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~294~ The Chamber Four Fiction Anthology “Look at Wilson out there laughing. Do you think he’s drunk?” Wilson soft-shoed into his son’s minivan, the star of his own silent movie. Freedman was forever in good spirits―he was a man of the highest, proudest, most natural spirits Joseph had ever known―and he pulled a Sam’s Choice lemon-lime soda from the refrigerator along with his brown sack of lunch, and laughed with a gentle calm that put Wilson’s bluster to shame. “He deserves to be happy, no? A million and a half for the Cleveland plant, I’d be handing out tulips and Swiss chocolates.” The pulp of Joseph’s lemon went on spinning in his glass even after he’d stopped stirring, the swirls of dissolved sugar warping and turning like heat waves coming up from a car. He often felt blessed by small things and now, with the young sun glinting off windshields and beckoning him outside with his lunch, he felt deeply fortunate to have this packet of sugar in his hand, to be already rolling the torn-off piece of it between his fingers, to be here in this job, a translator instead of a temp, twenty dollars an hour instead of eight-fifty. A million and a half. “And―do you get commissions when you sell?” he asked, expecting the worst. Every one of them must have been making too much money to care about anything. He was halfway back to his cubicle―a little-used door next to Herr Halsa’s office led to the lawn behind the building―and Freedman was about to disappear into the gear-hobbing maze. “Nope. I guess commissions are an American thing,” Freedman said wistfully. He was still smiling. He was almost laughing, and his hands were plunged so far into his pockets that his elbows were straight. Joseph thought he’d like to

American Subsidiary ~295~ have him as an older brother or confidant who could advise on all the stages to come. “It makes me think I should go out on my own. But damn, a drought’s a drought when you’re repping, and it doesn’t matter how many daughters you have in school.” What, Joseph asked himself as he sat on the cool May grass and looked out over the pond, is a million and a half dollars but an abstraction on a beautiful day like this, with a fresh iced tea, an egg salad sandwich with big pebbly capers, a slightly crunchy pear? The pond was a fire reservoir, manmade according to some code that required a certain-sized body of water for every so-and-so many feet of manufacturing space: the neighboring company made baseballs, softballs, soccer balls, basketballs, volleyballs, all of inexpensive design and quality, for the use of small children. But even if their pond was square and covered across half its surface with algae, the jets that aerated the other half caught the light magnificently, scattering it like chips of glass, and the tiny green circles that undulated on the near side resembled stitches in a beautiful knitted shawl that the pond wore garishly in the sunlight. Joseph thought of his wife of less than a year, back in their apartment, studying by the window; his parents gardening five hundred miles away; his grandparents outside too, no doubt, mowing their tiny lawns just to walk under this magnificent sun. When Joseph was back inside, Herr Doktor Hühne returned to pick up his briefcase, which he’d left in the middle of Herr Halsa’s empty desk. “Why didn’t you join us for lunch?” he asked in German. “That was unexpected. We arrived at the restaurant and I looked around myself, wanting to ask you a question, and what’s this? He doesn’t eat?” Hühne left again with Wilson and the top-grossing salesman, and an hour passed by in welcome silence. Joseph

~294~ The <strong>Chamber</strong> <strong>Four</strong> Fiction Anthology<br />

“Look at Wilson out there laughing. Do you think he’s<br />

drunk?”<br />

Wilson soft-shoed into his son’s minivan, the star of his<br />

own silent movie.<br />

Freedman was forever in good spirits―he was a man of<br />

the highest, proudest, most natural spirits Joseph had ever<br />

known―and he pulled a Sam’s Choice lemon-lime soda from<br />

the refrigerator along with his brown sack of lunch, and<br />

laughed with a gentle calm that put Wilson’s bluster to<br />

shame. “He deserves to be happy, no? A million and a half<br />

for the Cleveland plant, I’d be handing out tulips and Swiss<br />

chocolates.”<br />

The pulp of Joseph’s lemon went on spinning in his glass<br />

even after he’d stopped stirring, the swirls of dissolved sugar<br />

warping and turning like heat waves coming up from a car.<br />

He often felt blessed by small things and now, with the<br />

young sun glinting off windshields and beckoning him outside<br />

with his lunch, he felt deeply fortunate to have this<br />

packet of sugar in his hand, to be already rolling the torn-off<br />

piece of it between his fingers, to be here in this job, a translator<br />

instead of a temp, twenty dollars an hour instead of<br />

eight-fifty.<br />

A million and a half.<br />

“And―do you get commissions when you sell?” he asked,<br />

expecting the worst. Every one of them must have been making<br />

too much money to care about anything. He was halfway<br />

back to his cubicle―a little-used door next to Herr Halsa’s<br />

office led to the lawn behind the building―and Freedman<br />

was about to disappear into the gear-hobbing maze.<br />

“Nope. I guess commissions are an American thing,”<br />

Freedman said wistfully. He was still smiling. He was almost<br />

laughing, and his hands were plunged so far into his pockets<br />

that his elbows were straight. Joseph thought he’d like to

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