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"What should I do, then? Give me an example."<br />

"First you decide that you want to help and that you need to be helped<br />

by the other person. Then you are totally honest. You will not lie, you<br />

will not gloss over anything, you will not cover up anything that might<br />

prove embarrassing to you. That's all there is to it."<br />

"I'll try," I said. "But tell me, Reiko, why have you been in here for<br />

seven years? Talking with you like this, I can't believe there's anything<br />

wrong with you."<br />

"Not while the sun's up," she said with a sombre look. "But when<br />

night comes, I start drooling and rolling on the floor." "Really?"<br />

"Don't be ridiculous, I'm kidding," she said, shaking her head with a<br />

look of disgust. "I'm completely well - for now, at least. I stay here<br />

because I enjoy helping other people get well, teaching music,<br />

growing vegetables. I like it here. We're all more or less friends.<br />

Compared to that, what have I got in the outside world? I'm 38, going<br />

on 40. I'm not like Naoko. There's nobody waiting for me to get out,<br />

no family to take me back. I don't have any work to speak of, and<br />

almost no friends. And after seven years, I don't know what's going on<br />

out there. Oh, I'll read a paper in the library every once in a while, but<br />

I haven't set foot outside this property all that time. I wouldn't know<br />

what to do if I left."<br />

"But maybe a new world would open up for you," I said. "It's worth a<br />

try, don't you think?"<br />

"Hmm, you may be right," she said, turning her cigarette lighter over<br />

and over in her hand. "But I've got my own set of problems. I can tell<br />

you all about them sometime if you like."<br />

I nodded in response. "And Naoko," I said, "is she any better?"<br />

"Hmm, we think so. She was pretty confused at first and we had our<br />

doubts for a while, but she's calmed down now and improved to the<br />

point where she's able to express herself verbally. She's definitely<br />

heading in the right direction. But she should have received treatment<br />

a lot earlier. Her symptoms were already apparent from the time that<br />

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