fsiqoanalizis Sesavali
fsiqoanalizis Sesavali
fsiqoanalizis Sesavali
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hansi: “magram SeuZliaT ase ifiqron”.<br />
mama: “magram es xom cudia?”<br />
hansi: “rodesac isini ase fiqroben es kargia, vinaidan SeiZleba amis Sesaxeb profesors<br />
miweron”.<br />
aRwerilia mamisa da hansis dialogi weros mier anas motanis Sesaxeb. mama cdilobs rom<br />
hansis mxridan anas da lumpf-Tan gaigivebis aRiareba moisminos. froidi eubneba mamas rom hansis<br />
fobia SesaZlebelia iyos dayvanili dis dabadebasTan dakavSirebul azrebsa da survilebamde.<br />
magram aqve froidi ambobs, rom mas gadaaviwyda mieqcia mamis yuradReba imaze, rom infantiluri<br />
seqsualuri Teoriis mixedviT bavSvi aris lumpf-i, ase rom hansma eqskrementaluri komleqsic<br />
unda daZlios. swored amis gamo mkurnalobis droebiTi Seyovneba moxda. am ganmartebis Semdeg<br />
mama cdilobs xelmeored moisminos hansis msjeloba am mniSvnelovani punqtis Sesaxeb.<br />
Semdeg aRwerilia hansis fantaziebi anasTan, werosTan, cxenTan da meetlesTan<br />
dakavSirebiT. hansi ramodenimejer aRniSnavs: “yvelaferi rasac exla giyvebi ar aris simarTle,<br />
yvelaferi xumrobaa”. Semdeg hansi saubrobs imis Sesaxeb rom man cxeni gamoiyvana sajinibodan<br />
imitom, rom misi cema undoda. mama ekiTxeba visi galaxva unda ufro metad, dedis, anasi Tu<br />
mamis? hansi pasuxobs: “dedis”.<br />
Semdeg rodesac isini quCaSi gadian hansi ambobs rom omnibusebi, avejis mzidavi da<br />
naxSiris mzidavi satvirToebi – yvelaferi es weros yuTebia.<br />
es albaT niSnavs imas, rom isini gaigivebulia orsul qalebTan. Cveni saubris winare<br />
sadisturi ltolva etyova garkveul kavSirSia am TemasTan.<br />
diliT hansi kidev erTi fantaziis Sesaxeb yveba: “matarebeli iyo laincSi, laincis<br />
bebiasTan erTad sabaJoSi gavemgzavre. Sen jer kidev ar Caxvedi xididan, xolo meore<br />
matarebeli ukve san-uatSi iyo. rodesac Sen Caxvedi, matarebeli ukve mosuli iyo da Cven<br />
vagonSi SevediT.”<br />
(hansma moaxdina Tavisi gaqcevis fantaziis cvlileba da gamovida ise, rom Cven oriveni<br />
wavediT matarebliT. es fntazia ukavSirdeba gmundenSi warumatebeli vizitis fantazias).<br />
sadilis Semdeg hansi da mama saxlis win arian. rodesac maT wyvili ekipaJi Cauvlis,<br />
hansi saxlSi Serbis moulodnelad. mama ekiTxeba Tu ra mouvida. hansi pasuxobs rom cxenebi<br />
imdenad amayebi iyvnen rom mas SeeSinda.<br />
mama ekiTxeba vin aris aseTi amayi?<br />
hansi: “Sen, rodesac me dedasTan loginSi wasvla minda”.<br />
mama: “e. i. Sen ginda rom me waviqce?”<br />
hansi: “rom Sen SiSvelma (is gulisxmobda fexSiSvelma, rogorc Tavis droze frici)<br />
fexi wamokra qvas, wamogivides sisxli. me SevZlebdi cota xniT mainc dedasTan darCenas.<br />
rodesac Sen Semoxval me gaviqcevi, rom Sen es ar dainaxo”.<br />
mama: “SegiZlia gaixseno vin waiqca?”<br />
hansi: “frici.”<br />
mama: “ras fiqrobdi rodesac frici waiqca?”<br />
hansi: “rom Sen wamokra fexi qvas da waiqce.”<br />
mama: “Zalian gindoda dedasTan?”<br />
hansi: “ho”.<br />
mama: “rogor fiqrob ratom vCxubob?”<br />
hansi: “ar vici!!!”<br />
mama: “ratom?”<br />
hansi: “imitom rom eWvianob”.<br />
mama: “es xom ar aris marTali”.<br />
hansi: “Sen eWvianob me es vici, es marTali unda iyos”.<br />
mama Tvlis rom cxenis gabrazebis, galaxvis da misTvis yvirilis survili dedas ki ar<br />
ukavSirdeba, aramed TviT mas (mamas). hansma maSin dedaze miuTiTa, vinaidan ver gabeda sxva<br />
raimes aRiareba.<br />
froids ki Tavis mxriv gamoaqvs daskvna, rom hansis cxenis gabrazebis survili ormagia<br />
da Semdgaria dedisadmi bneli sadisturi grZnobisa da mamisadmi samagieros mizRvevis<br />
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