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marTlmadididebeli marTlmadididebeli eklesiis eklesiis sulieri sulieri<br />

memkvidreoba<br />

memkvidreoba<br />

<strong>bWe</strong><br />

<strong>siwmindisa</strong><br />

wminda wminda ioane ioane oqropiri oqropiri<br />

swavlani<br />

wminda wminda egnate egnate brianCaninovi<br />

brianCaninovi<br />

netar ars kaci...<br />

fariseveli

daibeWda<br />

baTumisa da lazeTis<br />

mitropolit dimitris (SiolaSvili)<br />

locva-kurTxeviT<br />

wignis Semdgeneli da gamomcemeli:<br />

dekanozi zaqaria margalitaZe.<br />

wm. ioane oqropiris qadagebebi Targmna nino belTaZem<br />

wignidan Св. Иоанн Златоуст, Собрание поучений, издание<br />

Свято-Троицкой Сергиевой Лавры, 1993.<br />

wm. egnate brianCaninovis swavlani Targmna rusudan<br />

buaCiZem wignidan Аскетические опыты.<br />

teqnikuri redaqtori: giorgi kvaracxelia.<br />

mxatvrebi: mariam CxaiZe, roman maxaraZe.<br />

gareknis mxatvari: zurab manwkava.<br />

madlobas vuxdiT salomesa da iraklis da maT ojaxs<br />

wignis gamocemisTvis gaweuli xarjebisaTvis.<br />

© gamomcemloba `meridiani~, Tbilisi, 2008<br />

ISBN 978-9941-10-077-2

Sinaarsi<br />

wm. ioane oqropiri _ swavlani ...............................................1<br />

swavleba locvis Sesaxeb ....................................................................... 9<br />

RvTismoSiSebis Sesaxeb ........................................................................... 11<br />

daTmobisa da simSvidis Sesaxeb ......................................................... 14<br />

unda ganveridoT mankier adamianebs .............................................. 17<br />

jvrisa da jvris gamosaxvis Sesaxeb .............................................. 21<br />

wm. werilis kiTxvis Sesaxeb ............................................................... 24<br />

Segoneba eklesiaSi siarulis Sesaxeb ............................................ 27<br />

uqmobisa da saqmianobis Sesaxeb ......................................................... 31<br />

siwrfelisa da cbierebis Sesaxeb .................................................... 35<br />

mtrisadmi mSvidi mopyrobisaTvis ..................................................... 38<br />

Segoneba saTnoebiTi moRvaweobisaTvis .......................................... 42<br />

gza zeciuri sasufevlisaken viwroa .............................................. 45<br />

mRvdelTa pativiscemis Sesaxeb .......................................................... 48<br />

zesTamCenobis Sesaxeb ............................................................................... 51<br />

mzvaobrobis Sesaxeb .................................................................................. 55<br />

moyvasTa siyvarulis Sesaxeb ............................................................... 61<br />

riT davicxroT guliswyroma Seuracxyofilebma? ................ 67<br />

gaWirveba didad sasikeToa CvenTvis ................................................ 70<br />

fsalmunTgalobis Sesaxeb ...................................................................... 74<br />

wminda ormocdRiani marxvis dawyebis win .................................. 79<br />

RvTis winaSe codvaTa aRiarebis Sesaxeb ..................................... 88<br />

ar unda miveceT sasowarkveTilebasa da uzrunvelobas .... 93<br />

sinanulis Sesaxeb ....................................................................................... 101<br />

wminda saidumloTa ziarebis Sesaxeb ............................................. 105<br />

Segoneba _ veridoT gadaWarbebas ..................................................... 109<br />

locvisgan miRebuli sargeblis Sesaxeb ...................................... 114<br />

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eklesiaSi krZalviT dgomis Sesaxeb ............................................... 117<br />

vis SeiZleba ewodos mTavari? ........................................................... 124<br />

Rvinisa da memTvraleobis Sesaxeb .................................................... 128<br />

RvTis sasjeli udidesi sikeTea ....................................................... 132<br />

gaWirvebaTa udtrvinvelad daTmena<br />

martvilobis tolfasia .......................................................................... 136<br />

fiqrebiT RvTisken mswrafveli iolad<br />

aRasrulebs saTnoebas .............................................................................. 139<br />

uzrunvelni sasufevels ver daimkvidreben ................................ 142<br />

simdidrisa da siRaribis Sesaxeb ...................................................... 145<br />

codvili isjeba samomavlo samsjavromde ................................... 149<br />

ratom aris saTnoeba SromasTan TanaSerTuli ......................... 151<br />

mzvaobrobis Sesaxeb .................................................................................. 156<br />

mowyalebis Sesaxeb ..................................................................................... 162<br />

xelosani advilad cxondeba ................................................................ 168<br />

sanaxaobebze moarulTa winaaRmdeg ................................................... 170<br />

Sianomebis mizezia codva ....................................................................... 175<br />

ubedurebas avicilebT sinanuliTa da<br />

cxovrebis gamosworebiT ........................................................................ 179<br />

momakvdavis axlobelTa nugeSiniscema ........................................... 185<br />

locvis Sesaxeb ............................................................................................ 190<br />

maT, romelTac bedisweris sjeraT ................................................... 194<br />

yrmaTa aRzrdis Sesaxeb .......................................................................... 198<br />

colqmruli siyvarulisa da Tanxmobis Sesaxeb ...................... 207<br />

codvis saTave siamayea ............................................................................. 214<br />

Segonebani colebs ...................................................................................... 218<br />

WabukTa ubiwoebis Sesaxeb .................................................................... 223<br />

xorcieli codvis Sesaxeb ..................................................................... 227<br />

xorciel siyvarulTan brZolis Sesaxeb ...................................... 232<br />

ubiwo colqmruli cxovrebis Sesaxeb .......................................... 236<br />

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Ceva daqorwinebis msurvelT ............................................................. 242<br />

tkbobismoyvarebis Sesaxeb ..................................................................... 250<br />

RmerTma mefeTa da mTavrobaTa xelmwifeba<br />

Cvens sasikeTod daadgina ....................................................................... 255<br />

ufrosebma umcrosTa rCevebic yurad unda iRon ................... 261<br />

ra aris Sinagani mSvidoba da omi .................................................... 264<br />

Wirsa da ubedurebaSi RvTisadmi sasoebis Sesaxeb ............... 267<br />

RvTis qvelmoqmedebaTa mimarT madlierebis Sesaxeb ............. 270<br />

yrmaTaTvis RvTis sityvis mosmenis sikeTis Sesaxeb ............ 274<br />

ama soflad mwiroba saTnoebaTagan upirvelesia .................... 277<br />

mowyalebis gareSe cxoneba SeuZlebelia ..................................... 285<br />

sakuTari gadarCenisaTvis bejiTad mzrunvels<br />

veraferi daabrkolebs ................................................................................ 289<br />

uqmobis da fufunebis Sesaxeb .............................................................. 293<br />

Suris Sesaxeb .................................................................................................. 296<br />

TavSekavebuli saubris Sesaxeb ............................................................. 300<br />

Semcodem gadarCenis sasoeba ar unda dakargos ........................ 302<br />

guliswyromisa da SeuracxmyoflebTan<br />

Serigebis Sesaxeb ........................................................................................... 306<br />

Wirsa da lxinSi RvTisadmi madlierebis Sesaxeb .................... 312<br />

RvTis siyvarulis Sesaxeb ....................................................................... 314<br />

vercxlismoyvareobis Sesaxeb ................................................................. 318<br />

yrmaTa aRzrdis aucilebeli piroba ................................................. 321<br />

locvisa da WeSmariti Tavmdablobis Sesaxeb ............................. 325<br />

codvils ganamarTlebs TviTgakicxva<br />

da ara Tavis marTleba .............................................................................. 329<br />

mowyinebas ar miveceT, Tu ufali Cveni<br />

saTxovris aRsrulebas ayov nebs ........................................................... 331<br />

gaWirvebis Jams nugeSs mudam vpovebT eklesiasa<br />

da saRvTo werilSi ..................................................................................... 335<br />

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aRzrdaze mcdari Sexeduleba udidesi borotebis<br />

mizezi xdeba...................................................................................................... 339<br />

Tavmdablobis Sesaxeb .................................................................................. 350<br />

saTnoebas veravin xelyofs ..................................................................... 352<br />

rogor SeiZleba zeciuri sasufevlis mitaceba ........................ 355<br />

rogor SeiZleba gaWirvebam simSvide mogvgvaros? ................... 357<br />

codvaTa mizezia ara buneba, aramed uzrunveloba .................... 360<br />

qristianTa mankieri cxovreba warmarTTa<br />

moqcevas abrkolebs ...................................................................................... 364<br />

sasuliero mTavrobaTa simaRle ........................................................... 367<br />

saWiroa SemcodebelTa mxileba da dasja ..................................... 375<br />

wminda egnate brianCaninovi<br />

netar ars kaci<br />

fariseveli<br />

netar ars kaci................................................................................................ 381<br />

fariseveli ......................................................................................................... 394<br />

nawili pirveli .................................................................................... 395<br />

nawili meore ......................................................................................... 407<br />

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wminda ioane oqropiri<br />

swavlani<br />

7

swavleba locvis Sesaxeb<br />

u ganuwyvetliv gvemaxsovreba RmerTi da misi wy-<br />

Talobani, ukve veRar SevZlebT borotebaze fiqrs.<br />

winaswarmetyvelis sityvebia: mogiÃsene Sen sarecelTa<br />

CemTa zeda, ciskarsamca gevedrebode Sen (fs. 62:7). kaci<br />

mudam unda fiqrobdes RmerTze, gansakuTrebiT RamiT,<br />

roca goneba mosvenebulia; roca uflis gaxsenebiT See-<br />

Zleba TviTgansja da am fiqrebze daunjeba. Tu dRisiT<br />

SevecdebiT ufalze fiqrs, Cvens gonebaSi SemoWrili<br />

sxva sazrunavi da SfoTi amis saSualebas ar mogvcems.<br />

RamiT ki SegviZlia, ganuwyvetliv vfiqrobdeT RmerTze:<br />

maSin suli damSvidebuli da uSfoTvelia, igi navsayudelSia<br />

da usafrTxod grZnobs Tavs. winaswarmetyveli<br />

gveubneba: raÁ sTquaT gulTa Sina TquenTa, sarecelTa<br />

TquenTa zeda SeinaneT (fs. 4:5). saWiroa, dRisiTac ar<br />

viviwyebdeT amas, magram am dros Tqven uamravi sazrunavi<br />

giCndebaT da Tavs iqcevT yofiTi saqmeebiT. amitom sarecelze<br />

mainc gaixseneT RmerTi, ifiqreT masze ciskris<br />

Jams. Tu amas diliT gavakeTebT, Semdgom yvela saqmes<br />

sruliad daubrkoleblad SevudgebiT; Tu sasoebiTa da<br />

locviT winaswar lmobiervyofT RmerTs, Semdeg ukve<br />

saerTod veRar SevxvdebiT mters da Tu mainc SeveyrebiT<br />

mas, siciladac ar gveyofa, raki mowyale RmerTi<br />

gveyoleba mcvelad.<br />

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vaWroba omia, yoveldRiuri saqmianoba _ brZola,<br />

mRelvareba da qariSxali, amitomac gvWirdeba Zlieri<br />

saWurveli _ locva; gvWirdeba zurgis qaric; unda<br />

gaviTvaliswinoT yvelaferi, raTa dRe ganvvloT xomaldis<br />

daRupvisa da iarebis gareSe. yoveldRe uamravi wyalqveSa<br />

rifi gvxvdeba, razedac Cveni xomaldi xSirad<br />

imsxvreva da iZireba _ amitomac gvWirdeba locva, gansakuTrebiT<br />

diliT da RamiT. Tu is, vinc raRac dros adamianebTan<br />

Serkinebas apirebs, guldasmiT emzadeba amisTvis,<br />

gacilebiT metad gvmarTebs mudmivi garja da zrunva<br />

Cven, visi mTeli cxovrebac brZolaa.<br />

dae, Cven yoveli Rame SuaRamianis locvad gveqces;<br />

vecadoT, rom Cven _ dRisiT gareT gamosulebs _ ar<br />

dagvcinon _ Tu dacinva gvakmares!... magram Cvens wina-<br />

Sea mama RmerTis marjveniT mjdomare Tavad gvirgvini<br />

moRvaweTa _ qriste, romelic yuradRebiT gvismens, xom<br />

ar vityviT raime uxamssa da usargeblos. is xom msajulia<br />

ara mxolod Cveni saqmeebisa, aramed sityvebisac.<br />

maS, sayvarelno, mRviZarebaSi ganvvloT mTeli Rame: Tu<br />

movisurvebT, gamogviCndebian Semfaseblebic _ TiToeul<br />

CvenganTan angelozi myofobs. amitomac, zrunvis sagnad<br />

gavixadoT erTaderTi ram _ rogorme miviRoT jildo<br />

da davidgaT gvirgvini.<br />

10<br />

14-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.

RvTismoSiSebis Sesaxeb<br />

maRlesi saTnoebaa _ RmerTs mivaweroT yvelaferi<br />

ukargi da araferi CavTvaloT Cvenad; araferi movimoqmedoT<br />

kacobrivi didebis mosapoveblad, niadag viRvawoT<br />

RvTis saTnoyofisTvis, radgan mxolod igi, da ara<br />

sxva vinme, mogvkiTxavs Cven saqmeTaTvis.<br />

Tumc dRes es wesrigi darRveulia _ axla imdenad ar<br />

gveSinia uflisa, vinc odesme samsjavroze dajdeba da<br />

mogvkiTxavs Cvens saqmeebs, ramdenadac Tavzars gvcemen<br />

isini, romlebic CvenTan erTad wardgebian samsjavroze.<br />

saidan gvWirs es sneuleba? rogor SeaRwia man Cvens gulebSi?<br />

mizezi amisa momavalze iSviaTad fiqri da awmyoze<br />

ukiduresi mijaWvulobaa. amis gamoa, rom iolad<br />

gveufleba boroteba, xolo sikeTes Tavis gamosaCenad<br />

Tu viqmT _ ase rom, amisTvisac sasjeli gvemuqreba.<br />

SeiZleba vinmem gulisTqmiT Sexedos dedakacs, magram<br />

es daumalos masac da TanmxlebTac, magram verafers gamoaparebs<br />

RvTis niadag fxizel Tvals. vidre kaci codvas<br />

Caidens, fxizeli Tvali uflisa mis sulSi manamde xedavs<br />

danaSaulebriv gulisTqmas, Sinagan siSmages, gulissityvaTa<br />

aboboqrebul da mouTokav Zvrebs. yovlismcodnes<br />

ar sWirdeba mowmeni da mtkicebulebani. amitomac ar usmino<br />

Sensave msgavs monebs, radganac adamianTagan saqmeTa<br />

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SenTa qeba usargebloa, vidre maT ufali ar Seiwynarebs.<br />

ar usmino vinmesgan lanZRvasac _ igi verafers dagaklebs,<br />

Tu RmerTma ar Seuracxgyo. gafrTxildi _ ar ganarisxo<br />

msajuli ufali imiT, rom didad afaseb SenisTana<br />

monebis Sexedulebebs da ar geSinia, ar gaZrwunebs<br />

Tavad am msajulis aRSfoTeba.<br />

maS, moviZuloT kacobrivi qeba-dideba. rodemde unda<br />

viyoT miwaze garTxmuli an masze davxoxavdeT? kidev<br />

didxans unda miviltvodeT miwisken, roca RmerTi<br />

zecisken gvixmobs? iosebis Zmebi ar ganizraxavdnen udabnoSi<br />

TavianTi Zmis mokvlas, saTanado RvTismoSiSeba rom<br />

hqonodaT. zustad aseve, kaensac rom egrZno uflis samsjavros<br />

jerovani SiSi, ar etyoda abels: ganvideT zogad<br />

velad (dabad. 4:8).<br />

Sen, sacodavma da ubedurma, ratom CamoaSore saku-<br />

Tari Zma mamas da gaiyvane ukacriel adgilze? imitom xom<br />

ara, rom gegona _ am mindorSi RmerTi ver dainaxavda<br />

Sens utifar danaSauls, sakuTari mamis Secdomaze mainc<br />

ver iswavle, rom RmerTi xedavs yovelives da uwyis<br />

yvelaferi, rasac vakeTebT?<br />

maS, niadag viyoT RvTismoSiSni da yvela boboqari vnebac<br />

gagvineldeba. RvTismoSiSebis gareSe SeuZlebelia<br />

raime keTilSobilurisa da mniSvnelovnis aRsruleba.<br />

amis Sesaxeb wers mociquli: SiSiTa da ZrwoliT TÂssa<br />

cxorebasa iqmodeT (flp. 2:12).<br />

man ar Tqva mxolod `SiSiT~ _ aramed daurTo `ZrwoliT~,<br />

rac moSiSebis umaRlesi safexuria. raki yofiT<br />

saqmeTa Sesruleba ar SegviZlia SiSis gareSe, es miT<br />

ufro exeba sulier saqmeebs! mipasuxe _ vin Seiswavla<br />

wera-kiTxva SiSis gareSe? vin gaiwafa xelovnebaSi Si-<br />

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Sis gareSe? Tu iq, sadac ar gvidarajebs eSmaki, aramed<br />

mxolod sakuTari sizarmace gviSlis xels, Zlieri SiSi<br />

gvWirdeba udebebisgan TavdasaRwevad. maS, aseT brZola-<br />

Si, aseTi winaaRmdgomobis dros rogor SevZlebT gadar-<br />

Cenas RvTismoSiSebis gareSe?<br />

rogor SeiZleba dagvebados es SiSi? Tu gavacnobierebT,<br />

rom RmerTi yvelganaa, yvelaferi esmis, yovelives<br />

xedavs _ ara mxolod saqmesa da sityvas, aramed<br />

imasac, rac xdeba gulSi da sulis siRrmeSi; rom is aris<br />

ganmkiTxvel gonebaTa da zraxvaTa gulisaTa (ebr. 4:12),<br />

ukve aRar CavidenT siaves, arc vityviT raime cuds, aRarc<br />

vifiqrebT masze.<br />

amdenad, rasac unda saqmianobde, akeTe RmerTis yvelganmyofobaze<br />

fiqriT _ igi, marTlac, yvelgan aris.<br />

magaliTad, sazrdos miirTmev, Zils apireb, urisxdebi<br />

vinmes, itaceb rames, eZlevi siamovnebas an sxva raimes<br />

akeTeb – gaixsene, rom RmerTi SenTanaa da arasdros<br />

gaxdebi dacinvis sagani, arasodes ainTebi risxviT. Tu<br />

uflis yvelganmyofobis Sesaxeb niadag ifiqreb, mudmiv<br />

geqneba moSiSebis iseTi gancda, TiTqos xelmwifis axlos<br />

idge; TviT gamocdili, daxelovnebuli xuroTmoZRvari<br />

SiSiTa da ZrwoliT dgas da eSinia _ ar Camovardes<br />

nagebobidan. aseve Senc: Tu irwmune, bevri sikeTe hqmen,<br />

miaRwie simaRles _ deg SiSiT, iyavi mRviZared, raki bevria<br />

boroti suli, romelTac Seni simaRlidan Camogdeba<br />

swadiaT.<br />

me-5 saubari korinTelTa mimarT me-2 epistoleze; me-<br />

8 saubari filipelTa mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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daTmobisa da simSvidis Sesaxeb<br />

acxovrisgan viswavloT daTmoba da simSvide: iswa-<br />

mveT Cemgan, rameTu mSÂd var da mdabal guliTa (mT.<br />

11:29) da ganvagdoT yovelgvari guliswyroma. agvimxedrdeba<br />

vinme _ moviTminoT; utifrad mogvepyrobian _<br />

Tavazianoba gamoviCinoT; gvetyvian RvarZlian sityvebs,<br />

dacinviTa da ginebiT Segvawuxeben _ aseve nu vupasuxebT,<br />

raTa samagieros gadaxdiT ar warviwymidoT Tavi. mrisxaneba<br />

mxecia _ Seubralebeli da mZvinvare; mis mosaTviniereblad<br />

saWiroa, warmovTqvaT muxlebi wminda werilidan:<br />

miwaÁ xar da miwadve miiqce (dabad. 3:19); ras<br />

qedmaRlobs mtveri da ferfli? (zir. 10:9); kaci gulmwyrali<br />

ara Suenier (igav. 11:25). araferia mrisxanebis<br />

gamomxatvel saxeze ufro gonji, miT umetes es iTqmis<br />

sulze. roca gaqeqaven sibinZures, Cveulebriv dgeba<br />

saSineli simyralis suni, asevea mrisxanebiT aRelvebuli<br />

sulic _ maSin avlens Tavis udides simaxinjes. albaT,<br />

metyvi, rom ar SegiZlia mtrebisgan Seuracxyofis<br />

atana. ratom, mipasuxe! sanam mteri simarTles getyoda,<br />

manamdec gmarTebda, Tavad gagekicxa sakuTari Tavi, amitom<br />

madlobelic unda iyo am mxilebisaTvis; Tu mtris<br />

naTqvami sicruea, yuric ar aTxovo mas; Tu man Rataki<br />

giwoda _ Sen siciladac ar geyos, Tu ujerod da ugunurad<br />

mogixsenia _ Seicode, radganac romelman hrquas<br />

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Zmasa TÂssa cof, Tana-mdeb ars igi geheniasa mas cecxlisasa<br />

(mT. 5 :22).<br />

amrigad, roca vinme dagesxmis Tavs, ifiqre imaze, Tu<br />

ra sasjeli miegeba mas da ara Tu ganurisxdebi, cremlsac<br />

ki daRvri misTvis; xom aravin brazdeba cieb-cxelebiT<br />

Sepyrobil adamianebze, piriqiT, ecodebaT da maTTvis<br />

glovoben.<br />

aseTia ganrisxebuli suli ! Sen ki, Tu ginda samagieros<br />

gadaxda, dadumdi _ ai, riT miayeneb mters momakvdinebel<br />

dartymas. Tu yvedrebas yvedrebiTve upasuxeb,<br />

cecxls aRagzneb. SeiZleba miTxra _ gavCumdebi da irgvliv<br />

myofni damadanaSauleben sulmokleobaSio _ brals<br />

sulmokleobaSi ki ar dagdeben, aramed Seni sibrZniT gaocdebian;<br />

Tu galanZRvis gamo wyenas gamoxatav, amiT Tavs<br />

Tavadve Seuracxyof, raki sxvebs afiqrebineb, rom Senze<br />

marTali Tqves. erTi miTxari _ ratom icinis mdidari,<br />

roca mas Rataks uwodeben? icis, rom Rataki ar aris da<br />

imitom! Cvenc ase moviqceT: Tu saginebel sityvebs vupasuxebT<br />

RimiliT, es iqneba Cveni simarTlis saukeTeso dadastureba<br />

_ maSasadame, ar migvaCnia, rom am gakicxvas<br />

vimsaxurebT.<br />

amasTan, sadamde unda gveSinodes adamianTa gansjisa?<br />

sadamde unda ugulebelvyoT meufe yovelTa da mivemsWvaloT<br />

xorcs? sadaRa Tquen Soris Suri da ÃdomaÁ ganwualebani,<br />

ara ÃorcielveRa xarTa (1 kor. 3 :3)? amitom<br />

viyoT sulierni da avlagmoT es saSineli mxeci. mrisxanebasa<br />

da borgneulobas Soris gansxvaveba ar arsebobs;<br />

risxva igive eSmakisgan Sepyrobaa, oRond droebiTi, iqneb<br />

ufro uaresic. eSmakeuls SeiZleba mieteos, magram<br />

ganrisxebul kacs uamravi satanjveli moelis, radgan<br />

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nebayoflobiT mieqaneba warsawymedlis ufskrulisaken.<br />

samomavlo geheniamde igi aqve isjeba, raki mis sulSi<br />

gulissityvebis SfoTi da Caucxrobeli qariSxli dRe-<br />

Ram boboqrobs.<br />

amrigad, Tavi rom davaRwioT sasjels am cxovreba-<br />

Sic da satanjvels momavalSic, moviSoroT es vneba da<br />

gamoviCinoT udidesi simSvide da Semwynarebloba. amiT<br />

vpovebT sulis simSvides aqac da zeciur samefoSic.<br />

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48-e saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.

unda ganveridoT mankier adamianebs<br />

ogorc xorci, avaddeba ra dasnebovnebuli haeri-<br />

rdan, kvdeba, aseve xSirad ziandeba sulic mankier<br />

xalxTan urTierTobiT. amitomac dagvavala qristem _<br />

ara mxolod veridoT amnair adamianebs, aramed ganvagdoT<br />

isini: ukueTu Tuali Seni marjuene gacdunebdes<br />

Sen, aRmoiRe igi da ganagde Sengan (mT. 5:29). am mcnebaSi<br />

igulisxmeba ara Tvali _ igi raime cudis Cadenas ver<br />

SeZlebs, roca suli janmrTelia, aramed megobrebi, axloblebi,<br />

romlebic erTgvarad Cveni asoni gaxdnen, da<br />

gvavalebs, sakuTari gadarCenis sruli usafrTxoebisTvis<br />

ar davindoT maTTan megobrobac ki. amitom ambobs<br />

winaswarmetyveli: ara davjed me krebulsa Tana amaoebisasa<br />

da uSjuloTa Tana me ara Sevide (fs. 25:4). ieremiac<br />

aqebs mas, vinc dajdes martoebiT da dadumnes, rameTu<br />

aRiRo Tavsa zeda TÂssa uReli mZime (god. 3:28). igaveb-<br />

Sic bevrgan aris saubari amis Sesaxeb, rac damajereblad<br />

Seagonebs yvelas, rom saWiroa ara mxolod moveridoT,<br />

aramed gaveqceT borotis mrCevelT da saerTod<br />

ar mivmarToT maT. xiluli kargi sagnebic xom xSirad<br />

fuWdeba cudTan SexebiT, gana es ufro ar emuqreba Tavisufal<br />

arsebebs? sxeulis feri da sijansaRe bunebiT<br />

gveZleva, magram gare, mavne gavlenebi maT azianebs. aseve<br />

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madac bunebis naboZebia, magram masac xSirad vkargavT<br />

avadmyofobis gamo... SeiZleba mravali msgavsi SemTxveva<br />

davimowmoT....<br />

amitomac nu CavTvliT mavnebel adamianebTan urTier-<br />

Tobas nakleb sazianod da saswrafod gavecaloT maT _<br />

iqnebian isini dedakacebi, megobrebi Tu nebismieri sxvani.<br />

aRniSnulma urTierTobam daRupa iseTi udidesi<br />

mamani, rogorebic iyvnen solomoni da samsoni; garyvna<br />

mTeli iudeveli eri. adamianebs, Cveulebriv, mxeci ar<br />

ayenebs imden zians, ramdensac mankieri kaci. nadiri<br />

aSkarad gerCis, adamianebi ki yoveldRe avrceleben sens<br />

SeumCnevlad da uxmod da nel-nela asusteben saTnoebis<br />

Zalas, amitomac gvikrZalavs ufali usircxvilo Sexedvas:<br />

romeli xedvides dedakacsa gulis-Tqumad mas, munve<br />

imruSa mis Tana gulsa Sina TÂssa (mT. 5 :28) _ ase iolad<br />

da Cqara vrceldeba boroteba.<br />

roca apireb qalaqSi dasaxlebas, mondomebiT cdilob,<br />

gaigo, rogoria iqauri klimati _ mavnea Tu margebeli,<br />

notioa Tu mSrali, magram roca saqme exeba suls, arc<br />

gainteresebs, gaicno isini, visTanac geqneba urTierToba<br />

_ yvelas advilad da ganurCevlad andob mas. miTxari,<br />

gana migeteveba sulis amgvari Seuracxyofa? fiqrob ki<br />

imaze, ratom gandiddnen udabnoebSi mcxovrebi mamani<br />

_ iqneb imitom, rom ganeridnen xmaursa da bazrobebs,<br />

daemkvidrnen yofiTi sazrunavis mxrColavi kvamlidan<br />

Sors. Senc maT mihbaZe da ecade, qalaqSi moZebno udabno.<br />

xolo amis gakeTebas SeZleb, Tu ganeridebi mankierT,<br />

Tu mihyvebi saTnoebiT SemkulT. am gziT Sen ufro<br />

usafrTxod iqnebi, vidre udabnoSi mcxovrebni, raki<br />

ara mxolod ganeSorebi borotebas, aramed urTierToba<br />

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geqneba sikeTis momtan adamianebTan. Tu ganudgebi mankierT<br />

da mihyvebi saTnoebiT SemkulT, SeiZen ormag sargebels:<br />

gaimravleb saTnoebas da Seimcireb mankierebas. Cven<br />

movikveTT xolme dawylulebul da ganukurnebel asoT,<br />

raTa mTel sxeuls ar gadaedos sneuleba. amas vakeTebT<br />

sxeulis sxva nawilebis dasacavad da ara imitom, rom<br />

moviZuleT es asoni; miT ufro ase unda moveqceT im adamianebs,<br />

romelTa garemo damRupvelia CvenTvis. Tu Sev-<br />

ZlebT maT gamosworebas ise, rom Tavad ar dagviSavdeba<br />

rame, amisTvis Zalisxmeva ar unda daviSuroT; magram Tu<br />

maTac ver gamovasworebT da Tavadac davzaraldebiT,<br />

aucilebelia, zurgi vaqcioT da mivatovoT. amiT xSirad<br />

TviT is adamianebic gacilebiT did sargebels iReben.<br />

amitomac gvarwmunebda pavle: mospeT ukeTuri igi<br />

Soris Tquensa. raÁTa moispos Tquen Soris, romelman<br />

saqme ese qmna (1 kor. 5:12,3). damRupvelia _ WeSmaritad<br />

damRupvelia _ urTierToba borot adamianebTan. ise advilad<br />

ar mouRebs bolos saxadi da keTri am avadmyofobiT<br />

daavadebulT, rogorc dagvRupavs mankier adamianTa<br />

boroti zne. amasve adasturebs mociqulic: ganxrwnian<br />

wesTa keTilTa zraxvani borotni (1 kor. 15:33); winaswarmetyvelic<br />

imaves ambobs: ivltodeT babilonis Sorisisagan<br />

da ganirineT (ier. 51:6).<br />

dae, aravis hyavdes mankieri megobari!.. saerTodac rom<br />

ar mogvadges maTgan ziani _ mainc ver avicilebT Worebs.<br />

gareSe pirni ar gamoiZieben Cvens cxovrebas _ isini Cveni<br />

garemocvis mixedviT gangvsjian. amas vuanderZeb dedakacebsac<br />

da qalwulebsac. naTqvamic aris: ganizraxevdiT<br />

keTilsa winaSe yovelTa kacTa (rom. 12:17).<br />

gulmodgined vecadoT, ar davabrkoloT moyvasi. Sei-<br />

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Zleba Cveni cxovreba erTob marTalic iyos, magram Tu<br />

igi sxvaTa dabrkolebas iwvevs, kargavs Tavis Rirebulebas.<br />

gana SeiZleba marTalma cxovrebam vinme daabrkolos?<br />

es maSin xdeba, roca [uweso xalxTan] urTierTobis<br />

gamo am cxovrebas Cirqi moecxeba; roca Cvenive Tavis<br />

moimedeni vurTierTobT mankier adamianebTan. am dros<br />

Tundac araferi dagviSavdes _ sxvebs xom vabrkolebT.<br />

amaze mivuTiTeb mamebsac, dedebsac da qalwulebsac _<br />

keTilsindisierad gamoiZion, ramdeni boroteba ibadeba<br />

amgvari qcevidan. davuSvaT, arc me da arc sxvas _ ufro<br />

srulyofils _ ar gvamoZravebs raime cudi, magram gulubryvilo<br />

moZme zaraldeba Cveni `srulyofilebiT~.<br />

arada gvmarTebs, gaviTvaliswinoT misi uZlurebac;<br />

moviqceT ise, rom aravis, TviT urjulosac, ar mivceT<br />

sababi, samarTlianad gvisayveduros. rogorc marTlad<br />

mcxovrebni ganadideben RmerTs, ise uzneod mcxovrebni<br />

iZlevian RvTismgmobelobis sababs. RmerTma nu qnas,<br />

Cven Soris iyvnen aseTebi! dae, wmindavyoT saqmeni Cvenni,<br />

raTa ididos mama RmerTi caTa Sina da Cvenc SevZloT<br />

misi didebiT datkboba.<br />

me-4 saubari 57-e fsalmunze; 1 saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.<br />

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jvrisa da jvris gamosaxvis Sesaxeb<br />

dre jvari moiazreboda, rogorc adamianis dam-<br />

anaSaved cnobisa da misi sikvdiliT dasjis niSani,<br />

dRes igi sapatio da sanukvaria. adre mas ukavSirebdnen<br />

sircxvilsa da wamebas, dRes _ didebasa da pativs. jvari<br />

rom namdvilad didebaa, ismine qristes sityvebi, sadac<br />

macxovari Tavis didebas jvars uwodebs: madide me, mamao,<br />

Tavisa Senisa Tana didebiTa miT, romeli maqunda winaSe<br />

Sensa uwinares soflis dabadebisa (in. 15:5). jvari Tavia<br />

Cveni xsnisa ! jvari mizezia auracxeli sikeTisa! Cven<br />

_ adre uCinoni da gangdebulni _ misi wyalobiT SeviracxeT<br />

RvTis Svilebad, Tavi davaRwieT cdomilebas da<br />

SevicaniT WeSmariteba; misi wyalobiT Cven _ adre Tayvanismcemlebma<br />

xeTa da qvaTa _ SevicaniT Semoqmedi yovelTa;<br />

codvaTa monobaSi myofebma aRviqviT simarTlis<br />

Tavisufleba. misi wyalobiT qveyana iqca zecad. jvarma<br />

gangvaTavisufla cdunebaTagan, gagviZRva WeSmaritebisken,<br />

adamianebi Segvariga RmerTTan, amogvaTria uzneobis<br />

ufskrulidan, agviyvana saTnoebis mwvervalze,<br />

gaanadgura eSmakeuli cdomileba, Semusra sacduri. misi<br />

wyalobiTY ganqarda kvamli, simyrale da Sewyda pirutyvTa<br />

sisxlis daRvra; samagierod, yvelgan sasuliero<br />

msaxurebam, galobam da locvam daisadgura. misi wyalobiT<br />

ukuiqcnen avsulni, piri ibruna eSmakma, kacobrivma<br />

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unebam angelozTa bunebis dari cxovreba daiwyo, amqveynad<br />

damkvidrda qalwuleba.<br />

mas Semdeg, rac qalwulisagan Sobili mogvevlina,<br />

kacTa modgmam Seicno saTnoebisaken savali es gza. macxovarma<br />

gangvanaTla wyvdiadSi myofni, gagvaTavisufla<br />

damonebulni, Soreulni Tavis axloblebad migviCnia,<br />

ucxoni SegviTvisa, manamde moxetialeni zecis moqalaqeebad<br />

gvaqcia, aRkveTa omebi da Cveni mSvidobis burjad<br />

iqca.<br />

jvris wyalobiT aRar gveSinia demonis cecxlovani<br />

isrebisa, radgan vpoveT saTave cxovrebisa; aRar varT<br />

qvrivni, raki SeviZineT saqmro; aRar gveSinia mglisa,<br />

raki gvicavs mwyemsi keTili. Tavad ufali gveubneba: me<br />

var mwyemsi keTili (in. 10 :11). aRarc mtarvals vufrTxiT,<br />

radgan meufem Semogvkriba TavisTan.<br />

xedav, ramdeni sikeTe gviboZa jvarma!<br />

jvarze Seiwira msxverpli, xolo sadac aris msxverpli,<br />

iqvea codvaTa miteveba, ufalTan Serigeba, dResaswauli<br />

da sixaruli. zatikad Cuenda CuenTÂs daikla<br />

qriste (1 kor. 5 :7).<br />

jvari WeSmaritad Cveni dResaswaulia; man ganaxvna<br />

karni samoTxisani da avazaki Seiyvana _ aRasrula ori<br />

udidesi saqme: ganaRo samoTxe da avazaki daubruna Tavdapirvel<br />

samkvidrebels, mSobliur qalaqs.<br />

maS, nuravin iTakilebs, Tayvani sces Cveni cxonebis<br />

mizezs, risi wyalobiTac vcxovrobT, rac sawyisia yvela<br />

im sikeTisa, riTac varsebobT. gvirgviniviT unda vataroT<br />

qristes jvari, radganac mis mier aResruleba yovelive,<br />

rac gvWirdeba: Tu naTlisRebiT viSvebiT, jvari<br />

migviZRvis; gvinda vigemoT saidumlo sazrdo, miviRoT<br />

xeldasxma an sxva ram _ yvelgan Cvens winaSea gamarjvebis<br />

es niSani. amitomac didi gulmodginebiT gamovsaxavT mas<br />

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saxlis kedlebsa Tu karze, sakuTar Sublze, gulSi...<br />

jvari xom niSania Cveni gadarCenisa, sayovelTao Tavisuflebisa<br />

da yovelTa meufis gulmowyalebisa, romelic<br />

viTarca cxovari klvad miiyvanes (Sdr. es. 53 :7).<br />

ase rom, roca jvars gamosaxav, gulisxmahyav yvela<br />

misi mniSvneloba, daicxre risxva da sxva vnebani. roca<br />

jvars gamosaxav, dae, saxeze aRgebeWdos cxoveli sasoeba,<br />

xolo sulma SeigrZnos Tavisufleba. vidre TiTebiT<br />

gamoisaxavde mas, unda Sinaganad ganewyo amisTvis da<br />

aRiWurvo sruli rwmeniT. pirjvris amgvarad gadaweris<br />

Semdgom uwmindur sulTagan veravin SeZlebs SenTan<br />

moaxloebas, raki ixilavs Tavis ganmgmirav maxvils _<br />

saWurvels, ramac momakvdinebeli Wriloba miayena. Tu<br />

Cven ZrwoliT veyurebT im adgils, sadac damnaSaveebs<br />

sikvdiliT sjian, warmoidgine, rogor Zrwian demonebi<br />

im iaraRis xilvisas, riTac qristem mTeli maTi Zala iavarhyo<br />

da gvels Tavi mohkveTa...<br />

es niSani ganaRebda Caketil karebs, Zalas aclida yovelive<br />

sazianos, uvnebelyofda Sxams da kurnavda nadirTagan<br />

sasikvdilod daglejilT, ase iyo da asea dResac! Tu<br />

man Semusra <strong>bWe</strong>ni jojoxeTisani, ganaxvna ciuri kamara,<br />

kvlav SeaRo samoTxeSi Sesasvleli da daTrguna demonis<br />

simtkice, maS, ra gasakviria, rom is Zalas ukargavdes<br />

sawamlavebs, aTvinierebdes mxecebs?...<br />

aRbeWde sakuTar gonebaSi jvari da Seitkbe es macxonebeli<br />

niSani. roca jvari CvenTanaa, demonebi aRar<br />

arian saSiSni da zardamcemni; sikvdilic sikvdili ki<br />

ara, Zilia. jvris mier yovelive samtrod aRZruli daemxo<br />

da Seimusra. is aris Cveni siqaduli, saTave sikeTisa,<br />

Cveni kadniereba, silaRe da simdidre.<br />

saubari jvrisa da avazakis Sesaxeb; 54-e saubari maTes<br />

saxarebis Sesaxeb.<br />

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wminda werilis kiTxvis Sesaxeb<br />

u niadag vikiTxavT wminda werils, SevZlebT ga-<br />

TdarCenas, SevicnobT marTal dogmatebsa da saTno<br />

cxovrebas. kaci, Tundac ukiduresad jiuti, moudrekeli,<br />

zarmaci da adre saerTod ar SemZeni raime sikeTisa _<br />

axla moimkis nayofs da miiRebs mcired sargebels mainc<br />

_ ara iseTs, rom igi misTvis sagrZnobi iyos. Tu vinme<br />

Seva iq, sadac mironi ixarSeba, da dayovndeba, uneblied<br />

isic keTilsurneliT iJRinTeba; es miT ufro exeba mas,<br />

vinc eklesiaSi dadis. rogorc uqnarobidan Cndeba mconareba,<br />

ise wvrTna badebs gulmodginebas.<br />

amitom aRsavsec rom iyo uamravi codviT, uwmindurebiT,<br />

ar gaeqce [morwmuneTa] am krebuls. Sen metyvi: ra<br />

vqna, Tu vismen, magram ar vsruleb? is, rom amiT Tavs<br />

uRirsad aRiareb, ar aris umniSvnelo SenaZeni; es SiSic<br />

ar aris usargeblo, es krTomac ar aris unayofo. Tu wuxili<br />

Segipyrobs imis gamo, rom ismen, magram ar asruleb,<br />

icode, odesme aucileblad Seasruleb. vinc saubrobs<br />

RmerTTan da usmens mas, man, SeuZlebelia, raime sargebeli<br />

ar hpovos. Cven xom umalve visworebT tansacmels<br />

da vibanT xelebs, rogorc ki bibliis aRebas davapirebT.<br />

xedav, rogori mowiweba gveufleba kiTxvis dawyebamde?<br />

Tu kiTxvasac aseTive gulmodginebiT SevudgebiT, did<br />

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sargebels SeviZenT. marTlac, bibliis kiTxva rom ar<br />

iwvevdes sulSi mokrZalebas, masTan Sexebis win ratom<br />

davibandiT xelebs; ufro metic _ Tavdauxuravi dedakaci<br />

umal saburvels ixvevs, xolo Tavdaxuruli mamakaci<br />

maSinve ixdis quds, riTac gamoxataven TavianT Sinagan<br />

pativiscemas;. diax! garegnuli ieric Sinagani krZalvis<br />

mauwyebelia!.. amasTan, sakiTxavis mosasmenad Camomjdari<br />

kacic xSirad iwyebs oxvras da Tavisi saaqao cxovrebis<br />

gankiTxvas.<br />

ase rom, yuri mivapyroT wminda werils... saxareba<br />

gveqces gansakuTrebuli yuradRebis sagnad. dae, igi<br />

yovelTvis xelT gvepyras. rogorc ki gadaSli am wigns,<br />

Tvalwin dagidgeba qriste da mswrafl gaigoneb sityvebs:<br />

xolo iesu qristes SobaÁ esreT iyo, rameTu: Txovil iyo<br />

dedaÁ misi mariam iosebisa da vidre SerTvadmde maTa ipova<br />

igi midgomil sulisagan wmidisa (mT. 1 :18). amis momsmens<br />

ganacvifrebs Sobis saidumlo, igi umal moindomebs<br />

qalwulebasa da ama soflisgan ganSorebas.<br />

mniSvnelovania isic, rom dainaxav qalwuls, vinc<br />

Rirs-iqmna suliwmidisa, da masTan mosaubre angelozs _<br />

amis Sesaxeb saxarebis dasawyisSive weria. Tu bolomde<br />

waikiTxav, maSinve zurgs Seaqcev da dascineb yovelive<br />

yofiTsa Tu miwiers. Tu mdidari xar _ arafrad Caagdeb<br />

simdidres, roca gaigeb, rom durgalze dawinduli<br />

RvTismSobeli (qalwuli), mokrZalebuli ojaxis asuli,<br />

iqca dedad Seni meufisa. Tu Raribi xar, aRar Segrcxveba<br />

Seni upovarebisa, roca gaigeb, rom samyaros Semoqmedma<br />

ar iTakila Ratak saxlSi Sesvla. amaze dafiqrdebi da<br />

Sewyvet mitacebas, uars ityvi angarebaze, xels ar axleb<br />

sxvis sakuTrebas. piriqiT, Tavad Segiyvardeba siRa-<br />

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ibe da SeiZuleb simdidres. amas roca miaRwev, zurgs<br />

aqcev yovelgvar borotebas. Semdgom ki, ixilav ra bagaSi<br />

Cawvenil qristes, aRar ecdebi sakuTari Svilis oqroTi<br />

Semkobas da colisaTvis Zvirfasi sareclis mowyobas.<br />

Tu amaze zrunvas Tavs daanebeb, aRarafers daxarbdebi,<br />

ar iqnebi angarebiani.<br />

wminda werilidan bevr sxva Segonebas miiReb, romelTac<br />

axla dawvrilebiT ver gadmovcemT. amas gaigeben isini,<br />

romlebic Seecdebian mis wakiTxvas. amitom gTxovT,<br />

SeiZineT wminda werili: SeiTviseT misi azrebi da Caibe-<br />

WdeT sulSi. iyo brZaneba _ iudevelebs, raki isini<br />

daudevarni iyvnen, wminda werili xelze Camokidebuli<br />

etarebinaT. Cven igi xelze ki ar gvaqvs mibmuli, saxlSi<br />

gviZevs; arada, gvevaleba, gulze amovitvifroT. ase ganviwmindebiT<br />

am cxovrebaSi da davimkvidrebT samomavlo<br />

sikeTes.<br />

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53-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze

Segoneba eklesiaSi siarulis Sesaxeb<br />

oca vxedav Tqvens mcirericxovnebas, Tu rogor ik-<br />

rlebs Cveni samwyso yovel Sekrebaze, es me maxarebs<br />

da mawuxebs kidec: mixaria aq myofTaTvis, magram vwuxvar<br />

maTTvis, vinc aq ar aris. Tqven qebis Rirsni xarT, raki<br />

am simciris gamo ar mieciT uimedobas; isini ki gakicxvas<br />

imsaxureben, radganac ar arian gulmodginebiT anTebulni<br />

da Tqvenebr moSurneni. amitomac giwodebT bednierT<br />

da netarT _ Tqven odnavadac veraferi dagakloT maTma<br />

uzrunvelobam; maT ki miviCnev sacodavebad da davtiri,<br />

radgan Tqvenma moSurneobam saerTod ar SesZina sargebeli.<br />

nuTu ar mousmeniaT, ras ambobs winaswarmetyveli:<br />

virCie me mivrdomaÁ saxlsa RmrTisa Cemisasa ufroÁs, vidreRa<br />

ara damkÂdrebad Cemda sayofelsa codvilTasa (fs.<br />

83:10). mas ar uTqvams: me RmerTis saxlSi virCie cxovreba,<br />

damkvidreba, an Sesvla. man gviTxra: virCie mivrdoma.<br />

moxaruli var, ambobs winaswarmetyveli, viTvlebode<br />

mivrdomilTa ricxvSi. kmayofili viqnebi imiTac, Tu<br />

stoaSi Sesvlis Rirsi gavxdebi; udides saCuqrad miviCnev,<br />

Tu ukanasknelTa Soris damayeneben saxlsa RmrTisa<br />

Cemisasa. yvelganmyofi ufali siyvaruliT Seicnoba _<br />

aseTia siyvarulis Tviseba. saxlsa RmrTisa Cemisasa _<br />

moyvarulis survilia, uyuros ara mxolod Tavad say-<br />

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varels an mis samyofels, aramed misi saxlis kari<strong>bWe</strong>sac,<br />

Tavad quCasa Tu Sesaxvevsac ki. Tu igi Tvals mohkravs<br />

megobris samossa an fexsacmels, Tavad megobari<br />

udgeba Tvalwin. winaswarmetyvelni raki ver xedavdnen<br />

usxeulo RmerTs, Sehyurebdnen taZars da warmoidgendnen<br />

RmerTTan Tanamyofobas. virCie me mivrdomaÁ saxlsa<br />

RmrTisa Cemisasa ufroÁs, vidreRa ara damkÂdrebad Cemda<br />

sayofelsa codvilTasa. yvela adgili, yvela saxli _<br />

iqneba igi samsjavro, senatis Senoba Tu kerZo nageboba,<br />

SedarebiT uflis saxlTan, aris codvilTa samyofeli.<br />

marTalia, maTSic aResruleba locva-vedreba, magram<br />

iqve ucilobelad arsebobs ganxeTqileba, dava, lanZRva<br />

da kamaTi sayofacxovrebo sakiTxebze. ai, amitomac aris<br />

is adgilebi codvilTa samyofeli!..<br />

uflis saxli ki sufTaa yovelive amisgan; rogorc<br />

qarisa da talRebisagan daculi navsayudeli srul<br />

usafrTxoebas hpirdeba Sefarebul xomaldebs, ise saxli<br />

RvTisa masSi SesulT ganaridebs saqveyno saqmeTa qariSxals,<br />

aZlevs saSualebas _ idgnen mSvidad da usafrTxod<br />

da isminon sityva RvTisa. es saxli aris skola saTnoebisa,<br />

saswavlebeli sibrZnisa. modi am saxlSi ara mxolod<br />

maSin, roca kiTxuloben wminda werils, qadageben<br />

da ikribebian patiosani mamani _ ara! nebismier dros<br />

modi, dadeqi SesasvlelTan da umalve Camoixsni yofiT<br />

sazrunavs. Seabije stoaSi da Sinaganad raRac sulieri<br />

niavis qrolvas SeigrZnob. es siCume SiSs Caginergavs da<br />

sibrZnes gaswavlis; gonebas gamogifxizlebs da dRevandelobaze<br />

fiqris nebas ar mogcems, miwidan zecaSi agiyvans.<br />

Tu aq martod yofnac ki ase sasargebloa, raoden sikeTes<br />

viRebT taZarSi mosulni maSin, roca winaswarm-<br />

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etyvelni RaRadeben; mociqulni gvaxareben; rodesac<br />

Cvens Sors myofobs qriste da mama RmerTi iwonebs, rac<br />

aq xdeba; rodesac suliwmida gvxdis Tavisi sixarulis<br />

Tanaziarad; da ramdens kargaven isini, vinc amas ar eswrebian.<br />

msurs, vicode, axla sad arian krebulidan ganridebulni,<br />

ram daabrkola da CamoaSora am wminda trapezs,<br />

an raze saubroben? me kargad vici pasuxi: isini an<br />

saubroben uSver da sasacilo rameze, an gadahyvnen yofiT<br />

sazrunavs. erTic da meorec miutevebeli saqcielia da<br />

imsaxurebs yvelaze mkacr sasjels. pirvelTa Sesaxeb<br />

saubari da raimes mtkiceba arc Rirs, xolo isinic, romlebic<br />

Cvens winaSe Tavs imarTleben saojaxo saqmeebiT,<br />

rogorc aucileblobiT, rasac Tavs ver aRweven _ ver<br />

miiReben mitevebas. aq mosasvlelad maT kviraSi erTxel<br />

mouxmoben da am drosac ar surT, sulieri amjobinon<br />

miwiers. es naTlad Cans saxarebaSi _ sulier saqorwino<br />

lxinze miwveulebma TavianTi miusvlelobis gamo<br />

moibodiSes: Turme erTma iyida xarebi, meorem _ miwa,<br />

mesamem SeirTo coli, magram amisda miuxedavad, isini<br />

daisajnen (ix. lk. 14, 28-24).<br />

saqmeebiT dakaveba aucilebelia, magram es sapatio<br />

mizezi ar aris maSin, roca RmerTi gvixmobs _ yovelive<br />

CvenTvis aucilebeli RmerTze dabla dgas. upirvelesad<br />

pativi miage RmerTs, Semdeg ki izrune sxva danarCenze.<br />

miTxar erTi, romeli msaxuri izrunebs sakuTar saxlze,<br />

sanam batonis saqmeebs ar Seasrulebs? gana ucnauri<br />

ar aris, rom vavlenT amgvar mowiwebasa da morCilebas<br />

imis mimarT, vinc mxolod saxeliT iwodeba batonad, am<br />

dros ki ara mxolod Cvens, aramed zeciur ZalTa WeSmarit<br />

meufes ar mivagebT iseT pativs, rogorsac CvenisTana<br />

monebis mimarT viCenT?!<br />

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netav SegeZloT, CaixedoT imaT sindisSi, vinc ar dadis<br />

eklesiaSi. aSkarad dainaxavdiT _ ramdeni Wriloba<br />

da ekalia maT sulSi. miwa, romelsac ar amuSavebs miwaTmoqmedis<br />

xelebi, gaverandeba da ekalbardiT daifareba,<br />

asea sulic _ Tu is ar sargeblobs sulieri rCevebiT,<br />

aRmoacenebs vnebebis eklebsa da kurosTavebs. netav SemeZlos,<br />

ramenairad gadagiSaloT maTi suli _ naxavdiT,<br />

raoden arawminda, wabilwuli, morRveuli, damcirebuli<br />

da imedgadawurulia igi!<br />

rogorc daubaneli sxeuli ifareba mtvriTa da Wu-<br />

WyiT, ise sulier swavlebas moklebuli sulic efloba<br />

codvebis Rrma sibinZureSi. eklesia aris sulieri sabaneli,<br />

suliwmidis siTboTi ganmwmendeli yovelgvari<br />

Sinagani sibilwisagan. magram igi ara mxolod ganwmends<br />

suls uwmindurebisgan, fersac ki ucvlis mas. movediT da<br />

SeityuneT, _ ityÂs ufali, _ da ukueTu iyvnen codvani<br />

Tquenni, viTarca Rebilni, viTarca Tovli ganvaspetako<br />

(es. 1:18). ufali amiT gveubneba: dae, codviTma uwmindurebam<br />

ise Rrmad gamsWvalos sulieri buneba, rom misi<br />

Secvla SeuZlebeli gaxdes _ maSinac ki ZalmiZs, misi mdgomareoba<br />

sapirispirod Semovatrialo _ saamisod sakmarisia<br />

Cemi wamisyofa da yvela codva ganqardeba.<br />

Tu Cven, romlebic yoveldRe vusmenT winaswarmetyvelebsa<br />

da mociqulebs, Zlivs vikavebT guliswyromas, mZvinvarebasa<br />

da gulisTqmas, ZlivZliobiT viSorebT gulidan<br />

Suris Sxams; saRvTo werilis muxlebis gamudmebuli<br />

galobiT vebrZviT vnebebs, magram mainc Zlivs vaokebT am<br />

mxecebs; miTxari, xsnis ra imedi SeiZleba hqondeT maT,<br />

romlebic arasdros mimarTaven aseT mkurnalobas, ar<br />

usmenen saRvTo sibrZnes.<br />

saubari????<br />

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uqmobisa da saqmianobis Sesaxeb<br />

anurCevlad nu CavTvliT mdidrebs bednierebad<br />

gda nu davamcrobT Raribebs, ar viTakiloT xeloba<br />

da Seuracxyofad miviCnioT ara Sroma, aramed uqmoba<br />

da uqnaroba. Sroma rom saTakilo iyos, pavle masze uars<br />

ityoda da, miT umetes, arc Tavs moiwonebda: rameTu vaxareb<br />

Tu, ara ars Cemda siqadul. raÁ-me ukue ars sasyideli<br />

Cemi? raÁTa vaxarebde raÁ, usasyidlod vaxarebde<br />

saxarebasa mas qristessa (1 kor. 9:16,18). xeloba rom<br />

saaugo iyos, igi ar migviTiTebda: ukueTu visme ara unebs<br />

saqmis, nucaRa Wamn (2 Tes. 3:10). samarcxvino mxolod<br />

codvaa, rasac Cveulebriv badebs uqmoba da ara erTi,<br />

ori an sami, aramed saerTod yovelgvari mankiereba. amitomac<br />

migviTiTebs brZeni, rom yovelgvari borotebis<br />

maswavlebelia uqnaroba, mosamsaxureebze ki ambobs: miu-<br />

Cine mas saqme, raTa ar gazarmacdes (zir. 33:28).<br />

amdenad, Sroma Cveni bunebisaTvis igivea, rac lagami<br />

cxenisTvis. usaqmoba sikeTe rom iyos, maSin miwas<br />

damuSaveba ar dasWirdeboda da dauTesavad aRmoacenebda<br />

mosavals, magram igi amgvar rames ar iqms. odesRac<br />

RmerTma ubrZana miwas, daumuSavebels aRmoecenebina<br />

yvelaferi, magram Semdeg man daavala adamianebs _ Seaban<br />

xarebi, gamarTon guTani, gaavlon xnuli da Caagdon<br />

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Tesli; mouaron vazsac, xeebsac, Teslsac, raTa Sromam<br />

yovelgvari boroteba aacilos mSromelis suls.<br />

RmerTma, raTa cxad-eyo Tavisi Zala, yvelaferi Cveni<br />

Sromis gareSe moawyo: aRmoamorCen queyanaman mwuanvili<br />

Tvisi (dabad. 1:11) _ Tqva man da myis ayvavda yvelaferi.<br />

Semdeg ki ase aRar gagrZelda da misi nebiT miwas yovelive<br />

unda aRmoecenebina Cveni garjiTac. es Sroma man<br />

dagviwesa Cvensave sasargeblod da sasikeTod. marTalia,<br />

sasjelad da satanjvelad gveCveneba naTqvami: ofliTa<br />

pirisa SenisaTa sWamde pursa Sensa (dabad. 3:19), magram<br />

sinamdvileSi igi aris erTgvari Segonebac, darigebac da<br />

codvebisagan miyenebuli Wrilobebis mkurnalobac. amitomac<br />

pavle dRisiT da RamiT ganuwyvetliv Sromobda.<br />

amas acxadebs kidec: dRe da Rame viqmodeT, raÁTa aravis<br />

daumZimoT Tquengansa (1 Tes. 2:9). igi ara mxolod siamovnebisa<br />

da sulieri dasvenebisaTvis saqmianobda, rogorc<br />

amas ZmaTagan bevri akeTebs, aramed aseTi mondomebiT<br />

Sromobda imitom, rom SesZleboda sxvebis daxmareba:<br />

saÃmarsa mas Cemsa da romelni iyvnes Cem Tana, Ãelni ese<br />

Cemni hmsaxurebdes (saqme 20:34).<br />

adamiani, romelsac avsulni emorCilebodnen, iyo<br />

msoflios moZRvari da zedamxedveli amqveynad mcxovrebi<br />

yvela adamianisa; vinc udidesi gulmodginebiT zrunavda<br />

mzisqveSeTSi arsebul eklesiebze, tomebze, erebsa da<br />

qalaqebze _ Sromobda dRe da Rame, Seusvenebliv. Cven ki,<br />

romelTac misi sazrunavis iotisodeni wilic ar gvaZevs<br />

da gonebiT maTi warmodgenac ki ar ZalgviZs, cxovrebas<br />

mudmiv uqmobaSi vatarebT. miTxar, ra gagvamarTlebs an<br />

rogor gvepatieba es?! cxovrebaSi yovelgvarma borotebam<br />

imitomac SemoaRwia, rom mravals udides Rirsebad<br />

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miaCnia _ xelobas ar daeuflos, xelosnad Tavis warmoCena<br />

ki ukiduresi sircxvili hgonia. pavle ki ar<br />

Takilobda _ xelSi dana sWeroda, tyavi ekera da imavdroulad<br />

gasaubreboda pativcemul xalxs; is Tavsac ki<br />

iwonebda am xelsaqmiT maSin, roca masTan aTasobiT war-<br />

Cinebuli da saxelovani kaci midioda. araTu rcxvenoda<br />

amis keTeba, aramed ise iuwyeboda Tavis epistoleebSi<br />

sakuTari xelobis Sesaxeb, TiTqos spilenZis svetze<br />

gamoekras cnoba. ase rom, rac Tavdapirvelad Seiswavla,<br />

imasve akeTebda mogvianebiT _ mas merec, rac iqna<br />

mesame camde atacebuli, samoTxeSi ayvanili da RvTisgan<br />

moismina aRuwereli sityva; Cven ki, uRirsni misTa<br />

xamlTa, vTakilobT imas, riTac is Tavs iqebda. yoveldRe<br />

vcodavT, magram gamosworebas ar vcdilobT, ar miviCnevT<br />

amas Seuracxyofad. marTali SromiT cxovrebas<br />

gavurbivarT, rogorc raRac samarcxvinosa da dasacins.<br />

miTxar, ra imedi unda gvqondes cxonebisa?! Tu grcxvenia,<br />

unda Segrcxves codvisa, rom Seuracxyof RmerTs an<br />

iqm raime ujeros, xolo xelobiTa da muSaobiT Tavis Seqebac<br />

SeiZleba, radgan damaSvralni av gulissityvebsac<br />

iolad ganvagdebT sulidan, SeveweviT gaWirvebulT, ar<br />

daviwyebT sxvaTa karze kakuns da aRvasrulebT qristes<br />

rjuls: netar ars micemaÁ ufroÁs vidre moRebisa (saqme<br />

20:35).<br />

Cven xelebi mogveca imisTvis, rom sakuTar Tavsac mivxedoT<br />

da sakuTari qonebidan SeZlebisamebr sxeuliT<br />

sapyarTac vuwiladoT yvelaferi, rac maT sWirdebaT.<br />

ase rom, Tu vinme uqmobaSi atarebs cxovrebas, is, Tundac<br />

janmrTeli, cxelebiT Sepyrobilebze sacodavia. maT<br />

TavianTi senis gamo miuteveben da Tanamlmobelnic ga-<br />

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mouCndebian; xorcieli sijansaRis fuWad mflangvelT<br />

ki yvela samarTlianad SeiZulebs, raki arRvveven RvTis<br />

rjuls, zians ayeneben uZlurTa trapezs da vneben sakuTar<br />

suls. boroteba marto is ar aris, rom uqmad<br />

myofni sxvaTa saxlebs Camouvlian da awuxeben nacvlad<br />

imisa, rom sakuTari monagariTa da SromiT sazrdoobdnen;<br />

borotebaa isic, rom aseTebi Tavad xdebian<br />

yvelaze uaresni.<br />

ara, namdvilad araferia amqveynad iseTi, risi waxdenac<br />

uqmobas ar SeeZlos. magaliTad, damdgari wyali<br />

lpeba, xolo adidebuli da mCqefare inarCunebs Tavis<br />

sicxoveles; uxmari rkina Jangdeba, xolo saqmeSi gamoyenebuli<br />

sasargebloa da mbzinvare, Tanac vercxlze naklebad<br />

sulac ar brwyinavs; yvela xedavs, rom daumuSavebeli<br />

miwa aRmoacenebs mxolod sarevelas, nar-ekalsa da<br />

unayofo jagnars, damuSavebuli ki uxvad iZleva sazrdos.<br />

saerTod unda iTqvas, rom yoveli arsebis umoqmedoba<br />

misi waxdeniT mTavrdeba, misTvis niSandoblivi<br />

saqmianoba ki friad sasargeblos xdis. amrigad, raki<br />

viciT es yovelive _ raoden sazianoa uqmoba da raoden<br />

sasargebloa saqmianoba _ moveridoT pirvels da wesad<br />

gavixadoT meore, raTa saaqao cxovrebac Rirseulad<br />

ganvvloT, gaWirvebulT sakuTari qonebidan SevewioT da<br />

Cveni sulis srulyofiT SeviZinoT maradiuli sikeTeni.<br />

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saubrebi wminda werilis Sesaxeb (me-2 naw.).

siwrfelisa da cbierebis Sesaxeb<br />

is ar ganacvifrebs da gaaognebs wrfeli kaci?<br />

vvis ar miizidavs igi, romelSic saerTod ar aris<br />

siverage? vin cxondeba, Tu ara igi? vis ekuTvnis udidesi<br />

sikeTeni, Tu ara mas? gana mwyemsebma pirvelebma ar moismines<br />

angelozTa xareba? gana iosebi ar iyo wrfeli kaci,<br />

romelic ar SeaSina mruSobis ciliswamebam da ar ganawyo<br />

borotis saqmnelad? gana wrfelni ar airCia ufalma<br />

mociqulebad? naTqvamia: kurTxevaÁ uflisaÁ Tavsa zeda<br />

uxÂsasa (igav. 11, 26) _ anda: romel vidodes siwrfoebiT,<br />

vals igi sasoebiT (igav. 10, 9).<br />

marTalia _ metyvi Sen _ magram keTilgonierebac<br />

saWiroa. arada, ra aris siwrfele, Tu ara keTilgoniereba?<br />

rodesac vinmes mimarT raime cuds saerTod ar<br />

eWvob, maSin avs verc Sen Caifiqreb. rodesac araferi<br />

gwyins, Senc Zviruxsenebeli iqnebi. vinmem dagCagra? ar<br />

dadardianebulxar. cili dagwama? araferi dagikargavs.<br />

Seni SeSurdaT? amiT odnavadac ar dagSavebia rame. siwrfele<br />

erTgvari gzaa sibrZnisken. aravin aris suliT<br />

ise mSvenieri, rogorc wrfeli kaci. dardiani, mowyenili<br />

da kuSti kacis garegnobas, Tundac Sesaxedavad<br />

lamazi iyos, bevri ram akldeba, xolo uzrunvelad da<br />

mSvidad momRimar adamians momxibvleloba emateba. ase<br />

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mosdis sulsac. dae, mas aTasobiT keTili saqme hqondes<br />

gakeTebuli _ boRma mTel mis silamazes gaaqarwylebs,<br />

gulRia da wrfeli suli ki piriqiT _ ufro mSvenieri<br />

xdeba. wrfel kacTan daaxloebac usafrTxoa _ Tuki is<br />

mtrad mogekidebaT, masTan Serigebac iolia. aseT adamians<br />

arc dacva sWirdeba da arc guSagi, arc jaWvebi da<br />

arc xundebi. Rrma simSvidis sikeTiT ixarebs Tavadac da<br />

gadascems Tavis irgvliv myofTac.<br />

mkiTxav: ra moxdeba, Tu aseTi kaci borot adamianTa<br />

sazogadoebaSi aRmoCndeba? RmerTi, vinc siwrfeles<br />

gvavlebs, mas xels gauwvdis. vin iyo daviTze wrfeli<br />

an saulze cbieri? arada, vis darCa gamarjveba? iosebze<br />

raRa vTqvaT? gana is gulwrfelad ar mivida Tavis qalbatonTan,<br />

romelsac mzakvruli ganzraxva hqonda, magram<br />

miTxar, miadga mas raime ziani? vin iyo abelze wrfeli<br />

da kaenze cbieri? da isev iosebi _ gana igi gulwrfelad<br />

ar epyroboda Tavis Zmebs? gana imitom ar gandidda,<br />

rom maT niadag ndobiT esaubreboda, isini ki yvelafers<br />

sakuTar borot ganzraxvaTa Sesabamisad aRiqvamdnen.<br />

maT iosebma Tavisi sizmrebi uambo erTxel, meored... ar<br />

gafrTxilda, isev wavida maTTan da saWmeli wauRo _ sulac<br />

ar eSinoda maTi da mTeli arsebiT RmerTs endoboda.<br />

rac metad mtrulad epyrobodnen, is miT ufro Zmurad<br />

eqceoda. RmerTs SeeZlo, arc daeSva misi Cavardna Zmebis<br />

xelT, magram dauSva imitom, rom eCvenebina saswauli:<br />

iosebs Zmebi rogor muxanaTurad moeqcnen, is ki maTze<br />

maRla dadga.<br />

amrigad, Tu wrfel kacs rame dauSavdeba, es iqneba<br />

ara Tavisi, aramed sxvisi brali; xolo cbieri dartymas<br />

ayenebs marto sakuTar Tavs da sxvas aravis, radgan<br />

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TavisTavis mteria. misi suli amitomac mudam naRvlobs<br />

da dardiani fiqrebi eZaleba. Tu vinmes usmens an raimes<br />

eubneba, TiTqos kicxavs da brals sdebs mas. megobroba da<br />

Tanxmoba misTvis ucxoa, samagierod aseT adamians Cxubi,<br />

mtroba da usiamovnebani ar aklia, eWvi sakuTari Tavis<br />

mimarTac uCndeba. Zilic iseve ar siamovnebs, rogorc<br />

sxva yvelaferi. Tu coli hyavs, maSin yvelas mtrobs<br />

da gaurbis, raki gauTaveblad eWvianobs, mudam raRacis<br />

eSinia!<br />

me-7 saubari wignze _ saqme wmidaTa mociqulTaÁ.<br />

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mtrisadmi mSvidi mopyrobisaTvis<br />

venma mSvidma mopyrobam SeZleba mteri _ mgeli _<br />

Ccxvrad aqcios, misi mrisxanebis saxumils uxvad<br />

apkuros cvari, daacxros qariSxali da srulad Caaqros<br />

mZvinvarebis ali. roca Cveni mSvidi sityvebi SeaRweven<br />

mtris sulSi, araTu guliswyromas gandevnian iqidan,<br />

aramed ganawyoben kidec mas didsulovnebisa da TanalmobisaTvis.<br />

RamiT axlo manZilidanac ki xSirad ver vcnobT<br />

erTmaneTs, dRisiT ki Soridanve gamovarCevT nacnobs _<br />

Cveulebriv igive xdeba mtrobis drosac: sanam Cvens Soris<br />

aris siZulvili, metoqis xmac sxvagvarad gvesmis,<br />

mis saxesac mikerZoebiT SevyurebT. rogorc ki guliswyromas<br />

gverdze gadavdebT, xmac _ manamde saZulveli da<br />

saZageli _ xaverdovnad da friad sasiamovnod Cagvesmis;<br />

da saxec _ manamde aseve saZulveli da uSno _ mimzidveli<br />

da sandomiani gvgonia. igive xdeba avdrian amindSic:<br />

moqufruli Rrubeli zeciuri silamazis xilvis saSualebas<br />

ar iZleva, amitom, Tundac Zalze maxvili Tvali<br />

gvqondes, es brwyinvaleba Cveni TvalTaxedvis miRma<br />

rCeba. samagierod rodesac Rrublebi gairRveva da maT<br />

Soris gamoaRwevs sxivebi, mzec gamoCndeba da misi siTbo<br />

isev gvagrZnobinebs cis mSvenierebas. ase gvemarTeba Cvenc<br />

mrisxanebis wuTebSi: mtroba, viTarca mkvrivi Rrubeli,<br />

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Tvalebze agvefareba, yurebs dagvixSobs da mis gamo sxvagvarad<br />

gvesms xmebic da sxvagvarad vxedavT saxeebsac,<br />

magram roca kaci brZnulad moiqceva, zurgs aqcevs<br />

mtrobas da gafantavs gansacdlis Rrubels, yvelafers<br />

miukerZoeblad dainaxavs da moismens.<br />

maSasadame, imaze ki ar izruno, rogor iZio Suri<br />

mterze, aramed _ rogor gankurno igi da daubruno<br />

simSvide. manamde nu Sewyvet mcdelobasa da saubars,<br />

sanam Seni simSvidiT ar daZlev mis sisastikes. radgan<br />

araferia simSvideze mZlavri. amasve gulisxmobda is,<br />

vinc Tqva: rbili ena Zvals Semusravs (igav. 25, 15). ra<br />

aris Zvalze mtkice? ai, aseT mtkice da udrek kacsac ki<br />

iolad daimorCilebs is, vinc mSvidad moepyroba mas. sityÂs-gebiTa<br />

SevrdomiliTa garemiiqces risxvaÁ (igav.<br />

15, 1). aqedan cxadia, rom Sen ufro ZalgiZs Seni mtris<br />

ganrisxebac da moTvinierebac, vidre Tavad mas. WeSmaritad,<br />

piradad Cvenze da ara Cvenze ganrisxebulebzea<br />

damokidebuli maTi guliswyromis cecxlis Caqrobac da<br />

gaCaRebac.<br />

zemoTqmulis avtorma swored es ganmarta martivi<br />

magaliTiT: nakverCxlebs Seuberav da ali avardeba,<br />

danerwyvav da Caqreba, orive Seni piridan gamodis (ix.<br />

zir. 28 :12), orive Sens xelTaa. asea moyvasTan mtrobis<br />

drosac: Tu mas daelaparakebi utifrad da qedmaRlurad,<br />

masSi gaaRviveb nakverCxlebs da gaaCaReb cecxls,<br />

Tu mSvidi da alersiani iqnebi, mis risxvas aalebamde<br />

gaaneleb. Senzea damokidebuli guliswyromis gaCaRebac<br />

da daSretac. roca mters dainaxav, an gonebaSi amogitivtivdeba,<br />

ramdeni usiamovnebani Seitye an gadaitane misgan,<br />

Seecade, daiviwyo es yovelive, da Tu mainc gaixseneb,<br />

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amaSi eSmaki daadanaSaule. Tavad ki gaixsene, ra uTqvams<br />

kargi an ra sikeTe gaukeTebia SenTvis. Tu aq SeCerdebi,<br />

male Sewyvet mtrobas; Tuki ganzraxuli gaqvs mtris mxileba<br />

da masTan saqmeze saubari, manamde moiSore vneba,<br />

daicxre guliswyroma, mere ki wynari baasiT amxile _<br />

ase ufro iolad sZlev mas. guliswyromiT Sepyrobilni<br />

verc warmovTqvamT da verc SevismenT jansaR azrs, xolo<br />

am vnebidan ganTavisuflebis Semdgom arc Tavad vityviT<br />

sawyen sityvas da arc sxvisi naTqvami mogveCveneba augad.<br />

Cveulebriv, Cven xom vbrazdebiT ara naTqvami sityvis<br />

gamo, aramed imitom, rom mtrobiT varT Sepyrobilni.<br />

Zalze xSirad, roca megobrebi xumrobiT an salazRandarod<br />

gveubnebian iseTsave Seuracxmyofel sityvebs an maT<br />

bavSvebisgan vismenT, araTu vbrazdebiT, aramed viRimiT<br />

da viciniT kidec, es imitom, rom maT vusmenT ara aforiaqebulni<br />

da mrisxanebiT Sepyrobilni.<br />

ase rom, Tu Caicxrob guliswyromas da ukuagdeb<br />

mtrobas, sxvisgan naTqvami verc erTi sityva ver mogayenebs<br />

wyenas _ araTu sityva, saqmec ki!<br />

gasaubrebis dros brals nu dasdeb mters, gaamarTle<br />

da amiT aiZule, Tavadve daidanaSaulos Tavi; winaaRmdeg<br />

SemTxvevaSi igi gajiutdeba; Tu mivutevebT, mas Cveni<br />

simSvidisa Sercxveba da Tavs braleulad CaTvlis. ase<br />

braldebac aRar iqneba saeWvo da braldebulic aRar gaborotdeba.<br />

SeiZleba mters esaubro sakuTar saqmeebze,<br />

romelTaganac friad sasikeTo rames moeli; xolo is,<br />

vinc sruliad umizezod miuTiTebs da sajarod laparakobs<br />

maTze, arafriT sjobs maginebels; xolo vinc amas<br />

imisTvis iqms, rom gadaarwmunos masze imedgacruebuli<br />

da winaswar uaryofiTad ganwyobili kaci, is xdeba am<br />

pirovnebaze mzrunveli da misi keTilismyofeli.<br />

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maS, aqedan gasvlis Semdeg TiToeulma Cvenganma yvelgan<br />

moZebnos Tavisi mteri, Semoirigos da gulwrfel<br />

megobrad gaixados. Tu saWiro iqneba bodiSis moxda da<br />

maTgan Sendobis gamoTxova, amazec nu vityviT uars, Tundac<br />

Cven Tavad viyoT nawyenni. ase meti jildo gvergeba,<br />

met kadnierebas SeviZenT da ueWvelad mivaRwevT zeciur<br />

sasufevels.<br />

me-3 saubari daviTisa da saulis Sesaxeb.<br />

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Segoneba saTnoebiTi moRvaweobisTvis<br />

flis mier aRTqmuli aRemateba kacobriv gonebasa<br />

uda azrovnebas. is dagvpirda dRegrZelobasa da<br />

yvela sikeTiT tkbobas ara oden am cxovrebaSi, aramed<br />

saaqaodan gansvlisa da sxeulTa daSlis merec. ufalma<br />

gviTxra, rom maT _ mtvrad da ferflad qceulT _ aRadgens<br />

da didebaSi daamkvidrebs. pavles sityvebia: jer<br />

ars xrwnilisa amis Semosad uxrwnelebaÁ da mokudavisa<br />

amis Semosad ukudavebisaÁ (1 kor. 15:53). ufali gvpirdeba<br />

sxeulTa aRdgomis Semdgom sasufevlis siameTa boZebas,<br />

wmindanebTan erTobas, dausrulebel mosvenebasa da<br />

im aRuwerel sikeTes, rac Tualman ara ixila da yursa<br />

ara esma, da gulsa kacisasa ara mouÃda (1 kor. 2:9).<br />

xedav, raoden didia uflis aRTqmaTa upiratesoba?<br />

xvdebi niWTa didebulebas? vifiqroT amaze da raki viciT<br />

aRmTqmelis utyuaroba, bejiTad ganvemzadoT saTnoebiTi<br />

moRvaweobisTvis, raTa SevZloT CvenTvis aRqmuli<br />

sikeTiT datkboba. Cvens cxonebas da esoden didi sikeTeebiT<br />

tkbobas nu vamjobinebT warmaval siameebs, nu<br />

vimsjelebT saTnoebis simZimeze, vifiqroT sargebelze.<br />

yuradReba mivaqcioT ara RatakebisTvis gaRebul fulad<br />

danaxarjs, aramed mis Sedegebs. Teslis Semgrovebelni<br />

mas didi kmayofilebiT mimoabneven miwaze, raki maT,<br />

keTili imedebiT aRsavseT, ukve winaswar warmodgenili<br />

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aqvT marcvliT damZimebuli TavTavebi. maS, gacilebiT<br />

meti sixaruli da aRfrTovaneba hmarTebT sulieri Teslis<br />

mTesvelT, radganac rasac daTesen amqveynad, moimkian<br />

zecad. adamianebi fulis gacemiT iReben codvaTa<br />

mitevebas, iZenen sasoebis winds da saaqaoSi mowyalebis<br />

gacemiT ganimzadeben maradiul gansasvenebelsa da wmindanebTan<br />

Tanacxovrebas. da Tu avirCevT wmindad cxovrebas,<br />

aRar SegvaSfoTebs is, rom saTnoeba ganuyofelia<br />

mZime Sromisgan, rom qalwuleba iTxovs udides Rvawls,<br />

sanacvlod ki vifiqrebT memkvidreobaze, rac samomavlod<br />

mogvecema.<br />

niadag vimsjeloT amaze da movTokoT borot survilTa<br />

moZaleba, vZlioT xorcis ltolva da Sromis simZime SevimsubuqoT<br />

sargeblis miRebis sasoebiT. sikeTis SeZenis<br />

imedi, rac kacs aSkara safrTxesTan Sexvedrasac ki abedinebs,<br />

miT ufro dagvexmareba saTnoebiT moRvaweobas-<br />

Tan dakavSirebuli sirTuleebis axovnad dasaZlevad.<br />

Tu gaiazreb, rom xanmokle moRvaweobiT da qalwulebis<br />

lampris Cauqroblad SeiZleba Rirs-iqmna samomavlo da<br />

sanetaro cxovrebaSi Sesvlisa da ufalTan _ siZesTan _<br />

zeciur sasufevelSi damkvidrebisa; Tuki geqneba anTebuli<br />

lamprebi sakmarisi zeTiT, anu keTili saqmeebiT, iolad<br />

gauZleb yovelgvar simZimes. gavixsenoT netari pavles<br />

mier naTqvamic: mSÂdobasa SeudegiT yovelTa Tana da<br />

siwmidesa, romlisa TÂnier vervin ixilos ufali (ebr.<br />

12:14). xedav, rogor aerTianebs mociquli mSvidobasa da<br />

siwmindes? is iTxovs ara mxolod sxeulis sisufTaves,<br />

aramed simSvidesac; erTmaneTis gverdiT axsenebs erTsac<br />

da meoresac, raTa mtkiced SevignoT orive, raTa<br />

gulissityvebic moviTokoT da arc nebismieri ltolva<br />

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Tu SfoTva gavikaroT, aramed vicxovroT wynarad da<br />

uSfoTvelad; rom yvelas mSvidobiT movepyraT, viyoT<br />

Tvinierni da mimtevebelni; rom saTnoebis yvela niSani<br />

saxeze gvqondes aRbeWdili. ase SevZlebT, moviZuloT<br />

saaqao cxovrebaSi SeZenili saxelovneba, mas vamjobinoT<br />

WeSmariti dideba; metad vizrunoT mdablad zraxvisTvis,<br />

arad CavagdoT amqveyniuri bedniereba, raTa davtkbeT<br />

WeSmariti, SeuZvreli netarebiT da Rirsni gavxdeT<br />

qristes xilvisa, radgan naTqvamia: netar iyvnen wmidani<br />

guliTa, rameTu maT RmerTi ixilon (mT. 5, 8).<br />

maS, ganviwmindoT sindisi da gulmodgined vizrunoT<br />

Cveni cxovrebis mosawesrigeblad, raTa es wuTisofeli<br />

yovelgvar saTnoebaTa aRsrulebiT ganvvloT da saaqao<br />

RvawlisTvis samomavlo cxovrebaSic gvergos jildo.<br />

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36-e saubari Sesaqmis wignze.

gza zeciuri sasufevlisken viwroa<br />

evecadoT, samadlobeli aRvuvlinoT RmerTs<br />

SyvelafrisTvis da axovnad daviTminoT yoveli<br />

gansacdeli. gavRaribdebiT Tu davsneuldebiT _ madloba<br />

gadavixadoT, borotmetyveleben Cvenze _ madloba gadavixadoT;<br />

davitanjebiT da mainc madloba gadavixadoT,<br />

es gvaaxlovebs RmerTTan _ ufali Cveni Tanamdebi xdeba;<br />

xolo rodesac uzrunvelad vcxovrobT, Cven vxdebiT<br />

Tanamdebni da pasuxismgebelni mis winaSe. zogjer,<br />

xSiradac ki, keTildReoba sasjelad gveqceva, gaWirveba<br />

ki codvaTagan ganmwmendelad gvevlineba. ubedurebani<br />

gangvawyoben gulmowyalebisa da kacTmoyvarebisken _<br />

keTildReobas mivyavarT zesTamCenobamde, udardelobamde,<br />

qedmaRlobamde da daxsnilobamde. amitomac gveubneba<br />

winaswarmetyveli: keTil ars Cemda, rameTu damamdable<br />

me, raÁTa viswavlne me simarTleni Senni (fs. 118:71). ezekias,<br />

roca keTildReobiT cxovrobda da gaWirvebas ar<br />

ganicdida, guli siamayiT aRevso; xolo roca dasneulda<br />

_ damdablda da RmerTs dauxlovda. raJams mosravn maT,<br />

_ gveubneba wminda werili iudevelebze, _ maSin eZiebdian<br />

mas da moiqcevied da aRimsTobied RmrTisa mimarT (fs.<br />

77:34); da piriqiT, odes gaZRebian da gasuqdebian, maSin<br />

dauteveben Semoqmed RmerTs (Sdr. 2 rj. 32:15). ufali<br />

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Seicnoba Tavisi msjavriT. didi sikeTea mwuxareba, romelic<br />

cisken saval viwro gzaze gvayenebs. masze ver gaivlis<br />

is, vinc mwuxarebas ar daiTmens. vinc mwuxarebiT<br />

ivlis am viwro gzaze, is miiRebs nugeSiscemasac; xolo<br />

visac uyvars farTo gziT svla, iZulebiT ver daadgeba<br />

viwros, an Tu daadgeba, wvalebiT siaruli mouwevs. ismine,<br />

sakuTari sxeulis daTrgunvis fasad rogor daadga<br />

am viwro gzas pavle: aRvikrZalav ÃorcTa CemTa da davimoneb<br />

(1 kor. 9:27). igi marad hmadlobs RmerTs Tavisi<br />

yvela tanjvisaTvis.<br />

dakarge qoneba _ aman Zalze daaviwrova Seni farTo<br />

gza; mogaklda dideba – aqac igive moxda. cili dagwames<br />

_ daijera xalxma, rac dagabrales da Sen ki Tavi damnaSaved<br />

ar migaCnia _ gixaroden da mxiarul iyav. ufali<br />

gveubneba: netar iyvneT Tquen, raJams gyuedriden<br />

da gdevniden da Tquan yoveli sityuaÁ boroti Tquenda<br />

momarT sicruviT CemTÂs. gixaroden da mxiarul iyveniT,<br />

rameTu sasyideli Tqueni friad ars caTa Sina (mT.<br />

5:11-12). rad gaocebs mowevnuli mwuxareba, an rad ginda<br />

gansacdelTagan Tavis daRweva? pavlesac surda maTgan<br />

ganTavisufleba, rasac xSirad evedreboda RmerTs,<br />

magram sawadeli ar Seusrulda: amisTÂs sam-gzis (anu<br />

xSirad) vevedre ufalsa... da mrqua me: kma ars Senda<br />

madli Cemi, rameTu Zali Cemi uZlurebasa Sina srul iqmnebis<br />

(2 kor. 12:8-9). aq uZlurebaSi gaWirveba igulisxmeba.<br />

da ra moxda? pavle, uflis am sityvebis mosmenis<br />

Semdeg, madlierebiT iTmenda gansacdels da ambobda:<br />

saTno-miCns uZlurebaTa Sina _ anu mixaria, msiamovnebs<br />

gaWirvebaSi yofna (2 kor. 12:10).<br />

ase rom, madloba aRvuvlinoT ufals yovelivesTvis _<br />

nugeSisTvisac da gaWirvebisTvisac. nu mivecemiT drtvinvas,<br />

nu viqnebiT umadurni. Senc warmoTqvi: SiSuel<br />

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gamoved muclisagan dedisa Cemisa, SiSuelive miviqce<br />

munve queyanad (iob. 1:21). Sen ar dabadebulxar didebiT<br />

da nu eZieb didebas; Sen cxovreba daiwye ise, rom ar gaga-<br />

Cnda simdidre, saxeli da pativi. warmoidgine, ramdeni<br />

boroteba moaqvs simdidres; aq, umjobesia, mousmino, ras<br />

gveubneba qriste: uadviles ars aqlemi ganslvad Ãurelsa<br />

nemsisa, vidre mdidari Seslvad sasufevelsa caTasa<br />

(mT. 19:24). xedav, ra sikeTeTa miRebis damabrkolebelia<br />

simdidre _ Sen ki ar gsurs siRaribeSi yofna, gwadia<br />

gamdidreba da ar gixaria, rom es dabrkoleba SenTvis ar<br />

arsebobs?!<br />

ase viwroa zeciuri sasufevlisken mimavali gza. ase<br />

farTo, damamZimebeli da dautevnelia simdidre! amitomac<br />

gviTxra ufalma: am gzaze Sesadgomad warved da<br />

ganyide monagebi Seni (mT. 19:24). rad ginda simdidre?<br />

RmerTma imitom wagarTva igi, rom monobisgan gamoexseni.<br />

ase iqceva mSobeli mamac: Tu dainaxavs, rom mis Zes<br />

ryvnis viRac memruSe dedakaci da yovelgvari Segoneba<br />

_ Tavi daanebos mas _ amaoa, am memruSes gaagdeben. ase-<br />

Tia didi simdidrec: imitomac gvarTmevs mas ufali, rom<br />

zrunavs Cvenze da surs, siavisgan gvixsnas. nu CavTvliT<br />

siRaribes borotebad. mxolod codva aris boroteba. sakuTriv<br />

simdidrec ar aris sikeTe. RvTis saTnoyofa _<br />

ai, erTaderTi sikeTe! maS, visurvoT siRaribe, veZioT<br />

igi. ase mivaRwevT zecas da SeviZenT zeciur sikeTeebs.<br />

dae, Rirsni gavxdeT maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa<br />

uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars meufeba,<br />

Zali da dideba mamisa da sulisa wmidisa Tana aw da maradis<br />

da ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin.<br />

33-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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mRvdelTa pativiscemis Sesaxeb<br />

Teli yuradRebiT movepyraT maT, romelTac mindo-<br />

mbili aqvT madlmosil niWTa saSualebiT moqmedebis<br />

ufleba. WeSmaritad udidesia mRvdelTa Rirseba! naTqvamia,<br />

visac isini miuteveben codvebs, mietevebaT. amitomac<br />

gveubneba pavle: daemorCileniT winamZRuarTa<br />

TquenTa da erCdiT maT (ebr. 13:17) da umetesad SeracxeniT<br />

igini siyuaruliT (1 Tes. 5:13). marTlac, Sen zrunav<br />

mxolod sakuTar saqmeebze da Tu maT kargad warmarTav,<br />

sxva adamianebis mimarT pasuxs ar ageb. mRvdeli ki, Tundac<br />

kargad aawyos piradi cxovreba, Tu saTanado Zalisxmevas<br />

ar daxarjavs maTze, romlebze zrunvac aqvs mindobili,<br />

maSin codvilebTan erTad wava geheniaSi; xSirad<br />

igi, Tavad udanaSaulo, wariwymideba Tqveni urjuloebis<br />

gamo, Tu jerovnad ar Seasrulebs yvelafers, risi<br />

Sesrulebac mas evaleba.<br />

maS, raki iciT, ra didi safrTxe emuqreba mRvdlebs,<br />

gansakuTrebuli siyvaruliT moepyariT maT. amaze<br />

miuTiTebs pavle: igini iRÂZeben sulTa TquenTaTÂs<br />

ubralod ki ara, viTarca-igi sityuaÁ miscen (ebr. 13: 17).<br />

amitomac unda gvqondes didi pativiscema maT mimarT. Tu<br />

Tqven, sxvebTan erTad, daiwyebT maT Seuracxyofas, saqmeebi<br />

ar wagivaT kargad. sanam mesaWe yoCaRad aris, gemze<br />

myofnic usafrTxod arian. rogorc ki mas mgzavrTagan<br />

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gamoCenili mtroba da Seuracxyofa daTrgunavs, igi<br />

uwindebur mxneobas dakargavs; verc Tavisi Cveuli ostatobiT<br />

moqmedebas SeZlebs da uneblied uricxv faTeraksac<br />

SeamTxevs maT. igive iTqmis mRvdlebzedac: Tu isini<br />

Tqvengan pativiscemas igrZnoben, SeZleben, saTanadod<br />

mogigvaron saqmeni; Tuki guls atkenT, amiT SeasustebTY<br />

maT SemarTebas da ise izamT, rom maTac (didi mondomebis<br />

miuxedavad) da Tqvenc iolad gagitacebT zRvis talRebi.<br />

daufiqrdi qristes naTqvams iudevelTa Sesaxeb: saydarsa<br />

mosesTa dasxdes mwignobarni da farisevelni. yovelsa<br />

ukue raodensa getyodian Tquen damarxvad, daimarxeT<br />

(mT. 23:2-3). axla veRar vityviT, rom mRvdlebi moses<br />

saydarze dasxdnen; ara, isini dasxdnen qristes saydarze,<br />

radgan Seiwynares swavleba qristesi. amitomac<br />

ambobs pavle: qristesTÂs ukue vciquT, viTarca RmerTi<br />

glocavs Cuen mier (2 kor. 5:20).<br />

nuTu ver xedavT, yvela rogor emorCileba saero xelisuflebas.<br />

marTalia, qveSevrdomni xSirad aRematebian<br />

mmarTvelebs TavianTi gvariSvilobiT, cxovrebis<br />

wesiTa da sibrZniT, magram isini pativs miageben mas, vinc<br />

xelisufalni daadgina; arafers ganixilaven _ ubralod<br />

pativs scemen mefis ganCinebas; arc imas arkveven, rogoria<br />

is, vinc maTze moipova mmarTveloba. aseTi SiSi da<br />

ridi gvaqvs kacis mier dadginebuli mTavris mimarT!<br />

xolo RvTis mier xeldasxmuls moviZulebT kidec,<br />

SeuracxvyofT kidec da uTvalavi yvedrebiTac ar vasvenebT.<br />

maSin, roca moZmeTa gankiTxvac ki gvekrZaleba,<br />

mRvdlebze vilesavT enas! Tavs riT gavimarTlebT, roca<br />

sakuTar TvalSi ver vxedavT dvires, sxvisaSi ki boroti<br />

moSurneobiT aRmovaCenT wuels?!<br />

nuTu ar ici, rom sxvaTa amgvari gankiTxviT sakuTar<br />

Tavsac umzadeb umZimes gankiTxvas?! amas ar vambob imi-<br />

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tom, rom viwoneb uRirs mRvdelmsaxurebs; ara _ me metismetad<br />

mebralebian isini da vglovob maTze. da miuxedavad<br />

amisa, vamtkiceb, rom am SemTxvevaSic qveSevrdomT,<br />

gansakuTrebiT ki ubralo xalxs, ar aqvT maTi gankiTxvis<br />

ufleba, Tundac mRvdlis cxovreba mankierze mankieri<br />

iyos... ufalma saxedari aalaparaka da mogvis piriT<br />

gasca sulieri kurTxevani; Tu ufali pirutyvisa da uwminduri<br />

balaamis eniT moqmedebda umadur iudevelebze,<br />

miT ufro mogxedavT Tqven. Tuki didsulovanni iqnebiT,<br />

RmerTi Tavis mxriv moimoqmedebs yovelive saTanados da<br />

Tundac ukiduresad mankieri mRvdlebis mier gardmogivlenT<br />

suliwmidas. umwikvlo mRvdelic ki ver izidavs<br />

suliwmidas Tavisi siwmindiT _ yvelaferi madlismier<br />

aResruleba. yovelive Tquni ars, _ gveubneba mociquli,<br />

_ gina Tu pavle, gina Tu apolo, gina Tu kefa (1 kor. 3:22).<br />

yvelaferi, rac mRvdels Cahbarda, martooden RvTisgan<br />

aris da misi ZRvenia. ramdenadac unda warematos kacobrivi<br />

sibrZne, igi verasdros aRemateba am madls.<br />

amas geubnebiT ara imitom, rom Tqven, romelime winamZRvris<br />

udebebis mxilvelma qveSevrdomebma, am sababiT<br />

gaimravloT boroteba. magram mxolod mRvdlebze ratom<br />

vambob _ gana angelozi, an mTavarangelozi iotisodenad<br />

mainc Secvlis RvTisgan naboZebs! aq yovelives adgens<br />

mama, Ze da suliwmida, mRvdeli ki mxolod laparakobs<br />

da xelebs amoZravebs... maS, raki viciT es yovelive,<br />

gveSinodes RvTisa da mokrZalebiT movepyraT mis mRvdlebs.<br />

srulad mivagoT maT pativi, raTa RmerTma Cveni<br />

keTili saqmeebisTvisac da maT mimarT gamoCenili krZalulebisTvisac<br />

gviboZos didi jildo.<br />

50<br />

86-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze.

zesTamCenobis Sesaxeb<br />

yo bunebiT suleli _ danaSauli ar aris, magram<br />

izedmeti Wkuisgan Tavis gasuleleba ar gepatieba<br />

da did sasjelsac daimsaxureb. es exeba im brZenT, romlebic<br />

bevrs fiqroben sakuTar Tavze da euflebaT ukiduresi<br />

zesTamCenoba, rac yvelaze metad akargvinebs<br />

kacs Wkuas. winaswarmetyveli amitom ambobs barbarosze:<br />

sulelman sulelni Tqunes (es. 32:6). rom darwmunde mis<br />

ugunurebaSi, mousmine am barbarosis sityvebs: zedaÁT<br />

varskulavTa cisaTasa davdga saydari Cemi, davjde mTasa<br />

zeda maRalsa (es. 14:13); da mkÂdrosani sruli moviRo,<br />

davipyra ÃeliTa CemiTa, viTarca bude, da viTarca datevebulni<br />

kuercxni, aRvixune (es. 10:14). ra unda iyos am<br />

sityvebze ufro suleluri?! TavmomwoneobiT naTqvami<br />

yoveli sityvac iolad imsaxurebs amgvar Sefasebas. da<br />

Tu me gagimeoreb mzvaobrobiT SepyrobilTa yvela gamonaTqvams,<br />

ver gaarCev, amas ambobs qedmaRali Tu suleli.<br />

maSasadame, orives erTi da igive nakli aqvs. erTma<br />

barbarosma Tqva: me RmerTi var (ix. iez. 28:2) da ara<br />

kaci; meorem: vin ars RmerTi, romelman gangarinnes Tquen<br />

ÃelTagan CemTa? (dan. 3:15); faraonma: ara vici ufali,<br />

arca ganuteo israÀli (gam. 5:2). daviT winaswarmetyvelis<br />

mier naxsenebma ugunurma Tqua gulsa Sina TÂssa: ara<br />

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ars RmerTi (fs. 13:1). aseTia kaenic, romelmac ganacxada:<br />

nu mcveli Zmisa Cemisa var me? (dabad. 4:9). axla ganasxvaveb,<br />

romeli sityva ekuTvnis zesTamCenT da romeli<br />

sulelT?<br />

zesTamCenoba aris gonebis gandideba, romlisTvisac<br />

ucxoa zomierebis dacva _ misgan kaci SeiZleba iqces<br />

sulelad an pativmoyvared. sibrZnis Tavi aris SiSi<br />

uflisa, sisulelis saTave ki arcodna uflisa. maSasadame,<br />

sibrZnea codna RvTisa, xolo sisulele _ umecreba,<br />

rac siamayidan ibadeba. da raki misi sawyisi aris<br />

arcodna uflisa, maSin gamodis, rom siamaye udidesi<br />

sisulelea. aseTi iyo nabali: is zesTamCenobam Wkuidan<br />

SeSala, bolos ki SiSiT mokvda. rogorc ki dakargavs<br />

kaci keTilgonier zomierebas, sulieri daxsnilobis<br />

gamo xdeba sulmoklec da Tavxedic. sasicocxlo ZalTa<br />

Tanafardobis darRveviT sxeuli sustdeba da yovelgvari<br />

sneulebiT avaddeba. asea sulic, roca dakargavs<br />

Tavis amaRlebul ganwyobas da SeZenili simdablis Cvevas,<br />

sneuldeba da xdeba sulmokle, utifari, SeSlili...<br />

igi Tavis Tavsac veRar cnobs da rogorRa Seicnobs Tavisze<br />

maRla mdgoms? gonebaareuli imasac ver arkvevs,<br />

rac Tvalwin udgas _ dabrmavebuli TvalisTvis mTeli<br />

sxeuli xom bnelSia gaxveuli.<br />

ase emarTebaT zesTamCenTac _ isini gonebaareulebsa<br />

da bunebiT sulelebze ufro sabraloni arian, raki<br />

iwveven sicils, rogorc meoreni, da zizRs, rogorc<br />

pirvelni. marTalia, gonebaareulebi arian, rogorc<br />

bunebiTad SeSlilni, magram iseTive sibraluls ar aRgviZraven;<br />

sulelebiviT iqcevian, magram maTsaviT ar mietevebaT<br />

da mxolod zizRs iwveven. zesTamCenT aqvT SeS-<br />

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lilTa da bunebiT sulelTa nakli, magram maTsaviT ar<br />

imsaxureben Sendobas, radgan sicils iwveven ara oden<br />

sityvebiT, aramed mTlianad TavianTi qceviT.<br />

miTxar, ratom iwoneb Tavs? ratom dadixar fexis<br />

wverebze? ratom xar warbebaziduli, gabRenZili? daabijeb,<br />

TiTqos miwas fexs ar akarebde da Tavi yvelafris<br />

meufed warmogidgenia, arada Tmis gaWaRaravebasac ki verafers<br />

uxerxeb. iqneb ginda kidec, amogezardos frTebi,<br />

raTa miwas moswyde; iqneb gsurs, saswauli moaxdino. axlac<br />

gana sakuTari Tavisgan ar qmni saswauls, roca Sen _<br />

kaci _ frenaze fiqrob? umjobesia iTqvas, qedmaRlobiT<br />

ganlaRebuli ukve Sinaganad dafrinav. ra giwodo, riT<br />

Sevmusro Seni zesTamCenoba? dagiZaxo, rom xar ferfli,<br />

miwa, kvamli, mtveri _ erTi maTganic ar Seesabameba zustad<br />

imas, risi gamoxatvac msurs. mindoda warmomeCina<br />

amayi kacis mTeli Tavmomwoneoba da sicariele; ra niSandoblioba<br />

unda movZebno, mas rom miesadagos?! vfiqrob,<br />

is hgavs Calas, romelic aalebisTanave wamoiweva da amoiburceba,<br />

magram xelis msubuqad SexebiTac ki Canavldeba<br />

da misgan ferflze ufro Txeli fenaRa rCeba. asea ampartavanis<br />

sulic _ misi cru siamaye SemTxveviTma Sexebamac<br />

ki SeiZleba miwasTan gaasworos da gaanadguros.<br />

yvela zesTamCeni, rogorc wesi, sustia... isini wyalSi<br />

gaCenili buStukebiviT swrafad skdebian da swrafadve<br />

iRupebian. Tu amis ar gjera, momiyvane Tavxedi, zesTam-<br />

Ceni kaci da daganaxeb, rom ubralo garemoebebSi igi met<br />

sulmokleobas gamoiCens, vidre sxva vinme dacemis Semdeg.<br />

rogorc ki moedeba ali fiCxs, igi myisve iferfleba,<br />

morebs ki Znelad ekideba cecxli, samagierod didxans<br />

anTia. mtkice da SeuZvreli sulebic Znelad aRinTebian<br />

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da didxansac iwvian, xolo sulmokle myisierad aaldeba<br />

da nacrad iqceva.<br />

raki es viciT, gaviwvrTnaT mdablad zraxvaSi: is<br />

yvelaferze Zlieria _ qvaze magari, almasze mtkice;<br />

ufro saimedod gvicavs, vidre cixesimagreebi TavianTi<br />

godolebiTa da galavnebiT. igi miudgomelia yvela eSmakeuli<br />

mzakvrobisaTvis. zesTamCen kacs yoveli Semxvedri<br />

moereva. zesTamCenoba wyalSi gaCenili buStukebiviT<br />

male skdeba, ablabudasaviT mswrafl wydeba, kvamliviT<br />

ifanteba. ase rom, myar qvaze dasamkvidreblad daviviwyoT<br />

zesTamCenoba da SeviyvaroT mdablad zraxva. maSin<br />

saaqaodac vpovebT simSvides da samomavlo cxovrebaSic<br />

davtkbebiT yvela sikeTiT.<br />

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mzvaobrobis Sesaxeb<br />

euZlebelia warmaval didebas damonebul kacs<br />

SRvTisagan eboZos dideba. amisTvis kicxavs qriste<br />

iudevelebs: viTar ukue Ãel-gewifebis Tquen rwmunebad,<br />

rameTu didebasa urTierTas miiRebT da didebasa mxoloÁsa<br />

RmrTisasa ara eZiebT (in. 5:44). es raRac Zlieri Trobaa;<br />

mzvaobrobis vnebas ayolili kaci gamousworebelia.<br />

es vneba Tavis tyveTa sulebs zecas ganaSorebs, dedamiwas<br />

miamsWvalavs da WeSmariti naTlis xilvis saSualebas<br />

uspobs, aiZulebs, niadag itrialon wumpeSi; miuCens<br />

iseT mZlavr mTavrebs, romlebic brZanebis gaucemladac<br />

imoneben maT. am seniT daavadebuli nebayoflobiT, vinmes<br />

brZanebis gareSec, akeTebs yvelafers, riTac hgonia,<br />

rom asiamovnebs Tavis mTavarT. maTTvis irTveba mdidruli<br />

samosiT, ilamazebs pirisaxes, Tumca zrunavs ara sakuTar<br />

Tavze, aramed sxvaTa siamovnebaze; mas moedanze<br />

gamohyavs mxleblebi imitom, rom sxvebi gaakvirvos _<br />

yvelfers iqms martooden sxvaTa saameblad. gana arsebobs<br />

amaze mZime sulieri seni?! kaci xSirad ufskrul-<br />

Sic ki gadaCexila mxolod imitom, rom sxvebi ganecvifrebina<br />

Tavisi pirovnebiT.<br />

qristes zemomoyvanili sityvebi sakmaod cxadyofs<br />

am vnebis mtanjvel Zalas. misi Secnoba Semdegnaira-<br />

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dac SeiZleba: Tu moindomeb da hkiTxav qonebis uzomod<br />

mflangvel moqalaqes, ratom da risTvis xarjavs amden<br />

oqros, erTaderT pasuxad moismen _ surs asiamovnos brbos.<br />

Tu Seubruneb kiTxvas: ra aris brbo? is gipasuxebs,<br />

rom es aris raRac xmauriani, mSfoTvare, metwilad briyvTa<br />

Tavyriloba, romelic zRvis talRebiviT umiznod<br />

midi-modis da aqvs nairgvari, xSirad erTmaneTis sapirispiro<br />

Sexedulebani. gana yvelaze sacodavi ar<br />

aris is, visac meufed brbo gauxdia?! roca eriskacni<br />

miemsWvalebian brbos, es jer imdenad saSiSi ar aris,<br />

Tumca safrTxe namdvilad arsebobs. magram isini, romlebic<br />

amboben, rom ama sofels ganudgnen, magram imave<br />

an ufro mZime seniT itanjebian, es ukiduresad saxifa-<br />

Toa. eriskacni mxolod fuls xarjaven, aq ki saSiSroeba<br />

emuqreba suls. miTxar, odes marTal sarwmunoebas cvlian<br />

didebaze da Tavis gansadideblad RmerTs Seuracxyofen,<br />

ar aris es ukiduresi ugunureba da sigiJe?!<br />

sxva vnebebi, Tumca Zalze saSiSni, warmaval da xanmokle<br />

tkbobas mainc ganacdevineben kacs. magaliTad, angarebismoyvare,<br />

Rvinismoyvare, memruSe, marTalia, sazianos<br />

da droebiTs, magram raRac siamovnebas mainc poulobs.<br />

mzvaobrobis vnebiT SepyrobilT mudam mware, yovlad<br />

usiamovno cxovreba aqvT, radgan isini ver aRwven imas,<br />

rac ase uyvarT _ vgulisxmob saxalxo didebas. SeiZleba<br />

erTi SexedviT sargebloben kidec am aRiarebiT, magram<br />

ver tkbebian, radgan es sulac ar aris WeSmariti<br />

dideba... amas Zvelad samarTlianad uwodebdnen amaoebas.<br />

masSi araferia brwyinvale da didebuli _ igi amaoa. ni-<br />

Rabi naTeli da mimzidveli Cans, mis ukan ki sicarielea.<br />

marTalia, isini xorciel saxeTa silamazes warmoaCenen,<br />

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magram jer aravis ugrZvnia am niRabTa mimarT siyvaruli.<br />

mzvaobroba _ es Znelad gansakurnebeli da mtanjveli<br />

vneba _ zustad aseve, an ufro sacodavad aris brbos<br />

mier gandidebT SeniRbuli. igi mxolod Tvalsaxilvelad<br />

aris naTeli, SigniT carieli ki ara, usindisobiTa da<br />

sastiki tanjviT aris aRsavse. sakiTxavia, saidan ibadeba<br />

es ugunuri, yovelgvar siamovnebas moklebuli vneba? mxolod<br />

da mxolod mdabali da ubadruki sulidan _ sxva<br />

arsaidan!<br />

didebas mowyurebul kacs ar ZaluZs raime diadsa da<br />

keTilSobilze fiqri. igi uciloblad xdeba samarcxvino,<br />

znedacemuli, pativayrili araraoba. kaci, romelic<br />

arafers akeTebs saTnoebisTvis da ainteresebs mxolod<br />

erTi ram _ Tavi moawonos brbos, vinc saerTod ar aris<br />

yuradRebis Rirsi da yovelTvis gaiTvaliswinos misi<br />

mcdari, aramdgradi Sexedulebebi, gana ramed SeiZleba<br />

Rirdes?! ici, ras upasuxebda igi SekiTxvas: ras fiqrobs<br />

brboze? igi ueWvelad ityoda, rom brbo _ es aris umecarTa<br />

da usaqmurTa krebuli. misTvis rom ekiTxaT -L<br />

moindomebda Tu ara am brboSi gaTqvefas, ara mgonia, es<br />

moesurvebina. maS, gana ukiduresad sasacilo ar aris,<br />

eZio dideba maTTan, romlebTan mimsgavsebac ki arasdros<br />

mogindeba?<br />

Tu metyvi, rom brbo mraval adamians aerTianebs, gipasuxeb:<br />

swored amitomac unda gvZuldes igi, radgan Tu brbodan<br />

TiToeuli Rirsia Seuracxyofisa, maSin es simravle<br />

miT met Seuracxyofas imsaxurebs. misi yoveli wevris<br />

sibriyve _ erTad Tavmoyrili _ mravalricxovnebis kvalad<br />

izrdeba da Rrmavdeba. amitom cal-calke TiToeuli<br />

maTganis morjuleba kidev SeiZleboda, vinmes rom moen-<br />

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domebina, magram ioli ar aris yvelas erTad gamosworeba,<br />

raki aseT dros maTi erToblivi ugunureba ufro<br />

Rrmaa. isini cxovelebiviT iqcevian, yovelTvis jogurad<br />

azrovneben. aba, miTxariT, aseT brboSi unda eZebdeT<br />

didebas?! gTxovT, gevedrebiT, ase ar moiqceT. am vnebam<br />

yvelaferi waaxdina da daamxo. man Sva angarebismoyvareba,<br />

Suri, ciliswameba, Zviris zraxva. igi adamianebs<br />

aiaraRebs da sisastikiT aRavsebs maT winaaRmdeg, visac<br />

maTTvis araferi dauSavebia. am seniT SepyrobilTaTvis<br />

saerTod ucxoa megobroba, Tanacxovreba; is saerTod<br />

miklebulia survils _ vinmes miagos pativi; piriqiT,<br />

yovelive keTils ganagdebs sulidan, xdeba meryevi, kargavs<br />

siyvarulis niWs, yvelas winaaRmdeg saomrad aris<br />

SemarTuli. guliswyromis Zala, miuxedavad imisa, rom<br />

mtanjveli da autanelia, yovelTvis ar moqmedebs _ mxolod<br />

maSin aforiaqebs kacs, roca mas sxvebi gaabrazeben.<br />

mzvaobrobis vneba, piriqiT, niadag aSfoTebs adamians _<br />

erTi wuTiTac ar anebebs Tavs; es imitom, rom kacis goneba<br />

am vnebas ar uSlis xels da ar acxrobs. es vneba ar<br />

gvtovebs da araTu aRgvZravs codvaTa Casadenad, aramed<br />

Tu ram sikeTis qmna movaswariT, imasac gamogvtacebs xelidan,<br />

zogjer keTili saqmis dawyebis saSualebasac ar<br />

gvaZlevs. Tu pavle angarebians uwodebs kerpTmsaxurs<br />

(ix. ef. 5:5), maSin, samarTlianobidan gamomdinare, ra<br />

unda vuwodoT angarebis dedas, fesvsa da saTaves _ mzvaobrobas?!<br />

saxelsac ver ipovi, am borotebas rom Seeferebodes!<br />

ase rom, sayvarelno, gamovfxizldeT, ganviZarcvoT es<br />

mankieri samosi da nakuw-nakuw vaqcioT igi. odesme gavxdeT<br />

WeSmaritad Tavisufalni, gaviTavisoT RvTisgan bo-<br />

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Zebuli grZnoba Rirsebisa. moviZuliT brbos mier Cveni<br />

gandideba. araferia am vnebaze sasacilo da damamcirebeli,<br />

esoden samarcxvino da pativamyreli. yvelasTvis<br />

TvalsaCinoa, rom didebismoyvareba umetes SemTxvevaSi<br />

axasiaTebs mas, vinc ar imsaxurebs didebas; rom WeSmaritad<br />

didebis Rirss sZuls igi, miiCnevs araraobad<br />

da mxolod RvTis saTnoyofisTvis warmoTqvams an iqms<br />

yovelives. ase jildosac miviRebT RvTisgan, vinc xedavs<br />

Cveni nebismieri saqmianobis WeSmarit saxes, oRond unda<br />

vikmaroT mxolod es erTi mxilveli _ ufali. sakiTxavia,<br />

gvWirdeba ki sxvaTa Tvalyuri, roca saqmeTa CvenTa<br />

damnaxvelia is, vinc maT gansjis?! ra Seusabamobaa: mona<br />

rasac akeTebs, yvelafers batonis saameblad iqms da mxolod<br />

misi yuradRebis miqcevas cdilobs. mas ar ainteresebs<br />

sxvebs, Tundac warCinebulT, daanaxos Tavisi saqmeni,<br />

da marto erTi mizani aqvs _ SeamCnios mflobelma.<br />

Cven ki, visac esoden didi ufali gvyavs mbrZaneblad, ve-<br />

ZebT sxva mayureblebs, romlebic saerTod ver SegvZenen<br />

sargebels, TavianTi mzeriT ki SeuZliaT gvavnon da naSromi<br />

wyalSi Cagviyaron.<br />

nu iyofin, gevedrebiT! visganac moveliT jildos,<br />

igi vaRiaroT saqmeTa CvenTa mxilveladac da ganmadidebladac.<br />

saerTod, nu vendobiT adamianis Tvalebs. da Tu<br />

gvsurs kacTa Sorisac mogvegos pativi, amas mxolod<br />

RvTisgan didebis miRebis ZiebiT mivaRwevT. naTqvamia:<br />

madidebelni Cemni vadidne (1 mef. 2:30). simdidre gansakuTrebiT<br />

uxvad gveZleva maSin, roca ugulebelvyofT<br />

mas da mxolod RvTismier saunjes veZebT: eZiebdiT<br />

pirvelad sasufevelsa RmrTisasa da simarTlesa missa,<br />

da ese yoveli SegeZinos Tquen (mT. 6:33). es exeba dideba-<br />

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sac. rodesac simdidre da dideba CvenTvis uxifaTo aRar<br />

gaxdeba, maSin ufali maT uxvad gviboZebs; es saboZvari<br />

uvnebelia maSin, roca igi Cvenze ar meufebs, ar mbrZaneblobs,<br />

ar gviqvemdebarebs, rogorc monebs, aramed Tavad<br />

rCeba Cveni, rogorc Tavisufali mflobelebis,<br />

morCili. RmerTi imitomac ar gvaZlevs simdidrisa da<br />

didebis siyvarulis nebas, rom isini ar dagveuflon.<br />

xolo roca mivaRwevT iseT srulyofilebas, rom isini<br />

aRar migvizidaven, ufali udidesi guluxvobiT gvibo-<br />

Zebs. Sexede, raoden didebulia pavle, rodesac gveubneba:<br />

arca veZiebT kacTagan didebasa, arca Tquengan da<br />

arca sxuaTagan (1 Tes. 2:6). vin aris imaze bednieri, visac<br />

araferi aqvs da yovelives flobs?! rogorc zemoT<br />

aRvniSne, rodesac ar davemonebiT simdidresa da didebas,<br />

swored maSin mogvecema isini, maSin davepatronebiT<br />

maT. maSasadame, moveridoT didebas, Tu misi damsaxureba<br />

gvsurs. ase RvTis mcnebebsac aRvasrulebT da saaqao Tu<br />

aRTqmul samomavlo sikeTeebsac SeviZenT madliTa da<br />

kacTmoyvarebiTa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmidisa Tana, aw da maradis da ukuniTi<br />

ukunisamde. amin.<br />

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me-3 saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.

