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namdvilad sruli sibnele da siSavea. arc erTi feri, da raki ar aris dapirispireba,<br />
Tundac mkraTali naTelis uzarmazar Sav saburvelze gaelveba, maSin mxatvruli<br />
amocanac ganze darCeba: es mxileba ki aRar iqneba, aramed simaxinjiT garToba da xalisi.<br />
arada, ZiriTadad interesiT mainc mozardebi kiTxuloben am nawarmoebs da mwerals<br />
namdvilad aravin sTxovs arc didaqtikosobas da arc moralistobas, misi pozicia isedac<br />
gasagebia, magram zneobrivi da, rac mTavaria, mxatvruli TvalsazrisiT mainc,<br />
aucilebeli iyo im naTeli wertilis, sxivis arseboba, mxolod mkiTxvels gaagebinebs,<br />
rom rasac xedavs, bnelia, mxolod ukuni sibnele. imisTvis mainc, rom wamkiTxvelisTvis<br />
mTeli teqsti mxolod gasarTobad ar iqces, ar ixalisos, ar icinos, cotaTi SeezizRos,<br />
aRSfoTdes kidec, uares SemTxvevaSi, saerTod sicocxle mosZuldes, magram daaviwydes,<br />
rom sinaTlec arsebobs. SeiZleba Seeguos kidec, rogorc gardauvals da<br />
gamousworebels, im daumarcxebel sibneles, romelic daisadgurebs, roca Caqreba mze.<br />
asea, Tu ar Cans da ar ici da ar xedav mzis sxivs, sibnele misaRebi da bunebrivi gaxdeba.<br />
sibnele da... sikvdili. teqsti ki iqceva patara eSmakebiT dasaxlebul jojoxeTad.<br />
sikeTisa da sinaTlis gareSe mxolod jojoxeTia. da, sabednierod, es cxovreba (raki<br />
cxovrebis zusti anabeWdis Seqmnazea aqcenti gakeTebuli, amitom vambobT) jer ar<br />
gadaqceula srul jojoxeTad. aqve isic sakiTxavia, realurad yvela mozardi Tavisi<br />
axloblebiana aseTi saxedakargulia Tu ara. Tumca sabolood mainc ver SevedavebiT<br />
mwerals. es misi msoflxedvaa. moswons vinmes Tu ara, misi danaxuli samyaroa, misi<br />
mxatvruli Canafiqris amgvari xorcSesxma da Sxamiani nayofia. sjobs davijeroT, rom<br />
gamofxizleba da sarkeSi, Tundac mis namsxvrevebSi mkiTxvelis Caxedva iyo misi mizani.<br />
rogor moaxerxa da ra Sedegi miiRo, es sxva sakiTxia. Cemi azriT ki, Sedegi saSiSia.<br />
Zalianac saSiSi. gansakuTrebiT drois mocemul etapze. am wuTas. rom es ar iqces<br />
piriqiT, kidev erT impulsad imisTvis, rom adamians saerTod SesZuldes yvelaferi,<br />
impulsad nihilizmis da sakuTar meobaze uaris Tqmis, imis SegrZnebis, rom `axla~ da `aq~<br />
ra sazizRaria yvela, rogor imsaxurebs dacinvas da ginebas, TamaS-TamaSiT Caqolvas,<br />
rom aseT adamianebs arafris miRweva ar SeuZliaT da arc arafris Rirsni arian, rom<br />
Cixia, mxolod Cixi da veravin ipovis pasuxs kiTxvaze: ra vqnaT? arc aqvT pasuxi, verc<br />
eqnebaT da arc aqvT ufleba hqondeT. imis iqiT ki TviTganadgureba an garedan wamosul<br />
gamanadgurebel talRebTan morCili Seguebaa. aqamde SeiZleba mivides keTili<br />
survilebiT dawyebuli sityvebiT TamaSi. miT umetes, roca mwerali ase laRad flobs<br />
sityvas da moqnilobas, sicocxles aniWebs teqsts.<br />
aqve unda aRiniSnos, rom nawarmoebis mxatvruli samyaro `brtyelia~, anu<br />
aRweriTi... mizezi isev mwerlis CanafiqrSia. mas miznad ar dausaxavs movlenaTa siRrmeSi<br />
SeRweva. mxolod faqtebi gaSala zedapirze. arada, cudi ar iqneboda (is mxolod<br />
survilia), Tu aq datrialebuli vnebebis safuZvelsac moiZiebda. bolosdabolos<br />
yvelafris saTave aq mainc snobizmia, romelic laitmotivad gasdevs mTel romans.<br />
yoveli qmedeba snobizmidanaa amozrdili. samoqmedo areali, lokali, sadac viTardeba<br />
movlenebi, zustad aqvs SerCeuli mwerals da pirdapir miuTiTebs am snobizmis<br />
warmoSobis adgilsa da fsevdokulturul sivrceze (qarTul variantSi). vakis, rogorc<br />
fsevdoelituri garemos fenomeni ar aris xelwamosakravi da es nawarmoebSic Cans. is ara<br />
marto Tbiliss, mTel saqarTvelos gadaswvda da garkveuli wvlili miuZRvis mraval<br />
procesSi. kargia, rom mwerali imaze wers, rasac kargad icnobs. SesaZloa, misTvis<br />
nacnobi da mniSvnelovani rom yofiliyo sxva garemoSi gazrdili mozardebis (Tu<br />
didebis) fsiqologia, sul sxva mxatvruli realobis Seqmnamde misuliyo. Tu ucnobi<br />
viTarebis gamoxatvas Seecdeboda, aseT emociur vels da STambeWdav saxeebs veRar<br />
Seqmnida. amjerad ki yvelaferi mxatvrulad damajerebelia. am romanSi<br />
postkomunisturi mozardi Taobis cxovrebaa aRwerili. sakuTari gamocdilebidan<br />
gamomdinare danamdvilebiT SemiZlia vTqva, rom mwerali zustia da amasTan did<br />
gansxvavebas ver dainaxavT sabWoeTis miwurulis vakis norCi mosaxleobis<br />
msoflgancdasa da `bolo zaris~ gmirebis Sinagan samyaros Soris. ra Tqma unda,<br />
Secvlilia dekoraciebi, anturaJi, leqsika, nawilobriv problemebic, magram<br />
garesamyarosadmi damokidebuleba igive darCa. es xom im soflidan Camosaxlebuli<br />
(yvelaze ar aris saubari, ZiriTadad), sakuTari provincializmiT (cudi gagebiT)<br />
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