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RAEANNE THAYNE 141 ment and the physical and emotional pain that went along with it. She had told him in no uncertain terms that she wasn’t at all interested in a relationship. And if she were, he knew he likely wouldn’t even make the list of possible contenders. He could change her mind. She wasn’t immune to him—her response to his kiss had been real and unfeigned. But a physical reaction was one thing; a softening of her heart against him and his parentage was something else entirely. She had asked him several times to leave her alone. The decent thing, the honorable road, would be to respect her words and wishes—to back off and give her time to deal with her new disability and the challenges she faced now, before he worked any harder at overcoming those barriers she had constructed between them. He rubbed a hand across his chest, though he couldn’t massage away the ache there at the thought of distancing himself from her. In a very short time, he had become addicted to her presence—to her sharp wit and her courage and those rare, incredible smiles. Too addicted. He couldn’t stay away from her, he realized, even though he had a grim feeling he was only setting himself up for deeper heartache. She had no idea how long she slept on the sofa, but when she woke, the house was dark and there was no sign of Jake. In the moonlight filtering through the blinds she could make out her mother’s slight form in

142 DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT the armchair next to the couch, her eyes closed and her breathing regular as she dozed. Memories of the evening and her own behavior rushed back, and Maggie wanted to bury her face into the sofa and stay there forever. How would she ever face him again? Sharing a kiss had been one thing. She wasn’t thrilled about it but it was at least a memory she could live with. What came after—that raw explosion of emotion—was something else entirely. How could she have broken down like that? She had worked so hard to keep herself under control around everyone, but it seemed especially important around Jake. She hated that he had seen her in such a weak, vulnerable moment. She should never have invited him to dinner. It was an insane impulse in the first place and had brought her nothing but trouble. She still wasn’t sure what had sparked her tears. One moment she’d been angry and determined to show him she could handle anything. The next, she had completely fallen apart. In this quiet room, listening to her mother’s soft breathing and the rain wash against the window, she had no good explanation, other than exhaustion and the pain that still rode her like a PRCA broncbuster. She shifted to ease the tingling, pins-and-needles ache in her leg, but her movement must have disturbed Viviana. Her mother’s eyes opened and she straightened in the chair. “Go back to sleep, niña,” her mother said. “You need your rest.”

142 DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT<br />

<strong>the</strong> armchair next to <strong>the</strong> couch, her eyes closed and her<br />

breath<strong>in</strong>g regular as she dozed.<br />

Memories of <strong>the</strong> even<strong>in</strong>g and her own behavior<br />

rushed back, and Maggie wanted to bury her face <strong>in</strong>to<br />

<strong>the</strong> sofa and stay <strong>the</strong>re forever. How would she ever<br />

face him aga<strong>in</strong>?<br />

Shar<strong>in</strong>g a kiss had been one th<strong>in</strong>g. She wasn’t thrilled<br />

about it but it was at least a memory she could live with.<br />

What came after—that raw explosion of emotion—was<br />

someth<strong>in</strong>g else entirely.<br />

How could she have broken down like that? She had<br />

worked so hard to keep herself under control around<br />

everyone, but it seemed especially important around Jake.<br />

She hated that he had seen her <strong>in</strong> such a weak, vulnerable<br />

moment. She should never have <strong>in</strong>vited him to<br />

d<strong>in</strong>ner. It was an <strong>in</strong>sane impulse <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> first place and<br />

had brought her noth<strong>in</strong>g but trouble.<br />

She still wasn’t sure what had sparked her tears. One<br />

moment she’d been angry and determ<strong>in</strong>ed to show him<br />

she could handle anyth<strong>in</strong>g. The next, she had <strong>com</strong>pletely<br />

fallen apart.<br />

In this quiet room, listen<strong>in</strong>g to her mo<strong>the</strong>r’s soft<br />

breath<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>the</strong> ra<strong>in</strong> wash aga<strong>in</strong>st <strong>the</strong> w<strong>in</strong>dow, she had<br />

no good explanation, o<strong>the</strong>r than exhaustion and <strong>the</strong> pa<strong>in</strong><br />

that still rode her like a PRCA broncbuster.<br />

She shifted to ease <strong>the</strong> t<strong>in</strong>gl<strong>in</strong>g, p<strong>in</strong>s-and-needles<br />

ache <strong>in</strong> her leg, but her movement must have disturbed<br />

Viviana. Her mo<strong>the</strong>r’s eyes opened and she straightened<br />

<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> chair.<br />

“Go back to sleep, niña,” her mo<strong>the</strong>r said. “You need<br />

your rest.”

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