METAMORPHOSIS: Building the Dome of a Home
METAMORPHOSIS: Building the Dome of a Home
METAMORPHOSIS: Building the Dome of a Home
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SURVIVOR OR VICTIM<br />
As Katrina looms in <strong>the</strong> Gulf, I add yet ano<strong>the</strong>r story to our ever expanding book. If Katrina strikes<br />
as <strong>the</strong> monster she presents herself to be, <strong>the</strong> emotional trauma and scars will be evident long<br />
after <strong>the</strong> waters have receded. When people finally understand <strong>the</strong>y may not have a home any<br />
longer and all <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir memories have been washed away, <strong>the</strong>ir initial gratitude for just surviving<br />
plummets into a deep grief. Grief for <strong>the</strong> friends you will no longer see on a daily basis; grief for<br />
<strong>the</strong> inability to have your support system near you in your greatest time <strong>of</strong> need; grief for <strong>the</strong> loss<br />
<strong>of</strong> your job; grief for <strong>the</strong> loss <strong>of</strong> mementos and pictures that have personal intrinsic value; grief for<br />
<strong>the</strong> life that will never be again because you are irrevocably changed.<br />
And <strong>the</strong> thought that <strong>the</strong>re are people without transportation to leave <strong>the</strong> city has me mortified. I<br />
am in a deep state <strong>of</strong> sorrow for <strong>the</strong> upcoming victims <strong>of</strong> this storm. It should be a human right to<br />
have a way to escape an oncoming storm that gives us several days notice.<br />
Even this afternoon on Pensacola Beach, water was rising significantly. After Ivan, <strong>the</strong>re was a<br />
set <strong>of</strong> construction posts that hadn't been seen in decades uncovered. Hurricane Dennis covered<br />
<strong>the</strong>m up last month. Early this afternoon, <strong>the</strong>y were uncovered half way again. So, we are<br />
definitely expected some storm waters to flow over <strong>the</strong> island --- yet again.<br />
I am tired, stressed, and worried for my neighbors and friends. I know <strong>the</strong> <strong>Dome</strong> will fare as well<br />
as any structure out <strong>the</strong>re, but I am sad to see my neighborhood become a debris pile yet again.<br />
It's a week since Katrina irrevocably altered time. I feel <strong>the</strong> same residue <strong>of</strong> despair in my heart<br />
as I did when 9/11 happened. It‟s a deep knowing that life will never be <strong>the</strong> same again, for any <strong>of</strong><br />
us. I am aware that for many, time becomes relevant only in BK and AK. Katrina will divide <strong>the</strong>ir<br />
lives into Before Katrina and After Katrina. Ivan's reign as <strong>the</strong> event that defined my time was<br />
short-lived. Less than a year actually, who would have thought?<br />
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