moyvasTa siyvarulis Sesaxeb<br />

oveli keTili saqme siyvarulis pirmSoa, amitomac<br />

ybevrs saubroben mis Sesaxeb. magaliTad, qristem<br />

gviTxra: amiT cnan yovelTa, viTarmed Cemni mowafeni<br />

xarT, ukueTu iyuarebodiT urTierTas (in. 13:35); pavlec<br />

mogviwodebs: nuraÁmca visi Tana-gac, garna urTier-<br />

Tas siyuaruli (rom. 13:8). is ubralod ki ar axsenebs siyvaruls,<br />

aramed gvavalebs urTierTas siyuaruls. Cven<br />

sxeuls niadag unda vawvdideT sakvebs da asec viqceviT<br />

mTeli sicocxle. mociquli gvaswavlis, ase unda vkvebavdeT<br />

siyvarulsac, umjobesia _ ufro meti mzrunvelobiTac,<br />

radgan igi gvamkvidrebs maradiul cxovreba-<br />

Si da mudam Tanamyofobs am niWis mflobelTan. xolo aw<br />

esera hgies sarwmunoebaÁ, sasoebaÁ da siyuaruli, sami<br />

ese; xolo ufroÁs amisa siyuaruli ars (1 kor. 13:13).<br />

_ gveubneba pavle mociquli. am saTnoebaSi viwvrTnebiT<br />

ara oden sityvebiT, aramed Tavad gamocdilebiT. jer is,<br />

Tu rogor gavCndiT: RmerTma Seqmna erTi kaci da ineba<br />

_ misgan warmoSobiliyo yvela, raTa adamianebs scodnodaT,<br />

rom maT aerTianebT is erTi da moendomebinaT urTierTsiyvaruliT<br />

cxovreba. Semdgom, ufalma adamianur<br />

urTierTobaTa magaliTebiT brZnulad dagvarwmuna, rom<br />

aucilebelia erTmaneTis siyvaruli. ai, rogor moxda<br />

es: ufalma samyaro aavso uricxvi sikeTiT, yovel qveya-<br />

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nas uboZa gansakuTrebuli, misTvis niSandoblivi nayofi,<br />

raTa CvenTvis aucilebeli yofiliyo urTierTTan mimosvla;<br />

raTa sxvebisTvis gvewiladebina is, rac Warbad<br />

gveqneboda, da maTgan migveRo, rac gvaklda, raTa gvyvareboda<br />

Cveni msgavsni. ufalma igive moimoqmeda TiToeuli<br />

kacis mimarTac _ ar misca maT yvelafris codna _<br />

zogs uboZa samkurnalo xelovnebis niWi, zogs _ xuroTmoZRvrebisa,<br />

zogsac sxva... raTa yvela urTierTisTvis<br />

vyofiliyaviT saWiro da erTmaneTi gvyvareboda.<br />

msgavsi ram xdeba sasuliero sferoSi. rogorc pavle<br />

mociquli gveubneba: romlisame sulisa misgan micemul<br />

ars sityuaÁ sibrZnisaÁ, xolo sxuasa sityuaÁ mecnierebisaÁ<br />

miTve suliTa da sxuasa sarwmunoebaÁ misve<br />

sulisagan, romelsame madli kurnebaTaÁ misganve sulisa,<br />

romelsame Sewevnani ZalTani, romelsame winaÁswarmetyuelebaÁ,<br />

romelsame gankiTxuaÁ sulTaÁ da sxuasa<br />

Teslad-Tesladi enaTaÁ da sxuasa TargmanebaÁ enaTaÁ (1<br />

kor. 12:8-10). magram araferia siyvarulze aRmatebuli,<br />

amitomac daayena mociqulma igi yovelTa umaRles da<br />

Tqva: enasa RaTu kacTasa da angelozTasa vityodi, xolo<br />

siyuaruli ara maqundes, viqmen me, viTarca rvali, romeli<br />

oxrin, gina winwilani, romelni Ãmobed. da maqundes<br />

RaTu winaÁswarmetyuelebaÁ da uwyodi yoveli saidumloÁ<br />

da yoveli mecnierebaÁ, da maqundes RaTu yoveli<br />

sarwmunoebaÁ vidre mTaTaca cvalebadmde, da siyuaruli<br />

Tu ar maqundes, ara-ve-raÁ var (1 kor. 13:1-2). amasac<br />

ar dasjerda da gvauwya, rom usiyvarulod RvTisTvis<br />

sikvdilic ki sruliad usargeblo iqneba. mociquls amis<br />

Tqmis safuZveli hqonda, man _ RvTis mcnebaTa aRmsrulebelma<br />

_ kargad uwyoda, rom mxolod myarad fesvebgadg-<br />

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muli siyvaruli aRmoacenebs yovelgvar keTil nayofs,<br />

radgan mcnebebs: ara imruSo, ara kac-hkla, ara iparo,<br />

ara cili swamo da sxva, aerTianebs es erTi mTavari mcneba:<br />

Seiyvare moyvasi Seni, viTarca Tavi TÂsi (lev. 19:18).<br />

Tumca ratom unda visaubroT vrclad mcireze da<br />

araferi vTqvaT didze? gana siyvarulis gamo ar gardamoxda<br />

amqveynad RvTis sayvareli Ze, mivida adamianebTan,<br />

cxovrobda maT Soris da moZRvravda, raTa mravalRmerTianobis<br />

cdomileba gaefanta, WeSmariti codna<br />

RvTisa euwyebina da urTierTsiyvaruli eswavlebina.<br />

amas adasturebs ioane: rameTu esreT Seiyuara RmerTman<br />

sofeli ese, viTarmed Zeca TÂsi mxolodSobili mosca<br />

mas, raÁTa yovelsa, romelsa hrwmenes igi, ara warwymdes,<br />

aramed aqundes cxorebaÁ saukunoÁ (in. 3:16). siyvaruliT<br />

anTebulma pavlem warmoTqva zeciuri sityvebi: vin<br />

ganmaSornes Cuen siyuarulsa mas qristessa: Wirman anu<br />

iwroebaman, devnaman anu siymilman, SiSuloebaman anu urvaman<br />

anu maxÂlman. mociqulma ugulebelyo es yovelive,<br />

rogorc araraoba da daurTo metic: arca sikudilman,<br />

arca cxorebaman, arca angelozTa, arca aman sofelman,<br />

arca man sofelman, arca simaRleTa, arca siRrmeTa,<br />

arca sxuaman dabadebulman SemiZlos Cuen ganyenebad siyuarulsa<br />

RmrTisasa (rom. 8:35-39).<br />

amitomac siyvaruliT anTebuli netari mociquli<br />

ufals veraferma ganaSora: verc cam, verc miwam, verc<br />

zRvam, verc zeciurma sasufevelma, verc jojoxeTis<br />

tanjvam. man yovelive moiZula qristesTvis. Tu sxva<br />

wmindanebsac davakvirdebiT, davinaxavT, rom yvela siyvarulma<br />

gaxada RvTisTvis saTnoni.<br />

siyvaruli SegaZlebinebs, Tavi gaaigivo moyvasTan,<br />

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gaswavlis, gaixaro misi keTildReobiT, rogorc saku-<br />

TariT; SeigrZno misi ubedureba, rogorc piradi. siyvaruli<br />

mravals kravs erT sxeulad da maT sulebs suliwmidis<br />

samyofelad aqcevs. radgan suliwmida SeiZleba<br />

mkvidrobdes ara sulierad urTierTisgan ganyofilTa,<br />

aramed erTqmnilTa Soris. siyvaruli TiToeulis sikeTes<br />

saerTos xdis, rogorc amas gveubneba wminda werili:<br />

simravlisa mis morwmuneTaÁsa iyo guli da gonebaÁ<br />

erT da arca erTman vin TqÂs monagebi misi TÂsad, aramed<br />

iyo yovelive maTda zogad... da miecemoda kacad-kacadsa,<br />

raÁca vis uÃmda (saqme 4: 32, 35).<br />

nuTu arsebobs iseTi uzarmazari pitalo lodebiT<br />

nagebi da mterTa ieriSisgan esoden Seuvali galavani,<br />

rogorsac urTierTmoyvarulTa da erTsulovnebiT SekavSirebulTa<br />

krebuli aRmarTavs?! igi igeriebs eSmakis<br />

mzakvrobasac ki da es sruliad bunebrivia. aseTi adamianebi<br />

mxardamxar ibrZvian eSmakis winaaRmdeg, ar emxrobian<br />

mas da ar upirispirdebian urTierTs; maT verafers<br />

daaklebs borotis mzakvroba _ isini siyvarulis ubrwyinvales<br />

nadavls agroveben. marTalia, qnars mravali<br />

simi aqvs, magram isini Tanxmierad JReren; siyvarulis<br />

aseTive umSvenieresi hangebi iRvreba erTsulovnebiT SekavSirebulTaganac.<br />

pavle mociquli amitomac gvirCevs _ viazrovnoT da<br />

visaubroT TanxmobiT, sxvani miviCnioT Cvenze umjobesad,<br />

maT davuTmoT pativi da vicxovroT erTsulovnad.<br />

mociquli agreTve gveubneba: siyuarulisa misTÂs hmonebdiT<br />

urTierTars. rameTu yoveli Sjuli erTiTa sityÂTa<br />

aResrulebis: Seiyuaro moyuasi Seni, viTarca Tavi TÂsi<br />

(gal. 5:13-14).<br />

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moyvaruls surs, ara mxolod mas emsaxuron, aramed<br />

Tavadac moemsaxuros sxvas, mas ufro axarebs qveSevrdomoba,<br />

vidre mTavroba; urCevnia, sxvaTaTvis gaiRos<br />

sikeTe, vidre Tavad miiRos igi; amjobinebs, megobars<br />

hmarTebdes misi, vidre Tavad iyos masTan valSi; moyvaruls<br />

unda _ iyos sayvareli adamianis keTilismyofeli,<br />

magram erideba Tavisi sikeTis saaSkaroze gamotanas;<br />

lamobs, pirvelma gaswios qvelmoqmedeba, magram ara Tavis<br />

warmoCenis mizniT...<br />

ar arsebobs sikeTe, misi saTave rom ar iyos siyvaruli.<br />

ganvumtkicoT igi urTierTs, radgan aRmasrulebeli<br />

SjulisaÁ siyuaruli ars (rom. 13:10). Tu erTmaneTi gviyvars,<br />

saWiro aRar aris Sroma, moRvaweoba _ es gza TavisTavad<br />

migviyvans saTnoebamde. vinc Saragzis dasawyiss<br />

moZebnis, ise gaivlis mas, rom megzuri ar dasWirdeba.<br />

siyvarulic amas hgavs: sakmarisia, mis sawyiss CaeWido,<br />

is Tavad gagiZRveba da gatarebs.<br />

mociqulis sityvebia: siyuaruli sulgrZel ars da<br />

tkbil; siyuarulsa ara Surn, siyuaruli ara maRloin,<br />

ara ganlaRnis (1 kor. 13;4). dae, TiToeulma damoukideblad<br />

Seafasos, rogor eqceva TavisTavs da ise moeqces<br />

moyvassac. ar arsebobs Suri sakuTari Tavisa, romelic<br />

kacs yvelafers urCevnia; TiToeuls surs, hqondes<br />

uricxvi sikeTe, cdilobs mudam Tavis sasargeblod garjas.<br />

Tu amgvaradve ganvewyobiT sxvaTa mimarT, saerTod<br />

aRikveTeba ubedureba, mtroba, angarebismoyvareba. vin<br />

waarTmevs rames sakuTar Tavs? _ aravin, ufro piriqiT<br />

moxdeba.<br />

maS, dae, yvelaferi saerTo gvqondes. Tu ase moviqceviT,<br />

Zvirisxseneba gaqreba _ vin gauxsenebs cuds,<br />

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vin ganurisxdeba sakuTar Tavs?! mas Cven xom yovelives<br />

SevundobT. Tu amgvaradve ganvewyobiT moyvasis mimarT,<br />

arasdros gavixsenebT, Tu ram cudi viciT mis Sesaxeb,<br />

magram, mkiTxav: SesaZlebelia, giyvardes moyvasi, vi-<br />

Tarca Tavi Tvisi? sxvebs rom ar aResrulebinaT es mcneba,<br />

samarTlianad SegeZlo gefiqra mis SeuZleblobaze.<br />

da Tu arseboben aseTni, maSin naTelia, rom Cven Cvenive<br />

udebebis gamo ar ZalgviZs am mcnebis aRsruleba. qriste<br />

ar gveubneba raime SeuZlebels _ bevrma imaze metic ki<br />

aRasrula, rasac es mcneba gvavalebs.<br />

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me- 19 saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.

iT davicxroT guliswyroma<br />

Seuracxyofilebma?<br />

uliswyroma ise daeZgereba suls, viTarca gri-<br />

ggali da qariSxali, da vinc mas ahyveba, gonebas<br />

aurevs da gaagiJebs. rogor moviqceT? keTilgonierT<br />

hmarTebT, Tavidan aicilon es seni _ sanam risxva sabolood<br />

daeuflebaT, manamde moTokon suli da daicxron<br />

risxva wminda werilis SegonebebiT. momTviniereblis<br />

sityva iolad amSvidebs mxecebs da, ra gasakviria, Tu<br />

qristes sityvebi umal daamSvideben da Svebas mohgvrian<br />

gamZvinvarebul suls? mociquli gveubneba: yoveli simware<br />

da risxvaÁ da gulis wyromaÁ da RaRadebaÁ da gmobaÁ<br />

moispen Tquen Soris yovliTurT ukeTurebiT. iyveniT<br />

urTierTars tkbil, mowyale, da Tuki vinme nawyenia,<br />

miutevos mas, viTarca igi RmerTman qristes mier mogumadla<br />

Cuen. iyveniT ukue mobaZav RmrTisa, viTarca Svilni<br />

sayuarelni (ef. 4:31-32; 5:1). xedavT, vin aris mSvidi?<br />

vis mimbaZvelad iwodeba igi? aramed yovelTa meufisa da<br />

ara angelozTa an mTavarangelozTa. marTalia, isinic<br />

friad mSvidni da yovelgvari saTnoebiT aRsavseni arian,<br />

magram pavlem mSvidT uwoda mobaZav RmrTisa, rac udidesi<br />

pativia. mociquls surda, eswavlebina msmenelTaTvis<br />

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_ Tavadac yofiliyvnen mSvidni, yovel daCagruls, an<br />

raime gaWirvebis Tavsmdebels mSvidad daeTmina Seuracxyofa<br />

da Tavi Seekavebina guliswyromisgan, riTac<br />

gaimarjvebda risxvaze da mihbaZavda RmerTs.<br />

ra axasiaTebs RmerTs? igi zecidan xedavs da ismens<br />

yovelives, maT Soris amqveynad sityviT Tu saqmiT Cadenil<br />

mraval danaSauls. zogjer adamianebi iseT urjuloebamde<br />

midian, rom saqmeSi xelmocarulni RmerTs<br />

gmoben; Sehyureben zecas da angariSmiucemlad amboben,<br />

rac pirze moadgebaT. magram RmerTi iTmens da ar sjis<br />

urjuloT, Tumca saamisod udides Zalas flobs. RmerTs<br />

yvela Semcodebeli rom daesaja, Zalze cota vinme Tu<br />

gadarCeboda da cocxlebi veRar auvidodnen mkvdrebis<br />

damarxvas. amitomac ambobs daviTi: ukueTu uSjuloebaTaebr<br />

miagebde, ufalo, ufalo, vin-me dauTmos? (fs.<br />

129:3). RmerTi imiTac cxadyofs Tavis kacTmoyvarebas,<br />

rom jerjerobiT aravis sjis damsaxurebisamebr.<br />

ase rom, visac surs mihbaZos RmerTs, SeZlebisamebr<br />

iyos mSvidi, wynari da didsulovnad daiTminos sxvaTagan<br />

moyenebuli Seuracxyofa. ufali gveubneba: giyuarded<br />

mterni Tquenni da akurTxevdiT mwyevarTa TquenTa da<br />

keTilsa uyofdiT moZuleTa TquenTa da ulocevdiT maT,<br />

romelni gmZlavrobden Tquen da gdevniden Tquen. raÁTa<br />

iyvneT Tquen Svil mamisa Tquenisa zecaTaÁsa, rameTu mze<br />

misi aRmovals borotTa zeda da keTilTa, da wÂms mar-<br />

TalTa zeda da cruTa (lk. 6:27-28; mT. 5:44-45). qristianebs<br />

mravali saTnoeba axasiaTebT, gansakuTrebiT<br />

simSvide, radgan mxolod maT _ simSvidiT gabrwyinebulT<br />

_ uwodebs qriste RvTis mimbaZvelT. amitom, roca vinme<br />

Seuracxgvyofs, gvcems an rames gviSavebs, es yovelive<br />

unda daviTminoT axovnad, mSvidad da gvaxsovdes, rom<br />

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amiT RmerTs vbaZavT. Tavad meufem da macxovarma Cvenma,<br />

romelic Seuracxyves, gvemes, jvarze miamsWvales, mSvidad<br />

daiTmina iudevelTa gaSmageba da ar dasaja isini<br />

miuxedavad imisa, rom urjuloTa dasasjelad esoden<br />

Zalmosilebas flobda. ufalma Tavisi Zala gamoavlina<br />

miwisZvriT, micvalebulTa aRdgomiT da mzis dabnelebiT<br />

_ man dRe aqcia Ramed. qristem gviCvena Tavisi simSvide<br />

da kacTmoyvareba imiTac, rom sikvdiliT ar dasaja arc<br />

erTi urjulo, raTa yvelas _ meufeze danaSaulebrivad<br />

xelis aRmmarTvels _ scodnoda, rom gaSmagebulTa<br />

daxocva iolad SeeZlo mas, romelmac ase advilad Seazanzara<br />

miwa; vinc ubrZana mzes da isic myisve dabnelda.<br />

magram raki ufali mSvidia, mSvidadac iTmenda urjulo-<br />

Ta mZvinvarebas. is ara mxolod uTmenda jvarmcmelT da<br />

SeuracxmyofelT, aramed mama RmerTsac evedreboda _<br />

ar etyorcna zeciuri isrebi urjuloTaTvis.<br />

ase rom, Sen, Tu mZime da autaneli Seuracxyofis<br />

gamo mogeZaleba guliswyroma da siave, gaixsene simSvide<br />

qristesi _ myisve dawynardebi da dacxrebi. simSvidisagan<br />

ara marto Sen SeiZen udides sargebels, mtersac _<br />

aswavli, iyos keTili. roca is dainaxavs, rom mSvidad iTmen<br />

umwvaves Seuracxyofas da guliswyromas ikaveb, male<br />

Tavadac gaxdeba mdabali da keTili, dautevebs mrisxanebas<br />

da moisurvebs, mogbaZos simSvideSi. amgvarad moqmedi<br />

daimsaxurebs qebas kacTagan da gvirgvins RvTisa da<br />

macxovrisagan. amitom unda daviTminoT da mSvidad movepyraT<br />

ganrisxebulT, Tanac Tvalwin gvedgas gvirgvini,<br />

romelic RmerTma ganumzada mdabalTa da keTilT.<br />

saubari simSvidis Sesaxeb.<br />

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gaWirveba didad sasikeToa CvenTvis<br />

asaocaria, rogor gvibrundeba yvelaferi sasik-<br />

geTod: ara mxolod is, rac TvalnaTliv ganapirobebs<br />

Cvens usafrTxoebas, aramed misi sapirispiroc. es<br />

rom irwmuno, momismine: faraonma brZana yrmaTa mdinareSi<br />

daxrCoba., faraons brZaneba rom ar gaeca, Cvilebi<br />

wyalSi CaeyaraT [faraonis asuli] moses ver gadaarCenda<br />

da isic ver aRizrdeboda sasaxleSi. roca mas malavdnen,<br />

aravin icoda mis Sesaxeb, xolo roca mdinareSi CauSves,<br />

maSin SeiZina pativi. ase ineba RmerTma Tavisi Zalisa da<br />

sibrZnis cxadsayofad.<br />

iudeveli braziT eubneboda moses: moklvaÁ Cemi gnebavs<br />

Sen (gam. 2:14); magram esec sasikeTod waadga mas. saRvTo<br />

gangebulebam [egviptidan misi gaqceva] imitom dauSva,<br />

rom mose Rirs-qmniliyo xilvisa udabnoSi, ecxovra<br />

usafrTxod da efiqra ganmartoebiT; iudevelTagan miyenebuli<br />

yvela wyenis miuxedavad mas dideba emateboda.<br />

igive iTqmis aaronzec _ mas aumxedrdnen, magram igi<br />

amiT ufro gandidda, radgan amis Semdeg Seimosa samRvdlo<br />

samosiT, daidga mitra, miiRo Sesamoslis danarCeni<br />

nawilebi; ase rom, misi dadgineba eWvs aRar iwvevda, Semdgomad<br />

amisa ki yvelas ganacvifrebda misi oqros petali<br />

ganwmendisaÁ (ix. gam. 29:5-6).<br />

Tu gsurT, ufro adrindel magaliTs mivmarToT: kaenma<br />

mokla Zma _ abeli, magram am ukanasknelma amiT sargebe-<br />

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li SeiZina. yuri ugde, ras eubneba kaens RmerTi: sisxli<br />

Zmisa Senisa RaRadebs Cemdamo (dabad. 4:10); saxarebaSic<br />

naTqvamia: sisxliTa pkurebasa umjobessa Tqumulsa mis<br />

abelis mier (ebr. 12:24). uflma abeli ganaTavisufla samomavlo<br />

gaurkvevlobisgan, uboZa didi jildo da yvelam<br />

SevityveT, rogor uyvarda RmerTs igi. ra dakarga man<br />

naadrevi sikvdiliT? araferi. miTxar, ras iZenen isini,<br />

romlebic didxans cocxloben? arafers...<br />

keTildReoba xangrZlivi an xanmokle cxovrebiT ar<br />

ganisazRvreba. keTildReoba niSnavs, icxovro Rirseulad.<br />

saxumilSi Cayares sami yrma da amiT gandiddnen<br />

isini; daniels ormoSi Cagdebam ufro gauTqva saxeli.<br />

xvdebi, rom gansacdelebi mudam didad sasikeToa CvenTvis<br />

ara marto saiqiod, aramed saaqaodac? ubedurebis<br />

dros zogjer ise iqcevian, rogorc cecxlTan xeljoxiT<br />

mebrZoli kaci, romelic, erTi SexedviT, TiTqos aqrobs<br />

mas, sinamdvileSi ki aCaRebs da Tavs amaod iqancavs. ubedureba<br />

badebs saTnoebas, romlis gandidebis sababi ubedurebave<br />

xdeba. radgan roca sxvaTagan usamarTlo mopyrobis<br />

gamo Cven Tavs vandobT saRvTo gangebulebas _ es<br />

asec unda iyos _ maSin Cveni Rirseba ufro TvalnaTlivi<br />

xdeba. rodesac eSmaki vinmes cdunebas cdilobs, is ufro<br />

iwmindeba. magaliTad, gana rame daaklo misma xrikebma<br />

iobs?! miTxar (amas mainc mivapyroT yuradReba), ra iqneboda<br />

kaci nadirTan, uamindobasTan, sneulebebTan, dard-<br />

Tan, mwuxarebasTan da sxva amgvarTan brZolis gareSe?<br />

vgoneb, dakargavda kacis saxes da daemsgavseboda Rors<br />

_ muclis amoyorvisa da loTobis mets arafers gaakeTebda.<br />

axla ki safiqral-sazrunavi misTvis sibrZnis<br />

skola da keTilad aRzrdisa Tu wvrTnis saSualebaa. gan-<br />

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vagrZoT: warmoidgine, rom viRac aRizrdeba samefo savaneSi,<br />

ar icis gansacdeli, sazrunavi, wuxili; arasdros<br />

hqonia mrisxanebisa da ukmayofilebis mizezi. vTqvaT, mas<br />

usruldeba yvela survili; davuSvaT, yvela mzad aris<br />

mis samsaxurad! gana aseTi kaci nebismier pirutyvze<br />

ugunuri ar gaxdeba?! samagierod, ubedurebani da wyenani<br />

CvenTvis erTgvari salesavi qvaa. Raribni umeteswilad<br />

imitomac arian mdidrebze Wkvianebi, rom maT cxovrebis<br />

Zlier Relvasa da zvirTcemas gauZles. mosvenebuli da<br />

usaqmod darCenili xorci sneuli da usaxuria, xolo<br />

moZravi, mSromeli da gaWirvebis damTmeni _ jansaRi da<br />

mimzidveli.<br />

igive emarTeba sulsac. migdebul rkinas Jangi edeba,<br />

saqmeSi gamoyenebuli ki prialebs. ase brwyinavs moqmedi<br />

sulic, saamisod ki mas ubedureba ganawyobs. usaqmod<br />

darCenili suli niWierebasac kargavs _ igi iRvwis maSin,<br />

roca yvelaferi mas ar emsaxureba; amoqmeddeba, roca ra-<br />

Rac SeewinaaRmdegeba. winaaRmdegobis gareSe Semoqmedebac<br />

ar iqneboda. magaliTad, yvelaferi lamazad rom iyos<br />

morTuli, xelovneba samuSaos dakargavda. asea sulic:<br />

Tu nebismieri ram Cveni survilisamebr warimarTeba, igi<br />

usaqmod darCeba; Tu yvelaferi gamogviva _ gulgrili<br />

gaxdeba. ar ici, ZiZebs ra miTiTebas vaZlevT _ mudam<br />

xelT ayvanilni ar ataron yrmebi, raTa maT es Cvevad ar<br />

eqceT da uRononi ar gaizardon. imitom arian mSoblebTan<br />

aRzrdili yrmebi uniaToni, rom ded-mamis udroo da<br />

uzomo sinaze vnebs maT janmrTelobas. zomieri mwuxarebaca<br />

da sazrunavic, TviT siRatakec ki, sasikeToa CvenTvis.<br />

Cven erTnairad gvawrTobs sikeTeca da borotebac,<br />

magram zomagadasuli erTic da meorec sazianod Semog-<br />

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vibrundeba _ pirveli gvacdunebs, meore gvmusravs.<br />

gana amas ar aswavlida qriste mowafeebs (ix. in. 16:22-<br />

23)? Tu maT es sWirdebodaT, miT ufro aucilebelia<br />

igi CvenTvis. da Tu asea, nuRar daviwyebT drtvinvas,<br />

piriqiT, unda gvixarodes gansacdelSi yofna. es yovelive<br />

aris Cveni iarebis Sesaferisi wamloba: boroteba<br />

_ mware, sikeTe _ tkbili. magram erTica da meorec<br />

cal-calke usargeblo iqneboda. vmadlobdeT yovelive<br />

amisTvis RmerTs, igi ase gveqceva araumizezod, aramed<br />

Cveni sulebis sasargeblod. mokrZalebiT vmadlobdeT<br />

da vadidebdeT mas, mxned vebrZoloT ubedurebebs da<br />

gvaxsovdes maTi warmavaloba. Cveni fiqrebi momavlisken<br />

mivmarToT da axovnad daviTminoT awmyo, raTa Rirsni<br />

gavxdeT samomavlo sikeTeTa damkvidrebisa madliTa da<br />

kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa<br />

ars dideba mamisa da sulisa wmidisa Tana, aw da<br />

maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin.<br />

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fsalmunTgalobis Sesaxeb<br />

as emsaxureba fsalmunTgaloba? RmerTma, ixila<br />

rra mravalTa daudevroba; rom maT ezarebaT da uxalisod<br />

kiTxuloben wminda werils, moindoma, es Sroma<br />

sasurveli gaexada da daqanculobis grZnoba gaenadgurebina.<br />

amisTvis man winaswarmetyvelebas SeurCia melodia,<br />

raTa yvela damtkbariyo daxvewili hangiT da RvTisTvis<br />

wminda sagaloblebi didi gulmodginebiT aRevlina.<br />

radgan araferi ise ar amaRlebs da aRafrTovanebs<br />

suls, ar ganayenebs miwierisgan, ar aTavisuflebs xorcis<br />

jaWvebidan, ar ganawyobs dafiqrebisa da yovelive<br />

yofiTis moZulebisken, rogorc harmoniuli galoba da<br />

natifad agebuli saRvTo sagalobeli. kacis bunebas ise<br />

atkbobs sagalobeli, ise izidavs misi daxvewili kiloebi,<br />

rom maTi mosmeniT mtirali da mSfoTvare Cvilnic ki<br />

iZineben. ZiZebi maT, xelSi ayvanilT, aqeT-iqiT daatareben<br />

da umRerian raime sabavSvo simReras _ Cvilnic Tvalebs<br />

xuWaven da iZineben. mogzaurnic, roca SuadRis papanaqebaSi<br />

mierekebian Sekazmul pirutyvs, xSirad gzas<br />

simReriT miuyvebian da amiT imsubuqeben Sromis simZimes.<br />

ara mxolod isini, aramed miwaTmoqmednic mRerian yurZnis<br />

krefis, gadarCevis, dawurvis an sxva raimes keTebis<br />

dros. mRerian mezRvaurnic, roca niCbebs usvamen. deda-<br />

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kacebic ki, roca matylis aburdul fTilas saCeCeliT<br />

asworeben, xan yvela TavisTvis RiRinebs, xanac erTad<br />

mRerian... dedakacebic, mogzaurnic, miwaTmoqmednic,<br />

mezRvaurnic amas imitom akeTeben, rom simReriT Seimsubuqon<br />

jafa, radgan lamazi hangebis mosmeniT suli<br />

advilad uZlebs mowyenilobasa da Sromis simZimes. amitom<br />

amgvari tkbobisken midrekil Cvens sulebs borotma<br />

sulebma Cvenda sazianod rom ar miawodon uxamsi sim-<br />

Rerebi, RmerTma amisgan dasacavad daadgina fsalmunTa<br />

galoba, rac siamovnebis momgvrelic aris da sargeblis<br />

SemZenic. saero simRerebma SeiZleba adamianebs avnon,<br />

daRupon, mravali boroteba moutanon, radgan yovelive,<br />

rac maTSi cudi da uzneoa, aRwevs sulSi, adunebs da<br />

ryvnis mas. sasuliero sagaloblebi, piriqiT, udides<br />

sargebels sZenen kacs, Seagoneben, ganwmenden da sibrZnisken<br />

warmarTaven _ maTi sityvebi ganaspetakeben suls da<br />

suliwmidac umal gardamodis am himnTa mgalobel sulze.<br />

ase, rom Segnebulad mouxmoben suliwmidis madls;<br />

mousmine pavles sityvebs: nu daiTrvebiT RÂniTa, romliTa<br />

ars sibilwe, aramed aRivseniT suliTa; Semdeg igi<br />

miuTiTebs suliwmidiT aRvsebis gzas: uglobdiT da aqebdiT<br />

guliTa TqueniTa ufalsa (efes. 5:18-19). ras niSnavs<br />

guliTa TqueniTa? es niSnavs _ `Segnebulad~, anu ara<br />

ise, rom piri warmoTqvamdes sityvebs, suli ki sadRac<br />

gare-gare daexetebodes, aramed is unda yurad-iRebdes<br />

eniT warmoTqmuls.<br />

Rori talaxisken miiwevs, xolo futkari yvavilebsa<br />

da maT keTilsurnelebas etaneba. sadac uxams simRerebs<br />

mRerian, iq avsulebi iyrian Tavs, xolo sadac sasuliero<br />

himnebi igalobeba, iq msmenelebze gardamodis suliwmida<br />

da maT pirsa da suls ganwmends.<br />

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amas geubnebiT ara imitom, rom SemaqoT, aramed Tqven<br />

col-Svils aswavloT: es sagaloblebi Seasrulon ara<br />

marto Zafis darTvis an sxva xelsaqmis dros, maTi galoba<br />

gansakuTrebiT saWiroa trapezis win. eSmaki xom<br />

umeteswilad nadimis dros awyobs xrikebs, raSic mas<br />

exmareba erToblivi Troba, ZRoma, ujero sicili da sulieri<br />

moduneba. ai, gansakuTrebiT am dros _ trapezis<br />

win da mis Semdgom _ Tavdasacavad unda aRvmarToT fsalmunTa<br />

zRude, col-SvilTan erTad Tavi vaneboT sufras,<br />

avdgeT fexze da RmerTs vugaloboT wminda himnebi.<br />

mZime iarebiT dafaruli, fexebze borkildadebuli<br />

da dilegSi Cagdebuli pavle SuaRamiT, roca yvelas gansakuTrebiT<br />

Rrmad sZinavs, SilasTan erTad aRuvlenda<br />

didebismetyvelebas RmerTs; verc samyofeli, verc sazrunavi,<br />

verc moreuli Zili, verc amgvari SromiT daqanculoba<br />

_ ver aiZulebda mas, Seewyvita galoba. Cven ki,<br />

romlebic keTildReobiTa da RvTivboZebuli sikeTeebiT<br />

vtkbebiT, miT ufro gvmarTebs, samadlobeli sagaloblebi<br />

aRvuvlinoT RmerTs; fsalmunTgalobiT ganvagdoT<br />

yvela uwminduri da mankieri gulisTqma, ramac ki Cvens<br />

sulSi Trobisa da nayrovanebis gamo SeiZleba SemoaRwios.<br />

mdidarTagan bevri magidebs balzamiT gaJRenTili<br />

RrubliT wmends, raTa saWmlisgan datovebuli laqebi<br />

moaSoros da gaaprialos, Cvenc zustad ase unda moviqceT<br />

_ balzamad sasuliero hangebi gamoviyenoT, maTi<br />

galobiT aRvivsoT piri da maTiT warvixociT is mwikvlevaneba,<br />

rac sulSi nayrovanebis gamo SeiZleba gaCndes.<br />

yvela erTad avdgeT da SevRaRadoT: maxare me dabadebuliTa<br />

SeniTa, ufalo, da qmnuliTa ÃelTa SenTaÁTa vixarebde<br />

(fs. 91:4). dae, fsalmunTgalobas daerTos loc-<br />

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vac, raTa sulTan erTad Cveni samyofelic ganvwmindoT.<br />

isini, romlebic nadimebze epatiJebian takimasxarebs,<br />

mrokavebs da memruSe dedakacebs, maTi saxiT iwveven<br />

avsulebs, Tavad eSmaks da saxls aRavseben auracxeli<br />

uwesobiT, rac Cxubis, mruSobis, siZvis da siavis mizezi<br />

xdeba. isini ki, romlebic mouxmoben mefsalmune daviTs,<br />

amiT TavisTan iwveven qristes. xolo sadac qristea, iq<br />

mSvidobis, siyvarulisa da usasrulo sikeTis nakadulebi<br />

moedineba. avsulTagan veravin gabedavs araTu am adgilTan<br />

miaxloebas, Tvalis Sevlebasac ki.<br />

sxvani TavianT saxlebSi garTobebs awyoben, Sen ki<br />

Seni sacxovrebeli eklesiad aqcie. sadac fsalmunebs<br />

aRavlenen, loculoben, xaroben winaswarmetyvelni,<br />

RvTissaTno sulieri ganwyoba aqvT mgalobelT _ aseT<br />

krebuls Tamamad SeiZleba ewodos eklesia. Tundac ver<br />

xvdebode sityvebis Zalas, piri mainc miaCvie maT warmoTqmas<br />

_ es enasac ganwmends. Tu amas wesad gavixdiT,<br />

maSin verc veravin gvaiZulebs, odesme mivatovoT es SesaniSnavi<br />

saqmianoba da arc dagvezareba igi, radgan Cveva<br />

TavisTavad gvibiZgebs, yoveldRe aRvasruloT es msaxureba.<br />

aseTi galobis dros saerTod ar aqvs mniSvneloba,<br />

vin xandazmulia da vin ymawvili, vis aqvs usiamovno<br />

xma, an saerTod araferi esmis simRerisa. aq saWiroa<br />

umwikvlo suli, mRviZare goneba, Semusvrili guli, mtkice<br />

gulissityva, sufTa sindisi. Tu aseTi TvisebebiT<br />

SeuerTdebi RvTis wminda gunds, SegeZleba, Tavad daviTsac<br />

ki amoudge gverdiT. aq ar dagWirdeba arc fsalmuni<br />

(sakravi), arc simebis gawyoba, arc qamanCa, arc ostatoba<br />

_ saerTod araferi!.. Tuki moisurveb, SegeZleba Tavad<br />

iqce fsalmunad, moakvdino sakuTari xorcieli aso-<br />

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ni da sxeuli sulis moZraobebze aawyo ise, rom xorcTa<br />

ara guli uTqmodes sulisaTvis (Sdr. gal. 5:17), aramed<br />

daemorCilos mis brZanebebs da aRasrulos isini am mSvenier<br />

da saocar gzaze _ ai, maSin Seqmni sasuliero hangs.<br />

aq saWiro iqneba ara xangrZlivi varjiSiT daxelovneba,<br />

aramed mtkice gadawyvetileba da umokles droSi SeiZen<br />

gamocdilebas. ar aris aucilebeli gansakuTrebuli adgili,<br />

dro _ yvelgan da yovelTvis SeiZleba Sinaganad<br />

galoba. imyofebi bazrobaze, mogzaurob Tu xar megobar-<br />

Ta sazogadoebaSi _ yvelgan SeiZleba aRZvra sulisa,<br />

mdumared RaRadi. ase RaRadebda mose da RmerTmac ismina<br />

misi. xar xelosani da saxelosnoSi saqmianob, xar meomari<br />

Tu msajuli, sul erTia _ SegiZlia igalobo, Tanac<br />

uxmodac, raki am dros suli Sinaganad JRers. Cven xom<br />

vgalobT ara kacTaTvis, aramed RvTisTvis, romelsac<br />

xelewifeba gulTa mosmena da Cveni sulis farul siRrmeebSi<br />

SeRweva. amas adasturebs pavlec: TÂT igi suli<br />

meox ars CvenTÂs sul-TqumiTa miT usityueliTa. xolo<br />

romeli-igi gamomeZiebeli ars gulTaÁ, icis, Tu raÁ<br />

ars zraxvaÁ igi sulisaÁ, rameTu RmrTisa mimarT meox<br />

ars wmidaTaTÂs (rom. 8:26-27). aq mociquli sulTqmas<br />

suliwmidas ki ar ukavSirebs, aramed migviTiTebs, rom<br />

rodesac suliwmidis niWTa mflobeli mamani RmerTs<br />

moyvasisTvis evedrebian da Sendobas sTxoven, amas iqman<br />

gulSemusvrilebiTa da sulTqmiT.<br />

ase moviqceT Cvenc da yoveldRe mivmarToT ufals<br />

fslmunTgalobiTa da locvebiT.<br />

78<br />

41-e saubari fsalmunebze.

wminda ormocdRiani marxvis dawyebis win<br />

ovelTa ufalma, rogorc SvilTmoyvare mamam, ineba<br />

yCveni ganwmenda im codvaTagan, rac ama Tu im dros<br />

Cagvidenia, da gansakurneblad wminda marxva gviboZa.<br />

dae, yvela udidesi kmayofilebiT Seegebos mis dawyebas:<br />

nuravin damwuxrdeba, nuravin daRondeba, TiToeulma<br />

imxiarulos, izeimos da ganadidos Cven sulebze mzrunveli<br />

ufali, vinc gagvixsna es mSvenieri gza. dae,<br />

SercxveT warmarTebs, iudevelebs, roca dainaxaven, ra<br />

sasixarulo mzaobiT vegebebiT marxvis dawyebas; dae,<br />

daakvirdnen da Seicnon, ra gansxvavebaa Cvensa da maT Soris.<br />

dae, dResaswauli uwodon Rreobas, aRviraxsnilobasa<br />

da mourideblobas, rac Cveulebriv Tan sdevs maT<br />

zeimebs. RvTis eklesia dResaswauls uwodebs sruliad<br />

sxva rames _ marxvas, rac gulisxmobs nayrovanebis si-<br />

Zulvils da Semdgom mravali sxva saTnoebis aRsrulebas.<br />

da, marTlac, WeSmariti dResaswauli iq aris, sadac<br />

sulTa gadarCena xdeba; sadac sufevs mSvidoba da Tanxmoba;<br />

saidanac ganidevna yovelgvari yofiTi fufuneba;<br />

sadac aravin gahyviris, xmaurobs; sadac ar fusfuseben<br />

mzareulebi, ar xocaven pirutyvs... nacvlad yovelive<br />

amisa, mkvidrobs sruli simSvide, siCume, siyvaruli,<br />

sixaruli, myudroeba, Tviniereba da auracxeli sikeTe.<br />

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ai, am dResaswaulis Sesaxeb gesaubrebiT cotas, magram<br />

manamde gTxovT, Cemi sityvebi moisminoT sruliad<br />

mSvidad, raTa aqedan keTili nayofiT daubrundeT saxlebs.<br />

Cven aq vikribebiT ara mxolod imisTvis, rom erTma<br />

ilaparakos, meorem taSi daukras mis sityvebs da yvela<br />

wavid-wamovides, aramd imisTvis, rom giTxraT Tqveni cxonebisTvis<br />

raime sasikeTo da gamosadegi; Tqven ki Cveni<br />

sityvebidan SeiZinoT didi sargebeli da ise waxvideT.<br />

eklesia sulis samkurnalo saxlia da yvela momsvlels<br />

hmarTebs, aiRos TavisTvis margebeli salbuni,<br />

daados igi Tavis iarebs da ukve amis Semdgom datovos<br />

aqauroba. swavlebaTa martooden mosmena, saqmiT ki maTi<br />

araRsruleba saerTod ar SegvZens sargebels. usmine, ras<br />

gveubneba amis Sesaxeb netari pavle: ara msmenelni Sjulisani<br />

ganmarTldnen winaSe RmrTisa, aramed myofelni<br />

Sjulisani ganmarTldnen (rom. 2:13); qristem ki gviTxra:<br />

ara yovelman, romelman mrquas me: ufalo, ufalo, da Sevides<br />

igi sasufevelsa caTasa, aramed romelman yos nebaÁ<br />

mamisa Cemisa zecaTaÁsaÁ (mT. 7:21).<br />

maS, sayvarelno, SevignoT, rom sruliad amao iqneba<br />

CvenTvis rCevaTa mosmena, Tu amas saqmiT maTi aRsruleba<br />

ar mohyveba; viyoT ara oden msmenelni, aramed Semsrulebelnic,<br />

raTa sityvebs midevnebulma saqmem udidesi kadniereba<br />

SegvZinos [winaSe RvTisa]. ganaReT wiaRi Tqveni<br />

sulisa da SeiwynareT sityva marxvis Sesaxeb. emzadebian<br />

ra ubiwo da mSvenieri sasZlos misaRebad, saqorwino<br />

oTaxs yoveli mxridan fardebiT rTaven, mTel saxls<br />

asufTaveben, ar uSveben arc erT uxeiro msaxur dedakacs<br />

da ukve amis Semdgom SehyavT sasZlo saqorwino savaneSi.<br />

me msurs, rom Tqvenc amgvaradve windawin ganiwmindoT<br />

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suli, daemSvidoboT mxiarulebasa da TavSeukaveblobas<br />

da mxolod amis Semdgom CaikraT gulSi deda yoveli<br />

sikeTisa, moZRvari ubiwoebisa da yovelgvari saTnoebisa<br />

_ marxva; es imitom, rom Tqvenc kmayofili darCeT da<br />

marxvac saTanado da Sesaferis kurnebad geqceT. eqimebi<br />

rodesac daapireben, wamali miscen sneulT, raTa maTi<br />

sxeulebidan gamodevnon yovelive arajansaRi, wamxdari<br />

da am gziT ganwmindon isini, upirvelesad avaleben TavSekavebas<br />

Cveulebrivi sakvebisgan, ramac SeiZleba xeli SeuSalos<br />

wamlis moqmedebasa da siZlieres. Cven, romlebic<br />

vemzadebiT sulieri mkurnalobisTvis _ marxvisTvis _<br />

da gvsurs, misgan miviRoT sargebeli, miT ufro unda ganviwmindoT<br />

goneba moTminebiT da amiT Sveba mivceT suls,<br />

raTa masze ar imZlavros TavSeukaveblobam, rac marxvas<br />

unayofosa da usargeblos gaxdis CvenTvis.<br />

vici, rom Cemi amJamindeli sityvebi bevrs ucnaurad<br />

moeCveneba. magram, gevedrebiT, nu gavxdebiT Cvevis monani,<br />

viTarca ugunurni, piriqiT _ gonivrulad vmarToT<br />

sakuTari Tavi. marTlac, ra sargebeli mogvegeba, Tu<br />

mTel dRes loTobasa da RormucelobaSi gavatarebT?!<br />

Tumca, sargebeli aq ra mosatania, roca igi didad saziano<br />

da gamousworebeli borotebaa. Rvinis uzomo smiT<br />

damTvrali goneba, marxvis pirveli nabijebidanve veRar<br />

iRebs sargebels. miTxar, ra SeiZleba iyos im adamianebze<br />

usiamovno da amazrzeni, romlebic SuaRamemde Seeqcevian<br />

Rvinos, diliT ki, mzis amosvlisas, iseTi suni udiT,<br />

TiTqos es-es aris gamoTvrnen. maTi danaxva ar siamovnebT<br />

SemxvedrT, saZagalad gamoiyurebian monaTa TvalSi, sasaciloni<br />

arian maTTvis, vinc ase Tu ise icnobs wesierebas<br />

da, rac yvelaze mniSvnelovania, aseTi TavSeukave-<br />

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lobiT, udroo da damRupveli wregadasulobiT isini<br />

RvTis risxvas moiweven. naTqvamia: momTrvaleTa... sasufeveli<br />

RmrTisaÁ ver daimkvidron (1 kor. 6:10).<br />

vin unda iyos imaTze sacodavi, vinc wuTieri da ubedurebis<br />

momtani siamovnebis gamo ganigdebian sasufevlis<br />

karibWidanve?! RmerTma qnas, aq SekrebilTagan aravin<br />

gaitacos am vnebam!... moxdes piriqiT, Cven yvela, vinc<br />

dRevandeli dRec sibrZniTa da ubiwoebiT ganvvleT, ganvTavisufldiT<br />

Relvisa da SfoTvisgan, rac Cveulebriv<br />

loTobis mizezi xdeba, SevideT CvenTa sulTa navsayudelSi<br />

_ marxvaSi da SevZloT CvenTvis uxvad boZebul<br />

sikeTeTa miReba.<br />

TavSeukavebeli Wama kacTa modgmisTvis uTavalavi<br />

borotebis mizezi da wyaro xdeba, marxva da muclis mo-<br />

Zuleba ki mudam aRuwerel sikeTeTa dasabamad gvevlineba.<br />

RmerTma Tavdapirvelad Seqmna ra kaci, icoda, rom misi<br />

sulieri xsnisTvis es kurneba friad saWiro iyo, amitomac<br />

maSinve misca Semdegi mcneba: yovlisagan xisa samo-<br />

Txisa WamiT SWamo. xolo xisa misgan cnobadisa keTilisa<br />

da borotisa ara SWamoT (dabad. 2:16-17). sityvebSi: igeme<br />

es da ara is _ ukve marxva igulisxmeba. magram adamianma<br />

mcneba, nacvlad dacvisa, daarRvia, dahyva nayrovanebas,<br />

eurCa ufals, risTvisac sikvdili miesaja. Cveni modgmis<br />

mterma borotma demonma, rogorc ki ixila, rom kaci<br />

samoTxeSi uzrunvelad aris; Tumc xorciT Semosilia,<br />

magram miwaze angeloziviT cxovrobs, gadawyvita misi<br />

cduneba da dacema _ aRuTqva kidev meti sikeTeni da amiT<br />

waarTva isic, rasac ukve flobda. ai, ras niSnavs, gadaxvide<br />

zRvars da eZebo meti. amasve miuTiTebs brZenic: SurisaTa<br />

eSmakisaTa sikudili sofelsa SemoÃda (sibrZ.<br />

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2:24). gifiqria imaze, sayvarelo, rom Tavidan sikvdili<br />

zomierebis daucvelobis gamo Semovida? naxe, saRvTo<br />

werili niadag rogor gmobs mxiarulebebs: dasxda eri<br />

igi Wamad da sumad, da aRdges simRerad (gamosl. 32:6); an<br />

Wama... ganZRa da Sehzriobda sayuareli igi, gansuqna, gansxua,<br />

ganiSua... (2 rj. 32:15). sodomis mcxovreblebmac<br />

RvTis ulmobeli risxva sxva danaSaulebebTan erTad am<br />

codvis gamoc moiwies. ai, ras gveubneba winaswarmetyveli:<br />

ese usjuloebaÁ sodomisa ... sisavsiTa purisaÁTa da<br />

iefobiTa nukveulobda (iez. 16:49). es mankiereba, marTlac,<br />

wyaroa, fesvia yoveli ukeTurebisa.<br />

xom naxe mouTmenlobiT miyenebuli ziani, axla marxvis<br />

keTilismyofel zegavlenasac Sexede. didi mose,<br />

vinc ormoci dRe imarxula, Rirs-iqmna sjulisficarTa<br />

miRebisa, magram rodesac mTidan Camosulma ixila eris<br />

ukeTureba, aseTi ZalisxmeviT mopovebuli sjulisficrebi<br />

daanarcxa da daamtvria, radgan Seusabamod miiCnia<br />

_ uflis mcnebani gadaeca memTvrale da urjuloebis<br />

mqmneli erisaTvis. amitom am saocar winaswarmetyvels<br />

kidev ormoc dRes unda daecva marxva, raTa isev Rirsqmniliyo<br />

RvTisagan im sjulisficarTa boZebisa da erisTvis<br />

mitanisa, romlebic Tavadve daamtvria xalxis<br />

urjuloebis gamo (ix. gam. 24:32-34). didi eliac icavda<br />

ormocdRian marxvas da daaRwia Tavi sikvdilis meufebas<br />

_ cecxlovani etliT iqna atacebuli zecad da dRevandlamde<br />

ar ganucdia sikvdili (ix. 3 mef. 19:8). daniel<br />

winaswarmetyvelic mravaldRiani marxvis Semdgom<br />

Rirs-iqmna saswaulebrivi xilvisa; manve moaTviniera da<br />

cxvrebiviT uwyinari gaxada mZvinvare lomebi; amasTan,<br />

Secvala maTi ganwyoba da ara buneba _ isini isev mxecebad<br />

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darCnen (ix. dan. 10:3). ninevielebmac marxviT aiciles<br />

uflis ganCineba _ maT pirutyvic aiZules, adamianebTan<br />

erTad emarxulaT; ase rom, yvela ganudga borot saqmeT<br />

da amiT moulbo guli samyaros kacTmoyvare meufes (ix.<br />

ion. 3:7).<br />

magram rad minda kvlav monebis gaxseneba (Zvelic da<br />

axali aRTqmac sxvasac bevrs iTvlis, vinc marxviT gandidda),<br />

rodesac SeiZleba mivuTiToT yvela Cvenganis<br />

meufeze? Tavad ufali Cveni _ ieso qriste ormocdRiani<br />

marxvis Semdgom SeebrZola eSmaks da am magaliTiT yvelas<br />

migviTiTa _ Cvenc aRviWurvoT, gavZlierdeT marxviT<br />

da win aRvudgeT eSmaks. aq, SeiZleba, gonebagamWriaxma<br />

mkiTxos, ratom marxulobda meufe Cveni imdenive<br />

dRes, ramdensac monebi, da ara maTze mets? es moxda ara<br />

umizezod da ara umiznod, aramed uflis sibrZniTa da<br />

misi gamouTqmeli kacTmoyvarebis gamo. qriste marxulobda<br />

imdenive dRes da ara mets imitom, rom aravis<br />

hgoneboda, TiTqos igi qveyanas moevlina moCvenebiTad,<br />

xorcSeusxmelad, anu mas ar hqonda kacobrivi buneba _<br />

am qmedebiT man davis maZiebelni gaaCuma. axlac ki, roca<br />

yovelive es ukve moxda, mainc bedaven amaze laparaks, ma-<br />

Sin ras izamdnen, ufals Tavisi winaTmcnobelobiT rom<br />

ar waerTmia maTTvis es mizezi? ai, ratom keTilineba<br />

ufalma, emarxula imdenive dRes, ramdensac monebi marxulobdnen:<br />

mas surda, saqmiT eswavlebina CvenTvis, rom<br />

Tavadac iseTive xorciT aris Semosili da misTvis ucxo<br />

ar aris Cveni buneba.<br />

monaTa da Tavad uflis magaliTidan ukve naTelia<br />

CvenTvis, raoden didia marxvis Zala da ra udides<br />

sargebels sZens igi suls. amitomac gTxovT, raki iciT<br />

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marxvis sikeTe, ar dakargoT igi udebebis gamo; marxvis<br />

dadgomam ki ar unda daganaRvlianoT, unda gagamxiaruloT<br />

da gagaxaroT. rogorc netari pavle gveubneba: da-<br />

RaTu gareSe ese kaci Cueni ganixrwnebis, aramed Sinagani<br />

ganaxldebis dRiTi dRed (2 kor. 4:16). marxva, marTlac,<br />

sazrdoa sulisTvis _ rogorc xorcieli sakvebi aRonierebs<br />

sxeuls, ise marxva aZlierebs suls, hmatebs aRmafrenas,<br />

SeaZlebinebs zesvlas, afiqrebinebs _ zeciuri<br />

daayenos saaqao siamovnebasa da nebivrobaze maRla. msubuqi<br />

gemebi swrafad gadaseraven zRvebs, mZimed datvir-<br />

Tulni ki xSirad iZirebian. Cven ki marxva gvimsubuqebs<br />

gonebas, exmareba mas, gadacuros saaqao cxovrebis zRva,<br />

iswrafodes zecisa da zeciurisken, arad Caagdos awmyo<br />

da igi landsa da sizmriseul ocnebebze ufro did araraobad<br />

miiCnios. memTvraleoba da nayrovaneba ki gviduneben<br />

sxeuls, gvimZimeben suls da amiT atyveveben mas<br />

_ yovelmxriv zRudaven, gasaqans ar aZleven, rom dahyves<br />

jansaR azrebs; aiZuleben, exeTqebodes kldeebs da<br />

yvelaferi sakuTari cxonebis sazianod moimoqmedos.<br />

sayvarelno, nu movekidebiT daudevrad Cven cxonebas;<br />

gvaxsovdes, ramdeni boroteba moaqvs mouTmenlobas da<br />

SevecadoT, aviciloT mavne Sedegebi. garTobebs krZalavs<br />

ara marto axali aRTqma, romlis mixedviTac meti<br />

sibrZne, moRvaweoba, Sroma mogveTxoveba da mravalricxovani<br />

jildo da aRuwereli gvirgvinebi mogvelis,<br />

aramed Zveli aRTqmac ar rTavda amis nebas adamianebs,<br />

romlebic jerac wyvdiadSi, sanTlis Suqze cxovrobdnen<br />

da ZuZumwovari CvilebiviT nel-nela iZendnen codnas.<br />

rom ar ifiqroT, TiTqos Cven umizezod vgmobdeT gar-<br />

Tobas, mousmineT winaswarmetyvels: romelni movlen<br />

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dRed borotad, romelni mieaxlebian da Seexebian SabaT-<br />

Ta nacilTa mZinarni cxedarTa zeda piloÁZualedTa. da<br />

mSuebelni sarecelTa zeda maTTa da mWamelni TikanTani<br />

samwysoTagan da Ãboebsa Soris samrowlisa mwuarebsa.<br />

romelni mtyuelvareoben Ãmisa mimarT orRanoTasa, vi-<br />

Tarca mdgomareni Sehracxnes da ara viTarca mltolvareni,<br />

msumelni wurvilsa RÂnosa da pirvelTa mihronTa<br />

mcxebelni (amos. 6:3-6). xedavT, rogor dagmo winaswarmetyvelma<br />

garToba _ Tanac es uTxra gulgril, umadur,<br />

yoveldRiur Rormucelobas gadagebul iudevelebs!<br />

daakvirdiT gamonaTqvamis sizustes _ nayrovanebasa da<br />

memTvraleobaSi mxilebas winaswarmetyvelma daurTo:<br />

viTarca mdgomareni Sehracxnes da ara viTarca mltolvareni<br />

da amiT migviTiTa, rom tkboba piris iqiT<br />

aRar vrceldeba, rom es siamovneba xanmoklea da warmavali,<br />

misgan motanili Wiri ki mudmivi da waruvali. man<br />

gamocdilebiT icis, rom es siave aris `mdgomare~ anu<br />

mudmivi da ara `mltolvare~ anu mswraflwarmavali.<br />

aseTia yovelive kacobrivi da xorcieli _ gamoCenasac<br />

ver aswrebs, rom maSine qreba. garTobaSic, adamianur<br />

didebaSic da ZalauflebaSic, simdidresa da saaqao<br />

keTildReobaSic araferia mkvidri, mudmivi da uryevi;<br />

isini mTis mdinareebze swrafad mieqanebian da xelcariels,<br />

ganZarcvuls toveben maTze mimsWvalulT. suliereba<br />

ki, piriqiT, mtkicea, SeuZvreli, ucvalebeli da<br />

maradiuli. ra ugunureba iqneboda SeuZvrelis gacvla<br />

meryevze, maradiulisa _ droebiTze, mudmivisa _ mswraflwarmavalze,<br />

samomavlo cxovrebaSi udidesi sixarulis<br />

momniWeblisa _ samomavlodve udidesi tanjvis<br />

momtanze?!<br />

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vifiqroT yovelive amaze, sayvarelno! gavufrTxildeT<br />

sakuTar cxonebas, moviZuloT unayofo da warmwymedeli<br />

garTobani, SeviyvaroT marxva da saerTod moRvaweoba,<br />

safuZvlianad SevicvaloT cxovreba; yoveldRe<br />

veSurebodeT keTil saqmeTa qmnas, raTa mTeli ormocdRiani<br />

marxvis ganmavlobaSi SeviZinoT sulieri simdidre<br />

da Tavi movuyaroT saTnoebaTa udides saunjes. ase<br />

SevZlebT, Rirseulad mivaRwioT uflis dRes, kadnierebiT<br />

miveaxloT saSinelsa da sulier trapezs, sufTa<br />

sindisiT veziaroT gamouTqmel da ukvdav sikeTeebs da<br />

aRvivsoT zeciuri madliT, locviTa da meoxebiTa maTi-<br />

Ta, romelni saTno-eyvnen Tavad qristes, kacTmoyvare<br />

RmerTs Cvensas, romlisa Tana ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmidisa Tana aw da maradis da<br />

ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin.<br />

1 saubari Sesaqmis wignze.<br />

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RvTis winaSe codvaTa aRiarebis Sesaxeb<br />

u axla ar gavixsenebT sakuTar codvebs, ar<br />

TSevinanebT maT, maSin saiqioSi isini Tvalwin<br />

dagvidgebian mTeli sicxadiTa da siSiSvliT, Cven ki amaod<br />

da fuWad daviwyebT glovas. saidan Cans es? _ winaswarmetyvelTa<br />

da saxarebiseuli gamonaTqvamebidan. magaliTad,<br />

winaswarmetyveli mimarTavs ufals: jojoxeTsa<br />

Sina vin aRgiaros Sen (fs. 6:5), ara imitom, rom saiqioSi<br />

aRar ganvadidoT RmerTi, aramed imitom, rom amaod davSvrebiT.<br />

qristemac igive gvaswavla igaviT mdidrisa da<br />

lazares Sesaxeb: codvilni, marTalia, nanoben codvebs...<br />

magram es maT sulac ar rgebT cecxlis alis Casaqrobad,<br />

radgan aseTi sinanuli dagvianebulia _ sanaxaoba da<br />

brZola dasrulda, asparezobis adgili dacarielda.<br />

amitomac SegagonebT, gevedrebiT, gTxovT _ aq<br />

igloveT da idardeT codvebze, dae, aq gvatkinon guli<br />

sityvebma, raTa iq ar gveSinodes Cadenilisa; dae, aq mogvayenos<br />

wyena saubarma, raTa iq ar dagvtanjos Sxamianma<br />

matlma; dae, aq dagvwvas mxilebam, raTa iq ar dagvbugos<br />

geheniis mxurvalebam. aq mglovareni iq nugeSiniscemul<br />

iqnebian, isini ki, vinc aq mxiarulobs, icinis da codvebze<br />

ar naRvlobs, ver ascdeba moTqma-godebasa da kbilTa<br />

ReWenas _ es sityvebi mekuTvnis ara me, aramed ufals,<br />

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omelic samomavlod gangvsjis: netar iyvnen mglovareni<br />

guliTa, rameTu igini nugeSinis-cemul iqmnnen (mT.<br />

5:4); vaÁ Tquenda, romelni iciniT aw, rameTu iglovdeT<br />

da stirodiT (lk. 6:25). maS, gana gacilebiT ar sjobs<br />

droebiTi Semusvrilebisa da glovis sanacvlod mivi-<br />

RoT ukvdavi sikeTeni da dausrulebeli sixaruli, vidre<br />

sicilSi ganvvloT es xanmokle, droebiTi yofa da<br />

ganvideT amqveynidan, raTa samaradisod davisajoT?!<br />

magram grcxvenia, gerideba Seni codvebis aRiareba?<br />

sajarodac rom iyos saWiro maTi gamxela-gacxadeba, ma-<br />

Sinac ar unda Segrcxves _ saTakiloa codvis qmna da ara<br />

misi aRiareba... vici, rom sindiss ar uyvars sakuTari<br />

codvebis mogoneba. rogorc ki maT gaxsenebas daviwyebT,<br />

goneba myis gauxednavi da mourjulebeli ulayiviT<br />

gadaxteba sxva rameze. magram moToke igi, gaxedne, duyvave,<br />

daamSvide da daarwmune, rom Tu ar aRiarebs codvebs<br />

amJamad, maTi aRiareba mouwevs iq, sadac saSinlad<br />

dasjian da metad ahyrian pativs. aqaur samsjavros mowmeni<br />

ara hyavs _ Sen, Semcodebeli, Tavad xar sakuTari<br />

Tavis msajuli _ iq ki yovelive moxdeba mTeli samyaros<br />

Tvalwin, Tuki winaswar aqve ar Camoirecxav codvebs.<br />

grcxvenia maTi aRiareba? grcxvenodes codvebis Cadenisa.<br />

Cven maT xom Tamamad da urcxvad viqmT, xolo roca<br />

aRiarebaa saWiro, gverideba, vayovnebT, arada amas xalisiT<br />

unda vakeTebdeT. sakuTar codvaTa dagmoba aris ara<br />

samarcxvino, aramed marTali da keTili saqme, winaaRmdeg<br />

SemTxvevaSi RmerTi misTvis jildos ar dagviwesebda.<br />

da rom aRsarebisTvis arsebobs jildo, mousmine<br />

ufals: ityode Sen usjuloebaTa SenTa pirvelad, raÁTa<br />

ganmarTlde (es. 43:26).<br />

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vis Sercxveba im saqmisa, risi wyalobiTac ganmarTldeba?<br />

vin iTakilebs codvaTa warsaxocad maT aRiarebas?<br />

nuTu imisTvis gvavalebs RmerTi aRsarebas, rom dagvsajos?!<br />

_ gvavalebs ara dasasjelad, aramed misateveblad.<br />

xilul samsjavroze danaSaulis aRiarebas dasja<br />

mosdevs, amitomac wuxs fsalmunTmgalobeli, rom vinmem<br />

aRsarebis Semdgomi dasjis SiSiT ar damalos codvebi:<br />

auvarebdiT ufalsa, rameTu tkbil ars, rameTu ukunisamde<br />

ars wyalobaÁ misi (fs. 105:1). romc ar aRiaro,<br />

gana RmerTma ar uwyis Seni codvebi? ras moigeb araRiarebiT?<br />

SeZleb ki maT damalvas? ufalma isedac icis, ra<br />

daaSave, magram Sengan aRiarebis SemTxvevaSi maT daiviwyebs:<br />

me var igive aRmxoceli uSjuloebaTa SenTa da<br />

codvaTa SenTa, da ara moviÃsenne (es. 43:25). xedav, _<br />

gveubneba igi, _ ar movixseneb, radgan es aris kacTmoyvareba;<br />

xolo Sen moiÃsennen (es. 43:26), raTa gamosworebis<br />

survili aRgeZras.<br />

maS, movuxmoT sakuTar sindiss da Cadenil saqmeTaTvis<br />

pasuxi movTxovoT sityviT, saqmiT da azrebiT; gamoviZioT,<br />

ra gamoviyeneT saWiroebisamebr, ra _ Cvenda sazianod;<br />

ra vTqviT salanZRavi, uSveri, sawyeni; romel<br />

gulissityvas avyeviT da mzera mogvtaca uxamsobam;<br />

CvenTvis saziano romeli azri ganvaxorcieleT xeliT,<br />

avamoqmedeT eniT an TvaliT. Semdeg SevecadoT, Tavi<br />

SevikavoT ujero flangvisgan da fuWad daxarjulis<br />

sanacvlod SeviZinoT sxva ram; fuWmetyvelebis magier<br />

vilociT, urcxvad Tvalierebis nacvlad mowyaleba gaviRoT,<br />

marxva davicvaT. Tu ugunurad ganiavebas mivyofT<br />

xels, arafers SeviZenT da ar movagrovebT saunjes, mivalT<br />

ukidures siRatakemde da Cvenda SeumCnevlad Tavs<br />

maradiul cecxlovan satanjvelSi CavigdebT.<br />

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maS, movTxovoT sakuTar Tavs angariSi imisa, rac<br />

movimoqmedeT an warmovTqviT dRis ganmavlobaSi; ase<br />

moviqceT mwuxrze, vaxSmis Semdgom, roca sarecelze<br />

mwoliareT aravin gvawuxebs da gvaSfoTebs. Tu SevniSnavT<br />

raime codvas, davisajoT sindisi, gavkicxoT goneba.<br />

SevinanoT guliT ise Zlier, rom sareclidan amdgarT<br />

gvaxsovdes mwuxris gankiTxva da veRar gavbedoT codvis<br />

imave ufskrulSi danTqma.<br />

es dro rom yvelaze xelsayrelia amgvari angariSgebisaTvis,<br />

mousmine winaswarmetyvels: raÁ sTquaT<br />

gulTa Sina TquenTa, sarecelTa zeda SeinaneT (fs. 4:4).<br />

dRisiT bevr rames ise ar vakeTebT, rogorc gvsurs:<br />

megobrebic gvawuxeben, msaxurebic Tavs gvabezreben,<br />

colic gvabrazebs, Svilic guls gvtkens, gars gvaxvevia<br />

uamravi yofiTi da sazogadoebrivi saqme; amdenad veRar<br />

vaxerxebT frTxilad yofnas, raTa rame ar davaSavoT.<br />

magram mwuxrze, am yovelivesgan ganTavisuflebulebma<br />

da sakuTar TavTan darCenilebma, visargebloT sruli<br />

simSvidiT da sarecelze moviwyoT samsjavro RvTis<br />

lmobiersayofad. xolo Tu niadag SevcodavT, vavnebT sakuTar<br />

suls, magram arasdros gavacnobierebT amas, davemsgavsebiT<br />

adamianebs, romlebic xSirad yuradRebas ar<br />

aqceven sakuTar Wrilobebs, ris gamoc sneuldebian da<br />

mtanjveli sikvdili moeliT _ Cvenc aseve moviwevT garduval<br />

sasjels mudmivi gulgrilobiT.<br />

Cven gulmowyale meufe gvyavs, romelic mxolod sababs<br />

eZebs Tavisi kacTmoyvarebis myisve gamosavlenad. maS,<br />

raki viciT, rom RmerTi akeTebs yvelafers, ar iSurebs<br />

Zal-Rones sasjelisa da wamebisgan Cvens gansaTavisufleblad,<br />

meti sababi mivceT saamisod: vTqvaT aRsareba,<br />

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SevinanoT, davRvaroT cremli, RmerTs vevedroT moyvasisTvis,<br />

davicxroT masze risxva da SevewioT siRaribeSi,<br />

vilocoT mRviZarebiT, viyoT mdablad mzraxvelni,<br />

mudam gvaxsovdes sakuTari codvebi, radgan Tqma: me codvili<br />

var _ sakmarisi ar aris, saWiroa Tavad codvaTa da<br />

maT TaviseburebaTa ardaviwyeba. jagnarSi Cavardnili<br />

erTi nakverCxalic ki advilad gadabugavs mas. gonebac<br />

asea _ codvebis xSiri gaxsenebiT igi iolad aRmofxvris<br />

da warxocavs maT. xolo RmerTma _ urjuloebis mZlevelma<br />

da usamarTlobis Semmusvrelma _ dae, gvixsnas<br />

codvaTagan da Rirs-gvyos zeceuri sasufevlisa.<br />

saubari masze, rom sxvaTa maameblobisTvis qadageba<br />

saxifaToa.<br />

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ar unda miveceT sasowarkveTilebasa da<br />

uzrunvelobas<br />

asowarkveTileba da uzrunveloba, erTic da<br />

smeorec, damRupvelia Cveni cxonebisTvis. sasowarkveTileba<br />

wamodgomis nebas ar aZlevs dacemuls,<br />

uzrunveloba ki fexze mdgomsac daamxobs. pirveli, rogorc<br />

wesi, kacs arTmevs SeZenil sikeTeebs, meore saSualebas<br />

ar aZlevs, Tavi daaRwios mowevnul borotebas.<br />

uzrunveloba kacs zecidanac ki miwad dascems, sasowarkveTileba<br />

TviT ufskrulSic Caagdebs _ da es ma-<br />

Sin, roca sasoeba am jurRmulidan umal amoiyvans mas.<br />

daakvirdi orives Zalas! eSmaki adre keTili iyo, magram<br />

gaxda uzrunveli, warikveTa saso da ise gaborotda, rom<br />

am dacemis Semdgom ukve veRar wamodga. Tavidan is rom<br />

keTili iyo, moismineT, ras ambobs qriste: vxedevd eSmaksa,<br />

viTarca elvasa, zeciT gardamovrdomilsa (lk. 10:18).<br />

elvasTan es Sedareba mianiSnebs, rom mas adre naTeli<br />

buneba hqonda, da imasac, rom igi uswrafesad daeca. pavle<br />

iyo RvTismgmobi, mdevneli, maWirvebeli, magram rogorc<br />

ki moSurneobiT aRenTo da ar mieca sasowarkveTilebas,<br />

aRdga kidec da angelozTa sworic Seiqna. iudas piriqiT<br />

daemarTa _ igi mociquli iyo, magram uzrunvelobam daria<br />

xeli da moRalatedac iqca. avazaki, raki Tavisi uke-<br />

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Turi cxovrebis Semdgomac ar warikveTa saso, yvelaze<br />

uwin Sevida samoTxeSi. fariseveli zesTamCenobis gamo<br />

saTnoebis mwvervalidan gadmovarda; mezvere, romelic<br />

sasowarkveTilebaSi ar Cavarda, ise gamosworda, rom<br />

farisevelsac ajoba.<br />

ginda, migiTiTo mTel qalaqze, romelic ase moiqca<br />

da gadarCa? es iyo ninevia. marTalia, ninevielebi sasowarkveTilebaSi<br />

Caagdo RvTis ganaCenma, radgan winaswarmetyvelma<br />

maT ar gaagebina _ Tu Seinanebdnen, gadar-<br />

Cebodnen, aramed ubralod auwya: merme samniRa dReni da<br />

ninevi daiqces (ion. 3:4); magram miuxedavad RvTis am muqarisa<br />

da winaswarmetyvelis RaRadisa, rom ganaCeni arc<br />

gadaideboda da arc Serbildeboda, moqalaqeni suliT<br />

ar dacemulan da keTili imedi ar daukargavT. RmerTma<br />

ganaCeni imitom ar Seurbila ninevielebs da arc auwya _<br />

Tu Seinanebdnen, gadarCebodnen, rom Cven, saRvTo mkacri<br />

ganaCenis mosmenis drosac ki, es magaliTi gavixsenoT da<br />

sasowarkveTilebas ar miveceT. magram RvTis kacTmoyvareba<br />

marto iqidan ki ar Cans, rom man marTalia, ganaCeni<br />

ar Searbila, magram Seurigda monanulT, aramed iqidanac,<br />

rom man upirobo ganaCeni gamoutana ninevielebs, raTa<br />

maTi RvTismoSiSeba gaeZlierebina da maTi wregadasuli<br />

uzrunveloba Seemusra. amasTan, Tavad Senanebis vadac<br />

metyvelebs RvTis gamouTqmel kacTmoyvarebaze. sam dRe-<br />

Si ninevielebi ras gaakeTebdnen iseTs, riTac esoden did<br />

codvaTa warxocvas SeZlebdnen?! nuTu ver xedav, aqac<br />

rogor cxaddeba saRvTo mzrunveloba! igi ZiriTadad am<br />

qalaqis gadarCenas emsaxureboda.<br />

maS, vicodeT es da nurasdros mivecemiT sasowarkveTilebas,<br />

radgan amaze Zlieri iaraRi eSmaks ar<br />

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gaaCnia, amitomac Cvengan codvis Cadena ise ar axarebs<br />

mas, rogorc Cveni usasooba. SegiZlia, gaixseno memru-<br />

Sis ambavi, rogor eSinoda pavle mociquls misi codvebisa,<br />

ufro metad ki misi sasowarkveTilebaSi Cavardnisa,<br />

amitomac swers igi korinTelebs: yovladve ismis,<br />

raÁsa Tquen Soris siZvaÁ da egeviTari siZvaÁ, romel<br />

arca Tu warmarTTa Soris saxel-edebis (1 kor. 5:1). man<br />

daavala korinTelebs, es codvili miecaT eSmakisaTvis;<br />

mas Semdgom ki, rac man Seinana da gamosworda, pavle ambobs:<br />

kma ars egeviTarisa mis SerisxvaÁ ese mravalTaÁ...<br />

glocav Tquen, ganamtkiceT mis zeda siyuaruli (2 kor.<br />

2:6-8). mociqulma igi jer yvelas mtrad warmoaCina, CamoaSora<br />

samwysos da mokveTa sxeuls, axla ki, Sexede,<br />

rogor cdilobs, isev dauaxlovos da SeuerTos mas. man<br />

zereled ki ar SeuTvala: SeiyvareT igi, aramed, glocav<br />

Tquen, ganamtkiceT mis zeda siyuaruli _ anu aCveneT<br />

mtkice, ucvalebeli, mxurveli, mgznebare siyvaruli,<br />

adrindeli mtrobis sanacvlo keTilganwyoba. magram,<br />

gana Sen, pavlem, ar gadaeci es kaci satanas? marTalia,<br />

gvpasuxobs is, magram ara mis xelT dasarCenad, aramed<br />

misi Zalauflebidan Tavis mswrafl dasaRwevad.<br />

naxe, rogor eSinoda pavles sasowarkveTilebisa, rac,<br />

rogorc aRvniSne, eSmakis Zlieri saWurvelia. rodesac<br />

man Tqva: glocav Tquen, ganamtkiceT mis zeda siyuaruli,<br />

iqve daurTo: nuukue umetesiTa mwuxarebiTa dainTqas<br />

egeviTari igi (2 kor. 2:7). misi sityvebia: cxvari mglis<br />

xaxaSi moxvda, saCqarod unda gamovtacoT igi mxecs, sanam<br />

ar gadauylapavs da ar waruwymedia Cveni wevri. gemi<br />

zvirTebSi moeqca _ SevecadoT mis gadarCenas, sanam ar<br />

CaZirula! roca aboboqrebuli zRvis talRebi Semoer-<br />

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tymian xomalds, igi dainTqmeba. ase emarTeba sulsac _<br />

dardiT garemoculi male daiRupeba, Tu aravin daexmara.<br />

sakuTar codvebze dardi, rac TavisTavad gadamrCenia,<br />

damRupvelic ki xdeba, Tu zomierebas ar davicavT.<br />

Sexede pavles sityvebis sizustes: mas ar uTqvams: ar da-<br />

Rupos igi eSmakma. aramed: raÁTa ara miviangahrneT Cuen<br />

eSmakisagan (2 kor. 2:11). aq sityva `miviangahrneT~ niSnavs<br />

sxvisi sakuTrebis mitacebas. amiT pavlem migviTiTa,<br />

rom Semcodebeli Senanebis Semdgom ukve gaxda eSmakisTvis<br />

ucxo da qristes samwysosTvis Tavisiani. pavles<br />

sityvebi: raÁTa ara miviangahrneT Cuen eSmakisagan,<br />

niSnavs: Tu satana amis merec ar gauSvebs Semcodebels,<br />

gamova, rom mitacebuli hyavs Cveni wevri, Cveni samwysos<br />

cxovari, romelmac sinanuliT ukve Camoixsna codva.<br />

pavlem icoda, rac eSmakma damarTa iudas da eSinoda,<br />

aqac igive ar momxdariyo. mainc ra damarTa eSmakma iudas?<br />

iudam Seinana: vcode, rameTu migec sisxli marTali<br />

(mT. 27:4). eSmakma gaigona ra sinanulis es sityvebi, mixvda,<br />

rom iuda gamosworebis gzas daadga da gadarCenisken<br />

midis. amgvari cvlilebebiT damfrTxalma satanam<br />

gaifiqra: iudas hyavs kacTmoyvare RmerTi, vinc mas _<br />

misi Ralatis ganmzraxvels _ mravalgzis moZRvravda<br />

da misTvis glovobda, maSasadame, monanuls ufro Seiwynarebs;<br />

roca gamousworebels izidavda da Tavisken<br />

mouxmobda, gamosworebulsa da sakuTari codvis Semcnobs<br />

ufro ar miizidavs?! RmerTma amisTvis jvarcmac ki<br />

Tavs-idva.<br />

ra gaakeTa eSmakma? aaforiaqa iuda, metismeti dardisagan<br />

goneba auria, devna, ar moasvena, sanam yulfSi Tavi<br />

ar gaayofina, saaqaodan ar gaiyvana da Senanebis survili<br />

ar waarTva. is, rom Tu icocxlebda, iuda gadarCeboda,<br />

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Cans qristes jvarmcmelTa magaliTidan. ufalma ixsna<br />

isini _ Tavad jvarcmuli evedreboda mama RmerTs maT-<br />

Tvis codvebis mitevebas; aqedan naTelia, rom is sruli<br />

keTilganwyobiT miiRebda moRalatesac, Tu igi saTanadod<br />

Seinanebda. magram metismeti mwuxarebiT daTrgunulma<br />

iudam es mkurnaloba ver gamoiyena. amis eSinoda<br />

pavles, roca korinTelebs avalebda: is kaci eSmakis ybebidan<br />

gamoetacaT.<br />

raRa korinTelebTan momxdarze visaubroT? petrem<br />

saidumloebSi monawileobis mere samjer uaryo ufali,<br />

magram yvelaferi cremliT warxoca. pavle _ mdevneli,<br />

RvTismgmobeli, maWirvebeli _ mtrobda ara mxolod<br />

jvarcmul qristes, aramed yvela mis mimdevars, magram<br />

man Seinana da mociquli gaxda. RmerTi Cvengan iTxovs,<br />

mivceT mcire sababi da mraval codvas Segvindobs. amis<br />

dasadastureblad erT igavs giambobT.<br />

iyo ori Zma. maT gaiyves mamiseuli qoneba, ris Semdegac<br />

erTi saxlSi darCa, meorem Tavisi wili gaaniava da<br />

ucxo mxareSi gadaixvewa, radgan siRaribis sircxvili<br />

ver aitana. me saWirod miviCnie am igavis gadmocema, raTa<br />

icodeT, rom mogveteveba naTlisRebis Semdgom Cadenili<br />

codvebic. amas geubnebiT ara imisTvis, rom uzrunvelobas<br />

mieceT, aramed raTa gamogiyvanoT sasowarkveTilebidan,<br />

rac ufro met borotebas gvayenebs, vidre uzrunveloba.<br />

es uZRebi Svili ganasaxierebs naTlisRebis Semdgom<br />

dacemulT; aq rom naTlisRebis mere dacemazea saubari,<br />

ai, saidan Cans: igi ixsenieba Svilad _ naTlisRebis gareSe<br />

ki Svilad veravin iwodeba; cxovrobda mamis saxlSi,<br />

misi mTeli qonebidanac miiRo wili _ naTlisRebamde ki<br />

mamiseuli qonebiT sargebloba da memkvidreobis miReba<br />

SeuZlebelia. maSasadame, es yovelive mianiSnebs, rom aq<br />

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saubaria marTalTa Sesaxeb. Tanac uZRebi Svili iyo patiosnad<br />

mcxovrebi kacis Zma _ sulieri aRorZinebis gareSe<br />

igi Zma ver gaxdeboda. da es Svili, miaRwia ra ukidures<br />

mankierebas, ras ambobs? aRvdge da warvide mamisa Cemisa<br />

(lk. 15:18). adre mamam ar SeuSala xeli Svils da gauSva<br />

ucxo mxareSi imitom, rom mas gamocdilebiT gaego, ramden<br />

sikeTes iRebda saxlSi cxovrebis dros. RmerTic<br />

xSirad saqmiT gvitarebs gakveTils maSin, roca sityvebiT<br />

ver gvarwmunebs. rodesac man iudevelebs winaswarmetyvelTa<br />

piriT auwya mravaljer, magram ver daajera<br />

da ver miimxro isini, maSin ganaCina _ sasjeliT eswavlebina<br />

maTTvis: gaswavlen Sen gandgomilebaman Senman<br />

da ukeTurebaman Senman gamxilen Sen (ier. 2:19). iudevelebs<br />

uamisodac unda erwmunaT misi, magram iyvnen imdenad<br />

ugrZnobni, rom ar sjerodaT uflis qadagebebisa da<br />

rCevebisa, riTac igi maT codvaTagan ganaridebda; amitom<br />

RmerTma ukve maT Sesagoneblad dauSva movlenebi, raTa<br />

am gziT mainc miezida isini Tavisken.<br />

roca uZRebi Svili mas Semdgom, rac ucxo mxareSi<br />

gamocdilebiT Seigno, ramdenad damRupvelia mamiseuli<br />

saxlidan Sors yofna, dabrunda, mamas sayveduri ar<br />

dascdenia, piriqiT, xelgaSlilma miiRo igi. ratom moeqca<br />

ase? imitom, rom iyo mama da ara msajuli. mTeli<br />

saxli aivso sinaTliTa da sixaruliT, gaCaRda lxini,<br />

wveulebani, zeimebi! ikiTxav, es aris samagiero mankierebisTvis?<br />

ara mankierebisTvis, adamiano, aramed saxl-<br />

Si dabrunebisTvis; ara codvisTvis, aramed sinanulisTvis;<br />

ara boroti saqmeebisTvis, aramed gamosworebisTvis.<br />

metic _ roca ufrosi Svili amiT nawyeni darCa, mamam alersianad<br />

dauyvava da uTxra: Sen maradis Cem Tana xar, da<br />

Cemi yoveli Seni ars. xolo ... ZmaÁ ese Seni momkudar iyo<br />

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da gancocxlda, warwymedul iyo da ipova (lk. 15:31-32).<br />

anu, roca saWiroa warwymedulis gadarCena, maSin dgeba<br />

dro mxolod kacTmoyvarebisa, mitevebisa da ara gansjisa<br />

Tu mkacri gamoZiebisa. arc erTi mkurnali avadmyofs,<br />

nacvlad wamlis micemisa, ar mohkiTxavs pasuxs da ar<br />

dasjis uweso cxovrebisTvis. Tu uZReb Svils aucileblad<br />

unda etvirTa sasjeli, amisTvis misi ucxoeTSi<br />

cxovrebac kmaroda. man xom amdeni xani dahyo Cveni krebulisgan<br />

Sors, SimSilTan, damcirebasa da ukidures<br />

siRatakesTan brZolaSi! amitomac iTqva: momkudar iyo<br />

da gancocxlda, warwymedul iyo da ipova. nu uyureb awmyos,<br />

ifiqre uwindeli ubedurebis simZimeze. Sens winaSea<br />

Zma da ara ucxo vinme. igi dabrunda mamasTan, romlsac<br />

ver emaxsovreba adrindeli Zviri, mas sixaruliT axsovs<br />

mxolod is, ramac SeiZleba aRuZras mSoblismieri gulmowyaleba,<br />

siyvaruli da mimtevebloba. amitomac aRniSna<br />

mamam is, rac misma dabrunebulma Svilma gadaitana da<br />

ara is, rac daaSava. Seaxsena ara is, rom qoneba gaaniava,<br />

aramed is, rom mravali ubedureba Tavs-idva.<br />

aseTive da meti mondomebiTac eZebda kaci cxvars; aq<br />

Svili nebiT dabrunda, iq Tavad mwyemsi wavida, ipova cxvari,<br />

moiyvana da es ufro uxaroda, vidre yvela cxvris<br />

mSvidobiT dabruneba. Tanac daxeT, rogor moabruna<br />

gzaabneuli _ joxiT ki ar gamoigdo win, mxarze moikida<br />

da isev SeuerTa samwysos.<br />

maS, raki viciT, rom RmerTi araTu pirs ibrunebs moqceulTagan,<br />

aramed iRebs maT aranaklebi sixaruliT,<br />

vidre qvelmoqmed adamianebs; araTu sjis, aramed Tavadve<br />

midis gzaabneulTa mosaZebnad da maTi povniT ufro<br />

xarobs, vidre sxvaTa usafrTxod yofniT, nu mivecemiT<br />

sasowarkveTilebas codvaTa gamo, nurc metismetad<br />

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dagvaimedebs keTili saqmeni; vicxovroT saTnoebiT da<br />

gveSinodes, ar daveceT zedmeti moimedeobis gamo, xolo<br />

roca SevcodavT, SevinanoT.<br />

rac dasawyisSi giTxariT, axlac gavimeoreb: fexze mdgomis<br />

Warbi moimedeoba da waqceulis sasowarkveTileba<br />

erTnairad damRupvelia Cveni gadarCenisTvis. amitom<br />

afrTxilebda pavle fexze mdgomT: romelni hgoneben<br />

dgomasa, ekrZalen, nuukue daeces (1 kor. 10:12); nuukue<br />

sxuaTa uqadagebde da me gamoucdel viyo (1 kor. 9:27);<br />

xolo korinTelebs fexze dadgomisa da meti moSurneobisTvis<br />

ase mimarTavda: veglovde mravalTa winaÁswar<br />

SecodebulTa maT da ar SenanebulTa (2 kor. 12:21),<br />

riTac aCvenebda, rom cremlis Rirsni arian ara imdenad<br />

Semcodebelni, ramdenadac codvaTa mounaniebelni.<br />

aseTebs winaswarmetyvelic Seagonebs: nu dacemuli ar<br />

aRdgebis? anu miqceuli ar moiqcevis? (ier. 8, 4); maTve<br />

arwmunebs daviTic: dRes Tu Ãmisa misisaÁ isminoT, nu<br />

ganificxebT gulTa TquenTa, viTarca-igi ganmwarebasa<br />

(fs. 94:8). maS, sanam arsebobs es `dRes~, nu mivecemiT<br />

uimedobas, gvqondes uflis mimarT keTili sasoeba, vifiqroT<br />

mis TvalTSeudgam kacTmoyvarebaze, ganvagdoT<br />

sindisidan yovelgvari boroti, didi sibejiTiTa da<br />

imediT SevudgeT saTnoebaTa aRsrulebas da gamovavlinoT<br />

uRrmesi sinanuli; aq CamovixsnaT yvela codva, Sev-<br />

ZloT, kadnierebiT warvdgeT qristes samsjavroze da<br />

davimkvidroT zeciuri sasufeveli. dae, Rirsni gavxdeT<br />

amisa madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa ieso<br />

qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulis wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi<br />

ukunisamde, amin.<br />

1 saubari sinanulis Sesaxeb.<br />

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sinanulis Sesaxeb<br />

inanuls udidesi Zala aqvs: mas SeuZlia, codvebSi<br />

sRrmad Cafluli kaci, Tu es ukanaskneli moindomebs,<br />

gaaTavisuflos codvebis tvirTisgan da safrTxeSi<br />

myofi _ Tundac igi borotebis fskeramde iyos daSvebuli<br />

_ usafrTxo adgilas gaiyvanos. amis magaliTebi uxvadaa<br />

wminda werilSi. winaswarmetyveli ambobs: nu dacemuli<br />

ar aRdgebis? anu miqceuli ar moiqcevis? (ier. 8:4).<br />

sinanuls ZaluZs, xati qristesi isev gamosaxos CvenSi.<br />

mousmine pavles sityvebs: Svilno Cemno, romelTaTÂs<br />

kualad melmis, vidremde gamoixatos qriste Tquen Soris<br />

(gal. 4:19). oRond unda SevinanoT. naxeT, kacTmoyvareba<br />

RvTisa: Tavidanve unda davsjiliyaviT yovelgvari<br />

sasjeliT, raki miviReT bunebiTi rjuli da auracxeli<br />

sikeTe, magram ver SevicaniT ufali da urjuloebiT<br />

vicxovreT. magram RmerTma araTu dagvsaja, kvlav uxvad<br />

gviboZa sikeTe, TiTqos udidesi Rvawli aRgvesrulebinos.<br />

Semdgom isev ganveSoreT mas, magram arc amis Semdgom<br />

dagvsaja, aramed sakurneblad mogvmadla sinanuli,<br />

rasac ZaluZs yvela Cveni codvis ganadgureba da waxocva,<br />

oRond unda vicodeT, ras niSnavs es mkurnaloba da<br />

rogor unda gamoviyenoT igi.<br />

ras niSnavs sinanuliT mkurnaloba da rogor gamoiyeneba<br />

igi? jer-erTi, igi niSnavs sakuTar codvaTa Secno-<br />

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asa da aRiarebas: codvaÁ Cemi gauwye Sen da uSjuloebaÁ<br />

Cemi ara davfare Sengan; vTqu: aRuvaro brali Cemi<br />

ufalsa, da Sen momiteve me uRmrToebaÁ gulisa CemisaÁ<br />

(fs. 31:5); ityode Sen uSjuloebaTa SenTa pirvelad,<br />

raÁTa ganmarTlde (es. 43:26); marTali igi Tavisa TÂsisa<br />

Semasmenel iqms (igav. 18:17). meore, sinanuli udidesi<br />

simdablea. igi hgavs oqros Zewkvs, romelsac TavSi mohkideb<br />

xels da mTlianad gamogyveba. zustad ase xdeba<br />

codvaTa saTanadod aRiarebis drosac _ suli mdabldeba,<br />

radgan awuxebs sindisi. simdables unda erTvodes kidev<br />

is, risTvisac loculobda netari daviTi: guli wmidaÁ<br />

dahbade CemTana RmerTo (fs. 50:12); guli Semusrvili<br />

da damdablebuli RmerTman ara Seuracxyos (fs. 50:17).<br />

Semusvrili guli ar SfoTavs, ar Seuracxyofs sxvebs,<br />

mudam mzad aris tanjvis mosaTmenad ise, rom aravis umxedrdeba.<br />

gulSemusvrileba arsebobs maSin, roca guli<br />

Seuracxyofilia, magram borotebas iTmens, inarCunebs<br />

simSvides da SurisZiebisTvis ar aRiZvreba. simdables<br />

mosdevs mouklebeli locva da uxvi cremli dRisiT da<br />

RamiT. winaswarmetyveli ambobs: davSueri me sul-Tqumi-<br />

Ta CemiTa, davbano marad Rame cxedari Cemi, cremliTa CemiTa<br />

sareceli Cemi davalto (fs. 6:6); da kvlav: nacari<br />

viTarca puri vWame da sasumeli Cemi tiriliTa CemiTa<br />

ganvazavi (fs. 101:10). esoden gulmodgine locvis Semdgom<br />

saWiroa udidesi gulmowyaleba, rac gansakuTrebiT<br />

aZlierebs sinanuliT kurnebas. wamali, marTalia, sxvadasxva<br />

balaxis nayenia, magram maTgan erTia ZiriTadi;<br />

sinanulSic asea _ aq mravalkurnebad balaxad gvevlineba<br />

gulmowyaleba, metic, yvelaferi danarCeni maszea<br />

damokidebuli. mousmine, ras gveubneba saRvTo werili:<br />

mieciT mowyalebaÁ da aha Tqueni yoveli wmida ars (lk.<br />

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11:41); agreTve: codvanni Senni mowyalebiTa iÃsnen (dan.<br />

4:24); agizgizebul cecxls wyali Caaqrobs da codvebs<br />

ganwmeds gulmowyaleba (zir. 3:28).<br />

Semdgom, saWiroa urisxveloba, Zviruxsenebloba da<br />

yvelasTvis codvaTa miteveba: adamiani adamianzea gamwyrali,<br />

uflisgan ki gankurnebas eZiebs (zir. 28:3). _ ambobs<br />

brZeni; miutevneT, _ gveubneba ufali, _ da mogetevnes<br />

Tquenca (mT. 6:14). misive sityvebiT, aseve aucilebelia<br />

ZmaTa dacva cdomilebaTagan: miiqec da ganamtkicen Zmanni<br />

Senni (lk. 22:32), raTa mogeteos codvani. mociqulis<br />

rCeviT, kidev gvmarTebs, viyoT gulwrfelni mRvdlebTan:<br />

visac daRacaTu codvaÁ raÁme eqmnes, mo-ve-eteos mas<br />

(iak. 5:15). saWiroa CagrulTa dacva, risxvis dacxroba,<br />

yovelives mSvidad daTmena.<br />

axla, rodesac SevityeT, rogor aResruleba sinanuli<br />

da codvaTa miteveba; rom SegviZlia yvelafris Tavidan<br />

acileba, oRond sinanulis saTanadod gamoyeneba<br />

movisurvoT, gana gvepatieba, Tu sakuTar Secodebebze<br />

ar vifiqrebT?! Cven rom amas vasrulebdeT, yvelaferi<br />

rigze iqneboda. karSi Sesuli ukve SenobaSi imyofeba,<br />

sakuTar codvebze mzraxvelic sworec asea. vinc yoveldRiurad<br />

fiqrobs maTze, igi ueWvelad miaRwevs maTgan<br />

gankurnebas. xolo vinc martooden ambobs: me codvili<br />

var _ magram dawvrilebiT ar gamoiZiebs maT, arc gaixsenebs,<br />

Tu rodis da sad daaSava, igi ver daanebebs Tavs<br />

codvis qmnas. aseTi kaci xSirad ityvis aRsarebas, magram<br />

arasdros ifiqrebs gamosworebaze.<br />

saWiroa mxolod dawyeba, danarCeni ki aucileblad<br />

mohyveba amas, oRond gametebiT unda ekveTo codvebs.<br />

radgan yovelTvis Znelia dawyeba, Seteva. maS, CavyaroT<br />

saZirkveli da yvelaferi advilad da iolad moxdeba.<br />

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girCevT, SeudgeT sinanuls: erTma daiwyos gulmodgine<br />

locviT, meorem uxvi cremliT, mesamem gulSemusvrilebiT.<br />

es ukanaskneli, raoden mcirec unda iyos, mainc ar<br />

aris usargeblo. ufali gveubneba: vidoda mWmunvare winaSe<br />

Cemsa, gzaTa Soris gulisa misisaTa. gzani misni vixilen,<br />

da ganvkurne igi (es. 57:17-18). zogadad ki sinanuli<br />

yvelam daviwyoT gulmowyalebiT, mivuteoT moyvasT<br />

Secodebani, daviviwyoT wyenani, Tavi SevikavoT Zvirisxsenebisa<br />

da SurisZiebisgan da amrigad SeviZinoT sulieri<br />

simdable. mudam rom vixsenebdeT Cvens codvebs, aRar<br />

aRgviZravda siamayes raime garegani: arc simdidre, arc<br />

Zalaufleba, arc pativi da arc dideba _ samefo taxtze<br />

mjdomarenic ki mwared viglovdiT. netari daviTi mefe<br />

iyo, magram ambobda: cremliTa CemiTa sareceli Cemi davalto<br />

(fs. 6:6). Zoweuli da gvirgvini odnav zegavlenasac<br />

ver axdenda masze da ver aRuZravda siamayes, radgan<br />

Segnebuli hqonda Tavisi gulSemusvrileba da amitomac<br />

glovobda. ra aris kacTa saqmeni? ferfli da haerSi gafantuli<br />

mtveri, kvamli da landi, qarisgan waRebuli<br />

foToli da yvavilis furceli, sizmari, ocneba, araki,<br />

fuWi laparaki. mofarfate bumbuli, dineba cvalebadi<br />

da yvelaferi, rac SeiZleba amaTze ufro ususuri iyos.<br />

amitomac mogiwodebT, viltvodeT zeciuri didebis misaRwevad<br />

_ es aris WeSmariti dideba. xolo yovel yofiTs<br />

ganveSoroT, raTa mogveces madli da wyaloba ieso<br />

qrstesi, uflisa Cvenisa, romlisa ars dideba, meufeba,<br />

pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulsa wmidisa Tana aw da<br />

maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin.<br />

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me-9 saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.

wminda saidumloTa ziarebis Sesaxeb<br />

ici, rom male mravalni movlen da mieaxlebian am<br />

vsulier trapezs. me didi xania gafrTxilebT da<br />

gTxovT, es rom gveqces ara sazianod da dasasjelad,<br />

aramed sulis sacxoneblad, yovelmxriv ganviwmindoT<br />

Tavi da Semdeg miveaxloT wminda saidumloebs. nuravin<br />

metyvis: me Sercxvenili var, sindisi codvebiT maqvs<br />

savse, vatareb umZimes tvirTs. es xuTi dRe sakmarisia<br />

mraval codvaTagan gansawmendad, Tu ifxizleb, iloceb<br />

da mRviZare iqnebi. drois simcires ki nu uyureb, Sexede<br />

uflis kacTmoyvarebas. ninevielebma sam dReSi aiciles<br />

misi aseTi risxva da maTTvis sulac ar SeuSlia xeli<br />

drois simcires _ sulierma gulmodginebam kacTmoyvare<br />

uflis SewevniT yvelaferi SeZlo. qristesTan misulma<br />

meZavma cota xanSi SeZlo, Camoerecxa mTeli sircxvili.<br />

rodesac iudevelebi aRSfodnen, rom qristem es dedakaci<br />

esoden gaaTamama da TavisTan miaxloebis neba misca,<br />

ufalma maT piri dauyo, dedakacs ki Seundo yvela codva,<br />

Seiwynara misi moSurneoba da gauSva. ratom? imitom,<br />

rom meZavi gulmxurvaled, mduRare suliT da mgznebare<br />

rwmeniT mieaxla ufals da mis wminda fexebs Seexo;<br />

TmagaSlilma, Tvalebidan cremli rom Rvarad sdioda,<br />

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macxovris fexebs nelsacxebeli scxo. riTac adamianebs<br />

acdunebda, igive gamoiyena sinanuliT kurnebisTvis: im<br />

TvalebiT, riTac gulisTqmismoyvareTa mzeras aRagznebda,<br />

afrqvia cremli; im TmebiT, riTac mravali Caagdo<br />

codvaSi, fexebi gauwminda qristes; is nelsacxebeli,<br />

riTac mravals axvevda Tavbrus, terfebze scxo macxovars.<br />

Senc ase moiqeci: riTac ganarisxe RmerTi, imiTve<br />

lmobierhyav. ganarisxe fulis mitacebiT? amiTve lmobierhyav<br />

igi _ daubrune daCagrulT warTmeuli, miamate<br />

Senic da warmoTqvi, rogorc zaqem: ukueTu visme cili<br />

davsdev, mivago oTxi wili (lk. 19:8). ganarisxe eniTa da<br />

mravalTa Seuracxmyofeli borotmetyvlebiT? eniTve<br />

lmobierhyav igi: aRuvline wminda locvani, daloce avad<br />

moubarni, aqe cilismwamebelni, madloba uTxar SeuracxmyofelT.<br />

amas ar sWirdeba mravali dRe da weli _<br />

mxo lod mondomeba da yvelaferi erT dReSi aResruleba.<br />

dauteve boroteba, Seiyvare saTnoeba, CamoSordi mankierebas;<br />

dade aRTqma, aRar moiqce ase da es sakmarisi iqneba<br />

Sens gansamarTleblad. me vadastureb da garwmuneb,<br />

rom Tu Cvengan, codvilTagan, yvela dautevebs adrindel<br />

codvebs, gulwrfelad aRuTqvams RmerTs _ arc ki daapiros<br />

maTi qmna, maSin ufali sxvas arafers mogvTxovs<br />

srulad ganmarTlebisaTvis _ is kacTmoyvarea da mowyale.<br />

rogorc mSobiarobis tkivilebiT gatanjuls swadia<br />

Cvilis dabadeba, ise swadia ufals, Tavisi wyaloba<br />

mogvfinos, magram amas Cveni codvebi uSlian xels.<br />

axla ki bevri morwmune iseT ugunurebamde da udebebamde<br />

mivida, rom uTvalavi codviT aRvsilni odnavadac<br />

ar zrunaven sakuTar Tavze: dResaswaulebis dros<br />

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daudevrad, rogorc mouxdebaT, ise mieaxlebian am trapezs.<br />

is ki ar uwyian, rom ziarebis dro ganisazRvreba<br />

ara dResaswauliT an zeimiT, aramed sufTa sindisiTa da<br />

SeubRalavi cxovrebiT. visac cudi ar Caudenia, SeiZleba<br />

yoveldRe misi ziareba da, piriqiT, codvaSi Caflulisa<br />

da mounanieblisTvis dResaswaulze ziarebac ar aris<br />

usafrTxo. is, rom weliwadSi erTxel veziarebiT, ar<br />

gvaTavisuflebs danaSaulisgan; Tu uRirsad miveaxlebiT<br />

piriqiT moxdeba _ gveqceva ufro did sasjelad is,<br />

rom Cven weliwadSi erTxel da maSinac da ganuwmendelni<br />

veziareT.<br />

amitomac gTxovT yvelas, mieaxloT saRvTo saidumloebs<br />

ara ubralod dResaswaulis gamo, aramed SeecadeT,<br />

am wminda ZRvenis ziarebamde ramdenime dRiT adre<br />

ganiwmindoT sinanuliT, locvebiT, mowyalebis gaRebiT,<br />

sulierebaze zrunviT da ar miubrundeT codvebs, ise<br />

rogorc qofaki Tavis narwyevs.<br />

namdvilad ucnauria, amdens rom zrunaven xorcisTvis:<br />

dResaswaulis dadgomamde ramdenime dRiT adre<br />

skivridan iReben saukeTeso tansacmels, amzadeben Casacmelad,<br />

yiduloben fexsacmels, moaqvT xoragi sufrisTvis,<br />

iZenen aTasnair wvrilmans, yovelmxriv iwesrigeben<br />

Tavs da koxtavdebian _ xolo daudevrad migdebul, uwmindur,<br />

Sebilwul, SimSiliT gatanjul da areul sulze<br />

saerTod ar zrunaven. aq Semodian morTuli sxeuliT,<br />

suls ki gamZarcvulsa da damaxinjebuls toveben! arada,<br />

Sen sxeuls xedavs Senive msgavsi mona da ranairadac<br />

unda iyos igi Semosili, amiT araferi daSavdeba; suls ki<br />

Wvrets ufali, vinc misdami daudevari damokidebulebisTvis<br />

umZimesad dagvsjis.<br />

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nuTu ar iciT, rom es trapezi sulieri cecxliT aris<br />

gajerebuli; rogorc saTavidan moCqefs ankara wyaro,<br />

ise am trapezidan moedineba raRac aRuwereli mxurvaleba.<br />

amitomac nu mieaxlebi mas CaliT, xis totiT, balaxiT<br />

(codvebiT), raTa ar gaaRvivo cecxli da ar dawva<br />

maziarebeli suli; aramed mieaxle patiosani TvlebiT,<br />

oqro-vercxliT (qveli saqmeniT), raTa es nivTebic metad<br />

ganwmindo da iqidan didi sargebliTac gamobrunde.<br />

Tu raime avi gaqvs sulSi, amoigde da ganiSore igi. vinmes<br />

hyavs mteri an didad awyenines? dae, aseTma Sewyvitos<br />

mtroba, daicxros anTebuli da aforiaqebuli suli,<br />

raTa Sinaganad saerTod gauqres mRelvareba da SfoTva.<br />

ziarebiT Sen sakuTar arsebaSi iReb mefes, xolo roca<br />

mefe Semodis sulSi, iq unda sufevdes udidesi mdumareba,<br />

siwynare, gulissityvaTa Rrma simSvide.<br />

108<br />

me-6 saubari anomevelTa winaaRmedeg.

