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Sounds like Casablanca!" Reiko said with a laugh.<br />

She followed "<strong>Norwegian</strong> Wood" with a few bossa novas while I kept<br />

my eyes on Naoko. As she had said in her letter, she looked healthier<br />

than before, suntanned, her body firm from exercise and outdoor<br />

work. Her eyes were the same deep clear pools they had always been,<br />

and her small lips still trembled shyly, but overall her beauty had<br />

begun to change to that of a mature woman. Almost gone now was the<br />

sharp edge - the chilling sharpness of a thin blade - that could be<br />

glimpsed in the shadows of her beauty, in place of which there now<br />

hovered a uniquely soothing, quiet calm. I felt moved by this new,<br />

gentle beauty of hers, and amazed to think that a woman could change<br />

so much in the course of half a year. I felt as drawn to her as ever,<br />

perhaps more than before, but the thought of what she had lost in the<br />

meantime also gave me cause for regret. Never again would she have<br />

that self-centred beauty that seems to take its own, independent course<br />

in adolescent girls and no one else.<br />

Naoko said she wanted to hear about how I was spending my days. I<br />

talked about the student strike and Nagasawa. This was the first time I<br />

had ever said anything about him to her. I found it challenging to give<br />

her an accurate account of his odd humanity, his unique philosophy,<br />

and his uncentred morality, but Naoko seemed finally to grasp what I<br />

was trying to tell her. I hid the fact that I went out hunting girls with<br />

him, revealing only that the one person in the dorm I spent any real<br />

time with was this unusual guy. All the while, Reiko went through<br />

another practice of the Bach fugue she had played before, taking<br />

occasional breaks for wine and cigarettes.<br />

"He sounds like a strange person," said Naoko. "He is strange," I<br />

said. "But you like him?"<br />

"I'm not sure," I said. "I guess I can't say I like him. Nagasawa is<br />

beyond liking or not liking. He doesn't try to be liked. In that sense,<br />

he's a very honest guy, stoic even. He doesn't try to fool anybody."<br />

""Stoic' sleeping with all those girls? Now that is weird," said Naoko,<br />

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