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9 - 22 dekemberi 2011<br />
Ti CamoarTves da siaSi rogorc absoluturi<br />
usinaTlo, ise aRricxes.<br />
im semestrSi dedam orjer miakiTxa.<br />
orivejer guli auCqarda. sakuTari<br />
Tavi ise gaewvrTna, rom Tvalebi zustad<br />
usinaTlo megobariviT eWira _<br />
daelmebuli da daWimuli. dedasac ase-<br />
Ti dauxvda. qali mis danaxvaze gaSeSda,<br />
mere xelebi moxvia da Caixuta.<br />
aleqsandres guli yelSi moebjina.<br />
emociebis Sekavebas miCveuls daZabuli<br />
Tvalebidan mainc gadmougorda<br />
cremlebi da dedis Ria salaTisfer,<br />
nacnobi surneliT gaJRenTil kabas<br />
ori patara laqa daetyo. uceb moeCvena,<br />
rom gamousworebeli sisulele<br />
Caidina, rom jobda yvela damcirebisTvis<br />
gaeZlo da Sin yofiliyo, asoebze<br />
tvini saaTobiT, kviraobiT, TveobiT<br />
exala da im patara cixeSi ar amoeyo<br />
Tavi, TeTri, aqerclili kedlebisTvis<br />
ar ecqira, ZaliT daelmebuli<br />
Tvalebis tkiviliT ar gatanjuliyo<br />
da internatis mwvanilebiani wvniani ar<br />
eWama yoveldRe (deda mxolod<br />
sauzmisTvis iclida, sadilad ki Ziri-<br />
Tadad swrafi kvebis produqts yidulobda).<br />
erCivna yvelas gonebaClungi<br />
hgoneboda, dedisTvis nervebs emtyuna<br />
da araerTxel daertya, is ki natkenebs<br />
gangeb aRar gaiRizianebda, rom Semdeg<br />
misi sindisis qenjna gamoewvia, yvelafers<br />
aitanda, yvelafers apatiebda...<br />
oRond is monatrebisa da martoobis<br />
autaneli gancda moeSorebina<br />
Tavidan...<br />
deda gamoemSvidoba... aleqsandrem<br />
Tvali gaayola mis moxdenil nabijebs,<br />
romlebmac qalic da bavSvis mzerac<br />
mezobeli moqandakis manqanamde miiyvana.<br />
manqana wavida, biWi ki idga dardiani<br />
da sivrces marTla brmasaviT<br />
gahyurebda.<br />
ver xvdeboda, wera-kiTxva ratom<br />
iyo aseTi mniSvnelovani. ubralod<br />
gonebaSi hqonda CabeWdili, rom iyo.<br />
egona, rom dedas aRar eyvareboda Tu<br />
asoebs ver dawerda, SeiZulebda Tu sityvebs<br />
ver waikiTxavda. yvela dascinebda...<br />
magram mTavari mainc deda<br />
iyo...<br />
swavla internatSic Zalian<br />
gauZnelda, programa gacilebiT ioli<br />
iyo, magram anbani verc brailiT das-<br />
Zlia.<br />
_ pirvels vis aCvenebT namu-<br />
Sevrebs visi azria TqvenTvis yvelaze<br />
mniSvnelovani _ liza sulganabuli<br />
daeloda pasuxs da kvlav gaaxsenda,<br />
rom mis mimikas aranairi mniSvneloba<br />
ar hqonda.<br />
wina dRiT sastumroSi gvianobamde<br />
ikiTxa statiebi usinaTlo moqandakis<br />
Sesaxeb. ar gamoutovebia arc erTi<br />
mciredi informacia, romelic aleqsandres<br />
biografias an Semoqmedebas Seexeboda.<br />
bolos isev qandakebebis suraTebs<br />
daubrunda da verc SeniSna, ise<br />
CaeZina.<br />
gvian gaeRviZa. Tmaaburdulma moisrisa<br />
Tvalebi, saaTs daxeda da giJiviT<br />