Segoneba _ veridoT gadaWarbebas<br />

iqriTa da surviliT ganveSoroT amJamindel yo-<br />

ffiT saqmeebs da avuyveT gzas zecisken, romelsac,<br />

Tu movisurvebT, SevZlebT saaqaoSic davadgeT, oRond<br />

Rirseulad unda viRvawoT zeciuri sasufevlis misaRwevad;<br />

zurgi vaqcioT amsofliur sikeTeebs; aRar veZioT<br />

warmavali dideba, aramed moviZuloT igi da Zalisxmeva<br />

mivmarToT sxva _ maradiuli, WeSmariti da waruvali<br />

didebisken; arad CavagdoT tansacmlis mdidruli mokazmuloba<br />

da sxeulis morTvaze ki ar vizrunoT, aramed<br />

garegnuli gamSvenebis sanacvlod yuradReba mivapyroT<br />

suls da ar davuSvaT saTnoebis samosisgan misi ganZarcva<br />

da siSiSvle. es ki moxdeba maSin, roca SeviZulebT nebivrobas,<br />

gaveqceviT nayrovanebas, ar vivliT nadimebsa da<br />

wveulebebze, aramed davkmayofildebiT aucilebliT,<br />

Tanaxmad mociqulis Segonebisa: maqundes Tu sazrdel da<br />

safarvel ÃorcTa amaT, kma-viyofideT Cuen (1 tim. 6:8).<br />

miTxar, ra aris kargi gadaWarbebaSi, roca ZRomisagan<br />

muceli giskdeba an zedmeti smisgan goneba gereva?!<br />

es xom ar aris mizezi sulisa da xorcis mavnebeli yvela<br />

ukeTurebisa?! ratom Cndeba es mravalricxovani sneuleba<br />

da asoTa rRveva? imitom xom ara, rom zomierebas gadavdivarT<br />

da metismeti tvirTiT vimZimebT stomaqs?! aseve<br />

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_ ratom arsebobs mruSoba, siZva, parva, momxveWeloba,<br />

mkvleloba, Zarcva da yovelgvari boroteba? imitom xom<br />

ara, rom vcdilobT imaze metis miRebas, rac gvesaWiroeba?<br />

pavlem yvela borotebis fesvad vercxlismoyvareba<br />

daasaxela _ arc is Secdeba, vinc yvela borotebis saTaved<br />

miiCnevs zomierebis ugulebelyofas da Cvens survils:<br />

yvelaferSi gadavabijoT saWiroebis zRvars. Cven<br />

rom ar veZebdeT Warb saWmels, samoss, sacxovrissa da<br />

sxva xorcieli moTxovnilebebis dasakmayofileblad<br />

raime zedmets, aramed vjerdebodeT mxolod aucilebels,<br />

maSin kacTa modgma mravali borotebisgan ganTavisufldeboda.<br />

ar vici, TiToeuli Cvengani ratom aris metnaklebad<br />

daavadebuli momxveWelobiT da arasodes cdilobs,<br />

Semoifarglos aucilebliT. Cven mociqulis Segonebis _<br />

maqundes Tu sazrdel da safarvel ÃorcTa amaT, kma-viyofideT<br />

_ sapirispirod vakeTebT yvelafers, TiTqos ar<br />

vicodeT, rom imisTvis, rac aucileblis sazRvars scdeba,<br />

mogviwevs pasuxis gacema, angariSis Cabareba imaze,<br />

saTanadod gamoviyeneT Tu ara uflisgan naboZebi. radgan<br />

valdebulni varT, misgan nawyalobevi movixmaroT ara<br />

oden Cveni siamovnebisTvis, aramed moyvasTa gaWirvebis<br />

Sesamsubuqebladac.<br />

maS, gana epatiebaT maT, vinc Cacma-daxurviT nebivroben,<br />

abreSumiT imosebian da, rac gansakuTrebiT cudia,<br />

amas did ramed miiCneven; arada, unda rcxvenodeT,<br />

eSinodeT da Zrwodnen... isini xom amgvarad ikazmebian<br />

ara aucileblobisaTvis an sargeblis misaRebad, aramed<br />

nebivrobisa da pativmoyvarebis gamo, saxalxo bazrobaze<br />

sxvaTa gasakvirveblad. am dros ki bunebiT Senive msgavsi<br />

kaci dadis SiSveli, jvaloc ki ara aqvs Sesamosad, Sen<br />

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ki arc Tanaelmi, arc sindisi gibiZgebs moyvasis Tanadgomisken,<br />

arc saSinel samsjavroze fiqri gawuxebs, arc<br />

geheniis SiSi gzaravs, arc aRTqmaTa sidiade gaxsendeba,<br />

arc is, rom Cveni ufali yovelives, rasac Cven moyvass<br />

gavukeTebT, TavisTvis gaweul samsaxurad aRiqvams. magram<br />

aseT adamianebs TiTqos qvis guli uZevT da bunebac<br />

gansxvavebuli aqvT. maT, Zvirfasad SemosilT, hgoniaT,<br />

rom ukve aRematnen adamianur bunebas da ar fiqroben, ra<br />

udides pasuxismgeblobas akisreben sakuTar Tavs, rodesac<br />

cudad iyeneben uflisgan Cabarebuls. maT urCevniaT,<br />

CrCils daaWmevinon TavianTi samosi, vidre raime aCuqon<br />

monebs _ isini amgvarad ukve imzadeben gehenias usaSinles<br />

cecxls. mdidrebi, mTeli TavianTi qoneba Ratakebs<br />

rom gauyon kidec, mainc ver gaeqcevian sasjels, raki<br />

fufunebiT icvamen da mdidrul wveulebebs marTaven. ra<br />

sasjels aRar imsaxureben isini, romlebic yvela Rones<br />

xmaroben, rac SeiZleba xSirad Seimoson abreSumiTa da<br />

oqromkediT, morTul-mokazmuli tansacmliT, Semdeg<br />

ki medidurad gamovidnen TavSeyris adgilebSi, xolo<br />

qriste ugulebelyon, datovon ganZarcvuli da aucilebeli<br />

sazrdoc ki moaklon?!<br />

am sityviT gansakuTrebiT mivmarTav dedakacebs. maT<br />

erTob Zlier atkbobT samkaulebisadmi ltolva, oqromkediT<br />

Semosva, Tavze, yelsa da sxeulis sxva nawilebze<br />

oqros tareba da amiT mzvaobroba. miTxar, ramdeni Rataki<br />

gamoikvebeboda da ramdeni SiSveli sxeuli Seimoseboda<br />

mxolod imiT, rasac yurebze ikideben sruliad amaod<br />

da usargeblod, piriqiT _ sulis sazianod da misTvis<br />

borotis saqmnelad? amitom, roca qveynis moZRvarma<br />

gviTxra: maqundes Tu sazrdel da safarvel... man dedakacebsac<br />

mimarTa: dedaTaÁ wesierebisa samkauliTa mor-<br />

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cxued da RirsebiT Semkobad TavTa TÂsTa, ara ganTxzviTa,<br />

anu oqroÁTa anu margalitiTa anu samosliTa didfasisaÁTa<br />

(1 tim. 2:9).<br />

xedav, rogor ar surs ufals, rom dedakacebi irTvebodnen<br />

aseTi samosiT, ikazmebodnen oqrouliTa da<br />

patiosani TvlebiT, aramed swadia _ izrunon sulis<br />

WeSmariti samkaulebis SesaZenad, keTili saqmeebiT mis<br />

gasamSveneblad da ar warmoaCinon misi sibilwe, Wu-<br />

Wyi, ZonZebi, SimSiliT gamofitva, siciviT dauZlureba.<br />

radgan sxeulis mokazmvaze aseTi zrunva adasturebs<br />

sulis usaxurebas, xorcis ganebivreba cxadyofs sulis<br />

siRatakes, samosis simdidre _ sulis siSiSvles.<br />

radgan is, vinc sulisTvis zrunavs, visTvisac Zvirfasia<br />

misi sandomianoba da silamaze, SeuZlebelia, fiqrobdes<br />

garegnul morTulobaze; zustad aseve _ Tavis ierze,<br />

lamaz samosze, oqros samkaulebze mzrunveli saTanado<br />

yuradRebas ver miaqcevs suls. gana odesme moaxerxebs<br />

sakuTar naklulevanebaTa Secnobas an sasuliero Temebze<br />

msjelobas suli, romelic srulad daemona amqveyniurs,<br />

daxoxavs miwaze da verasdros SeZlebs fiqrebiT<br />

zesvlas, radganac sakuTari uTvalavi codviT damZimebuls<br />

Tavi zemoT ver auwevia?<br />

SeuZlebelia sityvebiT gamoxatva imisa, Tu ramdeni<br />

ubedureba moaqvs amas; sakmarisia, es maT Segnebas mivandoT,<br />

romlebic metismetad arian Cacma-daxurvaze gadagebulni<br />

_ ramden usiamovnebas awydebian isini amis gamo<br />

yoveldRe. Tu oqros nivTTagan romelime dauziandaT,<br />

mTel saxls gaayrueben aRSfoTebuli xmauriT; mohparavT<br />

rames msaxuri _ yvelas maTraxiTa da borkilebiT<br />

umaspinZldebian; Tu vinme SuriT ganizraxavs borots<br />

da moulodnelad waarTmevs mamuls _ isev udidesi da<br />

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gausaZlisi dardi SeipyrobT; Tu moxda da araxelsayrel<br />

garemoebaTa gamo gaRatakdebian _ sikvdils natroben;<br />

SeemTxvevaT raime da kvlav udides mwuxarebas ganicdian.<br />

saerTod, SeuZlebelia, damSvidebuli suli hpovo<br />

maTSi, visac amgvari fufuneba ainteresebT. zRvis tal-<br />

Rebi arasdros ikargeba da verc daiTvli, radgan erTi<br />

mudam mohyveba meores, aseve SeuZlebelia zemoxsenebuli<br />

midrekilebis Tanmxleb yvela usiamovnebaTa CamoTvla.<br />

gevedrebiT, yvelaferSi veridoT siWarbes da ar gavcdeT<br />

saWiroebis farglebs. WeSmariti simdidre da dauSreteli<br />

qoneba niSnavs, gvsurdes mxolod aucilebeli<br />

da saTanadod gamoviyenoT zedmeti. aseTi kaci arasdros<br />

SeuSindeba siRaribes, ar dadardiandeba da arc aforiaqdeba,<br />

radgan mas ar daswameben cils, ar Seexebian<br />

borotmzraxvelni, da saerTod, icxovrebs aumRvreveli<br />

simSvidiT, datkbeba simyudroviTa da sawynariT da, rac<br />

yvela sikeTeze mniSvnelovani da aRmatebulia, aseTs<br />

RmerTi uboZebs mraval wyalobas, rogorc Tavisi qonebis<br />

erTgul ganmkargvels, naTqvamia: netar ars igi monaÁ,<br />

romlisaÁ movides ufali misi da poos igi esreT moqmedi<br />

(lk. 12:43), anu vinc Wiebis dasWmelad ar damalavs qonebas<br />

cxraklitulSi, aramed gauyofs TanamoZmeT, Seumsubuqebs<br />

gaWirvebas RatakT, igi ganagebs uflisgan naboZebs<br />

ise, rogorc ekadreba keTil da erTgul meurves, raTa<br />

am keTilganwyobis wyalobiT miiRos udidesi jildo da<br />

Rirsi gaxdes aRTqmuli sikeTeebisa madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa<br />

uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa<br />

ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa wmindisa<br />

Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

37-e saubari dabadebis wignze.<br />

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locvisgan miRebuli sargeblis Sesaxeb<br />

raferi, WeSmaritad araferia locvaze Zlieri<br />

ada verc veraferi gautoldeba mas. ise ar brwyinavs<br />

ZoweuliT mosili mefe, rogorc RmerTTan saubriT<br />

damSvenebuli mlocveli. is, vinc mxedrobis, mxedarTmTavarTa,<br />

didebulTa da qalaqis mmarTvelTa TandaswrebiT<br />

miuaxlovdeba mefes da pirispir gaubams saubars, yvelas<br />

yuradRebas ipyrobs da pativiscemas imsaxurebs. swored<br />

asea mlocvelic: warmoidgine, raoden didebuli ram<br />

aris _ angelozTa, serabimTa, qerubimTa da yvela sxva<br />

ZalTa TandaswrebiT ubralo kaci udidesi kadnierebiT<br />

mieaxlos da gaesaubros am ZalTa mefes. romeli pativi<br />

Seedreba amas!... da ara marto pativi, udidesi sargebelic<br />

SeiZleba SegvZinos locvam manamde, vidre miviRebT,<br />

rasac SevTxovT. kaci, rogorc ki aRapyrobs zecisken<br />

xelebs da mouxmobs RmerTs, myisve iviwyebs yovelgvar<br />

adamianurs da fiqrebs mimarTavs samomavlo cxovrebisken,<br />

warmoidgens zeciur sikeTeebs da Tuki gulisyuriT<br />

loculobs, saaqao cxovrebasTan yovelgvar kavSirs<br />

wyvets; Tu guliswyromiT aRinTeba _ adviladac damSviddeba,<br />

Tu gulisTqma gaumZafrdeba, maleve Cauqreba<br />

kidec; Tu Suri dauwyebs RrRnas, iolad ganagdebs mas _<br />

aResruleba is, rac winaswarmetyvelis sityvebiT, mzis<br />

amosvlisas xdeba; ai, ras gveubneba igi: dasdev bneli da<br />

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iqmna Rame, mas Sina vidodian yovelni mÃecni maRnarisani,<br />

lekuni lomTani myÂralni tacebad da Txovad RmrTisagan<br />

sazrdelsa maTsa. aRmobrwyinda mze, da Sekrbes da sadgurTave<br />

TÂsTa daadgrian (fs. 103:20-22).<br />

mzis sxivebi gamokrTeba Tu ara, yvela nadiri garbis<br />

da Tavis soroSi imaleba; zustad ase xdeba, rodesac<br />

locva _ erTgvari sxivi _ moswydeba Cvens bagesa da enas.<br />

maSin goneba gvinaTdeba, xolo yvela ugunuri, mxecuri<br />

vneba frTxeba, garbis da imaleba Tavis TavSesafarSi,<br />

oRond saamisod bejiTad, Sinagani daZabviTa da fxizeli<br />

gonebiT unda vilocoT. am dros Cvens gverdiT myofi eSmakic<br />

ki garbis, avsulic gangveSoreba. rodesac batoni<br />

esaubreba monas, am ukanasknelTan misvlas da mis Sewuxebas<br />

veravin gabedavs, verc sxva monebi da verc isini, visac<br />

amgvari kadniereba aqvT. xolo avsulebi, romelTac<br />

RmerTi Seuracxyves da ar gaaCniaT mis winaSe kadnereba,<br />

miT ufro ver SeZleben Cvens _ RmerTTan jerovani gulmodginebiT<br />

mosaubreTa _ Sewuxebas.<br />

locva aris navsayudeli RelvaSi moxvedrilTaTvis,<br />

Ruza _ zvirTcemis dros, uZlurTa lerwami, RatakTa<br />

saunje, mdidarTa simtkice, sneulebaTa Semmusvreli,<br />

simrTelis guSagi. locva saimedod icavs CvenSi arsebul<br />

sikeTes da mswrafl ganagdebs siaves. Tu gansacdeli<br />

SegvemTxveva, iolad ukuaqcevs mas; Tu davkargavT qonebas<br />

an raime sxvas, locva sulis am mwuxarebas swrafad<br />

gangviqarvebs. igi gviqarwylebs yovelgvar dards, gvZens<br />

didsulovnebas, gangvacdevinebs mudmiv madlierebas,<br />

aris deda sibrZnisa. visac bejiTad locva xelewifeba,<br />

Tundac sruliad upovari iyos, mainc yvelaze mdidaria;<br />

da piriqiT, vinc ar iwvrTneba locvaSi, is, Tundac Tavad<br />

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taxtze morWmuli, uRaribesia. gana aqabi mefe ar iyo da<br />

uTvalav oqro-vercxls ar flobda, magram, raki locvebs<br />

ar aRavlenda, daeZebda elias _ kacs, uTavSesafrosa da<br />

Seumosavs, visac marto erTi xaleni gaaCnda.<br />

miTxar, ras niSnavs es: Sen, aqabi, amdeni simdidris<br />

mflobeli, daeZeb upovars?! diax, _ mipasuxeb, _ ras<br />

margebs saunje, rodesac eliam Sekra ca da yovelives<br />

fasi daukarga? xedav, ramdenad ufro mdidari iyo elia<br />

aqabze? Tqva sityva Tu ara, mefe da mTeli misi mxedroba<br />

ukiduresad gaRatakdnen. hoi, saocrebav! cani Sekra<br />

kacma, visac samosic ki ar hqonda! man swored imitomac<br />

SeZlo es, rom Sesamosels iyo moklebuli _ saaqaoSi<br />

araferi gaaCnda da udidesi Zala amitomac aCvena. mxolod<br />

gaxsna piri da sikeTeTa auracxeli saunje zegardmoavlina.<br />

hoi, wvimis gamomwvevi bageni! hoi, Sxapuna<br />

wvimis momyvani ena! hoi, uTvalav sikeTeTa Semqmnelo<br />

xmao! maS, mudam Tvalwin gvedgas es adamiani _ Rataki<br />

da amasTan mdidari, radgan siRatake iyo misi simdidre.<br />

moviZuloT awmyo da vinatroT momavali, radgan ase mivi-<br />

RebT saaqao da saiqio yvela sikeTes. dae, Rirsni gavxdeT<br />

maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa ieso<br />

qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi<br />

ukunisamde, amin.<br />

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me-7 saubari anomevelTa winaaRmdeg.

eklesiaSi krZalviT dgomis Sesaxeb<br />

ixaria, roca dadixarT eklesiaSi, romelic dedaa<br />

myvela Cvenganisa, da hbaZavT angelozTa dasebs,<br />

Semoqmeds swiravT mouklebel didebismetyvelebas. hoi,<br />

niWni qristeni! zecad didebismetyveleben angelozTa mxedrobani,<br />

rasac miwaze eri, eklesiebSi arsebuli dasebi<br />

hbaZaven; zecad serabimni RaRadeben samwmindaos, miwaze<br />

xalxis krebuli imave sagalobels aRavlens; aha, zeciur<br />

da miwier arsebaTa saerTo dResaswauli, erTi samadlobeli,<br />

erTi aRtaceba, erTi sasixarulo zeimi!... es moawyo<br />

uflis gamouTqmelma saxierebam; daadgina suliwmidam;<br />

es wyobili xmebi eTanadeba mama RmerTis keTilnebobas;<br />

maT keTilxmovaneba miecaT zecidan; simebs ki suliwmida<br />

arxevs, da isinic _ erTgvari qemiT aJRerebulni _ iRvrebian<br />

damatkbobel da sanetaro hangad, viTarca angelozTa<br />

galobis mouklebeli harmonia.<br />

ai, saaqao sibejiTis Sedegi! ai, Cveni Sekrebis nayofi!<br />

amitomac maxarebs Tqveni aseTi winsvla, xilva imisa,<br />

Tu rogor xarobT RvTisa mimarT sulieri sixaruliT,<br />

radgan ise araferi gvixalisebs cxovrebas, rogorc<br />

mxiaruleba eklesiaSi, romelic imarxavs sixaruls da<br />

sadac aris nugeSi sasowarkveTilTaTvis, lxena damwuxrebulTaTvis,<br />

Sveba tanjulTaTvis, gansveneba daqa-<br />

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nculTaTvis. ufalma gviTxra: movediT Cemda yovelni<br />

maSualni da tÂrTmZimeni, da me gangisueno Tquen (mT.<br />

11, 28). am moxmobaze sanukvari ra SeiZleba iyos, an am<br />

mowvevaze saamo ra iqneba?! wveulebaze gepatiJeba ufali,<br />

romelic gixmobs eklesiaSi, giwvevs dasasveneblad nacvlad<br />

jafisa, gibrunebs mwuxarebiT dakargul simSvides,<br />

codvaTa tvirTs gimsubuqebs, mowyinebas sitkboebiT mogirCens,<br />

xolo dards _ sixaruliT dagiamebs. hoi, gamouTqmelo<br />

mzrunvelobav, zeciuro moxmobav! viCqaroT,<br />

sayvarelno _ moSurneobiT, jerovani keTilmoweseobi-<br />

Ta da ganwyobiT vupasuxoT am mowvevas.<br />

amis Sesaxeb msurs giTxraT sityva, romelic mZime mogeCvenebaT,<br />

magram sinamdvileSi iolia da sasargeblo.<br />

ase iqcevian moyvaruli mamebic: isini Svilebs esaubrebian<br />

ara marto xanmokle sixarulis momgvreli, aramed<br />

mwuxarebis aRmZvreli sityvebiTac; Seagoneben ara mxolod<br />

imas, rac maT maSinve SesZens sargebels, aramed<br />

imasac, rac Znelad aRsasrulebeli Cans, magram gadar-<br />

Cenas ganapirobebs _ ai, am ukanasknels aswavlian gansakuTrebuli<br />

mondomebiT da mis Sesrulebasac daJinebiT<br />

iTxoven maTgan.<br />

gTavazobT aseT sityvas, raTa aq amaod ar davSvreT;<br />

raTa Cven _ mRviZarebis mtvirTvelebma _ usargeblod<br />

ar viRvawoT da haerSi gabneulma xmebma sargebelze metad<br />

ziani ar mogvitanos. Soreul qveynebSi movaWre<br />

sovdagari, visac Zlier qariSxalsa da azvirTebul<br />

talRebSi uwevs mgzavroba, tyuilad da usargeblod xom<br />

ar itans aseT sirTuleebs; igi imitom seravs zRvebs, ar<br />

uSindeba xifaTs, inacvlebs erTi napiridan meoremde,<br />

atarebs uZilo Rameebs, rom Tavisi vaWrobiT Semosavali<br />

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miiRos. ase rom ar iyos _ monagebis nacvlad misi qoneba<br />

niavdebodes _ vaWari arc adgilidan daiZvreboda, arc<br />

Tavs Caigdebda amden gansacdelSi.<br />

raki es viciT, jerovani keTilkrZalulebiT movideT<br />

aq, raTa ar davbrundeT saxlebSi ise, rom codvebi,<br />

Sendobis sanacvlod, gavimravloT. mainc ra gvsurs da<br />

ras viTxovT Tqvengan? imas, rom saRvTo sagalobelTa<br />

aRsavlenad ganimsWvaloT didi moSiSebiT, damSvendeT<br />

keTilkrZalulebiT da amgvarad SeasruloT es himnebi.<br />

aq myofTa Soris arian adamianebi, vfiqrob maT Tqvenc icnobT,<br />

romlebic RmerTs ar scemen pativs da suliwmidis<br />

gamonaTqvamebi Cveulebrivi ram hgoniaT. maTi xmebi ar<br />

eTanxmeba sxvebisas, isini sulac ar iqcevian eSmakeulebze<br />

ukeT: cmukaven da ver Cerdebian; avlenen sulieri<br />

mRviZarebisTvis ucxo znes. sacodavo da ubadruko! Sen<br />

gancvifrebiTa da ZrwolviT unda aRavlende angelozTa<br />

didebismetyvelebas, SiSiT ambobde aRsarebas Semoqmedis<br />

winaSe da amiT gamoiTxovde codvaTa mitevebas _ Sen<br />

ki aq Semogaqvs jambazTa da mrokavTa Cvevebi, uazrod iSver<br />

xelebs, xtunav da mTeli sxeuliT igrixebi. nuTu ar<br />

ici, rom aq uxilavad myofobs Tavad ufali, igi afasebs<br />

TiToeulis moZraobas da gamoiZiebs mis sindiss?! nuTu ar<br />

ici, rom am saSinel trapezs angelozebi SiSiT ertymian<br />

gars?! magram Sen ver gulisxmahyof amas, radgan sanaxaobebma<br />

da iq mosmenilma dagibinda goneba, amitom Semogaqvs<br />

saeklesio wesebSi iq nanax-gagonili da ugunuri SeZaxilebiT<br />

cxadyof sakuTari sulis amRvrevas.<br />

rogor gamoiTxov sakuTar codvaTa mitevebas, rogor<br />

daiyolieb ufals, gamoiCinos Sens mimarT mowyaleba,<br />

roca esoden daudevrad aRuvlen locvas? ambob: ufalo,<br />

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Semiwyale, Tavad ki avlen SewyalebisTvis miuRebel znes.<br />

RaRadeb: macxone me, arada, Seni ieri ucxoa cxonebisTvis.<br />

gana raimeTi dagexmareba xelebis xSirad zeapyroba<br />

da maTi aqeT-iqiT qneva, an xmamaRali, magram azrsmoklebuli<br />

yvirili? ase xom uweso dedakacebi iqcevian gzajvaredinebze<br />

an sanaxaobebze? rogor bedav, angelozTa<br />

didebismetyvelebaSi eSmakeul xumrobaTa garevas! rogor<br />

ar grcxvenia Sen mier aq warmoTqmulisa: hmoneT<br />

ufalsa SiSiT da ugalobdiT mas ZrwoliT (fs. 2:11)!<br />

gana imas niSnavs hmoneT SiSiT, rom TavaSvebulad iqceode<br />

da aRgznebulma Tavadac ar uwyode, ra abdaubdas gamoscems<br />

Seni xma? es aris niSani Seuracxyofisa da ara<br />

SiSisa, utifrobisa da ara simdablisa; igi ufro axasiaTebT<br />

lazRandarebs, vidre didebismetyvelebs. ras niSnavs:<br />

hmoneT ufalsa SiSiT? es niSnavs: yovelgvari mcnebis<br />

aRsrulebas SiSiTa da ZrwoliT; locvis aRvlenas<br />

gulSemusvrilebiTa da TavmdablobiT. da ara mxolod<br />

hmonebdeT SiSiT, aramed ugalobdiT mas ZrwoliT _ amas<br />

suliwmida gvavalebs winaswarmetyvelis piriT...<br />

erTi da igive ufali idideba zecaSic da amsofladac:<br />

savse arian cani da queyana didebiTa misiTa (fs. 6:3) _<br />

ambobs winaswarmetyveli. WeSmaritad, aq myofobs Tavad<br />

ufali, zRvardaudebeli da yvelganmyofi, ismens yvelas<br />

naTqvams. amitomac gulSemusvrilebiTa da simdabliT aRvuvlinoT<br />

mas qeba, raTa mosasmenad sasiamovno gavxadoT;<br />

raTa igi zecisken miemarTebodes, rogorc sakmevlis<br />

surneleba. wminda werili gveubneba: guli Semusvrili<br />

da damdablebuli RmerTman ara Seuracxyos (fs. 50:19).<br />

SeiZleba miTxra: winaswarmetyveli gvavalebs, rom Ra-<br />

RadiT aRvavlinoT didebismetyveleba: RaRadebdiT<br />

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RmrTisa yoveli queyanaÁ (fs. 65:1). Cven gikrZalavT ara<br />

amgvarad didebismetyvelebas, aramed uazro bRavils;<br />

ara qebis aRvlenas, aramed uwesobas, xmamaRal urTierTgadaZaxebas,<br />

xelebis fuWad da zedmetad apyrobas,<br />

fexebis bakuns; sanaxaobebisa da takimasxarebisTvis damaxasiaTebel<br />

ujero da Seuferebel Cvevebs. aqedan modis<br />

es mavne midrekilebebi, es mouridebeli da uxeSi Seyvirebani,<br />

xelebis qneva, Cxubi, wakamaTeba, uzneoba. WeSmaritad,<br />

ise araferi iwvevs RvTis gamonaTqvamTa mimarT<br />

uyuradRebobas, rogorc saaqao warmodgenebiT Tavdaviwyeba.<br />

amitom xSirad girCevT, rom aq momsvlelTagan da<br />

RvTis sityvis msmenelTagan, saSinel da saidumlo msxverplTan<br />

maziarebelTagan aravin iaros im sanaxaobebze<br />

da saRvTo saidumlos ar Seurios eSmakeuli ram. magram<br />

zogma ukve pativcemulma da xandazmulobiT gaWaRaravebulma<br />

imdenad dakarga goneba, rom garbis im gasarTobebze<br />

da yurad ar iRebs Cvens sityvebs; maT ar eTakilebaT<br />

sakuTari ieri.<br />

Tumca sakmarisia amaze saubari. droa, mivubrundeT<br />

wina Segonebas, mokled gadmovceT igi da Rirseulad<br />

davasruloT sityva. WeSmaritad, aq TvalSi sacemia ara<br />

mxolod uwesoba, aramed kidev erTi mZime borotebac.<br />

mainc ra? taZarSi modian RmerTTan sasaubrod da misTvis<br />

didebis aRsavlenad, magram male aviwydebaT ufali:<br />

TiToeuli miubrundeba axlomdgoms da iwyebs saubars sakuTar<br />

saxlze, bazrobaze, saero saqmeebze, sanaxaobebze,<br />

mxedrobaze; rogor aris mowyobili erTi an mouwyobeli<br />

meore; ra aklia gankargulebebs an ra aris zedmeti maT-<br />

Si, da saerTod, aq yvelaferze saubroben, sazogado saqme<br />

iqneba igi Tu piradi. imsaxurebs es mitevebas? miwier<br />

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mefesTan moubaric ki exeba mxolod imas, risi mosmenac<br />

am mefes surs, an ris Sesaxebac Tavad usvams SekiTxvebs;<br />

da Tu mosaubre gabedavs misi survilis sawinaaRmdegod<br />

raimes xsenebas, mZimed daisjeba. Sen ki Tavs anebeb saubars<br />

mefeTa mefesTan, visac ZrwoliT emsaxurebian angelozebi,<br />

da ebaasebi talaxs, mtvers, ablabudas?! aseTi<br />

ram xdeba amJamad. ra sasjeli mogegeba uzenaesis amgvari<br />

ugulebelyofisTvis da vin dagixsnis amisgan?!<br />

amrigad, dae, momsvlelTagan yovelma ifiqros sakuTar<br />

codvebze da saTanado keTilmoweseobiT aRavlinos<br />

es didebismetyveleba. xolo keTilmoweseobaSi rac<br />

mogveTxoveba, igulisxmeba Semdegi: upirvelesad miveaxloT<br />

RmerTs gulSemusvrilebiT, Semdgom gulis amgvari<br />

ganwyoba garegnuli ieriTac gamovxatoT, saxeldobr _<br />

vidgeT mokrZalebiT, xelebi jerovnad gveWiros, xmadabla<br />

da zomierad visaubroT. es iolad Sesasrulebelia<br />

yvela msurvelisaTvis. rogor? kanonad gavixadoT da<br />

vTqvaT: mocemuli gvaqvs saerTo sargeblis SemZeni mcneba<br />

da Cven yvela unda vmonawileobdeT mis aRsrulebaSi.<br />

amitom SevwyvitoT udroo wamoZaxilebi, sworad davikavoT<br />

xelebi, uadgilod ar daviwyoT maTi apyroba da<br />

aRvavlinoT RvTisadmi savedrebeli locva. uwesod moqmedni<br />

ar uyvars ufals da pirs ibrunebs maTgan, xolo<br />

gulSemusvrili kaci saTnoa misTvis da iwynarebs kidec:<br />

vis zeda mivixilo, aramed anu mdabalsa zeda da myudrosa<br />

da mZrwolaresa sityuaTagan CemTa? (es. 66:2). RmerTs<br />

ar surs _ Tavi vaneboT masTan saubars, velaparakebodeT<br />

urTierTs da amsofliuri TemebiT ugulebelvyoT<br />

margalitebi. es misTvis Seuracxyofaa da ara didebismetyveleba.<br />

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Tu vinme daarRvevs am mcnebas, gavaCumoT igi, vdevnoT,<br />

rogorc Cveni cxonebis mteri, da ganvagdoT wminda eklesiis<br />

galavans gareT. ase moqceviT advilad CamovirecxavT<br />

adrindel codvebs; Tavad ufali Tavisi wminda angelozebiTurT<br />

ixarebs Cvens Soris da TiToeuls gvargunebs<br />

gvirgvins keTilmoweseobisTvis. mas _ kacTmoyvaresa da<br />

uxvs _ uxaria Cveni gadarCena, atkbobs Cveni keTili saqmeni<br />

_ amitomac aRgviTqva zeciuri sasufeveli, maradiul<br />

cxovrebaSi Tanamyofoba da gangvimzada yvela sikeTe,<br />

radgan surs, Cven davimkvidroT isini. dae, yvela Rirsni<br />

gavxdeT amisa madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa<br />

ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da<br />

ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

1 saubari sityvaze: da iqmna welsa, romelsa mokuda<br />

ozia (es. 6:1).<br />

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vis SeiZleba ewodos mTavari?<br />

u vifiqrebT, rom did vinmes warmoadgenen isini,<br />

nromlebic xalxs SiSs hgvrian. mSvid da keTil kacs<br />

aravin ufrTxis, piriqiT, nebismieri pativs scems mas,<br />

ujerebs da uyvars. xolo vinc aSinebs adamianebs, ver<br />

xedavT, yvelas rogor sZuls da ezizReba igi? nu gavxdebiT<br />

qedmaRalni, Tuki xalxi Cven gvifrTxis, radgan,<br />

jer-erTi, namdvil mamakacTagan Cveni aravis SeeSindeba,<br />

meorec, ra bedenaa, Tu vinmes Cveni eSinia kidec. udidesi<br />

sikeTea saTnoeba _ daakvirdi mis sidiades: garemoebebs,<br />

romelTa drosac igi SeiZineba, Cven ubedurebebs vuwodebT,<br />

Tavad saTnoebas ki aRfrTovanebulni vaqebT. vin ar<br />

Seasxams xotbas brZenkacs, Tundac siRatakesa da ubedurebaSi<br />

Cavardnils?<br />

xedav, raoden didia saTnoebis upiratesoba, Tuki igi<br />

brwyinavs iqac, rac ubedurebad aris Seracxuli. adamiano,<br />

Sen ZalauflebiT qedmaRlob?!... miTxari, mainc aseTi<br />

ra mogeca?! erisgan miiRe Zalaufleba _ maS, Sinaganadac<br />

gaiTavise igi. mTavari is ki ar aris, visac am saxels uwodeben<br />

_ sinamdvileSi unda iyo aseTi. mefec ki uZluria,<br />

kaci mkurnalad an ritorad aqcios, arc mTavrad vinmes<br />

gaxdoma xelewifeba, radgan mTavrobisTvis ganaTleba da<br />

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wodeba ar aris sakmarisi. magaliTad, vinmem aaSena saavadmyofo,<br />

Sekriba mowafeni, SeiZina xelsawyoebi, wamlebi<br />

da daiwyo avadmyofTa movla _ sakmarisia es eqimobisTvis?<br />

ara, saWiroa ostatoba, uromlisodac es yovelive<br />

araTu sasargeblo, sazianoc ki iqneba. vinc mkurnali ar<br />

aris, umjobesia wamali saerTod ar hqondes _ ase veRar<br />

SeZlebs verc vinmes gankurnebas da verc vnebas. xolo<br />

visac wamlebi aqvs da maTi gamoyeneba ar icis, SeiZleba<br />

vinme daazianos. mkurnaloba damokidebulia ara oden<br />

wamlebis Taviseburebebze, aramed maT gamomwerTa xelovnebazec<br />

_ ukanasknelis gareSe yvelaferi fuWia.<br />

asea mTavaric: vTqvaT, iaraRad aqvs xma da mrisxaneba,<br />

hyavs jalaTebi, SeuZlia xalxis gadasaxleba, dajildoeba,<br />

dasaCuqreba, Seqeba; misi wamalia _ kanonebi, sneulni<br />

_ qveSevrdomni, saavadmyofo _ samsjavro, Segirdebi _<br />

mxedroba; magram Tu man ar icis kurnebis xelovneba, es<br />

yovelive saerTod ar moitans sargebels... Tu sxeulis<br />

morCena moiTxovs aseT zrunvas, igi miT umetes sWirdeba<br />

sulier mkurnalobas, radgan suli xorcze mniSvnelovania.<br />

amrigad, mTavris saxelis tareba kidev ar niSnavs<br />

mTavrad yofnas. zogs hqvia saukeTeso saxeli _ pavle,<br />

petre, iakobi, magram amiT es pirovnebani ar xdebian<br />

isini, vis saxlsac atareben. magaliTad, me var netari<br />

mociqulis Tanamosaxele, magram mas ar vgavar; me ioanes<br />

meZaxian, magram ioane mociquli ar var. isinic ar arian<br />

mTavarni _ mxolod hqviaT ase. arseboben mTavrebi am wodebis<br />

gareSec. eqimebmac SeiZleba saqmiT ar gamoavlinon<br />

TavianTi ostatoba, magram suliT iyvnen mkurnalni.<br />

mTavarni arian isini, romlebic sakuTar Tavs marTaven.<br />

sulze gavlenas axdens sami ram: saxli, qalaqi da saxelm-<br />

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wifo; yvelaferi TandaTanobiTia: visac saxlis mTavroba<br />

da misi kargad marTva surs, man upirvelesad sakuTari<br />

suli unda moiwesrigos, radgan is aris misi uaxloesi<br />

sacxovrisi. Tu mas ar ZaluZs marTos sakuTari Tavi,<br />

marTos Tavisi suli, romlis batonic TviTon aris da<br />

rac marad misia, maSin rogor gauZRveba sxvebs?!<br />

vinc SeZlo sakuTari sulis mowesrigeba, masze gonebis<br />

gabatoneba da vnebaTa daqvemdebareba, mas SeeZleba<br />

saxlis marTvac, vinc saxls gauZRveba _ mas qalaqisa da<br />

saxelmwifos marTvac ar gauWirdeba. Tu kaci sakuTar<br />

suls ver imorCilebs, is rogor moaxerxebs saxelmwifos<br />

gaZRolas?<br />

es yovelive giTxariT imitom, rom ZalauflebiT ar<br />

viamayoT, vicodeT, ra aris igi. sxvagvarad es iqneba ara<br />

Zalaufleba, aramed sasacilo ram _ SeiZleba misTvis<br />

gvewodebina monobac da aTasobiT msgavsi saxelic. miTxar,<br />

ra unda axasiaTebdes mTavars, Tu ara qveSevrdom-<br />

TaTvis sargeblisa da keTildReobis motana? ra iqneba<br />

amis gareSe? maT rogor moutans sargebels is, visac<br />

sakuTari TavisTvis ar uqmnia sikeTe? is, vis sulSic<br />

batonobs uTvalavi vneba, rogor moTokavs maT sxvaTa<br />

sulebSi? nu metyvi, rom esa da es mTavari zviadad gamomzirali<br />

zis etlSi da uamravi mcveliT aris garSemortymuli;<br />

nu mixseneb nurc mis sartyels da nurc mis<br />

macneTa SeZaxilebs. mimiTiTe, ra aris mTavris gansakuTrebuloba<br />

_ zemoxsenebuli mdgomareoba, Tu sulieri<br />

Rirsebebi; mTavari, romelic ganagebs Tavis vnebebs,<br />

imarjvebs sakuTar mankier miswrafebebsa da survilebze:<br />

magaliTad, imorCilebs fulisadmi ltolvas, icxrobs<br />

guliswyromas an mankier gulsTqmas; ar RrRnis Suri,<br />

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ar aforiaqebs pativmoyvareba; ar afrTxobs da aZrwunebs<br />

siRaribe an arasaxarbielo cvlileba; ar uskdeba Si-<br />

Sisgan guli... maCvene aseTi mTavari _ ai, vis ekuTvnis<br />

Zalaufleba! magram Tu igi marTavs xalxs, magram Tavad<br />

emoneba vnebebs, aseTs yvelaze did monas vuwodeb. Tu kac-<br />

Si Sinaganad arsebobs anTebis kera, Tundac garegnulad<br />

saerTod ar etyobodes es sneuleba da ubralo xalxi mas<br />

ver amCnevdes, eqimebi mainc darwmunebiT amboben, rom igi<br />

Zlieri cxelebiT aris Sepyrobili. amasve vityvi kacze,<br />

visi sulic vnebaTa tyveobasa da monobaSia _ miuxedavad<br />

imisa, rom garegnulad araferi etyoba. is mainc yvelaze<br />

didi monaa, radgan masSi Rrmad Cabudebula codviTi<br />

cxeleba da sulis siRrmeSi damkvidrebula vnebebis<br />

mier Tavsmoxveuli batonoba. xolo vinc moiSora es Zalaufleba,<br />

ar itacebs boroti survilebi da ar eSinia,<br />

ugunurebiT ar Zrwis siRatakis, CrdilSi yofnisa da am<br />

wuTisoflis sxva usiamovnebaTa winaSe, mas, Tundac da-<br />

ZonZils, dilegSi Cagdebulsa da borkildadebuls, vuwodeb<br />

mTavars, Tavisufalsa da mefeTa zeda aRmatebul<br />

mefes.<br />

52-e saubari wignze _ saqme wmidaTa mociqulTaÁ.<br />

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Rvinisa da memTvraleobis Sesaxeb<br />

udia ara Rvino, aramed misi borotad gamoyeneba.<br />

cimaze, rom damRupvel mankierebebs badebs ara Rvino,<br />

aramed gaukuRmarTebuli neba; rom Rvinisgan miRebuli<br />

sargebels anadgurebs misi uzomod sma, migviTiTebs<br />

wminda werili, ris Tanaxmadac Rvinis gamoyeneba daiwyo<br />

warRvnis Semdgom. es iTqva imitom, rom icode: ukiduresad<br />

gairyvna kacobrivi buneba da Caidina uTvalavi codva<br />

maSin, roca jer Rvino ar iyo cnobili da mas ar svamdnen.<br />

maS, Rvinis smas nu miawer yvela borotebas _ amaSi<br />

damnaSavea urjuloebisken midrekili da garyvnili neba.<br />

meore mxriv, adamiano, ganasje isic, risTvis, ra sasikeTo<br />

daniSnulebisTvis gamoiyenes Rvino, da SeZrwundi<br />

_ misi saSualebiT aResruleba madlmosili saidumlo<br />

Cveni gadarCenisa!..<br />

cudia ara Rvino, aramed memTvraleoba. mas SeuZlia<br />

Cveni grZnobebis daClungeba da gonebis dabindva, amitom<br />

Tavi SevikaoT misgan _ loToba ar aris brali Rvinisa,<br />

romelic viTarca RvTis qmnileba, arafers gvavnebs _<br />

misi mizezi mankieri nebaa. mousmine, ras gveubneba pavle:<br />

nu daiTrvebiT RÂniTa, romliTa ars sibilwe (ef.<br />

5:18). man mokled da zustad miuTiTa loTobaze, rogorc<br />

dasagmob mankierebaze, ras niSnavs nu daiTrvebiT<br />

RÂniTa, romliTa ars sibilwe? bilwT vuwodebT im Wa-<br />

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ukebs, romlebic miiReben ra mamiseul memkvidreobas,<br />

yvelafers uceb gaflangaven, ar gamoiZieben _ vis, ras<br />

da rodis urigeben, mTel mamiseul danatovars _ tanisamossa<br />

Tu oqro-vercxls _ ganurCevlad aZleven memru-<br />

SeT da garyvnilT. aseTia loToba: igi daatyvevebs memTvralis<br />

gonebas da masac, rogorc zemoxsenebul WabukT,<br />

aiZulebs, windauxedavad da sruliad gaufrTxileblad<br />

flangos sakuTari azrebis mTeli maragi. mTvralma ar<br />

uwyis, raze ilaparakos da raze gaCumdes _ mudam piri<br />

aqvs Ria. is verc keTilgonivrul metyvelebas axerxebs,<br />

verc sakuTar azrTa mravalferovnebas ganagebs: verc<br />

erTs faravs, verc meores Semoinaxavs _ yvelas dauzogavad<br />

afrqvevs da fantavs. loToba aris nebayoflobiTi<br />

siSmage, azrTa gaukuRmarTeba; loToba aris masxrad<br />

asagdebi ubedureba, dasacini sneuleba, nebsiTi borgneuloba<br />

_ igi Wkuidan SeSlaze uaresia.<br />

ginda icode, ratom aris mTvrali eSmakeulze uaresic<br />

ki? eSmakeuli yvelas gvecodeba, loTi ki gvezizReba;<br />

pirvels TanavugrZnobT, meoreze vbrazobT da vdrtvinavT.<br />

ratom? imitom, rom eSmakeuli daavadda samwuxaro<br />

SemTxveviTobis, memTvrale _ arxeinobis mizeziT, is _<br />

mtris borotmzraxvelobis, es _ gaukuRmarTebuli azrovnebis<br />

gamo. memTvrale iqceva ise, rogorc eSmakeuli<br />

_ iseve barbacebs, kargavs gonebas, ecema, gadmokarklavs<br />

Tvalebs, caxcaxebs, miwaze garTxmuls piridan gadmosdis<br />

qafi da mRvrie dorbli, rac yvelafers edeba autanel<br />

simyraled.<br />

aseTi kaci ar moswonT megobrebs, sasacilod ar hyofnis<br />

mters, saZulvelia msaxurTaTvis, zizRismomgvrelia<br />

colisTvis _ autanelia yvelasTvis, rogorc nebismier<br />

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pirutyvze amazrzeni. gansakuTrebiT mZimea is, rom amdeni<br />

borotebisa da ubedurebis momtani es seni mankierebadac<br />

ki ar iTvleba, piriqiT, mdidarTa nadimebze urTierTsac<br />

ki ejibrebian da metoqeoben, vin metad Seircxvens Tavs,<br />

vin met sicils gamoiwvevs, vis ufro moudundeba grZnobebi,<br />

vis metad gamoecleba Zala, vin ufro Seuracxyofs<br />

Cvens meufes _ RmerTs. ai, maSin SeiZleba xilva satanuri<br />

brZolisa da Sejibrisa. mTvrali Sesabralisia micvalebulze,<br />

romelic ugrZnoblad wevs _ arc sikeTes iqms da<br />

arc siaves. mTvrals ki ZaluZs borotis qmna, SeuZlia<br />

sakuTari suli gamoamwyvdios xorcSi, rogorc kuboSi,<br />

da ise ataros mkvdari sxeuliT.<br />

xedav, raoden sacodavia igi eSmakeulze, raoden<br />

ugrZnobia micvalebulTan SedarebiT?! ginda, kidev<br />

giTxra am yvelaferze ufro saSineli ram? memTvrale<br />

ver Seva caTa sasufevelSi. amas vin ambobs? pavle: ara<br />

uwyiTa, rameTu cruTa sasufeveli RmrTisaÁ ver daimkÂdron?<br />

nu scTebiT: arca meZavTa, arca kerpTmsaxurTa,<br />

arca memeruSeTa, arca CukenTa, arca mamaT-mavalTa,<br />

arca angahrTa, arca mparavTa, arca momTrvaleTa, arca<br />

maginebelTa, arca mtacebelTa sasufeveli RmrTisaÁ<br />

ver daimkÂdron (1 kor. 6:9-10). gesmis, romel dass miakuTvna<br />

mociqulma igi? es aris garyvnilTa, memruSeTa,<br />

kerpTmsaxurTa, meZavTa, RvTismgmobelTa, angarTa da<br />

mparavTa krebuli. metyvi: nuTu memTvrale da garyvnili<br />

erTi da igivea? nuTu memTvrale da kerpTmsaxuri erTmaneTisgan<br />

ar gansxvavdebian? amas nu meubnebi, adamiano,<br />

xom wagikiTxe saRvTo mcnebani; me nu momTxov angariSs;<br />

hkiTxe pavles da is gipasuxebs. me ver getyvi _ memTvrale<br />

daisjeba maTTan erTad Tu ara, magram mas, kerpTmsaxuris<br />

msgavsad, rom moakldeba sasufeveli _ amis da-<br />

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ejiTebiT mtkiceba SemiZlia. da Tuki es SenSi eWvs ar<br />

iwvevs, Cemgan risTvisRa moiTxov garkvevas, Tu raoden<br />

didia am codvis sazomi?! Tuki memTvrale darCeba kars<br />

miRma, dakargavs sasufevels, ver cxondeba da maradiul<br />

satanjvelSi wava _ maS risTvis gWirdeba codvaTa zomawonisa<br />

da xarisxis warmodgena?<br />

WeSmaritad, sayvarelno, mZime da friad war mwymede li<br />

saqmea memTvraleoba. Rvinis msmelTagan veravin ganewyoba<br />

keTilad saRvTo gamonaTqvamTa mimarT. nu daiTrvebiT<br />

RÂniTa, romliTa ars sibilwe, aramed aRivseniT suliTa<br />

(ef. 5:18). ai, mSvenieri Troba: aRivse suli suliwmidiT,<br />

raTa ar aRivso TrobiT; amiT windawin gaajere saku-<br />

Tari goneba da azrebi, raTa maTSi adgili ver hpovos<br />

urcxvma vnebam. pavlem amitomac ar gviTxra: eziareT<br />

sulsa; man mogviwoda: aRivseniT suliTa. es niSnavs sulis,<br />

rogorc Tasis, piramde aRvsebas suliwmidiT, raTa<br />

eSmakma ukve veRar SeZlos masSi raimes Cagdeba. saWiroa,<br />

ara ubralod veziaroT suls, aramed aRvivsoT suliT,<br />

fsalmuniTa da galobiTa da SesxmiTa sulieriTa (Sdr.<br />

ef. 5, 19). Cven gvaqvs mSvenieri Tasi dasaTrobad _ misi<br />

wyalobiT vxdebiT TavSekavebulni da ara udebni. mainc<br />

ra Tasia igi? es aris barZimi sulieri, barZimi macxonebeli,<br />

barZimi uflis wminda sisxliT. igi ar iwvevs mem-<br />

Tvraleobas, udebebas; Zalebs ki ar gvaclis, gvmatebs;<br />

nervebs ki ar gvidunebs, gvixalisebs; gvZens mxneobas;<br />

angelozebSi badebs krZalvas, xolo avsulebSi _ Zrwolas.<br />

es barZimi kacTagan imsaxurebs Tayvaniscemas, igi<br />

uyvars Cvens meufes.<br />

29-e saubari dabadebis wignze;<br />

me-2 saubari brwyinvale Svideulze.<br />

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RvTis sasjeli udidesi sikeTea<br />

Sirad mravalTagan mesmis, rom RmerTi kacTmoyva-<br />

xrea da ueWvelad gadaarCens yvelas.<br />

gamaxsenda odesRac TqvenTvis mocemuli erTi danapirebi<br />

_ modiT, amas mivxedoT. adre gesaubrebodiT geheniaze<br />

da maSin samomavlod gadavde sityva RvTis kacTmoyvarebis<br />

Sesaxeb. dRes kargi iqneboda am dapirebis<br />

Sesruleba. is, rom gehenia iqneba, vfiqrob, sakmarisad<br />

damajereblad davamtkiceT, roca warmovidgineT warRvna,<br />

sxva adrindeli ubedurebani da aRvniSneT, rom maTi<br />

Semoqmedi RmerTi dausjels ar datovebs amJamindel<br />

codvilebsac. Tu man dasaja isini, vinc rjulis micemamde<br />

scodavda, ueWvelad dasjis madliT SemosilT,<br />

romlebmac gacilebiT ufro mZimed daaSaves. swored am<br />

saubrisas SemogTavazeT SekiTxva: rogor iqneba RmerTi<br />

saxieri da kacTmoyvare, Tu is sasjels mogvagebs? Cven<br />

amaze qadageba samomavlod gadavdeT, raTa Tqveni yuradReba<br />

magaliTTa simravliT ar gadagvetvirTa. axla<br />

gadavixadoT es vali da cxadvyoT, ratom rCeba RmerTi<br />

saxieri, roca codvilT sjis.<br />

es sityvebi SeiZleba eretikosTa misamarTiTac iTqvas.<br />

amitomac yuradRebiT mismineT. RmerTma Segvqmna sul bolos,<br />

rac adasturebs, rom mas ar vWirdebodiT. ase rom<br />

ar yofiliyo, ufro adre Segvqmnida.... ufalma CvenTvis<br />

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dabada ca, miwa, wyali da yvela arseba. miTxar, gana es<br />

ar aris misi saxiereba? amaze bevris Tqma SeiZleboda,<br />

magram mokled mogaxsenebT: mze misi aRmovals borotTa<br />

zeda da keTilTa, da wÂms marTalTa zeda da cruTa (mT.<br />

5:45).<br />

nuTu ar aris es saxiereba? odesRac erT markionels<br />

vkiTxe igive, man ki mipasuxa: RmerTs CvenTvis codvebi<br />

rom ar moekiTxa, maSin es saxiereba iqneboda; magram raki<br />

ufali pasuxs gvTxovs, gamodis, es saxiereba ar yofila.<br />

es kaci cocxali aRar aris, magram rac mas maSin vuTxari,<br />

axlac gavimeoreb da metsac vityvi.<br />

dabejiTebiT vamtkiceb: RmerTs rom pasuxi ar moeTxova,<br />

is saxieri arc iqneboda. amas imitom iqms, rom saxieria.<br />

miTxar, mas CvenTvis angariSi rom ar moeTxova,<br />

davrCebodiT ki adamianebad?! gana ar gadaviqceodiT nadirebad?!<br />

axlac ki, roca samsjavrosa da sasjelis SiSi<br />

gvakavebs, Cven gadavaWarbeT Tevzebs urTierTis daWmaSi,<br />

gadavaWarbeT lomebsa da mglebs urTierTmtacebloba-<br />

Si; da ra SfoTiTa da areulobiT aRar aRivseboda Cveni<br />

cxovreba, Tu darwmunebulni viqnebodiT, rom ufali pasuxs<br />

ar mogvTxovs? ra iqneboda miTiuri labirinTi ama<br />

soflis qaosTan SedarebiT?! gana amqveynad ar ixilavdiT<br />

auracxel ganukiTxaobasa da usamarTlobas?! vin miagebda<br />

pativs mamas, vin ar Seuracxyofda sakuTar dedas? vin<br />

ar miecemoda yovelgvar siamovnebasa da mankierebas?!<br />

Sevecdebi, dagarwmuno uflis samarTlianobaSi da<br />

amis magaliTad Seni sakuTari saxlic kmara. rogor? warmoidgine,<br />

SemkiTxvelTagan vinmes gyavT monebi, romelTac<br />

me gamovucxade: ramdenic undaT, eurCon patrons,<br />

Tundac scemon, misi mTeli qoneba daitacon, yvelaferi<br />

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Tavdayira daayenon, mtrebiviT moeqcnen, patronebi<br />

mainc ar daumuqrebian, ar dasjian, ar awameben, sawyen<br />

sityvasac ar etyvian. rogor fiqrobT, es iqneboda saxiereba?<br />

me piriqiT mgonia _ aseTi uadgilo Semwynareblobis<br />

gamo mepatronis col-Svilis Seuracxyofis<br />

daSveba, upirveles yovlisa ki, Tavad damnaSaveTa da-<br />

Rupvis xelSewyoba ukiduresi sisastike iqneboda. aseT<br />

SemTxvevaSi mihyofdnen xels loTobas, garyvnilebas,<br />

gaxdebodnen utifarni, Tavxedni, nebismier pirutyvze<br />

ugunurni. miTxar, gana saxiereba iqneba _ fexqveS gaTelo<br />

sulTa keTilSobileba, daRupo patronebic da erTmaneTic?<br />

xedav, rom angariSis moTxovna udidesi saxierebaa?<br />

magram ratom vsaubrob monebze, romelnic metismet<br />

midrekilebas iCenen am mankierebisadmi? Tu vinme Tavis<br />

ZeT yvelafris nebas darTavs da ar datuqsavs, miTxar,<br />

es maTTvis uaresi ar iqneba?! da Tuki kacTa Soris dasja<br />

iTvleba sikeTed, xolo dausjeloba _ sisastiked, nuTu<br />

es RmerTTan ase ar unda iyos?!<br />

maSasadame, ufalma imitomac ganamzada gehenia, rom<br />

saxieria. gindaT, warmovaCino RvTis saxiereba sxva<br />

mxrivac. yovelive zemoTqmulis garda, sasjelis SiSi<br />

keTilTa gaborotebas uSlis xels. adamianebs ganurCevlad<br />

rom elodeT dausjeloba, yvela gaborotdeboda;<br />

axla ki keTilni amaSic arcTu mcire nugeSs pouloben.<br />

mousmine, ras gveubneba winaswarmetyveli: ixarebdes<br />

marTali, raJams ixilox Suris-gebaÁ, Ãelni misni<br />

daibannes sisxliTa codvilisaÁTa (fs. 57:11). mas es<br />

ki ar uxaria, aSinebs _ masac igive ar daemarTos _ da<br />

amdenad igi sakuTari cxovrebis siwmindeze zrunavs.<br />

ufalic Cvenze udidesi zrunvis gamo mogvkiTxavs pasuxs.<br />

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SeiZleba miTxra: saWiroa mxolod muqara da ara dasja.<br />

ara! maSinac ki, roca sasjeli mogelis, Tavs imSvideb,<br />

ggonia, rom gaSineben da ufro daudevari xdebi; ifiqre,<br />

ra udardeloba dagufleboda, es rom marTla mxolod<br />

SesaSieblad xdebodes? ninevielebs rom scodnodaT:<br />

maTTvis dawesebuli sasjeli martooden muqara iyo, ar<br />

Seinanebdnen. ginda, codvilTaTvis gankuTvnili sasjeli<br />

muqara iyos da sxva araferi? es Senzea damokidebuli _<br />

gamoswordi da sasjelic muqarad darCeba. Tu mas arad<br />

Caagdeb, nu iyofin _ maSin saqmiT iwvnev. warRvnamde<br />

mcxovrebT muqaris rom SeSinebodaT, igi sinamdviled<br />

ar eqceodaT.<br />

Cvenc ase, Tu muqaris SegveSindeba, saqmiT mas aRar<br />

gamovcdiT.<br />

me-3 saubari filimonis mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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gaWirvebaTa udrtvinvelad daTmena<br />

martvilobis tolfasia<br />

merTma imitom Segviqmna mravali gza, rom maTi<br />

RsiuxviT misken zesvla ioli gaexada CvenTvis.<br />

erTni brwyinaven qalwulebiT, meoreT ganadidebs qorwinebiT<br />

cxovreba, sxvebs Svenis qvrivoba; viRacam uaryo<br />

yvelaferi, viRacam _ naxevari; zogni marTali cxovrebiT<br />

miemarTebian zecisken, zognic _ sinanuliT. RmerTma<br />

imitomac moifiqra amdeni gza, rom SenTvis gaeadvilebina<br />

svla. ver SeZeli naTlisRebiT ganbanvis Semdgom sakuTari<br />

Tavis wmindad SenarCuneba? SegiZlia, ganiwmindo<br />

sinanuliT, qonebidan mowyalebis gaRebiT. ar gaqvs simdidre?<br />

SegiZlia, sneuls mouaro, tusaRi moinaxulo<br />

da TasiT miawodo civi wyali; mwiri WerqveS Seifaro,<br />

qvrivis msgavsad ori kodrati gaiRo, mglovareebTan<br />

erTad iglovo _ esec mowyalebaa. da Tu araferi gaqvs,<br />

xar sruliad upovari, sxeuliT uZluri da siarulic ki<br />

ar SegiZlia _ daiTmine es yovelive madlierebT da did<br />

jildosac miiReb.<br />

aseTi saTnoebiT cxovrobda lazare. igi aravis exmareboda<br />

fuliT, an rogor SeZlebda amas, roca lukmapuric<br />

ar ebada?... mas ar uvlia sapyrobileSi _ rogor wavidoda,<br />

roca damoukideblad wamodgomac ar SeeZlo? mas<br />

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ar mouvlia avadmyofisTvis _ rogor mouvlida, roca<br />

Tavad mas ZaRlebi lokavdnen? magram uamisodac SeiZina<br />

jildo, radgan icxovra saTnoebiT _ yovelive axovnad<br />

daiTmina; roca sastik da gulqva adamianebs pativiTa da<br />

fufunebiT mcxovrebT xedavda, Tavad ki aseT gaWirvebaSi<br />

iyo, erTi sayveduric ar dascdenia. amitomac daemkvira<br />

igi abraamis wiaRSi, Tumca gaunZrevlad egdo mdidris<br />

WiSkarTan da micvalebuls arafriT sjobda.<br />

lazares gvirgvini daedga im mamamTavarTan erTad,<br />

vinc amdeni saqme aRasrula; gandidda da abraamis wiaRSi<br />

daemkvidra is, vinc ar gascemda mowyalebas, ar uwvdida<br />

xels Cagruls, ar maspinZlobda mwirT _ sxvas arafers<br />

akeTebda garda imisa, rom yvelafrisTvis hmadlobda<br />

RmerTs da amisTvis miiRo kidec moTminebis brwyinvale<br />

gvirgvini.<br />

WeSmaritad, udidesi ram aris madliereba, sibrZne,<br />

aseTi gansacdlebis daTmena!... es umaRlesi saTnoebaa.<br />

swored amisTvis daedga gvirgvini iobs. amitomac ambobda<br />

eSmaki: tyavi tyavisa wil da ravdeni-raÁ ars kacisa,<br />

sulisa TÂsisaTÂs miuzRvis (oib. 2:4). ioli ar gaxlavT<br />

_ moToko gatanjuli suli ise, rom saerTod ar Sescodos.<br />

es utoldeba martvilobas da aris mwvervali saTnoebisa.<br />

Senc aseve, sayvarelo, odes Segeyreba sneuleba, agitans<br />

cxeleba, an gagiCndeba iarebi da tkivili gaiZulebs<br />

RvTismgmobi sityvis Tqmas, Tu Tavs Seikaveb, madlobasa<br />

da didebas aRuvlen RmerTs, Sesabamis jildos miiReb.<br />

miTxar, ra saWiroa drtvinva da RvTismgmobeloba?! gana<br />

tkivili amiT Segimsubuqdeba?! romc Segimsubuqdes, ma-<br />

Sinac ar unda gabedo es _ xorcis Svebaze zrunviT da-<br />

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kargav sulis cxonebas. Tanac tkivili amiT odnavadac<br />

ar dagiamdeba _ piriqiT, mogemateba.<br />

roca eSmaki xedavs, rom mzad xar _ drtvinva daiwyo,<br />

rac misTvis garkveul warmatebas niSnavs, aRvivebs saxumilSi<br />

cecxls, gimZafrebs sneulebas, raTa misi survili<br />

aRasrulo. maSasadame, rogorc giTxariT, romc<br />

icode, rom tkivili gagiyuCdeba, mainc ar unda warmoTqva<br />

RvTismgmobi sityvebi. da Tu es saerTod arafers<br />

gargebs, maSin sakuTar Tavs ratomRa Rupav?! Tu gaCumeba<br />

ar ZalgiZs, maSin RmerTs aRuvline samadlobeli; ganadide<br />

ufali, vinc am saxumilSi yofniT gamogcdis.<br />

drtvinvis nacvlad didebismetyvelebas mimarTe, maSin<br />

jildoc didi gergeba da tkivilic Segimsubuqdeba. amas<br />

ambobda netari iobic: keTili igi moviReT Ãelisagan<br />

uflisa, boroti ese ver moviTminoTa? (iob. 2:10).<br />

maS, axovnad daiTmine yovelive, rac SegemTxveva _ es<br />

Sengan iqneba mowameobrivi Rvawli. martviloba ar aris<br />

mxolod is, roca kaci, ubrZaneben ra kerpebisTvis msxverplSewirvas,<br />

uars ambobs da amas wamebasac ki amjobinebs.<br />

mowame xdeba isic, vinc, miuxedavad drtvinvis<br />

aRmZravi tkivilisa, gadawyvets, moiTminos da ujero<br />

araferi Tqvas. iobs gvirgvini daedga ara imitom, rom<br />

msxverplSewirva ubrZanes da man ar aRasrula, aramed<br />

imitom, rom axovnad iTmenda gaWirvebas. pavlec gandidda<br />

imitom, rom madlierebiT itanda gvemas, gaWirvebasa<br />

da msgavs gansacdelebs.<br />

138<br />

saubari 127-e fsalmunze.

fiqrebiT RvTisken mswrafveli iolad<br />

aRasrulebs saTnoebas<br />

odesac suli fiqrebs RvTisken warmarTavs, mas<br />

rukve veRar acdunebs grZnobadis xilva, gverds<br />

uqcevs TvalsawierSi moqceul sagnebs da Wvrets xorciel<br />

TvalTaTvis uxilavsa da ucvalebels, maradiuls,<br />

waruvalsa da SeuZvrels. aseTia Tvalni gonebisani _<br />

isini mudam eswrafvian zeciuris Wvretas da maTi brwyinvalebiT<br />

ganaTebulni yovelive amsofliurs uyureben<br />

viTarca landsa da sizmars, rac odnavadac ar xiblavT<br />

da ar itacebT. piriqiT, dainaxaven Tu ara simdidres,<br />

umal abuCad igdeben, radgan ician, rom igi nebismier<br />

saxier monaze ufro nakleb saimedoa _ gadadis erTidan<br />

meoreze, Tanac mflobelTaTvis uamravi siave moaqvs da<br />

maT warwymedis ufskrulSi yris. dainaxaven xorciel<br />

silamazes da arc es acdunebT, radgan warmoidgenen mis<br />

aramdgradobasa da droebiTobas; magaliTad, rogor uceb<br />

waaxdens xolme mTel silamazes sneuleba; avadmyofobis<br />

gareSec rogor auSnoebs da amaxinjebs sibere odesRac<br />

sandomian saxes; sikvdili xom saerTod bolos uRebs sxeulis<br />

mSvenierebas. dainaxaven didebiT an ZalauflebiT<br />

mosils, vinc umaRlesi pativiscema daimsaxura da sruli<br />

keTildReobiT tkbeba, da mas aRiqvamen im kacad, visac<br />

araferi aqvs myari da ucvalebeli, samagierod, amayobs<br />

mTis mdinareTa dinebaze mswraflwarmavaliT.<br />

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marTlac, ra SeiZleba iyos ufro amao, vidre saaqao<br />

cxovrebis dideba, rodesac mas damWknar yvavils adareben?<br />

yoveli didebaÁ kacisaÁ .... viTarca yuavili TivisaÁ<br />

(es. 40:6; 1 pet. 1:24). _ gveubneba wminda werili.<br />

RvTisadmi siyvaruliT anTebuls ukve aRar surs, xorcieli<br />

mzeriT uyuros aRqmad sagnebs. mas ukve sxva _ rwmenis<br />

Tvalebi aqvs, gonebiT mudam eswrafvis zeciurs da<br />

Wvrets mas. miwaze moaruli yvelafers ise iqms, TiTqos<br />

zecad cxovrobdes _ saTnoebis Rvawlis aRsasruleblad<br />

mas kacobrivi veRaraferi abrkolebs. aseTi adamiani ukve<br />

aRar aqcevs yuradRebas cxovrebis siameebs, arc mZime da<br />

miuRebel garemoebebs _ maT gverds uvlis da mSobliuri<br />

garemosken miiCqaris. xilul asparezze ZalTa udidesi<br />

daZabviT morbenali Semxvedrs veRaravis xedavs, Tundac<br />

mravaljer Seejaxon mas; misi azrebi Sejibrisken aris<br />

mimarTuli, mirbis da miiswrafis dasaxuli miznisken.<br />

saTnoebis gzas Sedgomili da miwidan zecad amaRlebis<br />

mowadinec asea _ igi yovelive xiluls tovebs qvemoT,<br />

mTel yuradRebas apyrobs sarbiels da arsad Cerdeba,<br />

arsad yovndeba raime xilulTan, sanam ar miaRwevs saTnoebis<br />

mwvervals.<br />

amgvarad ganwyobili kacisTvis arafers niSnavs isic,<br />

rac am cxovrebaSi gvaZrwunebs. mas ar afrTxobs arc<br />

maxvili, arc ufskruli, arc nadirTa eSvebi, arc wameba,<br />

arc jalaTis xeli, arc raime cxovrebiseuli usiamovneba.<br />

ara!... dae, gavarvarebuli nakverCxlebi dauyaron fexqveS,<br />

is ise gaivlis maTze, TiTqos mdeloze an baRSi dadiodes;<br />

dae, daemuqron wamebis ra xerxiTac ginda, igi ar<br />

daizafreba maT danaxvaze da ar ganidrikeba qristesgan,<br />

radgan mis suls ukve daeufla samomavlo sikeTeTa SeZenis<br />

survili. aseTi kacis suli TiTqos sxeulis miRmaa,<br />

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tanjviT aRZrul SiSze maRla dgas da uzenaesi madliT<br />

ganmtkicebuli verc ki grZnobs xorciel wamebas.<br />

amitomac gTxovT, raTa SevZloT saTnoebaTa simZimis<br />

iolad atana, gamoviCinoT RvTisadmi udidesi siyvaruli,<br />

misken warvmarToT Cveni fiqrebi da amsofliurma saer-<br />

Tod ver SegvaCeros am asparezze; vifiqroT samomavlo<br />

sikeTeebiT maradiul tkbobaze da didsulovnad daviTminoT<br />

yvela saaqao gaWirveba.<br />

nu ganaRvlebT nurc uCinoba, nurc siRatake; nurc<br />

xorcieli sneuleba mogidunebT sulis simxneves, nurc<br />

erisgan siZulvili da Seuracxyofa SegisustebT saTnoebiTi<br />

moRvaweobis sibejiTes. yvelaferi mtveriviT<br />

CamovibertyoT, gavmxnevdeT da amaRlebuli sulieri<br />

ganwyobiT niadag gamovavlinoT didi simamace, mTeli<br />

mondomebiT SevurigdeT mters da Cveni sulidan ganvagdoT<br />

nebismieri vneba. gvaSfoTebs bilwi gulisTqma? _<br />

ganvagdoT igi. aRgvagznebs mrisxaneba? _ davicxroT igi<br />

sasuliero SegonebaTa kiTxviT, rac am vnebis mTel dam-<br />

Rupvlobas Segvacnobinebs. wminda werili gveubneba: kaci<br />

gulmwyrali ara Suenier (igav. 11:25); agreTve: romeli<br />

ganurisxdes Zmasa TÂssa cudad, Tana-mdeb ars sasjelisa<br />

(mT. 5:22). gviforiaqebs suls vercxlismoyvareba? _<br />

SevecadoT, gaveqceT am warmwymedel sens da movikveToT<br />

igi, rogorc fesvi yoveli borotebisa. saerTod, ganvagdoT<br />

Cveni amaforiaqebeli vnebani, raTa Tavi SevikavoT<br />

borotis qmnisgan, aRvasruloT keTili saqmeni da ase<br />

SevZloT _ im saSinel dRes Rirsni gavxdeT RvTis kacTmoyvarebisa.<br />

28-e saubari dabadebis wignze<br />

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uzrunvelni sasufevels ver daimkvidreben<br />

ayvarelno, nu mivecemiT mTvlemarebasa da udebe-<br />

sbas. rac Seexeba Cven gadarCenas, yovlad SeuZlebelia,<br />

uzrunvelma daimkvidros zecuri sasufeveli;<br />

igive iTqmis fufunebaSi CaflulTa da TavSeukavebel-<br />

Ta mimarT. zeciur sikeTeTa SeZenas sakuTari sxeulis<br />

daqancva-dauZlurebiTa da umZimesi jafis ataniT ufro<br />

SevZlebT. nuTu ver xedavT, ra manZilia casa da miwas<br />

Soris, ra brZola gviZevs win, raoden midrekilia<br />

borotebisken kaci, rogor Semogvertya gars codva<br />

da ra maxeebs gvigebs igi?! risTvis vigonebT amden araaucilebel<br />

saqmes, ratom vuCenT sakuTar Tavs amden Tavsatexs<br />

da vikidebT esoden mZime tvirTs?! gana sakmarisi<br />

ar aris zrunva stomaqze, samossa da saxlze _ imaze, rac<br />

aucilebelia?! arada qriste am sazrunavTaganac Tavis<br />

Sors daWeras gvirCevs: nu hzrunavT sulisa TquenisaTÂs,<br />

raÁ sWamoT da raÁ hsuaT; nuca ÃorcTa TquenTaTÂs, raÁ<br />

SeimosoT (mT. 6:25). maSasadame, Cven aucilebel sakvebsa<br />

da samosze, xvalindel dReze zrunvac ki ar gvmarTebs;<br />

maS, odesme SeZleben aRorZinebas isini, romlebic ikideben<br />

uamrav sazrunavs da am mZime tvirTis qveS imarxebian?<br />

nuTu ar gsmeniaT, ras ambobs pavle: aravin moRuawe<br />

Seeyofvis soflisa saqmeTa (2 tim. 2:4)? Cven ki Tavs<br />

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viqcevT fufunebiT, RormucelobiTa da memTvraleobiT,<br />

Zalisxmevas ar viSurebT CvenTvis arasaWiro, umniSvnelo<br />

ramisTvis, xolo rac Seexeba zeciurs _ aq ususurni<br />

aRmovCndebiT. nuTu ar iciT, rom CvenTvis aRTqmuli aRemateba<br />

kacobriv danapirebs?! rom miwaze moaruli ciur<br />

simaRles ver swvdeba?! rac Segvexeba Cven, adamianurad<br />

cxovrebasac ki ar vcdilobT, pirutyvze uaresni gavxdiT.<br />

nuTu ar viciT, ra samsjavros winaSe warvdgebiT?!<br />

ar gvaxsovs, ra mogvekiTxeba martooden sityvebisa da<br />

fiqrebisTvis?! Tu ram Cagvidenia, arc is gvadardebs.<br />

ufali gveubneba: yoveli romeli xedvides dedakacsa gulis-Tqumad<br />

mas, munve imruSa mis Tana gulsa Sina TÂssa<br />

(mT. 5:22); Cven ki gauTaveblad SeuracxvyofT moZmeT<br />

uTvalavi uSveri sityviTa da ciliswamebiT, TviT Cveni<br />

moyvarulnic ki gvZuls; ukueTu giyuarden moyuareni<br />

xolo Tquenni, raÁ sasyideli gaqus (mT. 5:46)?<br />

viT mogveteveba es yovelive, roca Cven, romelTac valad<br />

gvZevs Zvel moRvaweTagan dadebul zRvarze zeaRsvla,<br />

mTel cxovrebas am zRvars qvemoT vatarebT?! riT<br />

gavimarTlebT Tavs? vin dagvidgeba meoxad samsjavroze<br />

da Segveweva, roca davisjebiT? aravin!... Cven moTqma-godebiT,<br />

kbilTa RrWeniTa da wamebiT uciloblad davinTqebiT<br />

wyvdiadSi, maradiuli tanjvisa da autanel sasjel-<br />

Ta ukunSi. amitomac muxlmoyrili SegagonebT, gTxovT,<br />

gevedrebiT: sanam mciredi sicocxle kidev dagrCeniaT,<br />

SemusvrilebiT SeiwynareT Cemi sityvebi, moiqeciT, gamoswordiT,<br />

raTa sikvdilis Semdeg iq amaod ar RvaroT<br />

cremli da unugeSod ar inaRvloT, msgavsad mdidrisa.<br />

mamas Sensas, Zes, megobars an vinme sxvas romc hqondeT<br />

kadniereba winaSe RvTisa, mainc ver dagixsnian im wamebisgan,<br />

rac sakuTar saqmeTa kvalad mogegeba.<br />

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aseTia saiqio samsjavro!.. igi mxolod namoqmedaris<br />

mixedviT gansjis, amdenad Senc sxva veraferi gadagar-<br />

Cens. amas mogaxsenebT ara imad, rom naRveli mogeZaloT<br />

an saso warikveToT, aramed fuWad da usafuZvlod ar<br />

daimSvidoT Tavi, raimes moimedeni ar gaxdeT da amis<br />

gamo daudevrad ar moekidoT sakuTar saTnoebebs. radgan<br />

Tu viqnebiT uzrunvelni, aravin dagvicavs _ verc mar-<br />

Tali, verc winaswarmetyveli, verc mociquli; xolo<br />

Tu moSurneobiT viRvawebT, Cvenive saqmeni saimedo damcvelad<br />

gverdiT dagvidgebian da kadnierebiT davimkvidrebT<br />

RvTis moyvarulTaTvis ganmzadebul sikeTeebs.<br />

dae, Rirsni gavxdeT maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa<br />

uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba,<br />

pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa wmindisa Tana aw<br />

da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

144<br />

42-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze.

simdidrisa da siRaribis Sesaxeb<br />

imdidre aris gaqceuli umaduri mona, gamous-<br />

sworebeli kacismkvleli, dauokebeli mxeci da<br />

oTxkuTxiv cicabo klde. is wyalqveSa rifia, razec imsxvreva<br />

uTvalav qariSxalTagan aboboqrebuli zRvis tal-<br />

Rebi, usastikesi mmarTveli, mtarvali, nebismier barbarosze<br />

daundobeli mbrZanebeli, Seurigebeli mteri.<br />

igi ulmobeli momxduria da maradiuli mteri maTi, vinc<br />

am simdidres flobs.<br />

siRaribe ki sruliad sxvaa... igi aris saimedo TavSesafari,<br />

myudro navTsayudeli, mudmivi simSvide, usafrTxo<br />

sixaruli, wminda kmayofileba, aumRvreveli da uSfoTveli<br />

cxovreba, SeuZvreli keTildReoba, sibrZnis deda,<br />

qedmaRlobis lagami, wamebis aRmkveTeli, Tavmdablobis<br />

fesvi... miTxariT, maS ratom gaurbixarT am siRaribes da<br />

misdevT damRupvelsa da yvela mxecze uborotes mters _<br />

vercxlismoyvarebasa da fulisadmi dauokebel ltolvas?<br />

ratom ar ganagdeb maradiul moZules? Sen aRizianeb<br />

mxecs, romelic moTvinierebas saWiroebs. Tumca gaxdeba<br />

ki igi damjeri, Sewyvets mxeci mxecobas?<br />

me ki SemiZlia misi morjuleba _ Tqvenc SeZlebT, Tu<br />

moisurvebT _ aseTi momaTvinierebeli Zala aqvT sityvebs.<br />

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om davacxroT nadiri, saWiroa gavigoT misi gacofebis<br />

mizezi. lomebi, vefxvebi, daTvebi da sxva mtaceblebi<br />

mZvinvardebian da avdebian, roca bnelSi amwyvdeven. asea<br />

simdidrec _ Tu mas Caketaven, miwaSi daflaven, lomze<br />

daundobeli xdeba da yvelas Tavzars scems; magram Tu<br />

mas sibneles gamostaceben da RaribTa wiaRSi CaTesaven,<br />

es mxeci iqceva kravad, moRalate _ erTgulad, wyalqve-<br />

Sa rifi _ navsayudlad, gemis daRupva _ mis gadarCenad.<br />

msgavsi ram xdeba xomaldebzec _ roca maTi tvirTi<br />

metismetad mZimea, iZirebian, roca zomieri _ zurgis<br />

qars mindobilni mSvidad micuraven. asea saxlSic: roca<br />

saWiroze met simdidres mouyri Tavs, am gemsac da masze<br />

myofTac niavis qrolva da gauTvaliswinebeli SemTxvevac<br />

ki CaZiravs. magram Tu imdens moagroveb, ramdenic<br />

gWirdeba, grigalic rom amovardes, iolad gadaserav<br />

talRebs.<br />

maS, Senc nu isurveb mets, raTa yvelaferi ar dakargo;<br />

nurc saWiroze bevrs daagroveb, raTa aucilebelic ar<br />

mogakldes; nu gadaabijeb dadgenil zRvars, raTa saer-<br />

Tod ar darCe uqoneli; moikveTe zedmeti, raTa aucilebliT<br />

iyo mdidari. ver xedav, mevenaxeni rogor sxlaven<br />

vazs, raTa mcenaris mTeli cxovelmyofeloba darCes<br />

fesvSi da ar daixarjos foTlebsa da lerwebze? Senc<br />

ase hqmen; moiSore foTlebi da mTeli yuradReba nayofze<br />

gadaitane. Tu amis gakeTeba ar gsurs, keTildReobis<br />

Jams moelode ubadurebas, simSvidis dros _ qariSxals,<br />

janmrTelobisas _ sneulebas; mdidrad yofnisas ifiqre<br />

siRaribesa da upovarebaze. wminda werilSi naTqvamia:<br />

simaZRrisas SimSilobis Jami gaxsovdes, gamdidrebisas<br />

ki _ siRatake da gaWirveba (zir. 18:25). Tu ase ganewyobi,<br />

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simdidresac gonivrulad ganageb, xolo Tavsdatexil<br />

siRaribes didi simamaciT daiTmen. moulodneli boroteba<br />

eldas gcems da gaRelvebs; mosalodneli ki, roca moxdeba,<br />

mcired agaforiaqebs. ase SeiZen or sikeTes: keTildReoba<br />

ar dagaTrobs, Wkuas ar dagakargvinebs da arc<br />

aforiaqdebi misi gauaresebiT, gansakuTrebiT maSin, Tu<br />

mudam geqneba amis molodini. igi gamocdilebis magivrobas<br />

gagiwevs. magaliTad, mdidari xar? yoveldRe moelode<br />

siRaribes. ratom da risTvis? imitom, rom es molodini<br />

SeiZleba gansakuTrebiT sasargeblo gamodges SenTvis.<br />

vinc siRaribes moelis, is simdidriT ar qedmaRlobs,<br />

ar nebivrobs, ar aris daudevari da arc sxvisi qonebis<br />

dasakuTrebas cdilobs; molodinis SiSi erTgvari moZ-<br />

RvariviT Seagonebs, akavebs mis gulissityvebs; SiSi uaresi<br />

momavlisa vercxlismoyvarebis ukeTur Reroebs<br />

namgaliviT Tibavs da zrdis saSualebas ar aZlevs.<br />

es erTi udidesi sikeTea, rasac miiReb; meore da<br />

aranaklebi _ roca gaRaribdebi, aRar SegeSindeba. dae,<br />

molodini gqondes gaWirvebisa, raTa am ukanasknelis gamocda<br />

ar mogixdes. gansacdelSi imitomac vardebi, rom<br />

mas ar moeli. Tu kacis gamosworeba SesaZlebelia molodiniT,<br />

maSin gansacdeli saWiro aRarc aris. amas amowmebs<br />

iona winaswarmetyvelis sityvebi ninevielebis Sesaxeb:<br />

isini moelodnen gausaZlis, saSinel ubedurebas, risi<br />

molodiniTac aiciles RvTis risxva; xolo iudevelebma<br />

ar daujeres winaswarmetyvels, romelic ierusalimis<br />

dacemas iuwyeboda da moiwies kidec gansacdeli. radgan<br />

brZensa SeeSina da moaqcia borotisagan, xolo ugunuri<br />

aReria mosavad, gulmwyrali iqmn ganuzraxvelad (sibrZ.<br />

14:16).<br />

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Tu keTildReobiT cxovrebis dros moeli siRaribes,<br />

advilad ar gaRaribdebi; xolo ris Segnebasac molodiniT<br />

ar moisurveb, imas kargad Seityob gamocdilebiT.<br />

maS, simdidriT cxovrebis dros moelode siRaribes,<br />

keTildReobiT tkbobisas _ SimSils, didebamosilebisas<br />

_ uCinobas, janmrTelobis Jams _ sneulebas. mudam ifiqre,<br />

rani arian kacTa saqmeni _ isini arafriT sjobian<br />

mTis mdinareebs, ganqarvebadni arian, viTarca haerSi<br />

gafantuli kvamli da araraobani, viTarca molacice<br />

landebi. Tu amgvarad iazrovneb, verc sikeTeni aRgiZraven<br />

ampartavnebas, verc ubedurebani dagabeCaveben.<br />

Tu awmyo sikeTeebs ar gadahyvebi, maTi dakargvac aRar<br />

gewyineba. Tu suls miaCvev uaresis molodins, maSin igi<br />

metwilad arc SegemTxveva da Tu es mainc moxdeba, bevrs<br />

arafers dagiSavebs.<br />

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saubari saturnis da avreliusis gadasaxlebaze.

codvili isjeba samomavlo samsjavromde<br />

orotni da codviT damZimebulni isjebian aqve,<br />

bsamomavlo maradiuli sasjelis miRebamde. ar<br />

miTxra, rom es kaci uzis mdidrul sufras, icvams abre-<br />

Sumis samoss da uamravi msaxuriT garSemortymeuli<br />

amayad daabijebs savaWro ubnebSi. ganaRe misi sindisis<br />

karni da masSi dainaxav codvaTagan aRZrul udides amboxs,<br />

ganuwyvetel SiSs, qariSxals, SfoTs; gulisxmahyof,<br />

rom goneba sindisis samefo saydarze msajuliviT<br />

zis, rogorc es samsjavroze xdeba; rom man Tavis irgvliv<br />

jalaTebiviT ganalaga gulissityvebi da Seudga<br />

sulis mkacrad gmobas da tanjva-wamebas codvebisTvis.<br />

arada, amis Sesaxeb aravin uwyis Tvinier RmerTisa. WeSmaritad,<br />

mruSobaSi mcxovrebi, Tundac uzomod mdidari<br />

iyos da erTi bralmdebelic ki ar gamouCndes, imTaviTve<br />

Sinaganad gamudmebiT amxels sakuTar Tavs: misi siamovneba<br />

xanmoklea, mwuxareba _ dausrulebeli. yvelaferi<br />

aSinebs da Zrwolas hgvris; aravis endoba da SfoTavs;<br />

afrTxobs misaxvev-mosaxvevebSi siaruli, raki emaleba<br />

yvelafers. mas eSinia Tavisi monebis Crdilebisa; imisi<br />

qmrisa, vinc Seuracxyo; imaTic, vinc amis Sesaxeb icis Tu<br />

ar icis. sadac unda wavides, mouSoreblad Tan sdevs sastiki<br />

mamxilebeli _ sindisi, TviTonac kicxavs sakuTar<br />

Tavs, magram odnav simSvidesac ver poulobs. sarecelze<br />

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Tu sufrasTan, gareT Tu Sin, dRisiT Tu RamiT Tvalwin<br />

udgas Tavisi codvebi _ sizmradac maT xedavs; cxovrobs<br />

kaenis cxovrebiT _ iwroebiT da ZrwoliT aris queyanasa<br />

zeda (Sdr. dabad. 4:12), da Sinaganad mudam ugizgizebs<br />

damTrgunveli cecxli. ratom? es aravin uwyis...<br />

igive emarTebaT mimtacebelT, angarebismoyvareT, mem-<br />

TvraleT da saerTod yvelas, vinc codvebSi cxovrobs,<br />

radgan sindisis samsjavros gaukuRmarTeba SeuZlebelia.<br />

SesaZloa, sikeTes ar viqmodeT, magram gvadardebs, rom<br />

saTnod ar vcxovrobT; borotebas CavidenT da codviTi<br />

siamovnebis ganelebis Semdgom wuxils SevigrZnobT...<br />

marTalT amqveyniuric da samomavloc udides kmayofilebas<br />

sZens; borotni da angarebismoyvareni aqac da<br />

iqac isjebian: aq maT mosvenebas ar aZlevs samomavlo<br />

tanjvis molodini, sazogadoebaSi maTze gavrcelebuli<br />

cudi azri, codvebi da sakuTari sulis gaxrwnac ki; aqedan<br />

gansvlis Semdgom ki autanel wamebas ganicdian. mar-<br />

Talni, piriqiT _ aq uTvalavi ubedureba rom gadaxdeT,<br />

mainc sazrdooben tkbili sasoebiT, SeigrZnoben wminda,<br />

mudmiv, SeuZvrel kmayofilebas _ am cxovrebis mere ki<br />

uTvalavi sikeTe miegebaT.<br />

150<br />

1 saubari lazares Sesaxeb.

atom aris saTnoeba SromasTan TanaSerTuli<br />

u movdundebiT sulierad, Tu is, rasac RmernTs<br />

SevTxovT, didxans ar gveZleva. Tundac sxva<br />

araferi gveboZos, RmerTTan Tundac erTi xangrZlivi<br />

gasaubreba nuTu uTvalav sikeTes ar utoldeba?! mudmivi<br />

locva mZimea? magram, mipasuxe, keTil saqmeTagan romelia<br />

ioli? metyvi, rom mankierebas erTvis siamovneba,<br />

saTnoebas – Sroma; gana swored es ar aris mTeli sir-<br />

Tule? amis ganmartebas, vfiqrob, bevri cdilobs. mainc<br />

ratom aris ase?<br />

Tavdapirvelad RmerTma gviboZa uzrunveli da uSromeli<br />

cxovreba. magram Cven es saboZvari saTanadod ver<br />

gamoviyeneT, daudevrobiT SevcodeT da samoTxe dakargeT<br />

_ RmerTma Cveni yofa ukiduresad swored maSin daamZima.<br />

Tavisi simarTlis naTelsayofad ufali TiTqosda gveubneba:<br />

me Tavdapirvelad siameni giboZeT, magram Tqven sakuTarma<br />

Tavnebobam wagaxdinaT, amitomac dagakisreT<br />

oflisRvriT Sroma.<br />

Cven ki maSin, roca am mZime jafamac ver mogvToka,<br />

RmerTma mogvca rjuli mravali mcnebiT, riTac lagami<br />

amogvdo TavaSvebulobis dasaokeblad da RvedebiT<br />

SegvboWa ise, rogorc gauxednav cxenebs eqcevian xolme<br />

gamxednavni.<br />

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ai, ratom aris Cveni cxovreba TanaSerTuli SromasTan,<br />

uromlisobac, rogorc wesi, Cvens gadagvarebas<br />

iwvevs. amitomac buneba umoqmedobas ar unda mieces,<br />

Torem advilad miidrikeba borotisken. davuSvaT, ubiwoebiT<br />

an sxva romelme saTnoebiT gamorCeul kacs saer-<br />

Tod aRar sWirdeba moRvaweoba _ mZinarec yvelaferSi<br />

waremateba _ magram aseTi moduneba gana mis siamayesa da<br />

zesTamCenobas ar daudebda saTaves?! mkiTxav, ratom aris,<br />

rom borotebas axlavs udidesi siamovneba, saTnoebas _<br />

gausaZlisi jafa? saTnoebaTa qmna rom ioli yofiliyo,<br />

gana raime madli eqneboda mis aRsrulebas, an risTvisRa<br />

mogvecemoda jildo? me axlac SemiZlia, migiTiTo mraval<br />

adamianze, romlebsac bunebiT sZulT dedakacebTan<br />

urTierToba, rogorc raRac sibilwes gaurbian da maT-<br />

Tan saubarsac ki Tavs arideben. magram, miTxar, gana<br />

amisTvis maT ubiwoni unda vuwodoT, gvirgvinebiT SevamkoT<br />

da ganvadidoT?! ara da ara!... ubiwoeba gulisxmobs<br />

TavSekavebas da gulisTqmis daZlevas brZoliT. ase xdeba<br />

omSic: meomrebi miT brwyinvale gamarjvebas izeimeben,<br />

rac ufro TavganwirviT ibrZoleben, da ara maSin, roca<br />

xels aravin gaanZrevs. arian bunebiT damjeri adamianebi.<br />

SeiZleba, maT vuwodoT mSvidni? ara da ara!... rodesac<br />

qriste saubrobda sam saWurisze, man ori maTgani ugvirgvinod<br />

datova, erTi ki sasufevelSi Seiyvana. metyvi,<br />

ra saWiroa boroteba? _ mec imaves vambob, magram visi<br />

bralia igi? sxva vin aris mis arsebobaSi damnaSave, Tu<br />

ara Cveni nebsiTi udebeba?! miiCnev, rom mxolod keTilni<br />

unda arsebobdnen? ra axasiaTebs sikeTes _ sifxizle da<br />

mRviZareba, Tu Zili da uzrunveloba? mekiTxebi, ratom<br />

ar mieca upiratesoba sikeTis uSromlad qmnas? aseTi<br />

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saubari niSandoblivia pirutyvobamde dasulTa da nayrovanebas<br />

damonebulTaTvis, romlebic sakuTar stomaqs<br />

aRmerTeben. es yovelive rom mconare kacis naTqvamia, Tavad<br />

gansaje: vTqvaT, viRac xelmwifobs da hyavs mxedarTmTavari,<br />

xelmwife nadimobs, mxedarTmTavari _ udidesi<br />

ZalisxmeviT ibrZvis da imarjvebs. maTgan romels miiCnevdi<br />

didebis Rirsad? an vis damsaxurebad CaTvlidi am<br />

sasixarulo movlenas? xom xedav, sulis keTilganwyoba<br />

mis mxarezea, vinc mets Sromobs.<br />

RmerTma Sroma saTnoebis Tanmxlebad aqcia, radgan<br />

surda, Cveni sulebi mas mimsWvalvoda. amitomac aRgvafr-<br />

Tovanebs saTnoeba, Tumca SesaZloa, Tavad arc aRvasrulebdeT<br />

mas. mankierebas ki vgmobT, Tundac igi friad<br />

sasiamovnod gveCvenebodes. mkiTxav: bunebiT keTil adamianebze<br />

metad ratom aRgvafrTovaneben isini, romlebmac<br />

Tavisufali nebiT airCies sikeTe? imitom, rom samar-<br />

Tlianoba moiTxovs _ uSromelTan SedarebiT mSromels<br />

mieniWos upiratesoba.<br />

gsurs icode, axla ratom veweviT mZime Sromas? imitom,<br />

rom uSromeli cxovrebis keTilgonivrulad<br />

warmarTva ar movindomeT. Tu yuradRebiT gamoviZiebT,<br />

gulisxmavyofT, rom umoqmedoba TavisTavad, rogorc<br />

wesi, gvryvnis da mraval Tavsatexs gviCens. magaliTad:<br />

davamwyvdioT vinme, mxolod sakvebiT avuvsoT stomaqi da<br />

siarulisa da saqmianobis neba ar mivceT. dae, datkbes<br />

sarecelze woliT da trapeziTac mudam maZRari iyos,<br />

amaze savalalo cxovreba gana iqneba?!<br />

metyvi, rom erTia _ raRac akeTo da meore _ SromiT<br />

daSvre. adre [samoTxeSi] xom SeiZleboda mZime Sromis<br />

gareSe saqmianoba. ase ar aris? ueWvelad asea! RmerT-<br />

153

sac es surda, magram Sen ver SeiSnove ase yofna. Rmer-<br />

Tma dagavala, samoTxeSi gemuSaka _ es unda yofiliyo<br />

Seni saqme, rasac oflisRvra saerTod ar dasWirdeboda.<br />

kacs Tavidanve rom dasWirveboda arsebobosTvis Sroma,<br />

Semdgom ufali mas sasjelad aRar daakisrebda. SeiZleba<br />

imuSao, magram ar daSvre _ es angelozTaTvis aris<br />

niSandoblivi. maTi saqmianobis Sesaxeb mousmine wminda<br />

werils: akurTxevdiT ufalsa yovelni angelozni misni,<br />

Zlierni ZaliTa, romelni hyofen sityuasa missa (fs.<br />

102:20).<br />

Cvens droSi ZalTa daSreta bevrad gviZnelebs saqmes,<br />

maSin ase ar iyo. wminda werili gveubneba: uflis gansasvenebelSi<br />

Sesulni daisveneben, viTarca ganisuena Rmer-<br />

Tman dResa mas meSÂdesa yovelTagan saqmeTa misTa (ebr.<br />

4:4) da aq igulisxmeba ara umoqmedoba, aramed ioli<br />

saqme. qristes sityvebis Tanaxmad: mamaÁ Cemi moaqamomde<br />

iqms (in. 5:17).<br />

maS, SegagonebT, daiviwyoT yovelgvari arxeinoba, mo-<br />

SurneobiT aRiZraT saTnoebaTa aRsasruleblad. gaxsovdeT<br />

_ mankierebiT mogvrili siamovneba xanmoklea, mwuxareba<br />

_ maradiuli. saTnoeba saWiroebs mxolod droebiT<br />

Sromas, samagierod gvZens dausrulebel sixaruls. saTnoeba<br />

misTvis damaSvralT gvirgviniT Semkobamde anugeSebs<br />

da imediT asazrdoebs; mankiereba _ samomavlo<br />

sasjelamde sjis Tavis muSaks, aRuZravs sindisas qenjnas,<br />

unergavs SiSs da aiZulebs, yovelives eWvis TvaliT<br />

umzerdes. nuTu es nebismier umZimes da damqancvel jafaze<br />

uaresi ar aris?...<br />

vikiTxoT isic _ rom ar arsebobdes garja da iyos martooden<br />

siamovneba, ra iqneboda amgvar gancdaze ubadru-<br />

154

ki?! is gaCenisTanave qreba, Wkneba, mis SegrZnebasac ver<br />

vaswrebT, rom xelidan gvisxlteba. iqneba es xorcieli<br />

kmayofileba Tu gancxromiT an simdidriT gamowveuli<br />

siamovneba, igi ganuwyvetliv, dRiTidRe xundeba da ufasurdeba.<br />

xolo roca mas sasjeli da wameba mohyveba,<br />

mankierebas damonebul adamianebze ubeduri Tu iqneba<br />

vinme?<br />

maS, raki es viciT, yovelive moviTminoT saTnoebisTvis;<br />

ase gavxdebiT Rirsni WeSmariti sixarulisa madli-<br />

Ta da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa,<br />

romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa<br />

wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde,<br />

amin.<br />

36-e saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.<br />

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mzvaobrobis Sesaxeb<br />

nebebi uklebliv yvelafers azianebs. rogorc qa-<br />

vriSxali wamierad zRvas ise aaboboqrebs, rom<br />

fskeris qviSas amoatrialebs da talRebs Seurevs, isea<br />

vnebebc _ isini iWrebian adamianis sulSi, ZirisZirobamde<br />

aforiaqeben da azrovnebas ubindaven. gansakuTrebiT<br />

es exeba amqveyniuri didebisadmi miswrafebis vnebas.<br />

kacs, Tu moisurvebs, simdidris moZuleba ise ar uWirs,<br />

rogorc saero pativze uaris Tqma. amas sWirdeba didi<br />

Zalisxmeva, sibrZne, angelozebrivi, zecamde amaRlebuli<br />

suli.<br />

WeSmaritad, ar arsebobs sxva esoden mZlavri da metnaklebad<br />

yvelgan gabatonebuli vneba. rogor SevZlebT<br />

mis daZlevas, Tu srulad ara, mcirediT mainc? SevZlebT,<br />

Tu zecas mivapyrobT mzeras, RmerTi gveyoleba Tvalwin<br />

da Cvens gulissityvebs yovelive miwierze amaRlebulisken<br />

warvmarTavT. roca didebas daeZeb, warmoidgine,<br />

rom ukve hpove igi, magram dafiqrdi, amiT ra miiRe _<br />

verafers aRmoaCen...<br />

gaacnobiere, raoden zians gayenebs es dideba, ra sikeTes<br />

garTmevs. Sen misTvis irjebi da Tavs safrTxeSi<br />

igdeb, is ki am Sromis nayofsa da jildos ar ganebebs.<br />

gaixsene, kacTa Soris ramdeni borotia pativdebuli da<br />

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moiZule aseTi dideba; gulisxmahyav, vin aris TiToeuli<br />

maTgani da dainaxav, raoden sasaciloa, ufro ki samarcxvino,<br />

maTi saxelovneba. Semdgom goneba aamaRle<br />

da zeciur sanaxaobas miapyar. rodesac sikeTes iqm da<br />

saWirod miiCnev, xalxs aCveno igi, amisTvis ki irCev Seni<br />

qmedebis mayurebels da yuradRebis mipyrobas cdilob _<br />

gaixsene, rom Tvals gadevnebs RmerTi da amiT aRmofxvri<br />

SenSi amgvar survils.<br />

ganeSore miwas da Tvalni aRapyari zeciurisken. adamianebi<br />

iqneb Segaqeben kidec, magram Semdeg mainc Seuracxgyofen,<br />

Seni pativis SeSurdebaT da Seecdebian, raime<br />

gavnon; ase romc ar moiqcnen, sasikeTos mainc verafers<br />

SegZenen. magram sul sxvaa RmerTi _ mas, piriqiT, uxaria<br />

Cveni dideba da gviqebs moRvaweobas. davuSvaT, moswrebulad<br />

Tqvi rame da taSic daimsaxure, ras mogcems<br />

es? Tu taSis damkvrelT Seni naTqvami sasikeTod waadgebaT,<br />

gamoasworebs maT da adrindel codvebs ganaSorebs,<br />

maSin, WeSmaritad, unda gixarodes, magram ara Seqeba,<br />

aramed msmenelTa sasikeTo da saocari gardaqmna. Tuki<br />

isini gauTaveblad gasxamen xotbas, ar wyveten SeZaxilebsa<br />

da taSiscemas, sasikeTos ki verafers iZenen, aman<br />

ufro unda dagamwuxros _ amgvari qcevis gamo isini xom<br />

daisjebian...<br />

gadideben RvTismosaobisTvis? Tu namdvilad aseTi<br />

xar, cudic araferi Cagidenia, unda gixrodes, oRond ara<br />

maT mier Seni Sefaseba, aramed is, rom namdvilad RvTismosavi<br />

xar. da Tu es Tviseba ar gagaCnia, magram kacTagan<br />

gandideba mainc gwadia, gaixsene ukanaskneli Jami, roca<br />

gangvsjian ara mexotbeni, aramed ufali _ WeSmaritad<br />

mcodne yovelive dafarulisa CvenSi. Tu Sen acnobiereb<br />

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sakuTar codvebs, sxvebi ki ucodvelad migiCneven da pativsac<br />

mogageben, araTu unda gixarodes es, aramed _<br />

iglovde da mwared tirode, niadag Tvalwin gedgas dRe,<br />

rodesac gacxaddeba yovelive da RmerTi gananaTlebs<br />

bneliT dafaruls (Sdr. 1 kor. 4:5).<br />

pativs mogageben? uaryav igi, raki ici, rom amiT vali<br />

dagedeba. aravin gadidebs? unda gixarodes... am cxovrebaSi<br />

pativs moklebuli kaci ers sZuls, arafrad agdebs,<br />

Seuracxyofs da amcirebs, amiT is, Tu sxvas arafers<br />

SeiZens, pasuxs mainc ar agebs Tavisive msgavsi monebisgan<br />

pativiscemis gamo. Tumca is am mdgomareobidan sxva<br />

sikeTesac iRebs: xdeba mSvidi, Tavmdabali da, romc moindomos,<br />

arasodes daeufleba qedmaRloba, oRond Tu saku-<br />

Tari Tavis mimarT yuradRebiT iqneba. mas ki, vinc didi<br />

pativiT sargeblobs, piriqiT emarTeba: garda imisa, rom<br />

mZime vali edeba, eufleba mzvaobroba, zesTamCenoba da<br />

adamianebs emoneba. Semdgom, sakuTari Zalauflebis gafarToebasTan<br />

erTad, iZulebiT bevr iseT rames akeTebs,<br />

risi keTebac ar surs.<br />

maS, raki viciT, ra aris CvenTvis umjobesi, nu daviwyebT<br />

pativis Ziebas, ganveSoroT mas da uari vTqvaT<br />

maSinac, roca gvTavazoben; sakuTar TavSi aRmovfxvraT<br />

sxvaTagan Cveni aRiarebis survili.<br />

geubnebiT mTavarTac da qveSevrdomTac _ pativsa da<br />

didebas mowyurebuli suli ver ixilavs zeciur sasufevels.<br />

es ar aris Cemi sityvebi, maT STagagonebT suliwmida<br />

da ara me. aseTi adamianebi ver ixilaven zeciur<br />

sasufevels, Tundac mudam saTnoebiT icxovron; uflis<br />

sityvebiT, maT miuRebies sasyideli maTi (mT. 6:5). xolo<br />

vinc ar miiRebs am sasyidels, is rogor ixilavs zeciur<br />

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sasufevels? me didebis Ziebas ar gikrZalavT, oRond is<br />

