Bare-Faced Messiah (PDF) - Apologetics Index

Mary Sue and she screamed. She screamed for ten minutes, keening. He was her favourite son. It
kept going - I couldn't believe she had that much in her lungs. It was horrendous. The only time I
had really seen her cry before was when Vixie her Corgi dog died and I gave it mouth to mouth
resuscitation to try and revive it. LRH came back and said, "She took it very badly." He was furious,
really angry that Quentin had done it. The sperm in the anus didn't help much. Next time I saw the
medical report there was no mention of sperm. I saw it about two months later. I saw another death
certificate that said, "scar on the heart, death from unknown causes". I always thought he was
homosexual. He was trying to get out of the Church.
This kid was a miserable, miserable boy. He was good at the tech. His father crucified him - had
him com-eved [tried in a Scientology court], thrown in the RPF [forced labour], declared out-tech
[heretical]. He was not a boy with a manly demeanour. He was a little kid out of his depth. He knew
he could never compete with his father. He was in a no win situation. Hubbard put him into
isolation after a suicide attempt, then put in the RPF.
LA QUINTA. I did not go on all the shoots, only some of them. This was after Quentin's death. I was
watching the old man out there struggling to breath. His weight was down to 180. I was watching
him wheezing, struggling for breath, flecks around his mouth. He said, "I don't feel well." I took him
home, his blood pressure was 230/140. Pulse was extremely erratic. This was back at Rifle. I said
I've got to get you to hospital. He gripped my arm and said, "This time, NO!"
We'd just come through the FBI raid [in 1977] and things were hot. I knew he was dying. I didn't
know whether to give him any pills. I explained it to him and he said "If I die, bury me in the date
field." I gave him an overdose of pills because that's what they had done in Curacao. For 48 hours I
didn't leave his side except to go outside for a few minutes to stay awake. He went into a coma. I
had live electric wires ready. I watched him come into his body and go out of his body. I had my
hand on the telephone so many times to call an ambulance, it wasn't true.
I called Do [Doreen Smith, one of Hubbard's teenage 'messengers'] in LA and said, "Get me a
doctor, make sure he's a Scientologist, put him in a blindfold and bring him here. You've got 12
hours." 50 hours into this mess, Dr. [Eugene] Denk arrived with a rented electrocardiogram. He
took over after saying, "You're mad, absolutely mad!" I slept for 24 hours, but when I came back, he
was beginning to recover.
A month later he got kidney infection and we put him on antibiotics. I gave him a test, found another
bacterium and Jim and I got put into the RPF for finding another bacterium.
The Orange County franchise started a war with the church. We saw people with cameras around
the winter HQ, taking pictures. He told me to go and find another property. I had bought two other
properties meantime, Orange and Lemon Farm, and 20 acres of land with crews' quarters on. I
went out and found property through a realtor, and told him I was Kima Churchill from Rhodesia
and was looking for a prop to accommodate a lot of people coming out of Africa. I found a bankrupt
property at Gilman [Hot Springs], went to court and bid on it and bought it for $1.7m. I had been
authorised to go to $1.3m. I told Hubbard at La Quinta; he went mad but I knew a builder would buy
it at same price.
We moved out of La Quinta which we had bought for $l.3m and we sold the lot for $4.8m. I made
$900 as bonus; my pay was $17 a week.
BANK TRIP. We went to Zurich first. It was more cash than 3 of us could carry, we thought it was too
dangerous. Then we asked the bank to do it. We had some problems with numbering. We had to