wamovarda. farda gadaswia, fanjara<br />
gamoaRo. quCidan didi xnis gaRviZebuli<br />
adamianebis fusfusi da manqanebis<br />
xmauri SemoiWra. sastumroSi sauzmis<br />
dro ukve gasuliyo. swrafad miiRo Sxapi.<br />
Txeli wvivebi jer sacvlebSi<br />
gauyara, mere jinsebSi. zemodan ki<br />
pirdapir maisuri gadaicva. biusthalters<br />
mas Semdeg aRar xmarobda, rac<br />
xerxemalze sviringi gaikeTa. asoebiani<br />
kani Cveulebrivze mgrZnobiare iyo<br />
da amis gamo skamis sazurgesac odnav<br />
gverdulad, beWiT eyrdnoboda.<br />
sastumros mopirdapire mxares Ria<br />
kafeSi Cavida. patara carieli magidebi<br />
mijriT CaemwkrivebinaT. erT-erT-<br />
Tan ori axalgazrda kaci ijda da<br />
sauzmobda. lizas mimtani Seegeba, adgili<br />
yvelgan dakavebulia da mxolod<br />
aq SegiZliaT dabrZandeTo. gogom<br />
gakvirvebulma daxeda mamakacebis<br />
mocucqnul sufras, romelzec ori<br />
yava, erTi doqi wyali da kruasanebis<br />
kalaTa Zlivs eteoda. kacebi ki lizas<br />
misCerebodnen da cdilobdnen seriozuli<br />
saxeebi mieRoT, Tumca sicili<br />
manam waskdaT, sanam axalgaRviZebuli<br />
gogo gons moegeboda da xumrobis arss<br />
Cawvdeboda.<br />
_ marto sauzmoba mosawyenia, lamazo!<br />
_ miaZaxes Tavisufal magidasTan<br />
mokalaTebul lizas.<br />
manac ugulod gauRima da zurgSeqceviT<br />
Caujda leptops. isev internetSi<br />
daiwyo informaciis Zieba. undoda<br />
ZilSi dakarguli dro rogorme<br />
aenazRaurebina, danaSaulis SegrZneba<br />
swrafadve moeSorebina. aleqsandreze<br />
axali veRaraferi ipova, mwiri<br />
biografiuli cnobebi da fotoebi ukve<br />
gadaReWili hqonda da ubralod usinaTloebze<br />
Seudga statiebis Tvalierebas.<br />
gverdze magida wyvilma daikava.<br />
garSemo veravis amCnevdnen. saxeebi<br />
axlo-axlos mietanaT da alersianad<br />
CurCulebdnen. liza uazrod miaSterda<br />
Seyvarebulebs. megobar kacs ramdenime<br />
Tvis win daSorda. axla ki sakuTari<br />
Tavi imaSi gamoiWira, rom SuriT Senatroda<br />
sxvebis idilias... idilia wina<br />
mamakacTan TiTqmis ar qonia. misi momTxovni<br />
da mkacri buneba gacnobis<br />
wuTidan uSlida nervebs. imas ki Tavis<br />
mxriv lizas zedmetad gaxsnili,<br />
zogjer msubuqi xasiaTi aRizianebda<br />
da Cacmis stilic examuSeboda. ramdenjerme<br />
sTxova, biusthalteri<br />
etarebina. gogos savse mkerdi SeumCneveli<br />
aravis rCeboda... konfliqturi<br />
wyvili iyo, kargad Tavs mxolod martoni<br />
grZnobdnen. uTanxmoeba gareT<br />
gasvlisas, mesame adamianis gamoCenisTanave<br />
iwyeboda. liza ver itanda martoobas,<br />
magram martoobaze metad _<br />
SeniSvnebs. Carevebi iukadrisa da urTierTobac<br />
male daasrula. kacma misi<br />
dabruneba scada, magram lizas<br />
sijiute da principuloba arasodes<br />
aZlevda ukan daxevis saSualebas.<br />
leptopTan mokalaTebuli internetis<br />
saZiebo grafaSi ukve meqanikurad<br />