WeSmariti, RvTisgan boZebuli unda iyos. mociqulis sityvebiT,<br />

qebaÁ ara kacTagan ars, aramed RmrTisagan (rom.<br />

2:29).<br />

vemsaxuroT RmerTs idumal, nu SevimosebiT siamayiT,<br />

TvalTmaqcobiTa da orgulobiT; ganviZarcvoT cxvris<br />

tyavi _ Tavad gavxdeT cxovarni. kacobriv didebaze<br />

ubadruki araferia. miTxar: mcirewlovan yrmaTa da<br />

CvilTagan Tu moisurvebdi gandidebas?! ase Sexede yvela<br />

adamianis mier Sens gandidebasac _ amas amaoeba hqvia...<br />

nuTu ver xedav, ra niRbebs irgeben isini, romlebic<br />

sxvaTa dasanaxavad moqmedeben _ rogor kargad da sandomianad<br />

gamoiyurebian, rogor cdiloben, usrulyofiles<br />

silamazes amoefaron? SegiZlia, mimiTiTo, rogorebi<br />

arian es pirebi sinamdvileSi? ar SegiZlia! grZnob siyvaruls<br />

maT mimarT? ara! ratom? imitom, rom am niRabs<br />

miRma sicarielea. es ar aris silamaze _ es mxolod misi<br />

mibaZvaa.<br />

aseTive carielia kacobrivi dideba _ igi mxolod baZavs<br />

namdvil didebas, Tavad ki dideba ar aris. maradiulia<br />

mxolod erTi _ bunebiTi, Sinagani dideba; garegnuli ki<br />

xSirad kacis usaxurebas faravs sxvaTa TvalTagan, isic<br />

mxolod saRamomde, roca sanaxaoba dasruldeba da niRbebs<br />

ixsnian _ mere ki yvela Tavis namdvil saxes aCens...<br />

amitomac WeSmaritebas TvalTmaqcurad nu movepyrobiT<br />

_ nu SevqmniT misgan sanaxaobas. miTxar: mogwons,<br />

roca mravali adamiani Tvals gadevnebs da amiT erToba?<br />

es aris mzvaobroba da meti araferi!... Sedi saxlSi,<br />

ganmartovdi da myisve xelT aRaraferi SegrCeba. gamoCndi<br />

savaWro ubanSi da miiqcie iq myofTa yuradReba?<br />

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mere ra _ yvelaferi gaqreba da kvamliviT gaifanteba.<br />

esoden ratom gvizidavs is, rac fuWia? ra ugunurebaa!<br />

ra sigiJea!...<br />

ara! mxolod imas mivapyroT mzera, risTvisac Rmer-<br />

Ti Segvaqebs; Tu amas gaviTvaliswinebT, arasdros SevecdebiT,<br />

kacTagan xotba davimsaxuroT; magram Tu isini<br />

mainc Segvaqeben, maTi sityvebi moviZuloT, siciladac<br />

ar gveyos da miviRoT ise, TiTqos oqros sanacvlod talaxi<br />

moerTmioT.<br />

dae, nu Segaqeben _ amiT sasikeTos verafers SegZenen;<br />

xolo Tu gagkicxaven, verafers dagiSaveben _ orive Sem-<br />

TxvevaSi amaod daSvrebian. Seqebac da gakicxvac sikeTes<br />

an siaves mxolod RvTis nebiT gvZens. amgvari SegnebiT<br />

SeiZleba mivemsgavsoT RmerTs, visac ar sWirdeba kacobrivi<br />

dideba da vinc gveubneba: didebaÁ kacTagan ara moviRo<br />

(in. 5:41). miTxar, gana es umniSvnelo ram aris? roca<br />

didebaze uaris saTqmelad Zala ar gyofnis, mimarTe sakuTar<br />

Tavs: misi moZulebiT me mivemsgavsebi RmerTs _ da<br />

myisve zurgs aqcev amqveyniur pativs. didebis mona Seu-<br />

Zlebelia ar iyos sxva monaTa mona da Tavad monaze amazrzenic<br />

ki. Cven monebs verc vubrZanebT imas, rasac dideba<br />

Tavis mowadineT avalebs. igi gvaiZulebs, vilaparakoT<br />

da moviTminoT Tu ram samarcxvino da upatiosnoa; Tanac<br />

rac metad damorCilebulT gvxedavs, miT mets gvTxovs.<br />

maS, SegagonebT _ gaveqceT, ganveSoroT am monobas.<br />

mkiTxav, rogor movaxerxoT es? Tu sibrZniT ganvsjiT<br />

saaqao sikeTeebs da gavacnobierebT, rom mTeli awmyo<br />

aris sizmari, moCveneba da sxva araferi, maSin iolad<br />

davZlevT pativmoyvarebis vnebas _ ar avyvebiT mas arc<br />

mcire, arc did saqmeTa gamo. magram Tu mcireSi davuT-<br />

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mobT, is didSic gaavrcelebs Tavis Zalauflebas Cvenze.<br />

moviSoroT warmomSobi saTaveni _ ugunureba da sulmdabloba,<br />

SeviZinoT amaRlebuli gulissityvebi da<br />

SevZlebT kidec kacTagan Cvendami pativis moZulebas,<br />

gonebis zecisken warmarTvas da iqaur sikeTeTa damkvidrebas.<br />

dae, Rirsni gavxdeT maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa<br />

uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars<br />

dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa wmindisa<br />

Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

me-2 saubari tites mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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mowyalebis Sesaxeb<br />

vensas Seismenen maSin, roca Tavad movusmenT<br />

CCvenTan mosul RatakT. wminda werili gveubneba:<br />

romelman daiyunes yurni ara smenad uZlurisa, igica<br />

xadodis ufalsa da ara vin iyo, romelmanca ismina<br />

misi (igav. 21 :13); netar ars, romelman gulisÃma-yos<br />

glaxakisa da davrdomilisaÁ, dResa borotsa iÃsnas igi<br />

ufalman (fs. 40 :1). aq igulisxmeba mxolod da mxolod<br />

is dRe, romelic umZimesi iqneba codvilTaTvis. vin aris,<br />

romelman gulisÃma-yos? is, vinc acnobierebs, vin aris<br />

Raribi _ TanaugrZnobs mas da mis ubedurebas da amitom,<br />

ra Tqma unda, dauyovnebliv aZlevs mowyalebas. rodesac<br />

Rataks dainaxav, pirs nu ibruneb misgan, myisve gansaje _<br />

rogori iqnebodi mis adgilas da ris miRebas isurvebdi<br />

sxvaTagan.<br />

wminda werili gveubneba: romelman gulisÃma-yos.<br />

warmoidgine, rom Raribi SensaviT Tavisufalia, keTil-<br />

Sobili, yvelafriT ggavs _ Sen ki mas, vinc odnavadac ar<br />

Camogivardeba, xSirad sakuTar ZaRlebsac ar uTanabreb:<br />

maT ZRomamde aWmev, Rataki ki xSirad mSieri iZinebs _<br />

Tavisufal kacs Sens monebze dabla ayeneb. metyvi: monebi<br />

gvemsaxurebian da imitom? amiT risi Tqma gsurs _ kargad<br />

gemsaxurebian? imaves gaimeoreb, Tu dagimtkiceb,<br />

rom Rataki maTze met samsaxurs giwevs? saSineli sams-<br />

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javros dRes igi mowmed dagidgeba da jojoxeTis cecxlisgan<br />

gixsnis. yvela monas, erTad, SeuZlia ki amgvari<br />

ram? roca mokvda tabiTa (saqme 9), vin aRadgina igi _ irgvliv<br />

mdgomma monebma, Tu Ratakebma? Sen ki Tavisufali<br />

kacis monebTan gaTanabrebac ar gsurs.<br />

Zlieri yinvaa... Sen, Tbilad Cacmuli, SezarxoSebuli<br />

gverdiT Cauvli da yuradRebas ar miaqcev qvafenilze<br />

mwoliare, daZonZil Rataks, romelic SimSiliT kvdeba,<br />

siciviT kbils kbilze aceminebs _ ieriTac da samosi-<br />

Tac Tanalmobas aRuZravs kacs. da amis mere ginda, rom<br />

RmerTma gixsnas, roca Tavad aRmoCndebi ubedurebaSi?!<br />

xSirad giTqvams: Cems winaSe vinmem rom mravali codva<br />

Caidinos, me mas Sevundob, nuTu RmerTi me ar momitevebs?<br />

amas nu ityvi _ Sen xom ukve gZuls is, visac saerTod ar<br />

miuZRvis Sens winaSe brali da visi daxmarebac ZalgiZs..<br />

Tu aseTi kaci gezizReba, rogor mogitevebs RmerTi mis<br />

winaSe Cadenil codvebs? gana maT gamo gehenias ar imsaxureb?!<br />

ai, ra aris ucnauri: mkvdar, usulo, pativis mimarT<br />

ugrZnob sxeuls Sen mosav nairgvari oqroqsovili samosiT;<br />

xolo gawamebuli, sneuli, SimSiliTa da siciviT<br />

gatanjul-gamofituli cocxali sxeuli gZuls. cdilob,<br />

ufro aamo Sens zesTamCenobas, vidre saTnoeyo RmerTs.<br />

marto es rom iyos!... dainaxav Tu ara Raribs, myis mis<br />

gakicxvas iwyeb: ratom ar muSaobs, ratom Wams purs uSromelad...<br />

magram miTxari, Sen Tavad sakuTari SromiT<br />

SeiZine ix, rac gaqvs? gana mamiseuli memkvidreoba ar<br />

dagrCa? romc garjiliyavi, nuTu amis gamo gaqvs sxvisi<br />

gakicxvis neba an ar gsmenia pavles sityvebi: Tquen, Zmano,<br />

nu gewyinebis keTilis yofad da es mas mere, rac gviTxra:<br />

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ukueTu visme ara unebs saqmis, nuca Wamn (2 Tes. 3:13,10).<br />

ra, Raribi matyuaraa? ras meubnebi, adamiano? mas miwodebuli<br />

purisa da samosisTvis uwodeb TaRliTs da fiqrob,<br />

rom maT maSinve gayidis? Sen Tavad gana kargad uZRvebi<br />

mTel Sen avladidebas? nuTu daudevrobam gaamaTxovra<br />

yvela da aravin gaRatakebula xomaldis CaZirvis, samsjavros<br />

ganaCenis, avazakTa Tavdasxmis, Tavsdatexil<br />

ubedurebaTa, sneulebaTa an sxva garemoebaTa gamo? arada<br />

gaigoneb Tu ara xmamaRal RaRads Ratakisa, romelic<br />

zecisken Tvalebapyrobili, TavSiSveli, Tmagawewili,<br />

daZonZili dgas da Tavis gausaZlis xvedrze Civis, myisve<br />

uwodeb matyuaras, flids, TvalTmaqcs. nuTu ar grcxvenia?!<br />

vin aris matyuara? Tu micema arafris gsurs, nu<br />

lanZRav mainc kacs. ityvi, rom Tavis Senaxva SeuZlia,<br />

magram TvalTmaqcobs. Tu es asea _ gakicxvas imsaxureb<br />

Sen da ara is, radgan man icis, rom saqme aqvs gulsastik<br />

adamianebTan, romlebic mxecebs ufro hgvanan; xvdeba, ra<br />

Sesabralisadac unda moTqvamdes, veravis SeZravs. amitom<br />

iZulebulia, ufro sacodavi ieri miiRos Seni sulis<br />

lmobiersayofad.<br />

Tu davinaxavT, rom moxdenilad Cacmeuli kaci gviaxlovdeba,<br />

vambobT, rom is TvalTmaqcia _ ase Tavisi<br />

viTomda keTilSobili warmomavlobis warmosaCenad<br />

gamoiyureba; Tvals movkravT Raribulad Cacmuls da<br />

imasac vkicxavT. rogor moeqcnen isini? hoi, sisastikev!<br />

hoi, ugrZnobelobav! ikiTxav, dasaxiCrebulni risTvis<br />

gviCveneben TavianT asoT? amas SenTvis iqman, Torem Cven<br />

rom Tanamlmobni viyoT, maT aseTi ram ar dasWirdebodaT;<br />

arc raime fands mimarTavdnen, rom SeeZloT, danaxvisTanave<br />

aRgiZran TanagrZnoba. romeli ubeduri mohyve-<br />

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oda aseT moTqma-vaebas, miiRebda amazrzen iers, TiTqmis<br />

samosSemoZarcvul colTan erTad yvelas win atexda qvi-<br />

Tins, SvilebTan erTad Tavze nacars daiyrida?! ra Sei-<br />

Zleba iyos amgvar ukidures ubedurebaze uaresi?! magram<br />

amis gamo Cven araTu TanavugrZnobT maT, vgmobT kidec.<br />

amis mere rogor unda aRgvaSfoTos iman, rom RmerTi yurad<br />

ar iRebs Cvens vedrebas? rogor unda vdrtvinavdeT,<br />

Tu ufali ar gvisrulebs saTxovars? nuTu ar geSiniaT,<br />

sayvarelno?<br />

Sens naTqvamze _ me xSirad gamiRia mowyalebao, gipasuxeb<br />

_ gana yoveldRe ar iReb sazrdos?! xels xom<br />

ar hkrav bavSvebs, miuxedavad imisa, rom isini xSirad<br />

gTxoven raimes? hoi, utifrobav! Rataks uwodeb urcxvs?<br />

roca sxvisas itaceb, Tavi aseTad ar migaCnia da puris<br />

mTxovnelia urcxvi?! nuTu ar ici, raoden Zlieria stomaqis<br />

moTxovnileba? iqneb yvelafers misTvis iqm? iqneb<br />

sulierebasac misi gulisTvis ugulebelyof?<br />

Sen, visac aRgeTqva zeca da zeciuri sasufeveli, stomaqis<br />

Zalmomreobas emorCilebi da iqneb yovelivesac iTmen<br />

misTvis, zeciur sasufevels ki arad agdeb? ai, WeSmariti<br />

utifroba!... ver xedav dasaxiCrebul moxucebs?<br />

hoi, borotmetyvelebav! meubnebi, rom am Ratakma gaasesxa<br />

amdeni oqro, meorem _ imdeni, mowyalebas ki iTxoveno.<br />

es yrmaTaTvis gankuTvnili igav-arakebia, rasac<br />

isini xSirad ZiZisagan ismenen. me ase ar vfiqrob, arc<br />

mjera!... SeuZlebelia, viRac gascemdes fuls vaxSiT, Tavad<br />

ki, miuxedavad imisa, rom araferi aklia, mowyalebas<br />

iTxovdes? miTxar, ratom? mowyalebis Txovnaze samarcxvino<br />

ra aris, amas xom sikvdili sjobs! sadamde unda<br />

viyoT gulqvani?! nuTu yvela maTxovari mevaxSea? nuTu<br />

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yvela tyuis da erTi namdvili Ratakic ar dadis? meubnebi,<br />

rom moiZebnebian da Tanac mravlad _ maS, ratom<br />

ar exmarebi maT, Tuki zustad ici, rogor cxovroben?<br />

ara, Seni naTqvami mxolod sababi da sityvis banze agdebaa.<br />

romeli gTxovdes Sen, miec; da romelsa undes sesxebad<br />

Sengan, nu gare-miiqcevi (mT. 5:42); nu geqneba xeli<br />

gawvdili misaRebad da momuWuli gasacemad (zir. 4:31).<br />

Cven sxvaTa cxovrebis msajulebad rom vinmes davedgineT,<br />

maSin msjavris gamotanamde saerTod ar gavcemdiT<br />

mowyalebas. roca RmerTs evedrebi, xom ambob: codva-<br />

Ta siWabukisa da umecrebisa CemisaTa nu moiÃseneb (fs.<br />

24:7)? ase ifiqre Ratakzec, Tundac udides codvilze da<br />

nu gaixseneb mis codvebs. aw ars Jami kacTmoyvarebisa da<br />

ara mkacri ganaCenisa, mowyalebisa da ara gmobisa.<br />

mas Wama unda, Tu gemeteba _ miawode, Tu ara _ uari<br />

uTxar da nu gamoiZieb, ratom aris igi Rataki da ubeduri.<br />

ratom ar gascem Tavad da amis msurvelTac ratom<br />

abrkoleb? rodesac vinme moismens Sengan, rom es upovari<br />

matyuaraa, TvalTmaqci, mevaxSe _ mowyalebas aRar daurigebs<br />

arc mas da arc sxvebs, radgan maTac aseTebad CaTvlis.<br />

cnobilia, rarig iolad vijerebT cuds da rogor<br />

gviWirs, kargi virwmunoT. Cven ubralod mowyaleni ki<br />

ara, Cveni zeciuri mamis msgavsad mowyaleni unda viyoT<br />

(mT. 5:48). is sazrdos aZlevs memruSeebsac, msiZavebsac,<br />

TaRliTebsac da saerTod yvela borotmoqmeds.<br />

amJamindel msoflioSi kacobrioba ufals unda hbaZavdes.<br />

igi xom yvelas awvdis sakvebs, samoss _ arasdros<br />

aravin mouklavs SimSiliT, Tu kacma es nebiT ar Caidina.<br />

Cvenc aseTi mowyaleni unda viyoT _ gaWirvebulT unda<br />

SevewioT. magram amJamad iseT ugunurebamde mivediT, rom<br />

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ar vexmarebiT ara mxolod quCa-quCa moxetiale RatakT,<br />

monazvnebsac ki da maTac matyuarebs vuwodebT. adrec<br />

xom SegagonebdiT: Tu ganurCevlad yvelas SeveweviT, mudam<br />

SevZlebT mowyalebis gacemas, xolo Tu gamoviZiebT,<br />

amas verasdros movaxerxebT.<br />

rogor ambob amas? nuTu is TvalTmaqcobs imitom, rom<br />

puri iSovos? mas rom eTxova oqro-vercxli, Zvirfasi<br />

samosi, monebi an raime msgavsi, samarTliani iqneboda, matyuarad<br />

migveCnia. magram Tu aseT rames ki ara, mxolod<br />

mokrZalebuls _ pursa da samoss iTxovs, miTxar, es<br />

TvalTmaqcobaa?<br />

Tavi vaneboT am satanur, uadgilo da warmwymedel mom-<br />

Txovnelobas. roca vinme sazrdos gexveweba, nu gamoiZieb<br />

_ aseT dros Sen ufro iZen, vidre Tavad gascem. Tu gsurs,<br />

gaixsene, rogor stumarTmoyvarebas iCenda abraami yvela<br />

gamvlelis mimarT. mas rom gamoeZiebina, vin modioda<br />

masTan, albaT, arc angelozebs miiRebda _ xom SeiZleboda,<br />

ver amoecno isini da sxvebTan erTad masac uari eTqva<br />

maTTvis maspinZlobaze. RmerTi gana Sengan wyalobis<br />

mimRebTa sicocxlis gamo gajildoebs? ara, igi jildos<br />

giboZebs Seni keTilganwyobisTvis, gulmowyalebisaTvis,<br />

didi kacTmoyvarebisa da siqvelisaTvis.<br />

Tu gamoiCen amgvar siqveles, daimkvidreb kidec yvela<br />

sikeTes. dae, Rirsni gavxdeT maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa<br />

uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars<br />

dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa wmindisa<br />

Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

11-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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xelosani advilad cxondeba<br />

elosnobas nuravin iTakilebs _ dae, SercxveT maT,<br />

xromlebic daumsaxureblad Wamen purs da uqnarobiT<br />

cxovroben, hyavT uamravi msaxuri da mudmiv msaxurebas<br />

sxvaTagan iTxoven. sazrdos miReba mxolod Sromis<br />

Semdgom brZnuli wesia, romlis damcvelT aqvT wminda<br />

suli da azrebi _ sayuradRebo. usaqmuri kaci xSird amaodmetyvelebs,<br />

mTeli dRe nebivrobs da arafers akeTebs.<br />

niadag samuSaoTi dakavebuli advilad ar miscems Tavs<br />

zedmetis nebas arc saqmiT, arc sityviTa da arc azrebiT<br />

_ misma sulma srulad SeiTvisa Sromismoyvare cxovreba.<br />

nu moviZulebT maT, vinc sakuTari garjiT irCens<br />

Tavs, piriqiT, SevaqoT amisTvis.<br />

miTxar, ra Rirsi iqnebi madlisa, Tu mamiseuli memkvidreobis<br />

miRebis Semdeg xels ar gaanZrev da qonebas<br />

gaaniaveb? nuTu ar ici, rom saiqioSi yvelas erTnairad<br />

ar mogveTxoveba _ saaqaoSi meti sikeTis mimRebni iq<br />

umZimesad ageben pasuxs, xolo damaSvralT, siRatakiT<br />

an raime msgavsiT daTrgunulT _ umsubuqesad moekiTxebaT?!<br />

es Cans igavidan mdidrisa da lazares Sesaxeb. Sen,<br />

vinc Tavisufali dro saerTod ar dauTme saWiro saqmeebs,<br />

samarTlianad daisjebi; xolo Rataki, vinc mTeli<br />

misi jafis miuxedavad, dro Rirseulad gamoiyena, miiRebs<br />

did jildos. Seni uzrunvelobis gasamarTleblad<br />

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sakuTar samxedro wodebas moimizezeb? magram amgvari<br />

mobodiSeba usafuZvloa. korniliusi asisTavi iyo, magram<br />

meomris aRWurviloba sulac ar uSlida xels mis<br />

RvTismosaobas. Sen ki takimasxarebTan da mrokavebTan<br />

erTobi, mTel dros sanaxaobebze atareb, arc samxedro<br />

samsaxuris aucilebeli saqmeni gawuxebs da arc mmarTvelTa<br />

SiSi gaqvs; magram eklesiaSi mogixmobT Tu ara,<br />

umal gamoZebni uTvalav dabrkolebas.<br />

ras ityvi im dRes, roca ixilav koconis almurs,<br />

cicxlovan mdinareebs, ganuxsnel borkilebs da moismen<br />

kbilTa RrWenas? vin dagexmareba, roca ixilav xelosans,<br />

vinc Tavisi cxovreba marTlad ganvlo da didebiT<br />

netarebs. xolo Sen, abreSumiT Semosili, ampartavani da<br />

keTilsurnelebis mfrqveveli, gausaZlisad itanjebi?<br />

ras gargebs simdidre, qonebis siuxve Sen an ras avnebs<br />

siRaribe xelosans?! amitom, Tavidan rom aviciloT msgavsi<br />

xvedri, gveSinodes Cvenive naTqvamisa da Zalisxmeva<br />

ar daviSuroT aucilebel saqmeTa Sesasruleblad.<br />

Tu RmerTs ase lmobiervyofT Cveni uwindeli codvebis<br />

mosateveblad da amas mivamatebT samomavlo keTil saqmeebsac,<br />

SevZlebT zeciuri sasufevlis damkvidrebas.<br />

me-5 saubari korinTelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze.<br />

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sanaxaobebze moarulTa winaaRmdeg<br />

uTu mosaTmenia da asatani is, rom arc SegrcxvaT<br />

nda paraskevs _ roca aRsrulda moswavebani Cveni<br />

modgmis gadarCenisa, roca ufali qveynierebisTvis ecva<br />

jvars; Sewirul iqna aseTi msxverpli; ganiRo samoTxe da<br />

avazaki aRvida Tavis Tavdapirvel samSobloSi; moixsna<br />

wyevla da ganqarda codva; Sewyda adamianebis xangrZlivi<br />

mtroba RmerTTan, moxda Serigeba da icvala yovelive<br />

_ swored am dRes, roca gmarTebda marxva, didebismetyveleba<br />

da samadlobel locvaTa aRvlena RvTisTvis,<br />

vinc sikeTe mohfina msoflios, Tqven miatoveT eklesia,<br />

sulieri msxverpli, moZmeTa krebuli, daiviwyeT marxva<br />

da eSmakis tyvedqmnilebma miaSureT sanaxaobebs.<br />

iqneb ar ici, rom RmerTi iseve mogvkiTxavs, Tu rogor<br />

gamoviyeneT Cveni cxovrebis nebismieri dRe, rogorc<br />

Cven vTxovT angariSs msaxurebs maTTvis mibarebuli<br />

TiToeuli groSis gamo. ras vetyviT mas, Tavs riT<br />

gavimarTlebT, roca sanaxaobebze gatarebuli dRisTvis<br />

mogvTxoven pasuxs? iq siaruliT moxucebma WaRara<br />

Seircxvines da Wabukebma TavianT siymawviles Seuqmnes<br />

safrTxe; mamebma miiyvanes Svilebi da umwikvlo asakSive<br />

gaimetes isini urjuloebis ufskrulSi dasanTqmelad.<br />

arc Secdeboda is, vinc maT uwodebda ara mSoblebs, aramed<br />

Svilis mkvlelebs, TavianT naSierTa sulebis urjuloebiT<br />

warmwymedelT. mkiTxav, sad aris aq urju-<br />

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loeba? imitomac mtkiva guli, rom avad xar, sneulebas<br />

ki ver grZnob da mkurnals ar eZeb. mruSobiT aRsavses<br />

gainteresebs kidec _ sad aris aq urjuloeba? iqneb ar<br />

gsmenia qristes sityvebi: romeli xedvides dedakacsa<br />

gulis-Tqumad mas, munve imruSa mis Tana gulsa Sina<br />

TÂssa (mT. 5:28)? metyvi: Tuki gulisTqmiT ar Sevxedav?<br />

magram rogor damarwmuneb amaSi? vinc Tavs ver ikavebs,<br />

rom ar Sexedos, Tanac esodeni daJinebiT, is rogor Se-<br />

Zlebs umwikvloebis SenarCunebas? Seni sxeuli qva an<br />

rkina xom ar ggonia?! xar Semosili kacobrivi xorciT,<br />

rasac ufro swrafad ekideba cecxli, vidre Calas.<br />

sanaxaoba ra saxsenebelia, roca Cven xSirad gvaforiaqeben<br />

moedanze Semxvedri dedakacebic ki. Sen ki Semomjdarxar<br />

zemo iarusze iq, sadac amdeni ram aRgiZravs<br />

qvena azrebs, Sehyureb Tavdauxurav, oqroqsoviliT Semosil<br />

memruSe dedakacs, romelic metismetad gamomwvevia,<br />

nebivrad da macdurad arxevs sxeuls, mReris uxams<br />

simRerebs, ambobs garyvnil leqsebs da uSver sityvebs;<br />

ise mourideblad iqceva, rom amgvari ramis warmodgenisac<br />

ki grcxvenia da Tvalebs xuWav; maS, rogor bedav Tqmas,<br />

rom Sen adamianur qvena grZnobas saerTod ar ganicdi?<br />

Tavs ver vikaveb, kvlav rom ar giTxra: nuTu Seni<br />

sxeuli qva an rkinaa? nuTu Sen im did da keTilSobil<br />

mamebze brZeni xar, romlebic martooden erTi Sexedvis<br />

gamo daecnen?<br />

ar gsmenia, ras ambobda solomoni? gamo-me-vis ekrisa<br />

cecxli wiaRTa da samoseli misi ara daiwÂs? anu valnme<br />

vin nakuercxalsa zeda cecxlisasa da ferÃni misi<br />

ara moiwuas? egreTve, romeli Sevides dedakacisa Tana<br />

qmriscolisa, ara ganeres tanjvasa ZÂrsa, egreTve ara<br />

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ubralo iyos yoveli, romeli Seexos mas (igav. 6:27-29).<br />

marTalia, memruSesTan ar dacemulxar, magram fiqrebiT<br />

masTan mainc gqonda kavSiri _ ase rom nebayoflobiT<br />

Sescode; codvis qmnas gaagrZeleb sanaxaobis dasrulebis<br />

merec _ igi wava, magram sulSi dagrCeba misi<br />

saxe, sityvebi, gamoxedva, mimoxvra, aRnagoba, moqniloba,<br />

avxorcobis aRmZravi asoni... amitomac iqidan mravali<br />

WrilobiT brundebi. aqedan xom ar iwyeba areuloba Sens<br />

saxlSi? es xom ar xdeba ubiwoebis kvdomis, qorwinebis<br />

rRvevis, Cxubis, ayalmayalisa da uTvalav usiamovneba-<br />

Ta mizezi?! rodesac Sen, am memruSe dedakaciT Tavbrudaxveuli<br />

da datyvevebuli dabrundebi saxlSi, colic<br />

Zveleburad sandomiani aRar geCveneba, bavSvebsac veRar<br />

itan, msaxurebi Tavs gabezreben _ saerTod saxli Seg-<br />

Zuldeba ise, rom saWiro saqmeTa mosagvareblad ubralo<br />

garjac ki ganerviulebs, yvela momsvleli abezari da<br />

autaneli ggonia.<br />

amis mizezia is, rom saxlSi marto ar brundebi _ Tan<br />

mogyavs memruSe. is Semodis ara aSkarad da daufaravad,<br />

rac ufro asatani iqneboda, radgan coli mas myisve<br />

gaagdebda, aramed Sens sulsa da SegnebaSi Camjdari es<br />

dedakaci SenSi aRvivebs babilonis saxumilis dar cecxls<br />

_ iqneb ufro Zliersac. radgan es ali mosdebia<br />

ara fiCxs, navTs an kuprs, aramed mas aRagznebs yovelive<br />

is, rac zemoT vaxseneT. ase rom, Sens irgvliv yvelaferi<br />

air-daireva... iqcevi cxelebaSeyriliviT, romelic<br />

ugunebod aris da yvelafriT ukmayofiloa, umizezod adanaSaulebs<br />

mosamsaxureT, uars ambobs sakvebze, Seuracxyofs<br />

eqimebs, urisxdeba saxleuls, Cagravs msaxurT.<br />

swored ase SfoTaven da drtvinaven mruSobis mZime seniT<br />

Sepyrobilni da mudam Tvalwin udgaT is meZavi.<br />

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mZime saqmea! isriT dakodili mgeli, lomi da sxva<br />

nadiri gaurbis monadires, xolo gonebiT dajildoebuli<br />

kaci, daiWreba Tu ara, miiswrafis moisrisaken, raTa<br />

Rrma iarebiT mowylulsma meti kmayofileba hpovos. es<br />

aris yvelaze samwuxaro, radgan amiT sneuleba ukurnebeli<br />

xdeba. visac ar stkiva Tavisi iarebi da ar surs<br />

maTi moSuSeba, is gana eqims dauwyebs Zebnas?! vglovob<br />

da vwuxvar, rom aseTi saxadiT daavadebulni brundebiT<br />

da wuTieri kmayofilebis fasad ganuwyvetel vaebas ganvumzadebT<br />

sakuTar Tavs. WeSmaritad, geheniisa da saiqio<br />

tanjvis mowevnamde Tqven saaqaoSive imetebT Tavs ukiduresi<br />

wamebisTvis. miTxar, gana gausaZlisi tanjva ar<br />

aris, atarebde aseT gulisTqmas, iyo mudmiv aRgznebuli,<br />

gauneleblad gwvavdes uxamsi siyvarulis cecxli da Tan<br />

gdevdes sindisis qenjna? rogor mieaxlebi eklesias _<br />

am wmida adgilis zRurbls da Seexebi zeciur trapezs?<br />

rogor moismen saubars ubiwoebaze, roca mTlad vnebis<br />

wylulebiTa da iarebiT xar dafaruli da Seni sulic<br />

misi monaa?<br />

amitomac xmamaRla gafrTxilebT: Tu am Segonebisa da<br />

darigebis Semdeg vinme wava uwmindur da warmwymedel<br />

sanaxaobebze, mas taZris zRudes ar gadmovalaxvineb, ar<br />

vaziareb saidumloT, wminda trapezTan mikarebis nebas<br />

ar davrTav. mwyemsebi qecian cxvrebs gamoacalkeveben<br />

xolme janmrTelebisgan _ swored ase moviqcevi mec!...<br />

Zvel dros keTrovans, Tund gvirgvinosani mefe yofiliyo,<br />

banaks ganaridebdnen da mis miRma tovebdnen. Cven miT<br />

ufro ganvagdebT suliT keTrovans am wminda banakidan...<br />

Tavidan Segonebas mivmarTe da Tqvens sindiss movuxme,<br />

axla ki, am darigebaTa Semdgom, aucilebelia bolos-<br />

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dabolos mokveTasac mivmarTo. marTalia, maxvili ar<br />

mipyria, magram masze umetes miWris sityva. cecxli ar<br />

maxlavs, magram CemTan aris masze mogizgize da dambugavi<br />

swavleba.<br />

nu ugulebelyofT RvTismsaxurTa ganaCens. marTalia,<br />

ar vqedmaRlobT da friad Tavmdabalnic varT, magram,<br />

RvTis madliT, gveboZa Rirseba, risi ZaliTac SegviZlia<br />

Tqveni gankveTa. maS, dae, gankveTil iqnan suliT sneulni,<br />

raTa jansaRni ufro gaZlierdnen, avadmyofni ki mZime<br />

senisagan ganikurnon. Tu am ganaCenis mosmenam SegaZrwunaT<br />

_ vxedav yvelas sulTqmasa da Semusvrilebas _ dae,<br />

gamoswordnen isini da ganaCenic gauqmdeba, radgan Cven<br />

mogveca ufleba rogorc Sekvrisa, ise ganxsnisa da Sewynarebisa.<br />

dae, am avxorcobas ayolilTagan nurvin Semova eklesiaSi,<br />

Tqvenc moikveTeT igi da saerTo mtrad miiCnieT.<br />

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sityva sanaxaobaTa winaaRmdeg.

Sinaomis mizezia codva<br />

aidanac codva iRebs saTaves, sasjelic iqidan gad-<br />

smogviWers maTraxs. daviTma sxvisi kuTvnili kravi<br />

Tavis saxlSi Seiyvana, misi mwyemsi ki mokla. kravma maleve<br />

dauwyo rqena patrons misive samkvidrebelSi. daviTma<br />

sxvis sacxovrisSi daTesa ganxeTqileba, sakuTar<br />

saxlSi ki omi aRiZra mis winaaRmdeg.<br />

urias mokvlisa da misi colis moyvanisTvis daviTs<br />

aumxedrda sakuTari Ze. ismine, ra uTxra mas RmerTma na-<br />

Tan winaswarmetyvelis piriT: aw nu ganeSorebin maxÂli<br />

saxlsa Sensa ukunisamde JamTa. Sen maxviliT gaape sxvisi<br />

saxli, me ki Sen gangimzadeb maxvils Senive saxlSi: aha,<br />

esera, saxliT SeniT aRvadgino ZÂri Sen zeda (2 mef. 12:7-<br />

11).<br />

dResac mraval saxlSia gaCaRebuli brZola: erTs<br />

coli eomeba, meores Ze utevs, sxvas usiamovnebani aqvs<br />

ZmasTan, mosamsaxureebTan... da maTgan TiToeuli itanjeba,<br />

javrobs, ibrZvis, iwyebs oms da omiTve marcxdeba. magram<br />

aravin fiqrobs, aravin msjelobs TavisTavTan: iqneb<br />

Tavad rom ar daeTesa codva, mis saxlSi nar-ekalic ar<br />

aRmocendeboda; rom ar Caegdo codvis naperwkali, saku-<br />

Tari samyofelic ar augizgizdeboda; aravin fiqrobs,<br />

rom Sinauri ubedurebani nayofia codvebisa; rom cod-<br />

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vilis dasjas RmerTi misive saxleulT akisrebs, rasac<br />

adasturebs yvelaze sarwmuno ram _ wminda werili.<br />

rao, gebrZvis coli: Sin misvlisTanave nadiriviT<br />

SemogefeTeba da alesil maxvilze basri eniT mware sityvebs<br />

gaxvedrebs? samwuxaroa, rom Tanamdgomeli mowinaaRmdeged<br />

geqca, magram erTi sakuTar TavTanac gamoi-<br />

Zie _ siWabukis wlebSi vinme dedakacis mimarT raime<br />

ukeTureba xom ar ganizraxe? da Tu asea, ai, im dedakacis<br />

SeuracxyofisaTvis samagieros dedakacive gixdis da sxvis<br />

maSindel iaras dRes Seni sakuTari coli wamlobs.<br />

marTalia, is gaucnobiereblad iqceva ase, samagierod,<br />

es uwyis mkurnalma _ RmerTma da zemoqmedebs Senze Seni<br />

colis _ viTarca maxvilis _ saSualebiT. maxvili ver<br />

xvdeba ra roli akisria, magram es icis mkurnalma; mar-<br />

Talia, verc mZleveli coli da verc Zleuli qmari ver<br />

acnobiereben, ratom ebrZvian erTmaneTs, magram RmerTs,<br />

rogorc mkurnals, ar gamoepareba _ ra aris maTTvis sasikeTo.<br />

is, rom avi coli qmrisTvis sasjelia codvaTa<br />

gamo, adasturebs saRvTo werili: misi sityvebis Tanaxmad,<br />

codvil qmars eZleva avi coli (ix. zir. 26:3-9), rogorc<br />

codviT aRZvraTa gamanadgurebeli mware wamali.<br />

SvilTagan Tavdasxmebic rom sasjelia codvaTa gamo,<br />

amis mowme gaxda daviTi, urjulo kavSirisaTvis Tavisi<br />

Zis _ abesalomis _ mier devnuli. Zmebi emterebian Zmebs<br />

da mizezi aqac codvaa, amas adasturebs msajulTa wigni.<br />

roca Zmebi Semogiteven, maT nu daemdurebi, sakuTar Tavs<br />

daakvirdi da zedmiwevniT gamoiZie, ra codvebs gamo gadagemternen<br />

isini. zogjer amgvari Tavdasxma martooden<br />

sakuTar codvaTa gamo ar xdeba. magaliTad, iosebi, romlis<br />

mimarTac Zmebis mtrobis mizezi misi codvebi ar<br />

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yofila; arc iobi iTmenda colis sayvedurebs sakuTar<br />

codvaTa gamo. magram mainc adamianTa umravlesobisTvis<br />

saxleulis gadamterebis mizezi sakuTari codvebia. maT<br />

gamo zogjer megobrebi mtrebi xdebian, uwin moyvarulni<br />

urTierTs siZulviliT ganeSorebian. es imitom, rom<br />

RmerTi misTvis cnobil mizezTa gamo dauSvebs aseT urTierTdapirispirebas.<br />

egviptelTa Sesaxeb fsalmunSi weria:<br />

gardaaqcia guli maTi moZulebad erisa maTisa (Sdr.<br />

fs. 104:25). RmerTi ar dauSvebda amgvar siZulvils, egviptelTa<br />

adrindeli urTierTsiyvaruli mankieri rom<br />

ar yofiliyo. amgvari siyvaruliT warwymedils swored<br />

uflisgan daSvebuli siZulvili miscems biZgs saTnoebiTi<br />

cxovrebisTvis. monebic da qveSevrdomnic xSirad<br />

uwyoben amboxs TavianT batonebs maTi codvebis gamo. yuradReba<br />

miaqcie _ sanam adamma codva ar Caidina, mas mxecebic<br />

emsaxurebodnen da morCilebdnen; isic saxelebs<br />

arqmevda maT, rogorc Tavis monebs; xolo odes Tavi<br />

waibilwa codviT, cxovelebmac ver icnes igi _ yofili<br />

monebi mtrad miekidnen. ezos qofaki emsaxureba mas, vinc<br />

aWmevs _ misi eSinia da mis danaxvaze Zrwis. magram Tu<br />

uceb Tvals mohkravs mis gamurul an niRabafarebul<br />

saxes, dasaglejad ecema, rogorc ucxos. ase daemarTa<br />

adamsac: sanam wmindad inaxavda RvTis xatad Seqmnil Tavis<br />

saxes, manamde mxecebi Tvinierad emorCilebodnen;<br />

xolo roca urCobis WuWyiT gaisvara, pirutyvmac ve-<br />

Rar icno da ucxosaviT gadaemtera. maSasadame, monaTa<br />

amboxic codvaTa sazRaurisgebaa. marTali iyo danieli<br />

da lomebmac cnes misi meufeba; maT dainaxes, rom is ar<br />

iyo codvasTan wilnayari da arc dasajes. magram roca<br />

Sescoda, icrua winaswarmetyvelma, igi gzad Semoyrili<br />

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lomis msxverpli gaxda (ix. 3 mef. 13:24). sicruiT Semwikvluli<br />

lommac veRar icno, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi<br />

winaswarmetyvels ar iucxoebda da pativsac miagebda.<br />

raki masSi cruwinaswarmetyveli dainaxa, ucnobad miiCnia<br />

da Tavs daesxa _ meufem icrua da monamac uaryo misi<br />

meufeba!...<br />

magram ra mosatania Sinauri ubedurebani, roca CvenTvis<br />

yvelaze maxlobeli da sayvareli _ Cveni sxeulic<br />

zogjer mtrad gvekideba; roca codvas CavidenT, igi samagieros<br />

cxelebiT, sxva sneulebebiTa da tanjviT gvixdis.<br />

Tu damonebuli xorci dasjis mefed qmnil, magram<br />

Semcodebel suls, es iqneba ara misi survili, aramed<br />

movaleoba. amas adasturebs qriste, romelmac gankurnebul<br />

ganrRveuls uTxra: aha cocxal iqmen, nuRara<br />

scodav, raÁTa ara uZÂresi raÁme geyos Sen (in. 5:14).<br />

maS. Zmano, raki SevityeT, rom saxleulTan, axloblebTan<br />

Tu monebTan omisa da xorciel sneulebaTa<br />

mizezi didwilad aris codvebi, aRmovfxvraT es saTave<br />

borotebisa!<br />

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saubari me-3 fsalmunze.

ubedurebas avicilebT sinanuliTa da<br />

cxovrebis gamosworebiT<br />

u SevicvlebiT, odnav mainc vizrunebT sakuTar<br />

Tsulze da ganveSorebiT codvas, maSin mosalodneli<br />

safrTxe usiamovnosa da savalalos verafers Segvam-<br />

Txvevs. CemTvis es naTelia, raki mwams RvTis kacTmoyvarebisa<br />

da vici, rogor moeqca igi qedmaRal adamianebs,<br />

tomebsa Tu erebs. RmerTi emuqreboda ninevielTa qalaqsac:<br />

merme samniRa dReni da ninevi daiqces (ion. 3:4),<br />

magram ra _ daingra qalaqi ninevia? ara da ara! piriqiT<br />

_ igi aRdga, ufro gandidda da uamravi wlis Semdgomac<br />

ar daukargavs Tavisi brwyinvaleba, rasac kvlav da kvlav<br />

asxamen xotbas; aocebT, rom im droidan moyolebuli<br />

es qalaqi iqca yvela Semcodeblis saimedo navsayudelad<br />

_ ninevia aravis aZlevs saswarkveTilebis nebas,<br />

yvelas mouxmobs sinanulisken. imiT, rac Tavad gaakeTa<br />

da riTac daimsaxura RvTis wyaloba, ninevia gvarwmunebs<br />

_ arasdros davkargoT sasoeba gadarCenisa, vicxovroT<br />

saTnoebiT, bednieri dasasrulis keTili imediTa da mtkice<br />

rwmeniT.<br />

WeSmaritad, vis ar Seemateba mxneoba, yvelaze uzrunvelsac<br />

ki, roca Seityobs, ra SeemTxvaT ninevielebs?<br />

RmerTma xom amjobina, ar aResrulebina winaswarmetyveleba,<br />

vidre qalaqi iavarqmniliyo. Tumca winas-<br />

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warmetyvelebas aRusrulebeli ar eTqmis. igi dasagmobi<br />

maSin iqneboda, Tu xalxi darCeboda imave codvebSi, ganaCeni<br />

ki ar aRsruldeboda.. magram rogorc ki ninevielebi<br />

gamoswordnen da codva aRkveTes, uflis risxvac<br />

dacxra. maS, ratom unda daedos bralad sicrue winaswarmetyvelebas?<br />

RmerTma am SemTxvevaSic daicva rjuli,<br />

rac Tavdapirvelad winaswarmetyvelis saSualebiT<br />

auwya yvelas: aRsasruli vTqua naTesavsa zeda, anu mefobasa<br />

mospolvaÁ maTda da warwymedad. da moaqcios na-<br />

Tesavman ukeTurebaTagan maTTa da Sevinano borotTaTÂs,<br />

romelTa vsityuevd yofad maTda. dasasruli vTqua na-<br />

Tesavsa zeda da mefobasa zeda aRSenebad da danergvad,<br />

da boroti qmnen winaSe Cemsa arsmenad Ãmisa Cemisa, da<br />

Sevinano keTilTaTÂs, romelni vTquen qmnad maTda (ier.<br />

18:7-10). am rjulis SenarCunebiT RmerTma ixsna gamosworebulni<br />

da urjuloebisgan gandgomilT aarida Tavisi<br />

risxva. man uwyoda ra ninevielTa saTnoeba, aaCqara<br />

winaswarmetyveli.<br />

aha, SiSiT SeiZra qalaqi, roca moismina winaswarmetyveluri<br />

xma, magram amiT araferi daSavebia, sasikeTo<br />

ki SeiZina. am SiSma ganapiroba misi gadarCena; muqaram<br />

uvnebelyo safrTxe; dangrevis ganaCenma SeaCera qalaqis<br />

ganadgureba.<br />

ra saocari, gaugonari ram aris! sasikvdilo ganaCenma<br />

sicocxle dabada! uflis ganaCeni gamocxadda, magram ar<br />

aRsrulda. ase ar xdeba saero samsjavroze _ iq ganaCeni<br />

mis Seuqcevad Sesrulebas moaswavebs. RmerTTan, piriqiT,<br />

ganaCenis gamocxadebas SeiZleba misi gauqmebac mohyves.<br />

misi uwyebis gareSe codvilebi xom ver Seityobdnen, ra<br />

moelodaT, Sesabamisad verc Seinanebdnen, danaSauls<br />

ver aicilebdnen da saswaulebrivad ver gadarCebodnen.<br />

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gana saocreba ar aris _ msajuls ganaCeni gamoaqvs da Tu<br />

gansasjeli Seinanebs, umalve auqmebs?! ninevielebi ki ar<br />

gaqceulan qalaqidan, aramed darCnen da amiT gaamyares<br />

igi. ninevia iyo xafangi, moqalaqeebma igi galavnad aqcies;<br />

iyo xevi da ufskruli, maT ki damcav godolad gaixades;<br />

moismines, rom qalaqi daemxoboda, magram gansacdels ar<br />

gaeqcnen, samagierod ganeridnen codvas; aravin miatova<br />

saxli _ yvelam Tavisi boroti gza uaryo. qalaqis nagebobebma<br />

xom ar ganarisxa RmerTi? sakuTari iarebis gaCena<br />

Cveni bralia da Cvenve gvmarTebs maTi wamloba. amitomac<br />

ninevielebma Tavis gadasarCenad sakuTari zne-Cvevebis<br />

Secvla amjobines adgilis Secvlas.<br />

ase moiqcnen ucxotomelebi! Cven ki arafrad vagdebT<br />

da sircxviliT ar vimalebiT imis gamo, rom ar vicvliT<br />

znes _ vicvliT mxolod adgils da avla-didebasac<br />

vezidebiT. ufali gvirisxdeba, Cven ki mis risxvas<br />

arad vagdebT, sadac wavalT, sakuTari qoneba migvaqvs,<br />

memTvraleebiviT aqeT-iqiT davexetebiT da daveZebT mis<br />

dasabargebel adgils _ arada gvmarTebda, sakuTari sulis<br />

dasavanebili adgili mogveZebna. umjobesi iqneboda,<br />

sakuTari sulis usafrTxoeba RvTismosavi da patiosani<br />

cxovrebiT mogvepovebina. gana Cven Tavad rom ganvrisxebodiT<br />

msaxurs da sayvedurebiT agvevso, is ki, nacvlad<br />

TavismarTlebisa, wasuliyo Tavis oTaxSi, Seekra bargi<br />

_ samosi, nivTebi... da gaqceva gadaewyvita, Cven didsulovnad<br />

moviTmendiT aseT ampartavnebas?! davuteoT udroo<br />

sazrunavi da TiToeulma Cvenganma mimarTos RmerTs:<br />

vidre-me vide sulisa Senisagan da pirisa Senisagan vidre-me<br />

vivltodi (fs. 138:7)? mivbaZoT ucxotomelTa<br />

sibrZnes: maT Seinanes, Tumca ar icodnen, mietevebodaT<br />

Tu ara. ufalma ganaCenSi ar miuTiTa: Tu moiqceviT da<br />

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SeinanebT, qalaqs xels ar vaxlebo. mxolod ase iTqva:<br />

merme samniRa dReni da ninevi daiqces. vin uwyis, _ kiTxulobdnen<br />

isini, _ mo-Tu-aqcios ufalman da vedrebul<br />

iqmnes. da moiqces risxvisagan guliswyromisa misisa da<br />

ara warvwymdeT (ion. 3:4,9)?<br />

vin uwyis! anu maT ar icodnen, rogor dasruldeboda<br />

es ambavi da mainc ar ugulebelyves sinanuli; RvTis<br />

kacTmoyvarebis umecarni iyvnen da mainc Seicvalnen! maT<br />

magaliTic ar gaegonaT winapar ninevielTa sinanulisa<br />

da cxonebisa; maT ar waukiTxavT winaswarmetyvelni, ar<br />

mousmeniaT patriarqTa rCeva-darigebanis, amdenad ar<br />

iyvnen darwmunebulni, rom sinanuliT aucileblad Se-<br />

Zlebdnen RvTis lmobieryofas. uflis muqaraSi araferi<br />

iyo naTqvami amis Sesaxeb, magram maT mTeli gulwrfelobiT<br />

Seinanes, Tumca orWofobdnen da ar iyvnen darwmunebulni<br />

TavianTi qmedebis sisworeSi. ninevielebma,<br />

marTalia, danamdvilebiT ar icodnen, ra Sedegi mohyveboda<br />

maT am saqciels, magram mainc Seicvalnen; ai, Cven ki<br />

_ RvTis kacTmoyvarebaSi darwmunebulT, visac xSirad<br />

gvigrZvnia Cvendami misi mzrunveloba, mogvismenia winaswarmetyvelTa<br />

da mociqulTaTvis, gviswavlia maTni saqmeni,<br />

ra gagvamarTlebs, Tu ar movindomebT ninevielTa<br />

saTnoebis mibaZvas?!<br />

didia ninevielTa saTnoeba, magram RvTis kacTmoyvareba<br />

mas bevrad aRemateba. es Cans Tavad muqaridanac _<br />

RmerTma ar daurTo ganaCens: Tu SeinanebT, dagindobTo,<br />

raTa ganaCenis gaurkvevlobiT gaemZafrebina moqalaqeTa<br />

SiSi da daeCqarebina maTSi sinanulis aRZvra.<br />

iona winaswarmetyvels Sercxva, roca momavali gan-<br />

Wvrita da mixvda, rom winamoswaveba aRusrulebeli<br />

darCeboda. samagierod, es ar iTakila RmerTma, radgan<br />

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misTvis mxolod erTi ram iyo mTavari _ kacTa gadarCena<br />

da Tavisi monis gamosworeba. iona gemze avida Tu ara,<br />

RmerTma aaRelva zRva, anu sadac codvaa, iq qariSxalia;<br />

sadac urCobaa, iq Relvaa; rogorc ninevielTa cidvaTa<br />

gamo iZvroda qalaqi, ise winaswarmetyvel ionas urCobis<br />

gamo aqeT-iqiT awydeboda gemi. aha, mezRvaurebma iona<br />

zRvaSi gadaagdes da gemmac Sewyvita ryeva. Cvenc tal-<br />

Rebs gavatanoT codva da qalaqic usaTuod damSviddeba.<br />

amrigad, veranair sargebels SegvZens gaqceva; man verc<br />

ionas uSvela _ piriqiT, avno kidec. igi gaiqca, magram<br />

ver ascda RvTis risxvas. miatova xmeleTi da qariSxali<br />

aRZra zRvaSi, am gaqceviT man verc saTavisod hpova<br />

raime sasikeTo da Tavis SemfarebelTac didi safrTxe<br />

Seuqmna. roca zRvaSi micuravda, swored maSin aRmoCndnen<br />

safrTxis qveS mezRvaurebic, mesaWec da mTeli gemic<br />

Tavisi aRWurvilobiT. rogorc ki iona talRebs misces,<br />

misi codva am sasjelma warxoca. Semdeg igi cocxal gem-<br />

Si _ veSapis mucelSi aRmoCnda da esiamovna kidec sruli<br />

usafrTxoeba.<br />

aqedan gulisxmahyav, viTarca codviT mcxovrebs gemze<br />

yofnac ki ver Svelis, ise codvisgan Tavisufals Ria<br />

zRva ar daaxrCobs da arc wylis binadarni daglejen.<br />

iona talRam aitaca, magram ar CauZiravs; veSapma gadaylapa,<br />

magram ar mouklavs. piriqiT, cxovelmac da stiqionmac<br />

RmerTs uvneblad daubrunes mibarebuli iona. am<br />

yovelivem Seagona winaswarmetyvels, yofiliyo kacTmoyvare<br />

da mSvidi, Tavi ar warmoeCina ugunur mezRvaurebze<br />

ufro gulqvad, talRebsa da mtaceblebze ufro<br />

daundoblad. mezRvaurebmac igi gemidan gadaagdes ara<br />

myisve, pirvelive safrTxisTanave, aramed ukiduresi<br />

aucileblobis dros. zRvamac da veSapmac guliTadad<br />

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izrunes masze da daicves, radgan es yovelive saRvTo<br />

gangebulebiT xdeboda.<br />

da ai, iona dabrunda erSi, iqadaga da am erTaderTi<br />

qadagebiT auwya ninevielebs safrTxe, daarwmuna isini,<br />

SeaSina, gamoaswora da gadaarCina. ar dasWirda mravaldRiani,<br />

xangrZlivi Segonebani _ man mxolod oriod sityviT<br />

mimarTa da yvelas sinanuli aRuZra. RmerTs iona<br />

nineviaSi pirdapir gemidan ar miuyvania: mezRvaurebma<br />

is jer misces zRvas, zRvam _ veSaps, veSapma _ RmerTs,<br />

RmerTma _ ninevielebs. aseTi grZeli gziT daabruna gaqceuli<br />

iona RmerTma da amiT aswavla yvelas, rom veravin<br />

gaeqceva uflis xels; rom sadac unda wavides, codvac<br />

Tan gahyveba da uTvalavi ubedurebis gadatana mouwevs.<br />

erTi kacic rom ar darCes misi ganmkiTxavi, Tavad buneba<br />

udidesi ZaliT aRudgeba yoveli mxridan.<br />

maS, Cveni gadarCena vandoT ara gaqcevas, aramed Cvensave<br />

Sinagan Secvlas. nuTu RmerTi Sen, qalaqis mkvidrs,<br />

imitom girisxdeba, rom aqidan gagaqcios? Sescode<br />

da amitomac aris Senze gamwyrali. maS, dauteve codva,<br />

wylulis gaCenis adgilzeve daSrite borotebis saTave.<br />

eqimebic gvirCeven, sneulebas misive gamomwvevi mizezis<br />

sapirispiro saSualebiT vumkurnaloT. Tu nayrovanebisgan<br />

cxeleba dagvemarTa _ isini am sneulebis gansakurneblad<br />

TavSekavebas gvirCeven, daavadda vinme mowyinebisagn<br />

_ amisTvis uebar wamlad mxiarulebas gvTavazoben.<br />

ase unda moviqceT sulier sneulebaTa drosac. RvTis<br />

risxva aRZra Cvenma uzrunvelobam. maS, Zal-Rone ar daviSuroT<br />

mis gansaSoreblad da zne-CveulebaTa srulad<br />

Sesacvlelad.<br />

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me-4 saubari qandakebaTa damxobis Sesaxeb.

momakvdavis axlobelTa nugeSiniscema<br />

iglovoT ara sulTmobrZavni, aramed isini, vinc<br />

vcodviT ganasruleben sicocxles. Tu Sen, colo,<br />

Semweoba gWirdeba da amitom dastiri qmars, daxmarebisTvis<br />

mimarTe yvela Cvenganis damcvels, macxovarsa da<br />

keTilismyofels – RmerTs _ marad mzad myofs, dauZlevelsa<br />

da yvelgan ganfenil sikeTes, saimedo safarvels,<br />

romelic oTxkuTxiv gvicavs gansacdelTagan. metyvi,<br />

rom qmars SeCeveuli xar da is SenTvis sanukvari<br />

da sanatrelia? es mec vici. magram Tu gonebis ZaliT<br />

gaineleb mwuxarebas da dafiqrdebi imaze, Tu vin waiyvana<br />

Seni meuRle; Tu sakuTar nebas RmerTs msxverplad Seswirav<br />

da SeZleb am mtkivneuli dartymis didsulovnad<br />

daiTmenas, maSin imas, rasac dro unda aRasrulebdes,<br />

aRasrulebs Seni sibrZne; Tu metismetad miecemi wuxils,<br />

marTalia, dro gaanelebs Sens dards, magram jildod<br />

verafers miiReb.<br />

gaixsene, rogor daapira abraamma Tavisi Zis msxverplSewirva<br />

_ mas ar utiria, erTi sayveduric ar<br />

dascdenia. metyvi: es xom abraami iyo? Sen ufro didi<br />

moRvaweobisTvis xar moxmobili. marTalia, iobi dardobda,<br />

magram ise, rogorc es Sehferis SvilTmoyvare<br />

mamasa da micvalebulebze mzrunvel adamians. xolo is,<br />

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asac axla Cven viqmT, axasiaTebT mtersa da momxdurs.<br />

Tu itireb da iglov samefo savaneSi Seyvanil da gvirgviniT<br />

Semkul kacs, me mis megobars ver giwodeb _ Sen misi<br />

aSkara mteri da avismzraxveli xar. metyvi, rom dastiri<br />

ara qmars, aramed sakuTar Tavs! es ar aris moyvarulis<br />

Tviseba _ ginda, rom is Senzec dardobdes da sakuTar<br />

gaurkvevel momavalzec maSin, roca gvirgvini unda daidgas<br />

da gansasveneblisken gaemarTos; ginda, is talRebma<br />

danTqas maSin, roca navsayudelSi yofnis neba mieca?! metyvi,<br />

rom ar ici, saiT ganvida _ unda icode, marTlad<br />

cxovrobda Tu ara igi da aqedan Seityob, saiT gaemarTa!<br />

metyvi: imitomac vwuxvar, rom is codvili aResrula<br />

_ es naTqvami martooden sityvis banze agdeba da sababi<br />

iqneba. amis gamo rom iglovde micvalebuls, maSin movaleobad<br />

gaixdidi, sicocxleSive gamogesworebina igi.<br />

ara, Sen fiqrob mxolod Sen Tavze da ara masze. Tumca,<br />

Tu is mokvda, rogorc codvili, mainc unda gixarodes,<br />

raki codvas veRar Caidens da borotebaze borotebas ar<br />

daamatebs. Sen ki SeZlebisamebr unda miexmaro mas ara<br />

cremliT, aramed locva-vedrebiT, mowyalebis gaRebiTa<br />

da SesawiraviT.<br />

es yovelive umizezod ar daudgeniaT. Cven tyuilubralod<br />

ar vixsenebT micvalebulebs saRvTo saidumloTa<br />

aRsrulebisas. amiT vSuamdgomlobT da maT vavedrebT<br />

winadagebul kravs _ soflis codvaTa amRebels<br />

_ ase viqceviT imisTvis, rom isini amiT garkveulwilad<br />

vanugeSoT. samsxverplos winaSe wardgomili, saSinel<br />

saidumloTa aRmsrulebeli amaod ar RaRadebs yovelTa<br />

qristes mier aRsrulebulTa da maTTa momxsenebelTaTvis.<br />

maTi moxsenieba rom ar xdebodes, es sityvebi arc<br />

warmoiTqmoda. Cveni qmedebani sanaxaobiTi warmodgenebi<br />

ki ar aris... nu iyofin! isini suliwmidiT aResrulebian.<br />

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SevewioT micvalebulebs da movixsenioT isini. iobis<br />

Svilebi mamis msxverplma ganwminda. maS, Sen ratom gepareba<br />

eWvi, rom micvalebulTa saxelze Cvengan Sewiruli<br />

msxverpli maT erTgvar nugeSs mohfens? RmerTi<br />

madls xSirad mravalT uboZebs. es gangvimarta pavlem:<br />

mravliTa piriTa Cuenda momarTi igi madli mravalTa<br />

mier samadlobel iqmnas TquenTÂs (2 kor. 1:11). nu davizarebT<br />

micvalebulTa Sewevnas da maTTvis locvebis<br />

aRvlenas. momaval ars saerTo ganwmenda msofliosi!<br />

amitomac kadnierebiT vloculobT mTel msofliosTvis<br />

da micvalebulebs movixseniebT mowameebTan, aRmsareblebTan<br />

da mRvdlebTan erTad. Cven varT erTi sxeuli,<br />

Tumca mis asoTagan erTi aRemateba meores. maTTvis mitevebis<br />

gamoTxova SeiZleba mravalnairad: locvebiT,<br />

maT saxelze Sewiruli ZRveniTa da mowyalebis gaRebiT.<br />

ratom wuxar da glovob, roca micvalebulisTvis Sendobis<br />

gamoTxovis amdeni SesaZlebloba gaqvs? imitom,<br />

rom marto darCi da mfarveli dakarge? nu ambob amas, Sen<br />

ar dagikargavs RmerTi, da sanam es asea, is Tavad iqneba<br />

SenTvis qmarze, mamaze, Zesa da siZeze upiratesi. ufali<br />

SenTvis yvelafers akeTebda maSinac, roca isini cocxlebi<br />

iyvnen. ase imsjele da daviTis msgavsad warmoTqvi:<br />

ufali naTel Cemda da macxovar Cemda; visa meSinodis<br />

(fs. 26:1)? da kidev: romeli-igi mama ars obolTaÁ da<br />

msajuli qurivTaÁ (fs. 67:5). Sehvedre ufals Tanadgoma<br />

_ rac mZime gasaWirSi Cavardebi, is miT metad mogxedavs,<br />

axla ufro izrunebs Senze. iqneb Ze dakarge? amas<br />

nu ambob _ ar dagikargavs! es aris Zili da ara sikvdili;<br />

gadasaxleba, uaresidan ukeTesSi gadasvla da ara<br />

dakargva. nu gaanawyeneb RmerTs. lmobierhyav igi. mwux-<br />

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arebis didsulovnad daTmena ganugeSebT Senc da micvalebulsac;<br />

arada ufro ganarisxeb RmerTs; daemsgavsebi<br />

kacs, romelic dainaxavs, rogor sjis monas patroni, am<br />

ukanasknels gaubrazdeba da amiT met risxvas misgan Tavad<br />

daimsaxurebs. ase nu moiqcevi, hmadlobde RmerTs,<br />

raTa RrubeliviT gagefantos dardi. Senc warmoTqvi iobis<br />

msgavsad: ufalmanca momca, ufalmanca mimiRo (iob.<br />

1:21).<br />

warmoidgine, ramden maTgans, romlebic Senze metad<br />

saTno-eyvnen RmerTs, arasdros hyoliaT Svilebi da maT-<br />

Tvis aravis uwodebia mama. albaT, arc Sen moindomebdi<br />

maT yolas, radgan umjobesia, saerTod ar ganicado siamovneba,<br />

vidre ganicado da mogakldes. ara! girCev, amas<br />

nu ambob _ ufals nu ganarisxeb!.. piriqiT, madloba aRuvline<br />

imisTvis, rac mogeca, daloce imisTvisac, rac bolomde<br />

ver SeinarCune da dakarge. iobs ar uTqvams: umjobesi<br />

iyo ar mRirsebodao _ amas ambob Sen, umaduri,<br />

is ki hmadlobda RmerTs imisTvisac, rac man uboZa da<br />

imiTvisac, rac waarTva: ufalmanca momca, ufalmanca mimiRo.<br />

viTarca unda, egreca qmna. iyavn saxeli uflisaÁ<br />

kurTxeul (iob. 1:21). man colic gaaCuma da Sesagoneblad<br />

aseTi saocari sityvebi uTxra: ukueTu keTili igi<br />

moviReT Ãelisagan uflisa, boroti ese ver moviTminoTa<br />

(iob. 2:10)? roca ufro mZime gansacdeli ewvia, arc maSin<br />

SeZrula _ yovlives iseTive didsulovnebiT iTmenda da<br />

RmerTs didebismetyvelebda. Senc ase moiqeci da Tavad<br />

gansaje, [axlobeli] wagarTva ara kacma _ viRac mterma<br />

an arakeTilmosurnem _ aramed RmerTma, vinc Seqmna igi;<br />

vinc Senze metad zrunavs masze da icis, ra aris misTvis<br />

sasikeTo. gaixsene, cocxlad darCenilma ramdenma Svilma<br />

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mouwamla cxovreba Tavis mSoblebs. mkiTxav, nuTu RvTismosav<br />

Svilebs ver vxedav? vxedav, magram maTTan SedarebiT<br />

Seni Ze amjerad ufro usafrTxod aris. maT axla<br />

aqeben, Tumca ucnobia, ra aRsasruli eqnebaT. Sen ki aRar<br />

SegeSindeba, ar SeZrwundebi, rom Sens Zes raime ar daemarTos,<br />

raRac ar Seicvalos masSi. ase imsjele keTili<br />

da mzrunveli colis dakargvazec da yovelisTvis madloba<br />

aRuvline RmerTs _ iqneb ufals nebavs, icxovro<br />

TavSekavebiT da amitomac ganTavisuflebs borkilebisgan.<br />

Tu ase vimsjelebT, saaqaoSic SeviZenT sulier simSvides<br />

da samomavlodac davidgamT gvirgvinebs.<br />

41-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze.<br />

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locvis Sesaxeb<br />

ocvis dros marad vevedroT RmerTs da SevTxov-<br />

loT Semweoba. ris Sesrulebasac sakuTari ZalisxmeviT<br />

ver vaxerxebT, xSirad iolad vaRwevT mouklebeli<br />

locviT. WeSmaritad, gvmarTebs locva ganuwyveteli _<br />

WirSica da lxinSic, ubedurebaSic da keTildReoba-<br />

Sic. unda vilocoT maSinac, roca bednierni da kmayofilni<br />

varT, raTa marad daurRvevlad da ucvaleblad<br />

SevinarCunoT aseTi yofa; gaWirvebasa da ubedurebaSi<br />

Cavardnilebma ki unda vilocoT, raTa mivaRwioT raime<br />

sasikeTo cvlilebas da gansacdelebi nugeSinismcemelma<br />

simSvidem Segvicvalos.<br />

mSvidad xar? _ evedre RmerTs, SeuZvrelad SeginarCunos<br />

es simSvide. xedav moaxloebul qariSxals? _<br />

gulmodgined SesTxove ufals, agacilos es gansacdeli<br />

da simyudroved Segicvalos. Seismina RmerTma Seni? madloba<br />

aRuvline amisTvis; ar Seismina? moiTmine, raTa<br />

Sesmenil iqne. marTalia, RmerTi zogjer ayovnebs mowyalebas,<br />

magram amis mizezia ara Sendami siZulvili da<br />

ugulebelyofa, aramed survili _ saTxovris boZebis<br />

dayovnebiT ufro didxans gamyofos TavisTan; ase iqcevian<br />

moyvaruli mamebic: isini aWianureben daudevar SvilTa<br />

survilis Sesrulebas da amiT cdiloben, ufro didxans<br />

gaaCeron isini TavisTan.<br />

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Sen RvTis winaSe ar gWirdeba arc Suamavali, arc xangrZlivi<br />

mogzauroba, arc sxvaTa gulis mogeba. martosulic<br />

da daucvelic rom Seevedro RmerTs, ueWvelad<br />

miiReb, rasac SesTxov. ufali ufro Seismens Cvengan<br />

CvenTvisve savedrebels, Tundac uamravi siave gvamZimebdes,<br />

vidre sxvaTa mier CvenTvis locvas. adamianebSic<br />

asea: roca vinmes Zalze SeuracxvyofT, magram patiebis<br />

gamosaTxovad masTan sxvebs ki ar mivagzavniT, aramed<br />

Cven Tavad diliTac, SuadRiTac da saRamoTic mivakiTxavT<br />

Cvengan Seuracxyofils, yovel cismare dRe jiutad<br />

vitrialebT mis Tvalwin, iolad SevZlebT misi mtrobis<br />

dacxrobas. amgvari mSvidoba ufro SesaZlebelia RmerT-<br />

Tan. magram Sen xar amis Rirsi?! daimsaxure igi simtkiciT,<br />

risi wyalobiT uRirssac SeeZleba hpovos Rirseba.<br />

RmerTi ufro Seismens Cvens vedrebas _ CvenTvisve aRvlenils,<br />

vidre sxvaTa vedrebas CvenTvis. ufali ayovnebs<br />

mowyalebas ara imitom, rom xelcarielni gamogvabrunos<br />

da saso wargvikveTos, aramed xeli Segviwyos kidev<br />

meti sikeTis SesaZenad. Sevecdebi, es WeSmaritebani dRevandeli<br />

sakiTxavi igavis meSveobiT gangimartoT.<br />

qristesTan mivida qananeli dedakaci da evedreboda,<br />

ganekurna misi eSmakeuli asuli, Tan mTeli guliT Seh-<br />

RaRadebda: Semiwyale me, ufalo, Zeo daviTiso, rameTu<br />

asuli Cemi borotad eSmakeul ars. ai, es ucxotomeli,<br />

gadamTieli dedakaci, romelic iudevelebs ar ekuTvnoda<br />

da ris gamo ZaRladac aravin agdebda, gana imsaxurebda<br />

_ mieRo, rasac iTxovda? hrqua... iesu: ara vidre<br />

movlinebul var, garna cxovarTa maT warwymedulTa saxlisa<br />

israÀlisaTa. magram am dedakacma Txovna mainc aisrula<br />

Tavisi gautexelobiT. radgan is `ZaRli~ ufalma<br />

ara mxolod Svilis wodebamde aamaRla, didadac Seaqo<br />

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da ise gauSva: Ä dedakaco! did ars sarwmunoebaÁ ege Seni;<br />

geyavn Sen, viTarca gnebavs. Tu qriste eubneba am dedakacs:<br />

did ars sarwmunoebaÁ ege Seni, nuRar eZieb sxva<br />

mowmobas misi sulis simaRlis dasadastureblad. xedav,<br />

uRirsma dedakacma Tavisi gautexelobis wyalobiT rogor<br />

SeiZina Rirseba?<br />

gsurs, darwmunde, rom warmatebas ufro mivaRwevT<br />

maSin, roca RmerTs Cven vevedrebiT, vidre maSin, roca<br />

sxvebi avedreben Cvens Tavs? rodesac dedakaci SehRa-<br />

Radebda qristes, mowafeebi mividnen masTan da uTxres:<br />

ganuteve ese, romeli RaRadebs da SegÂdgs Cuen. hrqua<br />

maT iesu: ara vidre movlinebul var, garna cxovarTa maT<br />

warwymedulTa saxlisa israÀlisaTa. magram rodesac<br />

Tavad es dedakaci miuaxlovda da uTxra: he, ufalo, rameTu<br />

ZaRlnica Wamed nabiWevisagan, romel gardamocÂvin<br />

tablisagan ufalTa maTTaÁsa, macxovarma maSinve Seusrula<br />

saTxovari: geyavn Sen, viTarca gnebavs (mT. 5:22-<br />

28).<br />

xedav _ macxovarma mowafeebs ar Seusrula Txovna,<br />

magram roca Tavad dedakacma SehRaRada, mis vedrebas dahyva?<br />

mowafeebs uTxra: movlinebul var, garna cxovarTa<br />

maT warwymedulTa saxlisa israÀlisaTa. xolo dedakacs:<br />

geyavn Sen, viTarca gnebavs.<br />

daakvirdi _ macxovarma Tavidan upasuxod datova<br />

dedakacis Txovna, magram mas Semdeg, rac meored, mesamed<br />

misgan moismina vedreba, uboZa kidec madli. amgvari<br />

dasasruliT iesom Segvagona, rom wyaloba daayovna ara<br />

mTxovnelis gansagdebad, aramed imitom, rom yvelasTvis<br />

TvalsaCino gaexada am dedakacis moTmineba; misi gangdebis<br />

surviliT rom gaeWianurebina mowyalebis gacema,<br />

mas arc Semdgom uboZebda. magram raki surda, yvelasT-<br />

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vis eCvenebina am dedakacis goniereba, pasuxi daayovna,<br />

raTa ukeT Segvecno misi simamace.<br />

mouÃdes mowafeni iesus da hrques mas: ganuteve ese,<br />

romeli RaRadebs da SegÂdgs Cuen. ra upasuxa qristem?<br />

_ Tqven gesmiT xma, me ki suls vxedav; vici, rac unda<br />

miTxras. ar msurs, sxvaTaTvis SeumCneveli davtovo mis<br />

sulSi dafaruli saganZuri, imitomac vayovneb da vdumvar,<br />

rom Semdeg ufro cxadad warmovaCino es saunje da<br />

yvelas vauwyo mis Sesaxeb.<br />

maS, raki viciT es yovelive, Tundac viyoT codvilni<br />

da vedrebis Sesrulebas ar vimsaxurebdeT, nu<br />

warvikveTT sasos, viyoT darwmunebulni, rom sulieri<br />

SeuorguleblobiT SevZlebT, Rirsni gavxdeT saTxovris<br />

Sesrulebisa. Tundac umweoni da martosulni aRmovCndeT,<br />

mainc nu moviwyenT, vicodeT _ yvelaze didi<br />

meoxeba CvenTvis RvTis winaSe warmoCenili Cvenive Zalisxmeva<br />

iqneba. da Tu ufali mowyalebis boZebas ayovnebs,<br />

nu davecemiT suliT, gvjerodes, rom es yovelive misi<br />

kacTmoyvarebisa da Cvenze zrunvis mimaniSnebelia. Tu<br />

Cvenc miveaxlebiT ufals amgvari ganwyobiT _ mwuxare,<br />

magram mxurvali da keTili survilebiT aRsavse suliT,<br />

rogoriTac qananeli dedakaci mieaxla, maSin Tundac avi<br />

ZaRlebi viyoT, mainc ganviwmindebiT sakuTar mankierebaTagan<br />

da SeviZenT iseT kadnierebas, rom sxvaTa meoxebasac<br />

SevZlebT. am qanaanelma dedakacma ara oden Tavad<br />

SeiZina kadniereba da daimsaxura didi qeba, aramed autaneli<br />

tanjvisagan Tavisi asulis gaTavisuflebac SeZlo.<br />

amitom, saaqao cxovreba rom iolad ganvvloT da saiqioSi<br />

kadnierebiT ganvideT, vilocoT moukleblad, didi<br />

ZalisxmeviTa da moSurneobiT.<br />

saubari sityvaze: gina Tu moSurneobiT (flp. 1:18).<br />

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maT, romelTac bedisweris sjeraT<br />

evrs sjera bedisa da varskvlavebis gavlenisa<br />

bkacTa saqmeebze da hgoniaT, rom swored bediswera<br />

gansazRvravs, vin iqneba keTili, vin _ boroti. magram<br />

amqveynad mosul RvTis Zes ar SemouRia swavleba bedze<br />

da varskvlavTa gavlenaze _ piriqiT, man gaanadgura es<br />

moZRvreba, gvaswavla saTnoebani da yovelive kargisa Tu<br />

cudis mizezad sikeTis qmna-arqmnis survilze migviTiTa.<br />

macxovari amitomac gvemuqreba geheniiT an gvimzadebs<br />

zeciur sasufevels. bedis garduvalobiT SeborkilT<br />

is ar ganumzadebda gvirgvinebs da arc sasjeliT Sea-<br />

Sinebda, radgan erTic da meorec Tavisufal adamianebs<br />

exeba. qriste arc kanonebs dagvidgenda da arc Segonebebs<br />

SemogvTavazebda, kacTa modgma bedis garduvalobiT<br />

rom yofiliyo Sekruli. magram raki varT Tavisufalni<br />

da Cveni neba Cvens xelT aris _ borotni vxdebiT uzrunvelobis<br />

gamo, keTilni da mokrZalebulni _ gonivrulad<br />

cxovrebiT. amitom macxovarma Cvens gansakurneblad da<br />

gadasarCenad mogvca kanonebi, STagvinerga geheniis SiSi<br />

da sasufevlis aRTqma, riTac mravali daayena swor gzaze<br />

da aswavla sibrZne.<br />

adamianis cxovrebaze gavlenas rom ver axdens misi<br />

dabadebis win mkiTxaoba, es yofiTi garemoebebidanac Cans<br />

da amisTvis wminda werilis moxmoba saWiro ar aris.<br />

194

Tu kacTa saqmeni damokidebulia bedisweraze, Tu<br />

es xvedri mas bunebam arguna, maSin ratom sji monas,<br />

romelmac iqurda? ratom miaTrev samsjavroze mruS<br />

cols? ratom grcxvenia, roca cuds Caiden? Tu codvac<br />

garduvalia, maSin ratom ver iTmen sayvedurebs, ratom<br />

gwyins, roca vinme giwodebs memruSes, meZavs an kacismkvlels?!<br />

Tu es codvebi Sens nebaze ar aris damokidebuli,<br />

maSin arc damnaSave iqnebi da arc sxvaTa naTqvami<br />

unda gwyindes. maSasadame, imiT: rom kicxav sxvebs; rom<br />

ar miuteveb Semcodeblebs; rom cudis Cadenisa Tavadve<br />

grcxvenia da damalvas cdilob; rom sayveduris mTqmelT<br />

maWirveblebad miiCnev _ yvelafriT _ Sen aRiareb, rom<br />

kacTa saqmeebi ar eqvemdebareba garduvalobas da Tavisufali<br />

qmedebis Sedegia. garduvalobiT SeborkilTa miteveba<br />

Cven xelgvewifeba. magaliTad, Tu vinme, eSmakis mier<br />

Sepyrobili, gvecema, samoss gvaxevs da gvirtyams, Cven<br />

mas arc davsjiT da arc samsjavroze wavaTrevT, piriqiT,<br />

Segvecodeba da mivutevebT. ratom? imitom, rom mas<br />

es sakuTari Tavisufali nebiT ar Caudenia, igi aiZula<br />

eSmakma.<br />

zustad aseve SevundobdiT adamianebs danarCen codvebsac,<br />

maTi Cadena rom bedisweraze iyos damokidebuli.<br />

magram raki viciT, rom codvis qmna iZulebiT ar xdeba,<br />

amitom mas ar miuteveben batonebi msaxurebs, qmrebi _<br />

colebs, colebi _ qmrebs, mamebi _ Svilebs, maswavleblebi<br />

_ mowafeebs, mTavrebi _ qveSevrdomebs, rjulmdebelni<br />

_ rjulis maRiareblebs... Cven varT dana-<br />

SaulTa mkacri gamomeZiebelni da damsjelni, davdivarT<br />

samsjavroebze, mivmarTavT dasjas _ yovelmxriv vcdilobT,<br />

rom msaxursac ar mivceT borotebis Cadenis neba<br />

195

da sakuTari Svilebic davicvaT mankierebaTagan. amitom<br />

mivuCenT xolme maT damrigeblebs, vagzavniT maswavleblebTan,<br />

vemuqrebiT, vcemT... miTxar, ratom da risTvis?<br />

Tu kacs bedma ganusazRvra, iyos cudi, maSin ra saWiroa<br />

es mcdelobani? magram cxadia, rom kacs garduvaloba<br />

ar borkavs da yvelaferi damokidebulia mis Tavisufal<br />

nebaze. Cvenc imitom mivmarTavT zemoxsenebul saSualebebs,<br />

rom adamians uari vaTqmevnoT uzrunvelobaze da<br />

warvmarToT saTnoebisken.<br />

ratom vseravT zRvas, vamuSavebT miwas, vaSenebT qalaqebs,<br />

avadmyofobis dros gulmodgined vuvliT Tavs:<br />

vxarjavT fuls, viwvevT eqimebs, vimzadebT wamlebs, Tavs<br />

vikavebT ZRomisgan, viTrgunavT gulisTqmas? Tuki, rogorc<br />

Sen meubnebi, bedma gangvisazRvra _ vicocxloT Tu<br />

davixocoT, maSin sneulni Turme tyuilubralod xarjaven<br />

fuls, mimarTaven eqimebs, iCenen zedmet sifrTxiles.<br />

dRes yvela piradi gamocdilebiT xedavs, rom amgvari<br />

mcdelobani amao ar aris; bedi ki saerTod arafers<br />

wyvets, arc garduvaloba marTavs Cvens saqmianobas _<br />

yvelaferSi ikveTeba adamianis Tavisufli neba...<br />

sakiTxavia, ra saWiroa mTeli es Sroma da Zalisxmeva<br />

saTnoebaTa aRsasruleblad, Tuki bedma ukve gansaz-<br />

Rvra _ viRac unda iyos keTili da is aseTic iqneba,<br />

Tundac niadag Tvlemdes an eZinos. gamodis, igi iZulebulia,<br />

iyos keTili, amitom mas es saxeli arc SeiZleba<br />

vuwodoT. ra saWiroa amdeni garja da jafa, Tuki kacs<br />

bedma ganusazRvra, iyos boroti da amas verafriT Secvlis,<br />

Tundac udidesi Zalisxmeva daxarjos amisaTvis.<br />

ise ki, mas boroti ar unda erqvas, radgan iZulebulia,<br />

aseTi iyos. mivmarToT aseT magaliTsac: eSmakeulma rom<br />

196

Seuracxgvyos, Cven mas ar vuwodebT maWirvebels, arc<br />

misi borotmetyveleba gvwyins, radgan migvaCnia, rom<br />

amas eSmaki aiZulebs. gamodis, borotsac, Tu mas aseTad<br />

yofnas aiZulebs bedis garduvaloba, aRar unda vuwodoT<br />

boroti, arc keTils _ keTili. magram Tu ase moviqceviT,<br />

yvelaferi air-daireva, miviRebT cnebaTa qaoss da gaufasurebas<br />

_ arc saTnoeba eRireba ramed, arc mankiereba,<br />

arc xelovneba, arc kanonebi da saerTod araferi...<br />

xedav, saiT midis eSmakis cduneba. ras upirebs msoflios<br />

da ra mizani aqvs? maS, raki viciT es da amaze metic<br />

(kidev bevris codnac SeiZleboda, magram gonierTaTvis<br />

esec sakmarisia), veridoT mankierebas da mivemsWvaloT<br />

saTnoebas, raTa uwinares yovlisa, lmobiervyoT Rmer-<br />

Ti, Tavi davaRwioT gehenias da davtkbeT maradiuli sikeTeebiT.<br />

dae, Rirsni gavxdeT maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa<br />

uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars<br />

dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa wmindisa<br />

Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin.<br />

saubari goTebis TandaswrebiT.<br />

197

yrmaTa aRzrdis Sesaxeb<br />

evri mama xSirad arafers iSurebs, yovel Rones<br />

bxmarobs, raTa mis Zes hyavdes kargi cxeni, cxovrobdes<br />

SesaniSnav saxlSi an mdidrul mamulSi; magram<br />

mis Svils rom hqondes keTili suli da iyos RvTismosavi,<br />

amaze saerTod ar fiqrobs. mTel msofliosac swored is<br />

arRvevs, rom daudevrad, ukiduresi ugunurebiT veqceviT<br />

Svilebs _ vzrunavT maT gamdidrebaze, suls ki arad<br />

vagdebT. ra auracxeli da Zvirfasi simdidrec unda<br />

hqondes kacs, Tu misi saTnod gamoyeneba ar exerxeba, mTeli<br />

avladideba ganiavdeba, gaqreba, rac mis mflobelsve<br />

miayenebs udides zians; magram didsulovani da brZeni,<br />

Tundac upovari da arafris mqone, sxvaTa qonebasac iolad<br />

gamoiyenebs.<br />

maSasadame, imaze ki ar unda vzrunavdeT, rom Svilebi<br />

oqro-vercxliTa da sxva ganZeuliT avavsoT, aramed<br />

RvTismosaobiT, sibrZniTa da sxva saTnoebebiT gavamdidroT;<br />

vaswavloT, mokrZalebulad icxovron da yofi-<br />

Ti nivTebiTa da survilebiT ar moixiblon. SvilebTan<br />

mimarTebaSi RmerTi daudevrobas ar gvapatiebs, maT<br />

guldasmiT unda vadevnoT Tvali: sad midian da saidan<br />

brundebian, rogor iqcevian, visTan aqvT nacnoboba. Cven<br />

pasuxs imazec vagebT, Tu sxvebs movaklebT zrunvas. mociqulic<br />

amas Segvagonebs: nuvin Tavisasa xolo eZiebn,<br />

aramed moyusisasaca TiToeuli (1 kor. 10:24), ra Tqma<br />

198

unda, ufro mkacrad mogvekiTxeba sakuTari bavSvebis<br />

uyuradRebod datoveba. ufali getyvis: me Tavidanve<br />

dagimkvidre Svili, Sen dagadgine mis maswavleblad,<br />

moZRvrad, meurved da mmarTvelad; gadmogeci sruli<br />

ufleba masze; dagavale, yrmobidanve aRgezarda igi...<br />

Sen ki Tavs riT gaimarTleb, Tu mis brZanebas eurCe, ras<br />

upasuxeb? imas, rom Seni Svili Tavneba da jiutia? magram<br />

amis gaTvaliswineba xom gmarTebda yrmis adreuli<br />

asakidanve, roca misi morjuleba kidev SeiZleboda; igi<br />

unda aRgezarda dakvirvebiT, geswavlebina movaleobani,<br />

gebrZola mis sulier sneulebebTan da gamogesworebina.<br />

roca miwa dasamuSaveblad damyolia, swored maSin aris<br />

advili misi gamargvla. adamianSi mankierebis, rogorc<br />

sarevelis, amoZirkva ufro iolia norC asakSi, sanam uyuradRebod<br />

mitovebul vnebebs fesvi ar gaudgams da Znelad<br />

mosaSorebeli ar gamxdara.<br />

brZeni gveubneba: arian Tu Senda Svilni, swavlen<br />

igini da modriken siyrmiTgan qedni maTni (zir. 7:25).<br />

RmerTi araTu gavalebs ase moqcevas, Tavadac gexmareba<br />

am saqmeSi. rogor? borotis metyueli mamisa anu dedisa<br />

TÂsisaÁ sikudiliT mokudes (gam. 21:16). xedav, ufalma<br />

ra SiSi STaunerga Svilebs? ra Zrwolvis grZnoba Semogavlo<br />

zRuded? raoden gaaZliera Seni Zalaufleba? ra<br />

gagvamarTlebs, Tuki ufali mSoblebis Seuracxmyofel<br />

SvilTa sicocxlesac ki ar indobs, Cven ki maT sayvedursac<br />

ar veubnebiT, roca isini RmerTs gmoben? ufali<br />

gvafrTxilebs: me ar moveridebi Seni Seuracxmyofelis<br />

mokvlasac ki, Sen ki sityviTac ar gsurs awyenino mcnebaTa<br />

CemTa damarRvevels _ gana es gepatieba?! xedav, rom<br />

Seni Svili Seuracxyofs Semoqmeds da ar ubrazdebi,<br />

199

ar aSineb da arc sji mas. arada ici: RvTismgmobeloba<br />

ufalma akrZala ara imitom, rom augad xsenebiT mas raime<br />

dauSavdeba _ RvTaebas veravin verafers avnebs _ RmerTs<br />

amiT Tavis SeuracxmyofelTa gadarCena surs. RvTisadmi<br />

gulgrili gacilebiT daundobeli iqneba mSoblisa Tu<br />

sakuTari sulis mimarT.<br />

maS, nu viqnebiT uzrunvelni, raki viciT, rom RvTismosavi<br />

bavSvebi am cxovrebaSi patiosan da gamorCeul adamianebad<br />

daizrdebian, saTnod da mokrZalebiT icxovreben;<br />

maT, Tundac uRatakesT, yvela pativs miagebs da<br />

angariSs gauwevs; samagierod, mankiersa da garyvnils,<br />

Tundac auracxeli simdidris mflobels, yvela siZulviliT<br />

aqcevs zurgs. RviTsmosavi Ze ara mxolod sxvaTagan<br />

daimsaxurebs pativiscemas, Senc _ mSobelsac<br />

_ gansakuTrebiT geyvareba igi, radgan saamisod, garda<br />

mSobliuri grZnobisa, gangawyobs kidev sxva, aranakleb<br />

miniSvnelovani ram _ misi saTnoeba. aseTi Svili SenTvis<br />

iqneba ufro Zvirfasic da metad gamosadegic: igi mogivlis,<br />

mogemsaxureba, siberes TanadgomiT gagiadvilebs.<br />

RvTisadmi umadurT sZulT mSoblebic, RvTis winaSe<br />

mokrZalebulni ki maT didi pativiT epyrobian. amitom<br />

RvTisa da xalxisgan mowoneba rom daimsaxuro, saamuri<br />

cxovreba moiwyo da samomavlo sasjelic aicilo, yuradReba<br />

ar moaklo Sens Svilebs, radganac daudevari<br />

mSoblebi, Tundac sxva mxriv yovlad wesierni da zomierni,<br />

am codvis gamo mkacrad daisjebian. amis dasadastureblad<br />

mogiTxrobT erT Zvel ambavs:<br />

iudevelebs hyavdaT erTi mRvdeli _ yovelmxriv wesieri<br />

da zomieri _ saxelad eli; misma orma Zem ukidures<br />

uzneobas misca Tavi, rasac mama ar uSlida, ar eRobe-<br />

200

oda... TiTqos cdilobda SewinaaRmdegebas, magram ara<br />

jerovani sibejiTiTa da ZaliT. roca saWiro iyo maTi<br />

gawkepvla, mamiseuli saxlidan gayra _ yoveli Ronis<br />

gamoyeneba maT gamosasworeblad _ eli mxolod rCevadarigebebs<br />

aZlevda: nu egre, Svilno! ara keTil ars ambavi<br />

ese, romeli mesmis TquenTvis (1 mef. 2:24).<br />

ras ambob, eli _ maT RmerTi Seuracxyves da Sen<br />

Svilebs uwodeb?! isini Semoqmeds ar aRiareben, Sen ki<br />

maTTan naTesaobas Tanxmdebi? amitomac aris naTqvami<br />

wminda werilSi, rom elim Svilebs ver aswavla gulisxmisyofa<br />

uflis SiSisa. es ki niSnavs, rom marto rCeva<br />

sakmarisi ar aris _ Cirqgrovis gasaxsnelad Rrma da<br />

farTo Wrilobac saWiroa. ar aris sakmarisi zerele<br />

sayvedurebi an darigebani _ siWabukis uzrunvelobis<br />

aRkveTas Zlieri SiSis aRZvra sWirdeba. maSasadame,<br />

elis Svilebi, romelTac mama mxolod rCevas aZlevda,<br />

magram saTanadod ar Seagonebda, RvTis nebiT mterTan<br />

damarcxdnen da brZolis velze daecnen. Tavad elim am<br />

cnobas ver gauZlo, daeca, daimtvra da mokvda. xedav,<br />

ra samarTlianad giTxar, rom mamebi Svilis mkvlelebic<br />

SeiZleba gaxdnen, Tu mkacrad ar aRzrdian fuqsavat Svilebs<br />

da ar mosTxoven RvTisadmi krZalvas? ase iqca eli<br />

Svilebis mkvlelad. marTalia, Zeni mtrebma dauxoces,<br />

magram es mkvleloba mainc misi bralia; Tavisi daudevrobiT<br />

moaklo maT RvTis Sewevna, datova daucvelni da<br />

umweoni mosisxle mtris pirispir. maTTan erTad elim<br />

Tavic daiRupa.<br />

dRes mSobelTagan bevri aseve iqceva: ar surT urjulod<br />

da arxeinad mcxovrebi Svilebis dasja _ wkepliT<br />

iqneba, Tu sityviT _ ris gamoc xSirad xdebian umZimesi<br />

201

danaSaulisTvis maTi Sepyrobis, samsjavroze miyvanisa<br />

da jalaTTagan sikvdiliT dasjis mowmeni. rodesac Sen,<br />

mSobeli, ar sji da ar Seagoneb Svilebs, isini ekedlebian<br />

mankier, garyvnil adamianebs da Tanamonawileni xdebian<br />

maTi ukeTurebisa; amas ki mosdevs saerTo kanonebiT<br />

gasamarTleba da sajarod dasja. mSoblis aseT ubedurebas<br />

amZimebs isic, rom Svilis uRirsi aRsasrulis gamo<br />

igi TiTiT saCvenebeli xdeba da TavSeyris adgilas misvlac<br />

ki ekrZaleba; amis gamo mas uCndeba didi sircxvilis<br />

gancda _ uWirs Tvali gausworos SemxvedrT Zis aseTi<br />

pativayrisa da Secxvenis mere.<br />

amitomac gTxovT, gavedrebiT, yuradReba ar moakloT<br />

Tqvens Svilebs da mudam izrunoT maTi sulebis gadasar-<br />

Cenad. Sen, mTeli saxlis moZRvars, ufalma dagavala<br />

col-Svilze niadag zrunva. ai, ras ambobs pavle mociquli<br />

colebze: xolo ukueTu swavlis raÁme undes, saxlsa<br />

Sina TÂsTa qmarTa hkiTxed maT (1 kor. 14:35); da Svilebis<br />

mimarT damokidebulebaze: mamani nu ganarisxebiT SvilTa<br />

TquenTa, aramed ganzardeniT igini swavliTa da moZRurebiTa<br />

uflisaÁTa (ef. 6:4). saxlSi Seni Svilebi oqros<br />

qandakebebad warmoidgine: niadag mouare da zedmiwevniT<br />

daaTvaliere isini, araferi daiSuro maTi sulebis mosawesrigeblad.<br />

mibaZe netar iobs: mas eSinoda, Svilebs<br />

fiqriTac ki ar SeecodaT, amitomac swiravda RmerTs<br />

msxverpls da didad zrunavda maTze. mihbaZe abraams: igi<br />

eswrafoda ara simdidris dagrovebas, aramed STamomavlobas<br />

saRvTo rjulis zedmiwevniT dacvas unergavda.<br />

mis am saTnoebas adasturebs RmerTi: uwyode, rameTu<br />

amcnos SvilTa misTa da saxlsa missa Semdgomad misa da<br />

imarxviden gzaTa uflisaTa yofad simarTlesa da mSja-<br />

202

vrisa (dabad. 18:19). ase moiqca daviTic _ sikvdilis win<br />

moixmo Tavisi Ze da nacvlad didi memkvidreobis datovebaze<br />

saubrisa, moukleblad Seagonebda: Tu Sen, Cemo<br />

Zeo, moisurveb RvTis mcnebebiT cxovrebas, arasdros<br />

gewveva moulodneli boroteba, Seni yvela saqme keTilad<br />

warimarTeba, Tavad ki datkbebi udidesi simSvidiT.<br />

Tu es Sewevna mogakldeba, verc mefoba da verc udidesi<br />

Zalaufleba sasikeTos verafers mogitans...<br />

Cvenc, cocxlebmac da sikvdilis piras myofTac _<br />

igive vuTxraT Svilebs, SevagonoT, rom RvTismoSiSeba<br />

aris udidesi ganZi, amouwuravi memkvidreoba da ulevi<br />

saganZuri; vecadoT, davutovoT maT ara warmavali qoneba,<br />

aramed waruvali da dauleveli RvTismosaoba, romlis<br />

gareSe mdidarsac saxifaTo gansacdeli da erTob<br />

samarcxvino daRupva moelis. samagierod, RvTismosavi,<br />

Tundac upovari, cxondeba.<br />

Sen Tu kargad aRzrdi Sens Zes, isic aseTive mamobas<br />

gauwevs Tavis pirmSos, vinc, Tavis mxriv, kargad aRzrdis<br />

Svils da a. S. am rgolebidan aikinZeba im mSvenieri, maradiuli<br />

cxovrebis jaWvi, romelsac saTaves daudeb Sen _<br />

igi Seni fesvidan aRmocendeba da STamomavlobaze Seni<br />

zrunvis Sedegi iqneba. mamebs TavianTi Svilebi guldasmiT<br />

rom aRezardaT, saWiro aRar iqneboda arc kanonebi,<br />

arc samsjavro, arc wameba da arc sajarod sikvdiliT<br />

dasja. marTalsa sjuli ara uZs (1 tim. 1:9) _ ambobs mociquli.<br />

magram raki maTze ar vzrunavT, did ubedurebebsac<br />

SevamTxvevT xolme _ jalaTis xelT vagdebT da<br />

xSirad ufskrulSi gadavCexavT. romeli hfufunebdes<br />

SÂlsa Tvissa, Seuxvevs wylulebaTa misTa (zir. 30:7) _<br />

gveubneba brZeni. ras niSnavs romeli hfufunebdes? – mas,<br />

203

visac vuyvarvarT, gvanebivrebs da Tavs gvevleba... arada,<br />

Zes sWirdeba mkacrad mopyroba, meTvalyureoba da mo-<br />

SiSebis STanergva. amas imitom ar geubnebiT, rom metismeti<br />

simkacriT moeqceT Svilebs _ magram maT ar unda<br />

egonoT mamebi uniaToni. Tu cols hmarTebs, eSinodes<br />

qmrisa, Zes miT ufro _ mamisa. nu metyvi, rom Wabukis<br />

daokeba SeuZlebilia. Tu pavle amgvar mzunvelobas avalebs<br />

qvriv dedakacs, igi miT ufro moeTxoveba mamas. es<br />

rom SeuZlebeli yofiliyo, mociquli arc migviTiTebda<br />

misi Sesrulebis aucileblobaze.<br />

Svilis mankierebis saTave mSoblebis uzrunvelobaa<br />

_ Cven Tavidanve, adreuli asakidanve, ar vunergavT maT<br />

RvTismosaobas; maTTvis zedapiruli ganaTlebis misacemad<br />

da samxedro samsaxurSi mosawyobad Zalisxmevasa da<br />

fuls ar viSurebT, vawuxebT megobrebs, aqeT-iqiT vawydebiT;<br />

samagierod, saerTod ar gvanaRvlebs, arian Tu<br />

ara isini angelozTa meufisTvis saTnoni. sanaxaobebze<br />

wasvlis uflebas xSirad vaZlevT, eklesiaSi siaruls<br />

ki arasdros vaiZulebT; erTi-orjer Tu mivlen, maSinac<br />

fuWad da usargeblod erTobian. ara, ase ar unda xdebodes!..<br />

roca saswavlebelSi vagzavniT Svils, vekiTxebiT,<br />

ra unda iswavlos; ase unda moviqceT maSinac, roca<br />

mas eklesiaSi vuSvebT; umjobesia, sxvebs ki ar vandoT,<br />

aramed Tavad miviyvanoT taZarSi, CvenTan erTad usminos<br />

qadagebas _ Semdeg ki movTxovoT, ra daimaxsovra.<br />

es gagviadvilebs bavSvebis dayenebas swor gzaze. Tu<br />

saxlSic niadag moismenen Cvengan brZnul saubrebsa da<br />

rCevebs, Tu ra unda akeTon, taZarSi gagonils esec daemateba<br />

da keTili Teslisgan ufro swrafadac miviRebT<br />

nayofs. magram Cven ase ar viqceviT da zedapirulad<br />

204

vudgebiT am aucilebel moTxovnebs. Tu vinme migviTiTebs<br />

amaze, maSinve sicili agvitydeba. amitomac gaukuRmarTda<br />

yvelaferi!.. visac mSoblebi ar sjian, mas kanoni dasjis.<br />

miTxar, sircxviliT rogor ar wiTldebi, roca Sens<br />

Zes asamarTlebs da ganaCeni gamoaqvs msajuls; roca sxvaTagan<br />

aRzrda sWirdeba mas, vinc dabadebidanve SenTan<br />

cxovrobda? rogor ar garbixar, raTa daimalo? amixseni,<br />

rogor bedav, iwodebode mamad, roca ase uRalate<br />

Svils _ misTvis aucilebeli ar aswavle, yovelgvari<br />

mankierebiT mis gaxrwnas win ar aRudeqi? roca viRac<br />

devnili mona Sens Svils scems, gana ar gaubrazdebi, ar<br />

aRSfoTdebi, mZvinvare mxeciviT ar ecemi mCagvrels?<br />

arada xedav, yoveldRe rogor sZlevs eSmaki mas, rogor<br />

iTrevs codvebSi, Sen ki am dros gZinavs, arxeinad xar<br />

da Svils ar gamoglej gamZvinvarebul nadirs? Tu igi<br />

borgneulia, miaSureb mTis mwvervalze mcxovreb wmindanebs<br />

da SesTxov mis gankurnebas am senisgan, magram<br />

Tu mas TandaTanobiT ipyrobs codva, rac yovelgvar eSmakze<br />

uaresia, es saerTod ar ganaRvlebs. unda iTqvas,<br />

rom borgneuloba saziano ar aris, radgan am dros eSmaki<br />

uZluria, geheniaSi Cagvagdos; Tu fxizlad SevxvdebiT<br />

am gansacdels da madlierebiT daviTmenT mis Tavdasxmebs,<br />

brwyinvale da didebul gvirgvins davidgamT.<br />

codvaSi mcxovrebi gadarCenas verasdros SeZlebs _ is<br />

saaqaoSic Seginebuli darCeba da saiqioSic maradiuli<br />

tanjva miegeba.<br />

marTalia, es viciT, magram mainc naklebad mniSvnelovanze<br />

bevrs vzrunavT, umniSvnelovaness ki yuradRebasac<br />

ar vaqcevT. davinaxavT eSmakeuls da cremli<br />

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mogvadgeba, Semcodebels ki arc TanavugrZnobT, arada<br />

gvmarTebda misTvis gulSemusvrileba da glova; da ara<br />

marto es _ umjobesi iqneboda, igi SegveCerebina, mogve-<br />

Toka, dagverwmunebina, sayveduri gveTqva da rCeva migveca,<br />

SiSi STagvenerga; am senisagan gansakurneblad yovelgvari<br />

wamlobisTvis migvemarTa _ migvebaZa qvrivisTvis,<br />

vizec pavle ambobs: saqmeTa Sina keTilTa wamebul, ukueTu<br />

Svilni ganzardna (1. tim. 5:10). am sityvebiT mociquli<br />

ara marto mas _ yvelas Seagonebs: ganzardeniT igini<br />

swavliTa da moZRurebiTa uflisaÁTa (ef. 6:4) _ es aris<br />

upirvelesi da udidesi sikeTe.<br />

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colqmruli siyvarulisa da Tanxmobis<br />

Sesaxeb<br />

oli eqvemdebareba qmars da es samarTliania,<br />

cradgan, jer erTi, Tanasworoba SeiZleba maTi<br />

urTierTmtrobis mizezi gaxdes da meorec _ Tavdapirvelad<br />

cduneba gaCnda dedakacis gamo _ is SeqmnisTanave ar<br />

daeqvemdebara mamakacs; roca RmerTma qmars mihgvara igi,<br />

misTvis ar ubrZanebia morCileba; arc mamakacs mouTxovia<br />

aseTi ram _ mxolod is aRniSna, rom dedakaci aris<br />

misi Zvali ZvalTagani da xorci xorcTagani; vinmes upiratesoba<br />

da xelqveiTiba arc uxsenebia. magram rodesac<br />

dedakacma borotad gamoiyena Tavisi ufleba, Tanamdgomis<br />

nacvlad qmrisTvis macduneblad iqca da warwymida<br />

yovelive, maSin moesma samarTliani sityvebi: qmrisa<br />

Senisa mimarT iyos miqcevaÁ Seni (dabad. 3, 16). es codva<br />

mtrobis CamogdebiT emuqreboda kacTa modgmas _ misi Cadenis<br />

mere mSvidobas daarRvevda is, rom coli qmrisgan<br />

gaCnda; rom dedakacma ar daindo sakuTari sxeulis<br />

nawili, saidanac Seiqmna, rac kidev metad ganarisxebda<br />

qmars. amis mxilvelma RmerTma am sityvebiT, viTarca galavniT,<br />

daicva coli da qmari eSmakis borotebisgan da<br />

amgvari ganCinebiT gaanadgura cdunebis Semdgomi urTierTmtrobis<br />

SesaZlebloba. ufalma erTgvari cixe-simagre<br />

daaxvedra adamianTaTvis niSandoblivi Zvirisxsenebidan<br />

momdinare vnebas.<br />

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maSasadame, qmris ufleba colze bunebrivia. adre<br />

colebi TavianT qmrebs batonebs uwodebdnen da pirvelobas<br />

uTmobdnen. metyvi: iqneb imitom iqceodnen<br />

ase, rom qmrebsac uyvardaT colebi?! vici da amas arc<br />

viviwyeb. magram rodesac saubari gexeba Sen, cols, nu<br />

miuTiTeb sxvaTa movaleobebze. adammac Tavisi danaSauli<br />

cols gadaabrala, man _ gvels, magram aman saerTod<br />

ver uSvela. amas ki nu meubnebi, Seecade, keTilgonivrulad<br />

aRasrulo sakuTari movaleobani meuRlis winaSe.<br />

xolo rodesac qmars davarigeb, rom uyvarde da pativs<br />

gcemdes, nebas ar mivcem, axsenos _ ra daevala cols da<br />

movTxov misTvis nabrZanebis aRsrulebas. amitom Senc<br />

ecade, Seasrulo, rac gevaleba da daemorCile meuRles.<br />

Tu gsurs, RvTisTvis iqmode amas, nuRar miubrundebi qmris<br />

valdebulebebze saubars _ Sen aRasrule bejiTad<br />

is, rac rjulmdebelma RmerTma dagakisra.<br />

swored is aris RvTisadmi morCileba, rom ar daar-<br />

Rvio rjuli maSinac ki, roca Sens mimarT ar icaven mas.<br />

visac Tavisi moyvaruli uyvars, is didad ar iRvwis; magram<br />

Tavisi moZulisadmi siyvaruliT is gvirgviniT Semkobas<br />

daimsaxurebs. ase imsjele Senc; aitan sastik qmars,<br />

daidgam brwyinvale gvirgvins; Tu icxovreb Tvinier, mSvid<br />

meuRlesTan, rasTvis dagajildovebs RmerTi? amas<br />

geubnebiT ara imitom, rom qmrebi sisastikisken wavaqezo,<br />

msurs, davarwmuno colebi _ gauZlon qmrebis ulmobelobas.<br />

roca TiToeuli Seecdeba sakuTar movaleobaTa<br />

aRsrulebas, moyvasic ar daaxanebs da mogbaZavT. magaliTad,<br />

roca coli mzad aris, gauZlos mrisxane qmars<br />

da qmaric Tavs ikavebs anCxli colis Seuracxyofisgan,<br />

ojaxSi isadgurebs sruli simSvide, rogorc navsayudelSi,<br />

sadac talRebis xmauric ki ar ismis.<br />

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Zvelad asec cxovrobdnen: TiToeuli aRasrulebda<br />

Tavisas da ar miuTiTebda moyvass movaleobebze. gulisxmahyav:<br />

abraamma roca Zmiswulis Tan wayvana gadawyvita,<br />

cols amisTvis sayveduri ar uTqvams; roca ubrZana _<br />

masTan erTad dasdgomoda Sor gzas, isic usityvod daemorCila.<br />

mogvianebiT, uTvalavi gansacdelis, jafisa<br />

da Sromis gamovlis Semdgom, roca abraami mTel qonebas<br />

daepatrona, man pirveloba loTs dauTmo, sarram es<br />

arc iwyina da arc xma amouRia _ araferi uTqvams iseTi,<br />

rasac dRes bevri coli ityoda. dedakaci, roca dainaxavs,<br />

rom amgvari garigebidan mis qmars Sexvda naklebi<br />

(gansakuTrebiT, Tu masze dabla mdgoms ergo meti), sayvedurebiT<br />

avsebs mas, uwodebs briyvsa da uWkuos, unia-<br />

Tos, arxeinsa da mconares. sarras ki amgvari ram arc<br />

ufiqria da arc uTqvams _ igi kmayofili darCa Tavisi<br />

qmris gadawyvetilebiT. metic: rodesac patriarqma<br />

abraamma Seityo, rom loTs, romelmac airCia ukeTesi<br />

da biZas arguna uaresi, daemuqra didi safrTxe, man mTeli<br />

Tavisi saxleuli aRWurva da gailaSqra sparsTa mxedrobis<br />

winaaRmdeg. sarram igi arc axla SeaCera da ar<br />

uTxra: saiT midixar, ufskrulSi ginda gadaCexva?! Tavs<br />

safrTxeSi igdeb, emzadebi sisxlisRvrisTvis im kacis<br />

gamo, vinc dagCagra da qoneba wagarTva?! Tu Sen Tavze ar<br />

fiqrob, me mainc Semicode; me xom mivatove samSoblo, megobrebi,<br />

axloblebi da gamogyevi aseT Soreul gzaze. nu<br />

damaqvriveb, nu Camagdeb mis Tanamdev gaWirvebaSi. sarras<br />

xma ar amouRia _ amgvari araferi wamoscdenia da<br />

arc gulSi gauvlia raime.<br />

amitom Sen, colo, nu moeli qmrisgan sikeTes, raTa<br />

mxolod amis mere gamoavlino Seni gulkeTiloba _ aseTi<br />

saqcieli arafrad Rirs; da Senc, qmaro, nu ucdi colis-<br />

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gan Tvinierebas, raTa mxolod amis Semdeg aCveno Seni sibrZne<br />

