The Courage of Children: Boston and Beyond XXXIII
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STACY JEAN JOSEPH<br />
MELISSA MA AND NICOLE PRECOURT, TEACHERS<br />
Salemwood School, Malden, MA<br />
When I was younger, I didn’t really think about what courage actually meant<br />
to me. I had a basic underst<strong>and</strong>ing <strong>of</strong> just having faith in myself. But believe it<br />
or not, as I grew up, I realized that courage means to have strength throughout<br />
difficult, dark times. When I was in second grade, I was going through a rough<br />
time while figuring out who my real friends were, <strong>and</strong> I felt so crushed <strong>and</strong><br />
defeated. I wouldn’t stop crying. When my mom went to check on me, I told<br />
her about the situation, <strong>and</strong> she gave me some advice to get myself together<br />
<strong>and</strong> to pick myself back up.<br />
At the beginning <strong>of</strong> second grade, my goal was to make new friends at<br />
school. I saw this girl sitting all alone who didn’t have anyone to play with or<br />
talk to. So, <strong>of</strong> course, I couldn’t let her sit all alone doing nothing! I didn’t<br />
know at that moment that she was going to change my life. I went up to her<br />
<strong>and</strong> said, “Hi, is it okay if I play with you?”<br />
She turned her head to me <strong>and</strong> replied, “Sure.” We were playing as if we<br />
had been besties for a long time. We became inseparable!<br />
<strong>The</strong> next day, my dad dropped me <strong>of</strong>f at school as usual. I was so excited to<br />
play with this girl again. She was so nice! As I was walking into the<br />
classroom with joy, I spotted her whispering to this other girl while looking<br />
in my direction. Maybe she was looking at the person behind me, I thought. I<br />
continued to walk with joy towards her. <strong>The</strong> other girl who was whispering<br />
walked away. I didn’t care, <strong>and</strong> I asked my new friend, “Do you want to play<br />
at recess again today?”<br />
But she had a totally different mood than yesterday. She said back, “Um, idk...<br />
but can I ask you a question?”<br />
I replied back, “Sure,” thinking it was going to be some r<strong>and</strong>om question,<br />
but no—it was a very serious question.<br />
This “friend” was asking about my skin <strong>and</strong> why my skin complexion was<br />
light. She asked me, “Aren’t you Black?” <strong>and</strong> I said, “Yeah… ?” She started<br />
laughing with the friend she was whispering with because she didn’t believe<br />
I was Black. She would even call me “white” <strong>and</strong> said I was “too white to be<br />
Black.” St<strong>and</strong>ing there in silence <strong>and</strong> in shock, I felt the tears running down<br />
my cheeks. She made me hate my own skin because I was a little lighter than<br />
“YOUR SKIN IS<br />
BEAUTIFUL AS IT IS.”<br />
my family. At this point, I wanted the day to end already. At the end <strong>of</strong> the<br />
school day, when I got picked up by my dad, I tried hiding my tears<br />
throughout the whole walk home. I didn’t want him to feel worried or mad,<br />
because I thought he would talk to the school about it <strong>and</strong> get the girl in<br />
trouble. I didn’t want that, so I kept quiet.<br />
When we got home, I burst into the house, passing my mom without even<br />
saying hi to her or telling her how my day was. Running to my room, I<br />
jumped on my bed <strong>and</strong> started crying <strong>and</strong> thinking about the fact that my<br />
friend was making fun <strong>of</strong> me about my skin. My mom came in <strong>and</strong> heard me<br />
crying. She asked, “What’s wrong? You passed me in the kitchen without<br />
saying hi.” I turned my head around with red eyes <strong>and</strong> tears all over my face.<br />
I told her it was nothing, but she didn’t believe me. She said that she was my<br />
mom, <strong>and</strong> I could tell her anything. I told her about what happened in<br />
school. She responded, “Stacy, you shouldn’t let people talk bad about your<br />
skin <strong>and</strong> who you are. Don’t let her get to you. Your skin is beautiful as it is.<br />
Don’t mind her awful comments! You are not white, you are Black.” After<br />
that, she gave me a much-needed hug.<br />
My mom’s advice taught me a lot about life. When you hear negative words,<br />
just remember to ignore them <strong>and</strong> keep moving forward. It was hard at first,<br />
but I built up the courage to get myself together, ignore mean comments,<br />
<strong>and</strong> make real friends.<br />
THE COURAGE OF CHILDREN: BOSTON AND BEYOND<br />
VOLUME <strong>XXXIII</strong><br />
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