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poezia 9 - 22 dekemberi 2011
zecis kedelze maRla.
samyaro kvarTad moisarke _
wamebis Jami moisagre,
saidumloTa moigavem,
`samudamo mxris~ xilviT.
usmendi qveynis uxmo moTqmas,
rogorc uruqis brZeni mogvi _
RmerTis pasuxze yuris mokvras
elodi didxans, mainc.
Senc rjuli cecxliT dagewera.
Senc iqec keris mzian Zelad.
sve-saidumlo enis mcvelo,
Tamami iyav RmerTTan!
qariT da TqeSiT lurjadmRvrie,
haeri ise Caamsxvrie,
mwife zecas rom daarxeven _
tkbili mtevnebis maRlars.
da nisleulTa daranebSi
niJiT danamul monanebis _
faskunji frTebiT SegimSralebs _
usasrulobas, vici.
yvela mxris qaris enas flobdi,
didebis JrJolas nerviT grZnobdi,
rogor gindoda samSobloSi,
rogor gindoda samSobloSi,
rogor gindoda samSobloSi
adamianad yofna!
mariam wiklauri
saxliwmida
saxliwmida cecxlis saxiT ar gadmosula _
mtvris uWknobi yvavilebiT momefina
maradisobad.
vaSene misi didi taZari,
vavse siwmindiT:
Cvilis dorbliT,
tilos kvarTiT,
qvabis barZimiT,
zewris dafarniT,
simwris TafliT,
ZleviskverebiT.
libos odiks davayrdeni ca,
rom CaTvlemils wamekiTxa saswaulebi.
sizmris CiTilebs,
cxadis yanebs,
mRviZarebis zvrebs
Tu ocnebis skebs, _
yvelafers vtevdi kedlebs Soris,
Tavisuflebis da omis garda.
qaRaldisgan vWridi samSoblos
da cecxlSi vwvavdi,
rom masze didi WeSmaritebis marxva meswavla,
magram amaod! rac mets vwvavdi, ufro mkveTrad
medeboda samSoblosferi
da sinanulic garjad vaqcie,
rom Svilebic am samSoblos damgvanebodnen.
babuawverebs suls vuberavdi,
rodesac msurda, droSebisaTvis
qariSxlebad vqceuliyavi,
roca gmirebs kveTebuliT erekebodnen
TavianTi gmirobidanve.
ra ar xdeboda am taZris gareT,
SigniT ki idga Rvinisferi bedniereba:
sanTels vqnidi ganTiadis vardisfer cviliT,
TiTiswverebze davdiodi saxlis mindvrebSi,
peplis saWeriT cicinaTelebs vagrovebdi,
msurda, sinaTle mqonoda saxlSi Ramispirulzec.
qarebic ki moridebiT Semodiodnen WuWrutanebSi.
xeebi xom, Semodgomis bolo wuTamde,
foTlebis `Rirsarss~ aSrialebdnen.
Cveni tkbili SimSilis finCxebs
mgalobel Citebs vuyridiT muWiT.
saxliwmida kululebSi eblandeboda Cvilebs,
imaT ki, cicqna piri daefCinaT beRurebiviT,
vardisferi terfebiT xom ganTiadebs
hgavdnen RameSi.
naZvisxes vrTavdi Svilis sizmrebiT,
artosi medo sapureSi _
xmeli yua uxilavi stumris saloRnad,
sul Ria iyo Cveni kari _
bednierebis aRmsarebel berebisaTvis.
sacecxluri _ oTxi `kamfora~ _
samyaros oTxiv mxares swvdeboda
cecxlis faskunjis mWvirvale frTebiT.
gareT ki risxva daZrwoda da
SiSis suniT ayrolebul
mawanwala ZaRlis ymuils vigeriebdi.
dResaswaulze saxlis mrevli mimravldeboda,
rituali mqonda aseTi:
bazris daxlebSi unda mevlo,
megrovebina mzis, miwis, wylis erTarseboba,
Semomedga unda nel cecxlze,
mere madlad unda meqcia,
bevri zafrana sWirdeboda xolme Cvens mirons,
rom oqrovani yofiliyo taZris naTeba.
erTmaneTs vcxebdiT sixarulis zeTs naTesavebi.
batonebic gvstumrobdnen xolme.
maTi wiTeli faCuCebis xma
axlac gvidevs ganZTsacavSi,
sadac, drosaviT, rZis surnelic inaxeba
saxliwmidis sanawileSi.
Cveni mrwamsi erTgulebis melniT sweria
Zvel palimfsestze,
asiaTasjer gadawerili
siyvarulis da msaxurebis rjuliskanoni.
taZris obobebs ulpoveli nerwyviT gamohyavT
am anbanis moxazuloba.
da rac unda Salo da ferTxo, jiutad weren
simyudrovis sulTaTanas ojaxisaTvis
bebiebis naqon kuTxeSi.
xsovnis naftalins ayrian TiTqos aqaurobas,
rkili ar scviva.