_ es ar Segeracxeba Rvawlad. rogorc giTxariT,<br />

dae, TiToeulma pirvelma aRasrulos sakuTari movaleobani.<br />

gareSe piric ki Tu erT yvrimalSi dagvartyams,<br />

meore unda mivuSviroT, miT umetes unda moviTminoT<br />

qmris sisatike. amas geubnebiT ara imitom, rom qmarma<br />

cols cema dauwyos _ ara!.. es ukiduresi damcireba iqneba<br />

ara misTvis, visac scemen, aramed misTvis, vinc scems.<br />

da Tu Sen raime garemoebaTa gamo SeeuRle aseT kacs, nu<br />

gaitex guls _ warmoidgine, ra jildo mogelis samomavlod<br />

da ra didebiT Seimosebi saaqao cxovrebaSive.<br />

Tqven ki, qmrebo, getyviT, veraferma unda gaiZuloT<br />

colis cema, rac unda daaSaos man. ratom colis? keTil-<br />

Sobil kacs ar ekadreba xelis aRmarTva msaxur dedakaczec<br />

ki. Tu friad samarcxvinoa kacisTvis mosamsaxuris<br />

cema, miT ufro Seuracxmyofelia xelis aRmarTva Tavisufal<br />

adamianze. amas Segvagoneben saero kanonmdeblebi<br />

_ isini ar aiZuleben cols, darCes qmarTan, romelic<br />

mas scems, radgan is colis Rirsi ar aris.<br />

WeSmaritad, ukiduresi urjuloebaa monasaviT Seuracxyofde<br />

Sens Tanamecxedres, Tavidanve Sens gaWirvebaTa<br />

gamziarebels. aseTi qmari, Tu SeiZleba mas vuwodoT es<br />

saxeli da ara mxeci, Cemi azriT, uTanabrdeba ded-mamis<br />

mkvlels. Cven xom gvevaleba, colis mSoblebma CvenTan<br />

icxovron da es xdeba ara maTi Tavmoyvareobis Sesalaxavad,<br />

aramed saRvTo rjulis aRsasruleblad. Tavad mSoblebisTvisac<br />

es imdenad sanatrelia, rom sixaruliTa<br />

da didi gulmodginebiT aqorwineben Svilebs. maS, gana<br />

ukiduresi ugunureba ar aris, udierad eqceode mas,<br />

visTvisac RmerTma misi mSoblebis SenTan datoveba gibrZana?<br />

es marto uginureba ki ara, Sercxvenaa! miTxar,<br />

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vin moiTmens pativis amgvar ayras? ra sityvebiT gamoicema<br />

is wivil-kivili, rac quCaSi gaismis, da mezoblebi Tu<br />

gamvlel-gamomvlelni Tavs iyrian saxlTan, romlis patronic<br />

amazrzenad iqceva da mxeciviT lewavs yvelafers.<br />

umjobesi iqneba, miwam uyos piri amgvar SeSlils, vidre<br />

aseTi saqcielis Sedgom isev gamoCndes xalxSi. meubnebi,<br />

rom coli utifrad geqceva? magram is xom colia _ myife<br />

WurWeli, Sen ki qmari xar da imitomac dagadgines<br />

mis mmarTvelad da Tavad, rom Seni xelqveiTis sisuste<br />

moiTmino. Seecade sanaqebo mmarTveli iyo, amas ki miaRwev<br />

maSin, roca xelqveiTs aRar daamcireb. mefe miT ufro<br />

moixveWs pativs, rac metad daafasebs Tavisi qveSevrdomi<br />

moxelis Rirsebas: xolo roca daamcirebs da Seuracxyofs<br />

mas, amiT mniSvnelovnad SebRalavs sakuTar mefur<br />

didebasac. es Senc gexeba: Senze daqvemdebarebulis<br />

abuCad agdebiT sakuTari Zalauflebis pativs amdableb.<br />

maS, gaacnobiere es yovelive, iyav keTilgonieri da<br />

ixsenebde im mwuxrs, rodesac Senma sasimamrom gixmo da<br />

Cagabara Tavisi asuli, rogorc windi, rasac gafrTxileba<br />

da dacva sWirdeba; man rogor daTmo Svili, ganaSora<br />

igi dedas, saxls _ yvelafers da masze mzrunveloba Sen<br />

mogando. ifiqre _ RvTisgan mocemuli Seni Svilebi man<br />

dabada, mamad gagxada _ amitomac mSvidad moepyar mas.<br />

ver xedav, miwaTmoqmedni Zal-Rones rogor ar iSureben<br />

miwis dasamuSaveblad, Tundac niadags mravali nakli<br />

hqondes, magaliTad, ar iyos nayofieri, uxvad aRmoacenebdes<br />

sarevelas, itborebodes adgilmdebareobis<br />

gamo...… ase moiqeci da pirveli Sen datkbebi SedegiTac<br />

da simSvidiTac. coli aris navsayudeli da Seni sulieri<br />

aSlilobis uebari wamali. Tu am navsayudels qariSxalsa<br />

da zvirTcemas ar daatex, misi saxiT udidesi simSvide<br />

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gelodeba, vTqvaT, vaWrobidan dabrunebuls. magram Tu<br />

niadag aRaSfoTeb da aaRelveb, usaTuod CaZirav im gems,<br />

romelzec Tavad imyofebi. nu iyofin! Sen sxvagvarad<br />

moiqeci _ saxlSi Tu raime samwuxaro moxdeba da ama-<br />

Si damnaSave coli iqneba, daamSvide igi, nu gauRrmaveb<br />

dards. mTeli qonebac rom dagakargvinos Tanamecxedrem,<br />

misi SeZuleba ufro met mwuxarebas moggvris. nebismieri<br />

danaSaulis Camden colTan ganxeTqileba mainc uaresTa<br />

uaresi gamosavalia. dae, misdami siyvaruli iyos SenTvis<br />

yvelze Zvirfasi. Tu Tqven urTierTis simZime unda itvirToT,<br />

miT ufro unda moiTmino colis naklulevaneba:<br />

Raribs nu usayvedureb; ugunurs nu gakicxav, umjobesia,<br />

miuTiTo da aswavlo. coli asoa Seni, Tqven xarT erT<br />

xorc. Tu metyvi, rom is ybedia, anCxli, uyvars sma... Sen<br />

ki ar unda ganurisxde, aramed idardo da RmerTs evedro;<br />

coli ki unda daarigo, Seagono, yvela gziT ecado<br />

misi vnebis aRmofxvras. cemiTa da tanjviT mis sens ver<br />

gankurnav; sitlanqes gamoasworebs simSvide da ara samagiero<br />

sitlanqe. amasTan nu daiviwyeb RvTisgan misaReb<br />

jildosac. Tu SegiZlia colis gaSveba, magram RvTismo-<br />

SiSebis gamo amas ar gaakeTeb; Tu pativs scem kanons, romelic<br />

krZalavs aseT saqciels, Tu, raoden mZime sneulic<br />

unda iyos igi, aitan mis naklulevanebas, Sen miiReb<br />

aRuwerel jildos; manamde ki SeiZen did sargebels:<br />

cols metad Tviniers gaxdi, Tavad ki mis mimarT ufro<br />

mSvid mopyrobas mieCvevi.<br />

gadmogvcemen, rom erT filosofoss (sokrates) hyavda<br />

avi, ybedi da smis moyvaruli coli. SekiTxvaze,<br />

igi, rogorc qmari, ratom iTmenda amas, pasuxobda, rom<br />

misi saxiT hyavda maswavlebeli da sibrZneSi mwvrTneli;<br />

rom yoveldRe masTan mecadineobis Semdgom igi sxvebis<br />

mimarT ufro mSvidi xdeboda.<br />

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am ambavma aRgafrTovanaT? CemTvis ki friad samwuxaroa,<br />

rom warmarTebi gvjobian sibrZniT Cven, romelTac<br />

gvevaleba simSvidiT mivbaZoT angelozebs, an umjobesia<br />

_ RmerTs. ai, am mizeziT ar gaagdo filosofosma Tavisi<br />

coli. imasac amboben, rom swored am TvisebaTa gamo Seir-<br />

To igi. magram raki bevri ar aris amgvari keTilgonieri,<br />

girCevT, Tavidanve gulmodgined SearCioT znekeTili<br />

da saTnoebiT savse coli. Tu Secdomas dauSvebT da<br />

saxlSi SemoiyvanT avsa da uxeiro dedakacs, maSin mihbaZeT<br />

am filosofoss. CaTvaleT colis gamosworeba umniSvnelovanes<br />

movaleobad, yvela saSualebiT SeecadeT<br />

amis ganxorcielebas. vaWari ar CauSvebs zRvaSi gems, ar<br />

Seudgeba aReb-micemobas, vidre pirobebs ar SeuTanxmebs<br />

Tavis amqars; es maT urTierTndobisTvis sWirdebaT. maS,<br />

viRonoT yvelaferi, rom sakuTari ojaxis gemzec SevinarCunoT<br />

zomieri urTierToba cxovrebis sirTuleTa<br />

gamziarebelTan. maSin simSvide daisadgurebs Cven Soris<br />

da usafrTxod gadavseravT am wuTisoflis zRvas.<br />

es ufro unda gvawuxebdes, vidre saxli, monebi, fuli,<br />

saTesi, savargulebi da samoqalaqo saqmenic ki. Cven-<br />

Tvis yvelaze Zvirfasi unda gaxdes TanamecxedresTan<br />

cxovreba mtrobisa da ganxeTqilebis gareSe. cxovrebaSi<br />

yvelaferi kargad agvewyoba, sulierebaSic warvematebiT,<br />

Tu TanxmobiT vatarebT saaqao cxovrebis tvirTs.<br />

roca amas aRvasrulebT, miviRebT kidec CvenTvis ganmzadebul<br />

sikeTeebs, dae, Rirsni gavxdeT maTi madliTa da<br />

kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa ieso qristesiTa, romlisa<br />

ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa<br />

wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

26-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze<br />

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codvis saTave siamayea<br />

rTad veswrafoT, raTa ganveSoroT yvelaze warm-<br />

ewymedel vnebas _ siamayes, raTa Cveni gankiTxva<br />

eSmakis mxilebas ar daemsgavsos; erTnairi sasjeli ar<br />

mogvegos da misi tanjvis Tanamonawileni ar gavxdeT. mociquli<br />

gveubneba: nu axalnerg, raÁTa ara ganlaRnes da<br />

saSjelsa Sevardes eSmakisasa (1 tim. 3:6). anu gaamayebuli<br />

eSmakis msgavsad daisjeba. adamianis ampartavnebis<br />

dasabami uflisgan ganSorebaa... dasabami ampartavnebisaÁ<br />

ars kacisaÁ gandgomaÁ RmrTisagan (zir. 10:12-13); anu is<br />

aris pirveli biZgi borotis saqmnelad, iqneb fesvic da<br />

saZirkvelic, radgan dasabami SeiZleba niSnavdes raimes<br />

aRmZravs an mis saZirkvels. magaliTad, sanaxaobaTagan<br />

TavSekavebas SeiZleba ewodos dasabami ubiwoebisa<br />

an pirveli nabiji ubiwoebisken, magram rodesac marxvas<br />

vuwodebT ubiwoebis dasabams, vgulisxmobT, rom<br />

marxva aris misi saZirkveli, sayrdeni. am gagebiT aris<br />

ampartavneba codvis dasabami. misgan iwyeba yoveli codva<br />

da masSive pouloben isini TavianT dasayrdens. ramdeni<br />

keTili saqmec unda aRvasruloT es mankiereba, maT<br />

CvenSi fexis mokidebisa da ganuyrelad CvenTan darCenis<br />

nebas mainc ar miscems. mas myarad da farTod aqvs fesvi<br />

gadgmuli da xels uSlis keTil saqmeTa SeuZvrel damkvidrebas.<br />

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es Cans Semdegidan: naxe, ra saqmeebs iqmoda fariseveli,<br />

magram raki TavisTavSi ar amoZirkva fesvi ampartavnebisa,<br />

aman veraferi argo, piriqiT, daungria kidec<br />

yvelaferi. qedmaRloba badebs Raribebisadmi siZulvils,<br />

fulisadmi ltolvas, Zalauflebisa da didebis wadils.<br />

ampartavans axasiaTebs samagieros gadaxda, radgan<br />

gulgrilad ver egueba wyenas zemdgomTagan Tu qvemdgom-<br />

Tagan. xolo vinc mSvidad ar xvdeba Seuracxyofas, is<br />

verc ubedurebas gauZlebs. ai, ratom aris ampartavneba<br />

codvis dasabami! magram rogor SeiZleba RmerTis arcodnam<br />

ampartevnebas daudos saTave? Zalze martivad...<br />

vinc flobs saTanado codnas RmerTis Sesaxeb da icis,<br />

raoden daimdabla Tavi RvTis Zem, is ar mzvaobrobs, arc<br />

qedmaRlobs. miTxar, ratom hgoniaT eklesiasTan dapirispirebulT,<br />

rom ician RmerTi? ampartavnebis gamo xom<br />

ara? xedav, ra ufskrulSi gadaiCexnen RvTis umecarni?<br />

ufals uyvars suli Semusvrili... mas ampartavanni<br />

sZuls, TavmdabalT ki madls uboZebs.……<br />

maSasadame, ar arsebobs ampartavnebis dari boroteba.<br />

igi kacs aqcevs demonad, Tavxed RvTismgmobelad, ficis<br />

damarRvevelad, aRuZravs mkvlelobis wadils.... qedma-<br />

Rali niadag wuxs, yvelafriT ukmayofiloa da Civis. mis<br />

vnebas verferi acxrobs _ Tundac mefe ixilos Tavis winaSe<br />

mdablad da mowiwebiT muxlmoyrili, verc es mohgvris<br />

kmayofilebas, piriqiT, ufro aaforiaqebs. aseTni<br />

arian vercxlismoyvareni: rac mets iSovian, miT mets<br />

arian daxarbebulni; ampartavnebic ar sjerdebian im pativiscemas,<br />

riTac sarebloben da meti da meti swyuriaT.<br />

es vneba maTSi ganuxrelad Rrmavdeba da Rrmavdeba,<br />

radgan misTvis ar arsebobs zRvari da Cerdeba mxolod<br />

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maSin, roca gaanadgurebs Tavis tyves. ar ginaxavs, egreT<br />

wodebuli mglis madiT daavadebulni Wamis Semdegac mudam<br />

SimSils rom ganicdian? es imitom, rom am vnebam, eqimTa<br />

mtkicebiT, gadaabija bunebriv zRvars. ase iqcevian<br />

uzomod cnobismoyvareni da mecnierul gamomeZieblobas<br />

dawafebulni _ isini sul ufro mdidrdebian SeZenili<br />

codniT, magram mainc arafers sjerdebian, radgan maTSi<br />

aRZruli es vneba zRvardaudebelia. isinic, vinc siamovnebas<br />

mruSobaSi pouloben, ver axerxeben sakuTari<br />

survilebis moTokvas. garyvnili kacisTvis yvela puri<br />

tkbilia da ar dacxreba igi aRsasrulamde (zir. 23:17).<br />

ai, es aris vneba!...<br />

marTalia, vnebebi sneulebaTa msgavsad gveuflebian,<br />

magram isini mourCenelni ar arian, piriqiT, ufro advilad<br />

ikurnebian, vidre xorcieli daavadebani. maT mosa-<br />

Soreblad sakmarisia Cveni mondomeba. vnaxoT, rogor Sei-<br />

Zleba ampartavnebis Cacxroba _ amisTvis saWiroa RvTis<br />

Secnoba, raki am vnebas badebs arcodna RvTisa. rodesac<br />

amas mivaRwevT, ampartavnebac srulad gangveSoreba. ifiqre<br />

geheniaze, gaxsovdes Senze Rirseuli adamianebi da<br />

isic, Tu raodeni danaSauli migiZRvis RvTis winaSe _<br />

nu daiviwyeb amas da umal moarjuleb, daamdableb sakuTar<br />

gonebas. ifiqre awmyoze, adamianur bunebaze, kacis<br />

esoden ususurebaze, micvalebulis xilvisas gaacnobiere,<br />

rom amJamindeli yofa sruli araraobaa, rom<br />

igi arafriT gansxvavdeba landisa da sizmrisgan. ifiqre<br />

maTze, romlebicc auracxeli simdidris patroni<br />

iyvnen da srulad gakotrdnen omis dros. Sexede didi da<br />

saxelovani adamianebis saxlebs, dRes maTi patronebis<br />

xsovnac ki gamqrala. Tu moisurveb, SeZleb, moiZio bev-<br />

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i msgavsi magaliTi: xelisufalTa Secvla, mdidarTa<br />

qonebis CamorTmeva da xazinisTvis gadacema da a. S. xelisufalTagan<br />

mravalni isxdnen miwaze, is ki, visganac<br />

ar moelodnen, gvirgvins atarebda (zir. 11:5).<br />

ras ityvi? imas, rom gonieri xar da ampartavani? magram<br />

es ase ar aris _ ampartavneba ugunurebis niSania.<br />

ratom qedmaRlob _ iqneb imiT amayob, rom Tavi keTilgonieri<br />

ggonia? swored aseTebs ar axasiaTebT siamaye, rac,<br />

piriqiT, garTmevs uflebas _ keTilgonieri gerqvas.<br />

amitom movTokoT sakuTari gulissityvebi, viyoT<br />

mokrZalebulni, Tavmdabalni da mSvidni. aseTni gansakuTrebiT<br />

saTnoni arian qristesTvis: netar iyvnen<br />

glaxakni suliTa (mT. 5:3); iswaveT Cemgan, rameTu mSÂd<br />

var da mdabal guliTa (mT. 11:19). macxovarma imitom<br />

dahbana ferxni Tavis mowafeebs, rom CvenTvis simdablis<br />

magaliTi eCvenebina. vecadoT, es yovelive Cvenda sasargeblod<br />

gamoviyenoT, raTa SevZloT im sikeTeTa damkvidreba,<br />

rac RmerTma Tavis moyvarulT aRuTqva.<br />

1 saubari TesalonikelTa mimarT me-2 epistoleze.<br />

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Segonebani colebs<br />

fali gvavalebs, gaveridoT savaWro moednebs,<br />

uxmaurs, aurzaurs, raTa vilocoT siCumeSi<br />

_ sakuTar oTaxSi. ganmartoeba da borot adamianTa<br />

sazogadoebisgan ganrideba did sargebels gvZens. gemi,<br />

romelsac qariSxali ar aryevs, mSvidobianad micuravs;<br />

asea sulic _ sazogado saqmeTagan Tavisufali Tavs myudrod<br />

grZnobs. amitom colebs, romlebic didwilad saxlis<br />

saqmeebiT arian dakavebulni, meti sibrZnis gamoCena<br />

hmarTebT, vidre qmrebs. imitom iyo iakobi kaci umankoÁ,<br />

rom cxovrobda saxlSi da iyo gare sazrunavisgan Tavisufali:<br />

myof saxlsa Sina (dabad. 25:27) _ rogorc<br />

araumizezod SeniSnavs mis Sesaxeb wminda werili. metyvi,<br />

rom saxlSic bevri Tavsatexi arsebobs. es imitom,<br />

rom Tavad gsurs, Seiqmna uamravi sazrunavi. qmari dReniadag<br />

trialebs savaWro adgilebSi, samsjavroebze da<br />

aSkaraa, mas iTreven gare sirTuleTa talRebi. coli ki<br />

zis saxlSi, sibrZnis am erTgvar skolaSi, da SeuZlia<br />

gonebis mokreba, locva, kiTxva da sxva sasikeTo saqmis<br />

keTeba. rogorc udabnoSi mcxovrebT aravin awuxebs, ise<br />

mudam Sin myof cols xelewifeba, moukleblad datkbes<br />

mdumarebiT. Tu xandaxan mouwevs saxlidan gamosvla, ma-<br />

Sinac ara aqvs Sewuxebis mizezi, raki iSviaTad tovebs<br />

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sacxovriss eklesiaSi an abanoSi wasasvlelad; drois<br />

did nawils ki sakuTar WerqveS atarebs, amitom SeuZlia,<br />

Tavadac mSvid fiqrebs mieces da aforiaqebul qmarsac<br />

Seegebos: daawynaros, daaSoSminos igi, gaufantos zedmeti<br />

da pirquSi azrebi; Semdeg ki, daaviwyebs ra savaWro<br />

ubnebidan gamoyolil usiamovnebas, saxlidan keTilad<br />

ganwyobils gaacilebs.<br />

WeSmaritad, RvTismosavi da gonieri coli udides<br />

zegavlenas axdens meuRleze _ SeuZlia misi sulieri<br />

ganwyobis sakuTari survilisamebr Secvla. qmari arc<br />

megobrebis, arc maswavleblebis, arc ufrosebis rCevadarigebas<br />

ar daujerebs ise, rogorc colisas. qmars Tavisi<br />

erTob sayvareli mrCevlis amgvari darigebani erTgvar<br />

kmayofilebasac hgvris. mec SemiZlia, migiTiToT<br />

mraval mkacr da mourjulebel meuRleze, romlebic<br />

ojaxSi amgvarad moaTvinieres. coli xom qmarTan iyofs<br />

trapezsa da sarecels, aSkara Tu dafaruli saqmis dasawyissa<br />

da dasasruls... maT hyavT Svilebi; coli misi<br />

erTgulia, masTan SeerTebulia, rogorc sxeuli TavTan<br />

da Tu is gonieri da yuradRebiania, Tavis qmarze izrunebs<br />

ise, rogorc sxva aravin, da gaimarjvebs kidec.<br />

colebo, amitomac garwmunebT: Tqvens movaleobad miiCnioT<br />

_ qmrebs saTanado rCevebi misceT. dedakacs aqvs<br />

udidesi Zala, rogorc saTno, ise mankier saqmeTa aRsasruleblad.<br />

colma daRupa abesalomi, amnoni, Seecada iobis<br />

daRupvas... magram colmave ixsna sikvdilisgan nabali,<br />

gadaarCina mTeli eri. magaliTad, deboram da ivdiTma gamoavlines<br />

mxedarTmTavarTaTvis niSandoblivi simamace.<br />

aseTi iyo mravali sxva colic. pavle mociquli amitomac<br />

ambobs: raÁ ici, dedakaco, acxovno Tu qmari Seni (1 kor.<br />

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7:16)? Cvenc viciT, rom imxanad (mociqulTa epoqaSi _ mT.<br />

Sen.) persidam, mariamma da priskilam samociqulo moRvaweoba<br />

itvirTes. am dedebs eSurebodeT gulmxurvaled<br />

_ meuRles aswavleT ara oden sityvebiT, aramed saqmiT.<br />

rogor? es moxdeba maSin, Tu qmari dainaxavs, rom ar xar<br />

anCxli, ar eZalebi fufunebas, ar giyvars samkaulebi,<br />

ar iTxov zedmet Semosavals, sjerdebi imas, rac gaqvs.<br />

amis mxilveli qmari ueWvelad yurad-iRebs Sens rCevebs.<br />

magram Tu sityviT daiwyeb brZnobas, saqmiT ki piriqiT<br />

moiqcevi, igi brals dagdebs amaodmetyvelebaSi. xolo<br />

rodesac naTqvams saqmiTac daudastureb, maSin Segaqebs<br />

da advilad dagijerebs. magaliTad, Tu oqros, Tval-margalitsa<br />

da Zvirfas samoss ar daxarbdebi da sanacvlod<br />

airCev Tavazianobas, ubiwoebas, krZalulebas, SegeZleba,<br />

igive mosTxovo qmarsac. mis saameblad saWiroa sulis<br />

gamSveneba da ara sxeulis morTva. qmrisTvis axlobelsa<br />

da sayvarels gagxdis ara imdenad oqro, riTac ikazmebi,<br />

ramdenadac umwikvloba, alersiani mopyroba da misTvis<br />

sicocxlis gawirvisTvis mzaoba.<br />

ai, es atyvevebs qmrebs yvelaze metad. maT ar moswonT<br />

garegnuli samkaulebi, radgan isini Zvirad fasoben da<br />

gafrTxilebas moiTxoven, raTa mis qonebas zarali ar<br />

miadges. xolo zemoxsenebul saTnoebebs, alerssa da megobrobas<br />

arc garja sWirdeba da arc xarjebi... tansacmels,<br />

roca mieCvevi, gbezrdeba kidec. sulis samkauli<br />

ki marad cxovelmyofelia da siyvarulis uZlieres cecxls<br />

aRagznebs.<br />

maS, Tu gsurs, qmars moswonde, Seimke suli ubiwoebiT,<br />

RvTismosaobiT, ojaxze zrunviT. es silamaze<br />

metadac atyvevebs da arc arasdros Wkneba _ mas verc<br />

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sibere daaklebs rames da verc sneuleba. xorciel silamazes<br />

dro angrevs, avadmyofoba masac da bevr sxva<br />

ramesac uRebs bolos; magram is, rac suls amSvenebs,<br />

am yvelafers aRemateba. garda amisa, xorcieli silamaze<br />

Suris aRmZvreli da vnebaTa aRmgznebia. sulis samkauli<br />

_ am senisgan sufTa da yovelgvari mzvaobrobisgan<br />

Tavisufalia. maSasadame, saxlSic yvelaferi kargad<br />

warimarTeba, Semosavalic moimatebs, roca oqros ki ar<br />

aixunZlav sxeulze, xelebze, aramed gamoiyeneb ojaxis<br />

aucileblobisaTvis, magaliTad, msaxurTa Sesanaxavad,<br />

bavSvebis mosavlelad da sxva namdvilad saWiro<br />

moTxovnilebebisaTvis. xolo Tu ase ar moiqcevi da sxeulze<br />

oqros aisxam, saiTac gaixedav, yvelaferi gagaxsenebs<br />

aucilebel xarjebs, maSin ki guli SegekumSeba.<br />

es ra mogebaa? ra sikeTe garguna aman? dadardianebuli<br />

guli saSualebas ar mogcems SeniSno is, rac Cveulebriv<br />

gtacebs Tvals. yvelam iciT, kacs, romelsac suli elmis,<br />

saukeTesod morTul-mokazmuli dedakacis danaxvac<br />

ki ar hgvris kmayofilebas. siamovnebisaTvis is winaswar<br />

unda iyos karg ganwyobaze da moelodes sixaruls.<br />

magram Tuki oqro mTlianad daixarja colis sxeulis<br />

morTvaze, saxlSi ki xelmokleoba igrZnoba, qmrisTvis<br />

es veraferi siamovnebaa.<br />

maS ase, Tu gsurT, qmrebs moswondeT, SeuqmeniT sasiamovno<br />

ganwyoba sulisa, amas ki moaxerxebT maSin, roca<br />

uars ityviT Zvirfas tansacmelsa da samkaulebze. isini,<br />

Cans, qmars moswons saqorwino zeimis dros, magram<br />

mogvianebiT, droTa ganmavlobaSi, mis TvalSi maT fasi<br />

ekargebaT. Cven xom maincdamainc ar gvaocebs esoden<br />

lamazi ca da yvela sxeulze Seudareblad Tvalismom-<br />

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Wreli mze, radgan maT xilvas SeCveulni varT. maS, rogor<br />

ginda, qmars mudam aRafrTovanebdes Seni morTuloba?!<br />

amas geubnebiT, radgan msurs, SeimkoT WeSmariti<br />

silamaziT, rasac gvavalebda pavle: dedaTaÁ wesierebisa<br />

samkauliTa morcxued da RirsebiT Semkobad TavTa TÂs-<br />

Ta, ara ganTxzviTa, anu oqroÁTa anu margalitiTa anu<br />

samosliTa didfasisaÁTa, aramed, romeli-igi hSuenis<br />

dedaTa, romelTa aReTquas RmrTis msaxurebaÁ saqmeTa<br />

mier keTilTa (1 tim. 2:9-10).<br />

iqneb gsurs, Tavi moawono ucxoebs da maTgan moismino<br />

Seqeba? magram amgvari survili Seuferebelia Rirseuli<br />

colisTvis. Tumca, Tu ecdebi, ucxonic Segiyvareben da<br />

Segaqeben RirsebisaTvis. sinamdvileSi cols, visac surs<br />

ucxoni moxiblos, saerTod ar moiwonebs mokrZalebuli<br />

da wesieri kaci, mas Seaqeben martooden garyvnilni<br />

da tkbobismoyvareni, iqneb augadac moixsenion, Tuki<br />

igrZnes, rom misma urcxvobam qvena wadili aRuZra. Rirseul<br />

cols qebas Seasxams yvela, erTnic da meorenic,<br />

radgan maT arc raime dauSavdaT da misi saqcielic sibrZnis<br />

gakveTilad gamoadgebaT. aseT cols kacnic didad<br />

daafaseben da RmerTic did jildos miagebs.<br />

maS, moSurneobiT vizrunoT aseTi silamazis Sesa-<br />

Zenad, raTa aqauri cxovrebac usafrTxod ganvvloT da<br />

samomavlo sikeTenic davimkvidroT. dae, Rirsni gavxdeT<br />

maTi miRebisa madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa<br />

ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da<br />

ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

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61-e saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.

WabukTa ubiwoebis Sesaxeb<br />

inc siZvas ar gamocdis, is arc imruSebs; xolo<br />

vmemruSeebs vinc gaekareba, male mruSobamdec miva.<br />

maS, borotebis fesvis amosaZirkvad, dae, WabukTa mSoblebma,<br />

romlebsac ganzraxuli aqvT saero cxovrebaSi<br />

Svilebis CarTva, swrafad daaqorwinon isini, radgan<br />

vnebiTi wadili maT am asakSi ukve aSfoTebs; aiZulon isini<br />

SegonebebiT, muqariT, SeSinebiT, dapirebebiT da sxva<br />

saSualebeiT, rom jvrisweramde Tavi Seikavon, xolo<br />

roca SeuRlebis dro dadgeba, nurvin daabrkolebs qorwinebiT<br />

Svilebis Sekvras.<br />

roca Svili wamogezrdeba, samxedro samsaxuramde an<br />

cxovrebis sxva wesis arCevamde izrune mis daqorwinebaze.<br />

Tu Wabuki daimeddeba, rom male mihgvri patarZals<br />

da SeuRlebamde didi dro aRar darCa, SeZlebs moTminebiT<br />

gauZlos vnebis als. Tuki dainaxavs, rom amaze ar<br />

zrunav, ayovneb da icdi, rodis eqneba Sen Svils didi Semosavali,<br />

rom coli SerTo, xangrZlivi lodinisgan sasowarkveTileba<br />

Seipyrobs da advilad dahyveba siZvas.<br />

magram vai, rom borotebis fesvi aqac vercxlismoyvarebaa!<br />

yvela gaafTrebiT cdilobs, xelT igdos qoneba;<br />

aravis adardebs, rogor aRzardos Ze Rirseul, mokrZalebul<br />

Wabukad, aravin zrunavs mis ubiwoebaze. amitomac<br />

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gevedrebiT, uwinares yovlisa, izruneT Tqveni Zis sulze:<br />

Tu is daqorwindeba umwikvlo sacoleze da mxolod<br />

misi sxeuli ecodineba, ufro mxurvaledac eyvareba<br />

da RvTismoSiSebac gauRrmavdeba. maTi qorwineba iqneba<br />

WeSmaritad wminda, radgan igi SeakavSirebs sufTa da<br />

Seubilwav sxeulebs; maTgan ki daibadebian kurTxeuli<br />

bavSvebi. aseTi col-qmari TanxmobiT icxovrebs _ maT<br />

ar ecodinebaT sxvagvarad moqceva da urTierTs daemorCilebian.<br />

is ki, vinc siymawvilidanve daiwyo uzneo<br />

cxovreba da gaecno meZavTa qcevebs, pirvel or saRamos<br />

moesiyvaruleba cols, Semdgom ki daubrundeba adrindel<br />

garyvnilebas, uweso xarxars, moenatreba urcxvi<br />

saubrebi, vnebis aRmZvreli moZraobani sxeulisa da<br />

yvela sxva sisaZagle, raze saubaric ki ar gvekadreba.<br />

Rirseuli coli amas ar moiTmens, sakuTari Tavis Sebilwvis<br />

nebas ar miscems _ is gaTxovda Tanacxovrebisa<br />

da SvilebisTvis da ara garyvnilebisa Tu ujero sicilxarxarisaTvis;<br />

raTa gaufrTxildes saxls, qmarsac<br />

patiosneba aswavlos da ara tkbobismoyvareba gaumZafros.<br />

magram Sen siamovnebas ganiWebs meZavis sxeulis moZrobebi?<br />

vici, rom asea! wminda werilic amasve ambobs: Tafli<br />

gadamoswueTin bageTa dedakacis meZavisaTa (igav. 5:3). me<br />

yvela Rones vxmarob, raTa ar igemoT es Tafli, radgan<br />

igi dauyovnebliv gadaiqceva naRvelad. imaves geeubneba<br />

wminda werili: xolo ukuanaÁsknel umwares navRlisa<br />

hpoo da umaxÂles maxÂlisa orpirisa (igav. 5:4).<br />

SesaZloa, Cemi sityvebi uwesod mogeCvenoT, magram<br />

isini uweso mizans ar isaxaven da Zalze gamoadgeba maT,<br />

visac sulieri mwikvlis moSoreba surs. Tu ara amgvari<br />

saubari, urcxv suls verafroT SevaSinebT.<br />

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me vuTiTebdi Tqvens mamebs, rom saWiroa male dagaqorwinon,<br />

magram uqorwinebloba ver gixsniT sasjelisgan.<br />

adrec da axlac rom ar arsebobdnen ubiwod mcxovrebi<br />

Wabukebi, iqneb raRac gagamarTlebdaT kidec, magram<br />

raki aseTebi mravlad arian, rogor SegiZliaT, Tavi<br />

imarTloT, rom survilebis daokebas ver axerxebT?! isini,<br />

romelTac es SeZles, Tqveni mamxileblebi iqnebian,<br />

radgan bunebiT orive erTni xarT.<br />

mousmine, ras gveubneba pavle: mSÂdobasa SeudegiT<br />

yovelTa Tana da siwmidesa, romlisa TÂnier vervin ixilos<br />

ufali (ebr. 12:14). nuTu es muqara ar gaSinebs? sxvebi<br />

mTeli sicocxle imarxaven ubiwoebas da siwmindiT<br />

cxovroben, Sen ki siWabukis asakamdec ar gsurs moTmena?<br />

sxvebi aTasgzis imarjvebdnen gulisTqmaze, Sen erTxelac<br />

ver gauZeli mas? Tu gsurs, amis mizezsac getyvi<br />

_ es rom axalgazrdobis brali iyos, maSin WabukTagan<br />

saerTod veravin Seikavebda Tavs. Sen Tavad vardebi koconSi:<br />

roca Sexval TeatrSi, dajdebi da mzeras daitkbob<br />

dedakacTa SiSveli sxeulis cqeriT, ra Tqma unda,<br />

Tavidan SeigrZnob siamovnebas, mere ki Sinaganad Zlieri<br />

cecxli mogedeba. roca naxevrad SiSveli dedakacebis<br />

yureba, binZuri sanaxaobani da simRerebi danaSaulebrivi<br />

siyvarulis garda SenSi sxvas arafers aRZraven,<br />

miTxar, rogor moaxerxeb ubiwoebis SenarCunebas! isini<br />

xom suls giforiaqeben, Semdeg ki aseTive uxams sizmrebs<br />

uTmoben adgils. sulisTvis xom niSandoblivia, ZilSi<br />

ixilos bevri iseTi sasurveli ram, rasac dRisiT dae-<br />

Zebs. ase rom, Tu TeatrSi uyureb uzneobas, ismen iqaur<br />

urcxv simRerebsa da suls imRvrev, gana ufro ar gaixrwnebi,<br />

ar gagiRrmavdeba sulis sneulebani, rac xorciel<br />

tkivilze gacilebiT sazianoa?!<br />

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Tu movisurvebT, Cveni neba ufro iolad daemorCileba<br />

gamosworebas, vidre sxeuli, rasac sWirdeba wamali,<br />

mkurnali da dro. Sinaganad gasajansaReblad ki sakmarisia,<br />

viyoT keTilni.<br />

SenSi amitomac imZlavra sneulebam. Tu marto imaze<br />

gavamaxvilebT yuradRebas, rac CvenTvis mavnea, sasargebloze<br />

ki odnavadac ar davfiqrdebiT, rogor viqnebiT<br />

janmrTelni? amitomac unda movisurvoT da ganveSoroT<br />

CvenTvis sazianos. ase iolad SevZlebT, ubiwod ganvvloT<br />

cxovreba. saerTod, araferia Zneli, risi Sesrulebac<br />

gvinda, rogorc araferia ioli, risi Sesrulebac ar<br />

gvinda _ yvelaferi Cvens xelT aris. amitomac gveubneba<br />

wminda werili: ukeTu gindesT, da isminoT Cemi.... xolo<br />

ukeTu ar gindesT, arca isminoT Cemi (es. 1:19-20). amitomac<br />

vimsaxurebT sasjels an qebas. netav SevematoT<br />

maT ricxvs, vinc qeba daimsaxura, da gvergos pativi _<br />

davimkvidroT samomavlo sikeTeni.<br />

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me-5 saubari TesalonikelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze.

xorcieli codvis Sesaxeb<br />

avle mociquli, korinTelebs mouwodebda ra ubi-<br />

pwoebisaken, mimarTavda: ara uwyiTa, rameTu Ãorcni<br />

ege Tquenni asoni qristesni arian? aR-ukue-vixunea asoni<br />

igi qristesni da vyvne aso meZvis? nu iyofin! es zardamcemi<br />

sityvebia. mociquls ar uTqvams: aR-ukue-vixunea<br />

asoni igi qristesni da SeuerTo meZavs, aramed: vyvne aso<br />

meZvis. aseTi gamoTqma gacilebiT STambeWdavia. Semdgom<br />

mociquli ganmartavs, ra mosdis siZvismoqmed mamakacs:<br />

ara uwyiTa, rameTu romeli Seeyos meZavsa, erT Ãorc<br />

arian. saidan icis es mociqulma?! rameTu ityÂs: iyvnen<br />

ornive erT Ãorc, xolo romeli Seeyos ufalsa, erT<br />

sul ars. anu romelni Seeyofian urTierTs, orni veRar<br />

iqnebian _ isini erT xorc arian. pavles ar uTqvams, siZvisgan<br />

Tavi SeikaveTo, man mogviwoda: evltodeT siZvasa,<br />

anu Zal-Rone ar daiSuroT am mankierebisgan gansaSoreblad.<br />

yoveli codvaÁ, romeli qmnes kacman, gareSe Ãorc-<br />

Ta ars; xolo romeli isiZvides, TÂsTa mimarT ÃorcTa<br />

codavs.<br />

mkiTxav: mkvleli, angarebismoyvare, mZarcveli xom<br />

xorciel codvas iqms? rogor ara _ es yvelam icis! magram<br />

raki ver vityviT, rom siZvismoqmedi yvelaze metad<br />

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dasagmobia, mociquli sxvagvarad gamoxatavs am codvis<br />

ukeTurebas. misi sityvebiT, siZva bilwavs mTel sxeuls<br />

da uwmindurebiT savse binZur WurWelSi Cavardnils<br />

amsgavsebs. mZimea sxva codvebic!... angarebismoyvarebaca<br />

da siZvac _ orive gehenias ganumzadebs kacs. windaxeduli<br />

pavle mociquli yvela saSualebiT cdilobs codvis<br />

simZimis warmoCenas: ara uwyiTa, rameTu Ãorcni ege<br />

Tquenni taZarni Tquen Soris sulisa wmidisani arian?<br />

man axsena ara mxolod suliwmida, aramed Tquen Soris<br />

sulisa wmidisani da am sityvebis gansamartavad da maTi<br />

mniSvnelobis asamaRleblad daurTo: romeli-igi gaqus<br />

RmrTisgan, raTa naboZebis sidiadisa da misi momniWebeli<br />

RmerTis wyalobis mimarT CvenSi moSiSeba STaenerga.<br />

ara xarT TÂsTa TavTani _ es sityvebi ara mxolod<br />

amxels kacs, aramed saTnoebis saqmneladac aRZravs mas.<br />

rogor SegiZlia akeTo is, rasac inebeb, roca ar ganageb<br />

sakuTar Tavs?! am sityvebiT mociquli ar uaryofs kac-<br />

Ta Tavisuflebas, magram gangvaridebs mankierebisgan da<br />

naTelyofs uflis zrunvas Cvenze. amitomac ganagrZobs<br />

naTqvams: sasyidliT syidul xarT.<br />

mainc ras niSnavs: ara xarT TÂsTa TavTani da risi Segoneba<br />

surs amiT mociquls? mas unda, dagvarwmunos _<br />

codva ar CavidinoT da sulis mankier gulisTqmebs ar<br />

avyveT. Cven SeiZleba mravali ukeTuri survili aRgveZras,<br />

magram TavSekaveba gvmarTebs da es xelgvewifeba<br />

kidec. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi Tqveni damoZRvra zedmeti<br />

iqneboda. gulisxmahyav, rogor gvarwmunebs mociquli:<br />

jer migviTiTebs _ ara xarT TÂsTa TavTani da<br />

ganagrZobs: sasyidliT syidul xarT. ratom ambobs ase?<br />

iqneb vinmem miTxras: saWiro iyo gamokveTa, rom ufali<br />

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gvyavso. magram RmerTebi warmarTebsac hyavT, sisyidliT<br />

gamosyidva ki martooden Cven gvexeba. mociquli Segvaxsenebs<br />

qvelmoqmedebis sidiadesa da Cveni gadarCenis<br />

gzas. gangvimartavs, rom RmerTma Cven _ misTvis ucxoni<br />

_ gamogvisyida, Tanac ara ubralod, aramed sasyidliT.<br />

adideT ukue RmerTi ÃorciTa magiT TqueniTa da suliTa<br />

magiT TqueniTa, romeli-igi ars RmrTisaÁ, _ mogviwodebs<br />

pavle da Segvagonebs, ar vimruSoT ara oden sxeuliT, aramed<br />

suliTac, fiqrebidan amovZirkvoT mankiereba da ar<br />

warvixocoT madli. es sityvebi marad Segvaxsenebs, rom<br />

xorcic, samSvinvelica da sulic _ erTobliv uflisgan<br />

mogveca da masve ekuTvnis ara mxolod imitom, rom Tavad<br />

Seqmna isini, aramed imitomac, rom ufalma Cven _ TavisTvis<br />

ukve ucxoni _ meored SegviZina Tavisi Zis sisxlis<br />

fasad. Sexede, mociquli rogor acxadebs yovelives<br />

qristes kuTvnilad da gvexmareba, avmaRldeT zecamde<br />

(ix. 1 kor. 5:15-20).<br />

Tqven xarT asoni qristesni da taZarni sulisa wmidisa.<br />

nu iqnebiT asoni meZavisa _ amiT biwiers xdiT ara sakuTar<br />

xorcs, radgan igi qristes ekuTvnis. gaacnobiereT<br />

es yovelive da SegrcxveT suliwmida nugeSinismcemlisa,<br />

vinc TqvenSi mkvidrobs; Zrwolas ggvrides qriste,<br />

vinc ziar-geqmna da Tavisad migiCnia. Senc warmoidgine<br />

es yovelive da daicavi ubiwoeba: ar gaqvs ufleba, xorci<br />

mankier survilTa dasakmayofileblad gamoiyeno, misi<br />

meSveobiT mxolod RvTis mcnebani unda aRasrulo.<br />

amitomac yvelas gevedrebiT _ zurgi aqcieT siZvas!<br />

ratom Tesav iq, saidanac ver moimki; an umjobesia iTqvas,<br />

Tu mainc moimki, Tavad nayofi agyris pativs. Tu bavSvi<br />

gagiCnda, saqveynod mogeWreba Tavi, is ki daitanjeba,<br />

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ogorc ukanonod Sobili da ugvaro, da amis mizezi Sen<br />

iqnebi. Tundac didi qoneba dautovo _ mainc pativayrili<br />

iqneba saxlSic, qalaqSic da samsjavros winaSec.<br />

saxelgatexili icocxleb da roca aResrulebi, Seni<br />

Sercxvenis Semaxseneblebi mainc darCebian. ratom ginda<br />

yovelives wabilwva? risTvis Tesav iq, sadac Tavad mindori<br />

lamobs nayofis daRupvas; sadac unayofobis mravali<br />

mizezi arsebobs da sadac yrmas dabadebamde klaven?!<br />

maSasadame, Sen meZavs ara mxolod garyvnilebas aiZuleb,<br />

aramed mkvleladac aqcev! swori iqneboda, misi saqcielisTvis<br />

mkvlelobaze uaresi ram gvewodebina, magram arc<br />

ki vici, ra davarqva, roca Sobils ki ar klaven, Tavad<br />

Sobas aRkveTen.<br />

Tavs rogor gaimarTleb? es xom RvTisgan naboZebis<br />

gmoba da saRvTo ganCinebaTa mimarT amboxi iqneba... Sobis<br />

xazinas mkvlelobis salarod xdi, SvilTa gaCenisTvis<br />

Seqmnil dedakacs SvilTa mkvlelad aqcev. garyvnili<br />

dedakaci xom uars ar ityvis amgvar borotmoqmedebaze,<br />

riTac Sen gagxvevs cecxlis alSi. marTalia, danaSauls<br />

uSualod Caidens is, magram amis mTavari mizezi Sen iqnebi!..<br />

siZvas kerpTayvanismcemlobamde mihyavs kaci. bevri<br />

uzneo dedakaci, vinmes rom Tavi Seayvaros, mimarTavs<br />

aTasnair jadoqrobas, Selocvebs, iyenebs jadoebs da<br />

sxva uamrav saSualebas. magram miuxedavad sircxvilisa,<br />

mkvlelad an kerpTayvanismcemlad qcevis saSiSroebisa,<br />

bevri umniSvelo ramed miiCnevs siZvas.<br />

gacilebiT ukeTesia, saerTod ar gamoscadoT es amazrzeni<br />

codva. magram Tu vinme odesme mainc daecema, dae,<br />

imkurnalos kidec misgan gansawmendad. ra aris misi wa-<br />

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mali? _ mduRare cremlTa nakadi, gulis siRrmidan aRmomxdari<br />

oxvra, ganuwyveteli Semusvrileba, bejiTi<br />

locva, mowyalebis gaReba, Cadenili codvis dagmoba da<br />

gadawyvetileba _ amgvari ram aRar gaimeoro. ase mniSvnelovnad<br />

warixoceba codva da iwmindeba Sebilwuli<br />

suli. magram Tu SevcodavT da davgmobT Cadenils, Semdeg<br />

ki imaves gavimeorebT, ganwmendis mcdeloba sasike-<br />

Tos verafers SegvZens. vinc ganibaneba da kvlav talaxSi<br />

amoevleba; vinc angrevs imas, rac aaSena da kvlav aSenebs<br />

xelaxla dasangrevad, is verafers moigebs _ martooden<br />

amaod daSvreba!...<br />

Cveni cxovreba fuWad da cudad rom ar ganvvloT, ganviwmindoT<br />

adrindel codvaTagan da darCenili sicocxle<br />

gavataroT ubiwod, patiosnad da sxva sikeTeTa aRsrulebiT,<br />

raTa saTno-veyoT RmerTs da Rirsni gavxdeT<br />

sasufevlisa.<br />

18-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT epistoleze;<br />

24-e saubari romaelTa mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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xorciel siyvarulTan brZolis Sesaxeb<br />

irmSvenieri dedakacis danaxvisas sakuTari survi-<br />

plis dakmayofilebaze ki ara, am ndomisagan ganTavisuflebaze<br />

unda fiqrobde. mkiTxav: rogor SevZleb amas,<br />

siyvaruli xom Cemze ar aris damokidebuli?! aba, viszea?<br />

_ eSmakis Cagonebaze! daabrale es eSmaks, ebrZole mas<br />

da win aRudeq vnebas.... magram gana Cven Tavad ara varT<br />

damnaSaveni? xorcieli siyvaruli martooden eSmakeuli<br />

Cagonebebisa da cdunebaTa Sedegi ar aris, amaSi brali<br />

jer Cven migviZRvis. am vnebas ise iolad araferi badebs,<br />

rogorc Cveva, sityvebiT laquci, uqmoba, uzrunveloba<br />

da mniSvnelovani saqmis uqonloba. Cvevas didi, Zalze<br />

didi Zala aqvs, igi aucileblobadac ki eqceva kacs. Tu<br />

Cveva badebs xorciel siyvaruls, masve ZaluZs misi mospobac.<br />

am seniT Sepyrobili bevri ganikurna imiT, rom<br />

sayvareli adamianis saxis naxva aukrZales sakuTar Tavs.<br />

Tavidan es sisastiked da Zalze damTrgunvlad Cans, magram<br />

droTa ganmavlobaSi adamiani Svebas grZnobs da, Tu<br />

moisurvebs, Zalisxmevis gareSec moiSorebs am vnebas.<br />

mkiTxav: ratom xdeba, rom dedakacis SexedvisTanave<br />

vinusxebi, Tumca aseTi ram Cvevad ar maqvs? amis mizezi<br />

aris uqmad, uzrunvelad an tkbobismoyvarebiT cxovreba,<br />

an aucilebel saqmeTa saerTod miviwyeba. quCaSi moxetiale<br />

dabneul ymawvils advilad itaceben boroti<br />

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adamianebi da monad yidian; uzrunveli da gonebadabinduli<br />

kacis sulsac iolad ipyrobs vneba. sulis niSandoblivi<br />

Tvisebaa _ niadag moqmedebdes; Tu mas sikeTis<br />

qmnaSi SeuSli xels, iZulebuli xdeba, sxvagarad iRvawos,<br />

raki umoqmedod yofna ar SeuZlia. dauTesav da<br />

daurgav miwaze xom balaxi TavisTavadac izrdeba. keTilis<br />

qmnaSi gauwvrTneli suli, visi bunebiTi Tvisebac<br />

moqmedebisken mudmivad swrafvaa, iZulebuli gaxdeba,<br />

boroti saqmeni aRasrulos. Tvalebmac uciloblad ra-<br />

Racas unda uyuron, Tu kargi sanaxavi ar Cans, ueWvelad<br />

Sexedaven cuds. gulisTqmac sasikeTosa da aucilebels<br />

Tu ar miekedla, iZulebuli gaxdeba, usargeblosa da mavneze<br />

SeCerdes.<br />

is, rom mouklebel wvrTnasa da mRviZarebas SeuZliaT<br />

vnebis pirvli Tavdasxmis ukugdeba, cnobilia mravali<br />

magaliTiT. Tu Sen lamazi dedakacis danaxvisas mis<br />

mimarT ndoma aRgeZvreba, nuRar Sexedav da am vnebisganac<br />

gaTavisufldebi. metyvi, rom gulisTqmas xar ayolili<br />

da Tvals ver aSoreb? maSin wamoiwye raime sasikeTo:<br />

waikiTxe wigni, izrune SenTvis saWiro saqmeebze, daexmare<br />

da daicavi Cagrulni, iloce, ifiqre momavalze;<br />

ai, aqeT warmarTe Seni suli. ase moqceviT moirCen ara<br />

oden axal iaras, aramed iolad moiSuSeb Zvelsa da pir-<br />

Seukrav Wrilobebsac. Tu am vnebiT SepyrobilT zogjer<br />

Woris gavrcelebis SiSi aTqmevinebs uars siyvarulze,<br />

sasuliero sagaloblebi miT ufro dagvexmarebian am<br />

borotebis CaxSobaSi, oRond Cven Tavad unda movindomoT<br />

misi mitoveba. Tuki mudam kudSi davdevT da vesaubrebiT<br />

maT, vinc am vnebis isrebi gvaZgera, maTi aryofnis drosac<br />

maTze an vsaubrobT, an sxvaTa naambobs vusmenT, es xom<br />

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imas niSnavs, rom Tavadve vkvebavT vnebas da vimZafrebT<br />

sneulebas? rogor CaviqrobT cecxls, roca cismare dRe<br />

mis gaCaRebas vundebiT?!<br />

uklebliv yvela Cveni naTqvami, dae, yurad iRon Wabukebma.<br />

rac Seexeba mamakacebs, visac gansja SeuZliaT,<br />

am SemTxvevaSi yvelaze metad gamoadgebaT RvTismoSiSeba,<br />

geheniis sxovna da zeciuri sasufevlis damkvidrebis<br />

survili. es yovelive gansakuTrebuli ZaliT aqrobs danaSaulebrivi<br />

siyvarulis als.<br />

garda zemoTqmulisa, warmoidgine, rom dedakaci,<br />

romelsac Sescqeri, sxva araferia, Tu ara miRebuli<br />

siTxisa da sakvebis erToblioba. mkiTxav, maS misi saxis<br />

lamazi feri raRaa? amqveynad araferia yvavilebze<br />

lamazi, magram isinic Wknebian da lpebian. amitom aq<br />

kanis fersa da mis silamazes ki nu uyureb, fiqrebiT<br />

CauRrmavdi da warmoidgine, Tu ra imaleba am kanis miRma.<br />

wyalmankiT daavadebulis sxeulic lamazia, garegnulad<br />

sulac ar Cans uSno, magram amgvari adamianebis saxis silamaze<br />

ver mogvxiblavs, radgan gvezizReba mis sxeulSi<br />

Cagubebuli siTxe. mkiTxav: gana arafers niSnavs nazi da<br />

kekluci gamoxedva, lamazad gadaWimuli warbebi, mSvidi<br />

an mxiaruli Tvalebi? magram icode, es yovelive<br />

sxva araferia, Tu ara nervebis, myesebis, apkebisa Tu<br />

ZarRvebis erToblioba. es lamazi Tvalebi warmoidgine,<br />

rogorc sneuli, daberebuli, dardisgan daSretili an<br />

risxviT anTebuli da umal simaxinjed mogeCveneba mTeli<br />

maTi mSveniereba. nacvlad amisa, Seni fiqrebi mimarTe<br />

WeSmariti sulieri silamazisken!...<br />

mainc metyvi, rom ver xedav sulier mSvenierebas! Tu<br />

moindomeb, dainaxav kidec. zogjer saxesa da lamaz Tva-<br />

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lebs ver xedaven, magram gonebiT mainc aRfrTovanebulni<br />

arian maTiT; Senc aseve SegiZlia umzerde adamianis<br />

sulier silamazes. gana arasdros warmogidgenia lamazi<br />

saxe da ar SegigrZvnia sulSi raRac Zvra? aseve warmoidgine<br />

sulieri silamazec da datkbi misi keTilsaxovnebiT.<br />

meubnebi, rom usxeulos xilva ar ZalgiZs? magram gonebiT<br />

xom ukeT vWvretT usxeulos, vidre sxeulebrivs.<br />

amitomac aRgvafrTovaneben angelozebi da mTavarangelozebi,<br />

znekeTiloba da sulieri saTnoebani, Tumca maT<br />

ver vxedavT. maS, adamianis lamazi saxis danaxvaze metad,<br />

dae, misma simSvidem da znekeTilobam aRgafroTovanos.<br />

Tuki SeniSnav, rom adamiani uwyinrad iTmens daumsaxurebel<br />

Cagvras, aRfrTovandi da Seiyvare igi _ Tundac<br />

moxuci, radganac sulieri silamaze marad uWknobi<br />

da norCia da amis gamo misi patroni, Tundac xandazmuli,<br />

mainc bevrs uyvars. Cven ki veZeboT da SeviyvaroT<br />

am silamazis mqoneni, radgan ase SeviZenT am Rirsebas da<br />

davimkvidrebT maradiul sikeTeebs. dae, Rirsni gavxdeT<br />

maTi madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa ieso<br />

qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmindisa Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi<br />

ukunisamde, amin.<br />

me-7 saubari korinTelTa mimarT me-2 epistoleze.<br />

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ubiwo col-qmruli cxovrebis Sesaxeb<br />

odesac pavle mociqulma korinTelebs qorwinebis<br />

rSesaxeb kanoni daudgina, daurTo aseTi Segoneba:<br />

colsa qmari igi Tananadebsa pativsa miscemdin, egreTca<br />

coli _ qmarsa (1 kor. 7:3). risi Tqma surda mas am sityvebiT?<br />

nuTu imis, rom qmars colisTvis gadaedo Semosavali,<br />

xeli ar exlo misi mziTevisTvis, eCuqebina<br />

Zvirfasi samosi, miewvia uxv sufraze, xelgaSlilad<br />

xarjvis neba mieca da msaxurTa jari mieCina?! ara! rogorc<br />

miciquli gveubneba, mas aseTi ram ar ugulisxmia _<br />

mxolod ubiwoebasa da siwmindeze saubrobda. qmars Tavisi<br />

sxeuli ukve aRar ekuTvnis _ misi patroni colia,<br />

amitomac xelSeuxeblad unda daicvas colis sakuTreba,<br />

araferi moaklos da dauSavos mas. mociquls namdvilad<br />

es hqonda mxedvelobaSi. roca man Tqva _ pativsa miscemdin,<br />

dasZina: coli TÂsTa ÃorcTa zeda ara ufal ars, aramed<br />

qmari; egreTca da qmarica TÂsTa ÃorcTa zeda ara<br />

ufal ars, aramed coli (1 kor. 7:4).<br />

maSasadame, roca xedav meZavs, romelic gacdunebs, gizidavs,<br />

raTa Sen sxeuls daepatronos, uTxari mas: es sxeuli<br />

mekuTvnis ara me, aramed Cem cols _ ver gavbedav,<br />

Sevagino igi da vinme dedakacs davuTmo. dae, ase moiqces<br />

colic. aq isini sruliad Tanasworni arian. sxva mxriv<br />

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ki pavle upiratesobas aniWebs qmars: kacad-kacadman<br />

TÂsi coli egreT SeiyuareT, viTarca Tavi TÂsi; xolo<br />

colsa mas raÁTa eSinodis qmrisa (ef. 5:33); qmari ars<br />

Tav colisa; colni TÂsTa qmarTa daemorCileniT (ef.<br />

5:23,22). Zvel aRTqmaSic naTqvamia: qmrisa Senisa mimarT<br />

iyos miqcevaÁ Seni. da igi geuflebodes Sen (dabad. 3:16).<br />

rogor gansazRvra aq mociqulma batonobisa da damor-<br />

Cilebis urTierTTanasworoba? radgan naTqvami: coli<br />

TÂsTa ÃorcTa zeda ara ufal ars, aramed qmari; egreTca<br />

da qmarica TÂsTa ÃorcTa zeda ara ufal ars, aramed<br />

coli _ niSnavs sruli Tanasworobis dadginebas. rogorc<br />

qmaria ufali colis sxeulisa, ise colia ufali qmris<br />

sxeulisa. ratom ganaCina mociqulma aseTi Tanasworoba?<br />

imitom, rom ojaxSi qmris ufrosoba aucilebelia, magram<br />

roca saqme exeba ubiwoebasa da patiosnebas, qmars<br />

saerTod ar eZleva raime upiratesoba colis winaSe _<br />

isic samarTlianad daisjeba, Tuki qorwinebis kanons<br />

daarRvevs. gana imitom miatova Senma colma ded-mama Tu<br />

saxli da SenTan movida, rom Seuracxyofa miayeno, mis<br />

nacvlad uzneo mxevals ahyve da amiT axlobel adamians<br />

uamravi usiamovneba SeamTxvio? Sen misi saxiT moiyvane<br />

cxovrebis Tanamgzavri, meuRle, romelic Tavisufali<br />

da Seni Tanasworia. WeSmaritad, meti ugunureba Tu<br />

SeiZleba: colis mziTevze gadaitano mTeli Seni zrunva,<br />

gaufrTxilde, misxalic ar moaklo mas, xolo Seni sxeulis<br />

ubiwoeba da siwminde, rac yovelgvar qonebaze Zvirfasia<br />

da Sens cols ekuTvnis, gaxrwna da Sebilwo? Tu<br />

mziTevs gaaniaveb, simamrTan mogiwevs angariSgeba, xolo<br />

Tu ubiwoebas dakargav, pasuxs ageb RmerTTan, vinc Seni<br />

qorwineba daadgina da coli Cagabara.<br />

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mousmine pavles samarTlian sityvebs memruSeTa Sesaxeb:<br />

aw ukue romelman Seuracx-yos, ara kacsa Seuracx-hyofs,<br />

aramed RmerTsa, romelmanca mogca suli wmidaÁ<br />

misi Tquen zeda (1 Tes. 4:8). xedavT, ras Segvagonebs<br />

RvTis sityva! mruSoba ar aris marto coliani kacis kavSiri<br />

qmrian dedakacTan _ mruSobad iTvleba meZavTan<br />

urTierTobac! rogorc gaTxovilze vityviT, rom mru-<br />

Sobs msaxurTan an nebismier sxvasTan, ise coliansac<br />

unda vuwodoT mruSi, Tu igi garyvnilebas eweva mxeval-<br />

Tan an romelime meZavTan.<br />

nu ugulebelvyofT sakuTar cxonebas; am codvis gamo<br />

nu mivcemT eSmaks suls. mruSoba xdeba mravali ganxeTqilebisa<br />

da ojaxis damangreveli uamravi ubedurebis<br />

mizezi. mis gamo ifiteba siyvaruli, qreba keTilganwyoba.<br />

rogorc SeuZlebelia, Rirseulma kacma SeiZulos<br />

coli da odesme ganeSoros, ise garyvnilsa da ugvanos ar<br />

SeiZleba uyvardes coli, Tundac umSvenieresi. ubiwoeba<br />

badebs siyvaruls, Tavad siyvaruli ki uTvalav sikeTes.<br />

maS, CaTvale yvela dedakaci qvisgan gamoTlilad.<br />

icode, Tu qorwinebis mere Jiniani TvaliT Sexedav sxvas,<br />

mruSobis codva dagedeba. yoveldRe Seaxsene es sakuTar<br />

Tavs; Tuki SeniSnav, rom gulisTqma aRgeZra sxva dedakacis<br />

mimarT da Seni coli ukve aRar gizidavs, ganmartovdi<br />

oTaxSi, gadaSale wminda werili, Sewevna sTxove<br />

pavles, moukleblad imeore misi sityvebi da daicxre<br />

aRgzneba... WeSmaritad, sircxvileulia kaci, romelic<br />

qorwinebis mere mruSobs. mas rcxvenia ara mxolod simamris,<br />

megobrebisa da nacnobebsa, aramed monebisac ki.<br />

garda am mtanjveli borotebisa, mas sakuTari saxli<br />

dilegze autaneli eCveneba, raki Tvalwin mudam sayvareli<br />

udgas da am meZavze ocnebobs.<br />

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ginda, dawvrilebiT Seityo, raoden didia es boroteba?<br />

warmoidgine maTi cxovreba, romlebic colebze eWvianoben:<br />

maT Wama-smis mada ekargebaT, raki eCvenebaT, rom<br />

trapezze yvelaferi mowamlulia; sakuTar saxls _ uTvalavi<br />

sikeTiT savses _ ise gaurbian, rogorc saxads;<br />

ver iZineben, simSvides ver hgvris verc Rame, verc megobarTa<br />

sazogadoeba, verc mzis sxivebi... dRis sinaTlesac<br />

ver itanen ara mxolod maSin, roca colis mruSobas<br />

xedaven, aramed maSinac, Tu amis eWvi aqvT. dafiqrdi -<br />

colic xom imaves ganicdis, roca vinmesgan Seityobs an<br />

gumaniT xvdeba, rom meZavs daemone. warmoidgine es da<br />

ara mxolod eride mruSobas, aramed eWvianobis mizezic<br />

ki ar misce cols; Tu is usamarTlod dagadanaSaulebs,<br />

daamSvide da eWvebi gaufante, radgan aseTi saqcielis<br />

mizezia ara mtroba an siamaye, aramed Tavis sakuTrebaze<br />

zrunva da misi dakargvis didi SiSi. Seni sxeuli,<br />

rogorc zemoT aRvniSne, misi sakuTrebaa da yovelgvar<br />

saunjeze uZvirfasesia. nu atken guls da nu miayeneb sasikvdilo<br />

Wrilobas. Tu coli gZuls, geSinodes RmerTisa,<br />

romlis SurisZiebac aseTi codvebisaTvis autaneli<br />

tanjviT gemuqreba. ufali gveubneba: sada-igi matli maTi<br />

ara daesrulebis, da cecxli ara daSrtebis (mrk. 9:48).<br />

Tu momavali ar gaZrwunebs, awmyosi mainc geSinodes.<br />

bevri maTgani, vinc siZvas ver anebebs Tavs, aqac borotad<br />

wariwymideba (Sdr. mT. 21:41) garyvnil dedakacTa<br />

xrikebis gamo. isini urTierTs ejibrebian, qorwinebiT<br />

SeerTebul Tanamecxedres daufaravad gamostacon kaci<br />

da TavianTi siyvarulis monad aqcion. amisTvis ki mimar-<br />

Taven grZneulebas, jados da sxva Tilismebs. mas Semdeg,<br />

rac am xerxebiT adamians mZimed daasneuleben, gaxrwn-<br />

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ian, daalpoben da aTas siaves damarTeben, saaqao cxovrebas<br />

gaunadgureben.<br />

Tu Sen, adamiano, ar gaSinebs gehenia, SeuSindi meZavTa<br />

momnusxvelobas. roca aseTi garyvnilebiT dakargav<br />

saRvTo Tanadgomas da moikleb zegardmo Sewevnas, maSin<br />

meZavi Tamamad Cagavlebs xels, mouxmobs Tavis eSmakebs,<br />

gagikeTebs jados, mogiwyobs xrikebs... da garda imisa,<br />

rom Zalze advilad daazianebs Sens cxonebas, sajarod<br />

mogWris Tavs da mTel qalaqSi dasacins gagxdis _ da aravin<br />

aRmoCndeba Seni Znelbedobis TanamgrZnobeli. uflis<br />

Tvali aTasjer naTelia mzeze. is adamianTa yvela gzas<br />

Wvrets da dafarul adgilebSic aRwevs (zir. 23:19). am<br />

yovelives Seexo pavlec: xolo siZvisaTÂs, kacad-kacadsa<br />

TÂsi coli esÂn, da TÂTeulsa TÂsi qmari esÂn (1 kor.<br />

7:2-3). amasve gveubneba brZenic: Tafli gardamoswueTin<br />

bageTa dedakacisa meZvisaTa, romelman wuT erT daatkbos<br />

sasaÁ Seni. xolo ukuanaÁsknel umwares navRlisa<br />

hpoo da umaxÂles maxÂlisa orpirisa (igav. 5:3-4).<br />

meZavis kocnas uCinari Sxami urevia. maS, ratom mieltvi<br />

geslovan siamovnebas, risTvisac ganikiTxebi, romelic<br />

dagRupavs, mogayenebs ukurnebel Wrilobas?! amis<br />

nacvlad xom SegiZlia, isiamovno ise, rom araferi dagi-<br />

Savdes? kanonier colTan icxovre bednierad, wynarad, pativiscemiT,<br />

lamazad da mSvidi sindisiT. meZavi ki Zalze<br />

did simwaresa da zians SegamTxvevs, garduval gankiTxvas<br />

gangimzadebs, Tundac kacTagan aravin daginaxos, sakuTari<br />

sindisi gagkicxavs, mas versad wauxval, rogorc<br />

bralmdebeli dagadanaSaulebs, daggmobs da daufaravad<br />

dagipirispirdeba.<br />

amrigad, vinc siamovnebas eZebs, gansakuTrebiT is<br />

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unda eridos meZavebTan urTierTobas, radgan araferia<br />

cxovrebis am wesze mware, usiamovno da mankieri. irem<br />

siyuarulis da nukr madlTa gzraxevdin Sen da Sen Tana<br />

iyavn yovelsa Jamsa... wyaroÁ igi wylisaÁ iyavn Senda<br />

TÂsad (igav. 5: 19,18).<br />

roca gaqvs ankara wyaro, ratom mieSurebi sibinZuriT<br />

savse Waobisaken, saidanac geheniisa da aRuwereli simyralis<br />

suni modis? ra gagamarTlebs, rogor miiReb Sendobas?<br />

Tu qorwinebamde siZvas ayolilni daigmobian da<br />

daisjebian, rogorc kaci WuWyiani samosiT, miT ufro<br />

qorwinebaSi myofT moekiTxebaT Semdgom Cadenili codva,<br />

rac gacilebiT mZime danaSaulia: jer erTi, tkbebodnen<br />

siamovnebiT, magram mainc garyvnilebas miecnen, da meorec<br />

_ es ar aris martooden siZva _ mas hqvia mruSoba,<br />

rac yvela codvaze umZimesia.<br />

saubari sityvaze: Ãorcni ese ara siZÂsTvis (1 kor.<br />

6:13).<br />

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Ceva daqorwinebis msurvelT<br />

egagonebT daqorwinebis msurvelT _ udidesi<br />

SwindaxedulebiT moekideT am saqmes; girCevT, colis<br />

SerTvis win mimarToT netar pavles, waikiTxoT misi<br />

kanonebi qorwinebis Sesaxeb da winaswar SeityoT, ras avalebs<br />

igi kacs, Tu mas anCxli, mzakvari, loTi, Worikana,<br />

ugunuri an sxva msgavsi naklis mqone coli Sexvdeba, da<br />

amis mere ifiqroT qorwinebaze. Tu amoikiTxav, rom mociquli<br />

uflebas gaZlevs, CamoTvlil TvisebaTagan erTerTis<br />

SemCnevis Semdgom uaryo erTi coli da moiyvano<br />

meore, Tamamad aisrule survili, raki safrTxe saer-<br />

Tod ar gemuqreba. magram Tu pavle amis nebas ar grTavs,<br />

gavalebs _ ra naklic unda axasiaTebdes cols, Tvinier<br />

mruSobisa, giyvardes, arsad gauSva, mzaobiT Sexvdi colis<br />

ukiduresi sianCxlis gaZlebas _ amaze izrune. Tu<br />

es mZime da gausaZlisia, maSin winaswarve yovel Rones<br />

mimarTe, raTa SeirTo keTili, RvTismosavi da damjeri<br />

coli. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi ori arCevani geqneba: an<br />

mis sianCxles gauZleb, an Tu amis atanas ver SeZleb da<br />

gauSveb, mruSobis codva dagbraldeba. ufali gveubneba:<br />

yovelman, romelman ganuteos coli TÂsi TÂnier sityÂsa<br />

siZvisa, man amruSa igi; da romelman gantevebuli Seir-<br />

Tos, manca imruSa (mT. 5:32). es yovelive qorwinebamde<br />

kargad avwon-davwonoT, gavecnoT pavles mier Seqmnil<br />

kanonebs da mTli Zalisxmeva mivmarToT iqiT, rom Ta-<br />

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vidanve znekeTili da Cveni xasiaTis Sesaferisi coli<br />

SevirToT. aseTi mondomeba did sikeTes SegvZens; mas<br />

arasdros gavuSvebT da Zlieradac gveyvareba; pavle gvavlebs:<br />

qmarTa giyuarded colni TÂsni, viTarca qristeman<br />

Seiyuara eklesiaÁ (ef. 5:25). Tu ici, qristem rogor<br />

Seiyvara eklesia? ise, rom Tavi TÂsi misca misTÂs. amitom<br />

colisTvis sicocxlis gaRebac rom dagWirdes, nu<br />

daixev. Tu ufalma ise Seiyvara mona, rom Tavi TÂsi misca<br />

misTÂs, Sen miT ufro unda giyvardes Senive msgavsi mona.<br />

pavlem am sityvebs agreTve daumata: raÁTa igi wmida-yos,<br />

ganwmida sabaneliTa miT wylisaÁTa (ef. 5:26). sityviT<br />

wmida-yos mociqulma migvaniSna, rom adre eklesia arawminda<br />

da Sebilwuli iyo, magram macxovarma mis simaxinjes<br />

zurgi ar aqcia, uSno ieri Seucvala, gardaqmna,<br />

gamoaswora da codvebi Seundo.<br />

Senc mibaZe qristes! bevri codvac rom miuZRvodes<br />

cols Sens winaSe, mainc miuteve da Seunde. Tu avi znis<br />

iqneba, gamoaswore sikeTiTa da simSvidiT, rogorc<br />

qristem _ eklesia. warudginos Tavadman Tavsa TÂssa<br />

didebulad eklesiaÁ, raÁTa ara aqundes mwinkulevanebaÁ<br />

arca naoW brZÂlisa (ef. 5:27). ufals Semdgomac bevri<br />

unaxavs Sebilwuli da arawminda, magram maTze uari ar<br />

uTqvams, ar moukveTia, mudam kurnavda da ajansaRebda.<br />

arc Cven movikveTT sxeulis dasneulebul nawils, aramed<br />

mis mosarCenad vizrunebT. ase moveqceT colsac. Tu mas<br />

raime nakli aqvs, ki nu gauSveb, es mankiereba amoZirkve<br />

masSi. sxeulis nawilze zrunva xom arafers gvargebs,<br />

Tu igi ganukurnebeli darCeba; magram Tu colis sneulebas<br />

verafers vuSveliT, Mmainc didi jildo mogvelis,<br />

raki varigebdiT, vaswavlidiT da win vuZRvodiT. Cvenma<br />

damoZRvram mas saerTodac rom veraferi SesZinos, Rmer-<br />

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Ti didi jildos Rirsad mainc gagvxdis, radganac misi<br />

SiSiT viTmendiT, vuZlebdiT, mSvidad vxvdebodiT colis<br />

siaves da sakuTari sxeulis asoebiviT vuvlidiT.<br />

coli Cveni ganuyofeli nawilia da amitomac gansakuTrebiT<br />

unda gviyvardes igi. amas gvaswavlis pavlec:<br />

esreT jer-ars qmarTaÁ colTa TÂsTa siyuaruli, vi-<br />

Tarca ÃorcTa TÂsTaÁ, rameTu romelsa uyuardes coli<br />

TÂsi, Tavi TÂsi uyuars. rameTu aravin sada Tavi TÂsi moi-<br />

Zulis, aramed zrdin da hfufunebn mas, viTarca qriste<br />

eklesiasa, rameTu asoni varT guamisa misisani, ÃorcTa<br />

misTaganni da ZualTa misTaganni (ef. 5:28-30). mociqulis<br />

sityvebiT, rogorc eva iSva adamis ferdidan, Cvenc iseve<br />

viSviT qristes ferdidan, rodesac is jvarze mimsWvaluli<br />

mokvda, roca erTman erisaganman laxuriTa<br />

ugumira guerdsa missa, da meyseulad gardamoÃda sisxli<br />

da wyali (in. 19:34). da am sisxlisa da wylisgan aReSena<br />

mTeli eklesia. Tavad ufali adasturebs amas: amen, amen<br />

gety Sen: ukueTu vinme ara iSves wylisagan da sulisa,<br />

ver Ãel-ewifebis Seslvad sasufevelsa RmrTisasa (in.<br />

3:5). sisxls igi uwodebs suls. Cven naTlisRebis wyliT<br />

viSvebiT da sisxliT vsazrdoobT. viTarca adamis Zilis<br />

dros Seiqmna misi coli, ise qristes sikvdilis Jams iSva<br />

misi ferdidan eklesia.<br />

magram coli marto imitom ar unda gviyvardes, rom<br />

Cveni nawilia da Cvengan mieca arsebobis dasabami, aramed<br />

imitomac, rom es RmerTma kanoniT dagvidgina: amisTÂs<br />

dauteos kacman mamaÁ Tvisi da deda Tvisi da Seeyos colsa<br />

Tvissa da iyvnen ornive igi erT Ãorc (dabad. 2:24).<br />

pavlemac, raTa yoveli saSualebiT aReZra CvenSi es siyvaruli,<br />

gangvicxada aseTive kanoni da dasZina: saidumloÁ<br />

ese did ars (ef. 5:32).<br />

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atom aris es saidumlo didi? imitom, rom asuli,<br />

TiTqmis gamousvlelad rom ijda saxlSi da arasdros<br />

enaxa saqmro, pirvelive dRidan ise eCveva da uyvardeba<br />

igi, rogorc sakuTari sxeuli; asea qmaric: mas, visTvis<br />

Tvalic ar Seuvlia, visTanac arasdros usaubria,<br />

daqorwinebis pirvelive dRidan amjobinebs yvelas _<br />

megobrebs, naTesavebsa da mSoblebsac ki. igive iTqmis<br />

mSoblebzec: roca maT sxva raimesTvis arTmeven fuls,<br />

isini SfoTaven, Civian da wamrTmevs samsjavroze miaTreven;<br />

xolo kacs, xSirad sruliad ucnobs, saxiTac rom<br />

ar unaxavT, sixaruliT abareben TavianT asuls mdidruli<br />

mziTeviTurT da amas ar miiCneven danakargad. maT aviwydebaT<br />

TavianT SeCveul SvilebTan ganSorebis simZime,<br />

ar Civian da ar itanjebian, piriqiT, madliernic arian,<br />

rom sasurveli ram xdeba _ asuli saxlidan midis da Tan<br />

didi simdidrec miaqvs. pavle ase warmoidgens yovelive<br />

amas: asuli rogor datovebs orive mSobels da Zvalsa da<br />

rbilSi gamjdar Cvevaze Zlieri kavSiriT miemsWvaleba<br />

qmars, ris Semdegac acnobierebs, rom es ar aris kacobrivi<br />

grZnoba _ aseTi siyvaruli RmerTma STagvinerga<br />

da ise moawyo, rom Tavad asulic bednieria da Svilis<br />

mimcemnic amas sixaruliT iqman. mociquli amitomac ambobs:<br />

saidumloÁ ese did ars. Cvilma jer laparaki ar<br />

icis, magram mSoblebs danaxvisTanave scnobs;’ swored<br />

ase sacolec da saqmroc yovelgvari Suamavlis, vinmes<br />

Cagonebisa da rCevis gareSe, erTi SexedviT miemsWvalebian<br />

urTierTs. gasaocari da gamaognebelia mociqulis<br />

SeniSvna: igive moxda qristesa da eklesias Soris. rogor?!<br />

rogorc saqmro tovebs mamas da midis sacolesTan,<br />

ise qristem dauteva mamis saydari da movida sasZlosTan.<br />

amiT Cven ki ar agviyvana zecad, Tavad gardamoxda<br />

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CvenTan. Tumca sityvebSi: man dauteva mamis saydari _<br />

igulisxmeba ara misi sruli gadmosaxleba dedamiwaze,<br />

aramed gardamoxdoma _ is CvenTan yofnis Jams mamasTanac<br />

iyo. amitomac _ saidumloÁ ese did ars, anu es udidesi<br />

saidumloa adamianTaTvisac. rodesac vxedav, rom igive<br />

moxda qristesa da eklesias Soris, gancvifreba da gaogneba<br />

mipyrobs. pavlem Tavis naTqvams daurTo: xolo me<br />

vity qristesTÂs da eklesiisa (ef. 5: 32).<br />

maS, raki ici, raoden didi saidumloa qorwineba da<br />

ra movlenis xatia igi, daukvirveblad da martivad nu<br />

imsjeleb masze. nu daiwyeb didi qonebis mqone sacolis<br />

Ziebas. qorwineba unda aRiqva ara rogorc vaWroba, aramed<br />

rogorc ori adamianis cxovrebis kavSiri.<br />

cols erTi movaleoba aqvs: gaufrTxildes ojaxis<br />

qonebas, mouaros Semosavlebs, izrunos saxlze... Rmer-<br />

Tma igi yvelaferSi Tanamdgomad mogvca. cxovrebaSi<br />

gvixdeba orgvari saqmis _ sazogadoebrivisa da piradis<br />

_ Sesruleba. amitom RmerTma isini gamijna: cols saxlze<br />

zrunva daavala, qmars saqmianobis asparezad miuCina<br />

qalaqi, savaWro ubnebi, samsjavro, saTaTbiro, brZolis<br />

veli da sxva. cols arc Subis Zgereba SeuZlia, arc isris<br />

tyorcna, samagierod icis darTva. qsova, exerxeba<br />

saSinao saqmeTa mogvareba. is azrs ver gamoTqvams saTaTbiroSi,<br />

samagierod, saxlSi iZleva miTiTebebs da qmarze<br />

ukeT esmis saSinao saqmeebi. cols ar ZaluZs sazogado<br />

saqmeTa warmatebiT mogvareba, magram yvela SenaZenze um-<br />

Tavresis _ Svilebis kargad aRzrda mis xelTaa. coli<br />

adevnebs Tvalyurs mosamsaxureebs, xan amxnevebs, xanac<br />

uTiTebs uweso qcevebze, zrunavs maT patiosnebaze; uqmnis<br />

yvela pirobas meuRles da amiT aTavisuflebs iseT<br />

saSinao sazrunavTagan, rogoricaa Zvirfaseulobisa Tu<br />

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Saleulis movla, sadilis momzadeba, samosis mowesrigeba...<br />

mokled, yvelafrisgan, risi gakeTebac qmars arc Sehferis<br />

da arc gamouva, Zalianac rom ecados.<br />

WeSmaritad, RvTis sibrZniTa da gangebulebiT xdeba<br />

isic, rom umniSvnelovanes sakiTxebSi garkveuli<br />

kaci uvici da gamousadegaria SedarebiT martiv, sayofacxovrebo<br />

saqmeebSi, raTa colis rolic aucilebeli<br />

iyos. RmerTs rom Seeqmna adamiani, romelsac erTnairad<br />

kargad gamouvidoda sazogado da piradi saqmeni, maSin<br />

dedakaci daiCagreboda. meore mxriv, colebisTvis rom<br />

daevalebina sazogadoebrivad mniSvnelovani, saWirboroto<br />

sakiTxebis mogvareba, isini uzomod gaamaydebodnen.<br />

amitomac ufalma ar uboZa yvelaferi erTs, raTa<br />

meore ar damcrobiliyo da zedmetad ar egrZno Tavi;<br />

ufalma col-qmars arc saqmeTa keTebis unari gaunawila<br />

Tanabrad, raTa Tanasworobas raime Widili da metoqeoba<br />

ar mohyoloda. _ colebi xom Seecdebodnen, qmars<br />

gastolebodnen pativis miRebaSi. RmerTma izruna maT mSvidobian<br />

urTierTobaze, gaiTvaliswina TiToeulisTvis<br />

niSandoblivi Rirseba da orad gayo maTi movaleobani:<br />

farTo mniSvnelobisa da aucilebeli qmars miando, SedarebiT<br />

ioli da naklebmniSvnelovani _ cols. es imitom,<br />

rom qmari Tavisi saqmianobis aucileblobis gamo<br />

Cvengan pativiscemiT sargeblobdes, coli ki dasjerdes<br />

Tavisi rolis nakleb mniSvnelobas da ar aumxedrdes<br />

meuRles.<br />

viciT ra es yovelive, mxolod sulieri saTnoeba da<br />

keTilSobileba veZeboT sacoleSi, raTa davtkbeT mSvidobiT,<br />

TanxmobiTa da SeuZvreli siyvaruliT. mdidari<br />

dedakacis SemrTveli colis nacvlad qalbatons isvams<br />

saxlSi, romlis msgavsni isedac siamayiT aRsavseni da<br />

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pativmoyvareni arian. roca amas simdidrec daemateba,<br />

warmoidgineT, ra autanelni iqnebian isini meuRleTaTvis!<br />

xolo vinc qonebiT Tavisi Tanaswori an ufro Raribi<br />

coli SeirTo, man airCia TanaSemwe da TanamuSaki, riTac<br />

saxls sikeTe Sehmata. aseT cols gaWirveba ganawyobs,<br />

gaufrTxildes Tavis qmars, usityvod daujeros da daemorCilos,<br />

aRmofxvras Cxubis, mtrobis, siamayis, Seuracxyofis<br />

nebismieri sababi; Seqmnas mSvidobaze, erTsulovnebaze,<br />

siyvarulsa da Tanxmobaze agebuli kavSiri.<br />

nu vcdilobT fulis Sovnas, veZeboT simSvide da misiT<br />

davtkbeT. qorwineba xdeba ara saxlis aRsavsebad mtrobiTa<br />

da siZulviliT, Cxubis, uTanxmoebis, urTierTqiSpobis<br />

gasaRviveblad da sicocxlis gasamwareblad,<br />

aramed imisTvis, rom Cven gvyavdes TanaSemwe da manugeSebeli,<br />

Tavsdatexili ubedurebis dros gvegulebodes<br />

saimedo navsayudeli, TavSesafari; rom masTan saubari<br />

siamovnebas gvaniWebdes. ramdenma mdidarma SeirTo mdidarive<br />

coli, gaamravla Tavisi qoneba, magram ver hpova<br />

siamtkbiloba da Tanxmoba, radgan ganuwyveteli Cxubi<br />

da orTabrZola trialebda mis saxlSi. ramdeni Raribi<br />

vici, romlebmac upovari colebi moiyvanes, magram tkbebian<br />

simSvidiT da yoveldRe sixaruliT Sescqerian<br />

mzes. SeZlebulni ki, Tumc fufnebaSi arian Caflulni,<br />

colebis gamo sikvdils natroben, raTa TavianTi gausa-<br />

Zlisi cxovrebidan ganTavisufldnen. maSasadame, simdidre<br />

sasikeTos verafers SegvZens, Tu saTno sulis<br />

adamiani ar gveyoleba gverdiT. magram ra mSvidobasa da<br />

Tanxmobaze vsaubrob?!.. mdidari colis SerTva xSirad<br />

sazianoc ki aris qonebis gazrdisTvis. magaliTad, kaci<br />

mTel simdidres gaaniavebs colis mziTvis imediT, magram<br />

daqvrivdeba Tu ara, valdebulebis ZaliT mTeli mziTvi<br />

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colis naTesavebs unda daubrunos, Tavad ki Rataki rCeba.<br />

zRvaSi gemis CaZirvis dros TiToeuli mxolod Tavis<br />

Svelas Tu axerxebs, aqac swored asea _ uamrav usiamovnebas,<br />

Cxubs, uTanxmoebas da saqmeTa garCevas kaci<br />

Zlivs aRwevs Tavs da aRaraferi rCeba.<br />

gaviTvaliswinoT es yovelive da colis SerTvisas<br />

arCevani SevaCeroT mis saTnoebebze, patiosnebaze,<br />

keTilgonierebaze da ara fulze. coli martooden imitom<br />

SevirToT, rom gaveqceT codvas, gavTavisufldeT<br />

yovelgvari siZvisgan; qorwinebam unda SegvaZlebinos<br />

siwmindiT cxovreba. amas ki maSin movaxerxebT, Tu Cveni<br />

rCeuli iqneba mokrZalebuli da ojaxSi RvTismosaobasa<br />

da siwmindes Semoitans.<br />

roca colis SerTvas apireb, daxmarebisaTvis nu miakiTxav<br />

sxvebs, gansakuTrebiT dedakacebs, romlebic<br />

sxvisi ubedurebiT vaWroben da am saqmidan mxolod sa-<br />

Taviso xeirs eZeben. Sen mimarTe RmerTs da isic ar iTakilebs<br />

Seni qorwinebis mowyobas. man Tavadve aRgviTqva:<br />

eZiebdiT pirvelad sasufevelsa RmrTisasa da simarTlesa<br />

missa, da ese yoveli SegeZinos Tquen (mT. 6:33).<br />

daqorwindiT Rirseulad, nu gaikarebT rokvas, xarxars,<br />

uxams saubrebs, ebanisa Tu sayviris xmebs da sxva<br />

yvelafers, rac eSmakis mogonilia. mouxmeT mxolod<br />

RmerTs Tqveni yoveli saqmis Semwed. Tu ase warvmarTavT<br />

sakuTar saqmeebs, arc ganqorwineba mogvixdeba, arc mru-<br />

Sobis gamo Segvipyrobs eWvianoba, arc Cxubi da mtroba<br />

gagvtanjavs, piriqiT, davtkbebiT sruli simSvdiTa da<br />

TanxmobiT, rac, cxadia, sxva saTnoebebsac SegvZens.<br />

saubari masze, Tu rogori coli SevirToT.<br />

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tkbobismoyvarebis Sesaxeb<br />

amarTlianad Tqva mociqulma tkbobsmoyvare qvr-<br />

sivze: romeli-igi iSuebdes, cocxlivve mkudar ars<br />

(1 tim. 5:6). magram es rom gaacnobiero, unda yuradRebiT<br />

daakvirde, ra qcevebia niSandoblivi cocxalTaTvis da<br />

ra micvalebulTaTvis. cocxlebis saqmianoba ukavSirdeba<br />

samomavlo, WeSmarit cxovrebas. rom Seityo, ra<br />

aris mniSvnelovani samomavlo cxovrebisaTvis, risTvisac<br />

niadag gvmarTebs zrunva, mousmine qristes sityvebs:<br />

movediT, kurTxeulno mamisa Cemisano, da daimkÂdreT<br />

ganmzadebuli TquenTÂs sasufeveli dasabamiTgan soflisaÁT.<br />

rameTu mSioda, da meciT me Wamadi; mwyuroda, da<br />

masuT me (mT. 25:34-35). cocxlebs mkvdarTagan marto<br />

mzis yureba da sunTqva ki ara, sikeTis qmna ganasxvavebs.<br />

uamisod isini arafriT aRematebian mkvdrebs. Sen Tu ici,<br />

rom mkvdaric cocxlobs?! mousmine naTqvams: ara ars<br />

RmerTi _ RmerTi mkudarTaÁ, aramed cxovelTaÁ (mT. 22,<br />

32). Tu SenTvis es gaugebaria, ganvmartoT erTic da meorec.<br />

yvela cocxali, Tu sicocxles siamovnebaSi galevs,<br />

ukve mkvdaria imitom, rom cxovrobs martooden stomaqisaTvis<br />

da sxva ram SegrZneba saerTod ar adardebs _<br />

ver xedavs TvalsaCinos, ver ismens gasagons, ar ambobs<br />

saTqmels, saerTod ar iqceva cocxaliviT; hgavs, ufro<br />

swored, gacilebiT uaresia, sarecelze dasvenebul,<br />

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TvaldaxuWul micvalebulze, romelic erTnairad<br />

ugrZnobia sikeTisa da borotebis mimarT.<br />

tkbobismoyvares axasiaTebs mxolod _ borotebis<br />

SegrZneba, sikeTis mimarT ki gansvenebuliviT SeuZvrelia.<br />

imitomac aris igi mkvdari, rom saerTod ar aRelvebs<br />

samomavlo cxovrebis sikeTeni. uars ver ambobs memTvraleobaze,<br />

romelic mas amwyvdevs Tavis wiaRSi _ pirquS,<br />

ukun, yovelgvari sibilwiT savse TavSesafarsa Tu mRvimeSi,<br />

da aiZulebs, micvalebuliviT niadag sibneleSi<br />

yofnas. arada, sxvagan sad unda iyos... tkbobismoyvare<br />

xom mTel dros nadimsa da loTobaSi atarebs?!<br />

aseTi adamiani gana sicocxleSive ar aris mkvdari?<br />

is xom diliTac ki ver fxizldeba srulad imitom, rom<br />

wuxandeli Rvinis moqmedeba jerac ar ganelebia da imitomac,<br />

rom Sepyrobilia mosalodnel tkbobaTa Zlieri<br />

surviliT; dilasa da SuadRes mudam qeifSi atarebs,<br />

xolo Ramesa da dilis did nawils _ Rrma ZilSi. miTxar,<br />

SeiZleba aseTi kaci cocxlebs mivaTvaloT?! vin aRwers<br />

ZRomisgan aRZrul im sastik qariSxals, rac daeZgereba<br />

xolme sulsac da xorcsac? rogorc tyviisferi mkvrivi<br />

Rrubeli mzis sxivebs ar aZlevs gamonaTebis nebas, ise<br />

Rvinis suni da simaZRre ubindaven tvins kacs, exeTqebian<br />

mis gonebas, rogorc boboqari zvirTebi kldes da<br />

azrovnebis saSualebas uspoben, saboolod ki am memTvrales<br />

kunapet sibneleSi nTqaven.<br />

ifiqre, ra qariSxali trialebs sulSi, romelic amas<br />

ganicdis, romelsac gulissityvebi arev-darevia da Rrma<br />

naRvels moucavs? rom SegeZlos tkbobismoyvaris sulis<br />

amotrialeba da xorcieli TvalebiT Sexedva, dainaxavdi,<br />

rogor Seuracxyofili, daTrgunuli, dardiani da<br />

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daqanculia igi. rac metad ikvebeba da usuqdeba xorci,<br />

miT ufro ifiteba da uZlurdeba misi suli. rac met<br />

nebivrobas eZleva pirveli, miT Rrmad imarxeba miwaSi<br />

meore. Tvalze libris gadakvra xSirad sibrmaves iwvevs<br />

da kaci manamde misTvis xiluls veRar xedavs, raki sxivi<br />

ver atans Tvalis garqovanebul fenaSi. asea sxeulic _<br />

roca mas mudmivad da Warbad kvebaven, igi aSkarad emwyvdeva<br />

zedmeti simsuqnis garsSi.<br />

mkiTxav, rogor iqneba sxeuli mkvdari, roca is Wams<br />

da svams? magram mxolod Wama-sma ar aris kacobrivi<br />

cxovrebisaTvis niSandoblivi ram _ amas pirutyvic<br />

akeTebs. roca suli mkvdariviT uZravia, ras argebs mas<br />

sakvebi?! Tuki kacs niadag pirze akeria kerZebi, mzareulebi,<br />

saWmlis momtanebi, Tanamesufreni da arasdros<br />

axsenebs RvTismosaobas, nuTu igi mkvdari ar aris?!<br />

avxsnaT, ras warmoadgens adamiani. filosofosTa azriT,<br />

is gonieri, azrovnebiTa da codniT dajildoebuli<br />

mokvdavi arsebaa, magram amgvar ganmartebebs Cven maT ar<br />

davesesxebiT. maS sad veZeboT axsna? sad da wminda werilSi!<br />

saxeldobr, misi romeli adgili ganartavs kacis<br />

raobas? ismine, ras gveubneba igi: kaci... WeSmarit, ubiwo,<br />

marTal, RmrTismsaxur, ganyenebul da ganSorebul<br />

yovlisagan saqmisa borotisa (iob. 1:1); da kidev: did<br />

ars kaci patiosan da kaci mowyale (igav. 20:6). amasTan,<br />

romlebic ar arian aseTni, Tundac gonierebiT dajildoebulni<br />

da usazRvro codnis mfobelni iyvnen, wminda<br />

werili ar uwodebs adamianebs, aramed moixseniebs<br />

ZaRlebis, gvelebis, meliebis, mglebis _ mxecTa Soris<br />

usaZaglesTa saxelebiT.<br />

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Tu kaci unda iyos WeSmarit, ubiwo, marTal,<br />

RmrTismsaxur, ganyenebul da ganSorebul yovlisagan<br />

saqmisa borotisa, cxadia, tkbobismoyvares kaci ver daerqmeva.<br />

an ki rogor iqneba, roca arafers amis msgavss ar<br />

fiqrobs? SeuZlebelia tkbobismoyvarebisa da sifxizlis<br />

TanaSerTva _ erT maTgans meore gaanadgurebs. filosofosnic<br />

imaves imeoreben _ didi Ripi gonebagamWriaxobas<br />

ar badebs!... garda amisa, wminda werili aseT adamianebs<br />

usuloTac uwodebs: ara daadgres suli Cemi kacTa amaT<br />

Soris ukunisamde yofisaTÂs maTisa Ãorc (dabad. 6:3).<br />

marTalia, maT suli hqondaT _ oRond mkvdari suli _<br />

amitomac ewodaT `xorcni”. rogorc saTno adamianze<br />

vambobT, rom is martooden suli da samSvinvelia, Tumca<br />

sxeuliT aris Semosili, ise mankier adamianze gveTqmis<br />

sapirispiro ram. amitomac saTnoebiT mcxovrebTa Sesaxeb,<br />

raki isini xorcisTvis ar iRvwodnen, pavle ambobs:<br />

xolo Tquen ara xarT ÃorcTa Sina (rom. 8:9). maSasadame,<br />

tkbobsmoyvareT ar aqvT arc suli da arc samSvinveli:<br />

romeli-igi iSuebdes, cocxlivve mkudar ars.<br />

mismineT Tqven, romlebic dros niadag Rreobasa da<br />

loTobaSi atarebT, romelTac gZulT SimSiliT gatanjuli<br />

da sikvdilis piras misuli Ratakni maSin, roca<br />

Tqven dausrulebel gancxromaSi ixrCobiT _ kiserze<br />

ori sikvdili gawevT: erTi, rac ubedurT ewevaT; meore,<br />

romelic Tqvenve mogklavT. erTica da meorec zomagadasulobis<br />

Sedegia. piriqiT rom moqceuliyaviT _ Tqveni<br />

Warbi qonebiT SegevsoT maTi siRaribe, ixsnidiT or sicocxles.<br />

ratom asneulebT sakuTar stomaqs gaumaZRrobiT<br />

da ratom uwyobT xels siRatakisgan kacis gamofitvas?<br />

pirveli saqcieliT uzomod isuqebT Tavs, meoriT<br />

_ uzomod auZlurebT sxva adamians. sxeuli WamiT ki ar<br />

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unda moakvdino, unda asazrdoo. sakvebs sazrdo imitomac<br />

ewodeba, rom misiT ki ar davRupoT, aramed sicocxle gavuxangrZlivoT<br />

sxeuls.<br />

Seni azriT, ras unda ganicdides gamounelebeli simTvraliT<br />

niadag dabinduli tvini? ase ratom veqceviT mas?<br />

imitom, rom mas aRviqvamT ara rogorc pativmisageb mefes,<br />

aramed rogorc mawanwala ZaRls. RmerTma saWmlis<br />

momnelebeli asoni imitom daaSora tvins, rom mas maTi<br />

siaxloviT ziani ar miadges. Cven ki piriqiT viqceviT da<br />

zRvargadasulobis gamo yvelafers vxrwniT. samarTlianad<br />

gviTxra mociqulma: romeli-igi iSuebdes, cocxlivve<br />

mkudar ars. tkbobismoyvarebas damonebul suls<br />

arc raime esmis da arc raimeze saubari ZaluZs; igi<br />

xan ganebivrebuli, dune, gaubedavi, SeboWili, mconare<br />

da mSiSaraa, xanac aRsavsea mZvinvarebiT, umecrebiT,<br />

mliqvnelobiT, siSmagiT _ axasiaTebs yvela mankiereba<br />

da moklebulia maT sapirispiro saTnoebebs.<br />

pavle mociquli eubneba timoTes: amas amcnebd, raÁTa<br />

ubralo iyvnen (1 tom. 5:7). xedav, es davaleba rogor<br />

iRebs mcnebis saxes? mociquli aravis rTavs Tavisuflad<br />

moqmedebis nebas da timoTes miuTiTebs: amcne yvelas _<br />

nayrovanebas ar miecnen, radgan es aSkara codvaa; ase<br />

rom, gancxromiT mcxovrebTaTvis arc SeiZleba da sruliad<br />

Seuferebilic aris wminda saidumloebSi monawileoba.<br />

amitomac nu veZiebT aq mosvenebas, raTa samomavlo<br />

cxovrebaSi vpovoT igi. nu mivecemiT aq tkbobas, raTa<br />

iq vigemoT WeSmariti netareba da kmayofileba _ maT-<br />

Si auracxeli sikeTe Zevs, daSavebiT ki isini arafers<br />

dagviSaveben.<br />

13-e saubari timoTesadmi 1 epistoleze.<br />

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RmerTma mefeTa da mTavrobaTa xelmwifeba<br />

Cvens sasikeTod daadgina<br />

oveli suli Ãelmwifebasa mas umTavresisasa dae-<br />

ymorCilen (rom. 13:1) _ mociqulis es mcneba vrceldeba<br />

ara oden eriskacebze, aramed yvelaze _ mRvdlebzec<br />

da monazvnebzec; amitomac iwyebs igi saubars sityvebiT:<br />

yoveli suli, anu iqneba es mociquli, maxarebeli, winaswarmetyveli...<br />

sul erTia, vin _ igi unda daemorCilos<br />

xelmwifeT da es RvTismsaxurebas ar amcrobs. mociquli<br />

aq gulisxmobs ara ubralod xelqveiTobas, aramed srul<br />

morCilebas. amgvari ganCinebis pirveli safuZveli, rac<br />

marTalTa cnobierebisTvis misaRebia, aris is, rom xelmwifeba<br />

RvTisgan aris dadgenili. ara ars ÃelmwifebaÁ,<br />

garna RmrTisagan (rom. 13:2). _ gveubneba mociquli.<br />

mkiTxav _ nuTu yvela mmarTveli RmerTma daadgina?!<br />

amaze mociquli gipasuxebs, rom misi sityvebi calkeul<br />

mmarTvels ki ara, saqmis arss exeba; rom aucilebelia,<br />

arsebobdes xelisufleba: erTni umda marTavdnen, meoreni<br />

imarTebodnen, raTa TiToeuli kaci Tavis nebaze ar<br />

cxovrobdes da arc talRebiviT aqeT-iqiT exeTqebodes.<br />

me amas saRvTo sibrZnis namoqmedars vuwodeb!... mociquls<br />

ar uTqvams: ar arsebobs mmarTveli, RvTis mier rom ar<br />

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iyos dadgenilio, igi zogadad msjelobs xelmwifebaze:<br />

ara ars ÃelmwifebaÁ, garna RmrTisagan, da romelni-igi<br />

arian Ãelmwifebani, RmrTisa mier ganwesebul arian.<br />

raki Tanasworobas uTanxmoebamde mihyavs adamianebi,<br />

RmerTma daadgina xelmwife-xelqveiTTa urTierTobis<br />

mravali saxe, kerZod: colisa da qmris, mamisa da Svilis,<br />

moxucisa da Wabukis, monisa da Tavisufali adamianis,<br />

mmarTvlisa da qveSevrdomis, moZRvrisa da mowafis<br />

da a. S. ra gasakviria kacTa Soris aseTi urTierTobani,<br />

roca RmerTma Cveni sxeulebic ise Seqmna, rom mis yvela<br />

asos gansxvavebuli Rirseba aqvs: maTi nawili marTavs,<br />

sxvebi imarTebian. msgavsi qceva SeiniSneba futkrebisa<br />

da weroebis gundSi, gareuli cxovelebis jogSi... zRvis<br />

binadarnic ar arian moklebulni aseT keTilmowyobas;<br />

arsebobs Tevzis mravali saxeoba, romelTa qaravans erTi<br />

meTauri winamZRolobs da ase dacuraven isini Soreul<br />

gzebze. piriqiT xdeba iq, sadac mTavroba ar arsebobs _<br />

yvelgan boroteba da areuloba iCens Tavs.<br />

mociqulma agvixsna, Tu vin dagvidgina xelmwifebani<br />

da daurTo: amieriTgan romeli adgebodis Ãelmwifebasa,<br />

RmrTisa brZanebasa adgebis (rom. 13:2). igi gvimtkicebs,<br />

rom mTavrobaTa morCileba Cveni movaleobaa,<br />

radgan vemorCilebiT ara mmarTvelT, aramed RmerTs.<br />

mociquli amas pirdapir ar gveubneba, igi aRniSnavs: vinc<br />

aRudgeba xelmwifebas, igi aRudgeba misi damadgeneli<br />

RvTis brZanebebso; ase ufro STambeWdavad gvidasturebs<br />

imave azrs da gvinergavs RvTismoSiSebas. pavle mociquli<br />

moukleblad cdilobs, STagvinergos, rom mTavrobis<br />

morCileba Cveni movaleobaa; mogviwodebs _ ar viTakiloT<br />

xelqveiToba, radgan igi RmerTma dagvikanona da mis<br />

ugulebelmyofels mkacrad azRvevinebs. romelni-igi<br />

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adgebodian, Tavisa TÂsisa saSjeli miiRon. rameTu mTavarni<br />

igi ara arian saSinel keTilis moqmedTa, aramed<br />

borotis moqmedTa (rom. 13:2-3).<br />

gana mTavari sayvedurobs sikeTis moqmeds; nuTu saTnoebisken<br />

mswrafvels misi unda eSinodes? amis pasuxad<br />

mociqulma miuTiTa: gnebavs Tu, raÁTa ara geSinodis<br />

Ãelmwifebisagan? keTilsa iqmode da moiRo qebaÁ misgan,<br />

rameTu RmrTis msaxuri ars Senda keTilisaTÂs (rom.<br />

13:4). mTavari SenTvis araTu saSiSi, Seni maqebaric ki<br />

SeiZleba iyos; araTu xels giSlis, gexmareba kidec, saTnoebiT<br />

moRvaweobas giadvilebs, raki misi valia, boroti<br />

dasajos, xolo keTilismoqmedni daajildoos qvelmoqmedebiTa<br />

da pativiT, riTac RvTis nebis aRsrulebas uwyobs<br />

xels. me mogiwodeb _ ar iyo momxveWeli, mZarcveli,<br />

radgan xelisufali swored aseTTa msajulad aris<br />

dadginebuli. igi Cveni TanamSromelic aris da damxmarec<br />

_ amisTvis gamogzavna RmerTma. maSasadame, is ormagad<br />

imsaxurebs Cvens pativiscemas, rogorc RvTisgan<br />

dadginebuli da rogorc saerTo saqmis meTvalyure.<br />

ukueTu borotsa iqmodi, geSinoden. _ gveubneba mociquli.<br />

ase rom, SiSis mizezi aris ara mmarTveli, aramed<br />

Cveni sakuTari mankierebani. rameTu ara cudad Ãrmal<br />

abs; rameTu RmrTis msaxur ars Senda, risxvisaTÂs Suris<br />

meZiebel borotis moqmedTaTÂs (rom. 13:4). aqedan _<br />

Tu mmarTveli, vinc gvsjis an gvajildoebs, icavs Cvens<br />

saTnoebas da gangvaSorebs mankierebas, RvTis msaxuria<br />

da aRasrulebs mis nebas. maS ratomRa ewinaaRmdegebi mas<br />

_ is xom amdeni sikeTis moqmedia da Sens sasargeblod<br />

iRvwis? vinc SiSsa da pativiscemas STanergavs kacTa gulebSi<br />

da maT metad ganawyobs RvTis sityvis misaRebad,<br />

aseT mTavars samarTlianad ewodeba msaxuri RvTisa.<br />

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jer-ars damorCilebaÁ ara xolo risxvisaTÂs, aramed<br />

gonebisaTÂsca iWÂsa (rom. 13:5). mociquli migviTiTebs,<br />

rom mmarTvels unda damorCilde ara marto imitom, rom<br />

misdami urCobiT RmerTs eurCebi, riTac RvTisgan da<br />

kacTagan did ubedurebas moiwev, aramed imitomac, rom<br />

mmarTveli, rogorc mSvidobisa da samoqalaqo keTildReobis<br />

Tavdebi, Seni udidesi Tanamdgomi da mfarvelia.<br />

saxelmwifo auracxel sikeTes Tavis mmarTvelobas unda<br />

umadlodes, romlis gauqmebiT yvelaferi daiSleba da<br />

daingreva: verc qalaqi gadarCeba, verc sofeli, verc<br />

saxl-kari, verc savaWro ubani an sxva romelime nageboba<br />

_ yovelive pirqve daemxoba... Zlierni STanTqaven<br />

sustebs. amisTÂs xarksaca miscemdiT, rameTu msaxurni<br />

RmrTisani arian, amisTÂsca moRuawebasa gankrZalul<br />

arian (rom. 13:6). mociqulis am sityvebiT, mTavarTaTvis<br />

xarkis gadaxdiT vadasturebT, rom isini Cveni keTilismyofelni<br />

arian. risTvis vuxdiT xarks mefes? Cvenze<br />

fiqris gamo _ amiT mmarTvels vajildoebT Cvenze zrunvisTvis.<br />

xarks xom ar gadavuxdidiT, winaswar rom ar<br />

gamogvecada mmarTvelTa mfarvelobis sikeTe. ZvelTaganve<br />

sayovelTao TanxmobiT iqna miRebuli _ ers Tavisi<br />

xarjiT Seenaxa mmarTveloba, radgan maT miatoves<br />

piradi saqmeni, emsaxurebian sazogado sazrunavs da<br />

niadag icaven Cveni sakuTrebis xelSeuxeblobas. rameTu<br />

msaxurni RmrTisani arian _ ase surs RmerTs; amisTÂsca<br />

moRuawebasa gankrZalul arian _ anu maTi mTeli<br />

cxovreba da zrunva mimarTulia iqiTken, rom qveSevrdomebi<br />

simSvidiT datkbnen.<br />

pavle sxva epistoleebiTac gvavalebs _ ara mxolod<br />

davemorCiloT mmarTvelebs, aramed vilocoT maTTvis,<br />

Tanac migviTiTebs, rom es yvelasTvis sasikeToa: raÁ-<br />

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Ta mSÂdobiT da myudroebiT vcxondebodiT (1 tim. 2:2).<br />

mmarTvelni didad uwyoben xels Cveni cxovrebis simSvides:<br />

isini iaraRasxmulni xvdebian mters, igerieben<br />

mas, acxroben Sinagan amboxs, agvareben uTanxmoebebs.<br />

imas ki nu meubnebi, rom mavani Zalauflebas borotad iyenebs;<br />

aramed daakvirdi samoqalaqo dadgenilebaTa wyobas<br />

da Seican, raoden brZenia ufali, vinc es yovelive<br />

Tavidanve ase daakanona.<br />

axlac erTob saWiroa mmarTveloba _ TviT cudi<br />

Tvisebebis mqone mTavarnic, aseTebi ki bevrni arian,<br />

qveynisaTvis didad sasikeTo saqmes emsaxurebian. warmoidgine,<br />

ra keTildReobiT datkbeboda kacTa modgma,<br />

xelisufalT sikeTis samsaxurSi rom gamoeyenebinaT Zalaufleba.<br />

xelmwifebis dadgineba RvTis saqmea, magram<br />

is, rom igi xelT uvardeba mankier adamianebs, romlebic<br />

arasaTanadod iyeneben mas, kacTa ukeTurebis bralia. mTavarTa<br />

mimarT SiSi uzrunvelobisa da modunebis nebas ar<br />

gvaZlevs. samoqalaqo da saeklesio mmarTvelni RmerTma<br />

Cven gadasarCenad daadgina da utifarTa SesaSineblad<br />

aRWurva. mmarTvelTa SiSi rom ar hqonodaT, rogor aiwyvetdnen<br />

Tavs utifarni?! xom miwasTan gaasworebdnen<br />

Cvens qalaqs, yvelafers Tavdayira daayenebdnen da sicocxlesac<br />

gamogvasalmebdnen. samsjavros ganadgurebiT<br />

srulad ganadgurdeba wesrigi Cvens cxovrebaSi;<br />

moscildeba Tu ara mesaWe gems, is umal CaiZireba; mxedarTmTavari<br />

CamoSordeba jars da meomrebi momxduris<br />

tyved iqcevian.<br />

aviRoT qalaqi _ Tu mas mmarTveli ar eyoleba, xalxi<br />

pirutyvze uaresad moiqceva _ daiwyebs urTierTis Rrenasa<br />

da daWmas: mdidari Raribs ecema, Zlieri _ susts,<br />

Tavxedi _ Tviniers. mmarTvelebs ar sWirdebaT gamosas-<br />

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worebeli zomebis miReba RvTismoSiSebiT mcxovrebTa<br />

mimarT; marTalsa Sjul ara uc (1 tim 1:9). mmarTvel-<br />

Ta SiSma rom ar Seakavos mankieri adamianebi, isini qalaqebs<br />

uTvalav ubedurebas daatexen Tavs. SenobisTvis<br />

ra mniSvnelobac aqvs erTmaneTTan Sekrul morebs, imave<br />

rols asruleben mmarTvelni qalaqebis yofa-cxovreba-<br />

Si. Tu morebs Soris kavSiri moiSleba, Weri TavisTavad<br />

Camowveba da kedlebi daingreva. vTqvaT, msoflios aRar<br />

hyavs mmarTvelni da maTgan danergili SiSic ganqarda.<br />

ra moxdeba? ojaxebi, qalaqebi, mTeli erebi muxanaTurad<br />

daesxmian urTierTs, radgan aRarvin iqneba maTi Semakavebeli,<br />

sasjelis SiSiT veRaravin aiZulebs xalxs<br />

damSvidebas.<br />

maSasadame, udidesi madloba unda aRvuvlinoT Rmer-<br />

Ts imisTvis, rom arseboben mefeni da msajulni. Rmer-<br />

Tma, zrunavda ra kacTa keTilmowyobaze da imaze, rom<br />

mravali maTgani pirutyvs ar damsgavseboda, daadgina<br />

mmarTvelTa da mefeTa xelmwifeba, viTarca Rvedebi etlis<br />

satareblad an saWe gemis samarTavad.<br />

amitom, Tu Sen mTavari xar, madlobeli iyav yovlis-<br />

SemZle RmerTisa, adamianebze amgvari zrunvis Tanamonawile<br />

rom gagxada. Tu xelqveiTi xar, mainc madloba<br />

uTxar ufals imisTvis, rom gyavs mmarTveli, vinc<br />

zrunavs Senze da nebas ar aZlevs borotis moqmedT,<br />

xrikebi mogiwyon.<br />

21-e saubari romaelTa mimarT epistoleze; me-5<br />

saubari qandakebaTa damxobis Sesaxeb; saubari 147-e<br />

fsalmunze.<br />

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ufrosebma umcrosTa rCevebic<br />

yurad unda iRon<br />

smine, mociqulebi TavianT gankargulebaTa Tana-<br />

imonawiled rogor xdidnen xelqveiTebs. Svidi diakonis<br />

dadginebis Sesaxeb maT jer ers auwyes. roca petre<br />

irCevda maTes, azri hkiTxa yvela iq myofs _ mamakacebsac<br />

da dedakacebsac. eklesiaSi ver SexvdebiT verc mTavarTa<br />

qedmaRlobas, verc qveSevrdomTa monobas _ iq arsebobs<br />

mxolod sulieri xelmwifeba, rac Tavis Rirsebad miiCnevs,<br />

didad daSvres Tqvenze zrunviT da ar eZios pativi.<br />

eklesiaSi unda vicxovroT, rogorc erT saxlSi; rogorc<br />

erTi sxeulis asoni, yvela keTilad unda ganvewyoT<br />

urTierTis mimarT _ radgan erTi gvaqvs naTlisReba da<br />

erTi trapezi, erTi saTave, erTi buneba da mama RmerTic<br />

erTia. maS, ratom ganveSorebiT erTmaneTs, roca amdeni<br />

ram gvaerTianebs? ratom varRvevT am kavSirs?!<br />

kvlav imaze glova momiwevs, razec mravaljer miglovia.<br />

Cveni dRevandeli mdgomareoba satiralia. uzomod<br />

davSordiT urTierTs Cven, romelTac gvmarTebda erTi<br />

sxeulad SekavSireba. aseT dros umcrosic SesZenda<br />

sargebels ufross _ mosem xom simamrisgan Seityo sasikeTo<br />

ram, rac Tavad ar uwyoda; eklesiaSi amgvari ram<br />

miT ufro moxdeba.<br />

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a mizeziT ar icoda sulSemosilma kacma is, rac uwyoda<br />

urjulom? yvelas unda Seegno, rom mose adamiania<br />

da sWirdeba saRvTo Semweoba. marTalia, man zRva gaxsna<br />

da qva gaapo, magram es qmedebani aRasrula ara adamianurma<br />

bunebam, aramed RvTis Zalam. axlac, Tu erTi ver<br />

ityvis raime sasikeTos, dae, meore adges da Tqvas. ara<br />

aqvs mniSvniloba _ iyos umcrosi, Tu raime sasargeblos<br />

gvTavazobs, upiratesoba mis azrs unda mieniWos; iyos<br />

ukanaskneli, arc misi ugulebelyofa SeiZleba, radgn<br />

maTgan aravin dgas ise Sors moyvasisgan, rogorc moses<br />

simamri _ mosesgan; magram miuxedavad amisa da mravalTa<br />

ampartavnebis Sesamusravad, mosem ara marto dasdo pativi<br />

da mousmina simamrs, aramed Seiwynara kidec misi<br />

rCeva, mihyva mas, Cawera wignebSi da ar iTakila am ambis<br />

mosxenieba istoriaSi. amrigad, mosem es rCeva TiTqos<br />

svetze amotvifruli dautova STamomavlobas, radgan<br />

icoda, rom igi mravals sasikeTod waadgeboda. maS, nu<br />

ugulebelvyofT sasargeblo rCevebis momcemT, Tundac<br />

isini xelqveiTni an dabali wris adamianebi iyvnen. nu mivaniWebT<br />

upiratesobas Cvens mier SeTavazebul azrs _<br />

dae, yvelam moiwonos is, rac sasikeTo aRmoCndeba. bevri,<br />

visac susti mxedveloba aqvs, zogjer maxvili mzeris<br />

mqoneebze ukeT amoicnobs sagnebs, radgan dakvirvebiTa<br />

da yuradRebiT aTvalierebs. nu ityvi, ratom meZaxiT<br />

rCevis sakiTxavad, Tu ar momismenTo. amgvari sayvedurebi<br />

axasiaTebs ara mrCevels, aramed Zalauflebis<br />

moyvarul kacs. mrCevels mxolod sakuTari azris Semo-<br />

Tavazebis ufleba aqvs. Tu gamoiTqmis sxva, ufro misaRebi<br />

rCeva, is ki Tavisi Sexedulebis gatanas moiTxovs,<br />

maSin, rogorc giTxari, saqme gvaqvs ara mrCevelTan, ar-<br />

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amed Zalauflebis moyvaresTan. nu moviqceviT ase, ganviwmindoT<br />

suli yovelgvari siamayisa da mzvaobrobisgan,<br />

vecadoT, win wamovwioT ara mxolod Cveni azrebi, aramed<br />

upiratesoba mieniWos sasargeblo rCevas, Tundac sxvis<br />

mier mocemuls. mcire sargebels ar SegvZens sxvaTa mier<br />

mofiqrebuli rCevis Sewynareba; did jildosac miviRebT<br />

RvTisgan da met didebasac movixveWT. rogorc sasikeTos<br />

mTqmels daerqmeva brZeni, ise Cvenc, misi sityvis yuradmRebelni,<br />

davimsaxurebT qebas keTilgonierebisa da<br />

keTilmzraxvelobisaTvis.<br />

ase aRorZindeba saxlebi da qalaqebi. ase eklesiasac<br />

metni da metni SemouerTdebian; Cven ki, Tu saTanadod<br />

moviwesrigebT saaqao cxovrebas, Rirsni gavxdebiT samomavlo<br />

sikeTeebisa.<br />

18-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT me-2 epistoleze.<br />

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a aris Sinagani mSvidoba da omi<br />

se araferi mogvfens simSvides, rogorc RvTis Sec-<br />

inoba da saTnoebaTa SeZena; es simSvide aRmofxvris<br />

adamianSi vnebaTa Sinagan Widils da sakuTar TavTan<br />

brZolas aRkveTs. WeSmaritad, is vinc ar tkbeba aseTi<br />

simSvidiT, Tundac aumRvrevel garemoSi cxovrobdes da<br />

saerTod ar emuqrebodes vinmes Tavdasxma, msoflioSi<br />

is mainc yvela maTganze ubeduria, visac mteri awiokebs.<br />

velur tomebsac ar sCveviaT iseTi daundobeli brZola,<br />

rogorc sulSi Cabudebul ujero gulissityvebsa<br />

da mankier survilebs, simdidrisken ltolvas, Zalauflebis<br />

wadils, yofiTi nivTebis siyvaruls. es marTlac<br />

asea!... kacTa Soris Widili garegania, sulieri brZola<br />

_ Sinagani. es ukanaskneli rom gacilebiT Zlieria gareganze<br />

da, rogorc wesi, ufro didi zianis momtani, yvelgan<br />

Cans. xes SigniT Cabudebuli Wiebi ufro xraven, vidre<br />

garedan Seseuli; qalaqebs imdenad ucxo mteri ar<br />

angrevs, ramdenadac Sinauri. sulSic swored ase xdeba:<br />

mas ise ar vnebs garedan SemoWrili ubedureba, rogorc<br />

Sinaganad modebuli sneulebani. Tu RvTismoSiSi kaci<br />

bolos mouRebs am brZolas, moTokavs vnebebs, moaSTobs<br />

mxecebs anu mankier gulissityvebs da sulis siRrmeSi<br />

Camalvis nebas ar miscems, is wminda da Rrma simSvidiT<br />

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datkbobasac SeZlebs. aseTi mSvidoba gviboZa qristem<br />

(in. 14:27). pavlec amas usurvebda morwmuneebs, roca<br />

yovel epistoleSi imeorebda: madli Tquenda da mSÂdobaÁ<br />

RmrTisa mier mamisa Cuenisa da uflisa iesu qristesa<br />

(1 kor. 1:3).<br />

vinc hpova es mSvidoba, mas aRar eSinia araTu mtrisa<br />

da barbarosisa, aramed eSmakisac _ piriqiT, dascinis<br />

borot sulTa mxedrobas, gamoirCeva didsulovnebiT, ar<br />

amZimebs siRaribe, ar fitavs tkivili da sneulebani _<br />

saerTod ar aSfoTebs moulodnelad Tavsdatexili ubedurebani;<br />

mis mtkice da jansaR suls mxned da iolad ZaluZs<br />

am yovelives atana. rom es simarTlea, davrwmundebiT<br />

Semdegi magaliTiT: davuSvaT, romeliRac Surian<br />

adamians aravin ewinaaRmdegeba. amiT ra sikeTes SeiZens<br />

igi? is umxedrdeba da yovelgvar maxvilze basri gulissityvebiT<br />

seravs sakuTar Tavs; aRizianebs, rac ki ram<br />

TvalTsaxilvelia, tanjavs nebismieri Semxvedri kacis<br />

danaxva; ar grZnobs mis mimarT keTilganwyobas da saer-<br />

Tod yvelas mtrad miiCnevs. ra sasikeTos SesZens garemo,<br />

roca Tavad gaSmagebulia da kacTa modgmis mteriviT<br />

borgavs; sadac unda wavides, yvelgan Tan mihyveba Tavisi<br />

Sinagani brZola uTvalavi SubiTa da maxviliT; urCevnia<br />

aTasjer mokvdes, vidre ixilos vinme Tavisi msgavsi,<br />

vinc kargi saxeliT sargeblobs da keTildReobiT cxovrobs.<br />

amasve ganicdis simdidris vnebas damonebuli kaci _<br />

mis suls mravali brZola, Widili, SfoTi, SiSi, wuxili<br />

aforiaqebs da wuTiTac ver grZnobs sulier simSvides.<br />

magram vnebaTagan Tavdaxsnils aseTi ram ar emuqreba;<br />

piriqiT, is mSvid navsayudelSi netarebs da msgavsi usi-<br />

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amovnebani saerTod ar exeba. mSvidobas moklebuli adamianisTvis<br />

ki daxSulia TviT yvelasTvis saerTo wynari<br />

yure Zilisa da Ramisa. am bunebiT naboZeb mosvenebas vnebebi<br />

urRveven da TavianTi usastikesi ZaladobiT srulad<br />

ufrTxoben Zils. Surs, siZulvils, momxveWelobas<br />

da mtaceblobas gamodevnebulT niadag Tan sdevT Sinagani<br />

brZola farul mterTan; am oms isini versad gaurbian;<br />

saxlSic rom iyvnen an sarecelze iwvnen, maTken miemarTeba<br />

isrebis wvima, acxreba aforiaqebis umZlavresi<br />

talRa; amitomac moTqvamen da godeben, arc mkvlelobani<br />

akliaT, Tavs atydebaT sxva ubedurebanic, gacilebiT<br />

sastiki, vidre oms axlavs xolme.<br />

magram marTali sxva rames grZnobs _ dRisiT fxizlobs<br />

da simSvidiT netarebs, RamiT ki tkbil Zils<br />

aZlevs Tavs.<br />

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saubari me-4 fsalmunze.

