Dancing in the Moonlight - Harlequin.com

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RAEANNE THAYNE 241 saw hurt flicker in his eyes before he veiled them. “Nothing. You’re right.” Expression closed and hard, he rose from the bed and shoved on his pants with the economical motions of someone used to getting dressed in a hurry for emergency calls. Before she realized what he was doing, he grabbed up the rest of his clothes and headed for the door. More than her next breath she wanted to go after him, but without her crutches she was helpless. “Jake. Please don’t leave.” He turned, his smile not really bitter, just inexpressibly sad. “I pushed you too hard. I should have quit while I was ahead.” “No you didn’t. I’m just—You keep saying I’m brave but I’m not. Inside, I’m a quivering mass of nerves, full of self-doubt and insecurities. This is hard for me.” She let out a breath. “But I faced one fear tonight. I might as well tackle an even bigger one now.” He waited, his features solemn, hard. Twelve years in the Army Reserves had taught her the importance of quickly condensing her options down to bare bones. Survival often depended on it. As she saw things, she had two choices. She could surrender to her fear and insecurities, afraid to reach out and grab the wonderful gift he was offering because she worried he might snatch it away when he decided she was too much work and bother. Or she could decide the time had come to go on living. When it came down to it, there was really no choice at all.

242 DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT “I love you,” she murmured. “It’s not easy for me to say, and I’m not quite sure how it happened, but there it is. I love you, Jacob Dalton.” At first he looked as if he hadn’t heard her. He didn’t move a single muscle, just continued to stare at her, then he released a shaky breath, and a fierce wonder sparked in the glittering blue of his eyes. “Now is the part where I kiss you to show you I mean it. But I can’t come after you, unless you want me to crawl.” “No. Never that.” In an instant he reached her and scooped her into his arms, then his mouth found hers. He murmured words of love between kisses, and she held each one to her heart like a precious jewel. This was good and right and wonderful. She thought of the long, agonizing journey she’d traveled the past five months. In a strange way she felt like each step was leading her back here, to this moment and this man. “Our mothers will be over the moon,” he murmured against her mouth. “Ugh. Don’t remind me. Mama has been throwing you at me since the moment I came back to town.” “I’m glad you listened to your mother and finally had the good sense to catch me,” he said with a grin. He kissed her again, and the tenderness of his arms around her brought tears to her eyes. “Are you sure about this, Jake? You’re a doctor. More than probably anybody else, you know I’m only just started on this road. There are plenty of challenges I haven’t even faced yet and none of it will be easy.”

RAEANNE THAYNE<br />

241<br />

saw hurt flicker <strong>in</strong> his eyes before he veiled <strong>the</strong>m.<br />

“Noth<strong>in</strong>g. You’re right.”<br />

Expression closed and hard, he rose from <strong>the</strong> bed and<br />

shoved on his pants with <strong>the</strong> economical motions of<br />

someone used to gett<strong>in</strong>g dressed <strong>in</strong> a hurry for emergency<br />

calls.<br />

Before she realized what he was do<strong>in</strong>g, he grabbed<br />

up <strong>the</strong> rest of his clo<strong>the</strong>s and headed for <strong>the</strong> door. More<br />

than her next breath she wanted to go after him, but<br />

without her crutches she was helpless.<br />

“Jake. Please don’t leave.”<br />

He turned, his smile not really bitter, just <strong>in</strong>expressibly<br />

sad. “I pushed you too hard. I should have quit<br />

while I was ahead.”<br />

“No you didn’t. I’m just—You keep say<strong>in</strong>g I’m brave<br />

but I’m not. Inside, I’m a quiver<strong>in</strong>g mass of nerves, full<br />

of self-doubt and <strong>in</strong>securities. This is hard for me.”<br />

She let out a breath. “But I faced one fear tonight. I<br />

might as well tackle an even bigger one now.”<br />

He waited, his features solemn, hard.<br />

Twelve years <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Army Reserves had taught her<br />

<strong>the</strong> importance of quickly condens<strong>in</strong>g her options down<br />

to bare bones. Survival often depended on it.<br />

As she saw th<strong>in</strong>gs, she had two choices. She could<br />

surrender to her fear and <strong>in</strong>securities, afraid to reach out<br />

and grab <strong>the</strong> wonderful gift he was offer<strong>in</strong>g because she<br />

worried he might snatch it away when he decided she<br />

was too much work and bo<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

Or she could decide <strong>the</strong> time had <strong>com</strong>e to go on liv<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

When it came down to it, <strong>the</strong>re was really no<br />

choice at all.

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