Snowbound - Harlequin.com

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230 SNOWBOUND “I really thought…” She couldn’t finish. “He was the one?” her mother asked softly. Fiona nodded. “Maybe he is. Maybe you need to be patient.” “I think…” She bit down hard on her lip, tasting blood. “I hurt his pride, Mom. I doubt he can forgive me that.” “Just…leave the door open. Somehow, let him know it is open. That’s my advice, for what it’s worth. Now—” her tone changed, although her expression stayed kind “—what do you say we sit down to eat?” On the first day back to school, Erin asked Fiona shyly if she’d seen Mr. Fallon over the break. Several of the students knew that he and she had been e-mailing back and forth. “Yes, I went up there for a few days,” she admitted. “He kept my room for me.” So, okay, she hadn’t used it. That wasn’t the kind of thing you told a teenager. “Wasn’t that sweet?” “That’s so cool! I wish I could have gone with you instead of…” She stopped. “Instead of?” “Oh, my parents mostly worked. I know they had to, but it was boring.” She shrugged. “That’s okay. I had to work on college applications anyway.” They talked about those, and about the recommendation Fiona was going to write for her. Then Erin left with her customary poise. Recognizing loneliness when she saw it, Fiona was sad watching her go. Over the next few weeks, Fiona kept thinking about her mother’s advice. Would allowing herself to hope that she and John could somehow reconnect keep her

JANICE KAY JOHNSON 231 from moving on? If she wanted to leave the door open, what would she use to prop it ajar? A note? An e-mail? Maybe because of her dad’s infidelity and her parents’ troubles, of which she’d been all too aware, Fiona prided herself on her ability to accept life as it came. In this case, she had a choice: she could marry a man who would never really talk to her and live in an isolated lodge doing laundry, changing beds and serving guests. Or she could walk away from him, choose the career she loved, the graduate degree that meant something to her, the relationships she had with students, friends and her mother. She’d already made her choice the day she’d driven away from Thunder Mountain Lodge. Now all she had to do was put the sense of loss behind her. In the middle of January, however, she did send an e-mail. John… Even her fingers hesitated. If you ever want to talk, you know how to reach me. Resisting tears, she typed, Love, Fiona, and hit Send. Her heart pounded when she checked her e-mail the next day, and the day after that. She felt that same hope every time she went online that week, and even into the next week. But John never replied, and she finally gave up expecting him to. In mid-March, two things happened on the same day. The first was that she got asked out on a date. Chad

JANICE KAY JOHNSON 231<br />

from moving on? If she wanted to leave the door open,<br />

what would she use to prop it ajar? A note? An e-mail?<br />

Maybe because of her dad’s infidelity and her parents’<br />

troubles, of which she’d been all too aware, Fiona prided<br />

herself on her ability to accept life as it came. In this case,<br />

she had a choice: she could marry a man who would<br />

never really talk to her and live in an isolated lodge doing<br />

laundry, changing beds and serving guests. Or she could<br />

walk away from him, choose the career she loved, the<br />

graduate degree that meant something to her, the relationships<br />

she had with students, friends and her mother. She’d<br />

already made her choice the day she’d driven away from<br />

Thunder Mountain Lodge. Now all she had to do was put<br />

the sense of loss behind her.<br />

In the middle of January, however, she did send an<br />

e-mail.<br />

John…<br />

Even her fingers hesitated.<br />

If you ever want to talk, you know how to reach me.<br />

Resisting tears, she typed, Love, Fiona, and hit Send.<br />

Her heart pounded when she checked her e-mail the<br />

next day, and the day after that. She felt that same hope<br />

every time she went online that week, and even into the<br />

next week. But John never replied, and she finally gave<br />

up expecting him to.<br />

In mid-March, two things happened on the same day.<br />

The first was that she got asked out on a date. Chad

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