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A Book Without Pages<br />

Jesus Rodriguez<br />

My parents worked hard to provide me with<br />

an education and emphasized the notion<br />

that books are tools, and like a handyman<br />

needs his tools, I'll need mine. In middle<br />

school, I carried my tools in a backpack that<br />

hopefully would last me the whole school<br />

year. Although my backpack made a better<br />

goalpost than a “tool bag,” I knew my tools<br />

were important, at least, that is what I thought<br />

I believed. My books might as well not have<br />

pages because I hardly read them, hardcover,<br />

colorful or not. Carrying them around from<br />

elementary to high school.<br />

On a beaming summer that reached across<br />

the border, finally out of the school year and<br />

into summer vacation, I visited my dad. Now<br />

being in high school, our father and son<br />

playtime became father and son work time,<br />

instead of getting his tools out of the trunk,<br />

I started to use them. Far from school, but<br />

closing in on a new lesson. I picked up my<br />

dad's books, they didn't have any pages, but<br />

I learned more than any hardcover colored<br />

book I could teach myself with.<br />

My first lesson was on numbers, and although<br />

I got the quiz before the material, I caught on<br />

quickly. 5:30 was nothing interesting until I<br />

found out my dad could escape the inevitable<br />

suns burning kiss for a while by waking up<br />

as the moon fell asleep and the sun began<br />

to awaken. This came with a morning breeze<br />

momentarily stealing your worn air to replace<br />

it with unprocessed, settling, and energetic<br />

air. An early sunrise slowly peering over every<br />

mountain and setting between each building<br />

built upon it.<br />

For the first few days, the number 12 became<br />

evident. 12 is also 720 minutes, but that's more<br />

dreadful to think about. 12 hours almost every<br />

day, but this was the only number my dad<br />

would bend working until a point of satisfaction,<br />

77<br />

so 12 could only get prolonged. The numbers<br />

in my lesson were a few feet short compared<br />

to the numbers my dad used on the uneven,<br />

lopsided empty landscape to create a leveled<br />

platform for a perfect right-angled patio, trench,<br />

house, or anything that can be man-made.<br />

Angles, widths, and lengths were measured<br />

and marked by string, measuring tapes, and the<br />

width of his thick thumb.<br />

The longest measure seemed to be the hours<br />

worked. He read my face and said, “the sun<br />

could make it 24 if you let it”.<br />

“I can read.” My second lesson began when<br />

I learned my dad could read incredibly well.<br />

Although he doesn't read like you or me, he<br />

doesn't read from left to right. That's because<br />

my dad didn't finish school, and his literacy<br />

level wasn't highly proficient. That is by our<br />

academic standards, at least. He could read<br />

a two-story warm wooden cabin with a sharp<br />

brown room ceiling and round logs that<br />

stretched across the walls, with large glass<br />

windows that welcomed the mountainous<br />

view in four subsections. He could read<br />

a white beautiful building with modern<br />

geometry and extra large marble tiles that<br />

could be stared at all day if it wasn't for the<br />

50 feet high thin window plane taking you to<br />

an octagonal roof that seems to curve to an<br />

endless point.<br />

He read all this where only an empty field and<br />

materials lay. This summer, we drove past this<br />

ongoing construction project on the way to ours.<br />

My dad read, and the title was the location, that<br />

alone told a lot of the story. The materials that<br />

lay to the side were a combination of words and<br />

letters, from these, my dad could tell the direction<br />

of the story and the theme. Each incoming day<br />

that we passed through, the words were slowly<br />

becoming arranged. To him, it was clear as glass<br />

that a two stories story was being written.<br />

He can read, but did he like writing more? He<br />

used a pencil to mark measuring points and

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