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cercvi TasSi Caagde da ase Semdeg! Tvalebi amiWrelda, yvelgan mwvane, mwvaneWotebi, kanebi, dampali cercvi, yvelaferi mwvanea.gamovSterdi, magram raRaca rom vakeTo, mTeli dRe yovelgvar sisulelesvroSav, yvelas vacineb da amave dros iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos mowyenilobabolos momiRebs. yovelTvis rogorc ki cercvis kanis gaZrobas viwyeb, sulufro vrwmundebi, rom arasodes, arasodes viqnebi marto diasaxlisi!bolos 11 saaTze vsauzmobT, magram pirvelis naxevridan oris TxuTmetwuTamde muSaoba unda ganvagrZoT. axla ukve guli mereva, TiTqos zRvam mawyina,da ara marto me, yvelas. mZinavs oTxamde, magram Zilis Semdegac ver movsulvargons am sazizRari cercvisagan.anaSabaTi, 15 ivlisi, 1944Zvirfaso kiwi!xelSi Cagvivarda biblioTekis wigni cnobismoyvareobis aRmZvrelisaTauriT: `ras fiqrobT Tanamedrove axalgazrda qaliSvilebze?~ minda dRes amTemaze gesaubro. wignis avtori qalia. `Cveni drois axalgazrdobas~ Tavidanfexebamde akritikebs, magram mTlianad ar uaryofs da arc im daskvnamde midis,rom `arafris maqnisni arian~. piriqiT, igi im azrisaa, rom Tu axalgazrdobamoindomebs, SeuZlia axali, didi da mSvenieri samyaro Seqmnas. mas saamisodyvela monacemi aqvs, magram zerele ambebiTaa garTuli da cxovrebis WeSmaritsilamazes yuradRebas ar aqcevs. me mgonia, calkeuli adgilebi piradad memexeba. da amitom vecdebi bolomde gadagiSalo Cemi Sinagani samyaro da davicvaTavi amgvari sayvedurebisagan.Cemi xasiaTis erT-erTi ZiriTadi Tviseba, rasac yvela Cemi nacnobi amCnevs— TviTkritikaa. Cems saqciels gverdidan vuyureb, TiTqos Cem win ucxoadamiani dgas. yovelgvari mikerZoebis, yovelgvari mogonili Tavis marTlebisgareSe vdgavar am meore anes pirispir da vakvirdebi, kargad iqceva Tu cudad.TviTdakvirveba arasdros ar mwyindeba da sakmarisia raime vTqva, rom imwamsvevfiqrob: `ara, ase ar unda yofiliyo~, anda `ase jobia, ase ufro sworia!~xSirad me Cems Tavs bevr rameSi vamtyuneb da ufro da ufro vrwmundebi, ramarTalia mama, rodesac ambobs: `yovelma bavSvma TviTon unda aRzardossakuTari Tavi~. sxvebs SeuZliaT mxolod rCeva an miTiTeba miscen, magramTavisi xasiaTi adamianma TviTon, sakuTari xeliT unda Camoayalibos. amavedros me vgrZnob, rom bevri energia maqvs, Zlieri, Tavisufali, axalgazrda varda ase mgonia, yvelafris gakeTeba SemiZlia. roca yovelive es pirveladvigrZeni, gamexarda, da ara mgonia, bedis ukuRmarTobam, romelic yvelam undagamoscados, advilad gamtexos, Tumca amaze adrec bevri milaparakia SenTan.axla vayeneb mTavar Teziss: `dedas da mamas Cemi ar esmiT~. mSoblebi Zalianmanebivrebdnen, kargad mepyrobodnen, micavdnen, erTi sityviT, akeTebdnenyvelafers, risi gakeTebac SeeZloT. miuxedavad amisa, didxans vgrZnobdisaSinel martoobas. vfiqrobdi, yvelam mimatova, Cemi aravis esmis. mamayovelnairad cdilobda daewynarebina Cemi mborgavi suli, magram unayofod.bolos me TviTon ganvkurne sakuTar Tavi imiT, rom Cemi saqcielisa dazraxvebis sapirispiro mxare davinaxe. rogor moxda, rom mamam veraviTariSemweoba ver aRmomiCina brZolaSi? ratom aRmoCnda uZluri dasaxmarebladgamowvdili xeli? imitom, rom mamam swori gza ver monaxa, mudam isemelaparakeboda, rogorc bavSvs, romelsac mxolod Tavisi bavSvuri dardiawuxebs. es sityvebi ucnaurad JRers, radgan swored mama iyo yvelazegulaxdili CemTan, swored man Caminerga rwmena, rom me sakmaod bevri mesmis,magram erTi ram mas mainc gamorCa mxedvelobidan: ar ufiqria imaze, rom CemTvisyvelaze mniSvnelovani Cemi brZolaa, brZola imisaTvis, rom zedapirzeamovtivtivebuliyavi. ar SemeZlo aseTi gamoTqmebis gagoneba: `tipurimovlenebi... sxva gogoebi... cxadia, gaivlis~... da ase Semdeg. ar mindodamompyrobodnen ise, rogorc yvela sxva gogos. msurda ane, pirovneba,vyofiliyavi. pims es ar esmoda. saerTod ki me ver vendobi iseT adamians,