tavisi saweri magida. ase rom, moTxovnasruliad safuZvliani iyo da SekiTxvas mxolod formaluri xasiaTi hqonda.rogor fiqrob, ra mipasuxa didad ganswavlulma batonma duselma? `ara~ da`ara~! aRvSfoTdi, ase advilad ver mogeSvebi, gavifiqre me da vkiTxe, ramizeziT meubneba uars. duselma civi wyali gadamasxa:— rogor ggonia, me ara maqvs samuSao? da Tu nasadilevs oTxis Semdegmagida ar damiTmes, rodisRa unda vimuSao. me Cemi gegma maqvs da saqmes imitomki ar movkide xeli, rom ase ucbad mivagdo. Sen xom seriozuls arafers akeTeb!ras warmoadgens Seni miTologia! muSaoba arc qsova da kiTxvaa. ara, magidasver dagiTmob! amaze laparakic zedmetia. — me vupasuxe: Cemi samuSao me
seriozul saqmed mimaCnia. nasadilevs saerTo oTaxSi muSaoba miZneldeba,amitom gTxovT, kidev erTxel dafiqrdeT-meTqi.am sityvebis warmoTqmis Semdeg, Seuracxyofili <strong>ana</strong> Semobrunda da iseTigamometyveleba miiRo, TiTqos mis winaSe eqimi ki ara, araraoba yofiliyos.brazmoreuls SigniT yvelaferi miduRda, duseli Zalze uzrdel adami<strong>ana</strong>dmimaCnda (da iyo kidec), Cemi Tavi ki zrdilobi<strong>ana</strong>d. saRamos, rogorc ki pimixelSi movigde, vuambe, ra Sedegi mohyva Cems Txovnas da movilaparakeT, rogormovqceuliyavi. cxadia, me daTmoba ar mindoda da gadavwyvite, Tavadmomegvarebina es saqme. mamam daaxloebiT maswavla, saidan momevloduselisaTvis da mirCia, erTi dRe Semecada, radgan Zalze gacecxlebuli var.magram rCeva yurad ar viRe da rogorc ki WurWeli davrecxe, maSinvedavudarajdi dusels. mama mezobel oTaxSi ijda da misi siaxlove gambedaobasmmatebda.— batono dusel, — vTqvi me, Cemi SekiTxva, albaT, Tqvens yuradRebas arimsaxurebs, magram me kidev erTxel gTxovT!— incidenti amowurulia, magram mzad var am Temaze gesaubro, —mipasuxa man uaRresad Tavaziani RimiliT.Tumca igi waramara mawyvetinebda, me kidev erTxel gavumeore Cemimosazrebebi: — batono eqimo, roca Tqven aq gadmobrZandiT, Cven zustadSevTanxmdiT, vin ra dros isargeblebda oTaxiT, radgan oTaxi orivesgvekuTvnis. maSin davTqviT, rom sadilobamde imuSavebT Tqven, nasadilevs ki me,magram mTel dros arc axla vTxoulob. dameTanxmeT, kviraSi ori saRamo bevriaraa da amis sruli ufleba maqvs.duseli gvelnakbeniviT wamovarda.— uflebebze Sen saerTod ar unda laparakobde. sad mibrZaneb wasvlas?sxva gza ar damrCenia, unda vTxovo baton van daans, iqneb rame saZaRlismagvari amiSenos sxvenze. yovel SemTxvevaSi, adgili mainc meqneba CemTvis. aqmSvidad muSaobis saSualebas ar maZleven, vxedav, Sen m<strong>ana</strong>mde ar moisveneb, s<strong>ana</strong>mgulze ar gaxeTqav kacs. Sen das margos rom eTxova, romelsac amisTvis metisafuZveli aqvs, maSinve davuTmobdi, magram Sen... isev miTologias, qsovasa dakiTxvas gadaswvda, ane Rrmad Seuracxyofili iyo, magram ar SeimCnia es dakvlav duselis sayvedurebs ismenda: — ra unda gelaparako. saSineli egoistixar. Sen oRond Seni gaitano da sul ar genaRvleba, sxvebs ra mouva. CemssicocxleSi ar minaxavs aseTi bavSvi! magram bolos da bolos unda dagiTmo,Torem ityvian, ane franki imitom CaiWra gamocdaze, rom batoni duseli magidasar uTmobda da mecadineobis saSualebas ar aZlevdao.laparakobda ganuwyvetliv, gauTaveblad, rogorc CanCqeri. aRar SemeZlomosmena. jer aseTma azrma gamielva: `kargi iqneba, ise Semovkra, rom es beberimatyuara kedels gaekras~, Semdeg ki gavifiqre: `jobia davmSvidde, es tipiamdeni nervebis moSlad ara Rirs~.bolos, rogorc iqna, laparakiT guli ijera da, roca oTaxidan gavida,misi saxe erTdroulad risxvas da triumfs gamoxatavda. rogorc yovelTvis,jibeebi gamotenili hqonda produqtebiT, romelic mips Cumad mohqonda misTvis.me mamasTan gavedi. mindoda yvelaferi meambna, magram, albaT, TviTon gaigona,rac iTqva.pimma gadawyvita, im saRamosve molaparakeboda dusels da asedac moiqca.saubari naxevar saaTs gagrZelda. mamam dusels