Wirsa da ubedurebaSi RvTisadmi sasoebis<br />

Sesaxeb<br />

vTis Sewevna mudam gvWirdeba _ keTildReobis<br />

Rdros da gansakuTrebiT gaWirvebis Jams. magram<br />

RvTis Tanadgomis misaRebad Cvenc ar unda daviSuroT Zalisxmeva<br />

_ unda aRvavlinoT locvebi, gavceT mowyaleba<br />

da sxva. TanamebrZolnic exmarebian maT, vinc ibrZvis, da<br />

ara sulierad dacemulebs an gulxeldakrefilebs.<br />

maS, Tu gsurs RmerTi Segewios, mcdeloba ar daaklo<br />

imas, rac Senzea damokidebuli. ase eboZa daxmareba<br />

iobs, radgan igi mtkiced idga da ibrZoda; mociqulebs _<br />

radganac dauRalavad saqmianobdnen. vinc ganudgeba yovelive<br />

adamianurs da miendoba zegardmo Sewvnas, is araTu<br />

male gaTavisufldeba ubedurebaTagan, aramed gansacdelsac<br />

SeuZvrelad da uSfoTvelad Sexvdeba. RvTis Sewevnis<br />

sasoeba aris misi gamamxnevebeli da maSveli Ruza. sami<br />

yrma araTu gadaurCa saxumils, iq myofnic uSfoTvelad<br />

da darwmunebiT moelodnen uflis Tanadgomas. ubedurebis<br />

dros RvTisadmi sasoebiT gamowveuli axovaneba<br />

gacilebiT saimedoa, vidre Zalaufleba, radgan pirveli<br />

RvTiuri da dauZlevelia, meore _ adamianuri.<br />

didia RvTisadmi sasoebis Zala!.. igi aris miudgomeli<br />

zRude, daurRveveli kedeli, mouklebeli Tanadgoma,<br />

mSvidi navsayudeli, auRebeli cixe-simagre, aucdeneli<br />

iaraRi, dauZleveli Zala, gauval adgilebSi gzis gamkva-<br />

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lavi... uiaraRoni RvTisadmi sasoebiT imarjvebdnen SeiaraRebulebze,<br />

colebi _ qmrebze. samxedro xelovnebaSi<br />

daostatebulT iolad jabnidnen axalbedani... [RvTis<br />

Sewevnis moimedeTa] winaSe stiqionebs aviwydebodaT TavianTi<br />

buneba da maT exmarebodnen, mxeci mxecobas iSlida,<br />

saxumilis ali ar wvavda, radgan RvTisadmi sasoeba<br />

yvelafers gardaqmnida. basri kbilebi, viwro dilegi,<br />

Cveuli mZvinvareba, mtanjveli SimSili, xaxadaRebuli<br />

mxeci winaswarmetyvelis sxeulis siaxloves uZlurni<br />

aRmoCndnen, raki yovelgvar lagamze saimedo _ RvTisadmi<br />

sasoeba _ daRebul xaxas uketavda mxecs.<br />

Sen oRond gqondes RvTis imedi da ara kacisa: keTil<br />

ars mosav-yofaÁ uflisa mimarT, vidre mosav-yofaÁ kacisa<br />

mimarT; keTil ars sasoebaÁ uflisa mimarT, vidre<br />

sasoebaÁ mTavarTa mimarT (fs. 117:8-9). meore winaswarmetyvli<br />

gveubneba: wyeul iyavn kaci, romelsa sasoeba<br />

aqus kacisa mimarT (ier. 17:5). araferia amgvar sasoebaze<br />

susti da ablabudasaviT sifrifana. igi ara mxolod<br />

arasaimedo, saxifaToc aris. es icis yvelam, visac kacTa<br />

imedi hqonda, magram maTTan erTad daiRupa. RvTisadmi<br />

sasoeba, piriqiT, ara marto mtkicea _ igi usafrTxoa<br />

da ucvalebeli. pavlem amitomac gviTxra: sasoebaman ara<br />

arcxÂnis (rom. 5:5); sxva brZenma: gadaxedeT Zvel Taobebs<br />

da ixilavT: vin irwmuna ufali da Sercxvenil iqna?<br />

(zir. 2:10).<br />

metyvi, rom sasoebdi RmerTs, magram marcxi ganicade...<br />

ciliswamebas Tavi anebe, adamiano, nu ewinaaRmdegebi<br />

saRvTo werils. Tu damarcxdi, ra Tqma unda, imitom,<br />

rom saTanado sasoeba ar gqonda, modundi, dasasruls ar<br />

daelode da sulmokleobam gZlia. nu iqcevi ase mosalodneli<br />

ubedurebis Semxedvare, nu daecemi sulierad. amas<br />

hqvia sasoeba _ idge mtkiced, roca saSiSroeba gemuqreba.<br />

vin iyo ucxotomel ninevielebze ubeduri, roca isini<br />

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moelodnen qalaqis daRupvas, magram sasowarkveTilebas<br />

ar miecnen da gulwrfeli sinanuliT ganawyves RmerTi<br />

Tavisive ganaCenis Sesacvlelad.<br />

xedav, ra Zala aqvs sasoebas?! gana winaswarmetyvels<br />

veSapis mucelSi yofnis dros ar axsendeboda taZari da<br />

ar natrobda ierusalimSi dabrunebas?! Senc ase moiqeci:<br />

sulTmobrZavic rom iyo an udidesi safrTxe gemuqrebodes,<br />

sasos nu warikveT _ RmerTi gamouval mdgomareobaSic<br />

gapovninebs gamosavals. amitomac ambobs brZeni:<br />

ganTiadidan saRamomde icvleba Jami da yovelive swrafwarmavalia<br />

winaSe uflisa (zir. 18:16). ver dainaxe, rogor<br />

darCa mSieri SeZlebuli didgvarovani (ix. 4 mef.<br />

7), qvrivs ki saerTo SimSilobis dros sakmarisad hqonda<br />

sarCo (3 mef. 17)? rodesac Seni mdgomareoba arasaxarbielo<br />

xdeba, swored maSin unda gqondes imedi, radgan<br />

RmerTi Tavis Zalas avlens gansakuTrebiT aseT dros _<br />

ara Tavidanve, aramed roca adamianuri SesaZleblobani<br />

uZluri aRmoCndeba. ai, maSin dgeba saRvTo Sewevnis<br />

Jami!... amitomac ixsna man yrmani ara Tavidanve, aramed<br />

saxumilSi maTi Cayris Semdeg. danielic gadaarCina ormoSi<br />

Cagdebidan Svidi dRis mere da ara manamde.<br />

maS, daakvirdi ara garemoebaTa Taviseburebebs,<br />

romelTac sasowarkveTilebamde miyavxar, aramed RvTis<br />

Zalas, romelic sasoebadakargulsac ubrunebs keTil<br />

imedebs. Tu RmerTi uceb ar gaTavisuflebs ubedurebisgan,<br />

amas Sens gamosacdelad, gansamtkiceblad iqms,<br />

Tumc SeuZlia, Tavidanve agacilos igi. mas xelewifeba,<br />

Tavidanve agaridos gansacdeli, magram ayovnebs da axangrZlivebs<br />

mis moqmedebas, raTa gamogiwrTos moTmineba,<br />

gagiZlieros sasoeba da gagimZafros RvTisadmi siyvaruli.<br />

saubari me-10 da 117-e fsalmunebze.<br />

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RvTis vTis qvelmoqmedebaTa mimarT<br />

madlierebis Sesaxeb<br />

odesac RmerTi misdami madlier kacs dainaxavs,<br />

rufro met ZRvens gardamouvlens; Cvenc, SeZlebisamebr,<br />

SevwiroT ufals samadlobeli CvenTvis moni-<br />

Webul sikeTeTaTvis, raTa kidev metis Rirsni gavxdeT;<br />

nurasdros mivcemT daviwyebas saRvTo qvelmoqmedebas,<br />

gvaxsovdes isini, raTa am mogonebebma gangvawyos misdami<br />

mouklebeli madlierebis grZnobiT. Tumca imdenad uTvalavi<br />

da uxvia RvTis sikeTe, rom Cveni goneba maT CamoTvlas<br />

ver SeZlebs. marTlac, vis xelewifeba warmodgena<br />

yovelivesi, rac RmerTma ukve gviboZa, rasac gviZRvnis<br />

yoveldRe da rac samomavlod aRgviTqva? man Semogviyvana<br />

armyofobidan myofobaSi, Segvasxa xorci da STagvbera<br />

suli, Segvqmna gonier arsebebad da yvela sxva qmnileba<br />

CvenTvis dabada, raTa kacTa modgma damtkbariyo samoTxe-<br />

Si yofniT, ecxovra uzrunvelad da uSromelad; xorcSemosili<br />

adamiani xorciel moTxovnilebebze maRla idga<br />

da arafriT Camouvardeboda angelozebsa da uxorco Zalebs.<br />

Semdgom, roca igi Tavisi daudevrobis gamo gvelad<br />

mosuli eSmakis mzakvrul maxeSi gaeba, RmerTma maSinac<br />

ar moaklo Tavisi mfarveloba damnaSave codvils; Tavad<br />

sasjeliT cxadyo Tavisi usazRvro kacTmoyvareba mis-<br />

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dami, uamravi da uTvalavi qvelmoqmedeba gaswia. bolos,<br />

kacTa modgmis TandaTan gamravlebisa da urjuloebisken<br />

misi midrekis Semdeg, RmerTma, darwmunda ra, rom adamianebisgan<br />

Cadenil codvaTa Wrilobebi ukurnebelia,<br />

warRvniT mosra borotis moqmedni; mospo isini, rogorc<br />

mavne safuari, da datova marTali noe, raTa mas daedo<br />

saTave kacTa axali modgmisaTvis. naxe, ufalma raodeni<br />

sikeTe uboZa noes! RmerTma keTil-ineba am marTali adamianisa<br />

da mis ZeTagan kacTa modgmis esodeni gamravleba.<br />

dro gadioda da ufali TandaTanobiT irCevda mar-<br />

Tlebs anu patriarqebs, romelTac SeeZloT TavianTi<br />

saTnoebebiT yvelas damoZRvra, eqimebiviT sneulTa<br />

gankurneba da adgenda maT sxvaTa maswavleblebad. ufalma<br />

partiarqebi xan palestinaSi atara, xanac egvipteSi,<br />

riTac Tavisi monebis moTmineba gamoawrTo da sakuTari<br />

Zalac cxadyo maT winaSe. ufali Semdgomac niadag zrunavda<br />

kacTa gadasarCenad, ugzavnida winaswarmetyvelebs,<br />

romlebsac aRasrulebinebda niSebsa da saswaulebs.<br />

mokled, rogorc zRvis talRebis daTvlas verasdros<br />

SevZlebT, Tundac aTasjer SevudgeT am saqmes, ise ver<br />

CamovTvliT RvTis mier Cveni modgmisTvis gaweul qvelmoqmedebaTa<br />

simravles.<br />

bolos, RmerTma ixila, rom amgvari zrunvis Semdegac<br />

kacobriv bunebas kvlav esaWiroeboda misi udidesi<br />

da aRuwereli kacTmoyvareba, rom verafers gaxdnen patriarqni,<br />

winaswarmetyvelni, ver uSvela saswaulebma,<br />

verc esoden xSirma sasjelebma, mudmivma, urTierTs<br />

moyolebulma tyveobebma... maSin man Seibrala Cveni<br />

modgma da gamogvigzavna sulTa da xorcTa mkurnali; mamobrivi<br />

wiaRidan mogvivlina Tavisi mxolodSobili Ze,<br />

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omelmac nebayoflobiT miiRo monis saxe da iSva qalwulisgan,<br />

cxovrobda CvenTan erTad da itvirTa yvela Cveni<br />

uZlureba, raTa codvaTa simravlisgan miwaze garTxmuli<br />

Cveni buneba zecad aeyvana.<br />

amiT da kacTa modgmisadmi RvTis siyvaruliT gancvifrebuli<br />

Ze quxilisa RaRadebda: esreT Seiyuarna Rmer-<br />

Tman sofeli (in. 3:16). naxeT, raoden gancvifrebas<br />

gamoxatavs es gamonaTqvami!... sityva esreT miuTiTebs<br />

saTqmelis mniSvnelobaze. gviTxar, netaro ioane, rogor<br />

esreT? migviTiTe siyvarulis sazomze, warmogvi-<br />

Cine misi sidiade, gagvimxile gansakuTrebuloba: rame-<br />

Tu esreT Seiyuara RmerTman sofeli ese, viTarmed Zeca<br />

TÂsi mxolod-Sobili mosca mas, raÁTa yovelsa romelsa<br />

hrwmenes igi, ara warwymdes, aramed aqundes cxorebaÁ<br />

saukunoÁ (in. 3:16). xedav, Ze RvTisa mogvevlina imitom,<br />

rom adamianebs, romlTac warwymeda emuqrebodaT, erwmunaT<br />

misi da amiT gadarCeniliyvnen. vis ZaluZs gaiazros<br />

es udidesi, saocari da gonebisTvis miuwvdomeli<br />

keTili neba RvTisa, vinc Cvens bunebas naTlisRebiT ubo-<br />

Za yvela codvis mitevebis saSualeba.<br />

ra unda vTqva?! verc azri, verc sityva ver SeZlebs<br />

uflis danarCen qvelmoqmedebaTa CamoTvlas. ramdenic<br />

unda visaubro, naTqvamze Seudareblad meti uTqmeli<br />

damrCeba. magaliTad, vin SeZlebs, gonebiT Caswvdes sinanulis<br />

im gzas, rac RmerTma Tavisi aRuwereli kacTmoyvarebiT<br />

gaumxila Cvens modgmas; am naTlisRebis boZebis<br />

Semdgom im saswaulebriv mcnebebs, romelTa saSualebiTac<br />

Cven, Tu movindomebT, movipovebT mis keTilganwyobas.<br />

xedav, sayvarelo, qvelmoqmedebaTa Tvalmiuwvdenil<br />

siRrmes? xedav, ramdeni maTgani vaxseneT, magram mcire<br />

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nawilic ki ver CamovTvaleT?! viT SeZlebs kacis ena, sityviT<br />

gamoxatos is, rac RmerTma CvenTvis moimoqmeda da<br />

amasTan, raoden uricxvi da didia es qvelmoqmedebani;<br />

Tumca gacilebiT metia is amouxsneli sikeTeni, rac man<br />

saTnoebis gziT mivalT aRuTqva saaqaodan gansvlis Semdgom<br />

samomavlo cxovrebaSi. netar pavles surda, ramdenime<br />

sityviT gadmoeca maTi ukidegano sidiade: Tualman<br />

ara ixila, da yursa ara esma, da gulsa kacisasa ara<br />

mouÃda, romeli ganumzada RmerTman moyuareTa TÂsTa (1<br />

kor. 2:9). xedav naboZebis siuxves? xvdebi, rom misi qvelmoqmedebaTa<br />

gaazreba kacobrivi gonebis SesaZleblobebs<br />

scildeba?!<br />

gulsa kacisasa ara mouÃda _ ambobs mociquli. maS, Tu<br />

movisurvebT maTze msjelobas da Cveni SeZlebisamebr aRvuvlenT<br />

samadlobels RmerTs, mis met keTilganwyobas<br />

movipovebT da sakuTar TavSi saTnoebisadmi umZlavres<br />

swrafvas ganviviTarebT. marTlac, qvelmoqmedebaTa<br />

xsovna kacs mTeli arsebiT aRZravs saTnoebiTi moRvaweobisken<br />

da ganawyobs yovelive amJamindelis moZulebisken.<br />

aseTi kaci miemsWvaleba esoden did qvelmoqmeds _<br />

RmerTs, da yoveldRe miagebs mas cxovel siyvaruls.<br />

27-e saubari dabadebis wignze.<br />

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yrmaTaTvis RvTis sityvis mosmenis<br />

sikeTis Sesaxeb<br />

uravin metyvis: ra saWiroa, bavSvebs movasmeninoT<br />

nRvTis sityva!.. amas marto yuradRebas ki ar unda<br />

aqcevdeT _ erTaderT sazrunavad unda gaixadoT; magram<br />

saamisod Tqven uZlurni xarT da amitomac ar migiTiTebT<br />

_ bavSvebs gaacdeninoT sxva mecadineobani; arc Tqven<br />

gangaSorebT sazogado saqmeebs. samarTlianad mimaCnia,<br />

mogTxovoT _ Svidi dRidan erTi daeTmos yovelTa CvenTa<br />

ufals. raoden Seusabamoa, sakuTar monebs vubrZanoT,<br />

yoveldRe gvemsaxuron, Tavad ki mcire droc ar davuTmoT<br />

ufals. es xom sasikeTod wagvadgeba isev Cven da ara<br />

RmerTs _ mas es arafers sZens da arc arafrad sWirdeba!<br />

Svilebi dagyavT sanaxaobebze da ggoniaT, rom codnis<br />

miRebaSi an sxva rameSi maT es xels ar uSlis, magram<br />

sulieri sargeblis SesaZenad Sekrebas usaqmurobas<br />

uwodebT. rogor ar ganarisxebT RmerTs, roca<br />

sakuTari Svilebis samecadinod dros poulobT, xolo<br />

saRvTo saqmeni ki maTTvis mZimed da naadrevad migaCniaT.<br />

ara, Zmano, nu iyofin! naadrevi ki ara, swored am saTuT<br />

asakSia drouli da gansakuTrebiT saWiro amgvari sulieri<br />

gakveTilebi yrmaTaTvis, raki isini male iTviseben<br />

naTqvams. bavSvis sulze gagonili ise amoitvifreba,<br />

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ogorc beWedi cvilze. amasTan, am drosve iwyebs maTi<br />

buneba midrekas mankierebisken an saTnoebisken. amitom,<br />

Tu Tavidanve, cxovrebis zRurblzeve, ganvaSorebT maT<br />

mankierebas da davayenebT sikeTis gzaze, samomavlod am<br />

gziT siaruli Cvevad eqcevaT, gaiTaviseben mas da ukve<br />

ise iolad da TviTneburad veRar gadauxveven uaresisken,<br />

radgan Cveva sikeTisken miizidavs da amis nebas ar<br />

miscems. isinic siWabukeSive gamoavlenen xandazmulis<br />

gonierebas, daimsaxureben moxucebisTvis misageb pativiscemaze<br />

mets da samoqalaqo saqmeebsac warmatebiT<br />

gauZRvebian.<br />

rogorc ukve aRvniSne, vinc saRvTo werilis mosmeniT<br />

tkbeba da iTvisebs aseT Segonebebs _ iqneba am Sekrebis<br />

monawile dedakaci, mamakaci Tu Wabuki _ SeuZlebelia,<br />

aqedan udidesi madlis miRebis gareSe wavides. wvrTnis<br />

dros mxecebs vaCvevT Cvens sityvebs da ase vaTvinierebT,<br />

gana sulieri swavlebiT ufro ar SegviZlia kacTa gamosworeba?!<br />

miT ufro, rom orive SemTxvevaSi zemoqmedebis<br />

saSualebebic da gamosasworeblebic erTmaneTisgan didad<br />

gansxvavdebian. Cven ar varT mxecebiviT tlanqni; isini<br />

erTmaneTs bunebiTad etoqebian, Cven ki Cveni TviTnebobis<br />

gamo vmtrobT urTierTs. arc sityvas aqvs erTnairi<br />

Zala: mxecTaTvis nabrZanebi aris adamianuri azrovnebis<br />

nayofi, CvenTvis naTqvami sityva _ suliwmidis Zalisa da<br />

madlis gamovlinebaa.<br />

ase rom, Tu vinmes uimedoba Seipyrobs, gaixsenos<br />

moTvinierebuli mxecebi da arasdros miecema sasowarkveTilebas.<br />

amasTan, mudam iaros samkurnalo<br />

saxlSi _ eklesiaSi, usminos suliwmidis kanonebs da<br />

iq gagonili saxlSi mimavalma gonebaSi amoitvifros.<br />

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ase imedianad da usafrTxod icxovrebs, gamocdilebiT<br />

SeigrZnobs winsvlas. eSmakic, rogorc ki dainaxavs adamianis<br />

sulSi Caweril saRvTo rjuls, sjulisficrad<br />

qceul guls, ukve aRar mieZaleba; iq, sadac aris samefo<br />

nawerebi _ ara spilenZze amotvifruli, aramed suliwmidis<br />

mier RvTismoyvare gulSi CabeWdili da madliT<br />

gabrwyinebuli _ eSmaki Sexedvasac ver gabedavs da gane-<br />

Soreba. misgan STanergil gulissityvebsac ise araferi<br />

aSinebT, rogorc RvTaebrivze fiqrebiT moculi da mis<br />

saTaves marad dawafebuli suli. aseT suls ver moereva<br />

naRveli am cxovrebiseul usiamovnebaTa gamo, verc siamayesa<br />

da mzvaobrobas aRuZravs sakuTari warmatebebi.<br />

qariSxalsa Tu RelvaSic ki aumRvreveli simSvidiT<br />

datkbeba. Cveni SfoTva Cvenive uZlurebis bralia da ara<br />

kacobrivi bunebisa, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi am tanjvas<br />

yvela adamiani unda ganicdides. Cven davcuravT erTsa<br />

da imave zRvaSi, sadac zvirTebsa da qariSxals veravin<br />

ascdeba, magram Tuki arian adamianebi, romelTac grigali<br />

da Relva Tavs ar atydebaT, cxadia, am qariSxlis gamomwvevi<br />

yofila ara garemoebani, aramed Cveni sulieri<br />

mdgomareoba. maSasadame, Tu suls ganvawyobT saimisod,<br />

rom man yovelive iolad daiTminos, CvenTvis aRar iarsebebs<br />

arc qariSxali, arc zvirTebSi danTqma _ marad<br />

keTilismyofeli simSvide mogvefineba.<br />

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me-3 saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.

ama soflad mwiroba saTnoebaTagan<br />

upirvelesia<br />

pirvelesi saTnoeba, an saerTod yvela saTnoe-<br />

uba gulisxmobs: ama soflad iyo stumari, mwiri,<br />

araferi gakavSirebdes saaqaosTan da mas, rogorc ucxos<br />

aRiqvamde, msgavsad netari mowafeebisa, romelTa Sesaxebac<br />

mociquli wers: iqceodes xalenebiTa da Txis tyavebiTa,<br />

naklulevanni, Wirveulni, ZÂr-xilulni, romelTa<br />

Rirsve ara iyo sofeli ese (ebr. 11:37-38). maT Tavi stumrebad<br />

miaCndaT, pavle ki ara mxolod stumars uwodebda<br />

TavisTavs, aramed imasac ambobda, rom mkvdari iyo ama<br />

soflisTvis da sofeli misTvis: sofeli Cemdamo juarcumul<br />

ars da me _ soflisa (gal. 6:14).<br />

Cven ki viqceviT, rogorc aqauri moqalaqeni da maTsaviT<br />

vagvarebT yvela saqmes am cxovrebaSi. marTalni<br />

mwirni da mkvdarni iyvnen ama soflisTvis, Cven aseTebi<br />

zecisTvis; isini iyvnen cocxali moqalaqeni zecisTvis,<br />

aseTebi varT Cven ama soflisTvis. imitomac viTvlebiT<br />

mkvdrebad, rom ganvidrikeT WeSmariti cxovrebisagan<br />

da avirCieT warmavali; ganvarisxeT RmerTi, raki ar gvsurs,<br />

miwier sikeTeebs movSordeT maSin, roca man zeciuri<br />

netareba gangvimzada. ara, WiebiviT davxoxavT win da<br />

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ukan, saerTod ar gvinda gons mosvla da kacTa saqmeebis<br />

mitoveba. ocnebebiT gatacebulni Rrmad CaZinebulebs da<br />

loTobisgan Wkuadakargulebs vgavarT. Cveni Tvalebi _<br />

gonebrivic da xorcielic _ davsebulia; vsaubrobT, magram<br />

sisulelis mets arafers vambobT.<br />

wmindanebi Tavs miiCnevdnen mwirebad da stumrebad.<br />

rogor? iqneb mxolod palestinis miwa hqondaT mxedvelobaSi?<br />

ara! isini mTeli msofliosTvis iyvnen stumrebi<br />

_ da samarTlianadac: es adamianebi amqveynad sasurvels<br />

verafers xedavdnen, maTTvis yovelive ucxo<br />

da miuRebeli iyo. maT saTnoebaSi wvrTna surdaT, aq ki<br />

uamrav manki erebas awydebodnen. amitomac iyo yvelaferi<br />

amsofliuri maTTvis ucxo. TiTo-orola megobari da axlobeli<br />

Tu hyavdaT.<br />

ras niSnavs maTi mwiroba? isini ar zrunavdnen saaqaoze<br />

da amas adasturebdnen ara sityviT, aramed saqmiT. rogor?<br />

ufalma uTxra abraams: gamoved queyanisagan Senisa,<br />

da naTesavisagan Senisa da saxlisagan mamisa Senisa da<br />

moved queyanad (dabad. 12:1). isic axlobelTa siyvarulis<br />

gamo iq ar darCa _ ise daunaneblad miatova samkvidrebeli,<br />

TiTqos ucxo miwa yofiliyos. RmerTma ubrZana:<br />

moiyuane Ze Seni isaki da warved queyanasa maRalsa da<br />

Sewire igi mun (dabad. 22:2); da manac Seswira Ze, TiTqos<br />

misi RviZli Svili ar yofiliyo da Tavadac ar hqonoda<br />

adamianuri buneba. Tavisi qoneba abraams arad miaCnda da<br />

yvela momsvlels uyofda. pirvelobas uTmobda sxvebs,<br />

Tavs safrTxeSi igdebda, iTmenda uricxv gansacdels; igi<br />

ar agebda mdidrul saxlebs, ar cxovrobda fufunebiT,<br />

ar zrunavda samosze, arad agdebda imas, rac amqveynad<br />

sxvebs itacebdaT. piriqiT, cxovrobda zeciuri qalaqis<br />

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mkvidriviT: iyo stumarTmoyvare, ZmaTmoyvare, didsulovani,<br />

qonebis moZule, amsofliuri didebis uarmyofeli...<br />

aseTi iyo misi Zec: rodesac mas devnidnen da Tavs<br />

esxmodnen, ar uZaliandeboda da uTmobda, rogorc ucxo<br />

miwaze misuli. mwirni, rac unda daemarToT, itanen yovelives,<br />

radgan miaCniaT, rom aq maTi samSoblo ar aris.<br />

isaaki colis dakargvasac mwiriviT iTmenda, cxovrobda<br />

umaRlesi faseulobebiTa da yovelmxrivi TavSekavebiT,<br />

icavda ubiwoebas. Zis dabadebis mere mas colTan urTierToba<br />

aRar hqonia, daqorwinda maSin, roca siWabukis<br />

asakidan gamovida, riTac gviCvena, rom coli SeirTo ara<br />

vnebaTaRelvis gamo, aramed RvTis aRTqmis aRsasruleblad.<br />

ukidures siRatakemde misuli WeSmariti mwiris<br />

msgavsad isic eZebda martooden purs, samossa da sasicocxlod<br />

aucilebels; devnis drosac Tmobda yovelives,<br />

muSaobda monasaviT, itanda uTvalav gansacdels<br />

yvelgan, sadac mwiriviT uwevda mogzauroba.<br />

isini am gansacdelTa daTmeniT cxadyofdnen, rom eZebdnen<br />

sxva samSoblos. raodeni sxvaobaa Cvens Soris!<br />

isini yoveldRe itanjebodnen saaqao yofidan Tavis daxsnisa<br />

da WeSmarit samSobloSi dabrunebis surviliT; Cven<br />

ki piriqiT gvemarTeba... Tu raime sneuleba Segveyreba,<br />

maSinve yvelaferze CaviqnevT xels, yrmebiviT avtirdebiT<br />

da sikvdilis gveSinia _ amis Rirsebic varT, radgan<br />

ar vcxovrobT mwirebiviT, ar migveCqareba saiqioSi, rogorc<br />

samSobloSi, TiTqos iq sikvdiliT dasja gvelodes.<br />

Cven imitomac vwuxvarT, rom saTanadod ver vafasebT<br />

movlenebs da yvelafers erTmaneTSi vurevT: vitanjebiT<br />

maSin, roca sixaruli gvmarTebs. imitomac vgavarT im<br />

SeZrwunebul da akankalebul mkvlelebsa da avazakebs,<br />

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omlebic samsjavros winaSe wardgomas moelian da isxeneben<br />

TavianT mier Cadenil yvela danaSauls.<br />

mamebi sul sxvagvarad iqceodnen _ Tavad miiCqarodnen<br />

saiqioSi. pavle natrobda kidec amas: rameTu romelniese<br />

varT sayofelsa amas Sina, vkunesiT da dagÂmZimdebis<br />

(2 kor. 5:4). aseTni iyvnen abraami da msgavsni misni. mociqulis<br />

sityvebiT: stumar da warmaval arian igini quyanasa<br />

zeda, rameTu romelni-igi eseviTarsa ityÂed, gamoa-<br />

Cineben, viTarmed mamulsa eZieben (ebr. 11:13-14). romel<br />

mamuls _ imas xom ara, romelic miatoves? ara, masTan<br />

dabruneba da misi moqalaqeoba rom sdomebodaT, xels ra<br />

SeuSlidaT?! isini zeciur samSoblos eZebdnen, aqedan<br />

gansvlas eSurebodnen, riTac saTno-eyofoden ufals,<br />

visac swored amitom ar eTakileboda maT RmerTad saxeldeba.<br />

raodeni pativia! ufalma ineba, am adamianTa RmerTad<br />

wodebuliyo. metyvi: mere ra, Tu ufali amas ar Takilobs,<br />

is xom isedac cisa da qveynis RmerTad iwodeba?!<br />

es WeSmaritad mniSvnelovani da udidesi netarebis mimaniSnebelia.<br />

ratom? imitom, rom igi RmerTia cisa da<br />

qveynisa, TviT warmarTebisac; is aris RmerTi cisa da<br />

qveynisa, rogorc Semoqmedi da ganmgebeli maTi. magram<br />

zemoxsenebul wmindanTa RmerTi mas ewodeba ara am mosazrebiT,<br />

aramed imitom, rom is maTi axlo megobaria.<br />

is mamebi iseTi didebulni iyvnen da esodeni kadniereba<br />

hqondaT uflis winaSe, rom uzenaess ar rcxvenoda maT<br />

RmerTad moxsenieba. amas Tavadac ambobda: me var Rmer-<br />

Ti mamisa Senisa, RmerTi abrahamisi, RmerTi isakisi da<br />

RmerTi iakobisi (gam. 3:6).<br />

Cvenc CavTvaloT Tavi stumrebad, sayvarelno, raTa<br />

RmerTs ar Sercxves Cveni da ar migvces gehenias. aseTe-<br />

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i iyvnen isini, romlebic eubnebodnen qristes: ufalo,<br />

ufalo, ara saxeliTa SeniTa vwinawarmetyuelebdiTa da<br />

saxeliTa SeniTa eSmakni ganvasxeniT da saxeliTa Seni-<br />

Ta Zalni mravalni vqmneniT? magram naxeT, ras pasuxobs<br />

qriste: ara gicni Tquen (mT. 7:22-23). magram, ufalo, rogor<br />

dasji, Tuki ar icnob? es sityvebi gadataniTi mniSvnelobiT<br />

aris naTqvami da niSnavs _ uars vambob Tqvenze,<br />

gangagdebT.<br />

dae, arasdros gagvegonos es mrisxane da saSineli<br />

naTqvami! Tuki eSmakTa maotebelni da winaswarmetyvelni<br />

iqnen gangdebulni imitom, rom uflis sityvisamebr ar<br />

cxovrobdnen, miT ufro ganvigdebiT Cven. mkiTxav: rogor<br />

SeiZleba maT mimarT ase moqceva, vinc aRasrulebda saswaulebs,<br />

winaswarmetyvelebda da eSmakebs gandevnida?!<br />

SesaZloa, isini Semdgom mankierebisken miidriknen, amitomac<br />

sasikeTo veraferi moutana adrindelma moRvaweobam.<br />

saWiroa ara mxolod Rirseulad dawyeba, aucilebelia<br />

Rirseuli dasasrulic. miTxar, gana oratori ar<br />

cdilobs Tavisi sityvis STambeWdavad damTavrebas, raTa<br />

mquxare taSiscemiT gaacilon? qalaqis Tavi swored Tavisi<br />

mmarTvelobis bolos ar iqceva saukeTesod? Tu meomari<br />

warmatebulad ar daasrulebs brZolas da gamarjvebas<br />

ar moipovebs, Tu sxvaTa mZlevels ukanaskneli<br />

mebrZoli daamarcxebs, gana mTeli Zalisxmeva fuWad ar<br />

Cauvlis?! zRvis gadamseravma mesaWem Tu gemi napirTan<br />

daamsxvria, gana mTeli misi jafa amao ar iqneba?! Tu eqimi<br />

gamoakeTebs sneuls, magram srul gamojanmrTelebamde<br />

raimes avnebs, nuTu mTel mcdelobas ar waaxdens?!<br />

ase emarTeba saTnoebis aRmsrulebelsac: Tu mas daiwyebs,<br />

magram jerovnad da Rirseulad ver miiyvans bo-<br />

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lomde, yvelafers daRupavs da Tavadac daiRupeba. aseTebi<br />

iyvnen isini, romlebic Tavidan mxiarulad da amayad<br />

gadiodnen asparezze, mere ki sulierad ecemodnen da<br />

uZlurdebodnen. maT amitomac dakarges jildo _ isini<br />

ar scno ufalma.<br />

dae, es isminon vercxlismoyvarebas ayolilebma, rac<br />

udidesi urjuloebaa: Ziri ars yovelTa borotTaÁ vecxlis<br />

moyuarebaÁ (1 tim. 6:10). _ gveubneba mociquli. dae, es<br />

isminon maT, romelTac TavianTi qonebis gazrda swadiaT;<br />

dae, yurad-iRon da Tavi anebon momxveWelobas, raTa ar<br />

moisminon is, rac ufalma uTxra Tavisgan gangdebulebs;<br />

amJamad SevisminoT es yovelive da uari vTqvaT vercxlismoyvarebaze,<br />

raTa samomavlod ar gviTxras ufalma,<br />

rom ar gvcnobs. axla visminoT moSiSebiT, raTa samomavlod<br />

ar gavigonoT Cvens dasajelad naTqvami: ara gicni<br />

Tquen, gamneSoreniT Cemgan maSinac ki, Tu winaswarmetyvelebdiT<br />

da eSmakTa gandevna SegeZloT. savaraudod,<br />

am sityvebSi kidev sxva raRac igulisxmeba, saxeldobr<br />

_ rom es adamianebi maSin mankier cxovrebas misdevdnen;<br />

rom Tavdapirvelad madli moqmedebda uRirsTa saSualebiTac.<br />

madls, romelic balaamisganac ki vlindeboda,<br />

miT ufro SeeZlo uRirsTa saSualebiT moqmedeba maTTvis,<br />

visac aqedan sargebeli unda SeeZina. Tu niSebma da<br />

saswaulebma sasjelisgan ver ixsnes maTi aRmsruleblebi,<br />

miT ufro veraferi uSvelis nebismier sxvas, Tundac<br />

man umaRles pativs miaRwios da xeldasxmiT gadascemdes<br />

madls... igi mainc moismens uflisgan: arasdros gicodi<br />

Sen, maSinac ki, roca SenSi madli moqmedebda!..<br />

raoden wmindad cxovreba gvmarTebs! raoden Zalmosilia<br />

ufali zeciur sasufevelSi Cvens Sesayvanad! rogor<br />

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iRupeba kaci, Tundac uTvalavi niSebisa da saswaulebis<br />

aRsruleba SeeZlos! RvTisTvis araferia wminda cxovrebaze<br />

saTno. uflis sityvebia: Tu me giyvarvarT, ara saswaulebi<br />

aRasruleT, aramed mcnebani Cemni daimarxeniT<br />

(ix. in. 14:15). da kidev: Tqven megobarni Cemni xarT ara<br />

maSin, roca eSmakebs gandevniT, aramed, roca Cems mcnebebs<br />

aRasrulebT (ix. in. 15:9,14). eSmakTa gandevna RvTis<br />

niWia, mcnebaTa damarxva RvTis niWic aris da Cveni Zalisxmevis<br />

gamovlinebac. SevecadoT, viyoT RvTis megobrebi<br />

da mis mtrebad ar davrCeT.<br />

mkiTxavT, ra gavakeToT gadasarCenad? sanam dro<br />

gvaqvs, SevudgeT saTnoebebSi wvrTnas, oRond es Sroma<br />

gavanawiloT _ ase iqcevian miwaTmoqmedni miwis damuSavebisas.<br />

kanonad davidoT _ erT Tves sakuTar TavSi<br />

vZlioT borotmetyvelebisken midrekilebas, utifrobas,<br />

usamarTlo risxvas; meore Tves moTminebaSi vivarjiSoT;<br />

mesame Tves kidev sxva saTnoebac SeviTvisoT,<br />

mere axlisken gadavinacvloT ise, rogorc swavlis dros<br />

xdeba: gvaxsovs Zveli naswavli da amasTan viZenT axal<br />

codnas. Semdeg moviZuloT simdidre _ jer Tavi SevikavoT<br />

momxveWelobisgan, mere ki SevudgeT mowyalebis<br />

gaRebas. yvelafers erTmaneTSi nu avurevT – nu viqnebiT<br />

erTdroulad damtaceblebi da mowyalebis gamcemni. Semdgom<br />

SevudgeT sxva saTnoebis SeZenas da a. S. mociquli<br />

gveubneba: siZvaÁ da yoveli ara-wmindebaÁ gina angahrebaÁ<br />

nurcaRa saxel-edebin Tquen Soris... da saZagelebaÁ da<br />

sityuaÁ sicofisaÁ gina laRobaÁ (ef. 5:3-4).<br />

aRvasruloT esec. amisTvis saWiro ar aris xarji,<br />

Sroma, Zalisxmeva _ sakmarisia survili!.. ar mogviwevs<br />

Sori mogzaurobani, an ukidegano zRvis gadacurva _ sak-<br />

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marisia sibejiTe da uadgilo, Seuracxmyofel sityvaTa<br />

warmoTqmamde enaze kbilis daWera.<br />

moviSoroT sulis mrisxaneba, mankieri gulisTqmebi,<br />

grZnobadi siamovnebisa da fufunebisken midrekilebani,<br />

vercxlismoyvareba, daficeba, da ficis gatexva. Tu<br />

sakuTar Tavs ase gamovawrTobT _ jer Cvens Sinaganad<br />

amovZirkvavT nar-ekals, Semdgom zeciur Tesls CavTesavT<br />

_ SevZlebT aRTqmul sikeTeTa damkvidrebas.<br />

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24-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.

mowyalebis gareSe cxoneba SeuZlebelia<br />

eRura maxeSi mTeli sxeuliT ki ara, Tundac cali<br />

bfexiT gabmuli, mainc xafangis tyvea; Cvenc ase-<br />

Tive tyveebi varT eSmakisa, miuxedavad imisa, mTlianad<br />

daeufleba igi Cvens rwmenasa da yofas, Tu ara. maxeSi<br />

martooden Cveni cxovrebis gabmac sakmarisia. ufali<br />

gveubneba: ara yovelman romelman mrquas me: ufalo, ufalo,<br />

da Sevides igi sasufevelsa caTasa, aramed romelman<br />

yos nebaÁ mamisa Cemisa zecaTaÁsaÁ. da kidev: mas Jamsa<br />

vhrqua maT, viTarmed: ara gicni Tquen, gamneSoreniT<br />

Cemgan yovelni moqmedni usjuloebisani (mT. 7:21,23). xedav,<br />

rwmenasac sasikeTo araferi moaqvs, Tu meufem uari<br />

Tqva Cvens cnobaze. qalwulTac igive sityvebi uTxra:<br />

ara gicni Tquen (mT. 25:12). ras SesZens maT qalwuleba<br />

da mravali Rvawli, Tu meufe maT ar cnobs? imis mraval<br />

magaliTs vawydebiT, roca adamianebi isjebian mxolod<br />

mankieri cxovrebisTvis da saerTod ar ganikiTxebian<br />

rwmenis gamo. zogjer piriqiT _ adamianebi iRupebian<br />

mcdari swavlebis gamo maSin, roca cxovrebaSi sasayveduro<br />

araferi CaudeniaT. xedav, rom eSmakis maxeSi<br />

gavebmebiT, Tu RvTis nebas ar aRvasrulebT? kacni ara<br />

oden mTeli ganvlili cxovrebis, erTaderTi mankierebis<br />

gamoc inTqmebian geheniaSi, Tu amas maTi sxva saqmeebi ar<br />

gadawonis. magaliTad, qalwulni daisajnen ara siZvis,<br />

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mruSobis, Suris, mtrobis, memTvraleobis an urjuloebis<br />

mizeziT, aramed zeTis, anu mowyalebis, gauReblobis<br />

gamo. im damnaSaveTac, romelTa mimarTac iTqva: warvediT<br />

Cemgan, wyeulno, cecxlsa mas saukunesa (mT. 25:41), brali<br />

daedoT ara raime zemoxsenebuli mankierebisTvis,<br />

aramed imitom, rom ar daapures qriste.<br />

xedav, geheniis cecxlSi dasanTqmelad mowyalebis<br />

gaucemlobac rom kmara? miTxar, risi maqnisia is, vinc<br />

mowyalebas ar arigebs?! marxulob yoveldRe? magram qalwulnic<br />

marxulobdnen, Tumca aqedan sasikeTo veraferi<br />

hpoves. loculob? mere ra _ mowyalebis gareSe locvac<br />

unayofoa da yvelaferi sxvac uwminduri da usargeblo<br />

xdeba. mowyalebis gareSe fuWad ikargeba saTnoebis didi<br />

nawili. mociquli gveubneba: romelsa ara uyuardes ZmaÁ<br />

TÂsi... man ara icis RmerTi (1 in. 3:10; 4:8). rogor geyvareba<br />

moZme, roca ar ginda Seni sikeTis mciredi, umniSvnelo<br />

nawili gauyo mas? icav ubiwoebas? iqneb imitom,<br />

rom tanjvis geSinia? ara, Sen bunebiT xar aseTi. ubiwoebas<br />

tanjvis SiSiT rom icavde, vnebis aRZvrasa da<br />

moZalebas rom Trgunavde, maSin mowyalebas gacilebiT<br />

metad gascemdi. ar aris erTi da igive simdidrisadmi<br />

ltolvisgan TavSekaveba da xorcieli wadilis moTokva.<br />

ukanaskneli gacilebiT rTulia. ratom? imitom, rom<br />

aris bunebiTi, Cvens sxeulSi damkvidrebuli vneba. simdidrisadmi<br />

ltolva ki mas ar hgavs.<br />

mowyaleba da Tanalmoba _ ai, riT mivemsgavsebiT<br />

RmerTs; maT gareSe Cven sruliad upovarni varT. ufals<br />

ar uTqvams: Tu imarxulebT, qalwulebas daimarxavT, an<br />

Tu ilocebT, mama RmerTs daemsgavsebiTo. amaTgan arcerTi<br />

qmedeba ar aris niSandoblivi RmerTisaTvis _<br />

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igi amgvars arafers iqms. Ze RvTisam gviTxra: iyveniT<br />

Tquen mowyale, viTarca mamaÁ Tqueni mowyale ars (lk.<br />

6:36). es aris saRvTo saqme. Tu mowyale ar xar, maSin ras<br />

warmoadgen? ufali gveubneba: rameTu wyaloba mnebavs da<br />

ara msxuerpli (oz. 6:6). RmerTma Seqmna miwa da wyali<br />

_ es udiadesi, misi sibrZnis sadari Sesaqmea! magram man<br />

ise arafriT Seayvara Tavi adamianTa modgmas, rogorc<br />

mowyalebiTa da kacTmoyvarebiT _ esec misi sibrZnis,<br />

Zalisa da saxierebis cxadyofaa. magram uaRmatebulesia<br />

misi gankaceba _ monad qceva. iqneb, yvelaze metad es<br />

aRgvafrTovanebs da mowiwebas gvinergavs? RmerTsac ise<br />

araferi ganawyobs Cvendami keTilad, rogorc Cveni gulmowyaleba.<br />

amis Sesaxeb mudam da bevrs saubrobs yvela<br />

winaswarmetyveli.<br />

gulmowyalebaze saubrisas vgulisxmob ara imas, rasac<br />

angarebismoyvarebasTan aqvs raime saerTo _ es ar aris<br />

gulmowyaleba. eklis fesvidan amosuli mcenare verasdros<br />

mogvcems zeTs, mas zeTisxilis fesvidan amozrdili<br />

xe iZleva. swored aseve _ mowyalebas ar badebs arc<br />

angarebismoyvarebis, arc sicruis, arc sixarbis fesvi.<br />

nu Seuracxyof mowyalebas, nu miscem sababs, yvelam gakicxos<br />

igi. Tu Sen itaceb qvelmoqmedebisaTvis, aseT<br />

mowyalebaze uaresi araferia. mitacebulis darigeba<br />

sisastike, daundobloba da RvTis Seuracxyofaa, magram<br />

ara mowyaleba. kaenma RmerTi Seuracxyo imiT, rom Seswira<br />

umniSvnelo nawili sakuTari qonebisa, Sen ki rogor<br />

Seuracxyof mas, roca sxvis sakuTrebas swirav!<br />

Sesawiravi sxva araferia, Tu ara msxverpli _ ganwmenda<br />

da ara Sebilwva. Sen verc unda bedavde WuWyiani xelebiT<br />

locvas; nuTu ar gaZrwunebs mitacebis sibinZure<br />

da sibilwe Seswiro ufals?! xom ar dauSveb, moemsaxuro<br />

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RmerTs gasvrili, usufTao xelebiT, jer daiban maT da<br />

ise miarTmev Sesawiravs; am WuWys ki danaSaulad saer-<br />

Tod ar miiCnev. mitacebulis Sewirva gakicxvasa da dagmobas<br />

imsaxurebs!<br />

maS, vizrunoT ara sufTa xelebiT Sesawiravis mitanisa<br />

da locvisTvis, aramed Tavad Sesawiravis <strong>siwmindisa</strong>Tvis.<br />

sxvagvarad saqiliko gavxdebiT im kaciviT,<br />

romelmac langari gaasufTava da binZuri ZRveniT aavso.<br />

gana es sasacilo ar aris? dae, gvqondes sufTa xelebi,<br />

oRond ara wyliT, aramed simarTliT ganbanili _ ai,<br />

ra wmends maT. Tu sicruiT varT aRsavseni, amaoa Tundac<br />

aTasjer dabana. roca winaswarmetyvelma gviTxra:<br />

ganibaneniT, wmida iqmneniT, is ki ar daurTo: wadiT wyaroze,<br />

abanoSi, tbebsa da mdinareebze, aramed mospeniT<br />

ukeTurebani sulTagan TqvenTa (es. 1:16), rac niSnavs:<br />

wmida iqmneniT. ai, ra gangvaSorebs uwmindurebas! ai,<br />

WeSmariti siwminde!...<br />

sxeulis sisufTaves didi sikeTe ar moaqvs, sulieri<br />

sispetake ki RvTis winaSe kadnierebas gvZens. Cveni locva<br />

wminda unda iyos; magram is _ uwminduri sulidan amoxeTqili<br />

_ aseTi ver iqneba. suls ise araferi abinZurebs,<br />

rogorc angarebismoyvareba da moxveWa. RmerTs sZuls<br />

ara xorcieli, aramed sulieri uwmindureba; mousmine<br />

mas: netar iyvnen wmidani guliTa (da ara sxeuliT),<br />

rameTu maT RmerTi ixilon (mT. 5:8). ras RaRadebs winaswarmetyveli:<br />

guli wmidaÁ dahbade Cem Tana, RmerTo<br />

(fs. 50:12); anda: ganbane ukeTurebisagan guli Seni (ier.<br />

4:14).<br />

maS, gaviRoT mowyaleba marTali SromiT monagebidan,<br />

raTa davimkvidroT WeSmariti sikeTeni.<br />

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me-6 saubari timoTesadmi me-2 epistoleze.

sakuTari gadarCenisTvis bejiTad mzrunvels<br />

veraferi daabrkolebs<br />

as, vinc gadawyvets, yuradRebiT, mxned da bejimTad<br />

izrunos sakuTari gadarCenisTvis, win veraferi<br />

aRudgeba. roca uzrunveloba dagvrevs xels,<br />

raime umniSvneloc ki zians gvayenebs; Tu movisurvebT,<br />

viyoT fxizlad, veraferi Segvisustebs moSurneobas,<br />

Tundac uamravi adamiani gvibiZgebdes urjuloebisken.<br />

maS, nurvin gadaabralebs da daadanaSaulebs sxvas _<br />

yvelaferi sakuTar udebebas miaweros!<br />

raRa sxvebze vsaubrob?! nuravis egoneba eSmaki iseTi<br />

Zlieri, rom SeZlos, saTnoebisken mimaval gzaze Cven<br />

svlas gadaeRobos. marTalia, is xiblavs da acdunebs<br />

daudevarT, magram ZaliT arc akavebs da arc raimes ai-<br />

Zulebs. amas Tavad Cveni gamocdilebac cxadyofs. saxeldobr,<br />

roca gadavwyvetT fxizlad yofnas, vavlenT nebisyofas<br />

_ vinc unda gvibiZgos ukeTurebisken, mainc ar<br />

vujerebT maT Cagonebebs, vrCebiT almasze mtkiceni da<br />

yurebs vixSobT, raTa ar movusminoT borotis mrCevelT.<br />

xolo roca daudevarni varT, Tundac aravin gvirCevdes<br />

cuds da gvacdunebdes, Tavad miviswrafiT urjuloebisken.<br />

es rom Cvens nebasa da sulze ar iyos damokidebuli,<br />

ufals Tavisufal arsebebad rom ar SeveqmeniT, maSin<br />

yvelani, rogorc erTi bunebisa da msgavs uZlurebaTa<br />

mqoneni, borotni an saTnoni unda vyofiliyaviT. magram<br />

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xom vxedavT, rom isini, romelTac aqvT Cvennairi buneba<br />

da aSfoTebT msgavsi vnebebi, iqcevian sxvagvarad: mtkice<br />

gonebiT marTaven TavianT bunebas; zRudaven uwesrigobas,<br />

iokeben wadils, Trgunaven mrisxanebas, Surs; ganagdeben<br />

siZulvils, fulisadmi ltolvas; ar zrunaven miwieri<br />

bednierebisTvis; ar ufrTxildebian saaqao keTildReobas<br />

_ isini miiswrafian WeSmariti didebisken da RvTisgan<br />

Seqebas amjobineben yovelive amqveyniurs. gana naTeli<br />

ar aris, rom am adamianebs, ra Tqma unda, RvTis SewevniT,<br />

yovelive amis Sesruleba TavianTi moSurneobis wyalobiT<br />

SeuZliaT, xolo Cven, piriqiT, Cveni uzrunvelobis<br />

gamo vkargavT cxonebas da zeciur keTilganwyobas Tavadve<br />

viklebT.<br />

amitom gTxovT, moukleblad ifiqreT da imsjeleT<br />

amaze. nurafers daabralebT eSmaks _ mudam sakuTari<br />

daudevari neba daadanaSauleT. amas eSmakis gasamarTleblad<br />

ar geubnebiT. nu iyofin! eSmaki viTarca lomi myÂrali<br />

mimovals da eZiebs, vinmca STanTqa (1 pet. 5:8). ara,<br />

msurs, ufro gavfrTxildeT, Tavi umwikvlo ar gvegonos<br />

_ Cven xom ase iolad vixrebiT codvisken; ar gagviCndes<br />

kiTxva: RmerTma es boroti (eSmaki) nuTu Cvens sacduneblad<br />

da dasaRupavad datova? _ es fuWi sityvebi Cvengan<br />

udidesi umadurobis gamomxatveli iqneboda. vimsjeloT<br />

ase: RmerTma eSmaki swored imisTvis datova, rom mtris<br />

Tavdasxmis molodinSi mudam fxizlad viyoT; rom saTnoebiTi<br />

moRvaweobis simZime Segvimsubuqos jildos<br />

miRebisa da maradiuli, aRuwereli sikeTeebis damkvidrebis<br />

molodinma. rad gvikvirs, rom RmerTma eSmaki<br />

datova Cven gadarCenaze zrunvis gamo _ raTa daudevrobidan<br />

gamogviyvanos da gvirgviniT Semkobis saSualeba<br />

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mogvces? ufalma Tavad geheniac imisTvis ganamzada, rom<br />

dasjisa da gausaZlisi tanjvis SiSma sasufevlisken gvibiZgos.<br />

axla xom xedav, uflis brZnul kacTmoyvarebas _ rogor<br />

iyenebs yvela saSualebas, rom araTu ixsnas Tavisi<br />

qmnilebani, aramed maT aRuwereli sikeTenic uboZos! man<br />

mogvaniWa Tavisufali neba; bunebasa da sindisSi Cagvinerga<br />

sikeTisa da borotebis Secnobis unari; dauSva eSmakisa<br />

da geheniis safrTxe imitom, rom Cven jojoxeTis<br />

cecxli ki ar gamovcadoT, aramed sasufeveli davimkvidroT.<br />

ratom gvaocebs, rom man yvela es da kidev mravali<br />

sxva saSualeba am mizniT gamoiyena?! qristem daimdabla<br />

Tavi TÂsi da xati monisaÁ miiRo (flp. 2:7); gamoscada<br />

yovelive sxeulebrivi: iSva qalwulisgan, cxra Tve iyo<br />

dedis wiaRSi, axvevdnen safenebSi, iosebs _ mariamis<br />

damwindvels – pativs miagebda, rogorc mamas, izrdeboda,<br />

wina daicviTa da msxverpli Seswira; Sioda, swyuroda<br />

da iRleboda: bolos Tavs idva uCveulo, yvelaze<br />

samarcxvinod miCneuli sikvdili _ jvarze gakvra. da es<br />

yovelive CvenTvis da Cveni cxonebisTvis daiTmina man _<br />

yovelTa Semoqmedma, ucvalebelma, armyofobidan myofobaSi<br />

yovelives Semomyvanma; romeli moxedavs queyanasa<br />

zeda da hyofs mas SeZrwunebul (fs. 103:32); aris brwyinvaleba,<br />

dideba, visac Tvals ver usworeben uxorco Zalebi<br />

_ qerubimebic ki. isini pirs frTebiT ifaraven da<br />

gvidastureben saswauls: man, visac moukleblad aqeben<br />

angelozebi, mTavarangelozebi da maTi dasebi, keTilineba<br />

gankaceba da keTili cxovrebis gzis Cveneba, Cveni srulad<br />

damoZRvra imiT, rom miiRo Cvenive msgavsi buneba da<br />

Tavad ganvlo es gza.<br />

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maS, ra gagvamarTlebs, Tu mas mere, rac amdeni ram<br />

iqmna Cveni gadarCenisTvis, yvelafers wyalSi CavyriT da<br />

sakuTari daudevrobiT davkargavT cxonebas? amitomac<br />

gTxovT, viyoT dakvirvebulni da daufiqreblad ki ar<br />

mivbaZoT sxvaTa Cvevas, aramed yoveldRe gamoiZioT saku-<br />

Tari cxovreba da gulisxmavyoT _ sad ra davaSaveT, ra<br />

vqmeniT sasikeTo da amgvarad gamovasworoT Secodebani,<br />

raTa SeviZinoT zegardmo wyaloba, saTno-veyoT RmerTs<br />

da davimkvidroT zeciuri sasufeveli.<br />

292<br />

22-e saubari dabadebis wignze.

uqmobisa da fufunebis Sesaxeb<br />

aravin aris iseT kacze uvargisi, romelic mTel<br />

dros uqmobasa da nebivrobaSi atarebs. umoqmedoba<br />

usargebloa, ufro Znelia dakmayofileba siamovnebebiT,<br />

radgan isini moyirWebas iwveven. amgvari fufunebiT<br />

cxovreba xanmokle da mswraflwarmavalia. amitom nu<br />

vizrunebT aseTi yofis mowyobaze!..<br />

davakvirdeT, vin atarebs dros sasiamovnod: mSromeli,<br />

magram siRaribeSi mcxovrebi, Tu fufunebaSi Cafluli?<br />

ra Tqma unda, pirveli maTgani. jer erTi, fufunebiT<br />

mcxovrebis sxeuli modunebuli da dasustebulia, xolo<br />

misi xorcieli SegrZnebebi avadmyofuri, uniaTo, usicocxlo<br />

da sijansaRis sasiamovno gancdas moklebulia.<br />

romeli varga: cxeni _ umoZraobiT moSvebuli, Tu muSa;<br />

gemi _ sanaosnod gasuli, Tu uZravad mdgomi; vercxliviT<br />

mbzinavi rkina Tu JangiT SeWmuli da gamousadegari?<br />

raRac msgavsi emarTeba uqmobis moyvarul sulsac;<br />

TiTqos Jangi ekideba da qreba misi naTeba... riT SeiZleba<br />

am Jangis gadawmenda? mglovarebiT!... is awrTobs suls da<br />

yovelives miRwevis Zalas aZlevs. miTxar, gana SeZlebs<br />

suli vnebaTa aRkveTas, roca Tavad kalisgan gakeTebuli<br />

maxviliviT drekadi da Clungia? ise ki, vis moewoneba<br />

xorcis gasuqebaze gadagebuli kaci?<br />

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amas vambob ara bunebiT msuqnebze, aramed maTze, romlebic<br />

ar arian aseTebi, magram fufunebaSi cxovrebiT<br />

ideben sxeulze qons. ai, amodis mze da yovelives hfens<br />

Tavis mbrwyinav sxivebs, adamianebs ki Seaxsenebs TavianT<br />

saqmes: miwaTmoqmedi bars daavlebs xels da saxlidan<br />

gamodis, mWedeli _ uros, xelosani _ Tavis xelsawyoebs;<br />

dedakacebi narTis darTvas an qsovas mixedaven... da<br />

yvela Seudgeba Sromas. fufunebis moyvaruli ki dilau-<br />

Tenia iwyebs zrunvas stomaqis gavsebaze, uxvi sufris<br />

gawyobaze. gvian iRviZebs da zmorebiT dgeba... mzem ki ukve<br />

ra xania gaanaTa iqauroba, yvelam sakmarisadac iSroma,<br />

man ki dRis saukeTeso dro ZilSi gaatara.... sarecelze<br />

didxans jdomis Semdeg, rodis-rodis wamodgeba, mere<br />

irTveba, gamodis gareT, midis daniSnulebis adgilas,<br />

sadac kvlav dajdeba da iwyebs iseT saubarsa da saqmianobas,<br />

rom sjobda arc gahRviZeboda. Tu raime usiamovnos<br />

etyvian, ymawvil qalze ufro mgrZnobiare xdeba; Tu sasiamovnos<br />

_ bavSvze Tavqariani, Tanac saxe gauTaveblad<br />

eRriceba mTqnarebiT. mzad aris, yvela siaves mousminos,<br />

daemorCilos adamianebs Tu ara, vnebebs mainc. mas advilad<br />

ereva mrisxanebac, gulisTqmac, Suric... am dros<br />

rogor eqcevian sxvebi _ yvela mas efereba, emsaxureba,<br />

riTac ufro metad aduneben mis suls, amZafreben mis<br />

sneulebas. Tu aseTi kaci gasaWirSi aRmoCnda, mTlianad<br />

iSleba da iferfleba _ abreSumis samosi ki saerTod verafers<br />

Svelis.<br />

es ar aris litoni saubari _ amas geubnebiT dasamoZ-<br />

Rvrad, raTa aravin icxovros usaqmod da mconared.<br />

uqmobasa da fufunebas kargi araferi moaqvs, mxolod<br />

sulis mzvaobrobasa da pativmoyvarebas asazrdoebs.<br />

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ogor sZulT aseTi kaci Sinaurebsac, megobrebsac da<br />

naTesavebsac! is namdvilad tvirTia ama soflisa, daibada<br />

amaod, umjobesia iTqvas _ ara amaod, aramed Tavisda<br />

saubedurod. warsawymedad da sxvaTa sazianod.<br />

davakvirdeT, aris ki ram sasiamovno amgvar yofaSi,<br />

anu garTobasa da usaqmurobaSi; vin aris im kacze ugvani,<br />

samarcxvino da Sesabralisi, vinc ar icis, ra akeTos?<br />

ar sjobs aTasobiT borkili gedos, vidre ganuwyvetliv<br />

amTqnarebde, ijde moedanze da gamvlel-gamomvlels<br />

Tvals ayolebde?!<br />

sulis buneba iTxovs moZraobas da ver itans gaCerebas.<br />

misTvis, raki RmerTma igi qmediT arsebad Seqmna,<br />

niSandoblivia moqmedeba da miuRebelia uqmad yofna. ar<br />

vlaparakobT sneulTa Sesaxeb. naTqvamis dasadastureblad<br />

Cveni gamocdilebac kmara. araferia ganuwyvetel<br />

garTobasa da mconarebaze samarcxvino. RmerTma amitomac<br />

gvaiZula, gveSroma. umoqmedoba kacs uzianebs<br />

yvelafers, sxeulis asoTac ki. Tu Tvali, stomaqi an<br />

romelime aso ar asrulebs Tavis daniSnulebas, mZimed<br />

sneuldeba. magram aRniSnuli mankierebani yvelaze metad<br />

azianeben suls. Tumca borotebaa uqmobac da uweso saqmianobac...<br />

Tu suli umoqmedod aris, an uweso rames iqms,<br />

Zalas kargavs. amitom SevecadoT, moveridoT uqmobasac<br />

da iseT saqmianobasac, romelic uqmobaze uaresia; aseTebia:<br />

momxveWeloba, mrisxaneba, Suri da sxva vnebebi _ maT<br />

vufrTxildeT, saTnoebani ki mTeli gulmodginebiT aRvasruloT,<br />

raTa wilad gvxvdes aRTqmul sikeTeTa damkvidrebis<br />

pativi.<br />

35-e saubari wignze _ saqme wmidaTa mociqulTaÁ.<br />

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Suris Sesaxeb<br />

se araferi xleCs da arRvevs eklesiis sxeuls,<br />

irogorc siZulvili da Suri. es mZime seni ar imsaxurebs<br />

Sendobas. garkveulwilad, igi borotebis sa-<br />

Taveze uaresia. vercxlismoyvares uxaria, roca Tavad<br />

raRacas iZens, Suriani ki xarobs ara maSin, roca raRac<br />

emateba, aramed roca sxvas moecareba xeli; misTvis bednierebaa<br />

ara sakuTari keTildReoba, aramed sxvaTa ubedureba.<br />

igi, SeiZleba iTqvas, aris yovelTa kacTa saerTo<br />

mteri da qristes asoTa mtanjveli.<br />

ra SeiZleba iyos amaze meti ugunureba?! eSmaks Surs<br />

adamianebisa da araviTar SemTxvevaSi sxva eSmakisa, Sen<br />

ki, adamiano, gSurs kacisa, ebrZvi tomiTa da gvariT na-<br />

Tesavs _ amas eSmakic ki ar iqms! ra gagamarTlebs, viTar<br />

mogeteveba, roca Sen _ moZmis keTildReobis Semxedvare<br />

_ SuriT fers kargav da caxcaxeb, arada es unda gaxarebdes,<br />

aRgafrTovanebdes da Seqebis survils aRgiZravdes!<br />

Tu masTan gajibreba gsurs, ar gikrZalav _ gaejibre,<br />

oRond masaviT keTili saxelis mosapoveblad, imave simaRleebis<br />

misaRwevad, saTnoebaTa gamosavlenad da ara<br />

mis dasajabnad. es iqneba keTili Sejibreba _ mihbaZo<br />

metoqes da ara mtrad moekido, sxvisi srulyofilebis<br />

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gamo ki ar idardo, sakuTari nakli iglovo. magram SuriT<br />

aRZruli kaci piriqiT iqceva: sakuTar naklze ar<br />

zrunavs _ mas sxvaTa srulyofileba tanjavs. Raribs<br />

imdenad ar anaRvlebs Tavisi xelmokleoba, rogorc Surians<br />

_ moyvasis keTildReoba. aris ki ram amaze amazrzeni?!<br />

rogorc zemoT giTxariT, Suriani kaci angarebismoyvareze<br />

saZagelia. es ukanaskneli xarobs maSin, roca<br />

Tavad iZens, Suriani _ roca sxvas araferi eZleva.<br />

maS, SegagonebT, dauteveT borotebis es gza da SeudeqiT<br />

keTil moSurneobas _ Zliersa da cecxlze mxurvales,<br />

rac did sikeTes SegZenT. pavle, rodesac iudevelTa<br />

mosaqcevad iRvwoda, ambobda: vaSuro xolo Tu<br />

ÃorcTa CemTa da vacxovnne vinme maTganni (rom. 11:14)?<br />

vinc iseTi moSurneobiT aris anTebuli, rogorsac pavle<br />

eswrafoda, is mtkivneulad ganicdis ara sxvis keTil<br />

saxelovnebas, aramed sakuTar naklulevanebas. Suriani<br />

sxvagvarad iqceva: mas guls uklavs sxvisi warmateba,<br />

iqceva sxvisi naSromis xelmyofel muqTaxorasaviT, romelic<br />

sulac ar apirebs wamodgomas da Tu sxvis SemarTebas<br />

dainaxavs, boRmiT ivseba da yvela Rones xmarobs mis<br />

dasamxobad.<br />

ras SeiZleba SevadaroT es vneba? vfiqrob, igi hgavs<br />

zarmac, gasuqebul saxedars, romelic fexmard cxenTan<br />

erTad aris Sebmuli, Tavad wamodgoma ezareba da saku-<br />

Tari sxeulis simZimiT cxenis miwaze danarcxebas lamobs.<br />

Suriani arc fiqrobs da arc cdilobs am ZilquSidan<br />

gamosvlas, samagierod, yovel Rones xmarobs, daabrkolos<br />

da daamxos zecisken mswrafveli. amiT igi erTguli<br />

mimbaZveli xdeba eSmakisa, romelmac ixila ra adamiani<br />

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samoTxeSi, sakuTari Tavis gamosworebas ki ar Seecada,<br />

aramed misTvis RvTis naboZebis warTmeva moisurva.<br />

saeTod, eSmaki, rogorc ki dainaxavs zecad amaRlebul<br />

kacs da maT, vinc iqiT iswrafvis, kvlav cdilobs aseTTa<br />

damxobas, riTac sakuTar Tavs usastikes satanjvels<br />

umzadebs. asea mudam: visic SurT, is Tuki fxizlad iqneba,<br />

metad gandiddeba. xolo SuriT Sepyrobili Tavadve<br />

imravlebs borotebas. uSurvelobiT gandidda iosebi.<br />

mRvdel aaronsac roca daemuqra SurianTa xrikebi, Tavad<br />

RmerTma ganacxada misi dadgineba da misma kverTxmac<br />

yvavili gamoiRo (ix. ricxv. 17:8); ase miaRwia udides<br />

keTildReobas da bevr sxva sikeTes iakobma... SuriT<br />

aRvsilni ki Tavs itexdnen uTvalav ubedurebas!<br />

raki viciT es yovelive, veridoT Surs!... miTxar, mainc<br />

ra gSurs? is xom ara, rom Sens moZmes sulieri niWi eboZa?<br />

magram, visgan miiRo igi, Tu ara RmerTisgan? gamodis _<br />

mtrob ufals, vinc es niWi uboZa mas. xedav, sadamde midis<br />

Suris boroteba, raoden did codvad iqceva da sasjelis<br />

ra ufskruls uTxris kacs? veridoT, sayvarelno, am<br />

vnebas! nuravisi SegvSurdeba, piriqiT _ vilociT SuriT<br />

Sepyrobilebze da yvelaferi viRonoT maTSi am vnebis aRmosafxvrelad.<br />

nu moviqceviT im ugunurebiviT, romlebic<br />

sxvaTa dasjis surviliT arafers eridebian da amiT<br />

Sinaganad aRigzneben cecxls. piriqiT, cremli vRvaroT<br />

maTTvis; viglovoT isini, radgan zians ayeneben sakuTar<br />

Tavs _ maTSi Cabudebuli Wia niadag uxravs guls da saTaves<br />

udebs naRvelze umwares Sxams.<br />

vevedroT kacTmoyvare RmerTs, raTa maTSic aRmofxvras<br />

Suris vneba da Cvenzec ar dauSvas es sneuleba. SuriT<br />

dawylulebulTaTvis zeca miuwvdomelia, magram<br />

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manamde saaqao cxovrebac autaneli xdeba. Wia ar xravs<br />

xes da arc CrCili Wams Saleuls ise, rogorc Suris cxeleba<br />

ufitavs Zvlebs da uwamlavs sulier sijansaRes<br />

Surianebs. amitom, Tavic rom davicvaT da sxvebic vixsnaT<br />

uTvalavi gasacdelisagan, moviSoroT es boroti,<br />

yovelgvar wylulebaze umZimesi seni, raTa SeviZinoT<br />

sulieri Zala da SevZloT saaqao moRvaweobac da samomavlo<br />

sikeTeTa damikvidrebac.<br />

31-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT 1 epistoleze.<br />

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TavSekavebuli saubris Sesaxeb<br />

movicnoT eSmakis xrikebi da mzakvroba, mivxvdeT,<br />

arodis dagvesxmis Tavs da Tamamad SevebrZoloT<br />

mas. igi Cveulebriv yvela saSualebas mimarTavs Cvenda<br />

sazianod, gansakuTrebiT iyenebs enasa da pirs. sxeulis<br />

arc erTi aso ar aris misTvis ise gamosadegi Cvens sacduneblad<br />

da warsawymedad, rogorc grZeli ena da Tavis<br />

nebaze miSvebuli bageni. amis gamo mravaljer davcemulvarT<br />

da mZimedac Segvicodavs. Tu raoden iolia enis<br />

gamo dacema, amas [brZeni] gangvimartavs: Soltis cema<br />

wylulebs aCens, eniT cema ki Zvlebs Semusravs (zir.<br />

28:17); da aseTi dacemis simZimis gamosakveTad dasZens:<br />

sjobs miwaze dagicurdes fexi, vidre enaze (zir. 20:18),<br />

anu: umjobesia daece da sxeuliT daSavde, vidre warmoTqva<br />

Cveni sulis warmwymedeli sityva. igi saubrobs<br />

ara oden dacemebze, aramed Segvagonebs kidec yovelive<br />

amis Tavidan asacileblad udidesi yuradRebis gamoCenas:<br />

kari da saketi gaukeTe Sens pirs (zir. 28:25). aq igulisxmeba<br />

ara pirze klitis dadeba, aramed Semdegi miTiTeba:<br />

moukleblad vizrunoT, raTa Cvens enas ujero sityvebi<br />

ar vaTqmevinoT; rom am mxecis mosaTokavad Zalisxmevis<br />

dros yovelTvis gvesaWiroeba zegardmo Semweoba, amas<br />

sxva winaswarmetyvelic Segvaxsenebs da zecisken xelebapyrobili<br />

ambobs: waremarTen locvaÁ Cemi viTarca sakumeveli<br />

Sen winaSe, aRpyrobaÁ ÃelTa CemTaÁ msxuerpl<br />

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samwuxrod (fs. 140:2). is, visac zemomoyvanili Segonebani<br />

ekuTvnis, dasZens: netav eyenos mcveli Cems pirs da<br />

esvas gonierebis beWedi Cem bageebs (zir. 22:29).<br />

xedav, TiToeul maTgans rogor eSinia dacemisa, amitomac<br />

glovoben isini, Segvagoneben, rogor moviqceT<br />

da loculoben, rom daufiqreblad araferi wamoscdeT.<br />

mkiTxav, Tavidanve ratom mogvca RmerTma ena, Tuki mas<br />

esodeni zianis moyeneba SeuZlia? imitom, rom mas didi<br />

sikeTec moaqvs _ es Cvenzea damokidebuli _ Tu fxizlad<br />

viqnebiT, is mxolod sargebels SegvZens da arafers<br />

dagviSavebs. mousmine imave brZens: sikudili da cxorebaÁ<br />

ÃelTa Sina enisaTa (igav. 18:21). qristec imaves gveubneba:<br />

sityuaTa SenTagan ganhmarTlde da sityuaTa SenTagan<br />

daisajo (mT. 12:37). enisgan mosalodnelia erTic da<br />

meorec, Sen ki enis patroni xar. igive iTqmis maxvilzec:<br />

Tu mas mtris winaaRmdeg gamoiyeneb, Seni mxsneli<br />

saWurveli gaxdeba; magram Tu Tavad miiyeneb Wrilobebs,<br />

es iqneba ara rkinis saWurvlis, aramed sakuTari<br />

ugunuri qcevis brali.<br />

ase vimsjeloT enazec: igi gzagasayarze aRmarTuli<br />

maxvilia. galese igi sakuTar codvaTa samxileblad da<br />

ara moZmisTvis Casacemad _ RmerTma imitom aRmarTa<br />

enis win bage-kbilTa galavani, rom man daufiqreblad ar<br />

wamoisrolos ujero sityvebi. piri mokume da ise gaaCere<br />

ena, Tu amas ver axerxeb, kbilebs, viTarca jalaTebs, miugde<br />

igi dasakbenad. umjobesia, enaze vikbendeT axla, vidre<br />

samomavlod gvenatrebodes wveTi wyali, piri gviSrebodes,<br />

Sveba ki arsaidan Candes. ena xom Cveulebriv<br />

sxva mraval codvasac sCadis, roca borotmetyvelebs,<br />

mkrexelobs, bilwsityvaobs, cils swamebs, fics debs da<br />

masve arRvevs.<br />

sityva mosanaTlavad ganmzadebulTaTvis.<br />

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Semcodebelma emcodebelma gadarCenis sasoeba<br />

ar unda dakargos<br />

iTxar, kacTagan vin aris ucodveli? imisTvis arse-<br />

mbobs msxverpli da eklesia, locva da marxva, rom<br />

mravali sulieri iara gvaqvs; amitomac moiZebna maTi<br />

samkurnalo saSualeba da TiToeuli WrilobisaTvis<br />

momzadda Sesaferisi wamali. Sen gaqvs eklesia, sadac<br />

arian wmindanTa dasebi, Seiwireba msxverpli, ikiTxeba<br />

mamaTa locvani, aResruleba suliwmidis damoZRvra,<br />

msaxureba martvilTa mosaxsenieblad da bevri sxva ram,<br />

rasac SeuZlia codvidan simarTlisken Seni Semobruneba.<br />

iqneb ar ici, rom trapezis win wardgomilnic codvilebi<br />

arian? isinic Zval-xorciT arian Semosilni da uduRT<br />

sisxli. Cven, taxtze msxdomareni, vmoZRvravT sxvebs,<br />

magram codvebi Cvenc gvaqvs, radgan Cven _ adamianebi<br />

_ erTnairi qmnilebani varT; magram sasowarkveTilebas<br />

mainc ar veZleviT, RvTis kacTmoyvarebis imeds ar<br />

vkargavT da mas sisastikisTvis ar vsayvedurobT; RvTis<br />

usazRvro kacTmoyvarebis Semyureni moukleblad vaswavliT.<br />

rac met upiratesobas gvaZlevs xarisxi, miT<br />

mZime aRmoCndeba CvenTvis wamoyenebuli braldeba. erTia<br />

mowafis Secodeba, meore _ maswavleblisa, magram Cven<br />

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ukan ar vixevT, raTa Tavmdablobis sababiT uzrunvelobas<br />

ar miveceT.<br />

RvTis gangebulebiT xdeba, rom Tavad mRvdlebic codvilni<br />

arian da ai, ratom: Tavad moZRvarni da maswavlebelni<br />

rom ar scodavdnen da ar ikarebdnen yofiT vnebebs,<br />

sxvaTa mimarT araadamianurni da mkacrni iqnebodnen.<br />

amitomac moawyo RmerTma ise, rom maTzedac vnebebi moqmedebdes,<br />

raTa sxvebs miutevon is Secodebani, rac Tavadve<br />

stanjavT.<br />

RmerTma ZvelTagan dRevandlamde moawyo ise, rom ma-<br />

Tze, visTvisac keTilineba eklesiisa da eris Cabareba,<br />

dauSva codviT dacema, raTa am ukanasknelT sxvaTa mimarT<br />

gamoeCinaT kacTmoyvareba. maT rom ar CaedinaT codva,<br />

sruliad Seuwynarebelni iqnebodnen codvilTa mimarT,<br />

gaxdebodnen ulmobelni da yvelas gankveTdnen eklesiidan.<br />

da rom es marTlac asea da amas varaudiT ar mogaxsenebT,<br />

Sevecdebi, TvalsaCino magaliTiT dagidasturoT.<br />

petres Cahbarda kliteni eklesiisa, ufro sworad _<br />

kliteni zecisa, da masTan erTad uamravi adamiani. ras<br />

eubneboda mas ufali? migcne Sen kliteni sasufevelisa<br />

caTaÁsani; da romeli Sehkra queyanasa zeda, krul iyos<br />

igi caTa Sina; da romeli ganhÃsna queyanasa zeda, Ãsnil<br />

iyos igi caTa Sina (mT. 16:19). petre zogjer metismetad<br />

mkacri iyo da Tavad sruliad ucodveli gana Seundobda<br />

Tavis mowafeebs? amitom dauSva saRvTo madlma codvaSi<br />

misi Cavardna, raTa gancdil tanjvas masSi sxvaTa mimarT<br />

mimteveblobis gancda aReZra. Sexede, codvaSi visi Cagdeba<br />

dauSva RmerTma! petresi, vinc aris mociqulTa Tavi,<br />

SeuZvreli saZirkveli, pitalo qva, eklesiaSi pirveli,<br />

qariSxalTaTvis miuwvdomeli navsayudeli da uryevi<br />

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sveti. petre, romelic qristes eubneboda: daRacaTu<br />

jer-iyos sikudili Cemi Sen Tana, arasada uvar-gyo Sen<br />

(mT. 26:35); romelmac saRvTo gamocxadebiT aRiara WeSmariteba:<br />

Sen xar qriste, Ze RmrTisa cxovelisaÁ (mT.<br />

16:16); am petrem, roca qristes gacemis Rames gasaTbobad<br />

mivida koconTan, iq ki erTi mxevali miuaxlovda da<br />

uTxra: da Senca iyav iesuÁs Tana, galilevelisa, upasuxa:<br />

ara vici kaci igi (mT. 26:69-72). man ufali uaryo meoredac<br />

da mesamedac. bolos gaaxsenda ra iesos naTqvami,<br />

gulsxmahyo, daiwyo tirili da Tavisi codva Seinana.<br />

ase dauSva kacTmoyvare ufalma codviT misi dacema,<br />

radgan icoda, rom mas, rogorc adamians, unda gamoecada<br />

adamianuri tanjva. rogorc zemoT aRvniSne, petres<br />

codviT dacema man moawyo da dauSva, raki misTvis unda<br />

Caebarebina didZali xalxi; petre ar unda darCeniliyo<br />

uwindeliviT mkacri da ucodveli, raTa sisastike<br />

ar gamoeCina moZmeTa mimarT. igi saRvTo mowyobiTa da<br />

nebiT daeca codviT, raTa xsomeboda sakuTari danaSauli<br />

da uflisgan Sendoba, Semdgom ki Tavadac gamoeCina<br />

kacTmoyvareba da lmobiereba sxvaTa mimarT. ase dauSva<br />

ufalma codvaSi Cavardniliyo petre _ eklesiis sveti<br />

da rwmenis navsayudeli _ is, visac Caabara eklesia, raTa<br />

mas _ msoflios moZRvars _ sakuTari danaSaulis gamo<br />

sxvaTa mimarT gamoeCina kacTmoyvareba.<br />

ratom geubnebiT amas? imitom, rom gangimartoT _<br />

Cven, mRvdlebi _ taxtze msxdomni da dammoZRvravni _<br />

codvilni varT. imitom ar Cahbarda mRvdloba angelozebsa<br />

da mTavarangelozebs, rom ucodvelni arian da<br />

mosalodnelia, TavianTi piruTvnelobis gamo elviT<br />

gangmiron codvili eriskacebi. mRvdloba da misi taxti<br />

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ufalma ando kacs, kacisgan Sobils, Tavadac codvilsa<br />

da vnebebis zemoqmedebis qveS myofs, raTa igi, sakuTar<br />

SecodebaTa gamo, sxva codvilis mimarT kacTmoyvare<br />

iyos. WeSmaritad, mRvdeli rom angelozi yofiliyo, is<br />

romelime memruSes danaxvis umal sasikvdilo ganaCens<br />

gamoutanda, raki misTvis aseTi vneba ucxo iqneboda. angelozsac<br />

rom mieRo mRvdlobis ufleba, Tavad ucodveli<br />

Semcodebels ar damoZRvravda, aramed risxviT anTebuli<br />

myisve gamoutanda sasikvdilo ganaCens.<br />

saubari petre mociqulsa da elia winaswarmetyvelze.<br />

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guliswyromisa da SeuracxmyoflebTan<br />

Serigebis Sesaxeb<br />

a Sendobis Rirsni viqnebiT Cven, romlebic erT-<br />

rmaneTTan mtrobasa da CxubSi velur mxecebs vemsgavsebiT,<br />

Cvens mowinaaRmdegeebs ki borotmoqmedebsa da<br />

wyeulebs vuwodebT? is ki misatevebelia, rom mtrebi<br />

gvyavs?! nuTu ar ici, rom sxvisi pativismcemeli sakuTar<br />

Tavsac miagebs pativs, Cven ki Seuracxyofas sakuTar<br />

Tavs vayenebT. Sen adanaSauleb sxvas, rom man Seuracxgyo,<br />

magram TviTon ase TavgamodebiT ratom sdeb brals?<br />

Sens Tavs ratom ayeneb Wrilobas? arada gmarTebs, iyo<br />

uvnebo, Seuvali; sxvisTvis avisqmnis surviliT sakuTar<br />

Tavs nu dauSaveb rames. gana ar gvyofnis sxva, sruliad<br />

umizezod aRZruli iseTi sulieri SfoTvani, rogorebicaa:<br />

uadgilo survilebi, wyenani, imedgacruebani da a. S,<br />

ra saWiroa, am CamonaTvals axlebic SevmatoT!<br />

metyvi: rogor unda moviTmino, roca Seuracxmyofen?<br />

ratomac ara! mipasuxe _ gana sityvebi Wrilobebs gvayeneben<br />

an sxeulze iarebs gvitoveben _ ras gviSaveben?...<br />

arafers! Tu movisurvebT, yovelive amis moTmenasac<br />

SevZlebT. kanonad gavixadoT _ rac unda gviTxran,<br />

Seuracxyofilad ar vigrnoT Tavi da wyenasac avitanT.<br />

vuTxraT sakuTar Tavs: es xdeba ara Cemdami mtrobis, ar-<br />

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amed Seuracxmyofelis uZlurebis gamo. es asea!... roca<br />

Seuracxyofilma icis, rom ase eqcevian ara mtrobis an<br />

borotmzraxvelobis gamo, uamravi wyenac rom miayenon,<br />

Tavis Sekavebas SeZlebs. Tu Cvenc ase SevxedavT amas da<br />

mizezad uZlurebas miviCnevT, yvelafers moviTmenT,<br />

Seuracxmyofels mivutevebT, Tavad ki SevecdebiT, misi<br />

saqcieli ar gavimeoroT.<br />

axla vekiTxebi yvela aq myofs: SeZlebT, Tuki moisurvebT,<br />

gamoiCinoT sibrZne da moiTminoT Seuracxyofani?<br />

vfiqrob, dadebiTad mipasuxebT. magaliTad, Seuracxmyofeli<br />

wyenas gayenebs uneburad da ara gangeb _<br />

mas amgvar qcevas buneba aiZulebs. Sen Seikave Tavi! ver<br />

xedav eSmakeulebs _ rogor borgaven ara mtrobis, aramed<br />

uZlurebis gamo; wyenis mizezic ufro CvenSia, vidre<br />

SeuracxyofaSi. Tu ase ar aris, ratom viTmenT imave<br />

Seuracxyofas eSmakeulebisgan, megobrebisgan an zemdgomTagan.<br />

aris Tu ara ugunureba am sam SemTxvevaSi: eSmakeulTagan,<br />

megobarTagan da zemdgomTagan Seuracxyofa<br />

avitanoT, xolo Cvenive TanasworTa an qvemdgomTagan<br />

_ ara? me mravaljer miTqvams, rom aseTi wyena CvenSi<br />

mxolod wuTier Zvras iwvevs _ cota moviTminoT da<br />

yvelaferi gaivlis...<br />

ufro sustia is, vinc met Seuracxyofas ayenebs sxvas.<br />

ici, rodis unda vigrZnoT Tavi Seuracxyofilad? roca<br />

Cven ukeTurad veqceviT sxvas, is ki dums _ am dros is<br />

Zlieria, Cven ki uniaToni. Tu piriqiT moxda, unda gvixarodes<br />

kidec, radgan Rirsni SeviqnebiT gvirgvinisa da<br />

didebisa. Tu movisurvebT, brZolis velze gausvlelad,<br />

Takara mzeze Tu mtverSi metoqesTan Sebmisa da Widilis<br />

gareSe, msxdomareni Tu fexze mdgomareni SevZlebT<br />

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imaze gacilebiT didi gvirgvinis dadgmas, vidre iReben<br />

namdvili mebrZolni. winaaRmdgomi mtris damarcxeba da<br />

mrisxanebis isrebis dablagveba erTi da igive ar aris.<br />

Sen, rogorc Rirseuli mwyemsi, imarjveb metoqesTan<br />

Seurkineblad, axSob SenSi anTebul vnebas, klav mZvinvare<br />

mxecs, iokeb siSmages maSin, roca mogelis sulieri<br />

amboxi, Sinaomi.<br />

alyaSi moqceul qalaqs mteri maSin sZlevs, roca iq<br />

Sinaomebis gaCaRebas axerxebs. asea Seuracxmyofelic _<br />

Tu ver SeZlebs CvenSi vnebaTa gaRvivebas, verc dagvjabnis.<br />

Cveni ganrisxebis gareSe mas saerTod ar eqneba Zala.<br />

dae, guliswyromis naperwkali Rviodes CvenSi da aaldes<br />

maSin, roca saWiroa, oRond ara Cvens dasawvavad da<br />

uamravi zianis mosayeneblad.<br />

ver xedavT, rom saxlebSi cecxlisTvis garkveuli<br />

adgilia gamoyofili. Radars ar inaxaven SemTxveviT<br />

adgilze, arc TivasTan an samosTan axlos, raTa qaris<br />

Semobervaze naperwkali ar gaRvivdes da xanZari ar<br />

gaCndes. msaxurs lampris anTebisas an mzareuls koconis<br />

gaCaRebis dros mkacrad uTiTeben: es ar gaakeTon qarSi,<br />

xis nivTebis siaxloves da sibneleSi. RamiT cecxls<br />

vaqrobT, radgan gveSinia, Zilis dros, roca Tvalyuris<br />

mdevneli aravin iqneba, ar gaCaRdes da ar gadawvas<br />

yvelaferi. swored ase moveqceT mrisxanebasac: dae,<br />

igi nu mohyveba yvela Cvens gulissityvas; naperwkaliviT<br />

SevinaxoT sulis siRrmeSi, raTa misi aaleba damokidebuli<br />

iyo Cvenze da ara mowinaaRmdegis sityvebis qariSxalze,<br />

oRond Cven es mrisxaneba unda aRvZraT zomierad<br />

da usafrTxod, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi _ Tu mas gare<br />

mizezebi gaaRviveben, am mrisxanebis cecxls veRaraferi<br />

Caaqrobs da yvelafers gadabugavs.<br />

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maS, gavaRvivoT CvenSi igi mxolod imisTvis, rom<br />

gaanaTos _ droulad aRZruli guliswyroma sinaTles<br />

afrqvevs. gamoviyenoT es lampari sxvaTa mCagvrelTa da<br />

eSmakTa winaaRmdeg. dae, yvelgan nu gaifanteba misi nakverCxlebi<br />

_ isini Cven SevinaxoT Tavmdabali gulissityvebis<br />

nacarqveS. guliswyroma ara mudam, aramed<br />

mxolod maSin gvWirdeba, roca aucilebelia raRacis<br />

gamosworeba an Serbileba, vinmes sijiutis gatexva an<br />

Segoneba.<br />

ramdeni boroteba moaqvs sificxesa da mrisxanebas! da<br />

rac gansakuTrebiT mZimea, roca vinmes vmtrobT, ar gvsurs,<br />

Tavad gadavdgaT nabiji Serigebisken da velodebiT<br />

sxvebs. TiToeuls saTakilo saqmed miaCnia meore mxaresTan<br />

misvla da dazavebis SeTavazeba. ganxeTqilebisa<br />

da gayofis ar rcxvenia _ piriqiT, Tavad iwyebs am siaves<br />

_ xolo misvla da ganyofilTan SeerTeba eTakileba;<br />

iqceva im kaciviT, romelic uyoymanod moikveTs sxeulis<br />

nawils, misi Sexorcebisa ki rcxvenia.<br />

amaze ras ityvi, adamiano?!... iqneb Zalian awyenine<br />

vinmes da didi SuRlis mizezadac Tavad iqeci? samar-<br />

Tlianoba moiTxovs, Sen, rogorc mtrobis Camomdgebi,<br />

pirveli mixvide masTan da Seurigde. iqneb sxvam gawyenina<br />

da SuRlic manve daTesa? am SemTxvevaSic Sen unda<br />

ecado Serigebas; amis mxilvelni ufro aRfrTovandebian<br />

SeniT da dagrCeba upiratesoba rogorc pirvel, ise<br />

meore SemTxvevaSi. arc mtrobis mizezi iqnebi da arc<br />

misi gagrZeleba dagbraldeba; Tanac SesaZloa, meore<br />

mxaremac Seignos Tavisi danaSauli, Sercxves da gons<br />

moegos. is qedmaRalia? miT ufro nu daayovneb masTan misvlas,<br />

raki igi ori sneulebiT _ siamayiTa da mrisxanebiT<br />

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_ itanjeba. Tavad moZebne mizezi, Tu ratom gmarTebs,<br />

masTan pirveli mixvide: Sen janmrTeli xar da danaxva<br />

SegiZlia, is ki wyvdiadSia _ ase icis mrisxanebam da ampartavnebam.<br />

Sen ki maTgan Tavisufali da jansaRi xar _<br />

maS, midi mowinaaRmdegesTan, rogorc eqimi sneulTan.<br />

romeli eqimi ityvis: ar waval mavanTan, radgan is avad<br />

ariso? piriqiT, mkurnalni swored maSin midian sneul-<br />

Tan, roca xedaven, rom is dauZlurebulia da Tavad ver<br />

modis; msubuq avadmyofebze eqimebi nakleb zrunaven,<br />

xolo loginad Cavardnilebs sxvagvarad eqcevian.<br />

gana siamaye da mrisxaneba yvela sneulebaze mZime ar<br />

aris?! gana ar hgavs ampartavneba mwvave cxelebas, xolo<br />

mrisxaneba _ sxeuls modebul simsivnes?! warmoidgine,<br />

ra mZimea cxelebisa da simsivnisgan tanjva. maS, wadi da<br />

Caaqre misi cecxli _ Sen amas RvTis SewevniT SeZleb...<br />

mkiTxav, Tuki is amiT ufro gaamaydeba? es ar gexeba: Sen<br />

Seni saqme hqmen, man ki, dae, Tavad agos pasuxi! mTavaria,<br />

metoqis aseTi qcevis gamo ar vgrZnobdeT sindisis qenjnas,<br />

rom Cveni mxridan raRac saTanadod ver aRvasruleT.<br />

Siodis Tu mtersa Sensa, puri ec mas; da, swyurodis<br />

Tu, asu mas; rameTu ese raÁ hyo, nakuercxali cecxlisaÁ<br />

Sehkribo Tavsa missa (rom. 12:20) _ gveubneba mociquli,<br />

Tumca aqac gvavalebs, wavideT, SevurigdeT da keTilad<br />

moveqceT mters ara imitom, rom nakuercxali cecxlisaÁ<br />

SevkriboT mis Tavze, aramed raTa amis damnaxavi gamoswordes;<br />

rom qvelmoqmedebam mtrobaze metad SeaZrwunos<br />

da siyvarulis am niSnebma wyenaze ufro SeaSinos.<br />

mtrisTvis ise saSiSi ar aris siavis mqmneli kaci, rogorc<br />

keTilismyofeli, radgan pirveli zians ayenebs TavisTavsac<br />

da masac. meore ki mxolod mis Tavze agrovebs<br />

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nakverCxlebs. pavle am yovelives gveubneba imitom, rom<br />

uTanxmoebis Sesawyvetad gangvawyos, Tundac mtris<br />

dasjis imediT. Cven ise sastikni varT, rom arc movisurvebdiT<br />

mterTan Serigebas, misi rogorRac dasjis<br />

imedi rom ar gvqondes. pavle mociquli amitomac gvigdebs<br />

am satyuaras, rogorc nadirebs. magram ufals mociqulTaTvis<br />

es ar uTqvams. misi sityvebia: iyvneT Tquen<br />

Svil mamisa Tquenisa zecaTaÁsa, rameTu mze misi aRmovals<br />

borotTa zeda da keTilTa, da wÂms marTalTa zeda<br />

da cruTa (mT. 5:45). sxvagvarad SeuZlebelic aris, rom<br />

qvelmoqmedi da qvelmoqmedebis mimRebi mtrebad darCnen<br />

_ amitomac misca ufalma mociqulebs aseTi mcneba.<br />

50-e saubari wignze _ saqme wmidaTa mociqulTaÁ.<br />

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Wirsa Tu lxinSi RvTisadmi madlierebis<br />

