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giorgi merCulis Txzulebis mTavari gmiri da misi mowafeebi uflis brZanebiT ukacriel xanZTaSi sruliad uqonelni iwyeben samonastro mSeneblobas. grigoli loculobs, raTa `Jamsa amas ucxoebisa da upovarebisa maTisa~ ara SeeSindeT `borotisagan~. SiSs, rom am pirobebSi Znelia RvTis brZanebis Sesruleba, mweralma gmiris SegnebaSi daupirispira meore SiSi, ras unda moelodes `udebebisa medgrobaTagan Zleuli~ gankiTxvis Jams, Tu RvTis nebas ver aRasruleben. saamisod gacocxlebulia gankiTxvis zaris dramatuli scenebi. am locvaSi sakmaod vrclad da wrfeli STagonebiT moigoneba, mlocveli Sinagani mzeris win daiyenebs wminda giorgis saxes da did Rvawls. mRviZarebs didi asketis suli. misi cxovrebis gzaze absoluturi momavali (miwieri myofobidan gasvlis Semdeg mosaxdeni), warmarTavs awmyosa da empiriul momavals. is, rac xdeba, gulmodgined koordinirebulia mosaxdenTan. grZeli da detaluri citatebiT apokalifsis furclebidan, maTi ganmeorebebiT asketebs es absoluturi momavali SemohyavT awmyoSi, Tavis cnobierebaSi. roca isini macxovris, mociqulebisa da wmindanebis moRvaweobaTa warmomaCinebel, sayovelTaod cnobil epizodTa aseve vrcel reproducirebas mimarTaven (xSirad mxolod martodmyofni), maT ukve sakraluri mniSvnelobis warsuli SemohyavT awmyoSi, Tavis cnobierebaSi. amas gulisxmobs iovane oqropiri, roca ambobs: `ÃsenebiTa sityuaTa RmrTisaÁTa Sem- Zlebel ars kaci slvad gzaTa misTa~. rafinirebuli sulierebis is sauflo, `grigol xanZTelis cxovrebaSi~ romaa ganfenili, imis SegnebiT gamowveul sixarulsac efuZneba, rom `Sen, ufali, Cem Tana xar~ (fsalm. 22,4), rom asketi uWvrets uzenaess, mkvidrobs `saxlsa uflisasa~ (fsalm. 22,6). e.i. locvis aqtSi adamiani adamianurs aRmatebuli ZaliT aRWurvisaken ikvlevs gzas. ufali Tavis Tavs gviZRvnis sasaubrod. Tumca locva SeiZleba Seicavdes raRac saTxovars, magram gulmxurvale locvisas saTxovari aucileblad gadadis meore adgilze. `TviT mowiweba iqceva kmayofilebad, TviT Txovna _ netarebad. misi (locvis g.f.) arsi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom Cven, saer- Tod, gagvigoneben~ (hegeli). guliTadi locva xvews suls, mis aRmzrdelad gvevlineba. aseTi SinaarsiTa da ganwyobilebiTaa aRbeWdili wmida grigolis is locva, mRviZarebis saTnoebasTan dakavSirebiT rom movixmeT. es locva, rogorc merCule ityvis, `gonebiTa SemusvriliTa warTqua~. `gonebiTa SemusvriliTa~ niSnavs `gonebas mozRuduls~ obieqturi sinamdvilis STabeWdilebebisagan, erTianad zecisken miqceuls, uxmod, usityvod warmarTuls, `nivTierebasTan Seuxebels~ (saxmo simebi rom ar JRerdes); zogjer mas `gonebiT locvad~ an `wminda locvad~ moixseniebdnen, yovel- Tvis ki locvis maRali safexuris aRmniSvneli iyo. locviT sakralizirebul sivrceSi maradiuli naTeli isadgurebs da es saRvTo sinaTle TviT mlocvelidan modis. giorgi merCule gviambobs: `grigolis senakSi cecxli da kandeli ar enTeboda. erTxel, `Jamsa ciskrisasa~, dekanozma mnaTe gagzavna grigolTan. mnaTe `viTarca mivida, ixila brwyinvalebaÁ didZali SinaÁT gamo senaksa mas. mswrafl mirbioda da Ãma-yo, viTarmed: `cecxli aRdebul ars senaksa Sina mamisasa~. hrqua mas dekanosman: `dumen, Svilo, da nu geSinin! ara ars igi cecxli Semwuveli, garna suli RmrTisaÁ ganmanaTlebeli~. rameTu mravalgzis exilva dekanozsa mas xilvaÁ igi didebuli. da mi-xolo-vida senakad da STaxedna kedlisa napralsa da ixila wmidaÁ igi ÃelganpyrobiT da guamiT misiT gamovidodes naTlisa isarni juaris saxed. da didebiTa Semkuli iyo igi da esreT brwyinvida, viTarca mzÀ~. sinaTle ganwonis bnels, dro-sivrcul mimarTebebs auqmebs. amaze ambobs martin buberi: locva ar aRsruldeba droSi, aramed dro miedineba locvaSi; msxverplSewirva ar aRsruldeba sivrceSi, aramed sivrce myofobs msxverplSi (`me da Sen~). locvidan sinaTle –sikeTis amgvar gamosxivebas veswrebiT, roca merCule mogviTxrobs: `da viTarca Semwuxrda, maSin netari igi mamaÁ grigol da zenon sityÂiTa mdabliTa fsalmunebdes. da madlman saRmrToman ganabrwyinvna igini naTliTa didebisaÁTa, da saxli igi bneli, viTarca mzisa mcxinvarebaman gananaTla~. kidev erTi epizodi: `netari mamaÁ grigol TÂsiT agarakiT martoÁ STamovidoda xanZTas da mgzavr slvasa zepiriT wmidisa mamisa efremis TqumulTa sakiTxavTa it- 152

