fsiqoanalizis Sesavali

hansi yveba Tavisi Svilebis Sesaxeb. aseve asaxelebs vinme lodis, romelic mamis azriT ar
arsebuli pirovnebaa. froidi aRniSnavs, rom SesaZlebelia hansi sadme Sexvda lodis da Semdeg
igi qalis ideals miamsgavs (dedas). mama ekiTxeba esaubreba Tu ara igi Svilebs.
hansi: “Tu yvela bavSvi ar wveboda loginSi, zogierTs taxtze vawvendi, zogs ki sabavSvo
etlSi. Tu kidev rCebodnen bavSvebi, me isini sxvenze mimyavda da yuTSi vawvendi; iq kidev iyvnen
bavSvebi da me isini yuTSi Cavawvine”.
hansi iZaxis rom bavSvebi mas anas gaCenis Semdeg yavs. rodesac mama ekiTxeba Tu visgan
yavs mas Svilebi. hansi pasuxobs: “Cemgan”.
froidi xazs usvams rom autoerotizmis gaTvaliswinebiT sxva pasuxi arc iyo
mosalodneli.
mama hanss ekiTxeba rodesac is lumpf-s akeTebda xom ar fiqrobda rom bavSvi uCndeba.
hansi dasturad pasuxobs.
SiSma TiTqmis sruliad ganvlo. hansi ubralod cdilobs saxlTan axlos darCes, rom
SeSinebis SemTxvevaSi dabrunebis SesaZlebloba qondes. magram is ar Semorbis saxlSi, is quCaSi
rCeba. misi avadmyofoba daiwyo mas Semdeg rodesac is tiriliT dabrunda gaseirnebidan, xolo
rodesac is meorejer waiyvanes gasaseirneblad is mxolod “sabaJos” sadguramde mivida, saidanac
jer kidev moCans Cveni saxli. dedis mSobiarobis dros is ra Tqma unda misgan moSorebuli iyo
da amJamindeli SiSi, romelic mas xels uSlis saxlisagan Sors wasvlaSi, dedisadmi maSindeli
dardis Sesatyvisia.
30 aprils hansi isev eTamaSeba Tavis warmosaxul Svilebs. mama eubneba: “rogor arian
Seni Svilebi? Sen xom ici, rom biWs ar SeuZlia bavSvebi yavdes”.
hansi: “vici. adre me deda viyavi, exla ki mama var”.
mama: “vin aris am bavSvebis deda?”
hansa: “deda, Sen ki babua xar”.
mama: “e. i. Sen ginda rom iyo didi, gyavdes colad deda da rom mas yavdes Svilebi?”
hansi: “ho, minda. is, romelic laincSia (bebia) iqneboda bebia”.
yvelaferi Zalian kargad sruldeba. patara oidiposma ufro bednieri gadawyveta moZebna,
vidre es bedisweriT iyo ganpirobebuli. is mamas usurvebs imave bednierebas, rasac sakuTar
Tavs, amitom mamas babuad aqcevs da sakuTar dedaze daaqorwinebs.
hansi aRwers kidev erT fantazias. is eubneba mamas:
“sadilamde me Cems SvilebTan erTad viyavi klozetSi. iq gavakeTe lumpf-i da wiwi-i, isini
miyurebdnen, Semdeg bavSvebmac gakeTes lumpf-i da wiwi-i, me maT qaRaldiT gavuwminde. ici
ratom? imitom rom me minda myavdes bavSvebi. me maT yvelafers gavukeTebdi.”
am fantaziis Semdeg ukve zedmetia eWvis Setana hansis eqskrementalur funqciebTan
dakavSirebul siamovnebaze.
hansi fantaziorobs imasTan dakavSirebiT rom movida santeqniki da brtyeltuCaTi waarTva
mas ukanali da Semdeg wiwimacher-i. mamamisi am fantazia-survilis azrs xvdeba da ekiTxeba
hanss: “man ufro didi wiwimacher-i da ukanali mogca?”
hansi: “ho!”
hanss unda iyos iseTive rogoric aris mama, qondes iseTive ulvaSi da Tma.
hansis winare fantazia abazanasTan dakavSirebiT am fantaziis identuria. aqve ixsneba
hansis didi abazanebisadmi SiSis axleburi midgomac. mas ar siamovnebs rom misi ukanali
zedmetad pataraa did abazanasTan SedarebiT.
erTi kviris Semdeg mamis mier gakeTeuli danamati.
“Zvirfaso profesoro! minda hansis istorias danamati gavukeTo.
1pirveli gankurnebis Semdeg hansi modioda saseirnod, magram ZaldatanebiT da sakmaod
SeSinebuli. erTxel is mxolod sadgur “sabaJomde” gamomyva, saidanac Cveni saxli
moCans, Semdeg ki aRar moisurva wamosvla.
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