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am fantaziidan gamomdinare SesaZlebelia gamovitanoT daskvna, rom dedis mxridan SeniSvnam masze zegavlena moaxdina, meores mxriv axsna ganmarteba imis Sesaxeb, rom qalebs gansxvavebuli wiwimacher-i aqvT mis mier ar aris miRebuli bolomde, an mas aqvs garkveuli safuZveli mamis mimarT ndobis ar qonis. mamis yovelkvireuli angariSi: aRwerilia hansis SiSebi didi cxovelebis miamrT, rodesac mSoblebs is miyavT SonbrunSi. mas ar unda Sesvla iq sadac aris Jirafi da spilo, romelic adre misTvis saintereso iyo. didi cxovelebisadmi SiSs gamoxatavs, xolo patarebTan Tavs kargad grZnobs. amasTan dakavSirebiT mama eubneba, rom mas imitom eSinia didi cxovelebis, rom maT didi wiwimacher-i aqvT. momdevno dReebis ganmavlobaSi SiSi matulobs. hansi WiSkridan ar gadis. mamasTan saubrisas hansis mier gamoTqmuli damamSvidebeli sityva gamoaSkaravebs sinamdviles da saSualebas iZleva mamis msjelobaSi Sesworebis SetanisaTvis. marTalia rom hanss eSinia didi cxovelebis, vinaidan mas uwevs maT did wiwimacher-ze fiqri, magram SeuZlebelia imis Tqma Tu ras ganicdis igi yvelaze did wiwimacher-Tan dakavSirebiT. masze warmoadgena rogorc Cans hansisaTvis siamovnebis momgvreli iyo da is yvelanairad cdilobda rogorme daenaxa es wiwimacher-i. swored im droidan siamovneba Seicvala usiamovnebiT, romelmac CvenTvis gaugebari saSualebiT hansis seqsualuri gamokvleva moicva da ramac hansi SedarebiT mtkivneul daskvnamde miiyvana. rogorc misi damaSvidebeli sityvidan – wiwimacher-i CemTan erTad gaizrdeba, SesaZlebelia davaskvnaT, rom sakuTari dakvirvebebis ganmavlobaSi hansi Sedarebebs axdenda da daukmayofilebeli darCa sakuTari wiwimacher-is zomiT. am defeqts mas didi cxovelebi cxovelebi axseneben da swored am mizeziT isini arasasiamovnoni arian hansisTvis. magram vinaidan mTeli es azrTa msvleloba SeuZlebelia iyos gacnobierebuli, es damamZimebeli SegrZneba SiSSi gadaizrdeba. aqedan gamomdinare misi SiSi agebulia rogorc adreul siamovnebaze, aseve amJamindel usiamovnebazec. rodesac SiSis mdgomareoba Camoyalibebulia, SiSi StanTqavs yvela danarCen SegrZnebas. rodesac gandevnis procesi progresirebs da ukve gacnobierebuli, afeqtTan dakavSirebuli warmodgenebi kidev ufro metad gadaiwevian aracnobierSi – maSin SesaZlebelia rom yvela afeqti gadaizardos SiSSi. aseve dedis mxridan adreuli muqaris Sesaxeb aris xazgasmuli. savsebiT SesaZlebelia, rom kastraciis muqaram drois sakmaod didi monakveTis Semdeg iqonia gavlena da swored exla 1 1/4 wlis Semdgom hanss sakuTari mes Zvirfasi nawilis dakargvis SiSi gauCnda. msgavsi brZanebebisa da muqarebis gavlenebis zemoqmedeba sxva avadmyofobebis SemTxvevebSic SesaZlebelia iyos SemCneuli, rodesac droiTi intervali aTwleulebsa da ufro metsac moicavs. aRwerilia SemTxveva rodesac hansi RamiT ded-mamis loginSi SemoZvra da daiZina. meore dRes mama maT dialogs iwers, romelSic hansi yveba Tavisi azrebis Sesaxeb: hansi: “RamiT oTaxSi iyo erTi didi da meore dakuWuli Jirafi, didma yvirili atexa imirom, rom me mas dakuWuli wavarTvi. Semdeg man Sewyvita yvirili da me dakuWul Jirafs davajeqi”. fantazia JirafebTan dakavSirebiT imave dRes poulobs axsna-ganmartebas. didi Jirafi – aris mama (didi penisi – grZeli yeli), dakuWuli Jirafi – aris deda (misi sasqeso organoebi). yvelaferi es aris im scenis reproduqcia, romelic am bolo dros TiTqmis yovel dilas meordeboda. hansi diliT Semodis mSoblebTan, deda ver ikavebs Tavs da ramodenime wutiT igi loginSi ayavs. mama am dros mas arwunebs, rom amis gakeTeba ar Rirs (“didi Jirafi yviroda imitom, rom me mas dakuWuli wavarTvi.”) deda mamas gaRizianebuli pasuxobs, rom es uazrobaa, rom SeuZlebelia erT wuTs raime zegavlena qondes da a. S. ris Semdegac hansi ramodenime xani masTan rCeba (didi Jirafi Cumdeba da me dakuWuls davajeqi.) froidi mamis msjelobas kidev erT danamats ukeTebs: hansisaTvis “raimeze dajdoma” flobis Sesabamisia. aqedan gamomdinare am fantaziaSi dafarulia Semdegi ram: hansis SiSi, rom dedas is ar uyvars vinaidan misi wiwimacher-i mamasTan SedarebiT pataraa. mama hanss misi fantaziis ganmartebas gaumxels. 76