yoda godebiT tirilsa Sina. xolo suliTa ixarebda, rameTu xedvida saRmrToTa xilvaTa madliTa sulisa wmidisaÁTa. sueti naTlisaÁ friad brwyinvale cad aRwevnuli hfarvida mas. da iyo Tavsa missa juari TualT-Seudgami garemo missa cisartyelis saxed, Suenierad raÁ gamoCndis Jamsa wÂmisasa~. gulubryvilod Secdeba mkiTxveli, Tu ifiqrebs, rom aq warmoCenili naTeli mxatvruli saxe-simboloa, rom saqme gvaqvs poetur ornamentTan. samive epizodSi Tavs iCens metafizikuri sinaTlis is msoflSegrZneba, Zvel aRTqmaSive rom vlindeba, xolo mere saeklesio RvTismetyvelebaSi gamoikveTeba. mas, viTarca RvTaebriv naTels, ara aqvs alegoriuli an abstraqtuli mniSvneloba: igi realobaa, mistikuri cdiT rom miiwvdomeba. `RvTaebis es cdiseuli Semecneba yvelas eZleva garkveuli sazomiT da SeiZleba iyos sxvadasxvagvari xarisxisa imaTi Rirsebisda mixedviT, romelTac igi eboZebaT~ (wm. grigol palama, `sityva feriscvalebaze~). roca es naTeli vlindeba, svimeon axali RvTismetyvelis mixedviT, sxvaoba grZnobadisa da zegrZnobadisa, iSleba. `roca Rirseulni iReben sulier da zebunebriv madls da Zalas, isini SegrZnebiTac da gonebiTac xedaven imas, rac aRemateba yovelgvar grZnobas da yovelgvar gonebas~ (aTonel berTa `hagiorituli tomosi~). bunebis qvedamzidvel ZalTa axovnad mZleveli wmida grigoli Jamsa locvisa (`romelic aris gonebis zeaRsvla RmerTTan~, nilos sineli) iRebs zebunebriv Zalsa da madls, `SegrZnebiTac da gonebiTac~ Wvrets RvTaebriv naTels, imas, rac aRemateba yovelgvar grZnobas da yovelgvar gonebas~; Wvrets, aireklavs da sxvebze miafens. amgvar Wvretasa da arekvlaze ityvis vladimer loski: `Rv- Taebrivi naTeli gamovlindeba aq, miwaze, droSi. igi gacxaddeba istoriaSi, magram igi ar aris amqveyniuri, igi maradiulia da moaswavebs gasvlas istoriuli arsebobis farglebidan~ (`aRmosavluri eklesiis mistikuri RvTismetyvelebis narkvevi~). samive epizodSi aseTi naTeli iRvreba locvis aqtSi gonebiT ufalTan zeaRweuli grigolis pirovnebidan. Tumca samive `ambavi~ konkretul drosa da sivrceSi xdeba, magram swored imis gamo, rom asketi ufals Wvrets, istoria, sruliad garkveuli azriT, uqmdeba. aqac dro uCinardeba locvaSi, xolo konkretuli sivrcec mistikur zesivrculobaSi inTqmeba. wmindanis sulidan wamosul sinaTles ZaluZs ganwonos `WurWeli~ sulisa, sxeuli, ganwonos samoselic da miefinos irgvliv. ase ixilveba wm. grigoli, javaxeTis krebaze TavmoyrilTagan: `meyseulad ixiles wmidaÁ igi momavali karauliTa Soris krebulsa mas mamaTasa sakÂrvelad xilviTa, rameTu samoseli igi Seuracxi, romel emosa moxucebulsa mas, esreT Cnda, viTarca samoseli naTlisa brwyinvalisa ganucdelisaÁ. xolo Tavsa missa kukuli ixilveboda, viTarca gÂirgÂni sameufoÁ patiosanTa TualTa da margalitTagan fasdaudebelTa aRmkuli~. ganwmendili goneba locvis aqtSi uflis winaSe aSiSvlebs sakuTars, moyvasisa da kacobriobis Secodebebs da uRonobas. amitom xSirad locvas Tan axlavs godeba, cremli sinanulisa, mwuxareba. axali aRTqmis mixedviT, netar arian mtiralni (luka, 6,21) da `mglovareni guliTa~ (maTe, 5,4). cremlis saTnoeba TviTSegnebis miukerZebeli muSaobis, sakuTari sindisis gamokvlevis Sedegad iSobeba. ioane sinelic adasturebs: `glova tanjva ars sÂnidisisa daucadebeli~, naTlisRebis Semdgom qmnil codvebs Camogvbans `wyaroni cremlTani~ (`klemaqsi~). amitom aseT mwuxarebas sasowarkveTa ki ara, rwmeniTi STagoneba moaqvs, uflisaken, sixarulisaken kvalavs gzas. roca suls sinanulis grZnoba da cremli ar warmarTavs, es aris SeCereba aRmasvlis gzaze, `ugrZnobloba gaqvavebuli gulisa~, `niSani sulieri sikvdilisa~, _ gvaswavlian eklesiis mamani. mivubrundeT moxmobil epizods, roca wm. grigoli, Satberdidan xanZTisken mimavali, gzad wm. efrem asuris sagalobelT `ityoda godebiT tirilsa Sina, xolo suliTa ixarebda, rameTu xedvida saRmrToTa xilvaTa~. urTierTsapirispiro gancdebi _tirili da sixaruli _ gadakveTen erTmaneTs da mistikurad Sezavdebian wmindanis sulSi, xolo mere gareT gamovlindebian, xorcieli xedvisaTvis esTetikuris formiT (`mSvenierisa~) gacxaddebian: `...da iyo Tavsa missa juari TualT-Seudgami garemo 153

