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Windward Review Vol. 20 (2022): Beginnings and Endings

"Beginnings and Endings" (2022) challenged South Texas writers and beyond to narrate structures of beginnings and ends. What results is a collection of poetry, prose, hybrid writing, and photography that haunts, embraces, and consoles all the same. Similar to past WR volumes, this collection defies easy elaboration - it contains diverse tones, languages, colors, and creative spaces. Creative pieces within the text builds upon others, allowing polyvocal narratives to interlock and defy the logic of 'beginning-middle-end'. By the end of this collection, you will neither sense nor crave the finality that a typical text brings. Instead, you will be inspired to learn and create beyond a narrative linear structure. Your reading and support is sincerely appreciated.

"Beginnings and Endings" (2022) challenged South Texas writers and beyond to narrate structures of beginnings and ends. What results is a collection of poetry, prose, hybrid writing, and photography that haunts, embraces, and consoles all the same. Similar to past WR volumes, this collection defies easy elaboration - it contains diverse tones, languages, colors, and creative spaces. Creative pieces within the text builds upon others, allowing polyvocal narratives to interlock and defy the logic of 'beginning-middle-end'. By the end of this collection, you will neither sense nor crave the finality that a typical text brings. Instead, you will be inspired to learn and create beyond a narrative linear structure. Your reading and support is sincerely appreciated.

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Charity McCoy<br />

Denial: Blurry<br />

Blurry mornings<br />

Are one of those days<br />

That you wake up<br />

And remember,<br />

All over again,<br />

That something in your world<br />

Has collapsed - crashed -<br />

And all is not good <strong>and</strong> well.<br />

Blurry mornings, for me,<br />

Begin in tranquility;<br />

Nothing on my mind <strong>and</strong><br />

No underst<strong>and</strong>ing of where I am or what context I exist in.<br />

Just peaceful bliss <strong>and</strong> total ignorance.<br />

Bliss which, usually, is short-lived.<br />

…<br />

A sinking of the heart<br />

Or dropping of the stomach<br />

Soon follow,<br />

As either what I have done<br />

Or what has happened to me<br />

Resurface back from the oblivion<br />

And into my conscious thought.<br />

Leaving me with remnants of regret<br />

Or pieces of pain<br />

From what has happened in prior days.<br />

…<br />

This is why<br />

The blurry mornings kill,<br />

Especially today<br />

When the absence of you<br />

Is my new reality.<br />

And because of that, I’d rather be asleep<br />

So that dreams of you could comfort me<br />

While I rest in the bed of my ignorance -<br />

Tucked into my subconscious world where emotional cohesion is all that I know.<br />

Where everything is still beautiful <strong>and</strong> whole,<br />

And you are here.<br />

Because you were never gone<br />

And you never had to leave<br />

To begin.<br />

<strong>Beginnings</strong> X <strong>Endings</strong><br />

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