fsiqoanalizis Sesavali

uxaroda es cvlileba da ramodenime dRis ganmavlobaSi saerTod ar saubrobda gmundenis
Sesaxeb. mxolod ramodenime kviris gasvlis Semdgom mas daubrunda sakmaod cocxali mogonebebi
gmundenis Sesaxeb. ukve 4 kviraa, rac am mogonebebs mis fantaziaSi amuSavebs. Tavis fantaziebSi
is eTamaSeba im bavSvebs, esaubreba maT, ise TiTqos isini aqve iyvnen. rogorc Cans misi dis
gaCenis Semdeg, isi dainteresda bavSvebis gaCenis problemiT; is gmundenis maspinZlis bavSvebs,
bertas da olRas TavianT Svilebs eZaxis da erTxelac ambobs: “berta da olRa werom moitana”.
misi sizmari SesaZlebelia iyos ganxiluli rogorc gmundenSi wasvlis survili”.
aqve minda avRniSno, rom Tavisi ukanaskneli gancxadebiT “Tavisi Svilebis” Sesaxeb
romlebic viTomda werom moitana, hansi xmamaRla upirispirdeba Tavis farul eWvs.
sabednierod mamam saintereso ram aRniSna, rac SemdgomSi Zalian mniSvnelovani gaxda.
“me hansisTvis vxatav Jirafs, hansi am periodisaTvis xSirad iyo xolme SonbrunSi. is
meubneba: “dauxate Wiwimacher-ic”. me vpasuxob: “Sen TiTon dauxate”. is xatavs patara joxs
muclis SuagulSi, Semdeg egreve agrZelebs mas da aRniSnavs: “Wiwimacher-i ufro grZelia”.
Wiwimacher-is mimarT Tavisi interesis gamo man sruliad Taviseburi TamaSi gamoigona.
SemosasvlelSi moTavsebulia klozeti da saTavso. hansi midis am saTavsoSi da iZaxis: “me
davdivar Cems klozetSi”. erTxelac me iq Sevixede, rom menaxa riTia dakavebuli. Turme Tavis
peniss aSiSvlebs da ambobs: “me vakeTeb wiwi-s”. es niSnavs imas, rom klozets TamaSobs. TamaSis
xasiaTi vlindeba ara mxolod imaSi rom is ar urinirebs sinamdvileSi, aramed imaSic, rom
ncvlad klozetSi siarulisa is amjobinebs saTavsos, romelsac “Tavis klozets” eZaxis.
hansis seqsualuri cxovrebis autoerotiuli maxasiaTeblebis garda, aseve mis mamas
SeuZlia gvamcnobos misi sasiyvarulo damokidebulebebis Sesaxeb sxva bavSvebTan mimarTebaSi,
raSic “obieqtis arCevanis” gakeTeba SeiZleba iyos konstatirebuli zrdasruli adamianis
msgavsad. aqac SesamCnevia moqniloba da poligamiuri mixrilobebi.
“zamTarSi (3 da 3/4 wlis) hansi mimyavs sasrialoze sadac Cemi kolegis ori qaliSvili
gavacani. isini daaxloebiT 10 wlis arian. miuxedavad gogoebis mxridan miuReblobisa, hansi maT
mimarT grZnobebiT ganimsWvaleba, miuxedavad imisa, rom amas ar aqvs gavlena gogoebze. hansi maT
“Tavis gogoebs” uwodebs. rodesac saxlSi brundeba kiTxulobs: “rodis waval sasrialoze, Cems
gogoebTan?”
hansTan stumrobs misi 5 wlis biZaSvili (hansi 4 wlisaa). hansi mas ramodenimejer
exuteba da erTxelac aRiarebs: “me Sen ise miyvarxar”.
es aris homoseqsualobis pirveli magram ara ukanaskneli maxasiaTebeli. patara hansi
garyvnilobis magaliTad iqceva.
“Cven gadavediT sxva binaze. (hansi 4 wlisaa) samzareulos kari aivanze gadis, saidanac
mopirdapire mxares ganlagebuli bina Cans. iq hansma 7-8 wlis gogona aRmoaCina. imisaTvis rom
mas uTvalTvalos hansi jdeba safexurze da saaTobiT ar Sordeba adgils. gansakuTrebiT
naSuadRevs 4 sT-ze SeuZlebelia misi SeCereba oTaxebSi an CamoSoreba sameTvalyureo postidan.
erTxelac rodesac gogo Cveul dros ar brundeba, hansi yvelas ekiTxeba: “rodis mova Cemi
gogo?” sad ari gogo?” xolo rodesac is gamoCndeba, hansi bednieria da Tvals ar aSorebs
gogos binas. am “manZilze arsebuli siyvarulis” siZliere aixsneba imiT rom hanss ar yavs
megobrebi. bavSvis normaluri ganviTarebisaTvis aucilebelia mudmivi urTierToba sxva
bavSvebTan.
msgavsi urTierToba misTvis SesaZlebelia gaxda rodesac sazafxulod gmundenSi gadavida.
masTan erTad maspinZlis Svilebi TamaSoben. miuxedavad imisa, rom maT wreSi bevri gogoa, hansis
favoritia frici, romelsac is xSirad exuteba da eficeba siyvaruls. erTxelac kiTxvaze Tu
romeli gogo moswons mas yvelaze metad is pasuxobs: “frici”. amave dros gogoebTan
mimarTebaSi is agresiulia da Tavi uWiravs mamakacad, dampyroblad, exuteba da kocnis maT, rac
magaliTad mowons bertas. magram misdami siyvarulis gamoxatva xels ar uSlis hanss sxva
gogoebTanac msgavsi urTierTobis damyarebisaTvis. mas mowons marika – maspinZlis 14 wlis
gogo. erTxelac saRamos man ganacxada, rom marikasTan erTad surs Zili. rodesac mas uebnebian
rom es SeuZlebelia is iZaxis: “maSin marikam daiZinos dedasTan an mamasTan”. mas uebnebian rom
esec SeuZlebelia, vinaidan marika Tavis ded-mamasTan iZinebs:
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