murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood
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call," I said. 'As long as lunch is included." "Great," she said. "I'll arrange another fire for dessert." Midori didn't come to the next day's History of Drama lecture. I went to the cafeteria afterwards and ate a cold, tasteless lunch alone. Then I sat in the sun and observed the campus scene. Two women students next to me were carrying on a long conversation, standing the whole time. One cradled a tennis racquet to her breast with all the loving care she might give a baby, while the other held some books and a Leonard Bernstein LP Both were pretty and obviously enjoying their discussion. From the direction of the student club building came the sound of a bass voice practising scales. Here and there stood groups of four or five students expressing whatever opinions they happened to hold, laughing and shouting to one another. There were skateboarders in the car park. A professor with a leather briefcase in his arms crossed the car park, avoiding them. In the quadrangle a helmeted girl student knelt on the ground, painting huge characters on a sign with something about American imperialism invading Asia. It was the usual midday university scene, but as I sat watching it with renewed attention, I became aware of something. In his or her own way, everyone I saw before me looked happy. Whether they were really happy or just looked it, I couldn't tell. But they did look happy on this pleasant early afternoon in late September, and because of that I felt a kind of loneliness new to me, as if I were the only one here who was not truly part of the scene. Come to think of it, what scene had I been a part of in recent years? The last one I could remember was a pool hall near the harbour, where Kizuki and I played pool together in a spirit of total friendship. Kizuki died that night, and ever since a cold, stiffening wind had come between me and the world. This boy Kizuki: what had his existence meant to me? To this question I could find no answer. All I knew - with absolute certainty - was that Kizuki's death had robbed me for 96
ever of some part of my adolescence. But what that meant, and what would come of it, were far beyond my understanding. I sat there for a long time, watching the campus and the people passing through it, and hoping, too, that I might see Midori. But she never appeared, and when the noon break ended, I went to the library to prepare for my German class. Nagasawa came to my room that Saturday afternoon and suggested we have one of our nights on the town. He would arrange an overnight pass for me. I said I would go. I had been feeling especially muddleheaded for the past week and was ready to sleep with anybody, it didn't matter who. Late in the afternoon I showered and shaved and put on fresh clothes - a polo shirt and cotton jacket - then had dinner with Nagasawa in the dining hall and the two of us caught a bus to Shinjuku. We walked around a lively area for a while, then went to one of our usual bars and sat there waiting for a likely pair of girls. The girls tended to come in pairs to this bar - except on this particular evening. We stayed there almost two hours, sipping whisky and sodas at a rate that kept us sober. Finally, two friendly-looking girls took seats at the bar, ordering a gimlet and a margarita. Nagasawa approached them straight away, but they said they were waiting for their boyfriends. Still, the four of us enjoyed a pleasant chat until their dates showed up. Nagasawa took me to another bar to try our luck, a small place in a kind of cul-de-sac, where most of the customers were already drunk and noisy. A group of three girls occupied a table at the back. We joined them and enjoyed a little conversation, the five of us getting into a nice mood, but when Nagasawa suggested we go somewhere else for a drink, the girls said it was almost curfew time and they had to go back to their dorms. So much for our "luck". We tried one more place with the same result. For some reason, the girls were just not coming our way. 97
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call," I said. 'As long as lunch is included."<br />
"Great," she said. "I'll arrange another fire for dessert."<br />
Midori didn't come to the next day's History of Drama lecture. I went<br />
to the cafeteria afterwards and ate a cold, tasteless lunch alone. Then I<br />
sat in the sun and observed the campus scene. Two women students<br />
next to me were carrying on a long conversation, standing the whole<br />
time. One cradled a tennis racquet to her breast with all the loving care<br />
she might give a baby, while the other held some books and a Leonard<br />
Bernstein LP Both were pretty and obviously enjoying their<br />
discussion. From the direction of the student club building came the<br />
sound of a bass voice practising scales. Here and there stood groups of<br />
four or five students expressing whatever opinions they happened to<br />
hold, laughing and shouting to one another. There were skateboarders<br />
in the car park. A professor with a leather briefcase in his arms<br />
crossed the car park, avoiding them. In the quadrangle a helmeted girl<br />
student knelt on the ground, painting huge characters on a sign with<br />
something about American imperialism invading Asia. It was the<br />
usual midday university scene, but as I sat watching it with renewed<br />
attention, I became aware of something. In his or her own way,<br />
everyone I saw before me looked happy. Whether they were really<br />
happy or just looked it, I couldn't tell. But they did look happy on this<br />
pleasant early afternoon in late September, and because of that I felt a<br />
kind of loneliness new to me, as if I were the only one here who was<br />
not truly part of the scene.<br />
Come to think of it, what scene had I been a part of in recent years?<br />
The last one I could remember was a pool hall near the harbour, where<br />
Kizuki and I played pool together in a spirit of total friendship. Kizuki<br />
died that night, and ever since a cold, stiffening wind had come<br />
between me and the world. This boy Kizuki: what had his existence<br />
meant to me? To this question I could find no answer. All I knew -<br />
with absolute certainty - was that Kizuki's death had robbed me for<br />
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