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<strong>Spike</strong> | 15 YEARS OF BOOKS, MUSIC, ART, IDEAS | www.spikemagazine.com<br />

Kierkegaard, a Dostoevsky or a Nietzsche.<br />

“Fitzgerald admirers deplore the fact that he brooded<br />

over his failure and, by dint of ruminating so deeply<br />

upon it, spoiled his literary career. We, on the contrary,<br />

deplore that he did not remain sufficiently loyal to that<br />

failure, that he did not sufficiently explore or exploit it.<br />

It is a second-order mind that cannot choose between<br />

literature and the real dark night of the soul.”<br />

In the same piece, Cioran equates loyalty to failure<br />

with sickness. The healthy, he says, keep a certain<br />

distance from our ‘contradictory and intense’ states,<br />

while to be sick is ‘to coincide totally with oneself’.<br />

The former allows us to act. But isn’t it precisely one’s<br />

distance from oneself a part of sickness; it is the part<br />

which can never act?<br />

“When you imagine you have reached a certain degree<br />

of detachment, you regard as histrionic all zealots<br />

… But doesn’t detachment, too, have a histrionics of<br />

its own? If actions are mummery, the very refusal of<br />

action is one as well. Yet a noble mummery.”<br />

The interaction of conditions is inevitable. Nobility is<br />

left to the silent and invisible. ‘The Crack-Up’ is called<br />

the work of a sick man, yet its impressive lucidity is<br />

a histrionics of detachment, more or less identical to<br />

Cioran’s own work, sick only inasmuch as it cannot<br />

achieve oneness with its subject. Oneness is barely<br />

human, hence our fascination with good and evil. Perhaps<br />

this sharp division between sickness and health is<br />

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where Cioran lapses into the sentimentality Fitzgerald<br />

was prone to. It is a form of self-pity, trying to justify<br />

the inherent hubris of writing and publishing. Aware of<br />

this, Cioran tells us not to worry about those who are<br />

excessively self-pitying because an excess of self-pity<br />

preserves reason.<br />

“This is not a paradox … for such brooding over our<br />

miseries proceeds from an alarm in our vitality, from<br />

our reaction of energy, at the same time that it expresses<br />

an elegiac disguise of our instinct of self-preservation.”<br />

This helps answer a perennial question: why did<br />

Cioran live so long without killing himself? Sickness<br />

can increase self-pity, thereby reason, thereby selfpreservation.<br />

To cross the abyss that is life, if that is our<br />

purpose, we must use both sickness and health, selfpity<br />

and detachment, the desert and the oasis. To deny<br />

either is either fatal or contemptible. Cioran shows by<br />

example, how various the tension between opposites is<br />

manifested. His examples have one thing in common<br />

it seems: the admittance of lucidity, that which lies<br />

behind all stories, all systems, all action, all help.<br />

As academia eschews ambivalence and individualism,<br />

rewarding instead skills of memory and language,<br />

it might be worth stepping into the vanishing point<br />

Cioran occupied so tenaciously, if only to re-open the<br />

stagnant wounds of our lucidity.<br />

“The ideally lucid, hence ideally normal, man should<br />

have no recourse beyond the nothing that is in him”. �<br />

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