moagona, rom erTxel maT ukvehqondaT laparaki am sakiTxze da maSin mxolod imitom dauTmo, rom ufrosiumcrosTan ar gaemtyunebina, Tumca marTali arc maSin iyo. uecrad duselmabrZ<strong>ana</strong>, TiTqos me meTqvas, rom daukiTxavad SemoiWra CvenTan da cdilobsyvelafers daepatronos. mamam gadaWriT uarhyo misi braldeba, radgan TviTongaigona yvelaferi da icoda, rom amaze krintic ar damiZravs. ai, ase daobdnen,mama micavda, amtkicebda, rom egoisti ara var da Cemi samuSao sisulele araa,duseli ki ukmayofilod buzRunebda da ilanZReboda. bolos daTmo. gadawyda,rom kviraSi orjer xuT saaTamde magida Cems gankargulebaSi iqneba. amgvaradduseli damarcxda. ori dRe zed ar miyurebda da sakuTari uflebebis
- Page 6 and 7: Cveni nacnobebidan an Tayvanismceme
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- Page 20 and 21: 29-Si qalbaton van daanis dabadebis
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- Page 24 and 25: Cems garda vin waikiTxavs odesme am
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- Page 30 and 31: daanma ganizraxa, pirveli pacienti
- Page 32 and 33: iRupeba! mTeli msoflio gagiJda, yve
- Page 34 and 35: mamam axali kartoTeka gvaCuqa sufTa
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- Page 38 and 39: paraskevi, 2 aprili, 1943Zvirfaso k
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- Page 44 and 45: gansamtkiceblad suleli biWiviT iqce
- Page 46 and 47: es wuTia, kraleri movida da gviTxra
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- Page 58 and 59: `zemourebs~ isev saSineli Cxubi mou
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- Page 70 and 71: dadebiTi Tvisebebi, masTan molapara
- Page 72 and 73: paraskevi, 28 ianvari, 1944Zvirfaso
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- Page 78 and 79: kvira, 20 Tebervali, 1944Zvirfaso k
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- Page 82 and 83: yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cven nel-nela ve
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gadaaviwydaT? mgoni, marTlac asea!
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omani `TavSesafari~, Tumca saTaurs
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samSabaTi, 4 aprili, 1944Zvirfaso k
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da dainaxa, rom sawyobis kars marcx
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puri, sarke, savarcxeli, asanTi, fe
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mze gareT mixmobs, xolo haeri laJva
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ogor migaCnia, SeiZleba Cveni saidu
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erTad inglisurs vswavlob: vkiTxulob
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igi aenTo: — ara, ane, ara, marTa
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SabaTi, 6 maisi, 1944Zvirfaso kiwi!
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samSabaTi, 9 maisi, 1944Zvirfaso ki
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iblioTekas unda daubrunon. daviwye
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— algebris saxelmZRvanelo, — mi
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kanalizacia gamognesilia, wylis Cas
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mas Semdeg, rac miwaze 5 milioni ki
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magram me sakuTari gamocdilebiT vic
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nuTu marTla sanaqebo Tvisebaa rom s
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cercvi TasSi Caagde da ase Semdeg!
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vpoulobT kidec pasuxs, magram faqte
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maTgani fiqrobs, rom avad gavxdi, m