odesac mama froidTan vizitis Semdeg brundeba hansi mas kidev erT akrZalul ocnebas gaumxels: “Cven viyaviT vagonSi, gavtexeT SuSa da policielma wagviyvana”. es aris Jirafebis fantaziis marTebuli gagrZeleba. hansi grZnobs, rom ar SeiZleba dedis floba; rom is sisxlis aRrevis zRvars miuaxlovda. magram mis fantaziebSi is mamasTan erTad aris. misi azriT mamac dedasTan idumal kavSirSia, raSic garkveulwilad Zaladobac igulisxmeba, raRac SuSis msxvrevis, an dacul sivrceSi SeRwevis msgavsi. mama Svili froidTan vizitze arian. konsultacia xanmoklea. saubari iwyeba hansis cxenebis SiSTan dakavSirebiT. aRsaniSnavia, rom cxenebis SiSi da dedisadmi ltolva sakmaod bundovnad ukavSirdeba erTmaneTs. is detalebi romelic froidma gamoarkvia (hanss yvelaze ufro metad aSinebda is, rom cxnebes aqvT raRac Tvalebze da raRac Savi pirTan), sruliad gaugebari iyo da ar eqvemdebareboda axsnas im monacemebis gaTvaliswinebiT rac mas qonda. froidi xumrobiT ekiTxeba hanss: misi cxenebi saTvaleebs xom ar atareben? is amas uaryofs. mama xom ar atarebs saTvaleebs? miuxedavad imisa rom es asea, hansi am faqtsac uaryofs. “raRac Savi pirTan” ulvaSi xom ar aris? Semdeg froidi mas uxsnis rom hansi mamisadmi SiSs ganicdis, vinaidan mas Zalian uyvars deda. ukana gzaze hansi ekiTxeba mamas: “profesori RmerTs elaparakeba, raxan mas yvelafris Tqma SeuZlia winaswar?” ra Tqma unda mosalodneli ar iyo rom axsna ganmartebis Semdeg hansi sruliad ganTavisfuldeboda Tavisi fobiebisagan, magram aRmoCnda, rom mas mieca Tavisi aracnobieri produqciis aRmoCenisa da fobiis garRvevis SesaZlebloba. Semdeg aRwerilia pacientis etapobrivi gaumjobeseba da SiSis Tanmimdevruli gaqarcylebis/klebis procesi. hansi Tavisi azrebis gamoTqmaSi ukidures sizustes aRwevs. is miaxvedrebs mamas, rom misadmi siyvaruli da aseve metoqeobis SegrZneba dedisadmi ltolvidan gamomdinare, es grZnobebi erTmaneTs ebrZvian da hansi gamoxatavs sayvedurs, rom mamam saTanado yuradReba ar miaqcia am grZnobebis TamaSs, romelic sabolood SiSSi gadaizarda. hansis fobia kidev ufro met detalur ganviTarebas iZens. mama ekiTxeba mas, Tu risi eSinia ase Zalian: “me meSinia, rom cxenebi daecemian moxvevis dros”. aseve is Relavs, rodesac satvirToebi moZraobas iwyeben. mas ufro metad eSinia satvirTo cxenebis, vidre patarebis, soflis cxenebis ufro metad, vidre eleganturebis (romlebic ekipaJebSi arian Sebmuli). mas aseve Zalian eSinia, rodesac satvirTo didi siswrafiT mieqaneba, vidre maSin rodesac cxenebi nela midian. es gansxvavebebe bolo dReebSi gamovlinda. SemiZlia avRniSno, rom analizis meSveobiT, ara marto pacienti, aramed misi fobiac ufro gabeduli gaxda. hansi Semdeg aRwers Tavis survils satvirToebze ZromialTan dakavSirebiT. froidi ambobs, rom hansis TamaSi datvirTul satvirToebTan dakavSirebiT sxva survilis simbolur da Canacvlebis xasiaTs atarebs, survilis romelic jer ar aris gamoTqmuli. SesaZlebelia gabedulad mogveCvenos, magram am survilis konstruireba exlave SeiZleba. mamasTan dialogSi vlindeba, rom hanss eSinia omnibusebis, vinaidan erTxel man dainaxa Tu rogor daeca cxeni omnibusSi. mas kidev ufro metad SeeSinda, rodesac davardnilma cxenma Cliqebis qneva daiwyo. froidi aRniSnavs Tu ramdenad universaluria msgavsi tipis fobia. is mimarTulia cxenebsa da ekipaJebze, cxenebis kbenasa da vardnaze, gansakuTrebuli niSanTvisebebis mqone cxenebze, satvirToebze, romlebis gadatvirTulia. gansakuTrebiT unda aRniSnos mamis mier gamokvleuli Semdegi punqti. gairkva fobiis gaCenis namdvili mizezi. momenti rodesac hansma didi mzidavi cxenis vardna dainaxa da mamis erT-erTi ganmarteba miuTiTebs imaze, rom hanss maSin surda mamac aseve waqceuliyo – momkvdariyo. hansis mdgomareoba gaumjobesebisaken midis. misi qmedebis radiusi izrdeba. is mopirdapire trotuarze gadarbenasac ki bedavs. SiSi romelic mas gaaCnia mxolod omnibuss ukavSirdeba, am SiSis mizezi ar aris cnobili. 77