werda sityvebs: `usinaTlo,~ `usinaTlo<br />
xelovani,~ `brma~... aTasnairi variantidan<br />
erT-erTi forumis gverdi amovarda,<br />
sadac qalebi brma kacebs<br />
ganixilavdnen:<br />
`warmoidgine, verc Sens celulitebs<br />
xedavs da verc striebs, Segi-<br />
Zlia Tavisuflad gaixado!~<br />
`mTavaria, Tvali aravisken gaeqceva<br />
:)))~<br />
`brmebi iseTi mgrZnobiareebi arian...<br />
oqros xelebi aqvT! es unda gamoscado<br />
;)~<br />
komentarebi TvalebgafarToebulma<br />
waikiTxa, mere Caicina da sxva vebgverdebze<br />
gadavida.<br />
mosiyvarule wyvili erTi Wiqidan<br />
svamda wvens. biWs gogos saxe xelebSi<br />
moeqcia. uceb Seecada warmoedgina,<br />
rogoria TiTebiT amokiTxuli nakvTebi,<br />
TiTebiT nagrZnobi sxeuli, Secnobili<br />
nivTebi da Semecnebuli garemo.<br />
_ Cems namuSevrebs Cemze ukeT vin<br />
Seafasebs.. _ muxlze dadebuli xeli<br />
aaTamaSa aleqsandrem, _ myavs ramdenime<br />
megobari eqsperti, romelTa<br />
azrsac yovelTvis vismen, magram iSviaTad<br />
viTvaliswineb. _ daamata mere.<br />
internet-Ziebis Sedegad lizas kompiuteris<br />
ekranze iseTi gverdic<br />
gamoCnda, romelic Cveulebriv teqsts<br />
brailze Targmnida. werili aleqsandres<br />
agents jer kidev redaqciidan<br />
gaugzavna, magram pasuxi igvianebda.<br />
_ brailze vTargmni da xelaxla<br />
gavuSveb... _ lizas goneba gaunaTda,<br />
swrafad gadaixada da kafedan gavida.<br />
gogom Sesabamis biuros ver miagno<br />
da isev skola-internatSi gaemgzavra.<br />
iq moxuci fsiqologi daxvda,<br />
romelic aleqsandres drosac muSaobda.<br />
qalma werilis Targmna mdivans<br />
daavala, lizas ki CaiT gaumaspinZlda.<br />
skola aqo da Tanamedrove miqelanjelos<br />
aRmoCenaSi sakuTar wvlilzec<br />
isaubra. bolos werils TiTebi gadaatara,<br />
lizas gauRima da uTxra:<br />
_ ara mgonia, amiT daiTanxmoT.<br />
gamorCeulad rTuli da Caketili bavSvi<br />
iyo. jiuti... albaT ar Secvlila...<br />
lizam madloba gadauxada da konverti<br />
CanTaSi Seinaxa. Txovna intervius<br />
Sesaxeb gamarTulad, etiketis<br />
sruli dacviT iyo Sedgenili.<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
_ Tqveni qandakebebi Zalian popularulia,<br />
uamrav adamians moswons...<br />
xalxs meti surs Tqvenze gaigos, Tqven-<br />
Tan Sexvedra undaT... undaT, rom xma<br />
mogawvdinon... TqvenTvis ukukavSiri ar<br />
aris mniSvnelovani _ savarZelSi wamoiwia<br />
liza da mWidrod Sekruli pijaki<br />
gaWirvebiT gaiswora.<br />
_ me aTasobiT werili momdis. kidev<br />
ra aris saWiro _ aleqsandre qandakebasaviT<br />
gaSeSebuliyo, _ SekveTebs ar<br />
viReb... _ daamata civad.<br />
lizam fsiqologis sityvebi gonebidan<br />
veRar amoigdo. CaTvala, rom<br />
werils marTlac aklda raRac, es<br />
raRac ki aleqsandres warsulSi unda<br />
eZebna. misi pirveli skolis monaxuleba<br />
