murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood
murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood
"You're very clear about what you like and what you don't like," she said. "Maybe so," I said. "Maybe that's why people don't like me. Never have." "It's because you show it," she said. "You make it obvious you don't care whether people like you or not. That makes some people angry." She spoke in a near mumble, chin in hand. "But I like talking to you. The way you talk is so unusual. "I don't like having something control me that way'." I helped her wash the dishes. Standing next to her, I wiped as she washed, and stacked everything on the worktop. "So," I said, "your family's out today?" "My mother's in her grave. She died two years ago." "Yeah, I heard that part." "My sister's on a date with her fiancé. Probably on a drive. Her boyfriend works for some car company. He loves cars. I don't love cars." Midori stopped talking and washed. I stopped talking and wiped. "And then there's my father," she said after some time had gone by. "Right," I said. "He went off to Uruguay in June last year and he's been there ever since." "Uruguay?! Why Uruguay?" "He was thinking of settling there, believe it or not. An old army buddy of his has a farm there. All of a sudden, my father announces he's going, too, that there's no limit to what he can do in Uruguay, and he gets on a plane and that's that. We tried hard to stop him, like, "Why do you want to go to a place like that? You can't speak the language, you've hardly ever left Tokyo.' But he wouldn't listen. Losing my mother was a real shock to him. I mean, it made him a 86
little cuckoo. That's how much he loved her. Really." There was not much I could say in reply. I stared at Midori with my mouth open. "What do you think he said to my sister and me when our mother died? "I would much rather have lost the two of you than her.' It knocked the wind out of me. I couldn't say a word. You know what I mean? You just can't say something like that. OK, he lost the woman he loved, his partner for life. I understand the pain, the sadness, the heartbreak. I pity him. But you don't tell the daughters you fathered "You should have died in her place'. I mean, that's just too terrible. Don't you agree?" "Yeah, I see your point." "That's one wound that will never go away," she said, shaking her head. "But anyway, everyone in my family's a little different. We've all got something just a little bit strange." "So it seems," I said. "Still, it is wonderful for two people to love each other, don't you think? I mean, for a man to love his wife so much he can tell his daughters they should have died in her place "Maybe so, now that you put it that way." "And then he dumps the two of us and runs off to Uruguay." I wiped another dish without replying. After the last one, Midori put everything back in the cabinets. "So, have you heard from your father?" I asked. "One postcard. In March. But what does he write? "It's hot here' or "The fruit's not as good as I expected'. Stuff like that. I mean, give me a break! One stupid picture of a donkey! He's lost his marbles! He didn't even say whether he'd met that guy - that friend of his or whatever. He did add near the end that once he's settled he'll send for me and my sister, but not a word since then. And he never answers our letters." "What would you do if your father said "Come to Uruguay'?" 87
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"You're very clear about what you like and what you don't like," she<br />
said.<br />
"Maybe so," I said. "Maybe that's why people don't like me. Never<br />
have."<br />
"It's because you show it," she said. "You make it obvious you don't<br />
care whether people like you or not. That makes some people angry."<br />
She spoke in a near mumble, chin in hand. "But I like talking to you.<br />
The way you talk is so unusual. "I don't like having something control<br />
me that way'."<br />
I helped her wash the dishes. Standing next to her, I wiped as she<br />
washed, and stacked everything on the worktop. "So," I said, "your<br />
family's out today?"<br />
"My mother's in her grave. She died two years ago." "Yeah, I heard<br />
that part."<br />
"My sister's on a date with her fiancé. Probably on a drive. Her<br />
boyfriend works for some car company. He loves cars. I don't love<br />
cars."<br />
Midori stopped talking and washed. I stopped talking and wiped.<br />
"And then there's my father," she said after some time had gone by.<br />
"Right," I said.<br />
"He went off to Uruguay in June last year and he's been there ever<br />
since."<br />
"Uruguay?! Why Uruguay?"<br />
"He was thinking of settling there, believe it or not. An old army<br />
buddy of his has a farm there. All of a sudden, my father announces<br />
he's going, too, that there's no limit to what he can do in Uruguay, and<br />
he gets on a plane and that's that. We tried hard to stop him, like,<br />
"Why do you want to go to a place like that? You can't speak the<br />
language, you've hardly ever left Tokyo.' But he wouldn't listen.<br />
Losing my mother was a real shock to him. I mean, it made him a<br />
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