am fantaziidan gamomdinare SesaZlebelia gamovitanoT daskvna, rom dedis mxridan<br />

SeniSvnam masze zegavlena moaxdina, meores mxriv axsna ganmarteba imis Sesaxeb, rom qalebs<br />

gansxvavebuli wiwimacher-i aqvT mis mier ar aris miRebuli bolomde, an mas aqvs garkveuli<br />

safuZveli mamis mimarT ndobis ar qonis.<br />

mamis yovelkvireuli angariSi: aRwerilia hansis SiSebi didi cxovelebis miamrT, rodesac<br />

mSoblebs is miyavT SonbrunSi. mas ar unda Sesvla iq sadac aris Jirafi da spilo, romelic<br />

adre misTvis saintereso iyo. didi cxovelebisadmi SiSs gamoxatavs, xolo patarebTan Tavs<br />

kargad grZnobs.<br />

amasTan dakavSirebiT mama eubneba, rom mas imitom eSinia didi cxovelebis, rom maT didi<br />

wiwimacher-i aqvT.<br />

momdevno dReebis ganmavlobaSi SiSi matulobs. hansi WiSkridan ar gadis.<br />

mamasTan saubrisas hansis mier gamoTqmuli damamSvidebeli sityva gamoaSkaravebs<br />

sinamdviles da saSualebas iZleva mamis msjelobaSi Sesworebis SetanisaTvis. marTalia rom<br />

hanss eSinia didi cxovelebis, vinaidan mas uwevs maT did wiwimacher-ze fiqri, magram<br />

SeuZlebelia imis Tqma Tu ras ganicdis igi yvelaze did wiwimacher-Tan dakavSirebiT. masze<br />

warmoadgena rogorc Cans hansisaTvis siamovnebis momgvreli iyo da is yvelanairad cdilobda<br />

rogorme daenaxa es wiwimacher-i. swored im droidan siamovneba Seicvala usiamovnebiT,<br />

romelmac CvenTvis gaugebari saSualebiT hansis seqsualuri gamokvleva moicva da ramac hansi<br />

