The Courage of Children: Boston and Beyond XXXIII
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MIA CONNELLY<br />
SARA DEOREO, TEACHER<br />
Proctor Elementary School, Topsfield, MA<br />
Before I was born, my mom, my dad, <strong>and</strong> my gr<strong>and</strong>parents went to court.<br />
<strong>The</strong>y had to go because my parents had a bad drinking problem, did lots <strong>of</strong><br />
drugs, <strong>and</strong> fought with each other a lot. <strong>The</strong> judge didn’t think that my parents<br />
would care for me, so when I was born, my gr<strong>and</strong>parents would have full<br />
custody <strong>of</strong> me.<br />
Later on, my sister had a birthday that was coming up on New Year’s, <strong>and</strong> we<br />
made a plan to go stay with my dad at a hotel for the night. In those moments,<br />
I actually don’t really know what happened. But my mom is bipolar, <strong>and</strong> my<br />
mom hit Dad, <strong>and</strong> they got into a gigantic fight. My mom called the cops on<br />
him, but he did not get arrested, <strong>and</strong> he almost did not go with us. My sister<br />
<strong>and</strong> I called my mom. When she answered, she screamed at us so loudly, like<br />
she was crazy, <strong>and</strong> then hung up. We started bawling our eyes out <strong>and</strong> crying<br />
so hard. It was the worst feeling ever.<br />
After my sister <strong>and</strong> I tried calling our mom back many times, she finally<br />
answered. My sister said to my mom that she was ruining her birthday by<br />
physically abusing my dad. <strong>The</strong>n my mom swore <strong>and</strong> cursed at us, <strong>and</strong> it<br />
sounded like my mom slammed her phone against something <strong>and</strong> broke her<br />
phone into pieces. She screamed at the top <strong>of</strong> her lungs that we were horrible<br />
daughters, she hated us, <strong>and</strong> she didn’t care about my sister’s birthday. <strong>The</strong><br />
worst feeling ever. After that, she finally called us back <strong>and</strong> said she was very,<br />
very sorry. At first, I didn’t accept her apology.<br />
My parents fight a lot. My dad lives with my mom in her apartment, <strong>and</strong> he<br />
doesn’t like to stay there because he sometimes gets scared <strong>of</strong> my mom. He is<br />
also scared that he might have to live on the streets <strong>and</strong> call the cops on my<br />
mom if she keeps doing what she’s doing. At first, I really didn’t have enough<br />
courage to accept that my parents had problems, <strong>and</strong> I think that they<br />
sometimes don’t love me. I sometimes ask myself, Why can’t I have normal<br />
parents? because it makes me so sad to think about it. Almost everyone I know<br />
lives with their parents, not their gr<strong>and</strong>parents.<br />
“...I SHOWED THEM<br />
I HAD COURAGE<br />
TO FINALLY ACCEPT<br />
THEIR APOLOGY.”<br />
My dad went to jail many times, <strong>and</strong> I don’t know if I should be infuriated or<br />
disappointed. He says he is sorry a lot to try to make me feel better. I didn’t<br />
accept his apologies at first, either. My gr<strong>and</strong>parents always tell them to get<br />
some help.<br />
My sister <strong>and</strong> I tried our best to help them, <strong>and</strong> we all finally convinced them<br />
to move into a sober living house. My dad promised me that he would get<br />
better <strong>and</strong> be the best he could be. <strong>The</strong>y went into the sober living house for<br />
a long time. Since my dad had finally gotten better <strong>and</strong> was finally out <strong>of</strong> jail,<br />
we decided that we were going to stay at a hotel in Lowell for New Year’s to<br />
celebrate my sister’s birthday. We stayed in a really fancy hotel, ate lots <strong>of</strong><br />
snacks, <strong>and</strong> brought our VR headset with us so he could play on it.<br />
My dad would text me telling me how much he missed me <strong>and</strong> loved me every<br />
day after that hotel night, <strong>and</strong> my mom has gotten better too. After that night<br />
at the hotel with my sister <strong>and</strong> my dad, my dad showed me he had the courage<br />
to get better, <strong>and</strong> my mom showed me she had the courage to get better, so I<br />
showed them I had courage to finally accept their apology.<br />
I still sometimes can’t accept the fact that they still have some problems, <strong>and</strong> if<br />
they do things like doing drugs too much <strong>and</strong> drinking too much alcohol, soon<br />
enough, they could pass away. It makes me so sad to think about that. Since my<br />
parents cause trouble, they have done some stuff to cause them to go to jail.<br />
THE COURAGE OF CHILDREN: BOSTON AND BEYOND<br />
VOLUME <strong>XXXIII</strong><br />
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