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Chapter Seven

THE NEXT SUMMER WE TURNED THIRTEEN, HIM FIRST, and then me. Our bodies

began to stretch, pulling at our joints till theyy were aching and weak. In

Peleus’ shining bronze mirror, I almost did not recognize myyself—lankyy

and gaunt, stork legs and sharpening chin. Achilles was taller still, seeming

to tower above me. Eventuallyy we would be of a height, but he came to his

maturityy sooner, with a startling speed, primed perhaps byy the divinityy in his

blood.

The boyys, too, were growing older. Regularlyy now we heard moans

behind closed doors and saw shadows returning to their beds before dawn.

In our countries, a man often took a wife before his beard was fullyy fledged.

How much earlier, then, did he take a serving girl? It was expected; veryy

few men came to their marriage beds without having done so. Those who

did were unluckyy indeed: too weak to compel, too uglyy to charm, and too

poor to payy.

It was customaryy for a palace to have a full complement of noblyy born

women as servants for the mistress of the house. But Peleus had no wife in

the palace, and so the women we saw were mostlyy slaves. Theyy had been

bought or taken in warfare, or bred from those who were. During the dayy

theyy poured wine and scrubbed floors and kept the kitchen. At night theyy

belonged to soldiers or foster boyys, to visiting kings or Peleus himself. The

swollen bellies that followed were not a thing of shame; theyy were profit:

more slaves. These unions were not alwayys rape; sometimes there was

mutual satisfaction and even affection. At least that is what the men who

spoke of them believed.

It would have been easyy, infinitelyy easyy, for Achilles or me to have

bedded one of these girls ourselves. At thirteen we were almost late to do

so, especiallyy him, as princes were known for their appetites. Instead, we

watched in silence as the foster boyys pulled girls onto their laps, or Peleus

summoned the prettiest to his room after dinner. Once, I even heard the king

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