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In 1926: living at the edge of time - Monoskop

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IMMANENCE = TRANSCENDENCE (DEATH) 375<br />

Rainer Maria Rilke's last draft for a poem, written only a few days before<br />

his De<strong>at</strong>h on December 29, pushes this experience yet fur<strong>the</strong>r. Even<br />

before <strong>the</strong> end <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> body's life, De<strong>at</strong>h is present in acute physical<br />

pain-and no existential future lies beyond this boundary:<br />

COME, 0 you final companion th<strong>at</strong> I will recognize,<br />

Pain without relief in <strong>the</strong> fibers <strong>of</strong> my body:<br />

As I was burning in <strong>the</strong> spirit, look, I am burning<br />

<strong>In</strong> you. Long <strong>the</strong> wood resisted,<br />

Not responding to <strong>the</strong> flames with which you blaze.<br />

But now I feed you while I am burning in you.<br />

Pure, without plans and free <strong>of</strong> a future,<br />

I climbed on <strong>the</strong> pyre <strong>of</strong> pain,<br />

Certain not to buy any <strong>time</strong><br />

For this heart silent with exhaustion.<br />

(Rilke, 266).<br />

There are two, precisely opposite reactions to <strong>the</strong> absence <strong>of</strong> Transcendence<br />

and <strong>the</strong> presence <strong>of</strong> De<strong>at</strong>h in human life. The obvious (and obviously<br />

naive) reaction is an urge to escape De<strong>at</strong>h-or to actively forget it.<br />

<strong>In</strong> Ramon del Valle-<strong>In</strong>chin's novel Tirano Banderas, one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> characters<br />

embodies <strong>the</strong> l<strong>at</strong>ter <strong>at</strong>titude in all its triviality: "[To recognize] th<strong>at</strong> a<br />

particular act is inevitable does not prepare us for its imminence. De<strong>at</strong>h<br />

is inevitable, yet we construct our whole life in an effort to distance it<br />

from us" (Valle-<strong>In</strong>clan, 250). The wish to escape De<strong>at</strong>h, however, takes<br />

different forms depending on whe<strong>the</strong>r it focuses on <strong>the</strong> elementary angst<br />

one feels <strong>at</strong> <strong>the</strong> idea <strong>of</strong> life's coming to an end, or on <strong>the</strong> desire to be<br />

remembered by posterity. Among Spanish intellectuals, <strong>the</strong> De<strong>at</strong>h <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

gre<strong>at</strong> C<strong>at</strong>alan architect Antonio Gaudi inspires <strong>the</strong> second <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se obsessions.<br />

On Thursday, June 10, as he is walking along his daily route<br />

from <strong>the</strong> construction site <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Sagrada Familia church to evening Mass<br />

in <strong>the</strong> same neighborhood, <strong>the</strong> seventy-four-year-old Gaudi is hit by a<br />

streetcar. He dies before any medical help arrives, because nobody recognizes<br />

him: <strong>the</strong> famous artist is an unremarkable-looking old man<br />

(Gumbrecht, 847-848). This scene resembles a nightmare th<strong>at</strong> supposedly<br />

plays a crucial role in Miguel de Unamuno's literary and philosophical<br />

writings. Unamuno is obsessed with <strong>the</strong> fear th<strong>at</strong> he will be forgotten

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