SedarebiT mtkivneul daskvnamde miiyvana. rogorc misi damaSvidebeli sityvidan – wiwimacher-i<br />

CemTan erTad gaizrdeba, SesaZlebelia davaskvnaT, rom sakuTari dakvirvebebis ganmavlobaSi hansi<br />

Sedarebebs axdenda da daukmayofilebeli darCa sakuTari wiwimacher-is zomiT. am defeqts mas<br />

didi cxovelebi cxovelebi axseneben da swored am mizeziT isini arasasiamovnoni arian<br />

hansisTvis. magram vinaidan mTeli es azrTa msvleloba SeuZlebelia iyos gacnobierebuli, es<br />

damamZimebeli SegrZneba SiSSi gadaizrdeba. aqedan gamomdinare misi SiSi agebulia rogorc<br />

adreul siamovnebaze, aseve amJamindel usiamovnebazec. rodesac SiSis mdgomareoba<br />

Camoyalibebulia, SiSi StanTqavs yvela danarCen SegrZnebas. rodesac gandevnis procesi<br />

progresirebs da ukve gacnobierebuli, afeqtTan dakavSirebuli warmodgenebi kidev ufro metad<br />

gadaiwevian aracnobierSi – maSin SesaZlebelia rom yvela afeqti gadaizardos SiSSi.<br />

aseve dedis mxridan adreuli muqaris Sesaxeb aris xazgasmuli. savsebiT SesaZlebelia,<br />

rom kastraciis muqaram drois sakmaod didi monakveTis Semdeg iqonia gavlena da swored exla<br />

1 1/4 wlis Semdgom hanss sakuTari mes Zvirfasi nawilis dakargvis SiSi gauCnda. msgavsi<br />

brZanebebisa da muqarebis gavlenebis zemoqmedeba sxva avadmyofobebis SemTxvevebSic SesaZlebelia<br />

iyos SemCneuli, rodesac droiTi intervali aTwleulebsa da ufro metsac moicavs.<br />

aRwerilia SemTxveva rodesac hansi RamiT ded-mamis loginSi SemoZvra da daiZina.<br />

meore dRes mama maT dialogs iwers, romelSic hansi yveba Tavisi azrebis Sesaxeb:<br />

hansi: “RamiT oTaxSi iyo erTi didi da meore dakuWuli Jirafi, didma yvirili atexa<br />

imirom, rom me mas dakuWuli wavarTvi. Semdeg man Sewyvita yvirili da me dakuWul Jirafs<br />

davajeqi”.<br />

fantazia JirafebTan dakavSirebiT imave dRes poulobs axsna-ganmartebas.<br />

didi Jirafi – aris mama (didi penisi – grZeli yeli), dakuWuli Jirafi – aris deda<br />

(misi sasqeso organoebi).<br />

yvelaferi es aris im scenis reproduqcia, romelic am bolo dros TiTqmis yovel dilas<br />

meordeboda. hansi diliT Semodis mSoblebTan, deda ver ikavebs Tavs da ramodenime wutiT igi<br />

loginSi ayavs. mama am dros mas arwunebs, rom amis gakeTeba ar Rirs (“didi Jirafi yviroda<br />

imitom, rom me mas dakuWuli wavarTvi.”) deda mamas gaRizianebuli pasuxobs, rom es uazrobaa,<br />

rom SeuZlebelia erT wuTs raime zegavlena qondes da a. S. ris Semdegac hansi ramodenime xani<br />

masTan rCeba (didi Jirafi Cumdeba da me dakuWuls davajeqi.)<br />

froidi mamis msjelobas kidev erT danamats ukeTebs: hansisaTvis “raimeze dajdoma”<br />

flobis Sesabamisia. aqedan gamomdinare am fantaziaSi dafarulia Semdegi ram: hansis SiSi, rom<br />

dedas is ar uyvars vinaidan misi wiwimacher-i mamasTan SedarebiT pataraa.<br />

mama hanss misi fantaziis ganmartebas gaumxels.<br />

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