giorgi merCulis Txzulebis mTavari gmiri da misi mowafeebi uflis brZanebiT<br />

ukacriel xanZTaSi sruliad uqonelni iwyeben samonastro mSeneblobas. grigoli<br />

loculobs, raTa `Jamsa amas ucxoebisa da upovarebisa maTisa~ ara SeeSindeT `borotisagan~.<br />

SiSs, rom am pirobebSi Znelia RvTis brZanebis Sesruleba, mweralma gmiris<br />

SegnebaSi daupirispira meore SiSi, ras unda moelodes `udebebisa medgrobaTagan<br />

Zleuli~ gankiTxvis Jams, Tu RvTis nebas ver aRasruleben. saamisod gacocxlebulia<br />

gankiTxvis zaris dramatuli scenebi. am locvaSi sakmaod vrclad da wrfeli<br />

STagonebiT moigoneba, mlocveli Sinagani mzeris win daiyenebs wminda giorgis saxes<br />

da did Rvawls. mRviZarebs didi asketis suli. misi cxovrebis gzaze absoluturi<br />

momavali (miwieri myofobidan gasvlis Semdeg mosaxdeni), warmarTavs awmyosa da empiriul<br />

momavals. is, rac xdeba, gulmodgined koordinirebulia mosaxdenTan. grZeli<br />

da detaluri citatebiT apokalifsis furclebidan, maTi ganmeorebebiT asketebs es<br />

absoluturi momavali SemohyavT awmyoSi, Tavis cnobierebaSi. roca isini macxovris,<br />

mociqulebisa da wmindanebis moRvaweobaTa warmomaCinebel, sayovelTaod cnobil<br />

epizodTa aseve vrcel reproducirebas mimarTaven (xSirad mxolod martodmyofni),<br />

maT ukve sakraluri mniSvnelobis warsuli SemohyavT awmyoSi, Tavis cnobierebaSi.<br />

amas gulisxmobs iovane oqropiri, roca ambobs: `ÃsenebiTa sityuaTa RmrTisaÁTa Sem-<br />

