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268 SNOWBOUND “Thanks,” he said wryly, and she laughed again. He ran his knuckles down her cheek, stunned by the amazing softness and by the trusting way she tilted her face to meet his touch. “You busy?” His voice emerged gruffly, and he nodded toward the laptop open on her table. “I could come back…” “Don’t be silly.” Fiona grabbed his hand and drew him into the living area. “Do you want coffee? Soda?” He shook his head as he sat on the couch. You. Only you. “I just had a latte grande. My equivalent of a drink for courage.” “Well, then.” Fiona sat, too, on the middle cushion so she was close enough to touch. She tucked one foot under her and turned to face him. “You really just packed up and went to Portland for two weeks? Did you close the lodge?” “No.” He shook his head in remembered bemusement. “My younger sister, Liz—I told you about her.” She nodded. “Liz grew impatient with me. She came for a visit. So I thought. Turns out she’d gone so far as to make me an appointment with the psychologist, and to take two weeks of vacation herself. She gave me the key to her condo, told me if I wasn’t comfortable staying at Mom and Dad’s I could go there and sent me on my way.” “Just like that.” “I’d gotten those e-mails from Tabitha and Dieter not long before.” Because he couldn’t help himself, he reached out and took her hand. “I was scared. Which meant I was ready.”

JANICE KAY JOHNSON 269 “Was it hard?” she asked, her eyes meltingly soft. “Talking to the counselor?” Even remembering was enough to bring a shadow of the tension that had made his body rigid. “Yeah.” He moved his shoulders, trying to release the strain that memory—and the knowledge of what he still had to say to her—had brought to his body. “Yeah, I wanted to run out of there so bad I could taste it.” “But you didn’t.” “No.” He looked down at their linked hands, where his thumb was tracing circles on her palm. “I thought about you. Over and over again.” Her smile was tremulous. “I’ve tried so hard not to think about you. And failed. Over and over again.” “I thought you’d put me out of your mind,” he admitted. “Hope was…a little hard to hold on to.” Her eyes shimmered with tears again. “Yes. It is.” “There are things I need to tell you, Fiona.” “You don’t have to right now. Maybe I shouldn’t have put that kind of pressure on you…” He was shaking his head before she’d gotten half way through her speech. “No. You were right. I need to get this out of the way. I think I locked it away for a lot of reasons. One was that I felt so guilty, on some level I didn’t think anybody would—or could—love me once they knew how arrogant I’d been, how I risked the lives of a bunch of kids.” She stared at him with wide, now wary eyes. She had to wonder what in hell he was going to tell her. He cleared his throat and began. “Somewhere I read recently that there may be personality types more at risk

268 SNOWBOUND<br />

“Thanks,” he said wryly, and she laughed again.<br />

He ran his knuckles down her cheek, stunned by the<br />

amazing softness and by the trusting way she tilted her<br />

face to meet his touch. “You busy?” His voice emerged<br />

gruffly, and he nodded toward the laptop open on her<br />

table. “I could <strong>com</strong>e back…”<br />

“Don’t be silly.” Fiona grabbed his hand and drew<br />

him into the living area. “Do you want coffee? Soda?”<br />

He shook his head as he sat on the couch. You. Only<br />

you. “I just had a latte grande. My equivalent of a drink<br />

for courage.”<br />

“Well, then.” Fiona sat, too, on the middle cushion<br />

so she was close enough to touch. She tucked one foot<br />

under her and turned to face him. “You really just<br />

packed up and went to Portland for two weeks? Did you<br />

close the lodge?”<br />

“No.” He shook his head in remembered bemusement.<br />

“My younger sister, Liz—I told you about her.”<br />

She nodded.<br />

“Liz grew impatient with me. She came for a visit.<br />

So I thought. Turns out she’d gone so far as to make me<br />

an appointment with the psychologist, and to take two<br />

weeks of vacation herself. She gave me the key to her<br />

condo, told me if I wasn’t <strong>com</strong>fortable staying at Mom<br />

and Dad’s I could go there and sent me on my way.”<br />

“Just like that.”<br />

“I’d gotten those e-mails from Tabitha and Dieter not<br />

long before.” Because he couldn’t help himself, he<br />

reached out and took her hand. “I was scared. Which<br />

meant I was ready.”

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