Sesaxeb<br />

ac unda dagvemarTos _ iqneba es sneuleba Tu<br />

rsiRatakeSi Cavardna _ RmerTs mudam madloba<br />

unda SevwiroT. Tu Zvel aRTqmaSi gvirCevda brZeni: rac<br />

SegemTxveva, yvelaferi miiRe da sulgrZelobiT daiTmine<br />

damcirebani (zir. 2:4), miT ufro ase unda iyos<br />

axal aRTqmaSi. gadauxade madloba RmerTs, Tundac amis<br />

mizezs ver xvdebode _ amas hqvia madliereba. araferia<br />

gansakuTrebuli da gasaocari madlobis gadaxdaSi maSin,<br />

roca sikeTeni geZleva, janmrTelad xar, yvelafers aRwev<br />

da bednierebas grZnob; mTavaria, madloba gamoxato<br />

Wirisa da gansacdelis dros. sxvas nurafers ityvi, Tqvi<br />

mxolod es: gmadlob Sen, ufalo!<br />

magram raRa amqveyniur, saaqao ubedurebebze geubnebiT!<br />

RmerTs madloba unda SeswiroT Tavad geheniis,<br />

sasjelis, saiqio wamebisaTvis. Tu yuradRebiT viqnebiT,<br />

amgvari ganwyoba udides sargebels SegvZens _ geheniis<br />

SiSi Cvens guls lagams amosdebs. ara oden TvalsaCino,<br />

aramed farul, Cveni survilis gauTvaliswineblad movlenil<br />

qvelmoqmedebaTa gamoc gvmarTebs madliereba.<br />

RmerTi uamrav sikeTes gvZens maSinac, roca es ar gv-<br />

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surs an ver vxedavT. Tu ar gjeraT, ganvavrcob am azrs:<br />

dafiqrdiT, urjulo da uRmerTo elinebi yvelafers<br />

mzesa da TavianT kerpebs miaweren, magram uflis qvelmoqmedeba<br />

gana maTzec ar vrceldeba?! nuTu mis gangebulebas<br />

ar unda umadloden isini sicocxles, janmrTelobas,<br />

Svilebs... eretikosebi gmoben RmerTs, vinc yoveldRe<br />

sZens maT sikeTeebs. Tu aseTTaTvis idumal qvelmoqmedebs<br />

ufali, CvenTvis xom miT ufro iqms amas. RmerTisTvis<br />

sxva ra aris niSandoblivi, Tu ara keTilismyofeloba _<br />

gacxadebuli sasjelSic da qvelmoqmedebaSic.<br />

amrigad, ara mxolod lxinSi unda viyoT uflis madlierni,<br />

rac bevrs arafers niSnavs. es uwyis eSmakma da<br />

amitomac Tqva: nuukue medad (usasyidlod) hmsaxurebsa<br />

iob ufalsa? anu ara Sen mozRudea garemo misa da Sinagani<br />

saxlisa misisaÁ? da gareSe yovelive raÁ ars misi,<br />

moicev, saqmeni xelTa misTani akurTxen da sacxovari<br />

misi mraval-hyav (iob. 1:9-10). Tumca am borotmoqmeds<br />

iobis keTildReobiT araferi akldeboda. eSmaki arc<br />

Cven dagvindobs...<br />

roca siRatake, sneuleba, ubedureba gvewveva, RmerTs<br />

yvelaze mxurvale samadlobeli swored maSin unda aRvuvlinoT.<br />

me vgulisxmob madlierebas ara eniT, aramed<br />

qceviT, saqmiT, fiqrebiT _ saerTod mTeli guliTa da<br />

suliT. ufals vuyvarvarT metad, vidre Cvens mSoblebs.<br />

RvTis siyvaruli imdenad aRemateba mSoblis siyvaruls,<br />

ramdenadac gulwrfeloba _ cbierebas.<br />

19-e saubari efeselTa mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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RvTis siyvarulis Sesaxeb<br />

viyvardes RmerTi umetes yovlisa!... moviZuloT<br />

gyofiTi sikeTeni, raTa RvTisadmi Cveni siyvaruli<br />

wmindad SevinaxoT, ganuyoflad vataroT da ar davasustoT,<br />

es saunje (RvTisadmi siyvaruli) SegvZens yovelgvar<br />

simdidres: ganZs, pativs, didebas, saxelovnebas...<br />

davimarxoT igi gulSi da sxva araferi dagvWirdeba.<br />

RvTis saTanadod moyvarulni gana odesme ahyvebian kacobriv<br />

sixaruls an Wir-varams? ara! isini zedac ar<br />

uyureben amqveyniur elvarebas, sicilad ar yofniT<br />

yovelgvari keTildReoba, arad dagideven nebismier ubedurebas;<br />

RmerTs siyvaruliT miemsWvalebian da mis garda<br />

verafers xedaven, mudam Tvalwin udgaT da amitomac sakuTari<br />

Tavi ubednieresad miaCniaT. isini, Tundac Ratakni,<br />

Seuracxyofilni, borkildadebulni, SeWirvebulni,<br />

ukidures gansacdelSi myofni, Tavad mefeebs aRematebian<br />

bednierebiT da sakuTar tanjva-vaebaSi gasaocar nugeSs<br />

pouloben, radgan ician, rom amas TavianTi sayvareli<br />

uflisTvis iTmenen. pavle, visac ganuwyvetliv emuqreboda<br />

saskvdilo safrTxe dilegSi, CasaZiravad ganwirul<br />

gemze Tu udabnoSi myofs, visac wilad xvda gamaTraxeba<br />

da sxva uTvalavi sasjeli, xarobda, mxiarulobda,<br />

zeimobda da ambobda: ara xolo ese, aramed viqadiTca<br />

WirTa Sina, uwyiT, rameTu Wiri moTminebasa Seiqms (rom.<br />

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5:3); aw mixaris vnebaTa maT Sina TquenTÂs da aRvasruleb<br />

daklebulTa maT WirTa qristesTa ÃorciTa CemiTa guamisaTÂs<br />

misisa, romel ars eklesiaÁ (kol. 1:24). Tanac am<br />

yovelives uwodebda madlmosil saboZvars da aRiarebda:<br />

Tquen migemadla qristÀsTÂs ara xolo misa mimarT sarwmunoebaÁ,<br />

aramed misTÂs vnebaÁca (flp. 1:29).<br />

Cvenc SevecadoT, SeviZinoT aseTi sulieri ganwyoba da<br />

sixaruliT avitanoT Cvenze moweuli yvela ubedureba.<br />

amas ki maSin SevZlebT, Tu RmerTs daviT winaswarmetyveliviT<br />

SeviyvarebT, rac misive sityvebidan gamosWvivis:<br />

viTarca saxed surin iremsa wyaroTa mimarT wyalTasa,<br />

egre surin sulsa Cemsa Sendami, RmerTo! swyuris sulsa<br />

Cemsa RmrTisa mimarT Zlierisa da cxovelisa: odesme mivide<br />

da veCueno pirsa RmrTisasa (fs. 41:2-3)? mas ar uTqvams:<br />

Seiyvara sulma Cemma RmerTi cxoveli; ganwyobis<br />

gamosaxatavad man sakuTar grZnobas uwoda `wyurvili”,<br />

riTac gviCvena Tavisi siyvarulis siRrme, mgznebareba da<br />

ucvalebloba. adamiani wyurvils SeigrZnobs ara erTior<br />

dRes, aramed mTeli sicocxle, radgan misive buneba<br />

aiZulebs amas; es netari mama (daviTi) da yvela wmindanic<br />

ara drodadro ganicdidnen Semusvrilebas, rogorc es<br />

mravals axasiaTebs da raSic gansakuTrebuli araferia,<br />

aramed isini moukleblad, ganuwyvetliv sul ufro mZafrad<br />

SeigrZnobdnen am siyvaruls. es ganwyobaa gamoxatuli<br />

sityvebSi: swyuris sulsa Cemsa RmrTisa mimarT<br />

Zlierisa da cxovelisa. aq mas surs, agvixsnas Tavisi siyvarulis<br />

mizezi, xolo rogor unda gviyvardes RmerTi,<br />

amas gviCvenebs naTqvamiT: swyuris sulsa Cemsa RmrTisa<br />

mimarT Zlierisa; amas igi urTavs sityvas `cxovelisa”,<br />

riTac TiTqosda yvelas _ yofiT nivTebze mijaWvulT _<br />

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mouxmobs da arwmunebs: ase ugunurad ratom emonebiT<br />

sxeulis cdunebas, risTvis giyvarT xorci da gwyuriaT<br />

dideba?! ratom daeZebT siamovnebebs?! amaTgan xom araferia<br />

mudmivi da ukvdavi _ yvelaferi warmavalia da ganqarvebadi,<br />

landze ususuri, sizmarze cru, gazafxulis<br />

yvavilebze mswrafl Wknobadi. erTni saaqao cxovrebas-<br />

Tan erTad qrebian, meoreni _ ufro adre iRupebian. isini<br />

swrafad cvalebadni arian, maTi floba arasaimedoa,<br />

maTiT tkboba _ aramdgradi. magram RmerTi, visi myofoba<br />

saukunoa, srulad ucvalebeli da gardauqmnelia. amitom<br />

davuteoT droebiTi da warmavali, SeviyvaroT samarad-<br />

Jamo da yvelganmyofi RmerTi. visac is uyvars, arasdros<br />

gawbildeba, misi siyvaruli arc ganeldeba da arc gaqreba.<br />

simdidris moyvaruls ki sikvdilisTanave, an manamdec<br />

xelidan ecleba Tavisi siyvarulis sagani. igive emarTeba<br />

warmavali didebis moyvaruls. rac Seexeba xorciel silamazes,<br />

igi gacilebiT swrafad ikargeba, vidre simdidre<br />

da amsofliuri dideba. saerTod, yovelive yofiTi<br />

xanmokle da warmavalia _ rogorc ki gamokrTeba, myisve<br />

qreba.<br />

sul sxvaa sulieri siyvaruli _ igi mudam cocxlobs<br />

da ifurCqneba, mas veras aklebs sibere, ar Zveldeba,<br />

aris sruliad ucvalebeli da gardauqmneli, ar aSinebs<br />

gaurkveveli momavali. misi mflobelni aqve iZenen<br />

sargebels da saimedod arian daculni, es siyvaruli<br />

wuTisoflidan gansvlis merec ar tovebs am adamianebs,<br />

mihyveba saiqioSic, sadac maT varskvlavze meti brwyinvalebiT<br />

warmoaCens samomavlo samsjavroze.<br />

maS, nu gagvaocebs awmyo sikeTeni, raTa gagvaocos samomavlom;<br />

umjobesia iTqvas: aRgvafrTovanos samomavlo<br />

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sikeTeebma, raTa ar aRgvafrTovanos amsofliurma. Tu<br />

mudam amaze vifiqrebT da warmovidgenT zeciur sasufevels,<br />

ukvdavebas, mwuxarebas moklebul dausrulebel<br />

cxovrebas, angelozebTan erTad zeims, qristesTan Tanamyofobas,<br />

waruval didebas; Tu gvemaxsovreba, rom im<br />

cxovrebaSi ar arsebobs cremli, yvedreba da borotmetyveleba,<br />

sikvdili, dardi, jafa, sibere, sneuleba,<br />

uZlureba, siRaribe, ciliswameba, qvrivoba, codva,<br />

gankiTxva, dasja, wameba da saerTod yvelaferi, rac ki<br />

saaqao cxovrebaSi mtanjveli da usiamovnoa; rom piriqiT,<br />

iq sufevs simSvide, myudroeba, sikeTe, siyvaruli,<br />

sixaruli, sasoeba. pativi, sinaTle da sxva eniT aRuwereli<br />

sikeTeni, maSin saaqao aRaraferi mogvxiblavs da<br />

SegveZleba, winaswarmetyvelis msgavsad vTqvaT: odesme<br />

mivide da veCueno pirsa RmrTisasa? aseTi sulieri ganwyobiT<br />

arc siamaye dagveufleba yofiTi bednierebisgan,<br />

arc mowyineba ubedurebis gamo, arc mzvaobroba, arc<br />

sxva ram maTi msgavsi.<br />

saubari 41-e fsalmunze.<br />

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vercxlismoyvarebis Sesaxeb<br />

isi madlieri SeiZleba iyos vercxlismoyvare?<br />

v_ aravisi! mas yvela Tavis mtrad miaCnia da mzad<br />

aris, yvelaferi waarTvas maT. Tundac mTeli Seni qoneba<br />

misce, madlobasac ar getyvis, piriqiT, gisayvedurebs<br />

_ ratom meti da meti simdidris mflobeli ar gaxade.<br />

Tundac samyaros meufed dasvi, arafrad CaTvlis. misi<br />

avadmyofurad gaumaZRari survilis dakmayofileba Seu-<br />

Zlebelia. rogorc cxelebiT gatanjuls mudam swyuria,<br />

pirgamSrali verafriT iklavs am mtanjvel grZnobas,<br />

ise simdidris vnebiT Sepyrobili verasdros daikmayofilebs<br />

survils. amitomac arasdros iqneba igi vinmes<br />

madlieri, uxvadac rom miiRos misgan. igi madlobas<br />

gadauxdis mxolod maT, visganac imdens gamorCeba, ramdenic<br />

Tavad surs, magram amdenis micemas veravin SeZlebs,<br />

radgan vercxlismoyvaris survils sazRvrebi ar<br />

aqvs. amitomac ar SeuZlia, iyos vinmes madlobeli.<br />

angarebismoyvareze gulqva kaci dedamiwaze ar dadis.<br />

igi mTeli msoflios moZulea, raki swyins, rom<br />

sxva adamianebic arseboben; rom qveyana ukacrieli ar<br />

aris da marto Tavad ar epatroneba yovelives... netav, _<br />

natrobs vercxlismoyvare, _ qalaqSi miwisZvra moxdes,<br />

yvelas miwam uyos piri da marto me davrCe, xom Cavig-<br />

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deb xelT yvelas qonebas! netav, saxadi gaCndes da yvela<br />

gawyvitos, oqro xom xeluxleblad damrCeba; netav, wyaldidoba<br />

moxdes an zRva gadmovides napirebidan... bevri<br />

msgavsi azri utrialebs gonebaSi, erTi sasikeTo survilic<br />

ki ar gaukrTeba _ martooden miwisZvras, oms,<br />

xanZars, saxads natrobs.<br />

miTxar, sacodavo, yvela monaze ubadruko da saZulvelo<br />

adamiano, yvelaferi rom oqrod iqces, gana Sim-<br />

SiliT ar mokvdebi da is oqroc oxrad ar dagrCeba? Tu<br />

msoflio miwisZvram daangria, Senc xom daiRupebi Seni<br />

warmwymedeli vnebiTurT; dedamiwaze adamianebi rom<br />

gawydnen, veRaravin gaakeTebs imas, rac cxovrebisTvis<br />

Tavadve gWirdeba. warmovidginoT, uazro da SeuZlebeli<br />

ram _ msoflioSi uceb gaqra yvela adamiani, Sen<br />

dagrCa maTi simdidre, mTeli avla-dideba: oqro-vercxli,<br />

abreSumis samosi, Zvirfasi nivTebi... TavisTavad<br />

Sens xelT gadmovida. magram ras moigeb amiT? arafers!<br />

male mokvdebi, raki aRar iqnebian xabazebi, miwaTmoqmedni;<br />

gamravldebian mxecebi da eSmakebi daeuflebian Sens<br />

suls, romelic axlac mravali maTganis tyveobaSia; ma-<br />

Sin xom eSmakebi Wkuidan SegSlian da maleve dagRupaven.<br />

metyvi, rom es ar ginda! dae, arsebobdnen miwaTmoqmednic<br />

da xabaznic, magram maT raRac xom unda daxarjon saku-<br />

Tari TavisTvis? Sen ki meubnebi, rom es ar gsurs _ aseTi<br />

gaumaZRaria es vneba! ra SeiZleba iyos masze sasacilo da<br />

uazro?! vercxlismoyvares surs, hyavdes uamravi msaxuri,<br />

magram wuxs, rom isini ikvebebian da amiT umcireben<br />

simdidres. miTxar, nuTu ginda, rom adamianebi qvisani<br />

iyvnen? es xom sasaciloa! es hgavs marad mSier-mwyurval<br />

sulSi aRZrul zvirTebs, qariSxals Tu grigals.<br />

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miTxar, gana aseTi kaci sibralulsa da cremls ar imsaxurebs?!<br />

arsebobs xorcieli seni, romelsac eqimebi<br />

gaumaZRrobas eZaxian. am dros adamiani bevrs Wams, magram<br />

SimSilis grZnobas ver iklavs. amgvari sulieri<br />

avadmyofoba xom ufro satiralia?! WeSmaritad, vercxlismoyvareba<br />

aris gaumaZRroba sulisa, romelic nTqavs<br />

da nTqavs yvelafers, magram niadag daukmayofileblobis<br />

survili tanjavs. am senisgan gansaTavisufleblad Sxama<br />

balaxis SeWma an sxva Zalze usiamovno gancdebis gadatanac<br />

rom dagvWirdes, xalisiT unda SevxvdeT amas.<br />

gvaxsovdes _ ar arsebobs qveynad imdeni simdidre, rac<br />

vercxlismoyvaris gaumaZRar stomaqs amoavsebs.<br />

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me-7 saubari timoTesadmi me-2 epistoleze.

yrmaTa aRzrdis aucilebeli piroba<br />

ulmodgined vizrunoT Svilebze, raTa isini<br />

gsameufo taZrad vaqcioT. mociquli gveubneba:<br />

ara uwyiTa, rameTu Ãorcni ege Tquenni asoni qristesni<br />

arian?... rameTu Ãorcni ege Tquenni taZarni Tquen Soris<br />

sulisa wmidisani arian (1 kor. 6:15,19)? da kidev:<br />

davimkÂdro da viqceodi maT Soris (2 kor. 6:16). gana<br />

ucnauri ar aris: moZvelebuli da dasangrevad gamzadebuli<br />

saxlis SesakeTeblad fuli davxarjoT, mSeneblebi<br />

moviwvioT... xolo RvTis saxls _ swored RvTis<br />

saxli SeiZleba iyos yrmis suli _ odnavi yuradRebac<br />

ar vaRirsoT?! frTxilad viyoT, raTa ar movisminoT<br />

is, rac odesRac iudevelebma gaigones. tyveobidan dabrunebis<br />

Semdeg isini ar zrunavdnen RvTis xilul taZarze,<br />

samagierod rTavdnen sakuTar saxlebs... ganawyenda<br />

RmerTi da maT gamougzavna winaswarmetyveli: SimSiliTa<br />

da didi gaWirvebiT daemuqra, mizezad ki daasaxela Semdegi:<br />

ukeTu Jam vidreme ars Tquenda aRSenebad saxlTa,<br />

xolo saxli ese Cemi mooÃrebul ars (ang. 1:4). Tu im taZris<br />

mimarT iudevelTa uyuradRebobam esoden ganarisxa<br />

RmerTi, miT ufro am taZris _ yrmis sulis _ mimarT<br />

gulgriloba ufro Seuracxyofs ufals... nu davuSvebT<br />

RvTis saxlis qcevas avazakTa bunagad, raTa ar movismi-<br />

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noT mxileba, rac qristem iudevelebs uTxra: saxlsa<br />

Cemsa saxl salocvel ewodos, xolo Tquen giyofies igi<br />

quab avazakTa (mT. 21:13; lk. 19:46).<br />

mainc rogor iqceva igi avazakTa bunagad? Cven vuSvebT<br />

ymawvilis sulSi qvena, tlanqi survilebisa da<br />

garyvnilebis SeRweva-damkvidrebas _ isini ki avazakebze<br />

ulmobelni arian, arTmeven yrmebs Tavisuflebas<br />

da ugunuri vnebebis monebad aqceven, maT sulebs yoveli<br />

mxridan musraven da uamrav Wrilobas ayeneben. amitom<br />

moukleblad vadevnoT Tvalyuri yrmebs, sityviTa Tu<br />

maTraxiT gavdevnoT maTi sulebidan yovelgvari aseTi<br />

vneba. mxolod ase SeZleben isini CvenTan erTad sulier<br />

cxovrebaSi monawileobas da msaxurebis aRsrulebas. ar<br />

ginaxavT, qalaqis mkvidrni, rogorc ki yrma odnav wamogezrdebaT,<br />

rogor aiZuleben maT zeTisxilis totebis<br />

tarebas, orTabrZolebis Sefasebas, TamaSebisa da qoros<br />

xelmZRvanelobas? Cvenc ase moviqceT _ pirveli wlebidanve<br />

vaziaroT isini zeciur cxovrebas, radgan miwieri<br />

yofa marto mniSvnelovan xarjebs iTxovs, sargebeli ki<br />

saerTod ar moaqvs.<br />

marTlac, ra sikeTe unda SegvZinos xalxis sazeimo<br />

SeZaxilebma? taSiscema da qeba-dideba myisve wydeba,<br />

rogorc ki mosaRamovdeba; mTavrdeba dResaswauli da<br />

siamovnebisgan araferi rCeba, TiTqos es yovelive sizmareuli<br />

Cveneba iyo. adamianebi Seecdebian, hpovon is sixaruli,<br />

rac maT mohgvara gvirgvinis dadgmam, mdidrulma<br />

samosma an sxva ram fufunebam, magram ver ipovian, radgan<br />

yovelivem qarze uswrafesad Caiara. zeciuri cxovreba<br />

ki sul sxvagvaria: ise gvZens udides da saimedo sargebels,<br />

rom ar iTxovs xarjebs. amgvarad mcxovrebs ganu-<br />

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wyvetliv taSiT ajildoveben ara SezarxoSebuli adamianebi,<br />

aramed angelozTa dasebi. Tumc angelozebi ra<br />

mosatania, Tavad maTi meufe aqebs da ganadidebs mas. xolo<br />

visac RmerTi aqebs, is ara oriod dRiT, aramed gvirgviniT<br />

Semkuli maradis zeimobs da am didebas arasdros<br />

kargavs. es zeimi dReTa raodenobiT ar Semoifargleba<br />

_ igi dausruleblad grZeldeba samomavlo cxovrebaSi.<br />

siRaribe arasdros SeuSlis xels amgvar msaxurebas,<br />

piriqiT, misi aRsruleba xelewifeba Raribsac, TviT<br />

uRatakessac, rogorc yovelgvari yofiTi amao elvarebisgan<br />

Tavisufals. radgan aq saWiroa ara fuladi xarjebi<br />

an simdidre, aramed wminda suli da fxizeli goneba.<br />

sulisTvis am Tvisebebidan iqsoveba saiqio cxovrebis<br />

sakadrisi samosi da iwvneba gvirgvini. ase rom, kacs Tu<br />

saTnoebani ar daumSvenebs suls, maSin auracxeli oqroc<br />

ki sasikeTos verafers SesZens; da piriqiT, siRatake verafers<br />

daaklebs, Tu Sinaganad iqneba mdidari.<br />

dae, es msaxureba aRasrulon ara mxolod Tqvenma<br />

vaJebma, aramed asulebmac _ misi aRsruleba evaleba ara<br />

oden mamakacebs, rogorc es saero saqmeebs axasiaTebs.<br />

ara!... am `sanaxaobaze” Sesvla SeuZliaT dedakacebsac,<br />

moxucebsac, Wabukebsac, monebsac da Tavisufal adamianebsac,<br />

radgan, sadac warmoCindeba suli, iq dabrkolebas<br />

ver Seqmnis verc sqesi, verc asaki, verc yofiTi gansxvavebani<br />

_ saerTod veraferi!... amitomac gTxovT yvelas,<br />

adreuli asakidanve CarTeT am msaxurebaSi Tqveni Zenic<br />

da asulnic da daugroveT simdidre ara miwaSi oqros<br />

CafvliT an vercxlis moxveWiT, aramed maT sulebSi<br />

simSvidis, ubiwoebis, Tavmdablobisa da sxva saTnoebaTa<br />

danergviT. aseT xarjebs iTxovs es msaxureba. Tu<br />

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am simdidres gavimravlebT CvenTvisac da SvilebisTvisac,<br />

maSin ama sofladac davtkbebiT didi bednierebiT da<br />

samomavlo cxovrebaSic movismenT qristes netar xmas,<br />

riTac igi ganadidebs yvela mis maRiarebels. aRiareba ki<br />

xdeba ara mxolod rwmeniT, aramed saqmeebiTac, romelTa<br />

aRsrulebis gareSe gvemuqreba safrTxe _ davisajoT<br />

uflis uarmyofelebTan erTad. gandgoma mravalgvaria,<br />

rasac pavle Semdegi sityvebiT aRwers: RmerTsa aRiareben<br />

viTarmed ician, xolo saqmiTa uar-hyofen (tit.<br />

1:16); da sxvagan: xolo ukueTu vinme TÂsTa da ufroÁsRa<br />

saxleulTa ara moRuawe iyos, sarwmunoebaÁ uar-uyofies<br />

da ars igi urwmunoÁsa uZÂres (1 tim. 5:8); da kidev:<br />

moakudineniT ukue asoni Tquenni queyanasa zeda: siZvaÁ,<br />

ara-wmidebaÁ, vnebaÁ, gulis TqumaÁ boroti da angahrebaÁ,<br />

romel ars kerpT-msaxurebaÁ (kol. 3:5). Tu amdennairi<br />

gandgoma arsebobs, cxadia, imdenive da meti gvaqvs<br />

aRiarebis gza. dae, am gzebiT viaroT da SevecadoT RvTis<br />

aRiarebas, raTa Cvenc veziaroT zeciur didebas.<br />

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3 saubari anas Sesaxeb.

locvisa da WeSmariti Tavmdablobis Sesaxeb<br />

ilocoT moukleblad, axovnebiTa da mRviZare-<br />

vbiT. aq vgulisxmob fxizlad locvas ara mxolod<br />

RamiT, aramed dRisiTac...<br />

Zalmosili saWurvelia locva, Tuki igi saTanado<br />

fiqrebiT aRevlineba. misi SesaZleblobebis gasacnobiereblad<br />

yuradReba miaqcie, rogor sZlia mouklebelma<br />

locvam urcxvobas, usamarTlobas, sisastikesa da<br />

sitlanqes: ismineT, rasa-igi msajuli sicruvisaÁ ityvs<br />

(lk. 18:6) _ gveubneba ufali. mouklebelma locvam mconarebaze<br />

gaimarjva _ SeZlo is, rac megobrobam ver moaxerxa.<br />

daRacaTu ara eZlos mas aRdgomad da micemad, rameTu<br />

ars igi megobar misa, wyinebisa misTÂs misisa aRdges<br />

da misces, raodeni uÃmdes mas (lk. 11:8). mouklebelma<br />

locvam uRirs dedakacs Rirseba SesZina: ara keTil ars<br />

moRebad puri SvilTagan da dagebad ZaRlTa. xolo man<br />

hrqua: he, ufalo, rameTu ZaRlnica Wamed nabiWevisagan,<br />

romel gardamocÂvin tablisagan ufalTa maTTaÁsa (mT.<br />

15:26-27).<br />

bejiTad locva udidesi saWurvelia, Tu igi aRevlineba<br />

gulmodgined, mzvaobrobis gareSe da gulwrfelad.<br />

igi ukumqcevelia mtrisa, keTilismyofeli mTeli, Tundac<br />

uRirsi erisa: RaRadebaÁ maTi mesma saqmis mawvevel-<br />

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Ta maTgan, rameTu vici igi Wiri maTi, da gardamoved<br />

ganrinebad maTa (gamosl. 3:7-8) _ ambobs ufali. locva<br />

aris wamali gadarCenisa, codvaTagan momzRudveli da<br />

danaSaulTagan ganmkurnebeli. mas mimarTavda yvelasgan<br />

mitovebuli qvrivic. amitom, Tu keTilkrZalulebiT<br />

vilocebT, mezveresaviT mkerdSi mjiRis cemiT gavimeorebT<br />

sityvebs: milxine codvilsa amas (lk. 18:4), mivi-<br />

RebT yovelives, rasac SevTxovT ufals. marTalia, Cven<br />

mezvereni ar varT, magram codvebi arc Cven gvaklia. nu<br />

metyvi, rom mcired codvili xar _ yoveli codva Tavisi<br />

arsiT mainc erTia. mkvlelia isic, vinc mokla Svili<br />

da isic, vinc mokla qmari. vercxlismoyvare mcireds<br />

moixveWs Tu auracxels, erTnairad scodavs. Zvirisxsenebac<br />

ar arsebobs umniSvnelo, is didi codvaa. gzani<br />

ZÂrmoÃseneTani sasikudine (igav. 12:28) _ ambobs brZeni.<br />

qristec Segvagonebs: romeli ganurisxnes Zmasa TÂssa<br />

cudad, Tana-mdeb ars sasjelisa; da romelman hrquas<br />

Zmasa TÂssa raka, Tana-mdeb ars igi krebulisagan ganslvad;<br />

da romelman hrquas Zmasa TÂssa cof, Tana-mdeb ars<br />

igi geheniasa mas cecxlisasa (mT. 5:22).<br />

Cven uRirsad veziarebiT xolme saSinel saidumloebs,<br />

gvSurs, borotvmetyvelebT, zogi Cvengani xSirad Tvreba<br />

kidec da am codvaTagan TiToeuli ukve sakmarisia, rom<br />

zeciuri samefo davkargoT; Tu CvenSi yvela am ukeTurebam<br />

moiyara Tavi, ram SeiZleba gagvamarTlos?! sayvarelno,<br />

Cven gvWirdeba Rrma sinanuli, mouklebeli locva,<br />

didi moTmineba, sibejiTe aRTqmul sikeTeTa misaRebad da<br />

niadag gameoreba sityvebisa: milxine codvilsa amas; umjobesia,<br />

amaze ara oden vilaparakoT, aramed vifiqroT.<br />

Tu vinme gvamxels, nu ganvurisxdebiT. mezverem moismi-<br />

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na mis Sesaxeb naTqvami: mtacebel, cru da memruSe, gina<br />

viTarca ese mezuere (lk. 18:11), magram ki ar gabrazda,<br />

Semusvrileba daeufla _ Seuracxyofas SeuracxyofiT<br />

ar upasuxa; farisevelma Wriloba gauxsna, man ki Tavad<br />

moZebna wamali mis samkurnalod. Cvenc vimeoroT: milxine<br />

codvilsa amas, da roca sxva codvilad migviCnevs, nu<br />

gvewyineba. Tu vaRiarebT, rom bevri nakli gvaqvs, magram<br />

Tu sxvaTagan amis mosmena CvenSi aRSfoTebas iwvevs, ma-<br />

Sin es iqneba ukve ara Tavmdabloba da aRiareba, aramed<br />

pativmoyvareba da mzvaobroba.<br />

mkiTxav: nuTu sakuTari Tavis codvilad miCneva Sei-<br />

Zleba ampartavnebas niSnavdes? _ asea, amgvarad SeiZineba<br />

Tavmdabali adamianis saxeli, rac gaocebasa da qebas imsaxurebs;<br />

sakuTar Tavze sawinaaRmdego rom gvelaparaka,<br />

siZulvils movimkidiT. ase rom, Tavmdablobas Cven saku-<br />

Tari mzvaobrobis gamo vavlenT. ra aris Tavmdabloba?<br />

mavanisagan Seuracxyofis atana, sakuTar codvaTa gancda<br />

da borotmetyvelebis daTmena. Tumca esec mimaniSnebeli<br />

iqneboda ara imdenad Tavmdablobisa, ramdenadac<br />

keTilgonierebisa. Cven, marTalia, sakuTar Tavs vuwodebT<br />

codvilebs, uRirsebsa da bevr sxva rames, magram<br />

sxvisgan Cveni misamarTiT igive naTqvami gvabrazebs da<br />

gvacofebs. xedav, rom ara varT codvaTa maRiarebelni<br />

da gonierni. Tuki Tavad uwodeb sakuTar Tavs codvils,<br />

maS ratom gwyins, roca imaves ismen sxvaTagan, roca mavanni<br />

gamxelen. gaxsovdes _ rodesac sxvani Seuracxgyofen,<br />

amiT codvebi gimsubuqdeba. Seni augad momxseniebelni<br />

sakuTar Tavs uqmnian siZneleebs, Sen ki sibrZnes<br />

gaswavlian. mousmine, ras ambobs netari daviTi semeis<br />

wyevlaze: acadeT da mwyevdes me. vin uwyis, Tu ufal-<br />

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man rqva magas: rameTu ixilos ufalman damdablebaÁ ese<br />

Cemi da momagos me keTili wyevisa mis wil amas dResa Sina<br />

(2 mef. 16:11-12). Sen ki, vinc sakuTar Tavs mraval uke-<br />

Turebas miawer, aRSfoTeba geufleba, roca sxvaTagan<br />

ar ismen udides marTalTa sakadris qebas, xom ar niSnavs<br />

es uadgilo xumrobas?! ase uarvyofT qebas, radgan<br />

gvsurs, Semdgom metad Segvaqon da ufro ganvacvifroT<br />

sxvani... saerTod, yvelafers viqmT mzvaobrobiT da ara<br />

simarTliT. amitomac CvenSi sruli amaoeba da siyalbea<br />

gamefebuli. SegagonebT _ axla mainc SevikavoT Tavi<br />

borotebis saTavisgan _ mzvaobrobisgan, da vicxovroT<br />

RvTissaTnod, raTa Rirsni SeviqnaT samomavlo sikeTeTa<br />

damkvidrebisa Cvens ufal ieso qristesTan, romlisa ars<br />

dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema mamisa da sulisa wmindisa<br />

Tana aw da maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

328<br />

27-e saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.

codvils ganamarTlebs TviTgakicxva da ara<br />

Tavis marTleba<br />

ansakuTrebiT damRupvlia, Tu Tavad Semcode suli<br />

gukuagdebs SiSs da eZebs uzrunvelobis sababs, an<br />

rodesac mavani cdilobs memruSis gaTavisuflebas Semusvrilebis<br />

grZnobidan da eubneba: ra Seni bralia _<br />

damnaSavea gulisTqma!<br />

codva borotebaa, magram ufro mZimea igi, roca kaci<br />

codvis Cadenis Semdgom cdilobs Tavis daZvrenas. am<br />

iaraRs gansakuTrebiT marjved iyenebs eSmaki. ase daemar-<br />

TaT pirvelqmnil adamianebs. maSin, roca adams hmarTebda<br />

codvis aRiareba, man danaSauli gadaabrala cols, man<br />

ki _ eSmaks. arada, unda eTqvaT: SevcodeT, urjuloeba<br />

CavidineT, magram maT araTu aRiares danaSauli, Tavis<br />

marTlebac ki daiwyes.<br />

eSmakma icis, rom codvis aRiareba codvisganve gaTavisuflebas<br />

niSnavs, amitomac suls urcxvi sijiutisken<br />

ubiZgebs. amitom Sen, sayvarelo, roca Sescodav, Tqvi: me<br />

vcode. amaze samarTliani araferia... ase Sen RmerTsac<br />

lmobierhyof da imave codvebisgan Tavis dasacavadac moemzadebi.<br />

magram Tu daiwyeb ususuri sababis Zebnas da sulidan<br />

RvTis SiSs gandevni, maSin masSi gaamZafreb imave<br />

codvebis Cadenisken swrafvas, riTac Zalze ganarisxeb<br />

RmerTs.<br />

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ar arsebobs Semcodebeli, Tavisi qcevis gamamarTlebeli<br />

sabuTebi rom ver moZebnos. kacis mkvlelma SeiZleba<br />

moimizezos sakuTari sificxe, qurdma _ siRaribe,<br />

memruSem _ gulisTqma, mavanma _ Zalaufleba... magram<br />

es yovelive ususuri, sapatio mizezs moklebuli Tavis<br />

marTlebaa, radgan codvaTa Cadenis safuZvelia ara<br />

es garemoebani, aramed codvis Camdenis neba. da rom es<br />

namdvilad asea, ganvmartav Temis Sesaferisi magaliTebiT.<br />

xom moiZebnebian adamianebi, romlebic cxovroben<br />

siRaribeSi, awuxebT gulisTqmebi, aqvT bunebrivi yvela<br />

moTxovnileba, magram mainc ar cvivdeban amgvar codveb-<br />

Si, maS, ra gaamarTlebT zemoxsenebul codvilebs?! kargad<br />

Tqva erTma brZenma: vin miuCens wkeplas Cems zraxvebs<br />

da Cems guls sibrZnis maswavlebels, raTa ar damindon<br />

Cems umecrebaTa gamo (zir. 23:2). daviTs xom SeeZlo,<br />

eTqva: ratom gaSiSvlda es dedakaci da ratom banaobda<br />

Cems Tvalwin? man icoda, rom es iqneboda usafuZvlo<br />

sababi, amitomac gadaWriT Tqva: vcode winaSe uflisa (2<br />

mef. 12:13)! xolo saulma, romlsac usayvedures: jadoqars<br />

ratom mimarTa daxmarebisTvis, Tavi imarTla: urvil<br />

var me friad da ucxoTeslni igi mbrZvanan me (1 mef.<br />

18:15). amitomac mkacrad daisaja. mas unda eTqva: Sevcode,<br />

urjuloeba Cavidine!.. magram amis nacvlad igi ususuri<br />

mizezebiT Tavis gamarTlebas Seecada.<br />

330<br />

saubari 140-e fslmunze.

mowyinebas ar miveceT, Tu ufali Cveni<br />

saTxovris aRsrulebas ayovnebs<br />

fals surs marTalTa metad gandideba, amitomac<br />

uayovnebs maT saTxovarTa da sakuTar aRTqmaTa<br />

Sesrulebas. udides zrunvas iCens ufali Tavis monaTa<br />

mimarT, amitomac surs, maTTvis ara mxolod qvelmoqmedeba<br />

gaswios, aramed ganadidos kidec isini da yvelas-<br />

Tvis TvalsaCino gaxados maTi rwmena. ufals nebavs ara<br />

mxolod sikeTeTa da RvTiur niWTa boZeba, aramed am niWiT<br />

dajildoebulTa metad da metad gandideba. ai, magaliTic:<br />

daakvirdi, rogor moeqca ufali qanaanel dedakacs. man<br />

daayovna da TiTqosda Tavic aarida misi saTxovris Sesrulebas<br />

swored imitom, rom am dedakacs saxeli gaeTqva<br />

mTel qveyanaze. odes igi mivida macxovarTan da evedreboda:<br />

Semiwyale me, ufalo, Zeo daviTiso, rameTu asuli<br />

Cemi borotad eSmakeul ars (mT. 15:22), saxierma da kacTmoyvarem,<br />

vedrebaTa CvenTa marad winaTmcnobelma ufalma<br />

is pasuxis Rirsic ar gaxada. mowafeebma ar uwyodnen,<br />

ra moxdeboda, an Tavad ufali rogor zrunavda am dedakacze;<br />

rom macxovari pasuxs ar scemda mxolod imitom,<br />

rom ar surda, misi Rirsebebi yvelasTvis SeumCneveli<br />

darCeniliyo. amis gamo mowafeebma TiTqos meti sibraluli<br />

gamoiCines am dedakacis mimarT, mividnen iesosTan<br />

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da uTxres: ganuteve ese, romeli RaRadebs da SegÂdgs<br />

Cuen, riTac agrZnobines, rom maTTvis ukve autaneli<br />

gaxda mTxovnelis abezroba. macxovars uTxres: ganuteve<br />

ese, ara imitom, rom is esoden ubeduria an misi saTxovaria<br />

yuradsaRebi, aramed dausruleblad RaRadebda.<br />

rogor moiqca ufali? macxovars surda, TandaTanobiT<br />

warmoeCina dedakacis Rirsebebi; Tanac mowafeTaTvis eswavlebina,<br />

Tu raoden zedapirulad aRiqvamen isini mis<br />

kacTmoyvarebas. amitom gasca iseTi pasuxi, rasac SeeZlo<br />

dedakacisTvis guli moekla, mas rom sulieri simtkice,<br />

mgznebare survili da Zlieri moSurneoba ar hqonoda.<br />

macxovarma am pasuxiTve Seawyvetina mowafeebs dedkacisTvis<br />

Suamdgomloba: ara vidre movlinebul var, garna<br />

cxovarTa maT warwymedulTa saxlisa israÀlisaTa (mT.<br />

15:24). da marTlac, amis Semdgom mowafeebma Tavi anebes<br />

Txovnas. dedakaci ki sasowarkveTilebas mainc ar mieca,<br />

piriqiT, ufro daJinebiT dauwyo vedreba.<br />

aseTia mglovare da moSurneobiT anTebuli suli:<br />

igi yuradRebas ar aqcevs, ras eubnebian, mxolod erTi<br />

safiqrali aqvs _ rogor miaRwios mizans. swored<br />

ase moiqca es dedakacic. rogorc wminda werili gadmogvcems,<br />

uflis sityvebis mosmenis mere man kvlav Tayvani<br />

sca da Seevedra: ufalo, Semiwyale me! man icoda<br />

saxiereba uflisa, amitomac gamoiCina aseTi sibejiTe.<br />

daakvirdi, raoden brZenia ufali da ra saocrad mihyavs<br />

saqmeni: macxovari arc axla dahyva, aramed ufro mkvaxe<br />

da mkacri pasuxi gasca. uwyoda ra dedakacis sulis simtkice,<br />

gadawyvita, misTvis sikeTe eboZebina ara farulad,<br />

aramed Riad, raTa mowafenic mixvedriliyvnen wyalobis<br />

dayovnebis mizezs _ yvelas eswavla, raoden didi Zala<br />

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aqvs SeuZvrel vedrebas da raoden aRmatebulia im dedakacis<br />

saTnoeba. macxovarma mas amitomac uTxra: ara<br />

keTil ars moRebad puri SvilTagan da dagebad ZaRlTa<br />

(mT. 15:26). aq daakvirdi dedakacis ucvaleblobas: man,<br />

moSurneobiT anTebulma da RvTisadmi rwmeniT frTaSesxmulma,<br />

amasTan Tavis asulze umZimesi dardiT gatanjulma,<br />

am sastiki sityvebis merec ar ibruna piri. gaigona,<br />

rogor uwodes ZaRli, magram aitana da Tavi aseTad<br />

aRiara, radgan surda, gahqceoda ugunur ZaRlTa xrovas<br />

da mihkuTvneboda SvilTa dass.<br />

aha, ismine dedakacis sityvebi da Seican, ra Sedegi mohyva<br />

RvTis mier misi saTxovris Sesrulebis dayovnebas:<br />

mis mimarT warmoTqmuli sityvebis sisastikem igi araTu<br />

ganaSora macxovars, aramed meti moSurneoba aRuZra da<br />

yovelive amis gamgonem upasuxa: he, ufalo, rameTu ZaRlnica<br />

Wamed nabiWevisagan, romel gardamocÂvin tablisagan<br />

ufalTa maTTaÁsa (mT. 15:27).<br />

xedav, aqamde ratom daayovna ufalma wyaloba? imitom,<br />

rom dedakacis sityvebidan Segvecno misi rwmenis mTeli<br />

Zala. xedav, maSinve rogor Seaqo igi: Ä dedakaco! did<br />

ars sarwmunoebaÁ ege Seni (mT. 15:28). aRfrTovanebulma<br />

macxovarma qeba-didebiT ganuteva is, visac Tavidan pasuxic<br />

ar aRirsa.<br />

WeSmaritad, did ars sarwmunoebaÁ ege Seni, roca xedav,<br />

rom ufali araerTxel, mravaljer ugulebelyofs<br />

Sens saTxovars da mainc ar eZlevi sasowarkveTilebas,<br />

ukan ar ixev, aramed daucxromlad mouxmob mas, vidre<br />

ar daiyolieb saTxovris Sesrulebaze. maS, geyavn Sen,<br />

viTarca gnebavs.<br />

xedav, ufali, romelmac manamde pasuxic ar aRirsa<br />

dedakacs, axla mas aqebs da Tavis saboZvars uZRvnis?<br />

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ufalma ubralod ki ar Seismina misi vedreba, aramed<br />

Seaqo da gvirgviniT Seamko. Ä dedakaco! _ ase mimar-<br />

Ta mas macxovarma da amiT gamoxata dedakacis rwmeniT<br />

gamowveuli gancvifreba. xolo sityvebiT: did ars sarwmunoebaÁ<br />

ege Seni, CvenTvis cxadyo am adamianis Sinagani<br />

simdidre. Semdeg dasZina: geyavn Sen, viTarca gnebavs, anu<br />

me gaZlev imdens, ramdenic gsurs da gnebavs, radgan Seni<br />

SeuZvreli vedreba cxadyofs, rom Rirsi xar saTxovris<br />

Sesrulebisa.<br />

axla xvdebiT dedakacis simtkices?! gesmiT, ratom ayovnebda<br />

ufali da ra mizeziT aWianurebda qananeli dedakacis<br />

saTxovris Sesrulebas? _ imitom, rom metad<br />

ganedidebina igi.<br />

334<br />

38-e saubari Sesaqmis wignze.

gaWirvebis Jams nugeSs mudam vpovebT<br />

eklesiasa da saRvTo werilSi<br />

a gaWirvebac unda aforiaqebdes suls, eklesiaSi<br />

rmisvlisas iolad wynardeba, radgan iq myofobs<br />

qriste da vinc mas rwmeniT mieaxleba, advilad hpovebs<br />

kurnebas. isic, vinc ebrZvis mudmiv siRaribes, aklia<br />

aucilebeli lukma da xSirad mSieric wveba, mova aq da<br />

moismens pavles sityvebs, rom is cxovrebas atarebda<br />

SimSilSi, wyurvilsa da siciveSi; rom ara erTxel an<br />

orjer, aramed ganuwyvetliv iTmenda amas: vidre aqa<br />

Jamadmde guSiisca da guwyurisca da SiSuel varT (1<br />

kor. 4:11); gaigonebs amas da nugeSi moefineba; mixvdeba,<br />

rom RmerTma siRaribeSi cxovreba ganukuTvna ara misdami<br />

siZulvilis an miviwyebis gamo. gaWirvebis mizezi<br />

siZulvili rom iyos, RmerTi amas ar SeamTxvevda pavles,<br />

romelic yvela adamianze metad iyo misTvis saTno<br />

_ gaWirvebis mizezia uflis zrunva Cvenze, misi gangebuleba<br />

da mizani _ meti sibrZne SegvZinos.<br />

daavadda vinme da iTmens umZimes xorciel tanjvas?<br />

mas nugeSs mohfens mosmena imisa, Tu rogor gankurna<br />

ufalma ganrRveulTa sxeulebi; agreTve ambavi pavles<br />

netari da axovani mowafisa, romelic mudam avadmyofobda,<br />

ar asvenebda dausrulebeli uZlureba, rasac pavlec<br />

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adasturebs: nu wyalsa xolo suam, aramed RÂnoÁca mcired<br />

iÃumie stomaqisaTÂs da zedaÁszeda (anu mravali)<br />

uZlurebisa SenisaTÂs (1 tim. 5:23).<br />

zogs cils swameben _ cud xmebs uvrceleben xalxSi,<br />

rac mas suls mwuxarebiT uvsebs da ganuwyvetliv tanjavs.<br />

miva igi eklesiaSi, moismens: netar iyvneT Tquen,<br />

raJams gyuedriden da gdevniden da Tquan yoveli sityuaÁ<br />

boroti Tquenda momarT sicruviT CemTÂs. gixaroden<br />

da mxiarul iyveniT, rameTu sasyideli Tqueni friad ars<br />

caTa Sina (mT. 5:11-12), daiviwyebs yovelgvar gasaWirs<br />

da sixaruliT aRivseba. ufalma gviTxra: odes gamogasxnen<br />

Tquen da gayuedrebden da ganÃadon saxeli Tqueni,<br />

viTarca borotTaÁ, ZisaTÂs kacisa, gixaroden mas dResa<br />

Sina da mxiarul iyveniT (lk. 6:22-23). ase anugeSebs<br />

igi maT, visac saxeli gautexes, xolo avismTqmelT<br />

aSinebs: yoveli sityuaÁ uqmi (rogorc keTili, ise avi),<br />

romelsa ityodian kacni, miscen sityuaÁ misTÂs dResa<br />

mas sasjelisasa (mT. 12:36).<br />

viRacam Tu dakarga Ze, asuli an vinme axlobeli, mova<br />

eklesiaSi da mousmens pavles, visac saaqao awuxebda,<br />

amqveynad yofna umZimda da samomavlo cxovrebis naxvas<br />

natrobda. maSin am adamians sakurneblad eqceva mociqulis<br />

sityvebi: SesuenebulTa maTTÂs, raÁTa ara swuxdeT,<br />

viTarca-igi sxuani, romelTa ara aqus sasoebaÁ (1 Tes.<br />

4:13). pavles ar uTqvams: mkvdarTa maTTvis, aramed SesuenebulTa<br />

maTTvis, riTac gamoxata, rom sikvdili aris<br />

gansveneba. rodesac mZinares vxedavT, ar vRelavT da<br />

vSfoTavT, radgan moveliT, rom igi aucileblad adgeba;<br />

micvalebulis danaxvisasac aseve unda moviqceT _<br />

nu avReldebiT da sulierad nu davecemiT, radgan esec<br />

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Zilia, marTalia, Zalze xangrZlivi, magram mainc Zili.<br />

mociqulma micvaleblT Sesuenebulni uwoda _ amiT Wirisufalnic<br />

daamSvida da urjuloTa winaaRmdegobanic<br />

moigeria. misi TqmiT, Tu Sen unugeSod iglov micvalebuls,<br />

emsgavsebi aRdgomis sasoebamoklebul urwmunos,<br />

romelic Rirsia iglovdes, radgan momavali saerTod<br />

ver warmoudgenia. Sen ki, romelsac amdeni mowmoba gaqvs<br />

samomavlo cxovrebis Sesaxeb, ratom iCen msgavs sisustes?<br />

amitomac geubneba mociquli: SesuenebulTa maTTÂs,<br />

raÁTa ara swuxdeT, viTarca-igi sxuani, romelTa ara<br />

aqus sasoebaÁ.<br />

didi nugeSi SeiZleba vpovoT ara oden axali, aramed<br />

Zveli aRTqmis wignebSic. magaliTad, roca ismen iobze,<br />

romelmac SeinarCuna esodeni saTnoebani mas mere, rac<br />

dakarga qoneba da saqoneli, daeRupa ara erTi an ori Svili,<br />

aramed yvela erTad, Tanac siymawvilis asakSi, Senc<br />

iolad SeZleb gamxnevebas da daTmenas, Tundac yvelaze<br />

susti iyo. adamiano, Sen Tavze mainc adeqi sneul Zes, xedavdi<br />

mas sarecelze mwoliares, gesmoda misi ukanaskneli<br />

sityvebi, Seeswari mis ukanasknel amosunTqvas, dauxuWe<br />

Tvalni da dauxure piri... iobi ki SvilebTan ar iyo,<br />

roca maT suli dalies, ar unaxavs isini sikvdilis Jams.<br />

iobis saxli iqca yvela misi SvilisTvis saerTo akldamad:<br />

maT erTsa da imave trapezze daanTxies tvini da sisxli...<br />

yvelaferi erTmaneTSi aizila _ morebic, kramitic, mtveric<br />

da gasresili sxeulebic. magram amdeni da esoden<br />

didi siavis merec iobs ar dauwyia tirili da drtvinva.<br />

igi ambobda: me SiSueli gamoved muclisagan dedisa Cemisa,<br />

SiSuelive miviqce munve queyanad, ufalmanca momca,<br />

ufalmanca mimiRo, viTarca unda, egreca qmna. iyavn saxeli<br />

uflisaÁ kurTxeul (iob. 1:21).<br />

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Cvenc es sityvebi gavimeoroT, rac unda SegvemTxves:<br />

iqneba es qonebis dakargva, xorcieli sneuleba, wyena,<br />

ciliswameba an sxva raime adamianuri ubedureba. Tu ase<br />

viazrovnebT, cudi arasdros SegvemTxveva. Tundac uTvalavi<br />

boroteba gamovcadoT, maTgan sasargeblos mets<br />

SeviZenT, vidre sazianos. ufro sikeTes vpovebT, vidre<br />

siaves. iobis am sityvebis gameorebiT Sen lmobierhyof<br />

RmerTs, ukuagdeb mtris moZalebas. rogorc ki ena warmoTqvams<br />

am sityvebs, myisve gangverideba eSmaki, mas Tan<br />

mihyveba dardis Rrubelic da ganqardeba Cveni mWmunvare<br />

gulissityvebi. garda yovelive amisa, Sen SeiZen yvela<br />

sikeTes _ saaqaosac da saiqiosac. amis utyuar magali-<br />

Tad gvevlinebian iobi da mociqulebi, romelTac Rmer-<br />

Tis gulisTvis arad Caagdes amqveyniuri ubedurebani da<br />

eboZaT kidec maradiuli sikeTeni.<br />

viyoT morCilni, gavixaroT yovelive momxdariT da<br />

madloba aRvuvlinoT kacTmoyvare RmerTs, raTa saaqao<br />

cxovrebac keTildReobiT ganvvloT da samomavlo sikeTeTa<br />

damkvidrebis Rirsnic gavxdeT.<br />

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saubari sityvaze ganrRveulis Sesaxeb.

aRzrdaze mcdari Sexeduleba udidesi<br />

borotebis mizezi xdeba<br />

avSvebis waxdenis mizezi xSirad xdeba mamebis<br />

bugunuri mijaWva yovelive yofiTze. rodesac<br />

mSoblebi yuradRebas aqceven mxolod am mxares da masze<br />

mniSvnelovani araferi hgoniaT, uneblied daudevrad<br />

ekidebian Svilebis suls. aseT mamebze vityvi, rom isini<br />

Svilis mkvlelebze uaresnic ki arian. ganvixiloT zedmiwevniT:<br />

SegiZlia Tqva, rom Senma Zem Sengan moismina (an<br />

Tavad sadRac Seityo), rom ficis damdebi, Tundac mar-<br />

Tali iyos, Seuracxyofs RmerTs; rom Zvirismzraxveli<br />

ver gadarCeba?! naTqvamia: gzaTa Sina simarTlisaTa cxorebaÁ<br />

ars, xolo gzani ZÂrmoÃseneTani sasikudine (igav.<br />

12:28). gana icis Senma Svilma, borotmetyveli rogor<br />

Seuracxyo RmerTma, roca mas saRvTo werilis kiTxvac<br />

ki aukrZala; ampartavani da sxvaTa maWirvebeli zecidan<br />

gadmoagdo da geheniis cecxls misca; dedakacis bilwad<br />

momzirali ganikiTxa, rogorc namdvili memruSe?!<br />

odesme dagirwmunebia Seni Ze, morideboda yvelasTvis<br />

esoden Cveul codvas _ moyvasis gankiTxvas, rac umZimesi<br />

sasjeliT gvemuqreba; aswavle ki qristes mcnebebi amis<br />

Sesaxeb an iqneb Tavadac ar ici maTi arseboba? rogor Se-<br />

Zlebs Seni Ze imis Sesrulebas, risi saTanado kanonebic<br />

ar uwyis da rac misTvis mamas unda eswavlebina?!<br />

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netav, boroteba marto imiT ifarglebodes, rom mSoblebi<br />

Svilebs sasargeblo rCevebs saerTod ar aZlednen<br />

_ maSin igi esoden didi arc iqneboda. magram Tqven, mSoblebi,<br />

Svilebs sapirispirosken rom ubiZgebT!.. es asea _<br />

rodesac mamebi Svilebs mecnierebis Seswavlas urCevT,<br />

Tqven saubarSi sxvas verafers movismenT, garda aseTi<br />

sityvebisa: amboben, esa da es kaci, Raribi da mdabio, daxelovnda<br />

ra mWevrmetyvelebaSi, Zalze maRali Tanamdeboba<br />

daikava, didi mamuli SeiZina, mdidari coli Seir-<br />

To, mdidruli saxli aiSena, saxeli gaiTqva da yvelasgan<br />

krZalva moipova. mavani ki, Seiswavla ra laTinuri ena,<br />

brwyinavs samefo karze da yvelafers ganagebs... zogi<br />

mSobeli Svils axla sxva vinmeze miuTiTebs... magram<br />

yvela mxolod ama soflad dawinaurebulebze saubrobs<br />

da erTxelac aravis gaaxsendeba zecad gandidebulni. Tu<br />

vinme gabedavs maT Sexsenebas, devnas dauwyeben, rogorc<br />

yvelafris amrev kacs.<br />

maSasadame, Tqven, roca bavSvebs yrmobis wlebidanve<br />

amgvar azrovnebas aCvevT, maTSi saTaves udebT mxolod<br />

da mxolod yvela mankierebas, unergavT or yvelaze<br />

Smag vnebas _ vercxlimoyvarebas da uaress _ mzvaobrobas,<br />

romelTagan TiToeuls calke SeuZlia yvelafris<br />

damxoba da gaukuRmarTeba. xolo rodesac isini<br />

adidebuli mdinareebiviT urTierTs SeerTvian, iWrebian<br />

ymawvilis saTuT sulSi da anadgureben yovelive<br />

keTils, samagierod toveben imden ekals, qviSas, nagavs,<br />

rom suli sruliad unayofo da uZluri xdeba sikeTis<br />

saqmnelad. amas adastureben wminda werilis avtorebic:<br />

isini am vnebaTagan TiToeuls uwodeben borotebis mwvrvalsac<br />

da borotebis saTavesac. Tu vercxlismoyvareba<br />

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_ TavisTavad mwvervali da Tavi borotebisa _ Seerwymis<br />

meores, gacilebiT Zliersa da sastik vnebas _ mzvaobrobas<br />

da Semdeg orive erTad SeaRwevs ymawvilis sul-<br />

Si, iq damkvidrdeba da daeufleba mas, maSin vin iqneba<br />

am senis aRmofxvris SemZle? miT umetes, roca mSoblebi<br />

yvelafers akeTeben da laparakoben am Sxamian mcenare-<br />

Ta gasaxareblad da ara maT gasaxmobad. gana gamoCndeba<br />

esoden ugunuri, romelsac ar daaeWvebs amgvarad aRzrdili<br />

Zis gadarCena?!<br />

didi warmatebaa, roca suli, Tundac arasaTanadod<br />

aRzrdili, gadaurCeba waxdenas. magram rodesac mas Tavidanve<br />

yvelafris jildod usaxeleben fuls, misabaZ<br />

magaliTebad _ mankier adamianebs, aseTi sulis gadar-<br />

Cenis ra imedi unda arsebobdes?! fuls daxarbebulni<br />

arian Surianebi, uzneoni, Tavxedni, borotmetyvelni,<br />

mimtacebelni, urcxvni, utifarni, uzrdelni, iolad<br />

maficarni da iolad ficis gamtexni... erTi sityviT,<br />

yovelmxriv borotni. amis utyuari mowmea netari pavle:<br />

Ziri ars yovelTa borotTaÁ vecxlis moyuarebaÁ (1 tim.<br />

6:10) _ ambobs igi. manamde ki igive gangvicxada qristem:<br />

am vnebas damonebuls ver Ãel-ewifebis RmrTisa monebad<br />

(mT. 6:24).<br />

Tu ymawvili adreuli asakidanve daemoneba am vnebas,<br />

rodisRa SeZlebs ganTavisuflebas? rogor amoyvinTavs<br />

talRebidan, rodesac CasaZiravad yvela xels hkravs da<br />

ueWvel daxrCobas aiZulebs? iqneb fiqrob, rom Seni Ze<br />

iolad SeZlebs eSmakis maxidan Tavis daRwevas, roca is<br />

_ axalgazrda _ cxovrobs egvipteSi, an umjobesia iTqvas,<br />

eSmakeuli mxedrobis garemocvaSi, da erT sasargeblo<br />

rCevasac ki aravin aZlevs; roca xedavs, rom yvela,<br />

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gansakuTrebiT mSoblebi da aRmzrdelebi, mcdar gzaze<br />

ayeneben?<br />

rogor SeZlebs igi gadarCenas _ iqneb Seni Segonebebis<br />

daxmarebiT?! magram Sen xom mas sxva rames urCev da nebas<br />

ar aZlev, sizmarSi mainc gaixsenos suliereba; piriqiT,<br />

suls mudam umZimeb awmyo sazrunaviTa da siameebiT, riTac<br />

kidev metad uwyob xels mis danTqmas. iqneb sjobda<br />

_ Tavis nebaze migeSva? ara da ara!... Wabuks ar aqvs sakmarisi<br />

Zala saTnoebis aRsasruleblad; da Tuki masSi<br />

raime keTili aRmocendeba, mas ZirSive gaanadgurebs Seni<br />

rCevebis setyva. rogorc sxeuli ver icocxlebs didxans<br />

arajansaRi, uvargisi sakvebis amara, ise sulic amgvari<br />

Sgonebebis mere uZlurdeba raime keTilis saqmnelad da<br />

diadze safiqrelad. ase darRveuli da dasustebuli,<br />

mudam mankierebiT, rogorc raime saxadiT, datanjuli<br />

suli bolos uciloblad dainTqmeba geheniasa da saiqio<br />

warsawymedelSi.<br />

Tqven, mSoblebi, TiTqosda gangeb cdilobT Svilebis<br />

daRupvas _ ubrZanebT, akeTon mxolod is, riTac gadar-<br />

Cena SeuZlebelia. upirveles yovlisa, daakvirdiT am<br />

gamonaTqvamebs: vaÁ Tquenda, romelni iciniT! _ Tqven<br />

ki bavSvebs sicilis momgvrel mizezebs ar aklebT. vaÁ<br />

Tquenda, mdidarno! _ Tqven ki mxolod Svilebis gamdidrebas<br />

cdilobT. vaÁ Tquenda, raJams keTilsa getyodian<br />

Tquen kacni! _ Tqven ki xSirad sakuTar qonebas kacobrivi<br />

didebis mosapoveblad xarjavT (ix. lk. 6:24-26).<br />

romelman hrquas Zmasa TÂssa cof, Tana-mdeb ars igi geheniasa<br />

mas cecxlisasa (mT. 5:22). Tqven ki sustebad da<br />

mxdalebad migaCniaT isini, romlebic Seuracxmyofel<br />

sityvebs mdumared iTmenen. qriste gvavalebs, ganveSo-<br />

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oT SuRlsa da uTanxmoebas, Tqven ki Svilebs niadag am<br />

borot saqmeTa mimarT aRuZravT interess. qriste gvavlebs:<br />

ukueTu Tuali Seni marjuene gacTunebdes Sen,<br />

aRmoiRe igi da ganagde _ Tqven ki Svilebs amegobrebT<br />

maincdamainc maTTan, romelTac fulis mocema SeuZliaT,<br />

Tundac ukiduresi garyvnileba aswavlon ymawvilebs.<br />

macxovari colis gaSvebis nebas ar gvrTavs, gamonaklisi<br />

mizezia mxolod mruSoba _ Tqven ki Svilebs am mcnebis<br />

ugulebelyofasac ubrZanebT, oRond maT am gziT fulis<br />

Sovna SeZlon. qristem daficeba saerTod agvikrZala _<br />

Tqven ki iciniT kidec, roca xedavT, rom am akrZalvas<br />

icaven (ix. mT. 5:29-34).<br />

ufalma gviTxra: romelsa uyvardes suli TÂsi, wariwymidos<br />

igi (in. 12:25) _ Tqven ki yoveli RoniT uRvivebT<br />

Svilebs aseT siyvaruls. qristes sityvebia: ukueTu<br />

miutevneT Tquen kacTa Secodebani maTni, mogitevnes<br />

Tquenca mamaman Tquenman zecaTaman. xolo ukueTu ara<br />

miutevneT kacTa Secodebani maTni, arca mamaman Tquenman<br />

mogitevnes Tquen Secodebani Tquenni (mT. 6:15) _<br />

Tqven tuqsavT kidec Svilebs, roca isini ar moisurveben<br />

SeuracxmyofelisTvis samagieros gadaxdas da cdilobT,<br />

saswrafod aRZraT amgvari saqcielis Casadenad.<br />

qristem gviTxra, rom didebismoyvareTaTvis sruliad<br />

usargebloa marxvac, locvac da mowyalebis gaRebac (ix.<br />

mT. 6:1) _ Tqven ki mxolod imas cdilobT, Svilebs miwieri<br />

amao dideba ergoT.<br />

ra saWiroa yvelafris CamoTvla, roca aRniSnul mankierebebs<br />

ara oden erTad, aramed TiToeuls cal-calke<br />

ZaluZT aTasobiT geheniis ganmzadeba; Tqven ki maT yvelas<br />

Tavs uyriT, codvebis gausaZlis mZime tvirTs hkidebT<br />

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Svilebs da ase yriT cecxlovan mdinareSi. rogor Se-<br />

Zleben isini gadarCenas, roca cecxlis gamCaRebeli amdeni<br />

boroteba awevT kiserze?<br />

savalalo marto is ki ar aris, rom Svilebs qristes mcnebebis<br />

sapirispiros SeagonebT, aramed isic, rom urjuloebas<br />

niRbavT keTilxmovani gamonaTqvamebiT: sacxenosno<br />

moednebze da TeatrebSi mudmivad yofnas eriskacobas<br />

uwodebT, simdidris flobas _ Tavisuflebas, didebismoyvarebas<br />

_ didsulovnebas, utifrobas _ gulaxdilobas,<br />

mflangvelobas _ kacTmoyvarebas, usamarTlobas _<br />

vaJkacobas... Semdeg, TiTqos es sicrue ar kmarodes, saTnoebasac<br />

arqmevT ukadris saxelebs: mokrZalebulobas _<br />

gaunaTleblobas, simSvides _ simxdales, samarTlianobas<br />

_ sisustes, Tavmdablobas _ monobas, uborotobas _<br />

uniaTobas. TiTqos geSiniaT, rom Svilebma sxvebisgan ar<br />

Seityon saTnoebaTa da mankierebaTa namdvili saxeli da<br />

ar ganeridon codvas. radgan mankierebaTa xseneba uSualo<br />

da namdvili saxelebiT bevrad uwyobs xels maTze<br />

uaris Tqmas; es ise Zlier moqmedebs codvilebze, rom<br />

yvelaze upatiosno qcevebiT cnobili mravali adamiani<br />

xSirad gulgrilad ver ismens, rodesac maT im saxelebiT<br />

moixsenieben, rasac sinamdvileSi imsaxureben. amis<br />

gamgoneT moeZalebaT Zlieri mrisxaneba da sificxe,<br />

TiTqos saSinel borotebas gadaeyarnen. magaliTad, vinc<br />

meZav dedakacs an garyvnil Wabuks am samarcxvino mankierebis<br />

saxeliT moixseniebs, isini mas, rogorc udidesi<br />

wyenis mimyenebels, Seurigebel mtrebad moekidebian... da<br />

ara mxolod isini, vercxlismoyvare, memTvrale, ampartavani<br />

da saerTod didi danaSaulis yvela Camdeni marcxdeba<br />

da Tavs Seuracxyofilad grZnobs; maT awuxebT ara<br />

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imdenad sakuTar namoqmedarze xalxis azri, ramdenadac<br />

TavianTi saqmis moxsenieba Sesaferisi saxeliT.<br />

me bevr iseTsac vicnob, romlebic am meTodis wyalobiT<br />

moegnen gons; esmodaT ra TavianTTvis Seuracxmyofeli<br />

saxeldebebi, mokrZalebul cxovrebas Seudgnen. magram<br />

Tqven gamosworebis am gzasac uketavT Svilebs, da,<br />

rac uaresia, STaagonebT borotebas ara oden sityvebiT,<br />

saqmeebiTac: uSenebT mdidrul saxlebs, uZenT nayofier<br />

mamulebs, ar aklebT fufunebasa da elvarebas da yovelive<br />

amiT, rogorc sqeli RrubliT, burusSi axvevT maT<br />

sulebs. rogor virwmuno maTi gadarCenis SesaZlebloba,<br />

roca vxedav, ra bejiTad ubiZgebT iseTi saqmeebisken,<br />

risTvisac qristem ucilobeli warwymeda ganaCina; roca<br />

vakvirdebi, ra daudevrad ekidebiT maT sulebs, rogorc<br />

raRac usargeblos. xolo imaze, rac marTla zedmetia,<br />

zrunavT, rogorc aucilebelsa da umniSvnelovanesze.<br />

xmarobT yovel Rones, rom Tqvens Zes hyavdes msaxuri,<br />

cxeni da hqondes saukeTeso samosi. is, rom Tavad iyos<br />

kargi, amaze dafiqrebac ar gsurT. esoden Tavs evlebiT<br />

xesa da qvas, suls ki amgvari mzrunvelobis iotisodensac<br />

ar argunebT. yvelafers akeTebT, oRond lamazi qandakeba<br />

gedgaT saxlSi, romlis saxuravi oqrosfrad<br />

ielvarebs; xolo uZvirfasesi ram _ suli iyos oqros<br />

nakeToba, amaze fiqric ar gindaT.<br />

Semdgom roca gvsurs, Svilebi codnas vaziaroT, ara<br />

mxolod vzrunavT, ron maT swavlaSi xeli araferma SeuSalos,<br />

aramed yovelmxriv vcdilobT mecadineobaSi<br />

daxmarebas: mivuCenT aRmzrdelebsa da maswavleblebs,<br />

vaxarjavT fuls, vaTavisuflebT yvela sxva saqmisgan;<br />

vemsgavsebiT olimpiur TamaSebze myof mwvrTnelebs _<br />

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gauTaveblad CavCiCinebT, rom uswavleloba siRaribea,<br />

swavla _ simdidre; Tavadac da sxvaTa meSveobiTac vakeTebT<br />

da vambobT yvelafers, oRond Svilebma bolomde<br />

Seiswavlon sagani; Tumca, yovelive amis miuxedavad,<br />

xSirad warmatebas ver vaRwevT. Cven gvgonia, rom mokrZalebuloba<br />

da patiosani qceva mova TavisTavad, arada maT<br />

SeZenas xom uamravi dabrkoleba eRobeba...<br />

ra SeiZleba iyos aseT ugunurebaze uaresi _ yvelaze<br />

iolad Sesasrulebelze davxarjoT amdeni yuradReba<br />

da zrunva, TiTqos uamisod verafers mivaRwevT, xolo<br />

gacilebiT rTulze vifiqroT, rogorc amao, umaqnis<br />

rameze, rac mainc mogvecema, Tundac gveZinos? RvTismosavi<br />

cxovrebisaTvis sulis wvrTna imdenad Zneli da<br />

mZimea mecnierebis SeswavlasTan SedarebiT, ramdenadac<br />

Znelia saqmis Sesruleba, vidre masze laparaki; ramdenadac<br />

sityvaTa warmoTqmaze rTulia qmnadoba. metyviT,<br />

maS, ra vqnaT, skolebi davangrioT?! ara, me vgulisxmob<br />

Semdegs _ ar daangrioT saTnoebis nagebobani da ar da-<br />

RupoT sulebi!.. ubiwo suli arafers daaSavebs imiT,<br />

Tu mWevrmetyveleba aklia, magram uzneos, Zalze alesili<br />

enis mqones, udidesi zianis motana SeuZlia. rac<br />

ufro Zlieria misi sityva, miT met siaves Tesavs. mWevrmetyvelebaSi<br />

daxelovnebul urjulos gacilebiT<br />

meti boroteba moaqvs, vidre uwignurs. sityvierebaSi<br />

daostatebas sWirdeba znekeTiloba, am ukanasknelisTvis<br />

ki es mecniereba aucilebeli ar aris. am codnis gareSec<br />

SeiZleba iyo umwikvlo, magram visac Ralatobs zneoba<br />

da mTel dros mankierebasa da garyvnilebaSi atarebs, is<br />

sityvis xelovnebaSi warmatebas verasdros miaRwevs. ra<br />

sikeTes mogvitans sityvier swavlaTa codna, Tu yvelaze<br />

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mTavari ganadgurdeba CvenSi. an ra aris miuRebeli sityvierebis<br />

arcodnaSi, Tu yvelaze mniSvnelovani Sinaganad<br />

mowesrigebuli gvaqvs.<br />

WeSmariti sibrZne da ganaTleba sxva araferia, Tu<br />

ara RvTismoSiSeba. nuravin ifiqrebs, TiTqos gavalebdeT,<br />

Svilebi uwignurni datovoT. ara! vinc dampirdeba,<br />

rom mixedavs maTTvis yvelaze aucilebels _ RvTismsaxurebas,<br />

me bavSvebs ar davuSli mWevrmetyvelebis xelovnebis<br />

srulyofilad Seswavlas. rodesac iryeva<br />

saZirkveli da nagebobas mTlianad dangreva emuqreba,<br />

ukiduresi ugunureba iqneboda _ saSvelad gavqceuliyaviT<br />

mlesavebTan da ara durglebTan; aseve uadgilo<br />

axirebad CagveTvleboda, ar migveca mkvidri da myari<br />

kedlebis SeRebvis neba.<br />

upirveles yovlisa, bavSvebs vaswavloT RvTismsaxureba<br />

da STavunergoT RvTismoSiSeba ara maSin, roca<br />

ukve dakacdebian, aramed davmoZRvroT da es yovelive<br />

vaswavloT jer kidev norC asakSi. pavlemac saTnoebaTa<br />

maswavlebeli bavSvebs miuCina yrmobis pirvelive wlebidan,<br />

raTa Tavidanve ar gaekarebina maTTvis boroteba.<br />

saukeTeso swavleba aris ara is, rom codvas jer Cveni<br />

dauflebis neba mivceT, mere ki saSualeba veZeboT mis<br />

gansadevnad, aramed is, romlis Tanaxmadac Zalisxmeva<br />

ar unda daviSuroT, raTa Cveni suli borotebisTvis<br />

imTaviTve miuwvdomeli iyos. amitomac SegagonebT: mxolod<br />

sxvebs ki ar misceT neba _ RvTismsaxureba aswavlon<br />

Tqvens Svilebs, aramed Tavad daexmareT maT, raTa<br />

xomaldi zurgis qars mihyves da gadarCes. Tu yvela<br />

amgvarad viazrovnebT da umTavares saqmed gavixdiT<br />

Svilebis dayenebas saTnoebis gzaze, yvelafer danarCens<br />

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ki meorexarisxovnad miviCnevT, aqedan imden sikeTes SeviZenT,<br />

rom maT CamoTvlas trabaxSic ki CamomarTmevT.<br />

Tu RvTismsaxureba gaxdeba kanoni da Zalaufleba;<br />

Tu Svilebs, upirveles yovlisa, davmoZRvravT, iyvnen<br />

RvTis megobrebi; vaswavliT yvela mecnierebaze metad<br />

da uwinares sulierebas, maSin Sewydeba ubedurebani,<br />

awmyo gaTavisufldeba uTvalavi borotebisgan; da imiT,<br />

rac samomavlo cxovrebazea naTqvami: warÃda salmoba da<br />

mwuxareba da sulTqma (es. 35:10), aqac davtkbebiT. rom<br />

ar gviyvardes fuli da ar gvxiblavdes fuWi dideba,<br />

ar gveSinodes sikvdilisa da siRaribisa, gansacdelebi<br />

migvaCndes ara borotebad, aramed udides sikeTed, ar<br />

vicodeT mtroba da Suri, maSin ar dagvtanjavda arc sakuTari,<br />

arc sxvaTa ubedurebebi da kacTa modgma Tavad<br />

angelozebs daemsgavseboda.<br />

yvelaferi viRonoT, raTa Svilebs davutovoT<br />

RvTismsaxurebis saunje, romelic mudam Tan gvdevs,<br />

ar gangveSoreba sikvdilis merec da SeuZlia udidesi<br />

sargebeli SegvZinos ara mxolod saaqaoSi, aramed saiqioSic.<br />

adamians saero simdidre maradisobaSi ar gahyveba;<br />

masze adre aqve nadgurdeba, manamde ki Tavisi patronis<br />

warwymedasac axerxebs. magram RvTismsaxurebis saunje<br />

aqac da maradisobaSic ucvalebelia da mis mompovebel-<br />

Tac mudam saimedod icavs.<br />

es marTlac asea! vinc miwiers amjobinebs suliers,<br />

orives dakargavs; xolo vinc miiswrafis zeciurisken,<br />

mas ueWvelad miecema miwieric. es ar aris Cemi sityvebi<br />

_ igi ekuTvnis ufals, vinc am sikeTeTa boZeba aRgviTqva:<br />

eZiebdiT pirvelad sasufevelsa RmrTisasa da simarTlesa<br />

missa, da ese yoveli SegeZinos Tquen (mT. 6:33). ra<br />

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Seedreba am pativs? ufali gveubneba: izrune sulierze<br />

da yvela danarCeni me momande. rogorc moyvaruli mama<br />

iRebs TavisTavze saxlis movlas, msaxurebis marTvasa da<br />

yvela danarCen sazrunavs, Zes ki mxolod sibrZnismoyvarebaSi<br />

wvrTnas urCevs, zustad aseve geqceva RmerTic.<br />

viyoT morCilni, veZioT sasufeveli RvTisa, maSin<br />

Svilebic pativcemulni gveyolebian da Cvenc maTTan er-<br />

Tad viqnebiT gandidebulni; davtkbebiT awmyo sikeTeebiT,<br />

Tuki SeviyvarebT samomavlosa da zeciurs. maS, viyoT<br />

axovan SvilTa mamani, qristeSemosil taZarTa Semqmnelni<br />

da zeciur moRvaweebze mzrunvelni; SevecadoT, rwmenaSi<br />

ganvamtkicoT isini, davmoZRvroT da Zal-Rone ar<br />

daviSuroT maT sasargeblod, raTa Tavadac gvergos maTi<br />

gvirgvinebis msgavsi jildo.<br />

epistole morwmune mamis mimarT.<br />

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Tavmdablobis Sesaxeb<br />

u vifiqrebT, rom Tavis damdablebiT Rirseba gve-<br />

nlaxeba. samarTlianad swored maSin varT amaRlebulni.<br />

swored maSin vxdebiT gansakuTrebuli patviscemis<br />

Rirsni. sakuTari Tavis amamaRlebeli kaci rom<br />

mdabldeba, xolo vinc Tavs imdablebs, maRldeba, amis<br />

dasdastureblad qristes sityvebic kmara. Tumca gamoviZioT<br />

saqmis arsi, ras niSnavs mdabali? damcirebis,<br />

yvedrebisa da ciliswamebis momTmens. da ras niSnavs<br />

maRali? pativiscemiT, qeba-didebiT Semosils. vnaxoT,<br />

rogor SeiZineba es Tvisebebi: satana angelozi iyo da<br />

gaamayda. amis gamo nuTu yvelaze metad ar iqna damcirebuli?<br />

gana sacxovrisad ar ergo es qveyana, sadac yvela<br />

gmobs da Seuracxyofs... samagierod pavlem, adamianma,<br />

Tavi daimdabala. da ra moxda? gana mas pativs ar scemen,<br />

ar ganadideben; nuTu is qristes megobari ar aris?.. gana<br />

pavle eSmaks xSirad ar ubrZanebda, rogorc monas, ar<br />

amxelda, rogorc jalaTs, ar dascinoda mas? gana is mociqulis<br />

ferxTiT ar yofila Tavdadrekili? gana pavle<br />

didi kadnierebiT ar evedreboda ufals, sxvebsac igive<br />

(eSmakis damoneba) SeZlebodaT? raRa amaze vsaubrob?! ai,<br />

rogor amaRlda abesalomi da rogor damdablda daviTi,<br />

magram vin vis aRemata, vin gandidda? ra SeiZleboda yo-<br />

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filiyo imaze Tavmdablad naTqvami, rac netarma winaswarmetyvelma<br />

warmoTqva, roca semei mas augad moixseniebda:<br />

acadeT da mwyevdes me. vin uwyis, Tu ufalman rqva<br />

magas (2 mef. 16:11).<br />

Tu gnebavT, gamoviZioT magaliTebic... warmovidginoT<br />

ori kaci, orive mdidari, didad pativdebuli, sibrZniT,<br />

ZalauflebiTa da sxva saero upiratesobiT gaamayebuli.<br />

vTqvaT, erTi maTgani eZiebs yovelgvar pativs da roca<br />

ver iRebs maT, mrisxanebs, ver kmayofildeba miRweuliT<br />

da qedmaRlobs. xolo meore pativze uars ambobs, Tanac<br />

aravis ubrazdeba... maS, maTgan romelia ufro aRmatebuli:<br />

pativs gamodevnebuli da misi mflobeli, Tu pativis<br />

ugulebelmyofeli? cxadia, ukanaskneli, da samarTlianadac,<br />

radgan namdvili gandideba SeuZlebelia didebas-<br />

Tan ganSorebis gareSe. roca mas mivdevT, is gagvirbis,<br />

xolo roca mas gavurbivarT, Tavad gveZebs. ase rom, Tu<br />

gsurs gandideba, nu isurveb didebas; Tu gsurs amaRleba,<br />

nu iqnebi qedmaRali!... magram arsebobs sxva mizezic, Tu<br />

ratom aris pativis uarmyofeli kaci yvelasTvis pativsacemi<br />

da ratom aris pativis maZiebeli yvelasTvis<br />

saZulveli. _ imitom, rom kacTa modgmis bunebiTi Tvisebaa<br />

kamaTi da winaaRmdegobis gaweva.<br />

maS, ugulebelvyoT dideba! mxolod amgvarad SevZlebT<br />

Tavis damdablebas, an umjobesia iTqvas _ gandidebas. nu<br />

aimaRleb Tavs da sxva aRgamaRlebs. sxvebi arc TavisTavis<br />

ganmadidebels ganadideben da arc Tavis damamdablebels<br />

daamdableben.<br />

me-7 saubari filipelTa epistoleze.<br />

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saTnoebas veravin xelyofs<br />

vens suls veravin miayenebs zians, Tu amas Tavad<br />

Car movindomebT. getyviT, es rogor xdeba: wagarTva<br />

vinmem mamuli? amiT mogayena zarali, oRond fuladi<br />

da ara sulieri. Tu wyenas gulSi Caideb, Tavad miayeneb<br />

zians sakuTar suls, romelsac warTmeuli fuli araTu<br />

raimes aklebs, sargebelsac sZens. Sen ki, Tu mrisxanebas<br />

ar Caicxrob, daisjebi. gagina da Seuracxgyo vinmem? mas<br />

araferi dauSavebia arc Seni sulisTvis, arc sxeulisTvis;<br />

Tu Sen samagiero gineba da Seuracxyofa dauwye, amiT<br />

Tavad avneb sakuTar suls, radgan valdebuli iqnebi, pasuxi<br />

ago Sensave naTqvamze.<br />

gansakuTrebiT minda SegagonoT is, rom morwmune qristianis<br />

suls veravin verafers avnebs, Tavad eSmakic ki.<br />

marto is ki ar aris saocari, rom RmerTma yovelgvari<br />

eSmakeuli xrikebisgan Seuvali gagvxada, aramed isic,<br />

rom mogvca saTnoebaTa aRsrulebis unari. sakmarisia,<br />

movisurvoT da amas SevZlebT, miuxedavad yovelgvari<br />

winaaRmdegobisa. arc imas aqvs mniSvneloba, viqnebiT<br />

Raribni, xorcielad uZlurni, gangdebulni, uCinoni Tu<br />

monebi... arc siRatake, arc sneuleba, arc dasaxiCrebuli<br />

sxeuli, arc monoba da arc raime msgavsi arasdros iqneba<br />

saTnoebis damabrkolebeli. magram ara marto upovareba,<br />

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monoba da uCinoba _ patimrobac ki var SegviSlis xels<br />

saTnoebis aRsrulebaSi. ai, rogor xdeba es: gaganawyena<br />

an gagabraza mavanma? nu ganurisxdebi da amaSi borkilebi,<br />

siRatake, damcireba ver dagabrkolebs! dagabrkolebs<br />

ki ara, dagexmareba da xels Segiwyobs kidec mrisxanebis<br />

moTokvaSi. nurc vinmes keTildReoba SegSurdeba _ arc<br />

aq SegiSlis xels siRaribe. locvac fxizeli da mRviZare<br />

gonebiT aRavline da veraferi aRgidgeba win. iyavi mudam<br />

mSvidi, mokrZalebuli, umwikvlo da patiosani _ amas ar<br />

sWirdeba vinmesgan daxmareba an Sewevna.<br />

saTnoebis udidesi Rirseba is aris, rom misTvis<br />

arafers niSnavs simdidre, Zalaufleba, dideba an raime<br />

msgavsi _ mis aRsasruleblad aucilebelia martooden<br />

ganwmendili suli da sxva araferi. RmerTi Cvengan mxolod<br />

imas iTxovs, risi aRsrulebac ZalgviZs. maS,<br />

gamoviCinoT saTanado Zalisxmeva. uwinares yovlisa,<br />

gavaCeroT Wartala ena, Tavi vaneboT laqlaqs, radgan<br />

mravlismetyvelebisagan ver ascdebi codvas (Sdr. igav.<br />

10:19). Tu raime sasikeTo gaqvs saTqmeli _ Tqvi, magram<br />

Tu amis aucilebloba ar aris, umjobesia, Cumad iyo. Tu<br />

xelosani xar, ijeqi da fsalmunni warmoTqvi. Tu ar<br />

gsurs bageebiT galoba _ Sinaganad igalobe. fsalmuni<br />

udidesi mosaubrea, misgan cudi araferi SegemTxveva da<br />

saxelosnoSic ise igrZnob Tavs, rogorc monasterSi.<br />

adamians simSvides hgvris ara mosaxerxebeli samyofeli,<br />

aramed umwikvlo zneoba. magaliTad, pavle saxelosnoSi<br />

muSaobda, magram amiT mis saTnoebebs araferi dahklebia.<br />

amrigad, nu ityvi: me Raribi xelosani var, ra Cemi saqmea<br />

sibrZnismoyvareba?! arada, gansakuTrebiT RvTismsaxurebisTvis<br />

aris xelsayreli siRaribe, vidre simdidre,<br />

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moqmedeba _ vidre uqmoba; xolo daudevarTaTvis simdidre<br />

damabrkolebelic ki aris. roca saWiroa mrisxanebis<br />

moTokva, Suris Cacxroba, mZvinvarebis daokeba,<br />

locvis aRvlena, Tavmdablobis, simSvidis, moTminebisa<br />

da siyvarulis gamoCena, siRaribe rogor SeiZleba damabrkolebli<br />

iyos? am yoveliveSi warmatebis misaRwevad<br />

saWiroa ara oqro-vercxlis flangva, aramed keTili<br />

zraxvani. marTalia, mowyalebis gaRebisTvis fulia<br />

saWiro, magram RatakTa mowyaleba SeiZleba ufro faseuli<br />

aRmoCndes. magaliTad, ori kodratis Semwirveli<br />

dedakaci uRaribesi iyo, magram mowyalebiT yvelas aRemata.<br />

maS, nu mivcemT simdidres did mniSvnelobas da nu vifiqrebT,<br />

TiTqos oqro WuWyze ukeTesi iyos, radgan niv-<br />

Tiereba Zvirfasad iTvleba ara misi bunebiTi Tvisebebis,<br />

aramed mis Sesaxeb Seqmnili Cveni Sexedulebis gamo.<br />

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me-2 sityva mosanaTlavad ganmzadebulTaTvis.

ogor SeiZleba zeciuri sasufevlis<br />

mitaceba<br />

argia mitaceba, oRond ara warmavalisa, aramed<br />

kzeciuri sasufevlisa. naTqvamia, sasufeveveli<br />

caTaÁ iiZulebis (mT. 11:12). maSasadame, misi miRweva<br />

SeiZleba ara mconarebiT, aramed sibejiTiT. ras niSnavs<br />

iiZulebis? es niSnavs didi Zalisxmevis gamoCenas,<br />

radgan gza sasufevlisken viwroa da mis gavlas sWirdeba<br />

ymawviluri da mxne suli.<br />

saerTod, mimtacebelT surT, yvelas gauswron da<br />

arad dagideven arc yvedrebas, arc gakicxvas da arc<br />

sasjels. isini mxolod imaze fiqroben, rogor miitacon<br />

sasurveli ram da ajobon win mavalT. Cven ki mivitacoT<br />

zeciuri sasufevli. es saqcieli ar CagveTvleba codvad.<br />

piriqiT, Seqebas davimsaxurebT _ codva armitaceba iqneba.<br />

Cvens mier SeZenili simdidre sxvebs arafers avnebs.<br />

maS SevecadoT sasufevlis mitacebas; da Tuki gvTrgunavs<br />

mrisxaneba da gvaforiaqebs wadili _ moverioT vnebebs,<br />

davmSviddeT, cota gavisarjoT samudamo simSvidisaTvis.<br />

ar mivitacoT oqro _ mivitacoT iseTi simdidre,<br />

romelTanac oqro WuWys emsgavseba.<br />

mipasuxe, Sen win rom spilenZi da oqro ewyos, ro mels<br />

miitacebdi? cxadia, oqros. xedav _ maSinac ki, roca ici,<br />

rom mimtacebeli daisjeba, Sen mainc saukeTesos miT-<br />

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visebas amjobineb. maSinac xom umjobess amoirCev, roca,<br />

rogorc mimtacebels, pativi mogelis? raimes, iqneba igi<br />

ukeTesi Tu uaresi, mitacebisTvis sasjeli rom gelodes,<br />

gana mainc ukeTesze ar SeaCerebdi arCevans?! magram<br />

aq cudi araferi gemuqreba, piriqiT, mxolod netareba<br />

mogelis.<br />

mkiTxav, rogor SeiZleba zeciuri sasufevlis mitaceba?<br />

gadayare yvelaferi, rac xelT gipyria. sanam maT<br />

flob, sasufevels ver miitaceb. maCvene kaci, romelsac<br />

muWebi vercxliT aqvs savse. SeZlebs igi oqros mitacebas<br />

manam, sanam am vercxls ar dayris da xels ar gaiTavisuflebs?<br />

mimtacebeli araferze unda iyos mijaWvuli,<br />

raTa raimem ar Seayovnos. axlac xom arseboben mtruli<br />

Zalebi, romlebic Tavs gvesxmian da sasufevlis warTmeviT<br />

gvemuqrebian. gaveqceT maT, araferi davutovoT<br />

xelis CasaWidad. gadavWraT saaqaosTan damakavSirebeli<br />

Zafebi, ganviZarcvoT yofiTi nivTebisgan. rad gvinda<br />

abreSumi, sanam unda viyoT gaxveulni am sasacilo samoselSi?<br />

rodemde unda davmarxoT miwaSi oqro? axla mainc<br />

mivatovoT es, raTa Cveni cxovrebiT sxvebsac magaliTad<br />

gamovadgeT da aRTqmuli sikeTenic miviRoT.<br />

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54-e saubari saxarebis Sesaxeb.

ogor SeiZleba, gaWirvebam simSvide<br />

mogvgvaros?<br />

merTi ara mxolod gvixsnis gaWirvebisgan, aramed<br />

Rmisi gaxangrZlivebiT udides simSvidesac gvZens.<br />

aq gansakuTrebiT cxaddeba misi sibrZne da Zalmosileba.<br />

ufali amiT gviCvenebs Tavis Zlierebasac da gaWirvebaSi<br />

Cavardnilis sulsac sibrZnes aziarebs. swored maSin<br />

eZleva Sveba damwuxrebul suls... gaWirvebasac bolo ar<br />

uCans, rasac kaci mconarebidan gamohyavs da ZilquSisgan<br />

afxizlebs. ai, ratom Tqva winaswarmetyvelma: Wirsa Cemsa<br />

ganmivrce me (fs. 4:2). mas ar uTqvams: mixseni gaWirvebisgan<br />

an gamaTavisufle gansacdelTagano, aramed: Sen<br />

Rirs-myav, gameZlo da Wirsa Cemsa ganmivrce me. magram<br />

kiTxvaze: rogor xdeba WirSi ganvrcoba? gipaxuxeb: ise,<br />

rogorc moxda saxumilSi myofi sami yrmis an lomebis<br />

ormoSi Cagdebuli danielis magaliTze. RmerTma cecxli<br />

ar Caaqro, magram ise moawyo, rom yrmebs igi ar Seexo;<br />

ar daxoca lomebi, magram danieli uvneblad gadaarCina.<br />

saxumilSic gizgizebda da ormoSic mxecebi mxecebad<br />

darCnen, magram marTlebi mainc udidesi simSvidiT tkbebodnen.<br />

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SeiZleba ganvrcoba sxvagvaradac gavigoT, saxeldobr:<br />

gansacdelebiT damwuxrebuli suli gansakuTrebiT<br />

maSin tkbeba simSvidiT, roca Tavisufldeba vnebebisa<br />

Tu sxva mravali senisgan. bevri kaci sargeblobs yofiTi<br />

keTildReobiT da eZleva maTi sulebisTvis mtanjvel,<br />

ugunur vnebebs: angarebismoyvarebas, tkbobismoyvarebas<br />

da bevr sxva mankierebas; xolo gaWirvebaSi myofni Tavisufldebian<br />

yovelive amisgan... cxelebiT gatanjulni,<br />

Tu moindomeben TavianTi mavne survilebis dakmayofilebas<br />

imiT, rom saWmelsa da Rvinos mieZalebian da a. S.,<br />

ufro metad gawamdebian. magram Tu ecdebian odnav gai-<br />

Wirvon da moiTminon, udides mosvenebas hpoveben. roca<br />

ganagdeben imas, rac Semawuxebelia, maSin datkbebian<br />

sruli sijansaRiT.<br />

asea aqac: araferi amSvidebs kacs ise, rogorc yvela<br />

yofiTi sazrunavis damaviwyebeli gaWirveba. ra emarTebodaT<br />

iudevelebs, roca gansacdelSi iyvnen an roca<br />

keTildReobiT tkbebodnen? gana sneuli, ganrRveuli da<br />

meryevi sulisTvis ar aris niSandoblivi Semdegi naTqvami:<br />

kacsa mas moses, romelman gamomiyvana Cuen queyaniT<br />

egÂptiT, ara viciT, raÁ SeemTxÂa (gamosl. 32:1). da piriqiT,<br />

gana brZen da yofiT vnebaTagan Tavisufal sulze ar<br />

miuTiTebs sityvebi, riTac iudevelebi loculobdnen<br />

gaWirvebis Jams da riTac RvTis keTilganwyoba moipoves?<br />

is winaswarmetyvelic (danieli), roca uzrunvelad<br />

cxovrobda, rogor itanjeboda, wuxda da wvalobda<br />

mankieri survilebis gamo! xolo roca gansacdeli ewvia,<br />

iciT, rogori simSvidiT tkbeboda. es imitom, rom masSi<br />

ukve aRar gizgizebda uzneo wadilTa cecxli _ aalebis<br />

umal qreboda igi. WeSmaritad, araferi gvayenebs imden<br />

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tanjvas, ramdensac sulSi vnebebis gamZafreba. sxva yvela<br />

ubedureba garedan modis, vnebebi ki Sinaganad gveZaleba.<br />

es xdeba gansakuTrebiT gausaZlisi tkivilis mizezi.<br />

mTeli msoflio rom mtrad mogvekidos, verafers dagvaklebs,<br />

Tu Cven TviTon ar vavnebT sakuTar Tavs. maSasadame,<br />

Cvenzea damokidebuli _ gamovcdiT gaWirvebas Tu<br />

ara.<br />

rom dagarwmuno, ra mosdevs WirSi ganvrcobas, davimowmeb<br />

mociqulis gamonaTqvams _ usmine, Tavad pavle<br />

ras ambobs gaWirvebis nayofTa Sesaxeb: Wiri moTminebasa<br />

Seiqms, xolo moTminebaÁ _ gamocdilebasa, xolo gamocdilebaÁ<br />

_ sasoebasa, xolo sasoebaman ara arcxÂnis<br />

(rom. 5:3-5). ai, ras niSnavs aRuwereli ganvrcoba! xedav,<br />

sad aris mxiarulebis navsayudeli! Wiri moTminebasa<br />

Seiqms _ ambobs mociquli. vin SeiZleba iyos momTmen,<br />

yvelafris Tvinierad amtan kacze mSvidi da gamocdil<br />

adamianze Zlieri?! ra Seedreba gaWirvebisgan moniWebul<br />

sixaruls, rac, mociqulis sityvebiT, CvenSi badebs sam<br />

rames: moTminebas, gamocdilebas da samomavlo sikeTeTa<br />

sasoebas.<br />

saubari me-4 fsalmunze.<br />

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codvaTa mizezia ara buneba, aramed<br />

uzrunveloba<br />

evri ambobs: codvisken mibiZgebs Cemive buneba. igi<br />

bmaiZulebs codvis Cadenas, Tumca qriste miyvars.<br />

amis mTqmelni rom marTla scodavdnen iZulebiT da nebis<br />

winaaRmdeg, maTi Sewyaleba kidev SeiZleboda, magram<br />

Tuki isini ecemian udebebisa gamo, maSin saerTod Seu-<br />

Zlebelia raime epatioT.<br />

ganvixiloT, Tu ra xdeba codvaTa mizezi: saWiroeba<br />

da iZuleba, Tu mconareba da sruli uzrunveloba? magaliTad,<br />

naTqvamia: ara kac hkla. gana ra gare aucilebloba<br />

arsebobs mkvlelobis Casadenad da vin gaiZulebs<br />

amas? piriqiT, Sen unda aiZulo sakuTari Tavi, rom vinme<br />

mokla. marTlacda, romeli Cvengans eyofa gambedaoba,<br />

TviTiZulebis gareSe dana gauyaros yelSi moyvass da misi<br />

sisxliT gaisvaros xeli? _ aravis!.. piriqiT, saWiroa,<br />

didi ZaldatanebiT aiZulo sakuTari Tavi, rom es codva<br />

Caidino.<br />

RmerTma Cvens bunebaSi Cado Zala, rac sxvaTa mimarT<br />

siyvarulisTvis gangvawyobs. naTqvamia: yvela cxovels<br />

uyvars Tavisi msgavsi da yovel kacs _ Tavisi maxlobeli<br />

(zir. 13:15). daakvirdi _ saTnoebis Tesli bunebiTad<br />

ukve arsebobs CvenSi, mankierebani ki miuRebelia. maSasadame,<br />

Tu es ukeTurebani batonoben Cvenze, es Cvens uz-<br />

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unvelobaze miuTiTebs. aviRoT siZva. ra aucileblobiT<br />

miviltviT misken? Tu metyvi: cxadia, amisken gulisTqmis<br />

tirania gvibiZgebs, isic mipasuxe _ mainc rogor? gana<br />

ar SeiZleba, coli gyavdes da amiT gaanadguro es vneba?<br />

mavani Semepasuxeba: ra vqna, Tu amouxsneli siyvaruli<br />

dameufla moyvasis colis mimarT! magram siyvaruli<br />

ra iZulebiTi aucileblobaa. Tu vinmes vinme uyvars,<br />

es xdeba sakuTari surviliTa da keTili nebiT da ara<br />

aucileblobis gamo. iqneb, xorcieli kavSiri aris kidec<br />

moTxovnileba, magram ara vinmes siyvaruli. arc mru-<br />

Soba aris xorcieli kavSiris dasamyareblad swrafvis<br />

Sedegi _ mas safuZvlad udevs mzvaobroba, grZnobadi aRgzneba<br />

da metismeti tkbobismoyvareba. miTxar, ra ufro<br />

gonivrulia: gyavdes coli _ Svilebis gaCenis Tanamoziare,<br />

Tu eZebo viRac ucnobi dedakaci? gana ar ici, rom<br />

xorcieli kavSiri aaxlovebs adamianebs? maSasadame,<br />

mruSoba ar aris bunebiTi Tviseba. me ar vgmob im survils,<br />

romelic Cven mogveca qorwinebaSi Tanacxovrebisa<br />

da SvilierebisTvis, magram ara garyvnilebisa da gaxrwnisTvis.<br />

cnobilia, rom samoqalaqo kanonebic ar aris mkacri<br />

iZulebiT Cadenil danaSaulTa mimarT, magram sakuTriv<br />

codvaTagan erTic ar arsebobs, rom aucileblobiT iyos<br />

gamowveuli _ yvela nebis borotad gamoyenebis Sedegia.<br />

RmerTs kacis buneba ise ar Seuqmnia, rom misTvis auclebeli<br />

iyos codvis qmna _ winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi sasjelic<br />

ar iarsebebda.<br />

imas, rac namdvilad aucileblobiTa da iZulebiT<br />

keTdeba, Cven ar vexebiT, arc RmerTi mogvkiTxavs amisTvis,<br />

radgan saxieria da kacTmoyvare. mkiTxaven: ra, gana<br />

qurdoba aucileblobiT ar aris gamowveuli _ mas xom<br />

siRatake gvaiZulebs?! ara, siRatake gvaiZulebs Sromas<br />

da ara moparvas; maSasadame, igi sapirispiros keTebas<br />

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gvkarnaxobs. qurdoba mconarebis Sedegia. siRaribe,<br />

rogorc wesi, badebs Sromismoyvarebas da ara sizarmaces.<br />

amitomac aris qurdoba udebebis pirmSo. gulisxmahyav<br />

es da mipasuxe: ra aris ufro Zneli da usiamovno<br />

_ uZilo Rameebi gaataro, aqeT-iqiT awydebode kedlebs,<br />

wyvdiadSi ixetialo, mudam SfoTavde, mkvlelobisaTvis<br />

emzadebode da SiSiT kankalebde, Tu yoveldRiuri<br />

Tavgamodebuli SromiTa da usafrTxoebiT tkbebode? ra<br />

Tqma unda, ukanaskneli ufro iolia! amitomac xalxis<br />

udidesi nawili ase cxovrebas amjobinebs.<br />

xedav, rogor eTanadeba saTnoeba adamianur bunebas,<br />

mankiereba ki misTvis iseve SeuTavsebelia, rogorc<br />

sneuleba _ janmrTelobasTan. da kidev: magaliTad, ra<br />

aucilebloba gvkarnaxobs sicruis Tqmasa da daficebas?<br />

araviTari iZuleba! Cven amas nebayoflobiT viqmT. metyviT,<br />

rom Tqveni ar sjeraT, ar gendobian ise, rogorc<br />

Tqven amas isurvebdiT. magram ndobis mopovebas unda<br />

ecadoT ufro piradi qceviT, vidre ficiT. ratom xdeba,<br />

rom ar gvjera zogi adamiansa maSinac, roca isini fics<br />

deben, xolo zogni ficis gareSec imsaxureben Cvengan<br />

ndobas?! maSasadame, fici saerTod ar aris aucilebeli!...<br />

xom xdeba ise, rom mavani eubneba mavans: mjera Seni ficis<br />

gareSec, anda Seni ar mjera, miuxedavad ficisa. gamodis,<br />

rom daficeba zedmetia da ufro undoblobas badebs,<br />

vidre ndobas. ver vityviT, rom daficebas daCveuli kaci<br />

amiT Rirsebas hmatebdes Tavis keTilSobilebasa da xasiaTs.<br />

nebismier SemTxvevaSi Tavgamodebuli fici adamians<br />

namdvilad arafers SesZens. mas vinc arasdros mimar-<br />

Tavs fics, SesaZloa es Tviseba sasikeTod waadges. iqneb<br />

fici sxvaTa dasarwmuneblad aris saWiro? sulac ara!<br />

vxedavT, rom metad endobian maT, vinc ar ificeba.<br />

ganvagrZoT: gana aucilebelia, sxvebs awyenino? metyvi,<br />

rom es garduvalobiT xdeba, raki aRgznebuli, aale-<br />

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uli Sinagani mxurvaleba suls mosvenebas ar aZlevs.<br />

ara, adamiano. sxvaTa wyeninebis mizezia Senive sulmokleoba<br />

da ara Sinagani mgznebareba. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi<br />

yvela erTmaneTs dausruleblad miayenebda wyenas.<br />

gulmxurvaleba gveZleva ara moyvasis gasajavreblad,<br />

aramed SemcodebelTa mosaqcevad; is gvexmareba dacemis<br />

Semdgom wamodgomaSi da mconarebis daZlevaSi. Sinagani<br />

mgznebareba CvenSi arsebobs, rogorc eSmakis winaaRmdeg<br />

mimarTuli erTgvari nestari, rac unda gamoviyenoT<br />

misi Tavadaxmebis mosagerieblad da ara urTierTis winaaRmdeg<br />

sabrZolvelad. Cven es saWurveli gvaqvs ara sakuTar<br />

TavTan saomrad, aramed momxdurTan. Tu mrisxaneba<br />

geZaleba, mimarTe igi sakuTari codvebis winaaRmdeg;<br />

gaimaTraxe sakuTari suli da sindisi, mkacr, piruTvnel<br />

msajulad da damsjelad moevline pirad Secodebebs. ai,<br />

guliswyromisgan miRebuli sargebeli _ amitom mogvca<br />

RmerTma ganrisxebis unari.<br />

kidev: meqrTameoba aucilebelia? ara! miTxar, ra<br />

gaWirveba, ra Zala gaiZulebs qurdobas? metyvi, rom<br />

misken gibiZgebs siRaribe da yvelaze aucileblis arqonis<br />

SiSi, magram swored amitomac ar unda iyo meqrTame<br />

_ sicruiT SeZenili qoneba ar aris myari. Sen emsgavsebi<br />

im kacs, romelic SekiTxvaze: ratom aSenebs Tavis saxls<br />

qviSaze? pasuxobs: sicivisa da wvimisgan Tavis dasacavad.<br />

magram xom swored imitom ar unda daafuZno saxli<br />

qviSaze, rom wvima, qariSxali da qarbuqi male SeZleben<br />

mis aRgvas. amitom, Tu gamdidreba gsurs, meqrTameobas<br />

Tavi anebe. Tu SvilebisTvis qonebis datoveba gwadia,<br />

iSove igi patiosnad _ Tuki saerTod arsebobs patiosnad<br />

naSovni simdidre?!<br />

me-2 saubari efeselTa mimarT epistoleze<br />

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qristianTa mankieri cxovreba warmarTTa<br />

moqcevas abrkolebs<br />

icxovroT ise, rom RvTis saxels Seuracxyofa<br />

varavin mivayenoT _ nu gamovekidebiT nurc kacobriv<br />

didebas, nurc ise moviqceviT, rom saxeli gavitexoT.<br />

orive SemTxvevaSi zomiereba davicvaT. naTqvamia:<br />

SCndeT, viTarca mTiebni sofelsa Sina (flp. 2:15).<br />

ufalma imitomac dagvadgina Cven _ axali comi _ qristianebi,<br />

rom davemsgavsoT mnaTobebs, vaswavloT sxvebs,<br />

viyoT adamianebTan angelozebi, yrmebTan _ mamebi, mSvinvierebTan<br />

_ sulierni, raTa maTac sargebeli hpovon da<br />

Cvenc uxvmosavlian Tesls davemsgavsoT. Cveni cxovreba<br />

esoden naTeli da gasagebi rom iyos, sityvebi saWiro<br />

aRar iqneboda; ar mivmarTavdiT maswavleblebs, Tavad<br />

rom keTil saqmeebs aRvasrulebdeT; aravin darCeboda<br />

warmarTad, rom vyofiliyaviT Rirseuli qristianebi,<br />

dagvecva qristes cnebebi, didsulovnad dagveTmina wyena<br />

da Zarcva; dagveloca mayvedrebelni, Cven Cagvraze sikeTiT<br />

gvepasuxa. yvela rom ase iqceodes, vin iqneba iseTi<br />

veluri, rom WeSmarit sarwmunoebaze ar moiqces.<br />

es rom gaacnobieroT, davimowmeb magaliTs: pavlem<br />

martom SeZlo amdeni adamianis mozidva. yvela rom aseTni<br />

viyoT, ramden qveyanas movaqcevdiT?! axla qristianebi<br />

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warmarTebze mravalricxovanni arian, magram miuxedavad<br />

amisa, maTTan erTi kaci aswavlis xelovnebas as ymawvils,<br />

CvenTan ki, miuxedavad maswavleblebis simravlisa, isini<br />

ki mowafeebze mravlad arian, aravin gvierTdeba. es<br />

imitom xdeba, rom mowafeebi akvirdebian moZRvarTa saTnoebebs<br />

da Tuki SeniSnaven, rom Cvenc igive gvsurs, imave<br />

saxelsa da didebas daveZebT _ ra pativiscemas igrZnoben<br />

qristianobis mimarT?! roca isini xedaven Cven _ miwier<br />

sulTa _ mankier cxovrebas; xvdebian, rom maT msgavsad<br />

gviyvars fuli, gvakrTobs da gvaSinebs siRaribe, vdrtvinavT<br />

sneulebis dros, veswrafiT Zalauflebas, ar<br />

gvasvenebs vercxlismoyvareba da xelsayrel SemTxvevas<br />

veZebT gamdidrebisTvis. maS, ratom unda irwmunon aseTi<br />

moZRvrebisa? saswaulebis gamo? _ isini ukve aRar arseboben.<br />

marTali cxovrebisaTvis? _ is ukve ganadgurda.<br />

siyvarulisTvis? misi kvalic aRarsad Cans. aqedan gamomdinare,<br />

pasuxs vagebT ara oden Cveni codvebis, aramed<br />

sxvaTa warwymedis gamoc. axla mainc wamovdgeT, gavimarToT,<br />

vifxizloT, zeciuri cxovrebis magaliTi amqveynadve<br />

vaCvenoT, dedamiwaze viRvawoT da Tanac vimeoroT:<br />

Cueni moqalaqobaÁ caTa Sina ars (flp. 3:20).<br />

magram didi adamianebic xom gvyavda _ ityvis mavani,<br />

razedac warmarTi Seepasuxeba: rogor unda verwmuno<br />

mas? me ver vxedav, rom Tqvenc imaves iqmodeT, rasac isini.<br />

Tu saWiroa amaze msjeloba, Cven gvyavs didi filosofosebi,<br />

romelTa cxovreba gaocebas imsaxurebs. Sen ki<br />

maCvene sxva pavle an ioane!..<br />

magram Sen amas ver SeZleb da amis mere ar gagikvirdes,<br />

rogor dascinebs Cvens aseT saubrebs warmarTi. rogor<br />

ar darCeba igi Tavis umecrebaSi, roca xedavs, rom Cven<br />

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oden sityviT varT brZenni da ara saqmiT. dRes nebismieri<br />

mzad aris, erTi groSis gamo moklas kaci an Tavi<br />

Seaklas; miwis naglejisTvis iwyeba gauTavebeli dava;<br />

Zis sikvdili yvelafers Tavdayira ayenebs... amasTan, me<br />

aRar vexebi yvelafer danarCens, rac cremlTaRvris<br />

Rirsia, saxeldobr: mkiTxaobas, mCxibavobas, niSnebze<br />

dakvirvebas, bedis amocnobas, jadoebisa da Tilismebis<br />

gakeTebas, jadoqrobas... WeSmaritad TiToeuli maTgani<br />

udidesi danaSaulia da maT sruliad SeuZliaT, gamoiwvion<br />

RvTis risxva. radgan mas merec ki, rac RmerTma<br />

Ze Tvisi gamogvigzavna, mainc vbedavT ase moqcevas. raRa<br />

dagvrCenia? aRaraferi, godebis garda... radgan ama soflis<br />

umciresi nawili Tu gadarCeba. nugeSi veZioT codva-<br />

Ta SenanebaSi; ar gadavuxvioT zecisken mimavali sikeTis<br />

gzas, raTa SevZloT zeciuri sasufevlis damkvidreba.<br />

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me-10 saubari timoTesadmi 1 epistoleze.