Zlebel ars kaci slvad gzaTa misTa~. rafinirebuli sulierebis is sauflo, `grigol<br />

xanZTelis cxovrebaSi~ romaa ganfenili, imis SegnebiT gamowveul sixarulsac<br />

efuZneba, rom `Sen, ufali, Cem Tana xar~ (fsalm. 22,4), rom asketi uWvrets uzenaess,<br />

mkvidrobs `saxlsa uflisasa~ (fsalm. 22,6). e.i. locvis aqtSi adamiani adamianurs aRmatebuli<br />

ZaliT aRWurvisaken ikvlevs gzas. ufali Tavis Tavs gviZRvnis sasaubrod.<br />

Tumca locva SeiZleba Seicavdes raRac saTxovars, magram gulmxurvale locvisas<br />

saTxovari aucileblad gadadis meore adgilze. `TviT mowiweba iqceva kmayofilebad,<br />

TviT Txovna _ netarebad. misi (locvis g.f.) arsi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom Cven, saer-<br />

Tod, gagvigoneben~ (hegeli). guliTadi locva xvews suls, mis aRmzrdelad gvevlineba.<br />

aseTi SinaarsiTa da ganwyobilebiTaa aRbeWdili wmida grigolis is locva, mRviZarebis<br />

saTnoebasTan dakavSirebiT rom movixmeT. es locva, rogorc merCule ityvis,<br />

`gonebiTa SemusvriliTa warTqua~. `gonebiTa SemusvriliTa~ niSnavs `gonebas<br />

mozRuduls~ obieqturi sinamdvilis STabeWdilebebisagan, erTianad zecisken miqceuls,<br />

uxmod, usityvod warmarTuls, `nivTierebasTan Seuxebels~ (saxmo simebi rom ar<br />

JRerdes); zogjer mas `gonebiT locvad~ an `wminda locvad~ moixseniebdnen, yovel-<br />

Tvis ki locvis maRali safexuris aRmniSvneli iyo.<br />

locviT sakralizirebul sivrceSi maradiuli naTeli isadgurebs da es saRvTo<br />

sinaTle TviT mlocvelidan modis. giorgi merCule gviambobs: `grigolis senakSi<br />

cecxli da kandeli ar enTeboda. erTxel, `Jamsa ciskrisasa~, dekanozma mnaTe gagzavna<br />

grigolTan. mnaTe `viTarca mivida, ixila brwyinvalebaÁ didZali SinaÁT gamo senaksa<br />

mas. mswrafl mirbioda da Ãma-yo, viTarmed: `cecxli aRdebul ars senaksa Sina<br />

mamisasa~. hrqua mas dekanosman: `dumen, Svilo, da nu geSinin! ara ars igi cecxli Semwuveli,<br />

garna suli RmrTisaÁ ganmanaTlebeli~. rameTu mravalgzis exilva dekanozsa<br />

mas xilvaÁ igi didebuli. da mi-xolo-vida senakad da STaxedna kedlisa napralsa<br />

da ixila wmidaÁ igi ÃelganpyrobiT da guamiT misiT gamovidodes naTlisa isarni<br />

juaris saxed. da didebiTa Semkuli iyo igi da esreT brwyinvida, viTarca mzÀ~.<br />

sinaTle ganwonis bnels, dro-sivrcul mimarTebebs auqmebs. amaze ambobs martin<br />

buberi: locva ar aRsruldeba droSi, aramed dro miedineba locvaSi; msxverplSewirva<br />

ar aRsruldeba sivrceSi, aramed sivrce myofobs msxverplSi (`me da Sen~). locvidan<br />

sinaTle –sikeTis amgvar gamosxivebas veswrebiT, roca merCule mogviTxrobs:<br />

`da viTarca Semwuxrda, maSin netari igi mamaÁ grigol da zenon sityÂiTa mdabliTa<br />

fsalmunebdes. da madlman saRmrToman ganabrwyinvna igini naTliTa didebisaÁTa, da<br />

saxli igi bneli, viTarca mzisa mcxinvarebaman gananaTla~.<br />

kidev erTi epizodi: `netari mamaÁ grigol TÂsiT agarakiT martoÁ STamovidoda<br />

xanZTas da mgzavr slvasa zepiriT wmidisa mamisa efremis TqumulTa sakiTxavTa it-<br />

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