METAMORPHOSIS: Building the Dome of a Home
METAMORPHOSIS: Building the Dome of a Home
METAMORPHOSIS: Building the Dome of a Home
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I have learned to be mostly unattached to my physical items. Sentimental items are different.<br />
But, losing my stuff in numerous storms taught me how quickly those things can be taken away.<br />
If I allow my identity or security to be wrapped up in <strong>the</strong>m, <strong>the</strong>n I am screwed. There would be<br />
nothing left <strong>of</strong> my identity by now. I won't pretend that I just say "Oh, well, it's just stuff." I grieve,<br />
but I just try to stay on guard to not get stuck <strong>the</strong>re. Sometimes I am successful, sometimes I am<br />
not. Some days I can see <strong>the</strong> perfection in <strong>the</strong> web <strong>of</strong> life; some days I am convinced it is just a<br />
tangled mess <strong>of</strong> chaos. The days when I am elated by my ability to trust <strong>the</strong> process, magic<br />
happens.<br />
For instance, <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r day we were finally ready to have <strong>the</strong> landscaping and <strong>the</strong> pool installed.<br />
The landscapers could come out quickly, but we needed to find a bobcat to ready <strong>the</strong> lot for <strong>the</strong><br />
pool. With a swiftness that stunned me, a bobcat appeared across <strong>the</strong> street. The operator said<br />
his job had been delayed and we were welcome to use it for <strong>the</strong> next couple <strong>of</strong> days.<br />
YEEESSSSS!!!! I love it when that happens. It‟s <strong>the</strong>se times that remind me I should 'trust <strong>the</strong><br />
process' and it's going to be okay - I am going to be okay.<br />
Recently, my granddaughter pointed out a book to me and said "Grandma, you should get that<br />
book." I trusted her intuition and placed it upon my growing stack <strong>of</strong> books. That little angel<br />
delivered some words <strong>of</strong> wisdom to me that I needed. In <strong>the</strong> introduction <strong>of</strong> this book was <strong>the</strong><br />
following gem:<br />
"And no matter what we experience, we always have <strong>the</strong> free will to respond with love or with<br />
fear. …rise above your fear based emotions and learn to experience life with unconditional<br />
acceptance – without expectations, judgment, blame or <strong>the</strong> need to control o<strong>the</strong>rs."<br />
Dick Sutphen.<br />
I am encouraged when things fall in place, when it seems like I am in <strong>the</strong> groove. The elation <strong>of</strong><br />
those times is <strong>the</strong> fuel for <strong>the</strong> battery that sustains me when <strong>the</strong> storms <strong>of</strong> life pummel me.<br />
Staind's lyrics to FALLING remind me that I must pick myself up or allow myself to drown – but is<br />
a choice only I can make.<br />
… falling is easy it's getting back up that becomes <strong>the</strong> problem,<br />
If you don't believe you can find a way out, you become <strong>the</strong> problem,<br />
And if you believe can find a way out <strong>the</strong>n you've solved <strong>the</strong> problem<br />
This hurricane season, I am hoping and praying that <strong>the</strong>re won't be any problems to solve. And if<br />
<strong>the</strong>re are, let's encourage each o<strong>the</strong>r to take it one moment at a time. Be strong for someone<br />
and when you need someone to lean on, <strong>the</strong> favor will be returned.<br />
Hurricanes are life changing events – period. A storm affects me down to my soul's core. After<br />
<strong>the</strong> storms, I reevaluated my entire life, asking: what is essential to my well-being; what is a<br />
restraint; what is worth saving and keeping in my life; what doesn't really matter in <strong>the</strong> whole<br />
scheme <strong>of</strong> things; what do I value and why? Examining my life helps me to heal, to find purpose<br />
in <strong>the</strong> madness, and to make sense out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> senseless.<br />
But, for a community to heal, both emotionally and physically, <strong>the</strong> need for decisive and clear<br />
direction from our leaders, is imperative. Those directly involved with <strong>the</strong> storm are in shock and<br />
suffer from post traumatic stress. We need to remember that local <strong>of</strong>ficials are not immune to <strong>the</strong><br />
stress. We have to have compassion for our <strong>of</strong>ficials and remember that <strong>the</strong>y are humans who<br />
are traumatized – just like we are. I can't imagine having to make decisions for my family and<br />
everyone else's too. When my kids are frightened and scared, I remember that <strong>the</strong> <strong>of</strong>ficials'<br />
families need reassurance, as well. So many demands in so many directions, how do <strong>the</strong>y do it?<br />
Everyone's entire world is turned upside down and all parameters <strong>of</strong> normalcy have dissipated in<br />
<strong>the</strong> rising winds. I am not pointing fingers or placing blame at anyone's feet. It's unfair to insist<br />
that <strong>the</strong> local <strong>of</strong>ficials should have known what to expect. Today, <strong>the</strong>y'd know what to expect.<br />
Hindsight is a valuable tool. But, at <strong>the</strong> time <strong>of</strong> Hurricane Katrina, <strong>the</strong> local leaders' personal lives<br />
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