fsiqoanalizis Sesavali

aRwerilia hasis kidev erTi fantazia: “me vzivar abazanaSi, modis santeqniki da abazanis
Camoxsnas iwyebs. Semdeg is iRebs did xelsawyos da mucelSi martyams.”
mama am fantazias Semdegnairad xsnis, rom santeqniki TiTon aris, abazanaSi yofna ki
dedasTan loginSi wolasTan aris gaigivebuli.
hansi kidev erT fantazias aRwers: “Cven mivdivarT gmundenSi. gaCerebaze zeda kabis Cacmas
viwyebT, magram ver vaswrebT da matarebels mivyavarT”.
Semdeg mama akavSirebs cxenis vardnas da defekaciis process. cxeni romelic vardeba da
amasTanave did xmaurs gamoscems fexebiT aris lumpf-i, romelic vardnisas aseve did xmaurs
gamoscems (hansi iZaxis rom rodesac cxeni lumpf-s akeTebs es aris iseTive xmauriani procesi
rogorc rodesac lumpf-i qoTanSi vardeba). defekaciis SiSi, gadatvirTuli satvirTos SiSi
gadatvirTuli muclis SiSis Sesabamisia.
froidi aRniSnavs, rom mamisaTvis nel-nela vlindeba sinamdvile.
hansi aRniSnavs rom kargi iqneboda gmundenSi abazana rom yofiliyo.
aRwerilia hansis SiSi did abazanaSi banaobasTan dakavSirebiT. mas ar surs Cawola did
abazanaSi is fexze, an muxlebze dgomiT arCevs banaobas.
froidi aRniSnavs, rom es ukanaskneli sityvebi bolo or fantazias Soris (santeqnikisa
da gmundenSi warumatebeli mgzavrobis Sesaxeb) kavSirs adgenen. bolo fantaziidan gamomdinare
mamam swori daskvna gamoitana, gmundenis mimarT hanss siZulvili aqvs. amave dros aq
warmodgenilia naTeli magaliTi, Tu rogor xdeba aracnobieridan gamomdinare Sinaarsebis
gamorkveva ara winare, aramed momdevno masalaze dayrdnobiT.
meuRle uyveba mamas, rom rodesac hansi iyo aivanze man uTxra dedas: “me megona, rom ana
aivanze iyo da Cavarda”. mama xSirad eubneboda hanss rom miexeda anasTvis aivanze. aq sakmaod
naTlad vlindeba hansis gandevnili survili. deda ekiTxeba mas ra ufro esiamovneboda rom ana
saerTod ar arsebobdes? razec hansi damadastureblad pasuxobs.
ramodenime dRis ganmavlobaSi anasTan dakavSirebuli Tema aqtualuria. hansi aRniSnavs,
rom ukeTesi iqneboda werosTvis fuli miecaT, rom meti ar moetana bavSvebi didi yuTidan
(froidi aRniSnavs, rom SesaZlebelia es yuTi igive omnibusia)
erTxel hansi svams kiTxvas imis Sesaxeb, aris Tu ara damarxuli adamiani troruaris
qveS, Tu es mxolod sasaflaoebze xdeba? froidi xazs usvams rom mas uCndeba kiTxva ara
marto cxovrebis, aramed sikvdilis saidumloebasTan dakavSirebiTac.
aqve moyvanilia hansis kidev erTi fantazia da aRniSnulia rom ana gaigivebulia lumpf-
Tan: “anam CvenTan erTad imgzavra gmundenSi, is yuTSi iyo. Sen aRar gjera Cemi? es sinamdvilea.
Cven amoviReT didi yuTi, romelic savse iyo bavSvebiT, isini isxdnen iq abazanaSi (am yuTSi
Tavsdeboda abazana). me isini iq Cavsvi. kargad maxsovs es.” aq ukve gamoikveTa is, rom yuTi da
abazana misTvis erTi da igivea da gaigivebulia im sivrcesTan sadac bavSvebi imyofebian.
mama axsenebs mas, rom anam imgzavra oRond kupeSi. hansi aqve xazs usvams, rom is adrec
mgzavrobda maTTan erTad oRond yuTSi”.
mama miuTiTebs, rom yuTi hansisTvis dedis mucelTan aris gaigivebuli.
hansi iwyebs uazro fantazirebas, razec froidi Semdeg daskvnas akeTebs.
es ar aris ubralod uazro fantazia. es aris hansis samagiero mamis mimarT, romelic
daaxloebiT Semdegi Sinaarsisaa: “Tuki Sen SegiZlia ifiqro, rom me mjera weroebis, maSin
rodesac Cven zafxulSi gmundenSi mivdiodiT da me SevamCnie rom dedas didi muceli aqvs, me
viTxov rom Senc exla es uazroba daijero”. misi mtkiceba, rom anam gasul zafxulsac imgzavra
gmundenSi, oRond yuTiT, niSnavs mis gacnobierebulobas dedis orsulobis Sesaxeb. is rom
samomavlodac varaudobs yuTiT mgzavrobas, niSnavs warsulidan aracnobieri azrebis
aRmocenebas, an kidev gansakuTrebul safuZvels SiSisa, rom zafxulis gamgzavrebisaTvis deda
isev orsulad iqneba. aqve gamoikveTa mizezi imisa, Tu ram gaafuWa misi winare mgzavroba
gmundenSi, - es misi meore fantaziidanac ikveTeba.
Semdeg mama esaubreba anasTan dakavSirebiT da vlindeba rom hanss urCevnia rom ana
saerTod ar gaCenliyo. rodesac deda mas abanavebs, hansi swored amitom fiqrobs rom is anas
xels gauSvebs, ana wyalSi Cavardeba da mokvdeba.
mama: “da Semdeg Sen marto darCebi dedasTan? magram karg biWebs amis survili ar aqvT.”
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