fsiqoanalizis Sesavali

dakmayofilebuli, Tuki sasurveli obieqtis daaxloveba moxdeba. magram SeuZlebelia SiSis
gardasaxva libidoSi, romelic raimeTi aris Sekavebuli gandevnil mdgomareobaSi. es gamovlinda
hansis dedasTan erTad pirveli gaseirnebis dros. miuxedavad imisa rom dedasTanaa, hansi mainc
SiSiT aris ganmsWvaluli, rac vlindeba mis mimarT daukmayofilebel ltolvaSi.
SiSma unda ipovos Tavisi obieqti. gaseirnebis dros is aRniSnavs cxenis mxridan kbenis
molodinis saSiSroebas. am fobiis safuZveli jer kidev ucnob kompleqsebSia, ramac dedis
mimarT arsebuli libidos gandevnil mdgomareobaSi SenarCuneba ganapiroba. mamis mxridan
arsebuli miniSnebebis safuZvelze SesaZlebelia vivaraudoT, rom cxeni am SemTxvevaSi dedis
Canacvlebas warmoadgens (vinaidan hansi adre ukavSirebda erTmaneTs dedas da cxens).
hansi aseve gamotyda imaSic, rom Zilis win exeba Tavis peniss.
magram is rom bavSvi Zilis win masturbaciiT siamovnebis SegrZnebebs iwvevda ar axdebs
misi SiSis mizezis axsnas, piriqiT es mas ufro metad saidumloebiT moculad aqcevs. hansi aris
4 3/4 wlis, is ukve 1 welia rac msgavs siamovnebas hgvris Tavs, magram mxolod exla cdilobs
am CvevasTan SebrZolebas, rac sakmaod uaxlovdeba SiSis warmoqmnasa da gandevnas.
rTulia aseve dedis dadanaSaulebac imaSi, rom bavSvis damSvidebis mizniT, man faqtiurad
misi nevrozi gamoiwvia (rodesac mas loginSi iyvanda dawyanrebis mizniT, xolo Semdeg sakmaod
mkacrad uaryo misi siamovnebis moTxovnileba).
me vuTanxmdebi mamas bavSvs auxsnas rom cxenis istoria aris sruli sisulele. rom
sinamdvileSi is aris avad imitom, rom dedasTan zedmetad Tbil urTierTobaSia.
Semdeg me movuwode mamas hansis seqsualuri ganaTlebisaken. aseve man unda gaigos rom
dedas wiwimacher-i saerTod ar aqvs, rogorc sxva qalebs.
“axsna ganmartebis Semdeg SedarebiT mSvidi periodi dadga. misi cxenis mimarT SiSi
gadaiqceva cxenis yurebis daJinebul moTxovnilebaSi. is ambobs “me unda vuyuro cxenebs, maSin
me meSinia maTi”.
influenciis Semdeg misi fobia gaZlierda, misi quCaSi gayvana SeuZlebeli xdeba.
mama mas esaubreba imis Sesaxeb rom cxenebi ar ikbinebian. hansi pasuxobs rom Tu TeTri
cxenis win TiTs daiWer is aucileblad gikbens. mama gaocebulia imiT, rom is ar axsenebs xels.
aqve aRwerilia mokle istoria imis Sesaxeb, rom rodesac lici gasamgzavreblad
emzadeboda, misi saxlis win idga ekipaJi TeTri cxeniT. mama etyvis hanss rom iqneb TiTi mis
warmoadgenaSi aris wiwimacher-i.
Semdeg hansi da mama isev saubroben fobiaze, romelsac hansi sisuleles eZaxis. mama mas
eubneba rom sisulele gaqarwyldeba Tuki is sasernod gava xSirad. hansi ki ambobs, rom is
gaZlierda vinaidan is yoveldRe wiwimacher-s kidebs xels.
eqimis da pacienti, mama da Svili eTanxmebian erTamenTs imasTan dakavSirebiT, rom
onanizmisagan gadaCveva warmoadgens mTavar rols, arsebuli mdgomareobis paTogenezSi.
axali mosamsaxuris gamoCena hansSi simpaTias iwvevs.
Zveli cnobismoyvareoba mimarTulia axal obieqtze da rogorc es aris xolme gandevnis
SemTxvevaSi is ifareba moralizirebadi tendenciiT!
Semdeg mama esaubreba hanss imis Sesaxeb, rom Tu is Sewyvets wiwimacher-is xelis xlebas
sisulele gauvlis. is xazs usvams, rom SeiZleba hansi ar kidebs wiwimacher-s, magram es unda.
razec hansi pasuxobs: “survili ar niSnavs amis keTebas da piriqiT!!!”
Semdeg aRwerilia hansis mdgomareobis gaumjobeseba. mama mas esaubreba qalisa da kacis
wiwimacher-is sxvaobis Sesaxeb. hansi mxiarulad aris, magram saRamo Jams igi isev sevdiania da
eSinia cxenebis.
Tumca wina dReebTan SedarebiT nervuli Seteva da moferebis moTxovnileba naklebia.
aRwerilia hansis anonisturi fantazia, rodesac is ambobs rom dainaxa deda perangSi,
romelmac mas wiwimacher-i aCvena. Semdeg is ixsenebs gretas, romelic gmundenSi yofnisas misi
erT-erTi nacnobi gogoa da moixseniebs mas ise TiTqos masTan amJamadac aqvs urTierToba, rac
fantaziis wyaros warmoadgens.
is iZaxis rom es aris sizmari, magram es ufro sizmris eqvivalenturi onanisturi
fantaziaa. misTvis gamarTlebas warmoadgens is momenti rom deda aris magaliTi da aqedan
gamomdinare masac SeuZlia wiwimacher-is demonstrireba.
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