C4 antho - Chamber Four

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~68~ The Chamber Four Fiction Anthology was crying. The boy moved, shocked by his wife’s depth of feeling, his wife who never cried, who only said I love you if he said it first. His wife touched his shoulder, almost pawing at it, while she wept. And as he lay there, the boy confused yet happy, he thought how Dr. Z got it wrong. He imagined his sperm mixing with his wife’s cervical mucus, struggling into her and swimming through the uterus. Over the next day millions of sperm would die, a literal genocide of his own genetic code. But one sperm would make it up to the ampullary portion of his wife’s fallopian tubes where it would meet an egg, a full round egg in a nimbus of light. And that egg, in a process that nobody quite understands, would invite that one exhausted spermatozoon in, not like a warrior bent on invading China all by himself, but like a meeting between two wounded travelers, two souls who had been alone for so long, wanting to share some news, a chain letter telling the endless story of themselves, saying look, look how far we have come.

Men Alone _________ by Steve Almond from Drunken Boat You see them there almost by accident, through a window from a rolling car. They are at once recognizable as members of a tribe coming to believe in the absurdity of their bodies, drifting through rooms whose few flourishes, supplied by old girlfriends, now seem vindictive. There’s a TV, a phone, a few chairs. They do just enough to keep the place from ants. Afternoons, taken by a brief whimsy, they dance alone. At night they reach into cupboards for hidden sweets and make lists of things to be done the following day. They read magazines on the can, renewal cards molting the carpet. Sometimes their hands come loose and fall into their laps and dream a few minutes of women they will never see in church, a last stamp of decency worn away on the sofa nearest the window where they sleep on those certain evenings, the radiant concern of news anchors a lullaby onto them in socks. You could stare into these windows for years and not see anything essential or shocking, only the last rites of men who would pay any price to be you, and have.

~68~ The <strong>Chamber</strong> <strong>Four</strong> Fiction Anthology<br />

was crying. The boy moved, shocked by his wife’s depth of<br />

feeling, his wife who never cried, who only said I love you if<br />

he said it first. His wife touched his shoulder, almost pawing<br />

at it, while she wept.<br />

And as he lay there, the boy confused yet happy, he<br />

thought how Dr. Z got it wrong. He imagined his sperm mixing<br />

with his wife’s cervical mucus, struggling into her and<br />

swimming through the uterus. Over the next day millions of<br />

sperm would die, a literal genocide of his own genetic code.<br />

But one sperm would make it up to the ampullary portion of<br />

his wife’s fallopian tubes where it would meet an egg, a full<br />

round egg in a nimbus of light. And that egg, in a process<br />

that nobody quite understands, would invite that one exhausted<br />

spermatozoon in, not like a warrior bent on invading<br />

China all by himself, but like a meeting between two<br />

wounded travelers, two souls who had been alone for so long,<br />

wanting to share some news, a chain letter telling the endless<br />

story of themselves, saying look, look how far we have come.

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