sasuliero mTavrobaTa simaRle<br />

Tavroba aris ara oden Rirseba, aramed xelovne-<br />

mbac, Tanac yvela xelovnebaze aRmatebuli. Tu samoqalaqo<br />

mTavroba yvela xelovnebasa da codnaze maRla<br />

dgas, es miT ufro iTqmis sasuliero mTavrobaze, romelic<br />

imdenad aRemateba samoqalaqos, ramdenadac es<br />

ukanaskneli sjobnis yvela sxva [saero] xelovnebas, gacilebiT<br />

metadac ki. magram riT davamtkicebT, rom mTavroba<br />

yvela xelovnebas aRemateba? imiT, rom mis gareSe<br />

yvelaferi sruliad usargeblo gaxdeboda. Tu gnebavT,<br />

Tavi vaneboT danarCens da magaliTad aviRoT mxolod miwaTmoqmedeba,<br />

rac sasicocxlod umniSvnelovanesia. ras<br />

gvargebs mravali miwaTmoqmedis marjvena, roca adamianebi<br />

gauTavebel brZolasa da urTierTZarcvaSi Caebmebian.<br />

axla maT mmarTvelis SiSi akavebT da amiT daculia<br />

Sromis monagebic. gaauqmeb mTavrobas da Sromac wyalSi<br />

CaeyrebaT. magram vinc Rrmad Caswvdeba saqmis arss, aRmoaCens,<br />

rom arsebobs sxva mTavrobac _ saero mTavrobis<br />

deda da mokavSire. misi saSualebiT unda marTavdes<br />

TiToeuli kaci sakuTar Tavs da masze mbrZaneblobdes,<br />

iTrgunavdes mdabal vnebebs da samagierod mTeli gulmodginebiT<br />

asazrdoebdes, aviTarebdes nebismier saTnoebas.<br />

amdenad, mTavroba sxvadasxvagvaria: erTiT ada-<br />

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mianebi mbrZanebloben erebsa da qalaqebze, awesrigeben<br />

samoqalaqo cxovrebas, mis Sesaxeb Tqva mociqulma: yoveli<br />

suli Ãelmwifebasa mas umTavresisasa daemorCilen,<br />

rameTu ara ars ÃelmwifebaÁ, garna RmrTisagan (rom.<br />

13:1); Semdgom, amgvari mmarTvelobis sikeTis saCveneblad<br />

dasZina: rameTu RmrTis msaxuri ars Senda keTilisaTÂs...<br />

RmrTis msaxur ars Senda, risxvisaTÂs Suris<br />

meZiebel borotis moqmedTaTÂs (rom. 13:4).<br />

gansxvavebulia mTavroba, riTac yoveli gonieri kaci<br />

marTavs Tavis bunebas da ris Sesaxebac gviTxra pavlem:<br />

gnebavs Tu, raÁTa ara geSinodis Ãelmwifebisagan?<br />

keTilsa iqmode da moiRo qebaÁ misgan (rom. 13:3). amiT<br />

mociqulma adamiani sakuTari Tavis mTavrad moixsenia.<br />

aris sxva, samoqalaqo xelisuflebaze gacilebiT aRmatebuli<br />

mTavrobac. es aris RvTis eklesiaSi arsebuli<br />

mTavroba. mas aseve axsenebda pavle: daemorCileniT winamZRuarTa<br />

TquenTa da erCdiT maT, rameTu igini iRÂZeben<br />

sulTa TquenTaTÂs, viTarca-igi sityuaÁ miscen (ebr.<br />

13:17). es mTavroba imdenad maRla dgas samoqalaqoze,<br />

ramdenadac zeca aris daSorebuli dedamiwas, gacilebiT<br />

metadac ki. misi upirvelesi mizania ara Cadenili<br />

codvisTvis dasja, aramed codvaTa Cadenis ardaSveba. da<br />

Tuki es mainc moxda, cdilobs ara Semcodeblis gankve-<br />

Tas, aramed misgan codvaTa aRmofxvras. saeklesio mTavroba<br />

yofiTi sakiTxebiT naklebad aris dakavebuli, misi<br />

mTeli gulisyuri mimarTulia zeciurze zrunvisken.<br />

Cueni moqalaqobaÁ caTa Sina ars (flp. 3:20), sadac Cveni<br />

iqauri cxovreba dafarul ars qristeTurT RmrTisa<br />

Tana (kol. 3:3); jildoc iq, zecaSi, gveguleba da iqauri<br />

gvirgvinebisTvis vmoRvaweobT. gvwams, cxovreba<br />

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sikvdilTan erTad ar wydeba da mis Semdgom kidev metad<br />

gabrwyindeba.<br />

amitom sasuliero mTavroba ara oden qalaqis mmarTvelTa,<br />

aramed samefo gvirgviniT SemkulebTan SedarebiTac<br />

ki udidesi pativiT aris mosili, radgan misi mizania,<br />

adamianebis amaRleba da uzenaesTan maTi TanaSerTva.<br />

magram samoqalaqo da sasuliero mmarTvelis Tanamdebobaze<br />

droebiT dadginebuli kargad xelmZRvanelobas<br />

ver SeZlebs, Tu manamde ar iswavlis sakuTari Tavis jerovnad<br />

marTvas da zedmiwevniT ar Seasrulebs samoqalaqo<br />

da sasuliero kanonebs. rogorc bevr SemTxvevaSi<br />

mTavroba aris orgvari _ samoqalaqo da sasuliero _<br />

ise TiToeulis mier sakuTari Tavis marTvac orgvaria.<br />

rogorc zemoT aRvniSneT, aqac vimeorebT _ sasuliero<br />

mTavroba samoqalaqoze maRla dgas.<br />

SeiZleba yuradReba mivapyroT imasac, rom zogierTi<br />

xelovneba agreTve mmarTvelobaa. es gansakuTrebiT exeba<br />

miwaTmoqmedebas. miwaTmoqmedi mcenareTa erTgvari<br />

xelmwifea: erTs gadaWris da gazrdis saSualebas ar<br />

aZlevs, meores ki uvlis da axarebs... aseve iqcevian gamocdili<br />

mTavrebic: sjian da gankveTen borot da sxvaTa<br />

maWirvebel adamianebs; xolo keTilebsa da mSvidebs awinaureben.<br />

amitomac adarebs wminda werili mTavrebs mevenaxeebs.<br />

mcenareebic xom ise Civian, rogorc daCagruli<br />

eriskacebi qalaqebSi _ isinic xom TavianTi garegnobiT<br />

gamoxataven wyenas, roca sarevela moeZalebaT da Wknebian.<br />

rogorc mankiereba isjeba da swordeba kanonebiT, ise<br />

miwaTmoqmedis ostatobiT gamokeTdeba unayofo niadagi,<br />

keTilSobilebas iZenen tlanqi da veluri mcenareebi.<br />

aq SevxvdebiT yvelafers kacTa znisTvis niSandoblivs<br />

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_ siuxeSesac, sinazesac, morcxvobasac, utifrobasac<br />

da meryeobasac... zogi mcenare naadrevad itoteba da<br />

gverdze aRmocenebuls azianebs; meore Seviwroebulia<br />

da iCagreba, radgan mis siaxloves gatarebuli Robe uSlis<br />

xels gazrdaSi; an simaRleSi wasuli unayofo da veluri<br />

xeebi TavianT qveS amosuli mcenareebis gaxarebas<br />

aferxeben. rogorc mTavrebsa da mefeebs uwevT mmarTvelobasTan<br />

dapirispirebulebisa da mtrebis alagmva, ise<br />

miwaTmoqmeds uxdeba mxecebis SemosevasTan, avdarTan,<br />

setyvasTan, gvalvasTan, mcenareTa daavadebebTan brZola.<br />

es yovelive imitom xdeba, rom miwaTmoqmedni Rmer-<br />

Ts sasoebdnen. sxva xelovnebaSi winsvlas kaci unda<br />

umadlodes Tavis Zalisxmevas, magram miwaTmoqmedebaSi<br />

warmateba TiTqmis mTlianad RvTis nebazea damokidebuli.<br />

aq saWiroa cis nami, amindis sezonuri Sesabamisoba<br />

da, rac mTavaria, RvTis gangebuleba. aw ukue arca damsxmeli<br />

raÁ ars, arca momrwyveli, aramed aRmaorZinebeli<br />

RmerTi (1 kor. 3:7). mcenarec adamianiviT ibadeba, cocxlobs,<br />

izrdeba da kvdeba _ maT anadgureben, isini ki nayofs<br />

iZlevian; ixocebian da kvlav axal sicocxles iwyeben.<br />

dedamiwaze uxvad aris amis magaliTebi _ gana isini<br />

cxadad ar mogvagoneben aRdgomas?! roca gaxarebuli<br />

mcenare nayofiT daixunZleba, an Teslidan aRmocendeba<br />

Rero, gana es aRdgoma ar aris?! da Tu vinme amas gulisyuriT<br />

daakvirdeba, dainaxavs mTavrobaze fxizlad<br />

Tvalyuris mdevnebeli uflis gangebulebasa da udides<br />

sibrZnes.<br />

minda giTxraT, rom miwasa da mcenareebze ganvrcobili<br />

mTavrobisagan gansxvavebiT, Cveni mTavroba zrunavs<br />

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sulTa gansakurneblad. ramdenadac erTmaneTisgan gansxvavdeba<br />

suli da mcenare, ise gansxvavdebian sulebze<br />

mzrunveli da mcenareTa mTavrobebi. sulieri cxovrebis<br />

xelmwifeba imdenad aRemateba miwieri yofis xelmwifebas,<br />

ramdenadac monebze mbrZaneblobas sjobia Tavisufali<br />

adamianebis marTva.<br />

sasuliero mmarTveloba eTanadeba adamianis bunebasac;<br />

saero mmarTvelobisas yvelaferi keTdeba SiSiT<br />

da aucileblobidan gamomdinare, sasuliero mmaTvelobisas<br />

_ Tavisufali nebiT da gansjis safuZvelze. sasuliero<br />

mTavroba samoqalaqos imiTac aRemateba, rom<br />

aris ara ubralod momwesrigebeli, aramed, SeiZleba<br />

iTqvas, mamobrivi xelmwifebiT aRWurvili da mamobrivi<br />

sulgrZelebiT aRbeWdili mTavroba. samoqalaqo<br />

mmarTvelis sityvebia: Tu imruSeb, sikvdiliT daisjebi;<br />

sasuliero ki gvafrTxilebs: udidesi sasjeli gemuqreba,<br />

Tu gulisTqmiTac ki Sexede vinmes. es samsjavro<br />

udides pativiscemas imsaxurebs, radgan ara mxolod<br />

xorcis, aramed sulis gamosworebas emsaxureba. amitom<br />

ramdenadac didi manZili Zevs sulsa da xorcs Soris,<br />

imdenad sasuliero mTavroba Sors dgas samoqalaqosgan.<br />

es ukanaskneli gansjis mxolod xilul danaSauls<br />

da Tanac mxolod mxilebuls _ xSirad maTac Cqmalavs.<br />

sasuliero samsjaroze piriqiT xdeba _ damswreTaTvis<br />

iq winaswar cxaddeba, rom msajulia RmerTi, romelic<br />

gvamxels mTeli samyaros winaSe da visac veraferi daemaleba.<br />

amitomac qristianoba saero kanonebze ukeTesad awesrigebs<br />

Cvens cxovrebas. Tu kacs TvalsaCino codvebze<br />

metad farulis eSinia da fxizlobs; Tu umciresi dana-<br />

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SaulisTvis pasuxisgeba mas ufro ganawyobs saTnoebis<br />

aRsasruleblad, vidre didi danaSaulisTvis dasja, ma-<br />

Sin, cxadia, aseTi mTavroba yvela danarCen mmarTvelobaze<br />

metad ganamtkicebs Cvens cxovrebas.<br />

axla ganvixiloT isic, Tu rogor xdeba ama Tu im<br />

mmarTvelis dadgineba da aqac dainaxav udides gansxvavebas.<br />

sasuliero mmarTveloba eZleva ara amaSi fulis<br />

gadamxdels, aramed samagaliTod mcxovrebs. dadginebuli<br />

adamiani sasuliero mTavrobas uerTdeba ara kacobirvi<br />

didebisTvis an piradi simSvidisTvis, aramed imisTvis,<br />

rom iSromos da iRvawos mravalTa sasargeblod.<br />

amitomac eZleva mas suliwmidisgan zegardmo udidesi<br />

Semweoba. rac Seexeba saero mTavrobas, igi arsebobs mxolod<br />

brZanebis gasacemad da miTiTebebisTvis _ ra vake-<br />

ToT. sasulieri _ Tavad gvxmareba locviTa da madliT,<br />

saero mmarTvlobaSi ki sityva aravis dascdeba sulierebaze;<br />

aravin aswavlis, ra aris suli, mSvidoba, ra mogvelis<br />

saaqao cxovrebis Semdeg, sad gadavinacvlebT aqedan,<br />

rogor SeviZinoT saTnoeba... saero mmarTvelobaSi martooden<br />

ainteresebT molaparakebebi, saqmiani kavSirebi,<br />

fuli, sulierebaze ki saerTod aravin zrunavs. arada,<br />

eklesiaSi mxolod amaze saubroben. amitom erTob samar-<br />

Tliani iqneba, eklesias daerqvas samsjavroc, saavadmyofoc<br />

da sibrZnis skolac; ewodos adgili, sadac suli<br />

iwvrTneba da gamocdilebiT swavlobs zecad amaRlebas.<br />

imas, rom sasuliero mTavroba, miuxedavad misi didi<br />

momTxovnelobisa, mainc yvelaze mSvidia, Semdegidan<br />

Seicnob: samoqalaqo mmarTveli rogorc ki memruSes dai-<br />

Wers, myisve sjis. magram amas ra sikeTe moaqvs? es niSnavs<br />

ara mankierebis amoZirkvas, aramed dasaxiCrebuli<br />

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sulis gariyvas. xolo sasuliero mmarTveli damnaSavis<br />

dasjas ar Cqarobs _ igi misgan vnebis gandevnas cdilobs<br />

da amiT TiTqos saero mmarTvelobas mimarTavs: Sen kacisTvis<br />

TiTqos Tavis tkivilis daamebas ki ar cdilob,<br />

aramed Tavs aWri; me mas ase ar veqcevi _ Tavad sneulebas<br />

vaSoreb. aseT codvils ganvayeneb wmida saidumloebidan<br />

da ganvagdeb wminda galavans iqiT. roca aRdgeba,<br />

codvaTagan ganiwmindeba da sinanulis wyalobiT gamoswordeba,<br />

isev miviReb.<br />

mkiTxav: SesaZlebelia ki mruSobis codvis gangdeba?<br />

sruliad SesaZlebelia, Tu kaci eklesiis kanonebs daemorCileba.<br />

radgan eklesia aris sulieri sabaneli, sadac<br />

sinanuliT Camoirecxeba ara xorcieli, aramed sulieri<br />

sibilwe. Sen, saero mmarTveloba, damnaSaves metad<br />

waaxden, Tu dausjels gauSveb, an Tu dasji, magram ar<br />

umkurnaleb. maT mec vagebineb pasuxs, oRond SensaviT ar<br />

vsji. sasjelsac Cemi wesisamebr vadeb da mis mier ukve<br />

Cadenilsac vasworeb. gsurs, meti Seityo? damnaSavis<br />

Tavze maxvilis gaSiSvlebiT, cecxlis almuris SiSiT<br />

veravis gankurnav, me ki uamisodac sruliad vajansaReb<br />

damnaSaveebs. me ar mWirdeba sityvieri msjeloba, samagierod<br />

mowmeebad momyavs miwa, wyali, da Tavad adamianuri<br />

buneba.<br />

gamoiZie, ras iqmoda adamiani, roca jerac ar arsebobda<br />

[sasuliero] samsjavro; maSin im saTnoebaTa saxelebic<br />

ki aravin icoda, romlebsac dRes aRasruleben!<br />

vin midioda mowamebriv sikvdilze? vin ugulebelyofda<br />

simdidres? vis sZulda dideba? vin gaeqca wuTisoflis<br />

SfoTs da Seiyvara udabno _ deda sibrZnisa? maSin vis<br />

gaegona cnobili saxeli `qalwuleba~?! es yovelive da<br />

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mravali sxva iyo am samsjavros umniSvnelovanesi Sedegi,<br />

am mTavrobis namoRvawari.<br />

xedavT ra am yovelives da iciT, rom sasuliero mTavrobis<br />

boZebulia Cveni cxovrebis yvela sikeTe; rom misi<br />

wyalobiT xdeba mTeli msoflios gamosworeba, iareT<br />

xSirad aseT Sekrebebze RvTis sityvis mosasmenad da<br />

salocavad. Tu ase moiqceviT da zeciuri sasufevlis<br />

sakadrisad icxovrebT, SeZlebT aRTqmul sikeTeTa damkvidrebas<br />

madliTa da kacTmoyvarebiTa uflisa Cvenisa<br />

ieso qristesiTa, romlisa ars dideba, pativi da Tayvaniscema<br />

mamisa da sulisa wmindisa Tana aw da maradis<br />

da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.<br />

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15-e saubari korinTelTa mimarT me-2 epistoleze.

saWiroa SemcodebelTa mxileba da dasja<br />

avle mociquli timoTes mimarT epistoleSi wers:<br />

promelni-igi codviden, winaSe yovelTaÁsa amxile<br />

(1 tim. 5:20). qristec gveubneba: ukueTu Segcodos Sen<br />

Zmaman Senman, mived da amxile mas, raJams Sen da igi xolo<br />

iyvneT martoni. ukueTu isminos Seni, SeiZine ZmaÁ igi<br />

Seni. xolo ukueTu ara isminos, miiyvane Sen Tana erTi<br />

anu ori sxuaÁ, raÁTa piriTa orisa da samisa mowamisaÁTa<br />

daemtkicos yoveli sityuaÁ. xolo ukueTu maTica<br />

ara isminos, uTxar krebulsa; xolo ukueTu krebulisaÁca<br />

ara isminos, iyavn igi Senda, viTarca mezuere<br />

da warmarTi (mT. 18:15-17). Tu ufali mavalebs, ganvudge<br />

Zmas, romelmac Cem winaSe Sescoda, magram mxilebas yuri<br />

ar aTxova, maSin Tavad gansajeT, rogor unda moveqce<br />

mas, vinc sakuTari Tavisa da RmerTis winaSe Sescodavs?<br />

xolo visac sZuls Cven mier dadebuli akrZalvebi, dae,<br />

mas aswavlos isev qristem, romelmac gviTxra: raodeni<br />

SehkraT queyanasa zeda, krul iyos igi caTa Sina; da<br />

raodeni ganhÃsnaT queyanasa zeda, Ãsnil iyos igi caTa<br />

Sina (mT. 18:18). diaxac umniSvneloni, araraobani varT<br />

da zizRs vimsaxurebT, magram pasuxs CvenTvis aravis<br />

vagebinebT, arc sakuTar guliswyromas vikmayofilebT _<br />

Cven Tqveni gadarCenisTvis vzrunavT. mogiwodebT, Seg-<br />

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cxveT da gons moegoT. TiToeuli Tqvengani xom moTminebiT<br />

itans megobris gacilebiT mZafr Tavdsxmebsa da<br />

sayvdurebs, radgan iciT amis mizezi da gesmiT, rom mas<br />

saamisod amoZravebs keTilganwyoba da ara siamaye. maS,<br />

miT ufro ar unda moiTminoT mxileba maswavleblisa,<br />

romelic gesaubrebaT ara Tavisi uflebis ZaliT, arc<br />

rogorc mTavari, aramed viTarca mzrunveli mama. am sityvebis<br />

mizania ara sakuTari uflebis TvalsaCinoeba,<br />

aramed Tqvendami sibraluli da TanagrZnoba.<br />

maS, mogviteveT!... dae, Tqvengan nuravin moiZulebs<br />

saeklesio akrZalvebs, radgan maTiT adamians Sekravs ara<br />

Tavad adamiani, aramed qriste _ man gviboZa es ufleba da<br />

kacni aseTi pativis Tanamonawileni gagvxada. visurvebdiT<br />

am uflebis gamoyenebas adamianebis ganxsnisTvis,<br />

Tumca umjobesia ase vTqvaT: netav ar dagvWirdes romelime<br />

Tqvenganis Sekvra _ Cven arc aseTi ubadrukni da sa-<br />

Zulvelni varT, Tumca mainc ukidures araraobebs warmovadgenT;<br />

da roca iZulebulni vxdebiT, ase moviqceT,<br />

mogviteveT. Cven sakuTari nebisa da survilis winaaRmdeg<br />

gdebT sasjels da amis gamo Tqvenze, Sekrulebze, metad<br />

vwuxvarT. xolo vinc amgvar akrZalvas moiZulebs,<br />

misTvis dadgeba samsjavros dRe da iq mixvdeba Tavis<br />

Secdomas. ar minda gesaubroT, rac amas mohyveba, raTa<br />

ar agiforiaqoT sulebi.<br />

upirveles yovlisa, Cven vloculobT, raTa iZulebulni<br />

ar gavxdeT, vinme davsajoT, xolo roca sxva gza<br />

ar gvaqvs, vasrulebT Cvens vals _ vadebT akrZalvas. Tu<br />

vinme daarRvevs mas, me _ Cemi movaleobis aRmsrulebeli<br />

_ aRar viqnebi damnaSave; Sen ki pasuxs ageb uflis winaSe,<br />

vinc Seni Sekvra mibrZana. vTqvaT, mefis Tandaswre-<br />

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iT saWurvelmtvirTvels ubrZanes karis msaxurTagan<br />

vinmes Sepyroba da misTvis borkilebis dadeba, magram am<br />

ukanasknelma ara mxolod xeli hkra Sempyrobels, aramed<br />

dadebuli borkilebic daamtvria. am SemTxvevaSi<br />

gacilebiT Seuracxyofili aRmoCndeba ara saWurvelmtvirTveli,<br />

aramed brZanebis gamcemi _ mefe.<br />

WeSmaritad, ufali Tavis mimarT Cadenil qmedebad<br />

miiCnevs yoveli morwmunis saqciels, es miT ufro exeba<br />

maswavlebelTa wodebaSi dadginebulTa mimarT udierebas<br />

_ igi amas sakuTar Seuracxyofad iRebs. RmerTma qnas,<br />

am eklesiaSi myofTagan aravisTvis gaxdes aucilebeli<br />

Sekvra, magram unda vicodeT _ ramdenadac kargia codvis<br />

arqmna, imdenadve sasargebloa epitimiis daTmena.<br />

avitanoT mxileba da SevecadoT, ar CavidinoT codva,<br />

magram Tu CavidenT, gavuZloT kidec sasjels. kargia, Tu<br />

iarebs gadavurCebiT, magram Tu mainc ver avcdiT, unda<br />

vumkurnaloT kidec. asea aqac! Tumca, RmerTma qnas, aravis<br />

dasWirdes amgvari wamlobani. Cuen gurwams TquenTÂs,<br />

sayuarelno, umjobesi da maxloebli cxorebisaÁ, esreT<br />

RaTu vityÂT (ebr. 6:9).<br />

Cven Zlier gamxileT Tqvenive gafrTxilebisTvis. me<br />

mirCevnia, CamTvaloT mkacr, sastik da amay adamianad, vidre<br />

RvTis sawinaaRmdegos Cadenis neba mogceT. mjera, es<br />

mxileba TqvenTvis usargeblod ar Caivlis, Cveni sityvebi<br />

ki gamogasworebT ise, rom qebasa da pativiscemas daimsaxurebT.<br />

RmerTma qnas, vicxovroT RvTis nebis Tanaxmad,<br />

raTa yvelas gvergos sikeTeni, rac RvTismoyvareT<br />

aRuTqva ufalma.<br />

me-4 saubari ebraelTa mimarT epistoleze.<br />

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wminda egnate brianCaninovi<br />

netar ars kaci<br />

fariseveli<br />

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netar ars kaci<br />

`netar ars kaci~ (fs. 1), galobs saRmrTo mgalobeli,<br />

Camohkravs mJRer simebs.<br />

ama soflis xmaurisgan gayruebuls, me ar SemeZlo am<br />

galobis gageba. axla ki, ganmartoebis mdumarebaSi, idumali<br />

mgaloblisaTvis yuris gdebas viwyeb. misi xmac, misi<br />

galobac TiTqos ufro gasagebi xdeba CemTvis. TiTqos axali<br />

unari meZleva _ misi mosmenisa da gagebis unari. am<br />

sityvebSi axali azria: saocari, saocari, rogorc TviT<br />

saRmrTo sibrZne.<br />

savle! kmara siSmage: ganvedin Sengan suli mzakvrobisa,<br />

_ Camohkravs daviTi mwyobr ebans.<br />

savles vuwodeb Cems gonebas, SfoTsa da Zrwolas rom<br />

moucavs soflis mpyrobelis mier mogvrili azrebisagan.<br />

igi, Cemi goneba, RmerTma israelis samefos mowyobis –<br />

adamianis Seqmnisas, mere ki gamoxsnisas, daadgina mefed,<br />

sulisa da xorcis gamgeblad; RmerTis nebis gardasvliT,<br />

RmerTis mcnebebis gatexviT gonebam moaklo Tavis<br />

Tavs madli da Rirseba. sulisa da xorcis Zalebi aRar<br />

emorCilebian mas, rameTu TviTonve aRmoCnda boroti sulis<br />

gavlenis qveS.<br />

galobs wm. daviTi, galobs zeciur sityvebs. da misi<br />

fsalmunis bgerebic zeciuria! galobis sagani ki erTia:<br />

kacis netareba.<br />

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visminoT, Zmebo, saRmrTo swavleba, saRmrTo sagalobelSi<br />

gamoTqmuli. visminoT sityvebi, visminoT xmebi,<br />

romlebsac CamogvZaxis, Camogvquxs zeca.<br />

hei Tqven, bednierebis maZiebelno, ama soflis siameebs<br />

gamodevnebulno, tkbobas mowyurebulno! modiT, ismineT<br />

wminda galoba, ismineT macxovnebeli swavleba! sanam<br />

unda exetebodeT aqeT-iqiT, kldeebsa da napralebSi,<br />

udabnoebsa da daburul tyeebs Soris? sanam unda itanjoT<br />

amao da usasrulo SromiT, araviTar nayofs rom ar<br />

iZleva, araviTar mtkice SenaZens! morCilebiT modrikeT<br />

yurni: ismineT, ras ambobs suli wmida kacis netarebaze<br />

– romelsac mieltvis, romelic swyuria yovel adamians.<br />

maS, dae dadumdes Cems irgvliv yvelaferi, Cems SigniTac<br />

dae dadumdnen gulissityvebi! dadumdes guli! dae<br />

cocxlobdes da moqmedebdes mxolod yuradReba, raTa<br />

misi meSveobiT Sevidnen gulSi wm. mamebi da wm. gulissityvebi!<br />

mefe iyo daviTi da ar uTqvams, rom samefo taxti kac-<br />

Ta netarebis taxtia.<br />

sardali da gmiri iyo daviTi, siyrmidan siberemde<br />

eomeboda ucxotomelebs samkvdro-sasicocxlo SetakebebSi,<br />

ramdeni brZolac wamoiwyo, imdeni moigo, iordanis<br />

napirebidan evfratamde gadaswia Tavisi samefos<br />

sazRvrebi da arc maSin uTqvams, Zlevamosili da dampyrobeli<br />

kacis saxels moaqvs netarebao.<br />

uzRvavi simdidre Seikriba daviTma, sakuTari xmliT<br />

moipova igi, salaroebSi brinjaosaviT eyara oqro, vercxli<br />

ki – TujiviT, magram arsad, arasodes uTqvams,<br />

rom simdidreSia kacTa netareba.<br />

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yvela amqveyniuri siame hqonda daviTs da arc erTisTvis<br />

ar uwodebia netareba.<br />

roca yrma iyo daviTi, roca misi saqme mamamisis – ieses<br />

cxvrebis mwyemsva iyo, moulodnelad, RmrTis brZanebiT,<br />

winaswarmetyveli samoeli gamoecxada, wm. mironi scxo<br />

glaxak mwyemss da mefed daudgina igi israelis ers. arc<br />

mefed kurTxevis Jami uRiarebia mas netarebis wuTad.<br />

bavSvobis dReebi velur udabnoSi gaatara daviTma da<br />

misma mxrebma pirvelad iq igrZnes gmiris Zala: SiSveli<br />

xelebiT, uiaraRod erkineboda lomsa da daTvs da amarcxebda<br />

kidec. iq daiwyo misi sulis zegardmo STagonebiT<br />

avsebac: is xelebi, lomebsa da daTvebs rom iolad axr-<br />

Cobdnen, Seudgnen fsalmunis awyobas, simebTan Sexebas,<br />

im simebTan, suli wmidis TanxmobiTa da moqmedebiT rom<br />

iyvnen gaWimulni da erTmaneTTan SeTanxmebulni: da gaisma<br />

harmoniuli, damatkbobeli, sulieri xmebi. Sors,<br />

Sors, droTa manZilze, aswleulTa da aTaswleulTa<br />

Semdgom, gavrcelda es xmebi, meordeboda da meordeba<br />

uricxv bageTa mier, romelTac ganadides daviTis saxeli<br />

dedamiwis oTxive kuTxeSi qristianobis arsebobis<br />

mTel manZilze. da ai, daviTs netarebad ar mouxseniebia<br />

udabnoSi cxovreba, savse saocari RvawliT da saswaulebrivi<br />

zeSTagonebiT.<br />

`netar ars kaci, _ galobs wm. mefe, _ (ra adgilasac<br />

ar unda imyofebodes igi, ra wodebac ar unda hqondes,<br />

ra Cini da sakuTrebac), -`romeli ara mivida zraxvasa<br />

uRmrToTasa da gzasa codvilTasa ara dadga~ (fs. 1,1).<br />

`netar ars kaci~, romelic erideba codvas, cdilobs<br />

aisxlitos igi, sulerTia, ra saxiT, ra SesamosliTac<br />

ar unda warudges codva: usjulo saqmes Caagonebs, azrsa<br />

Tu grZnobas, codvili tkbobis momgvrels.<br />

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Tu susti qali aseTive mtkice mxneobiT icavs Tavs<br />

codvisagan, isic igivea, rasac daviT mefe asxams qebas _<br />

netari kaci.<br />

am netarebis moziareni arian yrmani da Cvilni, vinc<br />

mtkiced aRudga win codvas. ar aris usamarTloba mar-<br />

Tlmsajul RmerTTan.<br />

`netar ars kaci~, `romeli Sjulsa uflisasa ars<br />

neba misi~ (fs. 1, 2), netaria guli, romelic uflis<br />

nebis Secnobas cdilobs, romelmac ixila, `rameTu tkbil<br />

ars ufali~ (fs. 33,9), romelmac es xedva uflis<br />

mcnebebis SeTvisebiT moixveWa da Tavisi neba uflis nebas<br />

SeuerTa. aseTi gulia swored `kaci~. netaria guli,<br />

saRmrTo SuriT anTebuli! netaria guli, uflis nebis<br />

Secnobis dauSreteli wyurviliT agznebuli! netaria<br />

guli, uflis mimarT tkbili da gausaZlisi siyvaruliT<br />

ganmsWvaluli da am grZnobiT tanjuli. aseTi guli aris<br />

adgili, miwa, saxli, saydari netarebisa!<br />

arwivi dilidan maRali kldis wverze dgas, misi gamWoli<br />

Tvalebi xarbad eZeben sakbilos, mere caSi afrindeba,<br />

uzarmazar frTebs Slis da boins iwyebs msxverplis<br />

gasarCevad. dainaxavs Tu ara mas, isariviT, elvasaviT<br />

daeSveba qveviT, mere isev caSi aiWreba masTan erTad da<br />

qreba. gamokvebavs Tu ara Tavis bartyebs, umalve kvlav<br />

sadarajoze dgeba kldis wversa Tu caSi. am arwivs waagavs<br />

guli, uflis mcnebebis siyvaruliT mowyluli, da ai,<br />

am siyvarulSia netareba! mcnebebSi mxolod moRvaweoba<br />

rodi igulisxmeba: maTSi dafarulia da maTi meSveobiT<br />

Cndeba sulieri gulisxma: `mcnebaTa SenTagan gulisxmavyav~,<br />

ambobs winaswarmetyveli; `yovliTa guliTa Cemi-<br />

Ta gamogiZien Sen~, `gzasa mcnebaTa SenTasa vrbiode, ra-<br />

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Jams ganavrce guli Cemi~; `da viwurTid mcnebaTa SenTa,<br />

romelnica Seviyuaren friad~; `amisTvis Seviyuaren mcnebani<br />

Senni ufroÁs oqroÁsa da anTrakisa~; `keTil ars<br />

Cemda Sjuli pirisa Senisa, ufroÁs aTaseulisa oqrosa<br />

da vecxlisa~; `gulsa Sina Cemsa davifaren sityuani<br />

Cemni, raÁTa ara Segcodo Sen~; `vixarebde me sityuaTa<br />

SenTa zeda, viTarca vin povis tyueÁ didZali~; `miZRode<br />

me alagsa mcnebaTa SenTasa, rameTu igi mTnda me~ (fsalm.<br />

118, muxlebi: 104, 10, 32, 47, 72, 127, 11, 162, 35).<br />

mze amodis Tu ara, kacni Tav-TavianT saqmeebze miiCqarian,<br />

yvelas Tavisi mizani aqvs, Tavisi zraxvebi. rac<br />

sulia sxeulisaTvis, igivea mizani da ganzraxva yoveli<br />

adamianuri saqmisaTvis. viRac Sromobs, zrunavs xrwnad<br />

sikeTeTa mosapoveblad, meores rac SeiZleba meti tkbobis<br />

moxveWa surs, sxva amao, amqveyniuri didebisaTvis<br />

iRvwis, viRaca imasac ambobs da fiqrobs, saxelmwifo da<br />

sazogadoebrivi sargeblobisaTvis virjebio. saRmrTo<br />

sjulis mimdevars ki yovel saqmeSi, yovel qcevaSi<br />

RmrTis winaSe saTno-yofa udevs miznad. es sofeli misTvis<br />

uflis mcnebebisagan Semdgar gadaSlil wignad qceula,<br />

romelsac igi Tavisi saqmeebiT, qceviT da cxovrebiT<br />

kiTxulobs. da rac ufro mets kiTxulobs, miT ufro<br />

naTldeba sulieri gulisxmisyofiT, miT ufro metad<br />

eufleba sikeTisa da RmrTismoSiSebis gziT siarulis<br />

survili. guls sarwmunoebis cecxlovani frTebi eni-<br />

Weba, romelTa meSveobiT igi Trgunavs eSmakis yovelgvar<br />

SiSs, msubuqad gadaevleba yovelgvar ufskruls,<br />

gabedulad hkidebs xels yovelgvar keTil saqmes. netar<br />

ars aseTi guli! da ai, aseTi gulia `netar ars kaci~.<br />

modis Rame Tavisi CrdilebiT, mkrTali naTebiT, Ramis<br />

mnaTobebs rom sCveviaT; wamokrefs xalxs miwis piridan<br />

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da Tav-TavianTi karvebisken, Tav-TavianTi samyofelisken<br />

mierekeba. iq maT xvdebaT mowyeniloba, sulis sicariele,<br />

da cdiloben es tanjva ugunuri garTobiT Caax-<br />

Son: xmamaRla eZlevian uqm mxiarulebasa da garTobas,<br />

am gziT ki RmrTis WurWels – guls, gonebas, sxeuls<br />

– balTazari (eSmaki –mTarg.) Tavisi danaSaulebisTvis<br />

iyenebs. miwis mona, warmaval cxovrebiseul sazrunavTa<br />

mona, is-is aris Tavs aRwevs mTel im sazrunavs, mTeli<br />

dRe rom iyo Cafluli, da Ramis siCumeSic ki xvalindelze<br />

fiqrobs: amgvarad, misi dReebic, Rameebic da mTeli<br />

misi cxovrebac amaoebisa da xrwnilebis msxverplia.<br />

sxvagan, marTlis senakSi, wm. xatebis win kandeli an-<br />

Tia da naz Suqs afrqvevs. im senakis mkvidrsac Tavisi<br />

sazrunavi aqvs, ganuwyveteli, guliswamRebi dardi: igi<br />

ixsenebs mTeli dRis namoqmedars da adarebs im ficrebs,<br />

romlebzec RmrTis neba – wm. werilia amokveTili, Tavis<br />

qcevebSi, sityvebsa Tu gulissityvebSi SeniSnul naklovanebebs<br />

sinanuliT kurnavs, cremliT aRxocs, RmerTs<br />

evedreba, misces axali Zala da axali naTeli moRvaweobis<br />

gasagrZeleblad. madlismieri naTeli, zebunebrivi Zala<br />

gadmodis RmerTisgan sulze, vinc Tavisi siglaxakisa da<br />

uZlurebis grZnobiT loculobs. amgvarad, `dRe dResa<br />

auwyebs sityvasa da Rame Ramesa miuTxrobs mecnierebasa~<br />

(fs. 18,3). aseTi cxovreba aris dausrulebeli warmateba,<br />

ganuwyveteli monapovari, saukuno monapovari. amgvarad<br />

mcxovrebi kaci aris `netar ars kaci~.<br />

es kaci iqneba `viTarca xe, danerguli Tanawarsadinelsa<br />

wyalTasa~ (fs. 1, 3). aseT xes arc mzis mwveli sxivebi<br />

aSinebs, arc gvalva: misi fesvebi yovelTvis nestiT<br />

aris gaJRenTili, isini mouTmenlad ar moelian wvimas,<br />

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adgan isedac arasodes akliaT sazrdo, uromlisodac<br />

mSralsa da kldovan adgilebSi amozrdili xeebi xSirad<br />

xmebian da kvdebian. ai, aseT xes, kldovansa da mSral<br />

adgilebze mdgoms, qarisa da mzis gavlenisaTvis advilad<br />

misawvdoms, iSviaTad rom svams wvimis wyals da iSviaTad<br />

epkureba ciuri cvari, waagavs kaci, romelic RmrTismo-<br />

SiSebisken ki aris midrekili, magram daudevar, gafantul<br />

cxovrebas eweva; iSviaTad da zereled kiTxulobs<br />

wm. werils. zogjer isic grZnobs lmobierebis cvriT<br />

ganaxlebas, mis gamomSral sulsac ecema sinanulis macocxlebeli<br />

cremli, misi guli da gonebac miiweven<br />

RmerTisken, magram es mdgomareoba ar aris, SeuZlebelicaa<br />

iyos mudmivi, xangrZlivic ki. religiuri azrebi da<br />

grZnobebi, rodesac isini saaRmrTo nebis sruli da naTeli<br />

SecnobiT ar ganaTlebulan, sruliad ganusazRvrelni<br />

da usafuZvloni arian, amitom arc araviTari Zala da<br />

sicocxle ar gaaCniaT. is ki, vinc dRe da Rame saRmrTo<br />

sjuls swavlobs, mudmivad momdinare wylis piras mdgom<br />

xes waagavs: ganuwyvetliv mosCqefen mis fesvebTan<br />

civi nakadulebi, kacis guli da gonebac – misi fesvebi<br />

– ganuwyvetliv saRmrTo sjulSia Cafluli, misiT sazrdoobs;<br />

mis Tvalwin Caivlian saukuno cxovrebis sufTa,<br />

Zlieri wylebi. es wylebi, es Zala, es sicocxle aris<br />

suli wmida, romelic wm. werilSi, saxarebis mcnebebSi<br />

cxovrobs. vinc wm. werils uRrmavdeba, vinc, sulis simdabliT<br />

Semosili, mudam mis Seswavlas cdilobs da locviT<br />

SesTxovs RmerTs mianiWos yovelive amis gageba, vinc<br />

saxarebis mcnebebis mixedviT warmarTavs Tavis saqmeebs,<br />

sulis yvela saidumlo moZraobasac ki, is aucileblad<br />

gaxdeba am wmida wignebSi mcxovrebi suli wmidis Tanazi-<br />

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ari. TviT suli wmida RaRadebs sakuTar Tavze: `Seveyav<br />

me yovelTa moSiSTa SenTa da romelTa daicvnian mcnebani<br />

Senni~ (fs. 118, 63) (ase ganmarta fsalmunis es muxli wm.<br />

pimen didma).<br />

saRmrTo sjulis Seswavla moTminebas moiTxovs.<br />

amgvari Seswavla aris swored sakuTari sulis mopoveba:<br />

`moTminebiTa TqveniTa moipovneT sulni Tqvenni~ (luk.<br />

21, 19), gvibrZanebs ufali. esaa mecniereba mecnierebaTa!<br />

esaa zeciuri mecniereba! esaa mecniereba, romelic adamians<br />

RmerTma uboZa! misi bilikebi sruliad gansxvavdebian<br />

Cveulebrivi, amqveyniuri mecnierebebis bilikebisgan,<br />

Cvenma dacemulma gonebam rom Sva sakuTari, dacemuli<br />

naTlisagan. ganalaReben, ampartavnebaSi agdeben gonebas<br />

kacobrivi mecnierebebi, ganadideben sakuTar `me~-s!<br />

saRmrTo mecniereba umJRavndeba mxolod TavganwirviT<br />

momzadebul, Semusrvilsa da modrekil suls, romelic<br />

TiTqos ganTavisuflebulia Tavisi TviTmyofadobisagan<br />

simdablis gziT; amgvari suli, SeiZleba iTqvas, sarked<br />

qceula, romelsac sakuTari saxe aRar gaaCnia da amitom<br />

ZaluZs RmerTis gamosaxulebis miReba da arekvla. saRrmTo<br />

mecniereba aris saRmrTo sibrZne, sityva RmrTisa.<br />

am sibrZneze laparakobs ziraqis Ze: `sibrZneman na-<br />

Sobni Tvisni aRamaRlna da xelis-ampyrobel ars maTda,<br />

romelni eZieben mas. romelsa uyuardes igi, uyuars mas<br />

cxovrebaÁ da aimsTon misa, aRivsnen yovliTa keTiliTa.<br />

romelman SeikrZalos igi, man SeikrZalos didebaÁ da<br />

vidre Sevides, akurTxos igi ufalman. romelni hmsaxureben<br />

mas, hmsaxureben igi wmidaTa da moyuareni misni<br />

uyuaran ufalsa. romelman isminos misi, man sajnes<br />

warmarTni da romeli ekrZalebodes mas, daeSenos igi<br />

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sasoebiT~. aseTia saRmrTo mecniereba! aseTia saRmrTo<br />

sibrZne! igia saRmrTo gamocxadeba! masSi RmerTia! mas-<br />

Tan misasvleli gza simdablea! masTan misasvleli gza sakuTari<br />

gonebis uaryofaa! miuwvdomelia igi kacobrivi<br />

gonebisaTvis! uaryofs mas saRmrTo sibrZne, ugunurebad<br />

Seracxavs! kacobrivi goneba ki, kadnieri, ampartavani<br />

mteri saRmrTo sibrZnisa, RmerTs gmobs da sisuleles<br />

uwodebs saRmrTo sibrZnes, brkoldeba masze imis gamo,<br />

rom igi adamianebs jvarze gamoecxada da jvaridan hfens<br />

maT naTels. masTan misasvleli gza Tavganwirvaa! masTan<br />

misasvleli gza jvarcmaa! masTan misasvleli gza sarwmunoebaa!<br />

ziraqis Ze ki ganagrZobs: `ukueTu hrwmenes<br />

igi, daimkvidros sasoebiT~ (zir. 4, 12-17).<br />

WeSmariti, RmrTisaTvis saTno sarwmunoeba, romelSic<br />

ar arsebobs araviTari xibli da tyuili, mdgomareobs<br />

saxarebis mcnebaTa SesrulebaSi, sakuTar sulSi maT<br />

mudmiv da bejiT danergvaSi, cru gonebasTan, RmrTis<br />

winaaRmdgom grZnobebTan, gulisa da xorcis aRZvrasTan<br />

brZolaSi. dacemuli adamianis gonebac, gulica da xorcic<br />

mtrulad aris ganwyobili saRmrTo sjulis mimarT.<br />

dacemuli goneba ver Rebulobs saRmrTo gonebas; dacemuli<br />

guli RvTis gangebas ewinaaRmdegeba, TviT xorcma,<br />

daeqvemdebara ra xrwnilebas, Tavisi gansxvavebuli neba<br />

SeiZina, codviT dacemis mier micemuli, am nebam ki uxvad<br />

gadasca kacs borotisa da keTilis momakvdinebeli Secnoba.<br />

viwro da Znelia Cveni gza saRmrTo sibrZnisaken!<br />

misken mivyavarT wm. sarwmunoebas, romelic Trgunavs<br />

dacemuli kacis gonebis, gulisa da xorcis winaaRmdegobas.<br />

ai, aq aris saWiro moTmineba! aq aris saWiro simtkice,<br />

erTguleba, sulgrZeloba! `moTminebiTa TqveniTa<br />

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moipoveT sulni Tqvenni~. visac surs sulieri nayofis<br />

gamoReba, iman dae moTminebiT aRasrulos xangrZlivi,<br />

sxvadasxva qartexilebiTa da gansacdelebiT savse omi<br />

codvis winaaRmdeg! mxolod is ixilavs Tavisi sulis<br />

xeze suli wmidis nayofs, vinc am wminda da faqiz nayofs<br />

udidesi moTminebiT gaufrTxildeba! visminoT, kidev<br />

visminoT brZenisa! Tavis mowafeebs igi aswavlis: `ukueTu<br />

vinme drkuÁTa guliTa miegebvodis mas, dasabamsave<br />

Sina amxilos mas; SiSi da SeZrwunebaÁ noavlinos mas<br />

zeda. da SeWylimos igi moZRvrebiTa TvisiTa, gamoicados<br />

igi samarTalTa Sina misTa. da merme mieqces wyalobiTa<br />

TvisiTa da axaros mas. da gamoucxadnes mas dafarulni<br />

Tvisni~ (zir. 4, 14-28).<br />

gadian dReebi, Tveebi, wlebi, dgeba `cnoba JamTa da<br />

welTa, romelni igi mamaman dasxna TvisiTa xelmwifebi-<br />

Ta~ (saqme, 1,7), da xe, wyalTa gamosavalTan danerguli,<br />

nayofs iZleva. es nayofia aSkara ziareba suli wmidisa,<br />

romelic aRuTqva ieso qristem yvelas, visac gulwrfelad<br />

swams igi. mSvenieri, saocaria suli wmidis nayofi!<br />

igi cvlis mTel adamians! wm. werili wignidan sulSi gadmodis,<br />

uxilavi xeliT iwereba mis ficrebze – gulsa da<br />

gonebaze – RmerTis sityva da misi neba, sityva da suli.<br />

aseTi kacis Tavze sruldeba ieso qristes aRTqma: `mdinareni<br />

muclisa misisagan diodian wylisa cxovelisani.<br />

ese Tqua sulisa misTvis, romeli miRebad iyo morwmuneTa<br />

maT misa mimarT~ (ioan. 7, 38-39), ganmartavs macxovris<br />

sityvas misi sayvareli mowafe, erTguli mona misi sibrZnisa.<br />

aseT xes `furcelni misni ara dascviven~ (fs.<br />

1,3). furceli anu foToli, mamebis swavlebiT, xorcieli<br />

Sromaa, da igi Tavis fass, uxrwnelebasa da sicocx-<br />

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les suli wmidiT ganaxlebis Semdeg miiRebs. aseTi kacis<br />

neba RmerTis nebas erwymis; mas surs erTaderTi is, rac<br />

uflisTvis saTnoa, asrulebs mxolod uflis nebas. amitomac<br />

hyavs mas Semwed RmerTi yvela saqmeSi da `yovelive,<br />

raÁca hyos, waremarTos mas~ (iqve).<br />

amis msgavsi araferi xdeba usjuloTa Tavs! ar adarebs<br />

zegardmoSTagonebuli daviTi maT arc xeebs, arc raime<br />

sxvas, raSic sicocxlis Tvisebebi, misi niSan-wyali Cans!<br />

sxva Sedarebas mimarTavs maTTvis! à`ara esre uRmrToni,<br />

ara esre, aramed viTarca mtueri, romel agavis qarman<br />

pirisagan queyanisa~ (fs. 1,4). usjulono! Tqvena xarT<br />

usicocxlo mtveri, qariSxliT – ama soflis xmauriT<br />

– atacebulni miwis piridan, da iseT Rrubels qmniT,<br />

romelic faravs mzesac da mTel bunebasac.<br />

nu umzer am Rrubels! nu erwmunebi imas, riTic is<br />

Sens Tvals atyuebs! ubralo, usicocxlo mtveri Tvals<br />

Rrublad warmoudgeba. wuTiT daxuWe Tvalebi da mtvris<br />

es Rrubelic gadaivlis, gadarekavs mas qaris mZlavri,<br />

wamieri sunTqva, ise rom araras avnebs Sens mxedvelobas.<br />

Tvals gaaxel da – sadRaa uzarmazari Rrubeli?<br />

dauwyeb Zebnas, magram veRarsad hpoveb: araviTar kvals,<br />

araviTar niSan-wyals igi ar tovebs.<br />

mrisxane galobiT, mrisxane bgerebiT ganagrZobs daviTi<br />

sabediswero ganCinebas usjuloTaTvis: `amisTvis<br />

ara aRdgen uRmrToni sasjelsa, arca codvilni zraxvasa<br />

marTalTasa~ (fs. 1, 5). ar iqneba usjuloTa adgili<br />

pirvel aRdgomaSi (romelic aRwera ioanem Tavis<br />

`gamocxadebaSi~) _ sulier aRdgomaSi, amqveyniuri<br />

cxovrebis Jams rom xdeba, rodesac suls yovlis Semoqmedi<br />

suli wmida Seexeba da ganaaxlebs mas meored So-<br />

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isaTvis. aRsdgeba suli, gancxoveldeba RmrTaebrivi<br />

cxovrebisaTvis! misi guli da goneba naTldeba, isini<br />

sulieri sibrZnis Tanaziarni xdebian: TviT es sulieri<br />

sibrZnea aRdgomis niSani. da piriqiT, xorcieli sibrZne<br />

aris sulis uxilavi sikvdili. sulieri sibrZne aris<br />

suli wmidis moqmedeba. is xedavs codvas, xedavs vnebas<br />

– Tavis TavSic da sxvebSic, xedavs sakuTar da sxvebis<br />

sulebs, xedavs soflismpyroblis maxeebs, sulieri sibrZne<br />

ireklavs codvas, ra saxecvlilebiTac ar unda<br />

moevlinos igi: rameTu sulieri sibrZne aris suli wmidis<br />

samefo da naTeli gulisa da gonebisa. ar aRdgebian<br />

usjuloni sulieri gansjisaTvis! es gansja _ zraxva _<br />

aris mxolod marTalTa kuTvnileba, maTi monapovari; miuwvdomeli<br />

da gaugebaria igi usjuloTa da codvilTaTvis.<br />

esaa xedva RmerTisa: `netar iyvnen wmidani guliTa,<br />

rameTu maT RmerTi ixilon~ (maT. 5, 8).<br />

gza usjuloTa saZagelia RmrTis winaSe, imdenad ucxo<br />

da saZulveli, rom wm. werili warmogvidgens RmerTs<br />

zurgSeqceuls misgan, TiTqos arc ki icodes es gza. da<br />

piriqiT, gza simarTlisa imdenad saTnoa RmrTis winaSe,<br />

rom `uwyis ufalman gzaÁ marTalTaÁ~. da marTlac, mxolod<br />

ufalma, erTaderTma, icis es gza! netaro gzao!<br />

Sen migviZRvi RmerTisken! Sena xar dafaruli usasrulo<br />

RmerTSi! Seni dasabamic RmerTia da dasasrulic! Sen<br />

usasrulo xar, rogorc usasruloa TviT RmerTi.<br />

usjuloTa gzas ki aqvs dasasruli, aqvs savalalo<br />

zRvari. es zRvari gadis Rrma, pirquSi ufskrulis kideze,<br />

romelic saukuno sikvdilis saukuno sacavia. da<br />

warwymdeba igi – gza usjuloTa – saukunod am saSinel<br />

ufskrulSi, manamde ki Sig Cakargavs yvelas, vinc am gziT<br />

midioda.<br />

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`uwyis ufalman gzaÁ marTalTaÁ da gzaÁ uRmrToTa<br />

warwymdes~ (fs. 1, 6). `netar ars kaci, romeli ara mivida<br />

zraxvasa uRmrToTasa,~ (iqve, 1), romelsac ar izidavs<br />

maTi azrovnebis wesi, arc maTi zneobrivi kanonebi, arc<br />

maTi qceva, `aramed Sjulsa uflisasa ars nebaÁ misi~<br />

(iqve, 2).<br />

ase galobs saocari, zeciuri mgalobeli: mis wminda,<br />

madliT aRvsil galobas yurs ugdebda erTi meudabnoe.<br />

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fariseveli<br />

Zmebo! saxarebis Suqze davakvirdeT ufal ieso qristes<br />

xasiaTs: davinaxavT, rom misTvis moyvasis codvebi, Tundac<br />

Zalian mZime, arasodes yofila damabrkolebeli;<br />

aseve mTel saxarebaSi versad SevxvdebiT mociqulTa<br />

dabrkolebis magaliTs. piriqiT, farisevlebisTvis<br />

yvelaferi damabrkolebelia, damabrkolebelia TviT<br />

yvelaze srulyofili, gankacebuli RmerTi; imdenad<br />

damabrkolebelia, rom msjavrs deben mas, rogorc damnaSaves,<br />

samarcxvino sikvdiliT klaven – macxovars or<br />

avazaks Soris kideben jvarze! aqedan TavisTavad gamodis<br />

daskvna, rom dabrkolebisaken midrekileba aris sulis<br />

mZime sneuleba, farisevlobis niSani. yuradRebiT<br />

vadevnoT Tvali sakuTar guls da sulieri gansjis SemweobiT<br />

CavklaT masSi moyvasis saqcieliT dabrkolebis<br />

grZnoba.<br />

saxareba wminda, yovlad wminda wignia! rogorc ankara<br />

wyalSi aRibeWdeba mze, ise aisaxeba qriste saxarebaSi.<br />

visac surs, ixilos qriste, man guli da goneba sinanuliT<br />

unda ganiwmindos! maSin ixilavs saxarebaSi qristes,<br />

WeSmarit RmerTs, dacemuli kacobriobis macxovars,<br />

saxarebaSi dainaxavs, ra Tvisebebi unda hqondes qristes<br />

mowafes, romelic mowodebulia TviT uflisagan iswavlos<br />

simdable da simSvide. am RmrTis mobaZav saTnoebebSi<br />

hpovebs igi netar mSvidobas sakuTari sulisaTvis.<br />

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nawili pirveli<br />

erTxel ufali mezvere maTes saxlSi Sevida – es maSin<br />

iyo, rodesac mezvere mociqulad unda moeqcia. ganxorcielebuli<br />

RmerTi codvilTa Soris miujda trapezs.<br />

farisevlebi dabrkoldnen mis danaxvaze da uflis mowafeebs<br />

eubnebodnen: `raÁsaTvis mezuereTa da codvilTa<br />

Tana Wams moZRuari Tqueni?~ (maT. 9,11).<br />

TqviT, farisevelno, ratom uwodebT am adamianebs<br />

codvilebs? gana ufro swori ar iqneboda, maTTvis netarebi<br />

da bednierebi, angelozebi da qerubinebi gewodebinaT,<br />

radgan maT Soris RmerTma ineba dajdoma? gana<br />

ar gijobT TqvaT: `Cvenc codvilebi varT! Cvenc migviRe,<br />

mowyaleo ufalo, Sens fexTa qveS. rogorc Cans, eg codvilebi<br />

Sen, gulTamxilavma da WeSmaritma msajulma,<br />

Cvenze ukeTesebad miiCnie, amitomac gverdi agviare da<br />

maTTan dajeqi. etyoba, Cveni codvebi Sens winaSe aRemateba<br />

maT codvebs. Sen maTTan erTad zixar: Cven ki neba<br />

mogveci Sens fexebs mainc vemTxvioT~.<br />

magram ar asdiT simdablis wminda surneli bnel mar-<br />

Tlebs, dacemuli kacis bunebis simarTliT, yalbi simar-<br />

TliT, demonuri simarTliT mdidrebs. isini kadnierad<br />

ganikiTxaven ufals, ganikiTxaven codvilebs, romlebic<br />

ufalma miiRo da romlebic amgvarad WeSmariti marTalni<br />

gaxdnen; isini uaryofen ufals da amboben, Tqveni moZ-<br />

Rvario, _ amiT mianiSneben, rom ar aRiareben mas TavianT<br />

moZRvrad.<br />

uflis pasuxi – es aris pasuxi farisevelTa dafaruli<br />

naklis yvela mizezze, maTi sulis yvela mdgomareobaze.<br />

es pasuxi Seicavs adamianis yalbi simarTlis saSinel<br />

gansjasa da uaryofas uflisagan, im simarTlisa,<br />

moyvasis gankiTxvasTan aris rom aris SeerTebuli. `ara<br />

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uxms cocxalTa mkurnali, aramed sneulTa. xolo Tquen<br />

warvediT da iswaveT, raÁ ars: wyalobaÁ mnebavs da ara<br />

msxverpli, rameTu ara moved wodebad marTalTa, aramed<br />

codvilTa sinanulad~ (maT. 9, 12-13).<br />

erTxel, SabaT dRes, ufalma Tavis wm. mowafeebTan er-<br />

Tad puris yanebs Soris gaiara. mowafeebs moSivdaT, ramdenime<br />

TavTavi mowyvites da gasufTaveba dauwyes, raTa<br />

SeeWamaT. farisevlebma uTxres ufals: `aha mowafeni<br />

Senni iqman, romeli ara jer ars SabaTsa Sina saqmed~<br />

(maT. 12, 2). ufalma Seaxsena maT daviTi da mRvdlebi,<br />

romelTagan pirvelma daarRvia sawesCveulebo kanoni,<br />

meoreni ki sjulis Tanaxmad arRveven sjuls da kvlav<br />

mrisxaned Seagonebs farisevlebs: `ukueTumca gecna,<br />

raÁ ars: wyaloba mnebavs da ara msxverpli, aramca dahsajeniT<br />

ubraloni~ (iqve, 7).<br />

dabrkolebis grZnoba – rogori daJineba, rogori<br />

gaboroteba sCvevia mas! Tavi ise moaqvs, TiTqos wvrilmani<br />

sizustiT icavs kanonis formebs, amsobaSi ki sruliad<br />

Trgunavs kanonis arss. pirquSo da dabrmavebulo<br />

farisevelo! gaige, ras geubneba ufali: `wyaloba mnebavs~!<br />

moyvasis naklovanebas rom dainaxav, mowyale iyavi<br />

mis mimarT: es Seni valia! daxmareba, romelsac Sen dRes<br />

mas gauwev, xval SeiZleba Sen dagxvdes win. Sen mxolod<br />

imitom brkoldebi, rom brma da ampartavani xar! kanonis<br />

zogierT garegnul moTxovnas asruleb da amiT Tavi<br />

mogwons, magram gZuls da ganikiTxav moyvass, romelsac<br />

raRac wvrilman nakls amCnev, magram ver xedav masSi<br />

did, farul sikeTeebs, romlebic saTnoa RmrTis winaSe,<br />

xolo Seni qedmaRali, sastiki gulisaTvis _ damaluli.<br />

Sen sakmarisad ar Cagixedavs sakuTar sulSi, sakmarisad<br />

ar daginaxavs sakuTari Tavi, mxolod amitom ar migaCnia<br />

Tavi codvilad. amitomac ar aris Seni guli Semusrvili,<br />

ar aris savse sinanuliT da simdabliT; amitomac ar ges-<br />

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mis, rom yvela sxva adamianis msgavsad, uflis mowyaleba,<br />

cxoneba gWirdeba. saSinelebaa, roca kaci sakuTar Tavs<br />

codvilad ar aRiarebs! aseTebs uaryofs ufali: `ara<br />

moved wodebad marTalTa, aramed codvilTa sinanulad~<br />

(maT. 9,13), ambobs igi. ra netarebaa sakuTar codvaTa xedva!<br />

ra netarebaa sakuTar gulSi Caxedva! vinc didxans<br />

akvirdeba Tavis guls, imas aviwydeba, rom amqveynad mis<br />

garda kidev arian codvilni. Tu xandaxan mainc Sexedavs<br />

moyvass, yvela angeloziviT ubiwo da mSvenieri eCveneba.<br />

Tavisi codvebis, sakuTari Tavis Semxedvare, igi rwmundeba,<br />

rom sulis cxonebisaTvis erTaderTi saSualeba<br />

darCenia – RmrTis mowyaleba. igi xedavs, rom uxmari<br />

monaa, ara mxolod imitom, rom ar icavs mcnebebs, aramed<br />

imitomac, rom arasakmarisad asrulebs maT – aseTi Sesruleba<br />

ufro damaxinjebas waagavs, vidre Sesrulebas.<br />

xedavs ra, rom TviTon sWirdeba wyaloba, igi uxvad unawilebs<br />

mas moyvass, mxolod wyaloba emeteba misTvis:<br />

`ukueTumca gecna, raÁ ars: wyalobaÁ mnebavs da ara msxverpli,<br />

aramca dahsajeniT ubraloni... ara moved wodebad<br />

marTalTa, aramed codvilTa sinanulad~ (maTe, 12,<br />

7).<br />

mowyale ufali Cveni ufali ieso qriste, romelic ar<br />

uaryofs Senanebul mezvereebsa da meZavebs, arc farisevlebs<br />

ugulebelyofda: igi movida, raTa ganekurna kaci<br />

yvela sneulebis, maT Soris farisevlobisganac; es seni<br />

gansakuTrebiT Znelad mosarCenia mxolod imitom, rom<br />

sakuTar Tavs sruliad janmrTelad miiCnevs da uaryofs<br />

mkurnalsac da mkurnalobasac, piriqiT, TviTon surs<br />

sxvebis kurneba da nazi Tvalidan ZlivsSesamCnevi mtvris<br />

nawilakebis amosaRebad umZimes Zelebs iyenebs.<br />

erT-erTma farisevelma miiwvia ufali TavisTan trapezze.<br />

ufali `Sevida saxlsa mis farisevelisasa da dajda~<br />

(luk. 7, 36). rogorc Cans, farisevels hqonda raRac<br />

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wmena uflisa, magram misi miRebisas isic iangariSa, Tu<br />

ra pativi sca stumars am miwveviT. rom ara es angariSi,<br />

romelic mis Rirsebebsa da simarTles efuZneboda, ma-<br />

Sin ra SeuSlida xels, RmrTaebriv stumars migebeboda,<br />

mis wminda fexebTan ganrTxmuliyo da mis winaSe gadae-<br />

Sala Tavisi guli da goneba? magram mas es ar gaukeTebia.<br />

farisevelma xelidan gauSva SemTxveva, pativi miego<br />

macxovrisaTvis, rogorc macxovrisaTvis. farisevlis<br />

mier dakargul SesaZleblobas kargad iyenebs am qalaqis<br />

mcxovrebi erTi meZavi. Zvirfasi mironiT savse Wur-<br />

WliT xelSi miiCqaris igi im saxlisaken, sadac trapezia<br />

gaSlili, cremliT altobs macxovris fexebs da saku-<br />

Tari TmiT aSrobs maT, eamboreba da mirons scxebs.<br />

ver xedavs brma fariseveli mis Tvalwin momxdar sikeTes<br />

– es sikeTe xom misi civi, mkvdari gulis mxilebisTvisac<br />

moxda. gankiTxva da dabrkoleba aRiZra mis<br />

sulSi da ifiqra: `ese ukeTumca iyo winaÁswarmetyveli,<br />

uwyodamca, vin da rabami dedakaci Seexebis mas, rame-<br />

Tu codvil ars~ (luk. 7, 39). ratom amcireb RmerTs,<br />

uwodeb ra mas mxolod winaswarmetyvels? ratom uwodeb<br />

codvils mas, vinc Senze ukeT scems pativs RmerTs?<br />

SeSindi, dadumdi! aq Semoqmedi myofobs! mas ekuTvnis<br />

Tavisi qmnilebebi; mas ZaluZs erTnairad miutevos adamians<br />

xuTasi da ormocdaaTi dinari vali: igi yovlad<br />

Zlieria da usasrulod mdidari. farisevels, rogorc<br />

wesi, es mxedvelobidan rCeba! rodesac xedavs, rom mis<br />

moyvass xuTasi dinari aqvs vali, aRarafrad agdebs sakuTar<br />

ormocdaaT dinars, arc ki miaCnia igi valad, am<br />

dros ki RmrTis samsjavro RaRadebs, rom verc erTi ver<br />

gadaixdis vals, orives erTnairad sWirdeba miteveba:<br />

`da viTar araraÁ aqunda maT, orTave miuteva~ (luk.<br />

7,42). simdablis nakleboba, romlisganac farisevlis<br />

sneuleba warmosdgeba, ukiduresad uSlis xels sulier<br />

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warmatebas. maSin, rodesac mZime codviT dacemulni mo-<br />

Surne guliT da Semusrvili suliT inanieben, aviwydebaT<br />

mTeli qveyana, mudam sakuTari codva udgaT Tvalwin da<br />

mas glovoben RmrTis winaSe, farisevlis mzera gaorebulia.<br />

sakuTari codva, romelic umniSvnelod eCveneba,<br />

mTel mis yuradRebas ar ipyrobs. man icis, axsovs zogierTi<br />

Tavisi keTili saqme da maTze amyarebs sasoebas.<br />

amave dros xedavs moyvasTa naklovanebebs, adarebs maT<br />

Tavisas da im daskvnamde midis, rom misi naklovanebebi<br />

msubuqia da iolad misatevebeli. rac ufro izrdeba<br />

mis TvalSi sakuTari simarTle, miT ufro klebulobs<br />

madlismieri ganmarTleba, romelic usasyidlod eZleva<br />

monanulT. amisgan sustdeba, qreba sinanulis grZnoba.<br />

sinanulis grZnobis moklebasTan erTad Zneldeba sulieri<br />

warmatebis gzaze svla, xolo sinanulis grZnobis<br />

gaqrobasTan erTad adamiani sulis cxonebis gzidan sakuTar<br />

Tavze maRali warmodgenisa da xiblis gzas adgeba.<br />

misTvis ucxo xdeba wminda siyvaruli RmerTisa da moyvasis<br />

mimarT. `mietevnes magas codvani magisni mravalni,<br />

rameTu Seiyuara friad, xolo romelsa mcired mieteos,<br />

mciredca Seiyuaros~ (luk. 7, 47), Tqva ufalma netari<br />

codvili dedakacis Sesaxeb.<br />

farisevlobis seniT Sepyrobili kargavs sulier<br />

warmatebas. myaria misi gulis niadagi, ar moaqvs mosavali.<br />

sulieri nayofierebisaTvis ki aucilebelia sinanuliT<br />

damuSavebuli guli: darbilebuli, lmobierebiTa<br />

da cremlebiT morwyuli. warmatebis dakargva ukve<br />

arsebiTi danakargia! magram farisevlobisgan Sobili<br />

ziani sulis unayofobiT rodi mTavrdeba: momakvdinebel<br />

sneulebas xSirad damRupvel Sedegebamde mivyavarT.<br />

farisevloba ara marto unayofod xdis adamianis keTil<br />

saqmeebs, aramed borotebad aqcevs maT sulisTvis da<br />

xdeba RmrTis winaSe misi gansjis mizezi.<br />

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ufalma es aRwera igavSi mezverisa da farisevlis Sesaxeb,<br />

romle- bic erTad loculobdnen taZarSi (luk. 18).<br />

fariseveli Tavis TavSi ver xedavda sinanulis, gulis<br />

Semusrvilebis mizezs, piriqiT, fiqrobda, rom SeeZlo<br />

Tavic moewonebina da kmayofilic yofiliyo. man icoda,<br />

rom marxvas inaxavda, mowyalebas gascemda, magram ver<br />

amCnevda im naklovanebebs, romlebsac sxvebSi xedavda<br />

(anda egona, rom xedavda) da romlebic abrkolebda. vambob,<br />

egona, rom xedavda-meTqi, radgan dabrkolebas didi<br />

Tvalebi aqvs: igi im codvebsac xedavs moyvasSi, romlebic<br />

mas saerTod ar gaaCnia da romlebic farisevlis<br />

mzakvrulma warmosaxvam Seqmna. fariseveli, ityuebs ra<br />

Tavs, madlobas swiravs RmerTs Tavisi sulieri mdgomareobisaTvis.<br />

Tavis ampartavnebas igi faravs (da isic<br />

emaleba mas) RmrTisadmi madlierebis niRabqveS. imis<br />

gamo, rom zerele warmodgena aqvs sjulze, farisevels<br />

eCveneba, rom igi sjulis aRmasrulebelia da saTnoa<br />

RmrTisaTvis. mas aviwydeba, rom uflis mcneba, mefsalmunis<br />

TqmiT, `farTo ars friad~ da `caÁ arawmida ars<br />

mis winaSe~ (iob. 15, 15), rom RmerTisTvis ar aris saTno<br />

msxverpli, TviT gansakuTrebuli msxverplic ki, Tu mas<br />

Tan ar axlavs da ar Seeweva guli damdablebuli; rom<br />

saRmrTo sjuli gulSi unda Cainergo, Tu gsurs, rom<br />

WeSmariti, netari, sulieri simarTle moipovo. am simarTlis<br />

gancda kacis gulSi sulis siglaxakis gancdiT<br />

iwyeba. Tavmomwone fariseveli fiqrobs, rom RmerTs<br />

madlobs da adidebs, rodesac mimarTavs: `RmerTo, gmadlob<br />

Sen, rameTu ara var viTarca sxvani kacni mtacebel,<br />

cru da memruSe~ (luk. 18, 11). fariseveli CamoTvlis<br />

aSkara vnebebs, romlebic yvelasaTvis TvalsaCino Sei-<br />

Zleba iyos, magram sulier vnebebze: ampartavnebaze, mzakvrobaze,<br />

siZulvilze, Surze, pirmoTneobaze sityvasac<br />

ar ambobs. arada, swored maTgan Sedgeba fariseveli! maT<br />

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moaqvT sulisTvis sibnele da sikvdili, isini arTmeven<br />

mas sinanulis unars! isini Sreten moyvasisadmi siyvaruls<br />

da Soben dabrkolebis gancdas – gulgrilobiT,<br />

ampartavnebiTa da siZulviliT aRsavses! amao didebiT<br />

Sepyrobil farisevels hgonia, rom madlobas swiravs<br />

RmerTs Tavisi keTili saqmeebisaTvis, magram RmerTi pirs<br />

ibrunebs misgan da saSineli msjavri gamoaqvs: `romelman<br />

aRimaRlos Tavi Tvisi, igi damdabldes~ (luk. 18, 14).<br />

rodesac farisevloba gaZlierdeba da ganmtkicdeba,<br />

mTlianad moicavs suls, maSin ki saSinel nayofs isxams.<br />

ar arsebobs usjuloeba, romlis winaSec is ukan daixevs.<br />

farisevlebma gabedes suli wmidis gmoba, farisevlebma<br />

gabedes eSmakeuli ewodebinaT ieso qristesTvis;<br />

farisevlebma misces Tavs imis mtkicebis ufleba, rom<br />

soflad mosuli macxovari saSiSia iudevelTa sazogadoebrivi<br />

keTildReobisa da samoqalaqo yofisaTvis. da<br />

risTvis dasWirdaT mTeli es CaxlarTuli gamonagonebi?<br />

imisTvis, rom garegnuli samarTlianobis, kanonebis, religiis,<br />

sazogadoebis dacvis niRabqveS sisxliT daerwyulebinaT<br />

TavianTi uZRebi gaboroteba, sisxli mietanaT<br />

Surisa da cudmedidobis sakurTxevelze, raTa RmerTis<br />

mkvleloba aResrulebinaT. farisevloba sazareli sulieri<br />

Sxamia, saSineli sulieri sneulebaa.<br />

vcadoT farisevlis konturebis moxazva saxarebis<br />

mixedviT, raTa yovelma, vinc am saSinel, sazarel gamosaxulebas<br />

dainaxavs, gulmodgined daicvas Tavi uflis<br />

brZanebisamebr: `ekrZaleniT comisagan farisevelTaÁsa~<br />

(maT. 16, 6), anu maTi azrovnebis wesisasgan, kanonebisagan,<br />

mTeli farisevluri ganwyobisagan.<br />

fariseveli, kmayofildeba ra religiis garegnuli<br />

wes-Cveulebebis SesrulebiT da zogierTi xiluli keTili<br />

saqmiT, romlebic arc warmarTTaTvis aris ucxo,<br />

monurad emsaxureba vnebebs, oRond mudmivad cdilobs<br />

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maT damalvas, umeteswilad TviTonac ver xedavs maT sakuTar<br />

TavSi, da es vnebebi iwveven masSi srul sibrmaves<br />

RmerTisa da mTeli saRmrTo swavlebis mimarT. sakuTar<br />

TavSi sulieri vnebebis moqmedebis Secnobas anu xedvas<br />

sinanuli iZleva, magram fariseveli miuwvdomelia sinanulis<br />

grZnobisaTvis. rogor unda Seimusros, rogor<br />

unda ganimsWvalos lmobierebiT, rogor unda damdabldes<br />

guli, romelic kmayofilia sakuTari TaviT? da rakiRa<br />

sinanuli ar ZaluZs, mas arc RmrTis mcnebaTa naTlis<br />

xedva SeuZlia, radgan swored isini gananaTleben<br />

gonebis Tvals. fariseveli Tumca ki kiTxulobs wm. werils,<br />

Tumca ki xedavs masSi am mcnebebs, magram imdenad<br />

aris dabrmavebuli, rom verc ki amCnevs maT: isini ver<br />

xvdebian misi TvalTaxedvis areSi, da fariseveli maT Tavisi<br />

uazro, maxinji naazreviT cvlis. ra SeiZleba iyos<br />

ufro ucnauri da Seusabamo, vidre farisevlis es msjeloba,<br />

saxarebaSi moyvanili? `romelman fucos taZarsa<br />

amas, araraÁ ars, xolo romelman fucos oqrosa mas<br />

taZrisasa, jer-ars~ (maT. 23, 16). fariseveli arafrad<br />

agdebs RmrTis mcnebebs, saRmrTo sjulis arss, da cdilobs<br />

garegnuli wvrilmanebis daxvewil Sesrulebas,<br />

Tundac es mcnebebis aSkara darRveva iyos. uflis wminda<br />

mcnebebs, romlebSic saukuno cxovreba mdgomareobs,<br />

fariseveli sruliad uyuradRebod tovebs, saerTod<br />

iviwyebs! `aTeulsa miiRebT pitnakisasa da cerecoÁsasa<br />

da Zirakisasa da da dagitevebies umZimesi sjulisaÁ<br />

–samarTali da wyalobaÁ da sarwmunoebaÁ... winamZRvarno<br />

brmano, romelni daswuravT burnaksa, xolo aqlemsa<br />

STansTqamT!~ (maT. 23, 23-24).<br />

yvelaze dafaruli sulier vnebebs Soris cudmedidobaa.<br />

es vneba yvela sxvaze metad iniRbeba adamianis gulis<br />

winaSe, iseT siamovnebas gvris mas, rom kacs xSirad sindisis<br />

simSvided, saRmrTo nugeSiniscemad warmoudgeba.<br />

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swored cudmedidobis comiT aris mozelili fariseveli.<br />

igi yvelafers akeTebs kacTagan didebis misaRebad.<br />

mas uyvars, rodesac misi mowyalebac, marxvac, locvac<br />

mowmeTa winaSe xdeba, ar ZaluZs iyos qristes mowafe,<br />

romelic Tavis mimdevrebs ubrZanebs, arad Caagdon<br />

kacTagan miRebuli dideba da Seuracxyofis, naklulevanebis,<br />

gansacdelebis gziT iaron. jvari qristesi<br />

farisevlisaTvis dabrkolebaa. mas sWirdeba aleqsandre<br />

makedonelis an napoleonis msgavsi mesia, didebiT<br />

garemosili, nadavliT savse dampyrobeli! azri zeciur,<br />

sulier, RmrTaebriv didebaze, TviT saukuno cxovrebaze<br />

miuwvdomelia misi sulisTvis, romelic miwas aris<br />

mijaWvuli, miwier ferflsa da xrwnilebaSi Cafluli.<br />

fariseveli vercxlismoyvarea. misi guli iq aris, sadac<br />

misi saunjea. iq aris misi sarwmunoeba, sasoeba, siyvaruli!<br />

bagiT igi aRiarebs RmerTs, guliT ki uaryofs<br />

mas. farisevels ar gaaCnia RmerTis arsebobis gancda,<br />

verc RmrTis gangebas Wvrets, gamocdilebiT ar icis, ra<br />

aris SiSi RmrTisa. misTvis arc RmerTi arsebobs, arc<br />

moyvasi; igi mTlianad miwieri, mTlianad xorcielia,<br />

mTlianad sulieri vnebebis Zalauflebis qveSaa, maT<br />

mier aris marTuli. fariseveli cxovrobs mxolod da<br />

mxolod sakuTari Tavmoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad;<br />

mis gulSi aRmarTulia kerpi, romelsac `me~ ewodeba;<br />

am kerps ganuwyvetliv ukmeven sakmevels, ganuwyvetliv<br />

swiraven msxverpls. gana SesaZlebelia, rom aq yovlad<br />

wminda RmerTis msaxureba saZageli msxverplis msaxurebas<br />

SeuerTdes? aseTi suli saSinel simartoveSia,<br />

saSinel sibneleSi, masSi sikvdili sufevs. esaa bneli<br />

gamoqvabuli, sadac mxolod mZvinvare mxecebi cxovroben<br />

kidev ufro mZvinvare avazakebTan erTad. esaa kubo, romelic<br />

garedan Semkulia kacTa TvalisaTvis, ase advilad<br />

rom tyuvdeba, SigniT ki carieli ZvlebiT, simyraliT,<br />

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matlebiT, RmrTis winaSe saZageli aTasi uwmindurebiT<br />

aris savse.<br />

farisevels, romlisTvisac ucxoa RmerTi, aucileblad<br />

sWirdeba kacTa winaSe RmrTismsaxurad gamoCndes:<br />

igi yovelgvari usjuloebiT savsea, Tavi ki qvelmoqmedad<br />

moaqvs, sakuTari vnebebis dasakmayofileblad cdilobs<br />

Tavis saqciels sikeTis saxe misces. farisevlisaTvis<br />

aucilebelia niRabi. mas sruliadac ar surs, iyos<br />

WeSmaritad qvelmoqmedi da RmrTismsaxuri, mxolod is<br />

unda, rom adamianebi xedavdnen aseTad. amitom fariseveli<br />

TvalTmaqcobas mimarTavs. masSi yvelaferi gamogonilia,<br />

yvelaferi SeTxzuli! saqme, sityva, mTeli misi<br />

cxovreba usasrulo tyuilia. misi guli, bneli jojoxeTis<br />

msgavsad, aTasi vnebiT da codviT, ganuwyveteli<br />

tanjviT aris savse, da es jojoxeTuri guli moyvasis<br />

mimarT gankiTxvisa da dabrkolebis araadamianuri, momakvdinebeli<br />

gancdiT aris ganmsWvaluli. fariseveli,<br />

romelic cdilobs marTali Candes kacTa winaSe, magram<br />

sinamdvileSi satanis naSobia, saRmrTo sjulidan iRebs<br />

zogierT detals, Tavs imkobs am garegnuli detalebiT,<br />

raTa gamoucdelma Tvalma ver icnos masSi RmerTis<br />

mteri, miendos mas, rogorc megobars, da misi msxverpli<br />

gaxdes. fariseveli moyvasSi borotebas, nakls, sjulis<br />

gardasvlas rodi ganikiTxavs. ara! rogor SeuZlia mas,<br />

borotebis Zmas da megobars, misi gankiTxva? farisevlis<br />

isrebi saTnoebisaken aris mimarTuli. magram imisaTvis,<br />

rom es dartymebi mizans moxvdes, igi cils swamebs sikeTes,<br />

borotebas miawers mas, brkoldeba am `borotebiT~<br />

da TiTqos mas ebrZvis, sinamdvileSi ki misTvis<br />

saZulvel qristes monas klavs. farisevelo! Sen sji<br />

adamians, romelsac ar Caudenia is danaSauli, Sen Tvi-<br />

Ton rac miawere? maS, igive sasjeli gekuTvnis, iseve,<br />

rogorc Sens mier gamogonili danaSauli. nuTu is gax-<br />

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arebs, rom qristes mowafe, baZavs ra Tavis moZRvars, usityvod<br />

svams sasmiss, romelic Sen ganumzade? ubadruko!<br />

geSinodes TviT am sulgrZeli da saidumlo dumilisa!<br />

rogorc axla dums qristes mowafe qristes gulisTvis,<br />

iseve daiquxebs uflis sityva saSinel samsjavroze mis<br />

nacvlad, amxilebs usjulos, romelic ver icnes adamianebma,<br />

da saukuno satanjvelSi gauSvebs mas. farisevlebma<br />

TviT RmerTkacs SeuTxzes danaSauli, TviT igi dasajes,<br />

iyides misi sisxli, Tavi ki ise daiWires, TiTqos ver icnes.<br />

dedamiwaze udidesi usjuloeba farisevlebma aRasrules.<br />

isini yovelTvis erTgulni iyvnen da dRemde erTgulni<br />

rCebian TavianTi jojoxeTuri arsisa. farisevlebi<br />

mTavari mtrebi arian WeSmariti qristianuli saTnoebebisa<br />

da RmrTismoSiSebisa, ukan ar ixeven araviTari<br />

danaSaulis, araviTari xerxis winaSe. maT winaaRmdeg<br />

RaRadebs uflis ganCineba: `guelno, naSobno iqedneTano!<br />

viTar-me ganerneT sasjelsa mas geheniisasa? amisTvis aha<br />

esera me movavlinne Tquenda winaÁswarmetyvelni, br-<br />

Zenni da mwignobarni, da maTganni moswyvidneT da juarsacuneT<br />

da maTganni stanjneT SesakrebelTa Soris Tquen-<br />

Ta da sdevneT qalaqiTi qalaqad; raÁTa moiwios Tquen<br />

zeda yoveli sisxli marTali, daTxeuli queyanasa zeda,<br />

sisxliTgan abel marTlisaÁT vidre sisxladmde zaqariaÁsa,<br />

Zisa baruqisa, romeli mohkaliT Soris taZrisa da<br />

sakurTxevelisa. amen getyvi Tquen, rameTu moiwios ese<br />

yoveli naTesavsa amas zeda~ (maT. 23, 35-36). aRsrulda<br />

da kvlavac sruldeba qristes sityvebi: farisevelTa<br />

comiT dasnebovnebulni dRemde Seurigebeli mtrebi<br />

arian qristes WeSmariti mowafeebisa, sdevnian maT xan<br />

aSkarad, xanac ciliswamebiT SeniRbulni; xarbad, dau-<br />

Ralavad eZieben maT sisxls. ufalo ieso qriste! Seewie<br />

Sens monebs, mihmadle maT Seni cnoba da imis unari, rom<br />

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Sen Semogidgnen, Sen, romelic `viTarca cxovari, klvad<br />

mimarT miiyvana da viTarca kravi winaSe mrisvelisa Tvisisa<br />

uxmoÁ, egreT ara aRaRebs pirsa Tvissa~ (es. 53, 7).<br />

miec maT Zala, gonebis wminda TvaliT gxedavdnen Sen da<br />

tanjva netari mdumarebiT daiTminon, TiTqos yvelaferi<br />

Sens Tvalwin xdebodes, gamdidrdnen madlismieri niWebiT,<br />

igrZnon sakuTar TavSi mSvidobismyofeli sunTqva<br />

suli wmidisa, romelic amcnobs Sens monas: SeuZlebelia<br />

SenTan mosvla sxva gziT, garda mwuxarebaTa sasmisTan<br />

ziarebisa, Sen rom gamoirCie am sofelSi SenTvis da Sens<br />

erTgulTaTvis.<br />

nawili meore<br />

RmerTma saxarebaSi mravali mcneba mogvca, sulis<br />

warmwymedeli, kacTmoZule farisevlobis sruliad<br />

sapirispiro azrebsa da grZnobebs rom aRZraven adamianSi.<br />

es mcnebebi aqarwyleben TviT im wanamZRvrebs,<br />

rasac farisevloba eyrdnoba. `ekrZaleniT comisagan<br />

farisevelTaÁsa~ (maT. 16. 6), ambobs ufali. erT-erTi<br />

maxarebeli (mT. 16, 12) ganmartavs, rom ufalma ase uwoda<br />

farisevelTa swavlebas, sxva maxarebeli ki (luk. 12, 1) am<br />

sityvaSi maT TvalTmaqcobas gulisxmobs. Tumca es erTi<br />

da igivea. TvalTmaqcuri qcevidan yalibdeba TvalTmaqcuri<br />

azrovnebis wesi da swavleba, da piriqiT: farisevluri<br />

azrovnebis wesi da swavleba zrdian TvalTmaqcs,<br />

romlisTvisac araviTari codva ar aris saSiSi, aravi-<br />

Tari saTnoeba – pativsacemi; mas imedi aqvs, rom yovelgvar<br />

codvas dafaravs, gaamarTlebs, nebismier saTnoebas<br />

ki Tavis moCvenebiT Secvlis.<br />

ufalma Tavis mowafeebs uCvena pirdapiri, wrfeli,<br />

wminda sibrZneze da ara gamarTlebul mzakvrobaze da-<br />

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fuZnebuli qceva, romlisganac wminda saTnoeba unda<br />

anaTebdes da izidavdes kacTa gulebs: `egreT brwyinevdin<br />

naTeli Tqueni winaSe kacTa, raÁTa ixilnen saqmeni<br />

Tquenni keTilni da adidebden mamasa Tquensa zecaTasa~<br />

(maT. 5,16). farisevlebs ki piriqiT, surdaT gamoCeniliyvnen<br />

marTlebi, amitom mxolod imaze zrunavdnen, rom<br />

RmrTismsaxurebis niRabi moergoT sazogadoebis winaSe,<br />

masis winaSe, romelic Cveulebriv, naklebad erkveva<br />

saqmis arsSi. axlac xSirad vxedavT, rom farisevlebi<br />

yovelgvar xerxs mimarTaven, raTa maTi saqmeebi garegnulad<br />

keTili Candes da rac SeiZleba metad brwyinavdes<br />

kacTa winaSe, borotmoqmedebani ki gaamarTlon<br />

politikuri aucileblobiT, marTlmsajulebis niRbiT<br />

da brZnuli windaxedulebiT – viTomda ufro naklebi<br />

borotebis daSvebis gziT ufro didi borotebis Tavidan<br />

acileba surT, da sxva TavismarTlebiT, ase uxvad rom<br />

warmoSobs mzakvrobiT savse guli. aseT qcevas ufali Zalian<br />

mkacrad krZalavs: `Tquen xarT, romelni ganimar-<br />

TlebT TavTa TvisTa winaSe kacTa, xolo RmerTma icnis<br />

gulni Tquenni, rameTu kacTa Soris maRali saZagel ars<br />

winaSe RmrTisa~ (luk. 16, 15). farisevlebi cdilobdnen<br />

TavismarTlebiT daefaraT TavianTi sulieri vnebebi,<br />

maTi moqmedeba, maTi nayofi. sulieri vnebebi ki, Cveulebriv,<br />

amgvari gamarTlebis CrdiliT dagrilebulni,<br />

Rrma fesvebs uSveben sulSi, isini xed iqcevian da TavianTi<br />

totebiT moicaven adamianis mTel saqmianobas, anu<br />

aRweven yvela maT azrSi, grZnobaSi, saqcielSi. wm. pimen<br />

didi ambobda: `Tuki adamianis codvil nebas TavismarTlebac<br />

daexmareba, igi iryvneba da iRupeba~.<br />

rodesac adamiani uangarod ki ar eZiebs RmrTis winaSe<br />

saTno-yofas, aramed saTnoebebis gamo didebas moelis<br />

kacTagan, romelTa azric esoden umniSvnelo, cvalebadi<br />

da aramtkicea, es niSnavs, rom mas ara aqvs qristianu-<br />

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li sarwmunoebis Secnobis, qristes swavlebis miRebis<br />

unari – amisaTvis saWiroa guli, romelic Tavis Tavs<br />

codvilad aRiarebs. `viTar-ukue xel-gewifebis Tquen<br />

rwmunebad, rameTu didebasa urTierTas miiRebT da<br />

didebasa mxoloÁsa RmrTisasa ara eZiebT?~ (ioan. 5, 44),<br />

eubneba ufali farisevlebs. ufali Tavis mowafeebs arTmevs<br />

yovelgvar sazrdos cudmedidobisTvis. mas surs,<br />

rom gulis sakurTxeveli ganwmendili iyos saZageli<br />

kerpisa da yovelivesgan, rac kerpTmsaxurebas ganekuTvneba.<br />

ufali gvamcnebs, rom yvela keTili saqme saidumlod<br />

aRsruldes: mowyalebac saidumlod gavceT, marxvac<br />

saidumlod davicvaT da Caketil oTaxSic vilocoT.<br />

Cveni keTili saqmeebi dafaruli unda iyos ara marto<br />

kacTaTvis, aramed CvenTvisac, raTa Cveni suli mxolod<br />

sxvebis qeba-didebisagan moyenebuli iarebisagan ki ara,<br />

sakuTari gulisagan momavali maamebluri CurCulisganac<br />

davicvaT. `nu scnobn marcxene Seni, rasa iqmodis<br />

marjuene Seni~ (maT. 6, 3). esec ar kmara! ufalma gvibrZana<br />

uarvyoT Tavi warmaval amqveyniur cxovrebaSi,<br />

davTrgunoT yovelgvari TavismarTleba, yovelgvari<br />

simarTle saxarebis simarTlisaTvis. ras warmoadgens<br />

saxarebis simarTle? tanjvas, jvars! aqeT mouxmobs Tavis<br />

mowafes macxovari! aq avlebs zRvars wveulTa Soris!<br />

aq ganyofs xorbals sarevelisgan! aq adebs Tavis niSans<br />

rCeulebs! `da romelman ara aRiRos juari Tvisi da Semomidges<br />

me, igi ara ars Cemda Rirs. romelman moipovos<br />

suli Tvisi, wariwymidos igi; da romelman wariwymidos<br />

suli Tvisi CemTvis, man povos igi~ (maT. 10, 38-39).<br />

Zmebo! qristes jvaris winaSe ganviZarcvoT da davflaT<br />

yvela amqveyniuri warmodgena pativze, Seuracxyofaze,<br />

usamarTlobaze, adamianur kanonebsa da adamianur<br />

marTlmsajulebaze. gavxdeT sulelni qristesTvis! mivupyraT<br />

Cveni Rawvebi silis gawvnebsa da nerwyvas! dae<br />

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damcirebis ferflSi daimarxos Cveni Zveli, amqveyniuri<br />

pativi! nu mivxedavT dananebiT Cvens xrwnad qonebas: dae<br />

qarma gafantos da moitacos, Tuki amas ufali dauSvebs!<br />

nu davindobT Cvens xorcs nebsiTi moRvaweobisas da uneblie<br />

gansacdelebis Jams! viswavloT ufal ieso qristesgan<br />

misi saidumlo mdumareba, romelic aris umaRlesi<br />

RmrTismetyveleba da mWevrmetyveleba, angelozTa<br />

ganmacvifrebeli! Tuki mas, ganxorcielebul RmerTs,<br />

sofelma ar aRirsa samarTliani moqceva, Cven rogor-<br />

Ra unda veZiebdeT samarTals? uarvyoT amgvari Zieba<br />

qristes jvaris winaSe. nu vemsgavsebiT mxecebs, romlebic<br />

kbenen da ebrZvian monadireebs da sxva mxecebs, maT<br />

Tavdamsxmelebs! vemsgavsoT kravs RmrTisas – qristes<br />

_ amqveyniuri cxovrebis dros da igi gvyofs Cven Tavis<br />

msgavsad saukuno cxovrebaSi, sadac Cveni netareba<br />

usasrulo da uzomo iqneba. aqac, am sofelSi, qristes<br />

erTgul mowafes nugeSinismcemeli suli wmida evlineba,<br />

hfens mis suls saukuno cxovrebis usazRvro netarebas,<br />

romelic ganagdebs misgan tanjvis grZnobas, mihmadlis<br />

uCinar, wminda netarebas, kacTa da garemoebaTagan damoukidebels.<br />

am netarebis winaSe araferia yovelgvari<br />

miwieri sitkboeba, Tundac kanonieri.<br />

farisevlis pirveli ganmasxvavebeli niSani, pirveli<br />

isari aris dabrkoleba da misgan momdinare gankiTxva<br />

moyvasisa. dabrkoleba Segnebulad moqmed borot adamianebSi,<br />

rogorc wesi, mogonilia, SeTxzuli, erTgvari<br />

sababi borotmoqmedebisTvis, romelic winaswar aris<br />

momzadebuli danaSaulis Casadenadac da mis gasamar-<br />

Tlebladac; dabrkoleba jer kidev adamis siZveliT<br />

dazianebul adamianebSi, Tundac maT keTili zraxvebi<br />

hqondeT da cxonebisaken iswrafodnen, aris siZvelis<br />

niSani da metismetad mniSvnelovani, Znelad dasaZlevi<br />

seni. es seni ewinaaRmdegeba sinanuls, romelsac ganw-<br />

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menda ZaluZs. dabrkoleba aris moyvasis naklovanebebis<br />

avadmyofuri xedva, romlis drosac es naklovanebebi<br />

warmoudgenel, maxinj formebs iRebs. dabrkoleba aris<br />

Tavmoyvareobis naSobi, igi im kacis sulSi saxldeba,<br />

visTvisac ucxoa moyvasisa da sakuTari Tavisadmi swori<br />

siyvaruli. ufalma es seni Seadara Zels, romelTan<br />

SedarebiTac moyvasis yoveli Secodeba bewvis msgavsia:<br />

`nu ganikiTxavT, raÁTa ara ganikiTxneT. rameTu romli-<br />

Ta gankiTxviTa ganikiTxvideT, ganikiTxneT, da romliTa<br />

sawyauliTa miuwyoT, mogewyos Tquen... orgulo! aRmoiRe<br />

pirvelad dvire Tualisagan Senisa da maSin ixilo aRmoRebad<br />

wueli Tualisagan Zmisa Senisa~ (maT. 7, 1-5).<br />

Tavi unda vaiZuloT, rom ar ganvikiTxoT moyvasi, uflis<br />

SiSi da simdable vixmaroT misgan dasacavad. raTa SevasustoT<br />

da, RmrTis SewevniT, sruliad aRmovfxvraT gulidan<br />

moyvasis gankiTxva, saxarebis Suqze CavuRrmavdeT<br />

sakuTar Tavs, davakvirdeT Cvens naklovanebebs, gamovikvlioT<br />

Cveni codvili miswrafebani, codvili azrebi da<br />

ganwyoba. rodesac sakuTari codvebiT viqnebiT dakavebulni,<br />

aRar gvqneba imis dro, moyvasis codvebs vadevnoT<br />

Tvalyuri an sulac SevamCnioT isini. maSin yvela moyvasi<br />

mogveCveneba wminda da mSvenier adamianad, sakuTar Tavs<br />

ki SevracxavT udides codvilad amqveynad, erTaderT<br />

codvilad, maSin ki farTod gaiReba CvenTvis WeSmariti,<br />

namdvili sinanulis kari. pimen didi ambda: `Cven da Cveni<br />

Zmebi or suraTs vgavarT: Tu kaci Tavis Tavs akvirdeba<br />

da naklovanebebs xedavs, ZmaSi srulyofilebas dainaxavs;<br />

xolo Tu sakuTari Tavi miaCnia srulyofilad, ma-<br />

Sin ZmasTan Sedarebisas mas Tavisze uaresad aRiqvams~.<br />

RmrTis udidesi saTnomyofelebi gansakuTrebiT cdilobdnen<br />

sakuTari Tavi codvilebad SeeracxaT, imdenad<br />

codvilebad, rom moyvasis codvebi, sruliad aSkara da<br />

TvalsaCinoni, raRac umniSvnelo, misatevebel ramed<br />

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mieRoT. Rirsma siso didma sTxova mama ores: `miTxari<br />

me cxonebis sityva~! `gjera ki Cemi~? hkiTxa man.<br />

`mjera~, upasuxa sisom. `maS wadi da ise icxovre, rogorc<br />

me vcxovrob~, uTxra mama orem. `Sen rogor cxovrob,<br />

mamao?~ hkiTxa sisom. `me sakuTar Tavs kacTa Soris<br />

yvelaze uaresad miviCnev~, upasuxa berma.<br />

`Tu adamiani miaRwevs im mdgomareobas~, _ ambobda pimen<br />

didi, `romlis Sesaxebac mociqulma Tqva: `yovelive<br />

wmida ars wmidaTaTvis~ (tit. 1, 15), _ maSin dainaxavs, rom<br />

igi kacTa Soris yvelaze uaresia~. Zmam hkiTxa: `rogor<br />

unda vifiqro, rom kacismkvlelze uaresi var?~ pimenma<br />

miugo: `Tu adamiani im mdgomareobamde miva, romelzec<br />

mociquli miuTiTebs, da dainaxavs kacismkvlels, ityvis:<br />

`man erTxel Caidina es codva, me ki yoveldRe vklav<br />

sakuTar Tavs~. Zmam sxva bers uambo pimenis es naTqvami.<br />

berma miugo: `Tuki adamiani aseTi siwmindis mdgomareobas<br />

miaRwevs da dainaxavs Zmis codvebs, misi simarTle<br />

STanTqavs am codvebs~. Zmam hkiTxa: `da ra unda iyos es<br />

simarTle?~ `sakuTari Tavis mudmivi yvedreba~, miugo<br />

berma.<br />

ai, saxarebis mcnebebis WeSmariti msmenelni da aRmasrulebelni!<br />

ganagdes ra sakuTari gulebidan gankiTxva<br />

da dabrkoleba, isini moyvasis mimarT wminda siyvaruliT<br />

aRivsnen, yvelas hfendnen TavianT wyalobas da am<br />

wyalobiT kurnavdnen codvilT. wm. mamebi wm. makari megviptelze<br />

ambobdnen, rom igi iyo, rogorc amqveyniuri<br />

RmerTi – imdenad didi gulmowyalebiT iTmenda moyvasTa<br />

naklovanebebs. did simdablesa da ubraloebas miaRwia<br />

mama amonmac, romelic ganuwyvetliv uRrmavdeboda sakuTar<br />

Tavs da amxilebda Tavis naklovanebebs. mas iseTi<br />

didi siyvaruliT uyvarda moyvasi, rom ver xedavda masSi<br />

borotebas – daaviwyda borotebis arsebobac ki. erTxel<br />

mas mouyvanes (radganac episkoposi iyo), fexmZime qali<br />

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da uTxres, ama da am kacma uyo es saqme, daade orives epitimiao.<br />

amonma jvari gadasaxa qalis mucels da brZana,<br />

eqvsi wyvili tilo miecaT misTvis. `rodesac dadgeba<br />

yrmis Sobis Jami, vaiTu mokvdes an TviTon, an misi Cvili,<br />

maSin xom unda hqondeT rame, raSic Semosaven dasaflavad?~,<br />

Tqva man. `ras Svrebi, ratom ar adeb epitimias?~<br />

kvlav uTxres qalis mayvedreblebma. `Zmebo! ver xedavT,<br />

igi sikvdilis piras dgas, meti raRa SemiZlia vuyo?~<br />

upasuxa amonma da gauSva qali.<br />

ramdenadac ufali gvaridebs sacTurisa da gankiTxvis<br />

ufskruls; ramdenadac qristes WeSmariti monebi gane-<br />

Sorebian am saSinel, damRupvel ufskruls, imdenadve<br />

piriqiT, eSmaki gveweva misken, niRbavs ra sxvadasxva TavismarTlebiT.<br />

erT-erTi satanuri TavismarTleba aris<br />

ganusjeli moSurneoba, romelic bevrs wminda, WeSmarit<br />

moSurneobaSi ereva. wm. isaak asuri ambobs: `adamiani,<br />

romelic ganusjeli moSurneobiT aris Sepyrobili,<br />

verasodes miaRwevs Sinagan mSvidobas; xolo visTvisac<br />

ucxoa es mSvidoba, misTvis ucxoa sixarulic. Tu Sinagani<br />

mSvidoba sruli sijansaRea, xolo moSurneoba emtereba<br />

am mSvidobas, maSin ukeTuri moSurneobiT Sepyrobili<br />

adamiani udidesi sneulebiT aris sneuli. hoi<br />

kaco! rodesac fiqrob, rom samarTliani moSurneobiT<br />

xar aRsavse sxvaTa naklovanebebis winaaRmdeg, sakuTari<br />

sulis sijansaRes kargav. iSrome, iSrome sakuTari sulis<br />

sijansaRisaTvis! xolo Tu uZlurTa kurneba gsurs,<br />

maS icode, rom sneulebs yuradReba da zrunva ufro<br />

sWirdebaT, vidre sisastike. amasTan im dros, rodesac<br />

TiTqos sxvebs Seewevi, sakuTar Tavs mZime sneulebas<br />

umzadeb. amgvari moSurneoba adamianSi mis sibrZnes<br />

ki ara, sulis sneulebas, sulieri gansjis naklebobas,<br />

did umecrebas warmoadgens. saRmrTo sibrZnis dasabamia<br />

simSvide da krZaluleba, romlebic myari azrovnebis<br />

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wesisgan gamodian da SeuZliaT kacobriv naklovanebaTa<br />

moTmena~ (sityva 80).<br />

dabrkolebisa da gankiTxvis codva imdenad mosaxerxebelia<br />

kacTa warsawymedad da amitomac imdenad uyvars eSmaks,<br />

rom igi ar kmayofildeba Cvens gulebSi ukeTuri da<br />

saxarebis sibrZnisaTvis ucxo moSurneobis aRZvriT, ampartavnuli<br />

gulissityvebis gaRviZebiT, rac yovelTvis<br />

moyvasis damcirebasa da ugulebelyofasTan aris SeerTebuli,<br />

aramed aSkara maxeebsac ugebs ugulisyuroebs,<br />

raTa gansacdelebisa da sasjelis badiT Seipyros. mama<br />

pimeni ambobda: `wm. werilSi weria: `raÁ-igi ixiles TualTa<br />

SenTa, Tqu~ (igav. 25, 8). magram me girCevT, isic<br />

ki ar TqvaT, rasac sakuTari xeliT SeexeT. erT-erT Zma<br />

amgvarad motyuvda: mas moeCvena, rom misi Zma qalTan er-<br />

Tad scodavda. igi didxans ebrZoda sakuTar Tavs, magram<br />

bolos miuaxlovda, fexi hkra (radganac fiqrobda, rom<br />

namdvilad isini iyvnen, vinc eCveneboda) da uTxra: `kmara,<br />

rodemde SeiZleba?~ maSinRa dainaxa, rom es xorblis<br />

Znebi iyo. amitomac giTxariT: nu amxilebT, Tundac saku-<br />

Tari xeliT SeexoT rames~ (anbanuri paterikoni).<br />

gankiTxvis codva imdenad saZagelia RmrTis winaSe,<br />

rom igi urisxdeba da pirs iqcevs TviT mis saTnomyofel-<br />

Tagan, rodesac isini Tavs uflebas aZleven ganikiTxon<br />

vinme: igi arTmevs maT Tavis madls. es Cans mravalricsovani<br />

magaliTebidan, romlebic Semonaxulia saeklesio<br />

mwerlobaSi qristianTa mTeli Taobebis Wkuis saswavleblad<br />

da sasargeblod. araviTari siwminde ar iZleva imis<br />

uflebas, rom ganvikiTxoT Semcode Zma – ufals yovel<br />

wams SeuZlia uboZos mas didi simarTle – gacilebiT meti,<br />

vidre Cven gvgonia, rom gvaqvs. Cven SeiZleba saRmrTo simarTliT<br />

viyoT marTalni, xolo rodesac moyvass ganvikiTxavT,<br />

amiT uarvyofT saRmrTo simarTles da mas Cveni<br />

simarTliT vcvliT, anu, ufro sworad, farisevlobiT.<br />

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vinc moyvass ganikiTxavs, TviT RmerTs aswrebs gankiTxvas,<br />

romelsac erTaderTs ekuTvnis gankiTxva kacTa: ase-<br />

Ti kaci iTvisebs qristes xarisxs, romelic ukanasknel<br />

dRes gansjis cocxlebsa da mkvdrebs.<br />

mama ioane sabaitelma gviambo: `im dros, rodesac monastrisgan<br />

odnav moSorebiT, ganmartoebiT vcxovrobdi,<br />

erTi Zma movida Cems mosanaxuleblad. `rogor cxovroben<br />

Zmebi da mamebi?~ vkiTxe mas. `Tqveni locviT, kargad<br />

cxovroben~, momigo man. Semdeg erT-erT Zmaze vkiTxe,<br />

romlis Sesaxebac cudi xmebi dadioda. `merwmune, mamao,<br />

is Zveleburad cxovrebas ganagrZobs~.ò`oh~! aRmomxda<br />

me. da uecrad gankvirvebam Semipyro. ierusalimSi, golgoTis<br />

mTaze mdgomare davinaxe sakuTari Tavi. iq ufali<br />

ieso qriste idga or avazakTan erTad. me mas mivaSure<br />

Tayvanissacemad, magram am dros mesma misi sityvebi, iqve<br />

mdgom angelozebs rom eubneboda: `ganagdeT aqedan, rameTu<br />

igi Cems mimarT antiqristea: damaswro msjavris<br />

gamotana da TviTon gansaja Zma~. rodesac iqidan gamovdiodi,<br />

karebSi mantia momyva da iqve darCa. rogorc ki<br />

gons movedi, vuTxari Zmas: `sastiki dRea es dRe CemTvis~.<br />

mizezi rom mkiTxa, vuambe yvelaferi, rac vnaxe, da<br />

davamate, rom mantiis moxsna niSnavda RmrTis Sewevnisa<br />

da mfarvelobis moSorebas. mas Semdeg Rrma udabnoSi<br />

ganvmartovdi da iq davexetebodi Svidi wlis manZilze,<br />

arc purs vWamdi, arc WerqveS vaTevdi Rames da arc aravis<br />

velaparakebodi. es dro rom gavida, kvlav meCvena<br />

ufali da damibruna Cemi mantia~.<br />

Zmebo! yuradRebiT vadevnoT Tvali sakuTar Tavs!<br />

vecadoT ganviwmindoT aramarto xorciel, aramed sulier<br />

vnebaTaganac: cudmedidobisgan, urwmunoebisgan,<br />

mzakvrobisgan, Surisgan, siZulvilisgan, vercxlismoyvarebisgan<br />

da sxva msgavsi sneulebebisgan, romlebic<br />

TiTqos mxolod sulSi moqmedeben, xorcis monawileobis<br />

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gareSe, da amitomac ewodebaT sulieri vnebebi. TiTqosmeTqi,<br />

imitom vambob, rom maT xorczec aqvT zegavlena,<br />

magram faqizi, bevrisaTvis SeumCneveli. sakuTari Tavisadmi<br />

yuradRebisa da am vnebebisagan ganwmendis Semdeg<br />

CvenSi TandaTan daiTeseba moyvasis siyvaruli, am siyvarulisgan<br />

ki Sesustdeba da gaqreba moyvasis mimarT<br />

dabrkolebisa da misi gankiTxvis grZnoba. yovelTvis<br />

gvaxsovdes, rom ar arsebobs RmrTisaTvis saTno simar-<br />

Tle sulis siglaxakis gareSe. gavamarTloT moyvasi da<br />

vayvedroT sakuTar Tavs, raTa RmerTma mogvaniWos Tavisi<br />

madli da wyaloba, romlebsac igi mxolod mdabalTa<br />

da mowyaleT uboZebs xolme.<br />

mkiTxvelo umorCilesad gTxovT moixseno sulni gar-<br />

dacvalebulTa monaTa RvTisaTa: venerasi, valerianisa,<br />

paSasi da aleqsandresi.<br />

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