fsiqoanalizis Sesavali

garda im xarjebisa, romelic mas gamoyofili aqvs sakuTari mowafeebisaTis,
leonardos aqvs moyvanili vinme katerinas dasaflavebis xarjebis aRwerac,
mxolod poeti mereJkovski iZleva ganmartebas Tu vin iyo es katerina. es iyo
lonardos deda vinCidan, romelic Cavida Tavisi 41 wlis Svilis sanaxavad iq
gaxda avad da hospitalSi miyvanis Semdgom gardaicvala. msgavsi ganmarteba am
fsiqologi-romanistis mier ar aris sando, Tumca sakmaod Warbad warmoadgens
simarTles. leonardom miaRwia imas, rom Tavisi grZnobebi dauqvemdebara
kvlevisadmi interessa da ltolvas da sruliad Seikava Tavi maTi Tavisufali
gamovlenis TvalsazrisiT; Tumca masac qonia momentebi, rodesac daTrgunuli
miiswrafvoda gamovlenisaken da erT-erTi aseTi iyo mis mier nayvarebi dedis
gardacvalebis momenti. am SemTxvevaSi dasaflavebis xarjebis detaluri aRwera
iZleva dedis danakargiT gadatanil usazRvro ubedurebas. aranormalur
pirobebSi, nevrozebis SemTxvevaSi da gansakuTrebiT egreT wodebuli akviatebuli
mdgomareobebisas, xSirad vxvdebiT msgavs SemTxvevebs. iq Cven vxvdebiT sakmaod
intensiur, magram gandevnis safuZvelze aracnobierad gadaqceul SegrZnebebs, rac
vlindeba mewvrilmane da xSir SemTxvevaSi absurdul qmedebebSic ki. qvecnobierad
is darCa misdami mijaWvuli (dedisadmi), am grZnobebs erotiuli Seferiloba
qondaT; amgvari bavSvuri siyvarulis gandevniT Camoyalibebuli winaaRmdegoba
aRar iZleoda imis SesaZleblobas rom dRiurSi misi xsovna ufro Rirseulad
yofiliyo asaxuli, magram is rac gamovlinda kompromisis saxiT am nevrotuli
kofliqtis safuZvelze, unda yofiliyo asaxuli raimenairad da swored amitom iyo
dawerili es angariSi, romelic SemdgomSi darCa saidumloebiT moculi
STamomavlobisaTvis.
froidi Tvlis rom leonardo namdvilad miekuTvneba homoseqsualur tips,
romlis fsiqologiuri ganviTarebis aRmoCena SesaZlebeli gaxda CvenTvis, da is
homoseqsualuri fantazia romelic mas gaaCnda Zeris Sesaxeb CvenTvis gasagebi
xdeba. es fantazia ambobs: “me gavxdi homoseqsualuri imitom, rom dedis mimarT
mqonda erotiuli damokidebuleba”.
IV.
froidi ver aRwevs Tavs leonardos fantaziaze fiqrisagan. sityvebSi
romlebic seqsualuri aqtis intensivobas gamoxataven (“da ramodenimejer Cayo
kudi pirSi”), leonardo xazs usvams dedasa da Svils Soris arsebuli erotiuli
urTierTobis intensivobas. am kavSiris intensivobaSi froidi kidev erT
components aRmoaCens da amoicnobs. froidi am yvelafris Semdegnair ganmartebas
axdens: Cems tuCebze dedis uamravi kocnis kvali aRibeWda. fantazia Sedgeba wovisa
da dedis kocnebis mogonebisagan.
bunebam xelovani daajildova misTvisve idumali da faruli sulieri
moqmedebebis gamoxatvis niWiT, amitomac misi qmnilebebi ipyroben danarCenebis
yuradRebas, miuxedavad imisa, rom isini ver xvdebian namdvil mizezs.
vinc ixsenebs leonardos naxatebs, gaixsenebs im ucnaur, momajadovebel da
idumal Rimils, romelic man mianiWa qalis gamosaxulebebs. SeCerebuli Rimili,
gawelil, gamokveTil tuCebze; swored es aris misTvis damaxasiaTebeli da
leonardoseuli Rimilis saxelis matarebelia. florentineli mona liza
jokondas ucnaurad-mSvenier saxeze es Rimili yvelaze metad ipyrobda da saxtad
tovebda mayurebels. is yovelTvis saWiroebda axsnas da mudam aixsneboda naklebad
damakmayofileblad. “is rac iyo mimzidveli mayureblisaTvis, aris am Rimilis
demonuri mojadoveba. asobiT poeti da mwerali werda am qalis Sesaxeb, romelic
xan momajadoveblad momRimarea, xan kidev civad da usulod icqireba sivrceSi,
veravin ver axsna misi Rimili da ver amoikiTxa misi azrebi. yvelaferi,
landSaftic ki idumalia, sizmriseuli” (Gruyer)
azri imis Sesaxeb rom mona lizas RimilSi ori gansxvavebuli elementi
vlindeba mraval kritikoss gaaCnda. aqedan gamomdinare isini mona lizas RimilSi
xedaven qalis siyvarulSi gabatonebuli dapisipirebebis srulyofil
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