Tu dascvivdeba, varskvlaviviT,
isev imave bednierebas CavuTqvamT mainc _
siZvelis surnels sulac ar vCiviT.
uamrav wignSi Cakecili gvqonda cxovreba
da sul iq vSlidiT,
sadac xmeli yvaviliviT ido wyaloba.
axla maT veliT, visac jer kidev
sakuTari Tavic ki ar unaxavT RmerTSi,
vinc mironiviT unda dagvdindes,
vinc bevrs tiris,
Tu gaulokes maTi kuTvnili bedniereba.
vinc muclis mRvimes Sefarebuli TavisTavsa zrdis!
da vinc Svilebs mSoblebad gviqcevs!
yvelaze didi moqcevaa axla taZarSi,
saxliwmida xmaurobs da
Caidanis SiSinsa da gulis bagunSi
ise ireva misi xmebi,
gegoneba, iSlebao yvela SroSani misagebeblad,
gegoneba, Tavidan qmnis RmerTi samyaros da
jer ar icis, sad daviwyebiT...
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ver iqarvebdi sivrcis survils
da orTav mxaris ideq zRurblTan.
is, rac gagaCnda, arvis Surda _
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mxedari mzis da caladmyofi,
ganmqvrevisa da warmavlobis
rogor ebrZodi Zaladobas _
`zmanebamtkivan~ suliT!
aRdgomisferi mwife endro
sofels uxunar ferad edo.
maradisobiT guli geZRo,
xom es undoda ufals!
qorwilSi Rvino gageCina,
viT mecxre karis ganaCeni _
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yvela kanonTa samarTalis
rRveva _ axalTa gamarTlebad,
sityvebi _ bedis kamaTlebi
gilagdeboda xelSi.
samSoblo gcdida Tavis codvils,
haerisa da cecxlis mkodvels,
wylis da laJvardis monaqobi _
sknelTa orpiri gedga.
marilis sitkbo hqonda locvebs,
zmanebis sityvis baxs da mocarts,
suro-suls _ sxivze gsurda cocva
sxvisi sibrZne ar icxovreba
Tu mogeCvenoT, Wkuas garigebT,
CaTvaleT, rom davberebulvar
da SemibraleT _
ase weria uruqis erT nabzar kedelze.
ar ikiTxeba srulad, magram grZeldeba mere:
imusaifeT erTmaneTSi,
yurs nu damigdebT,
ase bevrad bunebrivia.
adamianebs kidec SveniT,
adamianur saqcieliT Tu irjebian:
kedels ageben, msxverpls swiraven, arxebi gahyavT,
qurumebis eSiniaT, oqros ixveWen.
siyvarulisgan mravldebian,
angelozebze aZiZaveben Svilebs da
RmerTebs araferze sTxoven pasuxs Tavis TaviviT.
mzad aqvT omisTvis yiJina da SeZaxilebi,
sikvdilic mzad aqvT.
da sikvdils iqiT sabostneebic aqvT moRobili.
ase sweria im kedelze:
RvTis sunTqvas Tu grZnob, emzadeo,
bediswera RvTis maxvilia! _ ase sweria!
magram jer aq varT.
aq veSagiviT unda vifxizloT,
iqauroba rom ar davkargoT.
Zilic Ria unda gvqondes, RviZilic _ Ria,
gulic _ Ria, saxli _ arasdros!
ifiqron sxvebma, rom mRvimeebSi
gandegilobis ferad buStebs
vberavT imaTi zeimebis mosarTavebad.
Cven arasodes viyoT stumrebi:
stumarze didi umaqnisi aravinaa.
maspinZloba sjobs:
Zveli kari Tu iWrialebs,
msaxurebis morCili Rvino vasxaT anjamebs.
mariliviT unda viyoT _ cotac vkmarodeT,
gemo arafers hqondes uCvenod,
yinuls vadnobdeT, xrwnas vanelebdeT...
sul dagveZebdnen da veravin ixsenebdes,
saidana varT:
zRvidan, cremlidan, miwidan, cidan
nu movxiblavT nuravis qveynad,
nu gavxdebiT peSvgawvdili maTxovrebi Cvenive Tavis.
Tayvaniscema did sasjelad gveqceva mere,
roca bavSvi uneburad gairbens axlos
da fexs gakravs Cven sidides _
taburetiviT gamoCorknil scenis ficarnags
da roca yulfic sul kiserze gaqvs,
unda vifrTxiloT:
bavSvebi ase mourideblad darbian xolme.
maT arc gvamebis Camoxsna ZaluZT,
arc sibraluli.
didi-didi, siberisas gagixsenon
da dagarqvan sul sxva saxeli,
sakuTari Tavic ver vicnoT imaT sizmrebSi.
nu viqnebiT xiblisaTvis
msaxurebisTvis mosuli jiSi.
da rac unda idumals da
RvTaebrivs da
maradiuls SevepotinoT,
sinaTlis etlebs avemgzavroT,
kamkama Wavlebs, cisierebs, Tvali vusworoT,
mivayuradoT siwyvdidis Cvilobis `aRus~,
sinaTlis TeTr wvers SevafaroT siyrmec, sibriyvec,
araferia imasTan, rasac
adamianad yofna hqvia _
msaxurebis religia _ sxvisTvis cxoneba!
ai, misi netarebani:
acxve puri, recxe sacvlebi, aSene saxli,
Cirqiani wylulebi bane keTrovanebs,
sigiJe acxre, Tafli agrove, zarde Svilebi,
kode qvebi _ sali kldeebis _
samSobloebis didi kalTidan
gadmoferTxili finCxebiviT dauleveli,