murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood
murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood murakami, haruki - Norwegian wood
That winter I found a part-time job in a little record shop in Shinjuku. It didn't pay much, but the work was easy - just watching the place three nights a week - and they let me buy records cheap. For Christmas I bought Naoko a Henry Mancini album with a track of her favourite "Dear Heart". I wrapped it myself and added a bright red ribbon. She gave me a pair of woollen gloves she had knitted. The thumbs were a little short, but they did keep my hands warm. "Oh, I'm sorry," she said, blushing, "What a bad job!" "Don't worry, they fit fine," I said, holding my gloved hands out to her. "Well, at least you won't have to shove your hands in your pockets, I guess." Naoko didn't go home to Kobe for the winter break. I stayed in Tokyo, too, working in the record shop right up to the end of the year. I didn't have anything especially fun to do in Kobe or anyone I wanted to see. The dorm's dining hall was closed for the holiday, so I went to Naoko's flat for meals. On New Year's Eve we had rice cakes and soup like everybody else. A lot happened in late January and February that year, 1969. At the end of January, Storm Trooper went to bed with a raging fever. Which meant I had to stand up Naoko that day. I had gone to a lot of trouble to get my hands on some free tickets for a concert. She had been especially eager to go because the orchestra was performing one of her favourites: Brahms' Fourth Symphony. But with Storm Trooper tossing around in bed on the verge of what looked like an agonizing death, I couldn't just leave him, and I couldn't find anyone stupid enough to nurse him in my place. I bought some ice and used several layers of plastic bags to hold it on his forehead, wiped his sweating brow with cold towels, took his temperature every hour, and even changed his vest for him. The fever stayed high for a day, but the following morning he jumped out of bed and started exercising as though nothing had happened. His temperature was completely 44
normal. It was hard to believe he was a human being. "Weird," said Storm Trooper. "I've never run a fever in my life." It was almost as if he were blaming me. This made me mad. "But you did have a fever," I insisted, showing him the two wasted tickets. "Good thing they were free," he said. I wanted to grab his radio and throw it out of the window, but instead I went back to bed with a headache. It snowed several times in February. Near the end of the month I got into a stupid fight with one of the third-years on my floor and punched him. He hit his head against the concrete wall, but he wasn't badly injured, and Nagasawa straightened things out for me. Still, I was called into the dorm Head's office and given a warning, after which I grew increasingly uncomfortable living in the dormitory. The academic year ended in March, but I came up a few credits short. My exam results were mediocre - mostly "C"s and "D"s with a few "B"s. Naoko had all the grades she needed to begin the spring term of her second year. We had completed one full cycle of the seasons. Halfway through April Naoko turned 20. She was seven months older than I was, my own birthday being in November. There was something strange about her becoming 20. I. felt as if the only thing that made sense, whether for Naoko or for me, was to keep going back and forth between 18 and 19. After 18 would come 19, and after 19, 18, of course. But she turned 20. And in the autumn, I would do the same. Only the dead stay 17 for ever. It rained on her birthday. After lectures I bought a cake nearby and took the tram to her flat. "We ought to have a celebration," I said. I probably would have wanted the same thing if our positions had been reversed. It must be hard to pass your twentieth birthday alone. The tram had been packed and had pitched so wildly that by the time I 45
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normal. It was hard to believe he was a human being.<br />
"Weird," said Storm Trooper. "I've never run a fever in my life." It<br />
was almost as if he were blaming me.<br />
This made me mad. "But you did have a fever," I insisted, showing<br />
him the two wasted tickets.<br />
"Good thing they were free," he said. I wanted to grab his radio and<br />
throw it out of the window, but instead I went back to bed with a<br />
headache.<br />
It snowed several times in February.<br />
Near the end of the month I got into a stupid fight with one of the<br />
third-years on my floor and punched him. He hit his head against the<br />
concrete wall, but he wasn't badly injured, and Nagasawa straightened<br />
things out for me. Still, I was called into the dorm Head's office and<br />
given a warning, after which I grew increasingly uncomfortable living<br />
in the dormitory.<br />
The academic year ended in March, but I came up a few credits short.<br />
My exam results were mediocre - mostly "C"s and "D"s with a few<br />
"B"s. Naoko had all the grades she needed to begin the spring term of<br />
her second year. We had completed one full cycle of the seasons.<br />
Halfway through April Naoko turned 20. She was seven months older<br />
than I was, my own birthday being in November. There was<br />
something strange about her becoming 20. I. felt as if the only thing<br />
that made sense, whether for Naoko or for me, was to keep going back<br />
and forth between 18 and 19. After 18 would come 19, and after 19,<br />
18, of course. But she turned 20. And in the autumn, I would do the<br />
same. Only the dead stay 17 for ever.<br />
It rained on her birthday. After lectures I bought a cake nearby and<br />
took the tram to her flat. "We ought to have a celebration," I said. I<br />
probably would have wanted the same thing if our positions had been<br />
reversed. It must be hard to pass your twentieth birthday alone. The<br />
tram had been packed and had pitched so wildly that by the time I<br />
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