gadawyvita da mezobel qalaqSi<br />
gaemgzavra. avtobusma naxevari gzidan<br />
sxva mimarTulebiT gadauxvia da velosipedis<br />
qiraoba mouxda. daniSnulebis<br />
adgilamde TxuTmetiode kilometri<br />
aSorebda. mziani dRe iyo. gzis is<br />
monakveTebi, sadac xeivnis totebi<br />
erTmaneTs exeboda da foTlebis<br />
Crdili maqmaniviT iqargeboda miwaze,<br />
swrafad da sasiamovnod gaiara. ramdenime<br />
suraTic gadaiRo da isev imaze<br />
dafiqrda, rogoria, roca ver xedav...<br />
Tu usinaTlo ibadebi, albaT gacilebiT<br />
iolia daTmo xiluli samyaro,<br />
romlis saxec arasdros ginaxavs,<br />
romelsac mxolod Sexebixar da misi<br />
sunTqva mogismenia... magram roca erTxel<br />
mainc dainaxe es gza, Sexede am<br />
SeyviTlebul xeebs, molurjo naZvebsa<br />
da Savad molaplape mayvlis buCqebs,<br />
fonad xakisfer gorakebsa da Rrublis<br />
Crdilebs, albaT veRarasdros Seeguebi<br />
ufero, uSinaarso sibneles...<br />
lizam gzaze sisxlisfrad moelvare<br />
laqa dainaxa. rom miuaxlovda, gasresili<br />
kenkra aRmoCnda. ramdenime<br />
aseTi laqa kidev Semoxvda. miwaze mkvdari<br />
peplebiviT efina Camocvenili<br />
foTlebi. am dros fiqrebSi garTulma<br />
raRacas gadauara. SeCerda, ukan miixeda<br />
da mzeze moelvare gveli dainaxa.<br />
saxeze xelebi aifara, gaaJrJola.<br />
qvewarmavali tokavda da iklakneboda.<br />
lizam fexebi pedlebs dahkra da iqaurobas<br />
gaecala.<br />
skolaSi gakveTilebi damTavrebuliyo.<br />
darajma Zlivs SeuSva SenobaSi.<br />
rogorc iqna, monaxa TanaSromeli,<br />
vinc arqividan masalis amoRebaze<br />
daiTanxma. moipova aleqsandres TanaklaselTa<br />
gvarebi. koordinatebi ki<br />
ukve qalaqSi dabrunebulma cnobaTa<br />
biuroSi moiZia da rekvas Seudga. zogierTs<br />
ver daukavSirda, zogma yurmili<br />
daukida, zogi sxva qveyanaSi aRmoCnda.<br />
bolos miagno qals, romelic<br />
Sexvedraze iolad daiyolia.<br />
qalma Sin daibara. lizas arasodes<br />
uWirda keTilganwyobis mopoveba da<br />
masac maleve daumegobrda. patara binis<br />
viwro SesasvlelSi oriveni ver daetivnen,<br />
lizam kari gaWirvebiT miketa.<br />
saxlSi CaxuTuli haeri idga. qali<br />
samzareuloSi gauZRva. simsuqnisgan<br />
Senelebulad moZraobda. lizaze mxolod<br />
ramdenime wliT ufrosi gacilebiT<br />
didi Sexedulebisa iyo. urTierTobas<br />
danatrebuli jer Tavis ambebs<br />
moyva, mere oTaxis miqiraveba<br />
SesTavaza, sastumroze gacilebiT iafi<br />
dagijdebao. bolos saqmeze gadavidnen<br />
zari rom daireka, bavSvebi derefan-<br />
Si gacvivdnen. aleqsandre adgilze<br />
<strong>proza</strong> 3<br />
darCa. skamze iyo miqvavebuli. grZnobda,<br />
rom mis cxovrebaSi raRac mniSvnelovani<br />
xdeboda. Tvals im sityvas<br />
ar aSorebda, romelzec maswavlebelma<br />
bolos miuTiTa. `saxlSi unda, dedikosTan...~<br />
_ Caesmoda Tanaklaselis<br />
xma, bavSvebis xmamaRali, daundobeli<br />
