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about the gun incident. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to talk about that one.I roll my lips. “Pre y much.”Without taking her eyes off me, she leans over and grabs the bo le oftequila we used to make the margaritas. She pours a shot into both of ourempty cups and then hands one to me.We take the shot, cringing at the taste, and then stare at each other insilence.“I’m just not even sure what to say.”I groan. “Daya, I don’t know what to do. He didn’t hurt me, but he did.He definitely forced himself on me. But I would’ve let him go farther hadhe tried. I’m so fucking confused. And I feel dirty and wrong, but when itwas happening, it felt…”I trail off with another groan, and this me I just bang my head againstthe granite countertop.“Really good?” she fills in. "Amazing? Out of this world?""All of the above," I confess. "I have never come so hard in my en relife.”“Damn,” she breathes, a note of awe in her voice. “Has he contacted yousince then?” she asks gently, running her fingers through my hair in acomfor ng gesture.I li my head, a frown on my face. “Yes. He just… he said he didn’t wantme to fall in love with something fake. He pre y much said he’s showingme who he really is, instead of lying to me about it. The fact that he thinkshe can make me fall in love with him in the first place goes to show howderanged he is.”“That’s… oddly nice? But really fucked up. There’s something wrong withhim. But we knew that from the chopped-off hands.”I snort. “Yeah, just a bit.”“Have you, uh, asked him about that yet?”I nod. “Yeah, he basically played his usual macho man act and said not toworry about it and that he’d take care of it.” I roll my eyes, but in allhonesty, I’m glad for it. If I can count on my shadow for anything, it’s tofuck someone up.He’s made that more than clear.I sit up and bring Gigi's journal back towards me. “Anyhoo, let’s just focuson figuring out what happened to my great-grandmother.”
It’s not hard to put Daya back into hacker mode. She slides her laptoptowards her and immediately starts tapping away on the keyboard. Thequickness of her fingers gives me a run for my money when I’m in apar cularly good part in wri ng my book. She’s been known to have toreplace a few keys from how hard she types.“So, me of death for Gigi was es mated about 5:05 P.M. Your greatgrandfatherclaimed that he had run to the grocery store and when hecame home, he found her dead in their bed. I found some witness reportsclaiming they did see John in Morty’s grocery store around 5:35 P.M. Butthey didn’t specify if they had seen him walking in or out of the store, or ifthey just saw him shopping during that me.”I nod my head, twis ng my lips in contempla on. “In her last few journalentries, she was fran c and kept saying that he was coming for her. Shenever said who he is. But it has to be Ronaldo, right?“So, maybe he waited un l John le and snuck in and killed her while hewas gone. He stalked her a er all, he’d know exactly when my greatgrandfatherwould’ve le .”Daya shrugs a shoulder, looking a li le unconvinced.“But don’t the diary entries say that John was ge ng aggressive, andGigi said she was going to divorce him, right?” she ques ons.I frown. “Well, yeah, but I don’t think he would’ve killed her. He lovedher too much.”“Couldn’t the same be said for her stalker?”No ng my expression, Daya sighs and rests her hand on mine.“Addie, I love you and I’m going to say this with all my love. But don’tproject. I’m star ng to get the feeling that you want Ronaldo to be thekiller because in your head, that will criminalize your stalker, too. Pleasetell me that’s not why you’re seeking jus ce for Gigi. Because you’relooking for a reason to hate your stalker when in actuality, you don’t.”I pull my hand from under hers and look away. Uncomfortable feelingsinvade my body, preven ng me from speaking right away.“I don’t need to look for a reason to hate him,” I grumble.Daya cocks a brow, unimpressed with my a tude. I sigh, a headacheblooming right between my eyes. I rub at the spot, stalling as I try to figureout what I want to say.Because she’s not en rely wrong.
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It’s not hard to put Daya back into hacker mode. She slides her laptop
towards her and immediately starts tapping away on the keyboard. The
quickness of her fingers gives me a run for my money when I’m in a
par cularly good part in wri ng my book. She’s been known to have to
replace a few keys from how hard she types.
“So, me of death for Gigi was es mated about 5:05 P.M. Your greatgrandfather
claimed that he had run to the grocery store and when he
came home, he found her dead in their bed. I found some witness reports
claiming they did see John in Morty’s grocery store around 5:35 P.M. But
they didn’t specify if they had seen him walking in or out of the store, or if
they just saw him shopping during that me.”
I nod my head, twis ng my lips in contempla on. “In her last few journal
entries, she was fran c and kept saying that he was coming for her. She
never said who he is. But it has to be Ronaldo, right?
“So, maybe he waited un l John le and snuck in and killed her while he
was gone. He stalked her a er all, he’d know exactly when my greatgrandfather
would’ve le .”
Daya shrugs a shoulder, looking a li le unconvinced.
“But don’t the diary entries say that John was ge ng aggressive, and
Gigi said she was going to divorce him, right?” she ques ons.
I frown. “Well, yeah, but I don’t think he would’ve killed her. He loved
her too much.”
“Couldn’t the same be said for her stalker?”
No ng my expression, Daya sighs and rests her hand on mine.
“Addie, I love you and I’m going to say this with all my love. But don’t
project. I’m star ng to get the feeling that you want Ronaldo to be the
killer because in your head, that will criminalize your stalker, too. Please
tell me that’s not why you’re seeking jus ce for Gigi. Because you’re
looking for a reason to hate your stalker when in actuality, you don’t.”
I pull my hand from under hers and look away. Uncomfortable feelings
invade my body, preven ng me from speaking right away.
“I don’t need to look for a reason to hate him,” I grumble.
Daya cocks a brow, unimpressed with my a tude. I sigh, a headache
blooming right between my eyes. I rub at the spot, stalling as I try to figure
out what I want to say.
Because she’s not en rely wrong.