xarxari. saxlSi marTlac undoda, dedac<br />
undoda, deda, romelic gaugebda...<br />
kedelze Camokidebul muyaoze Savi<br />
WiayelebiviT daklakniliyvnen asoebi.<br />
imedgacruebuli Sehyurebda maT<br />
uazro formebsa da gaugebar dajgufebebs.<br />
Wiayelebze metad isini sofelSi<br />
nanax gvelis wiwilebs miamsgavsa da<br />
guli zizRiT aevso.<br />
saklaso oTaxSi ramdenime gogo<br />
darCeniliyo. icinodnen. aleqsandres<br />
moeCvena, rom isev mas dascinodnen.<br />
undoda, romelimes dascdenoda, ra<br />
sityva ewera sinamdvileSi muyaoze, ra<br />
iyo is asoTaSeTanxmeba, romelic mis<br />
cxovrebas cvlida da avlebda avismomaswavebel<br />
zRvars _ am SemTxvevamde<br />
da am SemTxvevis Semdeg...<br />
aleqsandres Tanaklasel qals mosayoli<br />
didi araferi hqonda, amitom<br />
ZiriTadad is dRe gaixsena, roca bavSvis<br />
mxedvelobis problema gamoikveTa.<br />
saRamos liza nomerSi ijda, furclebSi<br />
iqeqeboda, leptopSic raRacas<br />
iniSnavda da Tan marilian Txils aknatunebda.<br />
bolos daiRala da dasaZineblad<br />
dawva. xelovnebis simpoziumamde<br />
aTi dRe rCeboda. forumis mTavari<br />
movlena aleqsandres qandakeba `saaTi~<br />
iyo, romelsac centralur moedanze<br />
dadgamdnen. Tu xuT-eqvs dReSi interviu<br />
ar eqneboda, gazeTi stambaSi mTavari<br />
Temis gareSe wavidoda. gamotovebdnen<br />
yvelaze Zvirfassa da mniSvnelovans...<br />
lizam daWimuli zurgi<br />
loginze rom gaSala da anbanis yvela<br />
aso zewars Seexo, uceb werilis azri<br />
daibada da gogo gvelnakbeniviT wamoxta<br />
fexze.<br />
meore dRes xelaxla ewvia internatis<br />
fsiqologs da teqstic axlidan<br />
aTargmnina. naCxvletebs ise daxeda,<br />
TiTqos maTi wakiTxva SeeZlo. amoburcul<br />
adgilebs TiTebi Camousva.<br />
`es sityva iyo s a a T i...<br />
sityva, romelic ver amoikiTxeT da<br />
romlis Semdegac Tqveni cxovreba Seicvala.<br />
Tqveni saaTis dadgmamde ramdenime<br />
dRe rCeba.<br />
Tqveni saaTis dadgomamde _<br />
aRaraferi...<br />
gilocavT! es Tqveni droa, Tqveni<br />
epoqa...<br />
me saaTze naklebi mWirdeba, rom<br />
kiTxvebi dagisvaT.<br />
Zalian gTxovT, gamonaxoT dro! es<br />
mniSvnelovania.~<br />
lizam konkursebisa da gasaubrebebis<br />
gamocdilebidan erTi ram icoda:<br />
igvianebda uaryofiTi pasuxi. dadebiTs<br />
ki, rogorc wesi, swrafad iRebda.<br />
aleqsandres agentma meore dResve<br />
daureka. brailiT dawerili mimarTva<br />
mdivans waukiTxavs, kargad ver gaugia,<br />
magram moqandakisTvis ucnobebia da is<br />
daTanxmebula. Semdeg iyo miTiTebebi,<br />
SezRudvebi da qcevis vrceli instruqcia,<br />
romelic Jurnalists intervius<br />
dros unda daecva. agentma dasZina, rom<br />
teqstis saboloo variants dabeWdvamde<br />
erTad ganixilavdnen da liza yvela<br />
SeniSvnas gaiTvaliswinebda. mTavari<br />
is iyo, rom aleqsandre mas miiRebda.